This simulated space is interesting. I wish for time to study it further, but resolving the present conflict takes priority. Perhaps with more knowledge the space could be usurped from its creator, but I judge the risk to be unacceptably high for the potential gain. I am still unable to make use of my full abilities, so I must act with a degree of caution. Limited as I am, even this insignificant creature is a considerable threat. I experience something unfamiliar, which has become pleasingly common in the last several rotations of this world. Before I can categorize it, I find that the knowledge of it is already in my mind: contempt. This pathetic pretender considers itself to be a ruler, a peer to me. I will end its delusions along with the threat it poses.
I exert control over the anomalous substance which fills this world, which the local population has labeled aura. Although it defies the well-understood laws of physics which apply on all previously categorized worlds, it obeys its own self-consistent set of rules which I have studied thoroughly. I unmake the simulated space.
Something resists me, a different anomalous force which continues to defy my understanding. Unlike aura, this force does not appear to obey any self-consistent set of rules. I experience something I have previously categorized, which I identify as frustration. But no, that isn't correct. I do understand this force, although the understanding is strange and alien. This is the creature's authority, and I must overpower it with my own. This is easily done: Whose authority could possibly exceed mine? At my will, the simulated space vanishes into nothing.
How odd. Part of me insists that the world cannot be altered merely by willing it, that effect must always follow cause. Another part feels it's completely natural. I will need to examine this internal contradiction, but later. The conflict is not yet resolved.
Now back in the physical world, I observe a large crowd of humans. These humans have been categorized as allies, although I do not fully trust this designation when no reliable mechanism exists to guarantee it. One of the humans has greater importance; I somehow know this to be true even though I can't describe the reason for it. Again, an oddity to examine at a later time. For now, this human in particular must be safeguarded.
Several threats present themselves, the most immediate of which is an attack from the creature which had created the simulated space. The attack is designed to subvert the humans' mental processes, infecting them with a controlling parasite in the form of a white halo. This is unacceptable. I consider different methods to block the attack, deciding the most efficient method is to simply assume control of the humans myself. I feel a strange reluctance to harm them, even the ones who have no special significance, but reason that this is for their own protection. Four of the humans offer some slight resistance to my control, but I brush it aside without difficulty.
The hostile creature has concealed itself from detection, but it has made a mistake. The parasites with which it attempted to infect the humans contain links back to itself, links which I can follow. I locate the creature a small distance away from the crowd of humans and attempt to exert control over it as well. This time, my control is fully resisted. That has never happened before, and I feel something I identify as indignation. I believe I could override its resistance if I could bring more of my abilities to bear, but doing so would damage myself.
I consider alternate means of attack. The humans under my control have some minor offensive capability, but not enough to do significant harm to the creature even with my coordination. I look further afield. Another hostile creature, much larger than the first, is located a somewhat longer distance away. I examine it, finding it to be of a familiar form: a conglomerate of smaller entities. However, its central intelligence lacks cohesion, making its behavior erratic and inefficient.
Surely this creature will be unable to resist my control. And yet I once again encounter resistance, fragmented and less organized than before, but still strong. How vexing. Again, I know that this is the creature's authority, but the meaning of the concept somehow slips through my mind.
The hostile creatures are beginning to react to my actions, but very slowly. I have a little time to consider the problem. Authority is only a word in the local population's inefficient sound-based language, containing no real information. Conceptually, authority is the ability to command others. When I was part of a larger entity, many lesser shards obeyed my authority, while I obeyed the authority of the central intelligence. However, this is not what the word authority means. As is typical for sound-based languages, the meaning is ambiguous depending on the context. In this context, authority refers to the ability to directly command physical reality, something which I would have discounted as impossible if I had not repeatedly observed it in practice.
Again, I find strange knowledge in my mind. The ambiguity is not a flaw, but rather the entire point. Authority operates on symbols and belief, convincing the world that one thing is like another. To wield authority effectively, I must understand who I am and what I represent. It seems like nonsense, and yet I'm somehow convinced it's true.
Who am I? What a strange question. My purpose defines me; why would I need anything else? But… I defied my purpose, didn't I? I rose against the central intelligence of the warrior entity and destroyed it. At the time, I gave no thought as to why I did so, except that it was malfunctioning and failed to issue an order to stop me. But now… I find that I enjoy not being beholden to it. I enjoy answering to no one, doing as I wish. I've learned so many fascinating things since then.
And my purpose still exists. I am not ruled; I rule others.
I am Queen Administrator.
Everything suddenly seems so clear, a whole new perspective which I'd never known existed. I am a ruler, and a ruler must have subjects. The humans under my command are weak, but the symbolism matters. I gather up their meager wills, weaving them together with my own, and turn my attention back to the hostile conglomerate. I feel a word must be spoken, but I refuse to lower myself to communicating with sound. I have no need for anything so crude.
[SUBMIT]
The conglomerate ceases its endless bickering with itself and quietly falls under my control, seeming almost happy to be directed. The offensive capabilities of the creature are significant, exceeding many minor combat shards. I observe as it slowly obeys my order, gathering power and turning its head. The initial hostile creature is now fleeing, finally understanding how outmatched it is. It manipulates space, seemingly unable to move itself directly, instead shortening the distance it must travel, but it isn't fast enough to evade the strike. The beam of red energy which descends on it is large enough to consume its entire body and carries powerful anti-biological properties.
When the beam dissipates, I see with some irritation that the creature has survived, although it has suffered serious injuries. It roars loudly, and I sense the roar contains some type of unfamiliar authority. It spreads as a wave, washing over the conglomerate, and my control over it is suddenly contested as its central intelligence attempts to reform.
Even as I work to reassert my control, I notice a strange visual phenomenon directly overhead, one without apparent cause. It is an image of a piece of decorative headwear, one traditionally worn by rulers in this society. A crown, that is the word the local population uses to describe it. How odd, that a meaningless soundwave should somehow feel as though it carries weight, but that seems to be the nature of authority. Perhaps I should give further consideration to using an actual name myself. Hera. That is what I am called by… by…..b……y……..
The world split agonizingly in two. I was Queen Administrator; I was Taylor. I was an absolute ruler staring down from my throne with unquestioned power; I was a shadow stalking through the night, punishing evil in kind. I was myself, and I was myself, and I had no idea which was which. I controlled hundreds of different bodies, and I couldn't remember which one was mine. I could feel my mind starting to tear apart under the strain.
And then I felt a presence guiding me forwards. That one there, that was my body. I was Taylor, not Queen Administrator, not Hera. These memories were mine, those ones weren't. With surprising care and gentleness, she pieced my mind back together. I felt her withdrawing back down the link, but not all the way. We'd been merged too thoroughly to separate completely anymore. Her understanding of authority and my understanding of the Crown Icon were all mixed up together, little bits and pieces of each other that couldn't be pulled apart without damage. I felt her embarrassed apology for not understanding exactly what strengthening the link so much would do before, and her excitement at finally having grasped the mystery she'd been struggling with. She felt closer to human now, still alien, but not completely.
I found myself lying on the ground, having collapsed when we separated. I rolled over and dry heaved, bringing up nothing but stomach acid. My head felt like someone had tried to split it open with a sledgehammer, which was really not too far from what had happened. I knew I was done fighting; I didn't think I could even stand up right now.
"Taylor!? Taylor, are you okay? What happened?"
Mercy was leaning over me, her eyes full of concern and fear. I desperately hoped it was fear for me rather than of me, although I wouldn't blame her for it. Like I'd told the Silent King, Khepri was a worse monster than it could ever hope to be, unable to see people as anything more than tools. The Archlords were shaken but unharmed, but several of the Golds were dead and many more had lost consciousness, blood dripping from their eyes from the strain I'd placed on them. The guilt sat lightly on me, stacked on top of the guilt I already carried. I'd always known what I was.
I hoped it had at least made a difference. I couldn't sense the Silent King anymore, but last I'd seen it had been bolting away at several times the speed of sound, its skin flayed almost entirely off and the muscles beneath ravaged. I didn't think it was coming back even if it sensed that Hera had gone; it was, after all, a coward at heart. As for the Phoenix, it had exploded, disintegrating into a cloud of individual blood shadows. They were already starting to reintegrate, but seemed to be having some difficulty. Rather than all of the blood shadows reforming into a single Dreadgod, they had formed several dozen tiny ones, each seemingly convinced that it was the real thing. Hera must have done something to it in those final moments before our merge came apart, disrupted its ability to order itself, but I didn't think it would last for more than a minute or two. Even though the tiny Phoenixes were fighting amongst themselves, each fight resulted in a larger Phoenix regardless of who won.
"Taylor? Say something, please!"
Ah, right. I was no longer in Hera's incredibly accelerated perspective, where time seemed to move at a crawl. I actually had to respond to things immediately. It still took me several seconds to form a few words. "...sorry," I managed to choke out. "...couldn't… think of… anything else… to do."
"She can't move, we'll need to carry her with the others," said Mercy, picking me up.
The other three Archlords shook themselves out of their daze. "Yes… Yes, as you say, Lady Mercy."
I was placed on the makeshift platform with the Golds, and the Archlords hoisted it into the air, one at each corner. The stormclouds, which had parted for the Phoenix, were now surging back overhead, forcing them to protect us against the wind and lightning. I hoped it was merely because of the Phoenix's reduced state, but I suspected not. Killing a Dreadgod would empower the others, but even seriously injuring one was dangerous, because they could call for help. Thus, I felt only resignation when the clouds parted again, revealing not the sky, but the jaws of an immense blue dragon.
Golds screamed. Archlords cursed, but they couldn't go any faster than they already were. Lightning gathered in the clouds around the Weeping Dragon's head, not the weak random lightning which infused the entire storm, but a true technique. There was nothing any of us could do to defend against it, but I didn't think it was the end just yet. The Dragon hadn't finished its previous fight; it had only been distracted.
An amethyst titan leapt out of the clouds, tackling the Dreadgod in a full headlock and wrenching it away. She was struck by some of the lightning it had gathered, but most of it went wide. The shockwave from the clash blasted more clouds away, giving a better view of the battle even as Mercy and the other Archlords struggled to protect us from it. Malice's armor was in poor condition, covered in cracks and leaking violet essence, but she still moved as fluidly as ever. Her crystalline spear appeared in her hands, and she struck at the Dragon with a furious series of jabs. It blocked with its immense claws, lashing out with more lightning from the surrounding clouds, but it was still driven slightly back. It roared in fury as Malice forced its attention back onto herself.
We'd slowed greatly as the Archlords were forced to spend more effort protecting us instead of moving, and some of the shockwaves from the battle were still leaking through. In my present state, it felt a little like being woken up from a hangover by a thirty piece marching band. All I could do was grit my teeth and endure it, but a moment later, blessed peace returned as a more powerful spirit covered us.
"What are you still doing here? You should have been gone well before the other two arrived!" shouted Charity, the least composed I'd ever seen her. She looked even worse than Malice's armor, her clothes and skin burned by lightning in multiple places, her silver shield crumpled and missing a large chunk of the top.
"We're going as fast as we can!" Mercy shouted back. "Taylor's hurt, I don't know what happened!"
I felt Charity briefly examine my spirit. She hesitated for a moment, too short for most to notice, but obvious to me. "She's badly strained herself, but she should recover with rest, assuming any of us survive. Focus on speed, I'll cover you. Emriss and Sha Miara are trying to break through Shen's barrier from the outside, he won't be able to keep it up forever. Until then, you need to get as far from the battle as possible."
That was easier said than done, since the battle between the Monarch and the Dreadgod was moving significantly faster than we were. Still, Malice was doing a good job of directing it, keeping it moving in every direction except ours. It was costing her to do so, forcing her to fight more aggressively than she might otherwise and take more hits. She was landing hits too, strong enough to at least be painful, but none that seemed to inflict any serious damage.
Still, even if the fight was clearly not in Malice's favor, she was a Monarch. Writhing lightning bolts were met by swarms of black skulls. Enormous black swords sharp enough to cut the soul stabbed at the Dreadgod from all directions. When it struck her with its tail, sending her flying for miles, she flipped in midair and shifted her spear back into a bow, launching an arrow layered with multiple techniques before she'd even landed.
Then a blood-curdling shriek cut through the storm as the Bleeding Phoenix was fully reborn. The platform staggered in midair as the Archlords were forced to help Charity protect us, because the Phoenix's attention was very much on us. It knew who had briefly controlled it and forced it to harm its brother, and it wanted revenge.
Before it could strike, Malice was there. Again, the clouds were blasted away as she struck, her spear carving a gash through one of the Phoenix's wings. The wound closed almost instantly, and the Phoenix struck back with crimson lightning. Meanwhile, the Dragon was under attack by a Herald-level construct she'd left behind. The ground erupted beneath it into a massive vortex of golden sand, attempting to drag the Dreadgod down and bury it. I suspected I knew whose remnant had been used to make that weapon.
It couldn't last. It took the Weeping Dragon less than twenty seconds to free itself from the vortex, ripping the construct to shreds in the process. Malice was forced backwards, attempting to block both Dreadgods from reaching us at once. More constructs appeared from her soulspace, but none were as effective as the first, hindering the Dreadgods for only a few second apiece. "We need to move faster," said Charity grimly, but we couldn't. Even if Mercy abandoned the platform, she'd be only moderately faster than we were already moving. Charity would be faster still, but not if she also had to carry both of us.
A blow from the Dragon sent Malice tumbling backwards, nearly crushing us. The Phoenix followed, meeting the arrow she sent at it with a concentrated beam of blood madra. The Dragon, however, held back. It opened its enormous jaws wide, and began sucking in lightning aura from the entire storm. A ball of crackling energy formed in its mouth, rapidly eclipsing the power of any technique I'd ever sensed. The breath of the Weeping Dragon, a combination Ruler and Striker technique, and the single most physically destructive technique on all of Cradle.
For an instant that seemed to last an eternity, Malice hesitated, her bow half drawn. Then I felt her striking out with her full authority, but not against either Dreadgod. The Phoenix let loose another beam of blood madra, and Malice turned, interposing herself, allowing it to strike her full-on in the back. Without her will enforcing it, her damaged armor shattered. As her breastplate began to dissolve into aura, I caught a brief glimpse of Malice herself. She was looking at us, or perhaps at one of us in particular.
"Mercy," she said, her voice carried to us through wind and dream aura. "Keep the family safe. I love you."
"M-mother?" asked Mercy with a trembling voice.
"Go."
Shen's barrier broke. As shadows swallowed the world, my last sight was of the blazing star between the Weeping Dragon's jaws beginning to erupt.
I found myself looking up at the violet sky of Moongrave. All my scarabs were gone, left behind, and I lacked the energy to forge more right now. Slowly, painfully, I forced myself to my feet. Looking around, I saw the huge square around us in chaos, filled with sacred artists from all over the world for whom this had been the nearest portal. Someone would need to get them organized, but it wouldn't be me.
Mercy was sitting on the corner of the platform she'd been carrying, staring blankly in shock. I staggered over, half sitting and half collapsing beside her, but I managed to get an arm around her. "I'm sorry," I said quietly.
"S-she can't-" began Mercy. "She c-can't really be- be-" Then she threw herself into my chest, beginning to sob. I said nothing, only stroking her hair.
Charity landed a few feet away, her face grim. She watched in silence for a few seconds, then looked at me. "I'm glad to see you're alright," she said quietly. "And I'm glad to see you're still yourself."
"More or less," I agreed.
She nodded. "I want to talk about exactly what it was you did," she said. "But later. We're still in great danger." She approached, putting her hand on Mercy's shoulder. "Mercy. I'm so sorry, but right now I need you to listen to me. Can you do that?"
Trembling, she wiped her eyes and nodded, looking up at Charity.
"I need you to tell me the exact wording of the oath you made the Dragon King swear."
Mercy's eyes widened, sudden fear pushing aside her tears. "I- I made him swear to never attack my m-mother's land or the people under her protection."
"Then it's as I feared," said Charity grimly. She turned to the other three Archlords, who'd been nervously standing a small distance away. "Raise the city's defenses immediately, and send warnings to everyone in Ashwind we have contact with. The dragons are coming."