Not Your Kind Of People (A Superhero Quest)

A thunderclap and the sizzle of burning flesh draws your attention. There's another monster in the field, and it must be one of Florence's because you've never seen something like that show up on the evening news. Its shape can only be described as orbular, an absolutely rotund and paradoxical mix of cat and mouse with soft, tawny orange fur and ears that come to slight points. Its eyes, absolutely gigantic orbs of bright green, have a strangely vacant and distracted expression. The charred corpse at its feet seems forgotten. Its stubby little tail waves slightly. Its paws are such afterthoughts you wonder how a creature built like this can even move. Your answer comes when another monster pounces, both foreclaws hissing down toward it like a furry balloon just waiting to be burst, and it simply... flops over and rolls away. You'd say it curls up into a ball, but there is no getting more ball-shaped than it already is.

It rights itself, ears rotating as it looks up almost curiously at the monster it so narrowly avoided. The crackle of orange lightning around its fat little body comes only moments before the second, resounding boom and another monster drops dead, charred to perfection. The blobcat, seemingly satisfied, falls over on its back and stares at the sky.
"Now I know Florence was just being bitter because her superpower is manifesting Pokemon from an alternate dimension where Pokemon are much cooler, but she does have half a point," Caio says.

"You have told me at length about the various cats you'd summon if you had my power," Florence retorts.

"Yes," Caio replies, unrepentant.

Caio is -unfortunately- sometimes actually completely correct. Horrendous.

I actually as a whole really really like how- I mean Alex flatly doesn't know a lot. They've had a couple hours of combat drills, most of a morning and an early afternoon following Florence around as she does outreach and community work. But most of what they can bring to any fight or do in any crisis is something that MD has either suggested or that they themselves have improvised. Their hands on experience is nearly nil, an impulsive brawl with a robodrone doesn't not count but it's not a resume on its own either. And while they can tote MD around to do autonomous stuff like repairs or medical treatment, they don't have familiarity with situations (going bad or good) so much as lowkey-to-highkey trauma. Picking up on tactics and strategies and things to prepare for, things to think of, how to prepare or think of those things was part of what their uh "internship" with the white hat shadowrunners was for. That they aren't holding down a complex task perfectly by themselves isn't really their fault.

But despite all that they actually did pretty well! Even if the electrical fence trick was a bit belated, they thought of a clever solution using what they had at hand and were able to actually, y'know, Do It without freezing much.

And they didn't friendly fire anyone with lethal weaponry either. That's pretty good too.

(Also they're definitely now actively party to a bunch of crimes directly instead of incidentally since none of the supes here have a license or Anything for what they're doing and They Know That but regardless.)

What I'm saying I guess is that I like how it feels like a mess, and Alex got dropped into the deep end but even though things are going wrong it's not because they're putting in a bad showing. Things are just pretty dire. And besides, they did the most important thing one can do on the first day- they didn't fuck up the most obviously or most annoyingly. So thanks for that Katarina 😔.


"Great, we had a perimeter giftwrapped for us and Meteora up and broke it. Leviathan, make sure they don't get through! I'll stay and cover the south side!"

Alex: "Oh 'cause she's like- 'cause she hits like a meteor right?"
Jae-yoon: "She likes Linkin Park."

[X] Go to Caio. Going toward the death blender is a good idea strictly if it's on your side and then only in certain cases, but he's the closest thing you've had to a mentor on this team and there's a chance you'll learn something if you do.

Partly contrarianism and partly because I will shamelessly simp for more Caio lmao. He's awful and I love him. But also because I think it's genuinely a pretty good idea despite all appearances. Alex is out of their depth, and even if they're pulling their weight right now they've expended a lot of their material reserves and pushed their recently-dead-like-literally-dead-there-was-nothing-there brain pretty hard. Caio is probably the single deadliest person here who can absolutely multitask well enough to cover Alex's ass. Which leaves Alex free-ish to fire blades off across the field and assist other people at a distance.

And it'd be good to come out of this with something more concrete than "in the event of emergency you can hook a fat cat electro-orb up to alligator clips and make a workable containment barrier".
 
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And it'd be good to come out of this with something more concrete than "in the event of emergency you can hook a fat cat electro-orb up to alligator clips and make a workable containment barrier".

I'm sorry @TenfoldShields you disrespected the Pikachu we aren't friends anymore.

More seriously, Alex got pushed to their limits just holding the barrier, if I understand the situation correctly Caio has plunged into the thick of the fighting to Dynasty Warriors his way through all the trash mobs while Katerina fights the Named Character (KILLDOZER), I'm iffy on how well Alex will function or what they can contribute and they're already mentally and physically kinda cooked.
 
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You're a rookie, you don't get to have gut feelings or hunches of any stripe. You have to do something, now, and above all else stay the fuck out of Florence's way bcause she definitely doesn't need you cannonballing straight into what she's dealing with.
Yay, we managed to retain more than two brain cells in our first, official fight.
The nearest blade strikes, wrenching itself from the ground and zipping into the monster's shoulder. It staggers, screeching, momentum halted as the pain becomes all it can think about.
Oh, we've got much more fine control than I thought.
You can't hold this perimeter alone, not the way your head's already throbbing like a prelude to a monster migraine. You frantically rip out two blades and stab both offending monsters in the back at once, but that just gives a couple more the chance to slip by. You swing your whole body around, air singing around your claws as you slash your hands to the side and send the blades shooting into the backs of those monsters, and you can't even spare the time to make sure they're all the way dead. You have to put them back, have to maintain the perimeter, god why did you give yourself this job you're no good at it.
We could probably hold it better if we were also fighting in person.

But that would lower FOV and we simply aren't good enough rn.

You spare a glance to the centre. You really shouldn't have, but you can't help yourself. Florence is running herself ragged in there. The rubble is littered with bodies but more just keep coming. You think she's injured - hard to tell at this distance, but there's a rip in her trouser leg, and if your mind isn't playing tricks on you she seems to be moving a bit slower too.
Where the fuck is everyone else?
Having your Support and Summoner solo a brawl is the least optimal move.
A thunderclap and the sizzle of burning flesh draws your attention. There's another monster in the field, and it must be one of Florence's because you've never seen something like that show up on the evening news. Its shape can only be described as orbular, an absolutely rotund and paradoxical mix of cat and mouse with soft, tawny orange fur and ears that come to slight points. Its eyes, absolutely gigantic orbs of bright green, have a strangely vacant and distracted expression.
I'm sorry, Jon.
You leave all six blades on 'autopilot' and leap from your perch, stumbling and scrambling to right yourself as you hit the asphalt.
Really need to figure out the limits of our abilites.

"What did I say about fucking it up?"
Get here on time next time, then.
"no not there not there-!"

-on top of your fence. And the street. KRA-KOOM goes the immense mech as it slams down, leaving a perfect outline of itself in the asphalt and the pulverised remnants of what used to be a sidewalk, and you get to hear three simultaneous shattering sounds in your helmet as she wipes out half your blades in one move. The wires snap and orange sparks fly, that half of the charge grounding itself wherever it can as the critter itself continues its best impression of a miniature beanbag chair.
This whole teamwork thing needs some fine-tuning, clearly.
[ ] Go to Florence. Now that everyone else is here the pressure should be off her now. You can check and see if that scratch she took is needing medical attention. And probably apologise for stealing her monster.
[ ] Go to Katarina. She's going to cause more damage than the anomaly at this rate, and as strong as she is you don't think the mech is something she can take idly. Maybe now that you have a chance to think clearly you can figure a way to take out that scout drone controlling it.
[ ] Go to Caio. Going toward the death blender is a good idea strictly if it's on your side and then only in certain cases, but he's the closest thing you've had to a mentor on this team and there's a chance you'll learn something if you do.
[ ] Go to Jae-yoon. You don't want to leave him guarding a whole flank by himself - your fence isn't that good - and despite his display you can't shake the fear that if he takes a hit he won't be able to just take it, bounce back or hide behind a friendly monster like the others.
Easy choice is easy:

[X] Go to Florence. Now that everyone else is here the pressure should be off her now. You can check and see if that scratch she took is needing medical attention. And probably apologise for stealing her monster.

Literally our job and the main selling point we provided to Jae-yoon: We are Support with medical expertise.
 
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[X] Go to Florence. Now that everyone else is here the pressure should be off her now. You can check and see if that scratch she took is needing medical attention. And probably apologise for stealing her monster.
 
[X] Go to Florence. Now that everyone else is here the pressure should be off her now. You can check and see if that scratch she took is needing medical attention. And probably apologise for stealing her monster.
 
[x] Go to Florence. Now that everyone else is here the pressure should be off her now. You can check and see if that scratch she took is needing medical attention. And probably apologise for stealing her monster.
 
That was a nice fight! I think that this did a pretty good job of balancing early-career problems of inexperience without falling back on familiar rookie hero tropes. Alex shows their clever side, but it's after some trial and error that tests their limits, and it doesn't magically win the day. It's a nice solid beat to be on, even if the scout droid's boss transformation has put a bit of a damper on that.

[X] Go to Katarina. She's going to cause more damage than the anomaly at this rate, and as strong as she is you don't think the mech is something she can take idly. Maybe now that you have a chance to think clearly you can figure a way to take out that scout drone controlling it.

While I'll fully acknowledge the validity of our other choices, I think that right now Katarina might not be in danger necessarily, but I think that the longer she's left trying to bully this problem into submission the more collateral there'll be. I think Katarina needs our precision and we need her brawn to take this thing down.
 
[x] Go to Florence. Now that everyone else is here the pressure should be off her now. You can check and see if that scratch she took is needing medical attention. And probably apologise for stealing her monster.
 
It's one thing to decide you're going to establish a perimeter, a sensible thing that sounds a lot like the right thing to do. It's another thing to figure out how, on the fly, with monsters pouring through a hole in the world and screaming people running in every direction and not a lot of time to think.
Alex: "MD, fox two, good tone, bandit spotted, hard lock let it fly how copy?!"
MD: "alex please don't stay up until 4 AM playing ace combat ever again"
Just use the blades. Focus on the blades. Focus on what they can do.
That's right Alex, you are the bone of your sword.
The blades go sailing away, and for a heartstopping moment you expect them to go rocketing out of sight like your first feeble attempt to direct one. Instead they turn almost at right angles, burying themselves in the rubble and earth along the perimeter of the incursion zone like golden fenceposts. More than one worker jumps at the sight of them, and then probably proceeds to get a very wrong idea about who's come to help them, but you definitely can't spare brainpower to think about them so you force yourself to focus on the bigger problems.
UNLIMITED-
The nearest blade strikes, wrenching itself from the ground and zipping into the monster's shoulder. It staggers, screeching, momentum halted as the pain becomes all it can think about. It looks like it didn't go deep, maybe only halfway - and then, just as quick as it came, it's gone. Wrenching out of the new wound, trailing toxic green-black ichor, reversing course and planting itself neatly back in position. It's like magic, a little miracle that elicits a soft pant of amazement. The monster probably isn't too pleased, but if it thinks twice about trying to go that way again then that's all you need. You straighten up, planting your feet more securely on the roof of the trailer, and extend your hands like a conductor gesturing for the orchestra to ready up.
Okay joking aside this is rad and I really love it, I know I didn't vote for the EM blades but these absolutely fuck and I'm glad we have them.
All of a sudden you're aware of the new additions to your HUD; a lightly-drained circular power meter and a line of six arrowheads, one gone dark. "(shitshitshit)" you hiss, flexing your hand frantically in what your stress-addled mind sees as a 'make a new blade' gesture. The darkened arrowhead on your visor begins to fill up with colour again, more glassy tinkling faintly audible somewhere behind your head.

"Alert: nanite reserves are limited. Please attempt to preserve nanite constructs where possible."

Yet another meter appears just below the power readout, colour-contrasted so you can tell them apart. It does not help the stress but you can't hold it against MD.
oh my god a FF14 job gauge alex is secretly a sage they're powered by healing it all fits
A thunderclap and the sizzle of burning flesh draws your attention. There's another monster in the field, and it must be one of Florence's because you've never seen something like that show up on the evening news. Its shape can only be described as orbular, an absolutely rotund and paradoxical mix of cat and mouse with soft, tawny orange fur and ears that come to slight points. Its eyes, absolutely gigantic orbs of bright green, have a strangely vacant and distracted expression. The charred corpse at its feet seems forgotten.
Pikachu doesn't consciously transgress the natural order, it simply dissociates and commits atrocities.
"I need to borrow this!" you call out across the battlefield.

"You what-!?" Florence replies, her voice cracking.
Alex channeling their inner Team Rocket, smh.
The effect is immediate and dramatic. The once cuddly creature is wreathed in a crackling, blindingly bright corona of orange electricity and the nanocables conduct that charge through your blades just like you hoped they would. The blades are less of a target now that they're remaining still, but as you whirl to inspect your handiwork (hands over your 'ears' before you remember you're wearing a helmet) you see your makeshift cattle fence repelling monsters all up and down the perimeter.
Ohhhh, very nice. Alex is clearly new to all this but for all they insisted they don't have instincts and that they're a complete rookie they genuinely managed to think on their feet quite well and figure out how best to implement their perimeter idea using new information that they only just saw. Great quality for a hero!
You let out a harsh sigh of relief and sag, instinctively patting your makeshift battery on the head as if in thanks-

BZAP "ah, fuck!" You wrench your hand back just as quickly, dead nanites crumbling away to expose bare skin.
ngl i snorted
That scout drone wasn't just sneaking around. And whatever it was trying to do with the annihilation platform before, it was capable of much worse. Before your eyes a simple excavator, long abandoned in the rush to escape, begins to warp and twist and change.
Oooh, metal corruption. Raw.
"What did I say about fucking it up?"
Goddamnit Katarina.
"Changed my mind I don't care, pack up your sex toys and back up so I can work."
Goddamn it Katarina.
"no not there not there-!"
Goddamnit Katarina.
The second is a swift jab of primal terror as a shape that your mind registers as 'apex predator here to tear you to shreds' brushes past you, Caio's talons growing so sharp the air sings around them as he carves through a pair of insectile monsters, his tentacles growing vicious barbs and bladed ridges as he sends them flailing wildly at every inch of space he isn't covering with his claws. 'Cat among the pigeons' doesn't even come close, he shreds through all comers with a kind of feral hunger that terrifies you just to see it. He isn't shy about snacking, either - he unhinges his jaw and bites an insect-nightmare's head off whole before you can turn away, and you're 99% sure he did not spit it out afterward. The difference between that and the person you talked to yesterday... jesus it's not something you'd like to think about.
whew is it hot in here or is it just me
He doesn't even give them time to rise. The blue flames surge even brighter around him as he places the tip of the rebar against the topmost monster's back, and drives the heel of his open palm into the end of the rebar so hard that he drives it clean through both of them like a nail. Clearly unsatisfied, he lifts his leg and stamps the protruding few inches of steel even deeper. The flames wink out, he exhales harshly, and the once fearsome creatures are left twitching and dying like bugs pinned to a collector's board. Jae-yoon sucks in another breath, adjusts his collar, and moves on.
I know you told me exactly what this is but I'm still going to say that Jae-yoon spent all his Greased Lightning stacks and now he's gotta build them up again.

[X] Go to Florence. Now that everyone else is here the pressure should be off her now. You can check and see if that scratch she took is needing medical attention. And probably apologise for stealing her monster.

This seems the most logical, Alex is tired and so is Florence, they can't be much help to any of the three other experienced fighters who are clearly punching way above their weight class right now, and also Florence is neat and we should probably apologise.
 
"I suggest a higher vantage point," MD chimes in, cool as a cucumber. What higher vantage point, climbing a build-? That's it! You throw down your backpack behind a rusted mailbox and rush forward,
Oof, I mean good on 'em for not hesitating about it, but I hope we get that back at least.
The system, however it works, can tell which blade you want to move. You don't know if it's tracking your eyes or hooked straight into your thoughts but when you gesture to rip a blade out of the ground and hurl it at an oncoming monster it's (usually) the one you want. The blades seem more effective when you direct them yourself, flying faster and biting deeper to make up for what you undoubtedly lack in accuracy. Tunnel-vision helps, abstraction too, the fleeing blue blobs become less of a factor as you focus on attacking whatever red blob gets closest to the line. It still just feels like buying time, treading water, hoping that each passing second is the one when the rest of the team show up even as the present seems to stretch on infinitely. You'd shout a cursory directive to the workers like 'run past this line' or 'get past the swords' but even that much spare brainpower is something you can't afford. They could be growing wings and taking off for all you know.
/me squints

Okay, I gotta level with you Zerban, this is a very cool fight description and I like it a lot, the sense of success alloyed with a mad scramble... But I can't help but read this and imagine the whole thing as basically one of those lane-based tug-of-war flash games, like frikkin' Warlords from back in 2008. Maybe one of the more modern twists on the formula, like Has-Been Heroes. It's giving me rather incongruous flashbacks, is what I'm saying.
A thunderclap and the sizzle of burning flesh draws your attention. There's another monster in the field, and it must be one of Florence's because you've never seen something like that show up on the evening news. Its shape can only be described as orbular, an absolutely rotund and paradoxical mix of cat and mouse with soft, tawny orange fur and ears that come to slight points. Its eyes, absolutely gigantic orbs of bright green, have a strangely vacant and distracted expression. The charred corpse at its feet seems forgotten. Its stubby little tail waves slightly. Its paws are such afterthoughts you wonder how a creature built like this can even move. Your answer comes when another monster pounces, both foreclaws hissing down toward it like a furry balloon just waiting to be burst, and it simply... flops over and rolls away. You'd say it curls up into a ball, but there is no getting more ball-shaped than it already is.
you-

it-

pffthahahaha

Okay I know everybody else is making pikachu jokes but I'm honestly imagining more like,



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Pikachu doesn't consciously transgress the natural order, it simply dissociates and commits atrocities.
Alex channeling their inner Team Rocket, smh.


[X] Go to Florence. Now that everyone else is here the pressure should be off her now. You can check and see if that scratch she took is needing medical attention. And probably apologise for stealing her monster.

Sorry Tenfold, kitty + what we were hired for = I cannot do otherwise.
 
Chapter Nineteen: Can't Save Everyone
The whole gang's here. You know what that means? It means the risk/benefit assessment of trying to pull your weight here just changed drastically and you're more than happy to take the easy way out there, holding down the fort as long as you did is probably gonna haunt you for a week.

First step, slicing the cables away from the monster's other ear to cut off the flow of electricity. The other half of your impromptu fence fizzles out, the cables reeling back into your suit to shave precious seconds off the blade reconstruction timers. You make a break for it the moment you can, more than a little leery of touching the monster orb again after the shock it gave you. To your relief it gives a plaintive "mraa!" and begins rolling in hot pursuit, bouncing like a rubber ball wherever it must gain height over the broken ground.

You have to cross Jae-yoon's path to get to Florence. He's busy swinging a monster around in circles by the legs, picking up speed until when he finally lets go the snarling, flailing thing goes sailing through the air like he fired it from a cannon. It makes it all the way to the centre of the lot, where the swirling tear in reality that brought these creatures here in the first place still sits. It collides with the very edge of the tear, the lashing flame-like border of ethereal blue light, and it just sort of... parts. Sliced in two at the waist like a piece of wood passed through a laser cutter, no resistance in the flesh and bone and chitin to be found. It's enough to make your stride hitch, your stomach do a somersault. In that moment of hesitation Jae-yoon turns to look at you, no doubt to question the next step in your master plan, and that gives you the surge of energy you need to keep running. He probably sees you aiming for Florence, because no questions come hurled at your retreating back.

You find Florence sitting behind a couple overturned slabs of concrete, barely enough to conceal her shoulders and most of her head from the horde but the fig leaf is probably good enough for her. She's panting, sweat shining across her brow, dusty staff resting across her knees as she twists her head around to keep an eye on the fight. She does a double-take when she notices you approach.

"What happened to the fence?" she barks as you squat beside her.

"It was sort of working and then Katarina sort of- sort of crushed it," you reply awkardly.

"It would be her," Florence mutters. "Forget it, the others can clean up from here. We've had worse jobs. What about you, what're you doing?"

"W-well I saw you got hurt so I just wanted to come check if it was serious or-"

The rotund beast that has silently rolled up beside you gives another bounce, making a noise somewhere between the kissy noises of a mouse and the chirrup of a cat. Florence's gaze flicks between it and you repeatedly, probably about as lost for words as you are.

"-also to give your thing back," you add weakly. "Can I see your leg?"

She obligingly sticks out her leg, the better to avoid having to talk about the round furry elephant in the room. You hold your hand over the rip in her pants and your palm prickles as the nanomachines seethe and reconstruct. First there's extra weight, a little like the holoprojector MD uses to talk out loud, and the affected area is bathed in scrolling blue scanlines. You blink rapidly as the results appear on your visor in realtime like X-ray vision, breaking Florence's leg down into its component parts like running diagnostics on a computer. There's so much information you almost miss the glittering, silvery cloud of nanomachines that flows down from your palm and in through the rip to make direct contact with the wound. Florence winces, but she doesn't pull her leg away.

"Assessment: deep pre-tibial laceration." MD intones in your ear. It shows you the scan results too, like you're supposed to make any damn sense of them. "Patient has suggested accelerated healing and greater-than-baseline durability, veracity unconfirmed. Healing will be slow as blood supply to affected area is poor - recommend minimal walking and bedrest with injured leg elevated."

"(Some of those aren't really realistic right now!)" you hiss.

"What?" Florence asks. You whip your head around, eyes wide as dinnerplates behind the visor.

"U-uh just talking to MD sorry," you reply hurriedly. "It's just saying you should try not to move much because it'll be, uh, slow to heal, not that we know how fast you heal if you do heal fast, just saying-"

"It's fine, my pets can mop up for me," Florence mercifully cuts you off, her lips set in a grim slash. "Trust me, you do this long enough, you learn to feel out the flow of things." She tilts her head slightly. "You must've been paying pretty good attention to see me get this scratch. Figured you'd wait to play nurse after all this was done."

"Well... when my swords break they need a bit to reforge so I sort of had some free time," you say haltingly.

"Fair." She nods over your shoulder. "Your swords are done."

"What?" Your twist your head all the way around like a buffoon instead of checking your visor. Sure enough, three more golden arrowheads are floating behind your back. "Oh, thanks."

You thrust your hand over her head and those same arrowheads go flying through the air, razored edges keening like wet glass, and embed themselves in the hulking chimera currently bearing down on the two of you. It staggers back, letting out a piping mixed-up cry of agony as it paws at its chest, and finally topples over backwards with a resounding thud. Another gesture brings them up out of the corpse and sends two of them back to join the last line of defence behind Jae-yoon - you aren't fucking with whatever is going on down at Katarina's side of things.

"Aaaare- how are you feeling, does it- anywhere else hurting or...?" you say haltingly. Jesus Christ you'll kill more people than monsters with this bedside manner.

She lets out a dry chuckle. "I'm in pain but I'll live, leave it alone for now. Run a sweep, would you? See if there's anybody left who didn't get a chance to run."

"Okay, I'll- okay. You just- yeah." You snap upright and back away before you can embarrass yourself in front of her any further.

The horde doesn't seem quiet as infinite as it did a few moments ago. The arrival of the rest of the team has pretty definitively broken the back of the 'invasion force', the tear disgorging no fresh waves of slavering predators or pitiless killbots for one final push. The acrid, battery-acid-and-burnt-rubber stink of alien blood and gore hangs heavy in the air, no doubt enough to make you sick if your helmet wasn't doing such a good job filtering the worst of it. A thick layer of concrete dust clings to everything else like ashes, dyeing the world a lifeless grey where it doesn't mix with blood into a tacky green-black paste. As you watch you see Florence's killer bird coming in for a 'bombing run', carpeting the rubble with rippling 'slashes' of razor-sharp air that harry the monsters and drive them inward toward her tiger-wolf thing. The lightning orb, for its part, seems to be tuckered out and dozing beside her.

The others are no less impressive for how they're handling the no-longer-an-onslaught. Jae-yoon's fists and feet land with the kind of meaty, booming thwack sounds you'd think would require professional foley work to achieve, the ethereal blue flames wreathing his body lagging just far enough behind his lightning-quick movements you can almost spy afterimages in his wake, like the end of a hard shift when your vision starts ghosting. He's fighting a towering, monstrous fly-creature straight out of a Cronenberg nightmare, but he's got a plan. It involves the new piece of rebar he just picked up, this one with a nice big lump of concrete still stuck on the end like a macehead. Caio seems to have slowed down his killfest somewhat, picking and choosing his targets as he slowly spirals toward the tear like a shark trying to herd a school of fish somewhere more favourable. His talons and fangs are wet and dripping with alien blood, his own body marred by dozens of cuts and scrapes that are healing over like melting tar before your eyes, and it's hard to tell from this distance but you're pretty sure he's got more eyes than last time you saw him - and in different places too. And Katarina, of course, is still putting doing her best to literally curbstomp the mech despite the unending list of logistical problems its sheer size creates there. Her every failed attempt pulverises the street into something increasingly close to a fine powder, and the constant shockwaves of impact make trying to intervene as daunting a topic as trying to handle that thing yourself. You decide to ignore her and hope that all just sort of... resolves itself at some point.

As far as the ordinary people caught in the event, though, to your relief it looks like pretty much everyone managed to run away thanks to Florence's early arrival (and maybe you did a bit too). In fact, as you send your spare blades zipping across the rubble and bouncing MD's scanner signal off them like light on mirrors you don't find anybody left except-

Except one person, huddled just about where you woke up yesterday.

You look left and right, as if looking for a sign. All you get is Florence shooting you a pained, squinting look, probably beginning to wonder why you haven't moved. You fix your eyes forward again, staring at the pulsating blue silhouette highlighted on your HUD. Person. It's a person and being a superhero means saving people. It doesn't matter they're sitting on top of the one place you never want to go again, this is the job and you signed up for the job and now's the time to do it. Your legs twitch. You lean forward, all but swinging your arms to try and lurch yourself to life. You grimace, teeth gritted and bared beneath the helmet.

Precious seconds. Precious, maybe life-or-death seconds, lost for no reason. In the end it's more about riding the wave of apprehension and diving headlong into the trough between the peaks as one might steer the Argo through the Clashing Rocks. You set off at a stumbling, ungainly run, flailing and windmilling your arms for balance as you dart over the broken ground and slip between the ongoing battles. The closer you draw to the mystery survivor the louder the voice in your head gets; don't look at the blood don't look at the blood don't look at the blood-

You keep your eyes laser-focused on the silhouette for fear of catching the bloodstain in your peripheral vision. Maybe it's gone by now anyway? Blood oxidizes pretty fast after all but then again there'd still be a stain- nope not important keep your head in the game Alex. You crouch down beside whoever it is, ever wary of being blindsided by some new flavour of hellbeast, and give the authority of a superhero a shot.

"E-excuse me?" Swing and a miss. The helmet means nobody can see you wince. "It's still dangerous here, if you're not injured I should move you t-"

"It's you, isn't it!? Oh thank God!" The shape bolts upright and you lurch away unconsciously, throwing out a hand to steady yourself against a nearby pile of rubble. The person formerly huddled up behind what looks like it used to be an exercise bike and half an outdoor dining set has one of those faces that makes him look not so much like an adult as a tall child that looks terrible, his dusty clothes half clinging to his skinny frame by sweat and half hanging off like they're all a size too big. His dark, frizzy hair is caked in dust, sweat-slick tracks of olive skin visible beneath the pale concrete dust, and his brown eyes are bright with desperation

"Wh-what...?" you stammer, eyes darting every which way beneath your impassive helmet until your brains stop rattling long enough to focus on some real details. First of all the bandage on his forehead that was probably sparkling clean before a couple minutes ago. It confuses your stress-addled mind and makes your thoughts chase themselves in circles as you seriously wonder 'wait did i do that and forget about it already' before your gaze drops to his chest and things finally make sense. Because there's a press card hanging around his neck by a dirty blue lanyard, the plastic cover smudged but still legible. Jacob Ward, reporter. Channel 32.

It can't be. There's no way he's the same-

The man's eyes dart just a little to the side, his face growing paler at what he sees behind you. You whirl around, sidestepping to put yourself in front of him and throwing out your hand in the same motion. It's an artless, ungainly maneuver but it works, pretty dramatically. Your three spare blades spin like sawblades as you sweep them in an arc before you, decapitating the monstrous, three-headed, eel-like creature that was preparing to make a snack of the two of you. Bright alien blood sprays, mostly on you which is a comfort(?), and when you turn around again the reporter seems none the worse for wear.

In fact he has his phone out.

Oh god.

"H-hey I don't think you should-" you start weakly.

"I'm sorry I know it seems insensitive but I promise it's important I document everything that- nevermind that now!" The journalist lowers his phone to look you in the 'eye'. "I don't know what's going on here or why you're back but right now that's not important. I- I- I was there and I saw a body and now- now look at you!" He gestures at you in an all-encompassing fashion. "I don't know if Paragon gave you his power or gave you a super-suit, whatever he did we need it now, the window's closing fast."

"Saw- Paragon- what window!?" you exclaim, voice cracking as the pressure builds beneath your forehead like your brain's sprung a leak.

"I don't have time to explain everything right this second!" he replies, casting frantic looks at the tear after every other word. "I got here maybe forty-five minutes ago and I bumped into a woman on the way - not a construction worker, she said she was here to see the damage, didn't live far away. The team chased me off to work so I started interviewing her and- everything happened so fast but I'm telling you, I know what I saw. She was taken, not killed."

"Taken?" You whip your head around, doing one quick sweep of everything you can see as if half-expecting a woman's corpse to pop out at you and prove the man wrong on the spot. You mostly see Jae-yoon and Caio doing mop-up on the last few stragglers, Florence's tiger-wolf slipping beneath her to carry her, and a lot of inarticulate punching from Katarina as she demolishes the mech and most of the street in the process. The last of those you especially don't want to think about right now, so you bring your gaze back to the reporter quickly. "How can she have been 'taken', monsters don't just... 'take' people!"

"Look, I caught some of it while I was filming, here-"

It's not exactly watertight. There's all sorts of excuses you could make, peering into that scratched screen at the many-limbed, spindly, chitinous creature that goes scuttling away from Ward and back through the portal like it has someplace to be. But you see the woman under one of its arms; not all of her, a clean front-on view where you have to look in her eyes and see the face of the woman lost as far from home as anyone could possibly get, but enough. Enough that you swear you can see her legs still kicking, her small frame still squirming, as she and her captor vanish through the tear and out of sight.

"I promise you, sure as I'm seeing you standing in front of me right now, she was alive when that thing took her through the tear." Ward gestures toward the tear with his phone. "Maybe she still is now."

Your stomach twists into an icy knot. You feel cold beads of sweat rolling down your skin inside the helmet. The sounds of fighting seem so far away now as you stare at the tear, that swirling kaleidoscoping portal into God-knows-where that may just contain a person. A person that could still be alive, still breathing, but not for long. Not unless someone helps her.

"(MD, can- is it possible?)" You hiss as quietly as you can, head tilted away from the reporter.

"Unknown. There are any number of reasons why a predator from an adjacent sphere may wish to bring a meal back to its den for later consumption. However some incursion events, like this one, are known to exhibit a 'berserking' effect on the xenoforms that pass through. I would need more data to determine why only one was captured," MD replies. "If you are asking me if the environment beyond the tear would support human life; unknown. I lack the instruments to assess such things from this side of the tear."

It doesn't need to add the extra bit you know damn well was coming. The bottom of a lake and the surface of the sun both fail to 'support human life', but one of those kills you a hell of a lot faster than the other. If she's not dead already, every second wasted could be her last. You try to breathe deep, try to keep yourself centered even as whatever simulacrum of a heart MD stuck in your chest to tide you over keeps thump-thump-thumping away just as fast and hard as the real one should be. If someone asked you what was off about it, what was wrong about it, you'd never be able to pick it out. But you know it's wrong. This panic, this fear, only reminds you of what you've already lost. The unpayable debt you already owe. You feel a dull pressure over your left pectoral. It takes you a second to realise that you're squeezing, claws digging into the nanomaterial so deeply you can feel it on your bare skin, just a hair below the sharper sting of breaking skin.

"S-stay- get back, s-somewhere on the street maybe," you say haltingly, staggering over your words like your tongue is as weak and wobbly as your legs. Ward nods and finally scarpers, off to hide behind a car or something, probably keep filming too but you don't care about that right now. You just shuffle in a circle, gesturing to recall all your blades. The subtle extra weight as they slot into their grooves on your back is a little comforting.

The team come to you, thank god. Scattered to the four corners of the lot trying to fight the shitfight into something approaching manageable, now convening near the very tear that started it all. They regard it as one might a sinkhole - notable, but not their problem. Not any more. Caio, fully healed, is picking something from between his teeth with a shard of splintered alien bone the size of a dagger. Jae-yoon seems to be winding down after whatever it was he was doing, his knuckles so caked in layers of drying alien blood it's hard to tell if they took any actual damage from the myriad blows. Florence is riding sidesaddle on the back of her huge tigerwolf, staff collapsed and held in the crook of her elbow. Katarina is the last to join the huddle, throwing her jacket back on and stretching idly.

"Well that was annoying," she grumbles. "Asshole barely even put up a fight, just took forever to kill."

"Yeah, the crater where Jefferson used to be thanks you for your service," Florence says dryly.

"Bite me, princess."

"No, she's right and you know it," Jae-yoon cuts in sternly. "You were completely out of line, you should've asked for help before you went throwing that thing around the city-"

"Oh come on, this is a Shaw Industries joint, it's one of the few blocks in this shithole that'll actually get fixed after this all dies down-"

"We're not done!" you blurt out. It's all you could think of to get their attention quickly. Now all eyes are on you - more eyes than there should be courtesy of Caio - and if it weren't for your helmet you'd probably die on the spot. You swallow, hard, anxiety rising from your gut to your gullet like a rocket taking off but you lurch forward to head it off at your lips. "There was a- someone- I saw a video- one of them took someone through! A-a person! We have to get her!"

Everything's so very, very quiet. None of them say anything. Your eyes dart from person to person to person until, at last, it's Jae-yoon that speaks.

"Slow down. What do you mean 'get her'?"

"I- g-get her. Go through and get her. We can, right?" you turn to each of them, desperately scanning their stony faces for some sign of support. "Th-the tears go both ways, if we just go through we can still get her back!"

The silence redoubles its weight on your shoulders.

"... r-right?"

Caio sighs, scratching at his temple with a wicked talon and folding his other arm. "It's not that simple, man. Other spheres, it's... it can get fucky over there. Seriously fucky. Whether you can breathe or not is just the start of it."

"If she's already been taken through then most likely she's already dead," Florence says grimly. "I'm sorry."

"But..." your head twitches left and right, your neck so stiff you feel like an anatomy model held together by wire and glue, pinned in place with nowhere to hide from these sympathetic yet unyielding eyes. "I-I mean if we just- if I just checked-"

"A tear isn't a window you can just slip back and forth through without thinking," Jae-yoon interjects, his commanding voice cutting yours in two like a blade through frayed twine. Your lips jitter shut, your jaw all but locking in place. "Even if you were sure you wanted to go through, had to go through, we don't have the equipment to stabilise a tear. Any moment now it could just vanish-" he snaps his fingers "-quick as it came. And then that's two people lost instead of just one."

Your gaze slowly falls, your head sagging beneath the weight of it all.

"(I...)"

The world seems to narrow to the head of a pin. Constricting around you until you're trapped in a snowglobe, frozen in time, nothing to see no matter where you look except more of this moment, refracted and distorted and curving in around you and over your head like a tidal wave ready to fall and plunge you into choking blackness.

"You can't save everyone." Jae-yoon's hand falls on your shoulder. Feels like a shot of reality in the middle of a nightmare, almost enough to make you jump. "Rule one of this business. I'm sorry you had to find out this way, but that's just how it is."

That's just how it is.

That's just the way it is.

What the hell was Ward thinking, asking you for help? Didn't he know?

"Alex."

Shouldn't he know? Everyone else seems to know the way things really work except you, why did he get your hopes up like that?

"Alex, please respond. You are showing signs of severe distress. What are you feeling?"

[ ] Anger. Roiling, seething, frustrated rage. You want to let it out. You need to let it out. On anything. Anyone. Any way.
[ ] Despair. Rolling, crushing, suffocating, icy waves of it. Superpowers or no, you still can't do anything right, can you?
[ ] Hollow. An aching void of emotion and feeling, like the nanosuit is a thin veneer preserving the facade of humanity as you try to answer MD and find absolutely nothing.
[ ] Relief. It's sickening and shameful but... it's kinda human too, isn't it? Your new friends are telling you it's pointless. They're all telling you not to bother, not to try, that you'd just fail even if you did. Telling you they expect nothing from you. What you wouldn't give to have heard those words sooner, huh?
 
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[X] Anger. Roiling, seething, frustrated rage. You want to let it out. You need to let it out. On anything. Anyone. Any way.
 
[X] Relief. It's sickening and shameful but... it's kinda human too, isn't it? Your new friends are telling you it's pointless. They're all telling you not to bother, not to try, that you'd just fail even if you did. Telling you they expect nothing from you. What you wouldn't give to have heard those words sooner, huh?
 
[X] Despair. Rolling, crushing, suffocating, icy waves of it. Superpowers or no, you still can't do anything right, can you?
 
[X] Despair. Rolling, crushing, suffocating, icy waves of it. Superpowers or no, you still can't do anything right, can you?
 
[X] Relief. It's sickening and shameful but... it's kinda human too, isn't it? Your new friends are telling you it's pointless. They're all telling you not to bother, not to try, that you'd just fail even if you did. Telling you they expect nothing from you. What you wouldn't give to have heard those words sooner, huh?
 
[X] Hollow. An aching void of emotion and feeling, like the nanosuit is a thin veneer preserving the facade of humanity as you try to answer MD and find absolutely nothing.
 
[X] Relief. It's sickening and shameful but... it's kinda human too, isn't it? Your new friends are telling you it's pointless. They're all telling you not to bother, not to try, that you'd just fail even if you did. Telling you they expect nothing from you. What you wouldn't give to have heard those words sooner, huh?
 
[X] Anger. Roiling, seething, frustrated rage. You want to let it out. You need to let it out. On anything. Anyone. Any way.
 
[X] Anger. Roiling, seething, frustrated rage. You want to let it out. You need to let it out. On anything. Anyone. Any way.

Sometimes the whole world just sucks. :(
 
[x] Anger. Roiling, seething, frustrated rage. You want to let it out. You need to let it out. On anything. Anyone. Any way.

All of the options involve Alex feeling pretty fucking shit about their world and their lot in life, but Anger is the only choice that directs those feelings outwards, rather than just coiling them up inside or validating their existing subscriptions with self-worth and self-loathing. Ergo, I'm more interested in seeing the anger response.

Does this mean Alex is probably going to do something really, really dumb? Yeah, I expect so. But hey, it's been a stressful day, and everyone is entitled to a couple of bad coping strategies.
 
[X] Anger. Roiling, seething, frustrated rage. You want to let it out. You need to let it out. On anything. Anyone. Any way.
 
"Assessment: deep pre-tibial laceration." MD intones in your ear. It shows you the scan results too, like you're supposed to make any damn sense of them. "Patient has suggested accelerated healing and greater-than-baseline durability, veracity unconfirmed. Healing will be slow as blood supply to affected area is poor - recommend minimal walking and bedrest with injured leg elevated."

"(Some of those aren't really realistic right now!)" you hiss.

"What?" Florence asks. You whip your head around, eyes wide as dinnerplates behind the visor.

"U-uh just talking to MD sorry," you reply hurriedly. "It's just saying you should try not to move much because it'll be, uh, slow to heal, not that we know how fast you heal if you do heal fast, just saying-"

"It's fine, my pets can mop up for me," Florence mercifully cuts you off, her lips set in a grim slash. "Trust me, you do this long enough, you learn to feel out the flow of things." She tilts her head slightly. "You must've been paying pretty good attention to see me get this scratch. Figured you'd wait to play nurse after all this was done."

"Well... when my swords break they need a bit to reforge so I sort of had some free time," you say haltingly.

"Fair." She nods over your shoulder. "Your swords are done."

"What?" Your twist your head all the way around like a buffoon instead of checking your visor. Sure enough, three more golden arrowheads are floating behind your back. "Oh, thanks."

Fair cop I really do think that doubling down on the Florence options has basically like- nudged her into a position where she's more of an overall mentor than Caio? Or no that's not quite right. Insofar as neither she nor Caio really want to be mentors I think, neither want to get involved to that degree in a team where one of the main selling points is that you're not really on the hook for anyone else's bad decisions and can walk with zero fuss, zero mess at any time. But it's definitely set up this dynamic where, to whatever extent we might have a vaguely legal professional future for us, Florence is inclined to give us more help than none at all. And if we have a problem is likely to listen and pitch in some time or effort. Not nuking Jack and handling the Imron stuff well, setting up the fence, honing in on her injury and giving her support -especially juxtaposed with Katarina fucking up in a way she finds personally obnoxious- has done a lot to endear us I think.

She thinks we have some kind of promise is what I'm trying to say.

Which is notable deffo because the initial impression was that she was going to be the coldest and most distant part of the party. But instead Alex has gotten a whole like- range of emotions out of her, a measure of trust, and genuinely incontrovertibly helped and had her back in a tight spot.

It's interesting especially considering how it sets the others. Caio's vibes are so rancid it's hard to tell if he's genuinely trying to be friendly or is just reflexively being an ass (or is just angling in for a hookup because Man He Might Be, it was half joking about the bodysuit at most), but the overall sense I get is that he's curious and at least passingly interested. And seems legitimately excited to have another shapeshifter (or someone with shapeshifting ability) on the team, if only to get out of completely carrying the crew on that front. Jae-yoon is still hard to read beyond "man he really does love fighting and someone taught him how Real Good". If anything I think the person we've tanked our relationship the most with right out the gate has been Katarina. Who would probably dislike us on principle if enough other people seemed to approve on our behalf, but will probably be committed to some degree now that Florence seems to Slightly Value Us I think.

The man's eyes dart just a little to the side, his face growing paler at what he sees behind you. You whirl around, sidestepping to put yourself in front of him and throwing out your hand in the same motion. It's an artless, ungainly maneuver but it works, pretty dramatically. Your three spare blades spin like sawblades as you sweep them in an arc before you, decapitating the monstrous, three-headed, eel-like creature that was preparing to make a snack of the two of you. Bright alien blood sprays, mostly on you which is a comfort(?), and when you turn around again the reporter seems none the worse for wear.

In fact he has his phone out.

Oh god.

"H-hey I don't think you should-" you start weakly.

"I'm sorry I know it seems insensitive but I promise it's important I document everything that- nevermind that now!" The journalist lowers his phone to look you in the 'eye'. "I don't know what's going on here or why you're back but right now that's not important. I- I- I was there and I saw a body and now- now look at you!" He gestures at you in an all-encompassing fashion. "I don't know if Paragon gave you his power or gave you a super-suit, whatever he did we need it now, the window's closing fast."
Alex abruptly remembering they're in the process of committing big nb crimes:

Honestly I figure this whole thing is probably a lot hotter and more high profile than the group usually likes to handle. Since some of them don't have documentation and none of them have proper hero-ing accreditation and they make most of their money selling scraps on the side to big corporations on the grey market. "We're the first responders to a huge-ass breakout in a populated area" is probably a bit of a nightmare scenario once any of them actually process it (assuming Jae-yoon hasn't already I mean). Because not only will there be other capes scrambling in, there'll be human/lightly enhanced police forces, more cameras shoved everywhere and Official Investigations.

Honestly helping in the first place was still clearly the right thing to do. And I think it speaks to them not being nearly as blandly mercenary as they style themselves. But it's hard not to think they're going to get a pretty nasty kick in the teeth from being at ground zero of all this.

"Alex."

Shouldn't he know? Everyone else seems to know the way things really work except you, why did he get your hopes up like that?

"Alex, please respond. You are showing signs of severe distress. What are you feeling?"

[ ] Anger. Roiling, seething, frustrated rage. You want to let it out. You need to let it out. On anything. Anyone. Any way.
[ ] Despair. Rolling, crushing, suffocating, icy waves of it. Superpowers or no, you still can't do anything right, can you?
[ ] Hollow. An aching void of emotion and feeling, like the nanosuit is a thin veneer preserving the facade of humanity as you try to answer MD and find absolutely nothing.
[ ] Relief. It's sickening and shameful but... it's kinda human too, isn't it? Your new friends are telling you it's pointless. They're all telling you not to bother, not to try, that you'd just fail even if you did. Telling you they expect nothing from you. What you wouldn't give to have heard those words sooner, huh?

Genuinely wonder if the rest of the crew is going to be more relieved or worried when they realize that Alex isn't just a sad uwu moeblob but is actually a sad uwu moeblob with a colossal guilt complex who is seconds from hurling themselves into a meat grinder if you give them enough of a cortical cattle prod. Because sure that's not great, but at least it means they have a collective handle on their (singular) damage.
 
[X] Relief. It's sickening and shameful but... it's kinda human too, isn't it? Your new friends are telling you it's pointless. They're all telling you not to bother, not to try, that you'd just fail even if you did. Telling you they expect nothing from you. What you wouldn't give to have heard those words sooner, huh?

Realtalk I want relief, and also disgust at that relief. gimme those complicated, roiling emotions. a fuckin' cocktail of uncomfy feelings. that's my JAM.
 
The whole gang's here. You know what that means? It means the risk/benefit assessment of trying to pull your weight here just changed drastically and you're more than happy to take the easy way out there, holding down the fort as long as you did is probably gonna haunt you for a week.
God, Alex is nailing that "new hire" energy, I love it.
To your relief it gives a plaintive "mraa!" and begins rolling in hot pursuit, bouncing like a rubber ball wherever it must gain height over the broken ground.
eeeee imagine the lil ping noises when it bounces
"What happened to the fence?" she barks as you squat beside her.

"It was sort of working and then Katarina sort of- sort of crushed it," you reply awkardly.

"It would be her," Florence mutters. "Forget it, the others can clean up from here. We've had worse jobs. What about you, what're you doing?"
Florence: "I value all of my team equally."
Florence, seconds earlier: "I don't care for Katarina."
"It's fine, my pets can mop up for me," Florence mercifully cuts you off, her lips set in a grim slash. "Trust me, you do this long enough, you learn to feel out the flow of things." She tilts her head slightly. "You must've been paying pretty good attention to see me get this scratch. Figured you'd wait to play nurse after all this was done."

"Well... when my swords break they need a bit to reforge so I sort of had some free time," you say haltingly.

"Fair." She nods over your shoulder. "Your swords are done."

"What?" Your twist your head all the way around like a buffoon instead of checking your visor. Sure enough, three more golden arrowheads are floating behind your back. "Oh, thanks."
This is real nice. I like that we're kinda getting a rapport and connection going with Florence, even if she's not as hot as Caio. It's good for Alex to have like, more than just superiors and coworkers but someone that they can actually sorta kinda have something of a proper personal relationship too.
"Aaaare- how are you feeling, does it- anywhere else hurting or...?" you say haltingly. Jesus Christ you'll kill more people than monsters with this bedside manner.

She lets out a dry chuckle. "I'm in pain but I'll live, leave it alone for now. Run a sweep, would you? See if there's anybody left who didn't get a chance to run."

"Okay, I'll- okay. You just- yeah." You snap upright and back away before you can embarrass yourself in front of her any further.
Nailing the new hire energy, but hey at least Florence seems to appreciate it, better than pissing her off.
You decide to ignore her and hope that all just sort of... resolves itself at some point.
tbh i feel like that's most of the team with katarina
The man's eyes dart just a little to the side, his face growing paler at what he sees behind you. You whirl around, sidestepping to put yourself in front of him and throwing out your hand in the same motion. It's an artless, ungainly maneuver but it works, pretty dramatically. Your three spare blades spin like sawblades as you sweep them in an arc before you, decapitating the monstrous, three-headed, eel-like creature that was preparing to make a snack of the two of you. Bright alien blood sprays, mostly on you which is a comfort(?), and when you turn around again the reporter seems none the worse for wear.

In fact he has his phone out.

Oh god.
Well you're on the internet now bucko, enjoy all the RPF and weird fanart of you and Paragon!
"I don't have time to explain everything right this second!" he replies, casting frantic looks at the tear after every other word. "I got here maybe forty-five minutes ago and I bumped into a woman on the way - not a construction worker, she said she was here to see the damage, didn't live far away. The team chased me off to work so I started interviewing her and- everything happened so fast but I'm telling you, I know what I saw. She was taken, not killed."
Hrm.

Same guy as before, in the same place as before, who got there just before a tear event, and who conveniently has footage of the woman going through, and who tries really really hard to get Alex to jump into the tear? After recognizing them immediately?

I dunno, seems kinda sus to me. Isn't Alex's helmet opaque?
"Well that was annoying," she grumbles. "Asshole barely even put up a fight, just took forever to kill."

"Yeah, the crater where Jefferson used to be thanks you for your service," Florence says dryly.

"Bite me, princess."

"No, she's right and you know it," Jae-yoon cuts in sternly. "You were completely out of line, you should've asked for help before you went throwing that thing around the city-"

"Oh come on, this is a Shaw Industries joint, it's one of the few blocks in this shithole that'll actually get fixed after this all dies down-"
God, I love how Katarina is introduced as the like, super badass too-cool-for-you type and then it turns out she's actually just a complete asshole that no one likes.
"You can't save everyone." Jae-yoon's hand falls on your shoulder. Feels like a shot of reality in the middle of a nightmare, almost enough to make you jump. "Rule one of this business. I'm sorry you had to find out this way, but that's just how it is."

That's just how it is.

That's just the way it is.

What the hell was Ward thinking, asking you for help? Didn't he know?

"Alex."

Shouldn't he know? Everyone else seems to know the way things really work except you, why did he get your hopes up like that?
Good question, Alex.

[X] Relief. It's sickening and shameful but... it's kinda human too, isn't it? Your new friends are telling you it's pointless. They're all telling you not to bother, not to try, that you'd just fail even if you did. Telling you they expect nothing from you. What you wouldn't give to have heard those words sooner, huh?
 
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