--Second Watch
After mulling it over for all of five seconds, you decide to take the second watch.
"I volunteer for the second watch, Bayushi-sama."
Sora nods, her mask hiding what you think is a small relieved smile. You can't be sure though... stupid Scorpions cheating with their masks.
"Well if that's the case, then you should try to get some sleep then Megumi-san, the Hour of the Rat isn't that far away," Sora says.
Let's see if it's the hour of Rooster now...then yes it's only 2, 2 and a half hours of sleep. With that in mind, you go into your tent and settle into your bedroll, wishing once again that you could find a bath.
As the light fades fully, and you let your inner center take over, the sensation of going to Yume-do flows through you.
The castle gates open as you walk inside, into the courtyard. You glance around seeing that the emblems of your clan, of your family are all covered. The grave-like air hangs on you like a thick cloak. Yet, still you walk through the empty castle, footsteps echoing as they break the silence.
Finally the throne room is open for you, and you see your daimyo and her husband...your lover. They look and see nothing. You don't exist to them, you can't. You aren't...you aren't that woman anymore. Not Kakita Sakura, just...Megumi the ronin...for all grandmother insists on calling you by the name you chose at your gempukku. The fact is that you are a ronin, dead in the eyes of the world, reborn as someone lesser, weaker.
You bow, hiding the lump in your throat, as you try to speak. Nothing happens, they don't speak or acknowledge you...wait, that is what you have to do, but what's that sound?
Fabric shifting and moving in your ears, the sound of skin on skin. A scent you know floats in the air, and still you don't rise.
A moan echoes through the air, a deep throaty moan, the moan of a woman being touched just right to send all her senses alight...only then do you dare look up and see your nightmare.
Katsuie, your lover, your man, is in passionate embrace with his wife, his mouth gently moving along her skin as strong hands stroke her thighs...touches you know from experience bring sheer ecstasy.
No words come; you can't speak, can't move, can't even breathe as you watch, watch as she gives everything...and takes everything. His eyes, the ones that burned with love and ardor for you, look at her look at...Kakita Ayame-dono, his wife, with the same passion, the same need, but greater somehow.
You want that, you need that, you need to be loved by him, you need him to stop doing that with her, why won't he….why won't he stop making love to her?
The answer flits through your mind, a poisoned dart that can't miss.
You are Megumi the Ronin, and you aren't worth his time.
You aren't worth anyone's time
Just a ronin. No name, no master, your closest friend is…
Well, you don't have any do you?
Grandmother maybe?
No, even she just sees you as a disappointment.
You desired, desire so much, but are you anywhere close to achieving it?
No you are more than that, you might be a ronin, but that doesn't mean nothing, you are a Samurai, an honorable Samurai!
A voice asks, "Are you?"
And just like that, the castle falls away, the couple fades into a mist. You see a man of vaguely Rokugani features walk through the mist. Closer he seems to be a monk, his staff jangling in the night. With a look, he points the staff at you, and then abruptly swings it downward.
Behind you, a great tiger head erupts out of the ground, it's roar shaking the world, even as it's mouth envelopes you entirely, cactus flowers, clothes and all.
You wake up with a start, your hand going to your neck as you recall the fangs...what in the name of Fukurokujin-no-kami was that?
Laying back down, you turn to the side and look at your hands...maybe it was because earlier?
Truth was that you didn't...like to dwell over much on what you lost, or on the idea that Katsuie-kun was with another woman. It wasn't really...reasonable of you, but you still loved him, even if you had no problems with looking at other men too. But what was that monk about and the tiger?
A deep sigh as you turn and try to go back to sleep, only for the flap to your tent to open and Sora to poke her head in.
"Your turn for the watch, Megumi-san...fair warning, we have a prisoner now"
"Wait what?" you ask sitting up.
"You were completely lost in Yume-do when he showed up, stumbled over our camp. I captured him, but haven't had the chance to interrogate him yet. Maybe you can do that while I'm sleeping."
"Is he Rokugani?"
You climb out of the tent and look around your eyes adjusting to the bright moon.
"No, but he speaks some of our language, at least I think he does," Sora answers.
Finally, by the remains of the fire pit, you see him. A somewhat short, but muscled man wrapped in rope. The dim light makes it hard to make out a lot, but you see his curly black hair, and generally angular features and realize that this man is a Yodotai. A filthy, barely covered Yodotai with massive whip scars on his arms and legs who desperately doesn't want to be here. Although you can't blame him on that...
"A Yodotai…and we haven't killed him?"
"There's not supposed to be any Yodotai in this part of the world, not the least because they're all killing each other out east."
"Ah…"
"Don't lose him, and if you can get information out of him be my guest. I'm going to bed," Sora orders.
You nod, and sit down by the Yodotai, but not too close. They are after all the monsters that nearly killed everything worth having in the world. Even if they have souls.
Sora goes to bed leaving you alone, with your thoughts on that dream and a Yodotai prisoner.
The order to get information out of him if you can, is a welcome distraction from said dream, but how are you going to do that?
You look at his eyes to get some clue as to what he's thinking. In the small light of night, they seem dark, furtive and...terrified....a deer running away from a wolf. That's what his eyes remind you of. He's scared, but not of you, and given how he's not shy about looking at the tent Sora went into, probably not her...something else...but what?
[] Write in: (Get the Yodotai to talk)
AN: Rokugani hours are actually twice as long as ours, so Megumi got about four hours of sleep.