Chapter Twenty-Three: "Clara Pacta, Boni Amici."
Chapter Twenty-Three: "Clara Pacta, Boni Amici."

The showers of Nerv had unlimited hot water. Shinji had been halfway through deciding whether to try to adapt his body to an amphibious lifestyle when he finally decided to step out and get dressed.

He made a small detour to a nearby grocery store, and then to a butcher's shop. Along the way, he felt daggers stick to his back. He was pretty sure someone was following him, and was doing so in a way that was anything but carefully hidden -like the forty or so secret Section Two agents that were rummaging around the same road with nothing more to do than steal quick glances at him as he went by. Of course it was silly to think that the whole road was filled with secret agents, but he liked to imagine the middle-aged women chatting near the grocer would suddenly burst out into Section Two field agents complete with dark sunglasses and black suits, ready to arrest him on 'corruption of minor' charges.

"Chiiii~" the stare was accompanied by the tense narrowing of dark, hopeful eyes. Behind her, a slightly anxious woman was trying her hardest to steer the youngster on another track, and was also failing miserably at that.

"Come on, Naoko-chan," the woman said, "We should be going home to have dinner, not follow professor Ikari around town."

Naoko, most aptly, ignored the woman.

"She's so much like her mother," the woman groaned under her breath as the young girl decided to most firmly keep following her older brother through the street. "Which just makes her adorable, but-Sempai," she grumbled. "The things I do-"

Shinji resorted to stop midway, turn around with his grocery bags in his hands, and near Naoko's 'hidden' position. The girl was squirming behind a mailbox, using a baseball cap to cover most of her face and dark hair, whistling all the while as she seemed vividly interested in something written on the mailbox itself.

"Can I help you?" Shinji asked, a smile on his face. "Miss...Ibuki, right?" he asked next. He really should have familiarized himself with the surnames of everyone at Nerv, but there were simply so many people-getting everyone's name and surname wouldn't have been hard. It was just too much effort, especially if he wasn't going to talk to half of them, or if they were busy scurrying away from his surname.

"Yes!" Maya said with an awkward upbeat pitch, "That's me. Miss Ibuki Maya," she tried to smile without appearing nervous. She failed at that.

Shinji looked at her for a bit more, and then repeated his question. This time, the woman did answer. Well, more like, Naoko answered for her. "Do you want to eat dinner with us?" she had a truly hope-filled gaze, it made Shinji actually embarrassed that he had to say no to a prior engagement he couldn't really get away with. Then, on the other hand, he remembered what it meant like to be...well, in Naoko's shoes, since they were his too.

It was in that moment that a compromise dawned on him. No. Not a 'compromise'. A solution to make everyone happy.

As his psychologist would say 'a compromise solves only half the problem for both people, but it's better than nothing. A solution makes both people happy, even if it's not the one they're looking for, it's one they can enjoy all the same.'

"How about you have dinner with me?" Shinji replied. "And another friend of mine?"

Naoko's cheerful 'yes' could be heard from the other side of the street. Maya's eyes widened slightly. "But with such a short notice-"

"Well, we are family. I don't think you need to notify family when you're coming over to visit," Shinji replied with a chuckle. "I've got everything I need for a dinner, be it two, three or four, it's no problem at all."

"I'll have to ask Doctor Ikari about this," Maya said, turning to her cellphone and hoping that the doctor would pick up. She really hoped so, because the look that Naoko was giving her was precisely the same one that Ritsuko held whenever she was really determined to make things go her way. It was the look that some people in the labs led to believe that just by staring hard enough at a protein block, it would suddenly become whatever pleased its mistress.

The guys in the labs were really strange, to Maya's eyes.

On the other hand, a surprised redhead found herself quite welcoming of the idea of a dinner at Shinji's home. At least, she had utterly different things in mind, but when the door opened to a twelve year old, her expectations came crashing down faster than a space shuttle hitting an asteroid before entering a collision course with the heart of a neutron star, just about ready to be eagerly sucked inside a black hole.

"Well, I thought it would be only fair to return the favor by inviting you to dinner," Shinji said with a smile. "This is my sister, Naoko."

Asuka smiled. There were, in her mind, some little 'cracking' noises. Perhaps her jaws trying their hardest to relax were the source of it, perhaps the fact that maybe the space shuttle wasn't on a collision course with a black hole. Whatever the reason, it was a better alternative.

"Hello!" Naoko said. "Your hair is so pretty!"

Uh. Maybe it wouldn't be that bad of a dinner.

"Hello to you too," Asuka replied with a definitely less awkward or strained smile. "Seems like crushing hope run in the family," she mumbled next.

She had even dressed for the kill. Well, not that one would notice at first glance, because that would be utterly indecorous. "So," she clicked her tongue against the back of her teeth, her back against the kitchen counter while Naoko seemed content enough drawing while watching television. "Too scared I'd jump on your bones and suck you dry that you had to call help in the form of a cute innocent girl?"

Shinji laughed awkwardly. "It's...actually not really a long story," Shinji remarked with a shrug, cutting the vegetables with finesse and precision. "Father remarried, had a child. Turns out he doesn't care about her just as much as he didn't care about me, so when she asked if she could come by for dinner...well, I could hardly say no. Also yes, she's a shield. I'm horrible, using a child as a shield."

"Calm down Freudsson," Asuka said with a light chuckle. "I get it. I'm not mad. It's more than what I get usually. After a one night stand there's the shame, the denial, the 'it was a one time thing darling, I bat for older girls' and so on. Getting a dinner date, even with a third wheel, isn't that bad."

"Son of Freud?" Shinji raised an eyebrow. He blinked next. "We didn't have a one night stand."

"Says who?" Asuka retorted, both hands to her chest. "You said you'd never forget it!" she playfully swatted at his arm. "Come on! I, the great Asuka, gave you the night of your life and you know it!"

Shinji blanched, and nearly proceeded to cut off his own knuckles. He didn't, because he was a chef, and chefs did not bleed on their food. It still did make him freeze for a bit, like a deer caught in the headlights.

Then he exhaled, and continued to prepare dinner.

"So you're a professor and you can cook," Asuka said after a short blissful moment of silence. "Is there something you can't do?"

"Understand what goes on in my father's head," he replied with a shrug. "Or why there aren't more Evangelions being fielded. I'm sure that a determinate Gendo Ikari wouldn't have trouble finding orphans, or even 'create' them."

"Well, maybe he's not such an arse," Asuka said.

"Hey!" Naoko piped in, "You said a bad word!" she pointed a colored crayon at her. "That means you've got to pay penance!"

"Oh?" Asuka replied dryly, both hands on her sides. "And what would that be, uh, chipmunk?"

Naoko stood up. Considering she was physically only two years younger than the fourteen years old body of Asuka, she really wasn't that small. "I'm not a chipmunk! And you're not that much older than me!"

"AH!" Asuka barked out. "That's because I regularly eat my vegetables and have a balanced diet followed by regular physical exercises! That's why my skin's smooth and I'm this youthful-but in truth, prepare to be amazed, I am twenty-six! Indeed! I am at least twice your age, you brat!"

Naoko furrowed her brows, and then turned to Shinji as if to receive confirmation. Shinji nodded, and so Naoko's eyes widened in surprise. "Does that mean you cover your face in mud every night like mother does?"

Asuka bristled. "No, I-"

"And use courgettes to cover your eyes, and drink tea and spend countless hours in the loo-"

"No," Asuka began to growl.

"Are you big brother's wife?" Naoko asked once more.

"No-" "Not yet."

Shinji blinked. "What."

"Give it a few decades, a couple of centuries if he's really hardheaded, and if there's still an humanity lingering about then he'll have no choice but to fall in my arms," Asuka said with a triumphant expression.

She then turned Shinji and her expression faltered slightly at the boy's surprised look.

"Uhm...cat's out of the bag this early, I guess," Asuka scratched the back of her head. "Still, it's not like you've got much of a choice. There's me and perhaps wonder-doll. I'm sure after a couple more centuries of pushing and trying I'd get what I want. Unless the angels kill us all, in which case...well, always wanted to punch my mother in the face on the other side." She shrugged, as if she hadn't said anything of importance.

"You're strange," Naoko said, her face lost trying to make sense of what Asuka was saying. "But...you like my big brother?"

"Yes," Asuka said with a smile.

"Why?"

"Because why wouldn't I?"

Naoko furrowed her brows even more. "Why would you?"

"Look here kid," Asuka said. "It's this simple. A square can only fit inside a squared hole. A triangle can't fit in a circular hole and viceversa. One day, it's going to happen that the circle, no matter how many loose square-shaped holes he goes through, will go through a circle hole that is just the right fit and finish his work there."

"Asuka...why..." Shinji grimaced with his face crimson and a hand to cover it. "Did you have to make a metaphor like that?"

"Like what?" Asuka blinked. She then blinked once more when it dawned on her. Finally, she yelped and flailed her hands wildly in front of her. "Don't repeat anything I've said! Don't think about it! Don't ask about it!"

"U-Uh?" Naoko, thankfully, didn't need more coaxing to forget the strange words of Asuka and have dinner -since Shinji hadn't stopped preparing food in the meantime. Even with one hand busy hiding his red face, and his eyes closed, he could still peel a potato through sheer strength of will and acrobatics best left to kitchen chefs.

"You're a pervert," Asuka mouthed Shinji.

Shinji actually looked scandalized. Scandalized that Asuka had the galls to call him a pervert.

"I'm the pervert?" he nearly shrieked back, but it came as a choke hiss. "Have you...have you ever thought about what I might want?"

"Yeah, duh, that's why I didn't say you had to fall head over heels in love with me immediately," Asuka replied, taking a bite of the potpourri and moaning in pleasant surprise. "But one day, inevitably, you will. I'll get what I want, you'll get what you want, everyone will be happy. Or...well, Angels come down, we all die. Considering how you fight, maybe we're just having our last dinner and don't know it yet."

"If that's the case," Shinji mumbled, "I hope you enjoy it."

"I'd enjoy something else too," she muttered under her breath. "But there's a minor present at the table, so I'll refrain." Shinji sighed as he filled her glass with wine, and did the same for his. Naoko had fruit juice. Shinji was pretty sure he'd end up facing a horrible cranked-up to hell simulation if the girl ended up 'corrupted' by the end of the night.

Naoko's slumped body was gently carried to sleep in the guest room -Shinji had been given the responsibility to ensure she'd get to school the next day, which in turn meant that Ritsuko could pull an all-nighter with Maya, working on a few modifications to the pallet rifles.

"Aw, if I fall asleep, will you princess carry me to bed just like I did with you?" Asuka asked, her back against the side of the open window to let the cool night air flow in. She had the wine bottle in her right hand, and took a deep swill out of it. "She's such a cute kid, isn't she?"

"About the 'not yet'..."

"Right, what about it?" Asuka drawled. "Don't tell me you haven't realized it yet. I, you, wonder-doll," she snorted at the last nickname, "We're the eternally youthful ones. Not them, not your sister, not your father, not the guy one floor below, and neither are the men you meet along the street regularly. We're unique," she flexed her free hand's index and middle finger, making air quotes. "We're special. We're going to be anyway, unless they burn us to ashes and leave nothing behind."

She sighed. "So I say, enjoy the moment." She lifted the bottle up and took a deeper set of heavy gulps, "Carpe diem!" she giggled. "Man. Think about it," she smiled wistfully. "They say time heals all wounds, and it's true. You just need to spend so much time doing other stuff that you end up forgetting the non-important ones. Bit by bit, you forget the face of the guy you smacked on your first day at university. You forget the name of the girl you shared a room with, no matter how snotty she was, her 'qualities' redeemed her." She giggled. "I'm a sad drunk, Shinji," she bawled. "Not really," she winked and shot her tongue out the next.

"Asuka," Shinji said quite calmly, "Maybe...maybe you've had enough," he neared her quite slowly, kneeling down in front of her with a small smile.

"Twenty-six," Asuka mumbled. "A normal twenty-six year old woman wouldn't be saying shitty stuff about eternal youth or...or similar stuff," she pressed her hand against her face, her eyes sharply closed. "I hate this."

She took a deep breath. "I really hate this." Her breathing evened out a few minutes later, and as she fell asleep, Shinji exhaled in relief.

He prepped his cello after putting the red-haired girl to bed too, and as he adjusted a few strings, he neared his fiddle to the instrument. The Cello Sonata in G minor, opus number sixty-five, soon occupied the air. Nobody woke up, and nobody interrupted.

The music simply echoed in the air, free to fly wherever it wished, and do as it pleased.

In the depths of the sea, eyes snapped open of pure pulsing crimson.

With a powerful thrust of its massive tail, the Angel jumped. It jumped, the monster that resembled an aquatic shark but was not, and as it did, its AT-Field shone from its sheer strength as it began to fly in the air, wailing the same sound the whales would emit before burrowing deep in the earth itself, crushing the dirt along its path and emerging shortly after, repeating the process.

Any who heard the angel's wail, unfortunately, would lose their lives.

For Gaghiel had come, and the rows of teeth endlessly gnawed upon the earth as it swam with unstoppable glee towards its destination.
 
"Chiiii~" the stare was accompanied by the tense narrowing of dark, hopeful eyes.
I understood that reference.
On the other hand, a surprised redhead found herself quite welcoming of the idea of a dinner at Shinji's home. At least, she had utterly different things in mind, but when the door opened to a twelve year old, her expectations came crashing down faster than a space shuttle hitting an asteroid before entering a collision course with the heart of a neutron star, just about ready to be eagerly sucked inside a black hole.
Clever Shinji, using your half-sister as a shie-
"So," she clicked her tongue against the back of her teeth, her back against the kitchen counter while Naoko seemed content enough drawing while watching television. "Too scared I'd jump on your bones and suck you dry that you had to call help in the form of a cute innocent girl?"
yes, she's a shield. I'm horrible, using a child as a shield."
... HEY! Making snarky comments is the job of us readers! You've got a lifetime job, what about us working stiffs?
Asuka smiled. There were, in her mind, some little 'cracking' noises. Perhaps her jaws trying their hardest to relax were the source of it, perhaps the fact that maybe the space shuttle wasn't on a collision course with a black hole. Whatever the reason, it was a better alternative.

"Hello!" Naoko said. "Your hair is so pretty!"

Uh. Maybe it wouldn't be that bad of a dinner.
At least Asuka likes the kid.
"Seems like crushing hope run in the family," she mumbled next.

You have no idea, Red.
Naoko stood up. Considering she was physically only two years younger than the fourteen years old body of Asuka, she really wasn't that small. "I'm not a chipmunk! And you're not that much older than me!"

"AH!" Asuka barked out. "That's because I regularly eat my vegetables and have a balanced diet followed by regular physical exercises! That's why my skin's smooth and I'm this youthful-but in truth, prepare to be amazed, I am twenty-six! Indeed! I am at least twice your age, you brat!"

Naoko furrowed her brows, and then turned to Shinji as if to receive confirmation. Shinji nodded, and so Naoko's eyes widened in surprise. "Does that mean you cover your face in mud every night like mother does?"
:lol:rofl:
Asuka bristled. "No, I-"

"And use courgettes to cover your eyes, and drink tea and spend countless hours in the loo-"

"No," Asuka began to growl.

"Are you big brother's wife?" Naoko asked once more.

"No-" "Not yet."

Shinji blinked. "What."

"Give it a few decades, a couple of centuries if he's really hardheaded, and if there's still an humanity lingering about then he'll have no choice but to fall in my arms," Asuka said with a triumphant expression.
*dies*
In the depths of the sea, eyes snapped open of pure pulsing crimson.

With a powerful thrust of its massive tail, the Angel jumped. It jumped, the monster that resembled an aquatic shark but was not, and as it did, its AT-Field shone from its sheer strength as it began to fly in the air, wailing the same sound the whales would emit before burrowing deep in the earth itself, crushing the dirt along its path and emerging shortly after, repeating the process.

Any who heard the angel's wail, unfortunately, would lose their lives.

For Gaghiel had come, and the rows of teeth endlessly gnawed upon the earth as it swam with unstoppable glee towards its destination.
... that's new.
 
I feel bad saying this but if this is going to be an AsukaxShinji pairing I might as well stop reading. It's not that your writing is bad or I dislike the fic but I loathed Asuka in NGE and I avoid the pairing like the plague whenever I can. I grew up with a woman (Stepmother.) like that so I don't see the appeal or remote like of similar people. Though this Asuka is different in your fanfiction I still hold onto that dislike even if it's irrational; I apologize for it.

It's a great story and I have enjoyed it, it's just that I've been burned before reading stories only to reach a point like that and drop it.
 
I feel bad saying this but if this is going to be an AsukaxShinji pairing I might as well stop reading. It's not that your writing is bad or I dislike the fic but I loathed Asuka in NGE and I avoid the pairing like the plague whenever I can. I grew up with a woman (Stepmother.) like that so I don't see the appeal or remote like of similar people. Though this Asuka is different in your fanfiction I still hold onto that dislike even if it's irrational; I apologize for it.

It's a great story and I have enjoyed it, it's just that I've been burned before reading stories only to reach a point like that and drop it.
To be fair this Asuka is way more mature than her angsty 14 year old self and the Asuka/Shinji thing is canon as far as I remember. Of course if want to drop this fic for your own reasons then its ok, good luck man :).

Nah, @shadenight123 wouldn't do that, right? :).
 
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On the other hand, a surprised redhead found herself quite welcoming of the idea of a dinner at Shinji's home. At least, she had utterly different things in mind, but when the door opened to a twelve year old, her expectations came crashing down faster than a space shuttle hitting an asteroid before entering a collision course with the heart of a neutron star, just about ready to be eagerly sucked inside a black hole.
She had even dressed for the kill. Well, not that one would notice at first glance, because that would be utterly indecorous.
My my, Asuka... you move fast... But then, patience has never really been your strong suit.
"Are you big brother's wife?" Naoko asked once more.

"No-" "Not yet."

Shinji blinked. "What."
Ok, honestly burst out laughing here. I like this Asuka!
"Look here kid," Asuka said. "It's this simple. A square can only fit inside a squared hole. A triangle can't fit in a circular hole and viceversa. One day, it's going to happen that the circle, no matter how many loose square-shaped holes he goes through, will go through a circle hole that is just the right fit and finish his work there."

"Asuka...why..." Shinji grimaced with his face crimson and a hand to cover it. "Did you have to make a metaphor like that?"
Brb, dying. XD Boy, didn't think that metaphor all the way through, did you, Asuka? Ahahahahaa whoops!
She sighed. "So I say, enjoy the moment." She lifted the bottle up and took a deeper set of heavy gulps, "Carpe diem!" she giggled. "Man. Think about it," she smiled wistfully. "They say time heals all wounds, and it's true. You just need to spend so much time doing other stuff that you end up forgetting the non-important ones. Bit by bit, you forget the face of the guy you smacked on your first day at university. You forget the name of the girl you shared a room with, no matter how snotty she was, her 'qualities' redeemed her." She giggled. "I'm a sad drunk, Shinji," she bawled. "Not really," she winked and shot her tongue out the next.
"Twenty-six," Asuka mumbled. "A normal twenty-six year old woman wouldn't be saying shitty stuff about eternal youth or...or similar stuff," she pressed her hand against her face, her eyes sharply closed. "I hate this."

She took a deep breath. "I really hate this." Her breathing evened out a few minutes later, and as she fell asleep, Shinji exhaled in relief.
Ok, this Asuka is doing a better job of hiding it, but she needs all the hugs just as much as ever, and this smells like some deep, dark fears of the isolation of immortality facing her. She really doesn't want to be alone, and knowing that you'll either die fighting or outlive everyone you care about is terrifying, and Asuka is definitely smart enough to have worked that out.
resembled an aquatic shark
Kind of redundant.
 
"Can I help you?" Shinji asked, a smile on his face. "Miss...Ibuki, right?" he asked next. He really should have familiarized himself with the surnames of everyone at Nerv, but there were simply so many people-getting everyone's name and surname wouldn't have been hard. It was just too much effort, especially if he wasn't going to talk to half of them, or if they were busy scurrying away from his surname
Surnames are "family" names, and in Japanese culture that's almost universally what's going to be used. Normally Japanese people aren't going to use/remember given ('first') names; Shinji might be different since he's been in the West for a good chunk of time.
 
I feel bad saying this but if this is going to be an AsukaxShinji pairing I might as well stop reading. It's not that your writing is bad or I dislike the fic but I loathed Asuka in NGE and I avoid the pairing like the plague whenever I can. I grew up with a woman (Stepmother.) like that so I don't see the appeal or remote like of similar people. Though this Asuka is different in your fanfiction I still hold onto that dislike even if it's irrational; I apologize for it.

It's a great story and I have enjoyed it, it's just that I've been burned before reading stories only to reach a point like that and drop it.

Nothing to apologize for. Unfortunately, I can't say it myself.

One thing I swore when I began writing was that I would avoid 'fixing' the pairings. This is best explicated in "Introverted" (old naruto fanfiction) where in the end it's a sort of 'complicated' relationship between Sakura and Kurotsuchi...and Naruto. Yes, if I had written that in the summary I would have gone "How the hell am I going to make that come about?"

So I do not have pairings in mind. None. I can't guarantee there won't be a fling, or a passionate love, just like I can't guarantee a boot-stomp of epic proportions that will send scattered pieces everywhere in nice refreshing blood showers.

...

But I'm made of love and fluff and everything nice, so hopefully, it's all going to end well.

...

Right?
 
I'm taking bets on when the other eight hundred shoes drop. Between the general arc day-1 Eva AUs tend to take and Shade's reputation, I'm setting the over/under at the 12th angel with the over at +110 and the under at -110 to start.
 
On a more serious note, I feel like Shade has done a good job of setting a number of powder kegs up in different ways than they were in the series that are nonetheless recognizable.

Shinji has a number of supports that let him keep his peace in healthier ways than he did in the series - if they are taken away, will he handle it or will he snap in a different (maybe even worse) way? And how long will denial of certain unpleasant truths work?

Asuka is a bit more stable in her overachiever mode and has dealt with some of her issues (and has a great venting mechanism in her business) and she's giving decidedly less mixed signals compared to NGE, but she's just as lonely as she was. The last chapter especially revealed tremendous vulnerability and a hint of desperation (and even some existential despair) on her part - her actions put the lie to her front of being willing/able to wait decades - and there are a couple of different ways she could snap if she thought there was a definitive rejection from Shinji, ranging from "death by Snu-Snu" to "Texas chainsaw massacre".

Rei has some of the same identity issues as her canon counterpart going on under the surface, and a different sort of distaste for Rits. Thankfully, she has not seen fit to express them in poetry at this time.

Not sure what's going on with Misato internally besides the normal angst that her biological hourglass has run out of sand.

Curious whether Kaji has managed to get himself killed yet.

The Suzuharas seem like they're doing well.

Naoko the Younger is cute as a button and if anything bad happens to her I will find a way to get revenge on Shade - I'll track him down, fly to his city, knock on his door, invite him to lunch at a trattoria, and sneak out while ostensibly going to the bathroom before the check comes. Or something like that.
 
Chapter Twenty-Four: "Caelum non animum mutant qui trans mare currunt."
Chapter Twenty-Four: "Caelum non animum mutant qui trans mare currunt."

Gaghiel did not come upon feet. He did not come like a man, or floating like an angel. He came like a beast of old legends, like an earthquake, a natural cataclysm, he came unbidden and unstopped. Rockets, artillery strikes, N2 detonations did not stop its advance. Its jaws opened to devour the land and carve a path through it, the sea itself following behind the Angel towards the center of Nerv, towards its depths.

"According to the Magi prediction pattern," Misato's voice came through the audio feed, "The Angel emits a constant high-frequency song like a constant wail that renders all communication impossible. He is currently running at one hundred and ten kilometers per hour, and the speed is increasing. We've set up high-density bakelite walls and contingencies, which should result in a speed reduction sharp enough to grant you a chance to tackle him and hold him still," she grimaced. "He's just a big fish in the end. Reel him in."

"Affirmative," Rei said. Both she and Shinji's Evangelions had been equipped with tridents and large, titanium and carbon alloys weaved in the form of a net. The point of exit had already been 'prepped' with more woven nets and a vast array of booby-traps had been placed on the path of the Angel.

The waiting game had begun, and would end in approximately two minutes.

Abruptly, the blue dot in their radar feed that was the Magi's own tracking of the angel's teutonic movements disappeared. A mournful song rose through the ground, tiny rocks and pebbles trembling at the feet of the mighty Evangelions, the very structure of the walls starting to crack.

"He's-" Misato's voice was soon cut off by the abrupt deafening of the audio feeds, the walls shattering even further as the unnatural silence of the cockpit mixed with the vision of Rei's Evangelion having the ear canals burst. The same could be said about Shinji's own, judging by the blood that seemed to pour out along his sides.

The Angel had sung, and the unworthy would bleed and kneel upon its might.

The nets melted off the wall that began to shine a bright, angry red. Magma and lava were spewed forth, the molten form of the thick walls of Nerv behind it pouring down on the floors, an unheard hissing accompanying the ground starting to melt in turn. There, in the depths of the dug tunnel with spewed forth fire, Gaghiel stood with crimson eyes like a snake in its hole, eager to snap at those who would dare infringe in his territory.

Rather than a shark, he looked more like a crocodile to Shinji's mind. The elongated teeth-filled mouth snapped once, courtly revealing the shining crimson orb that was its core within it, and then from its eyes, twin novas of light burst forth.

Any hope of subduing him is false; the mere sight of him is overpowering.

Gaghiel flexed its limbs, and pushed its entire frame sinuously through like a rattling snake, only with tiny legs that swiftly carried him across the molten surface. Rei swiftly threw her trident, which the jaws of Gaghiel caught and shattered, the net that followed next melting in the very air that surrounded the fuming snout of the Angel itself. The AT-Field of the creature pulsed, and with it, the ground quaked and disappeared into perfectly identical and consecutive crosses, which began to fall down towards the floor below.

From the ceilings, bakelite sprouted in thick jets to surround the frame of the Angel, but just as it began to solidify, so too did it start to melt. Roaring a soundless challenge, for Shinji couldn't hear, no matter how much he wished he could, he felt his body being shaken by Rei's own Eva, and turned to look at her. He couldn't understand her, but could see the visual feed of her determined expression, her crimson eyes shining while her teeth were gritted.

'Move', she mouthed, perhaps. 'Move, Shinji!'.

He couldn't. His legs failed him.

Nothing on earth is his equal—a creature without fear.

Rei thus swiftly forced his hand open by clenching down on his wrist, and grabbed the trident from him before turning towards the Angel, who was slowly sinking down towards their level, the bakelite above him both slowing him down as it melted, and acting like a sort of liquid substance upon which Gaghiel could swim.

This time, Rei's Evangelion charged forth, her trident impacting against the creature's AT-Field and failing to pierce through, hexagons of light spreading at the points of impact. Rei's soundless scream didn't compute to Shinji's mind. He just stared. There was something about it, something that-

He looks down on all that are haughty; he is king over all that are proud.

Something didn't feel right.

Why? Why did this creature elicit such fear in him? Why did it make him scared? Hadn't he fought worst? Hadn't he faced far fiercer odds? Was it the absolute silence? Was it the lack of orders? Was it because he felt truly responsible now that it was up to him to fight?

"I am my own person," he mouthed, his voice not really heard by eardrums that weren't there. Perhaps they'd heal overnight. Perhaps he'd be deaf for a while. "I am my own person."

He was alone.

His Eva began to move, but he had not given the command.

No, he was not alone.

Can you pull in the leviathan with a fishhook or tie down his tongue with a rope?

No
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Gaghiel's mouth opened as it snapped off the arm of Rei's Evangelion, the woman holding the beast back with the strength of her own Eva, or what remained of it. Her feet were starting to melt in the bubbling floor, the smoke was making bubble appear and burst on the Evangelion's body closest to Gaghiel's snouts, and as the eyes began to shine once more, a final blast forced Rei's Eva backwards, the entire body singed as it impacted against the wall on the opposite side.

Then, Gaghiel's form turned towards Shinji, and with a final mute roar, it plunged its maws deep below the ground and dug, leaving behind only a molten crater where it had been.

A countdown timer appeared on the upper left corner of his video feed, showing how much time Shinji had to stop Gaghiel from reaching the core of Nerv, from enacting a third impact, from erasing mankind from existence-

He had to stop the Angel.

His Evangelion's legs moved.

He had to stop the Angel.

His legs were shaking inside the cockpit. His arms were trembling.

He had to stop the Angel.

Who dares open the doors of his mouth, ringed about with his fearsome teeth?


"I am Shinji Ikari," Shinji mouthed to himself, standing at the edge of the pit, as dark as the depths of the abyss themselves. Filled with teeth, heat and sulfur, truly a portal for the realms of hell, nobody sane of their minds would jump inside without a plan, and without a weapon.

His prog-knife emerged from his shoulder pylon.

At least he wasn't weaponless.

"Lucky me," Shinji said as he jumped, not letting his brain catch up to his act until it was well done with. Thus, Shinji Ikari jumped down. The back of Gaghiel did not appear at first, only smoke and acrid haze, but when it finally did, it was just inches away from reaching the depths of Nerv.

And when it did, when Gaghiel's mighty frame slammed home in a sea of blood and LCL, when it reached its desired place, it halted.

It halted, as if realizing something wasn't right, as if thinking a thought that only just them dawned on him.

But it was too late.

For Force was equal to Mass per Gravity, and while acceleration on earth was at a fixed ratio of nine point eight zero six six five meters per seconds squared, the Evangelion's mass was for a staggering eighty meters of height a grand lump total of at least fifty thousand tons circa -depending on armament.

Thus, the impact of the Eva nearly reached the five hundred thousand Newtons, and while the progressive knife shattered in a thousand tiny shards, the AT-Field brightly shattered in turn as Shinji's fist impacted against the taut scales of Gaghiel's back and with a soundless scream, pulled the creature backwards by its tail.

Gaghiel was no mythological monster. It was a creature bent on the destruction of mankind, on erasing everything and everyone from earth, and thus it was high time it learned that humanity would not be scared by a Leviathan rip-off.

Shinji's screams of pain were dulled only by the throbbing headache in his head, even as he wrestled with the scorching and caustic skin of the beast, ripping off chunks as the Evangelion's feet remained deeply dug in the blood filled ground.

The professor had no time to admire the crucified form of Lilith, progenitor of mankind, for the frothing beast known as Gaghiel opened its jaws beyond the pale, revealing its core that began to glow with bright, shining light, as if ready to emit a devastating form of attack.

In that moment, as Shinji's eyes widened with the realization that perhaps this was it, this was the end of mankind, the light abruptly cut off. Like a balloon suddenly popping, the core within the Angel's mouth shattered, the Angel's body following shortly after in a shower of thick dark blood that covered Shinji's Evangelion completely.

Standing on the opposite side of the room, nearly completely submersed in the LCL, a white and pink Evangelion revealed itself with a sniper rifle in its hands. The Evangelion had thick, bulky plates covering most of its form, as if geared for war. A visual feed appeared in Shinji's field of view on his screen, and a giggling brunette with twin-tails and glasses, wearing a white and pink uniform, gave him a cheerful wave and blew him a kiss.

Words spread below the feed shortly after, coming probably from the girl in question.

TheIllustrious: Neh, little doggie, you shouldn't be down here~ But we can share since there's enough LCL for everyone.

All tension drained from Shinji's body, the Evangelion collapsed in the sea of LCL, and began to quietly float backwards.

Lilith's multiple eyes slowly turned to gaze at the floating Eva, but the next second a bullet slammed home into the crucified creature.

"Now, now," Mari Makinami Illustrious said with a cheerful tone. "You're not getting your legs back, you stinky crippled bitch."

Shinji heard and saw nothing, deaf and exhausted, his eyes gazing upwards to the hole he had come down from.

Perhaps it was for the best.

Perhaps it was not.
 
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"According to the Magi prediction pattern," Misato's voice came through the audio feed, "The Angel emits a constant high-frequency song like a constant wail that renders all communication impossible.
So how the heck are you talking to Shinji?
A mournful song rose through the ground, tiny rocks and pebbles trembling at the feet of the mighty Evangelions, the very structure of the walls starting to crack.

"He's-" Misato's voice was soon cut off by the abrupt deafening of the audio feeds, the walls shattering even further as the unnatural silence of the cockpit mixed with the vision of Rei's Evangelion having the ear canals burst. The same could be said about Shinji's own, judging by the blood that seemed to pour out along his sides.

The Angel had sung, and the unworthy would bleed and kneel upon its might.
The song has limited range? Whatevs.
The back of Gaghiel did not appear at first, only smoke and acrid haze, but when it finally did, it was just inches away from reaching the depths of Nerv.

And when it did, when Gaghiel's mighty frame slammed home in a sea of blood and LCL, when it reached its desired place, it halted.

It halted, as if realizing something wasn't right, as if thinking a thought that only just them dawned on him.
Wow. Third battle and Lilith's chamber is breached. Will this somehow affect the behavior of the others? Will they seek elsewhere for Adam?
The professor had no time to admire the crucified form of Lilith, progenitor of mankind,
Yup. Lilith.

Standing on the opposite side of the room, nearly completely submersed in the LCL, a white and pink Evangelion revealed itself with a sniper rifle in its hands. The Evangelion had thick, bulky plates covering most of its form, as if geared for war. A visual feed appeared in Shinji's field of view on his screen, and a giggling brunette with twin-tails and glasses, wearing a white and pink uniform, gave him a cheerful wave and blew him a kiss.

Words spread below the feed shortly after, coming probably from the girl in question.

TheIllustrious: Neh, little doggie, you shouldn't be down here~ But we can share since there's enough LCL for everyone.
So. You're bringing in Rebuild elements...
Lilith's multiple eyes slowly turned to gaze at the floating Eva, but the next second a bullet slammed home into the crucified creature.

"Now, now," Mari Makinami Illustrious said with a cheerful tone. "You're not getting your legs back, you stinky crippled bitch."
Like Mari.

Interesting.
 
I guess Mari must have been found/activated/made/whatever after Asuka washed out, otherwise she would know about her and include her on her list of Immortals*.


* Shade, please don't take my use of this word as inspiration to include a "there can be only one, MacLeod!" plot point :V
 
Having a third active EVA that they did not mention? I would think NERV would have a reason for not deploying it.

I have a feeling that Mari is either too crazy to actually deploy, or does not actually fall under NERV jurisdiction. Or both. Maybe a SEELE security measure that is unable to cause Impact, and too unstable and fickle to use as anything other than a last ditch defense unit.

I also have the mental image of Ritsuko or Misato yelling "Get back in the hole, Mari!" when she tries to follow Shinji out. Maybe point out a dropchute where they toss food and water down to her every now and then.

EDIT: I also took Asuka being removed as a pilot as more a "After spilling the dark history of the EVA project to her, we can no longer her trust her not to wipe us out with the robot," combined with a bit of "These b******* were planning to screw me over from the beginning, so I want nothing to do with them," from Asuka.
 
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Chapter Twenty-Five: "Ficta voluptatis causa sint proxima veris"
Chapter Twenty-Five: "Ficta voluptatis causa sint proxima veris"

Evangelion Zero-One was brought back to the upper levels of Nerv through the use of multiple cranes, while Shinji was pulled up with a harness through the hole dug by Gaghiel's brutal attack.

A doctor checked on Shinji and, perhaps for the first time, the Bioengineering professor was wide awake for the entire procedure. It didn't take more than a couple of minutes, and with the order to rest for the day given, Shinji did just that. His head propped against the soft white pillow of the hospital room -all for himself to boot- he sighed, and closed his eyes.

His cellphone rang a few seconds later.

"Yes?" he mumbled into the speaker, his eyes still closed.

"Shinji," his father's voice came through clearly, "We have to talk."

"Well, I'm not going anywhere for the rest of the day," Shinji replied. "I guess you know where to find me."

"Very well," and with the conversation clicking to a close, the room's door opened up to reveal Gendo Ikari, his cellphone being put back into his pocket just as he stepped inside and closed the door behind him. The man held on to a walking cane with both of his hands, and as he slowly used it to walk forward, he stopped by Shinji's bedside and sat down on the nearby chair.

"Good evening," Shinji said awkwardly. Had his father really phoned him from beyond the door before opening it? It really did seem so. What was he expecting to find if he simply knocked and opened the door up?

"Good evening," Gendo replied, his eyes hidden by his visor.

Gendo's fingers tapped on the top of his cane. Shinji's eyes remained fixed on his visor, which gave off a perfect reflection of his face.

"You saw it," Gendo said calmly.

"You mean...I saw an Angel crucified to a cross with a spear sticking through its chest?" Shinji hazarded. "Is that why they're attacking? To recover a prisoner of war?"

"No," Gendo shook his head. "Tell me," he grimaced, "What did you feel when you saw it?"

"I was busy trying not to get eaten by an overgrown shark-crocodile," Shinji replied. "I wasn't paying much attention to the cleaved in half humanoid figure hanging from a cross." He furrowed his brows. "Why was there a humanoid Angel crucified to a cross in the depths of Nerv by the way?"

"Nerv Headquarters are built upon, around, and within the Geofront," Gendo said quite calmly. "The Geofront is the term we use for the large cavern you breached into, which is the point of impact of a space-faring vessel used by the alien race known as 'Angels' and called 'The Black Moon'."

"The Black Moon?" Shinji raised an eyebrow.

"The LCL is the blood of Lilith, and also the primordial soup of life that kickstarted evolution itself on this planet. It is the reason we exist," Gendo's right hand tapped with its fingers on the back of his left, "The reason we evolved. Unfortunately, we were not meant for this planet."

Shinji blinked. "What do you mean 'meant' for?"

Gendo clasped his hands together. "Lilith's existence, the reason of life on earth, they are all connected to a simple reason. Seed ships, the concept that foreign alien races might be willing to colonize other planets in order to sustain life, is key to understanding it. Lilith is not an Angel, because 'Angel' is the term given to those creatures that have Adam as a progenitor."

"These names, somehow I'm pretty sure they aren't their real ones," Shinji said dryly, much to Gendo's barely visible annoyance.

"It does not matter," Gendo said. "What matters is what you saw, and what you need to know never to reveal to anyone else."

"If that's the case, wouldn't it be better not to tell me?" Shinji remarked, only for Gendo to clench his cane tighter.

"You are an adult," Gendo said, "I expect you to act like one. If it were known that the source of life on this planet is kept within Central Dogma, think about the masses of religious nutjobs that would try to come here and demand its release. Think of the cults that would spawn, of the theories that would hang around the world-of the pressures from other countries to have it 'transferred'. The mean of suppressing Lilith is as you saw it. It is not Christianity that spawned the method, but the method that spawned Christianity, perhaps out of some genetic memory of sorts-but whatever the reason, think about the religious implications it would bring on the table. There is little else than finding the 'meaning to life' that could possibly unite all of the world...and in the wrong way."

Shinji grimaced, and shook his head. "That's all very nice to hear, but it doesn't answer my question."

"The Angels are not looking for Lilith," Gendo said calmly. "They are looking for Adam, their progenitor. They seek to awaken him, and thus begin a process known as 'Instrumentality'. It will create a truly strong AT-Field that will nullify every other, thus rendering every single member of humanity nothing more than a puddle of LCL."

"So why are they heading for Lilith?" Shinji remarked.

"Because they need the spear," Gendo pointed out. "The spear that is stuck in her chest belongs to Adam, so they are of the mistaken belief that near the spear only Adam can be found."

Shinji took a deep breath. "So...I'll reiterate my question once more, for the sake of clarity," his eyes looked straight at Gendo's visor. "Why are you telling me this? Why are you giving me all of this information?"

Gendo looked straight at Shinji, and then smiled softly. "Perhaps because, in the end, you are my son and I believe you should know."

Shinji blinked, and then he snorted. He chuckled and laughed, shaking his head whimsically, "I can't believe you. Really," he exhaled, "Really can't believe you. You said that with a straight face-seriously!"

His right hand shot out and grabbed Gendo by the throat, pulling the startled man closer to Shinji's face as the professor bared his teeth. "And I don't believe it. Not. A. Single. Word." His fingers opened after a brief moment of hesitation, "All this talk about aliens, seed ships, and Christian symbols-it's all a madman's talk. Well, I'm not going to fall for it. You can rest assured I won't talk of what I've seen -who'd ever believe me- but there is one other thing that pisses me off right now."

His eyes stared right at Gendo, even as the man resettled his crumpled suit a bit. "Why isn't that third pilot helping us in battle?"

"She is a liability," Gendo answered smoothly, "In more than one way. You would do better to limit your contacts with her."

He stood up, and turned to leave. "For what it's worth, Shinji," Gendo spoke as he gave his back to his son, a hand hovering near the room's door, "Mankind's existence isn't threatened only by the Angels...but also by darker things," the door opened, and he stepped outside just as a red-haired teenager took a few steps back to give him the space he needed to walk away. "Langley."

"Creepy middle-aged man with a fetish for mother and daughter relations," Asuka replied with a smile as Gendo didn't answer, simply walking away.

Shinji just stared.

He stared, and gawked.

"Did...did you just say that?" Shinji asked.

"Duh," Asuka shrugged as she stepped inside, closing the door behind her and with a bouquet of flowers in her hand. "Here you go champ! Since there were very few buildings toppled this time around, I've found the spare time to come bearing gifts!"

"Thanks?" Shinji said awkwardly. "Can I ask about-"

"Well, before marrying good old doctor Akagi, your gracious father rutted with her mother," Asuka said with a shrug. "It was all the hype back in the days, though now it's old history. Some say the doctor's mother committed suicide when he moved on to the fresher version," here she grinned, "You won't be doing that though, since I'll always be fresh."

She winked, and sat down on the chair that his father had previously occupied.

"Uhm..." Shinji awkwardly looked around. The room now felt no longer empty, but at the same time it no longer felt 'safe'. "Can I ask you something?"

"It depends," Asuka replied. "If it ends with a ring on my finger then it's yes."

"Not...really," Shinji said, scratching the side of his chin. "You...when you were a pilot, did you know if there were any others?"

"Any other pilots?" Asuka furrowed her brows. "There was an American one I think-at least, that was the rumor mill. Then...I think there was a project involving a large robot, but it didn't go anywhere. Why? Have they found another poor sap to throw into an Eva whose mother's soul has been properly fitted inside?"

Shinji frowned, "Yeah, they did."

"Woe to him or her," Asuka shrugged. "It's his funeral and his trauma." She then smiled. "So, when are you going to be discharged? I was thinking if it was anytime soon, like, say, right now or later tonight, I might just have to return the favor of the previous dinner-"

"Ahem..." Shinji coughed awkwardly. "Aren't we kind of...even...on that-"

"No, no!" Asuka shook her head. "A home cooked dinner can't be compared to a dinner out. It's clearly way better, so I have no choice but to invite you over to my house to participate in my own delicacies. Also, whatever happens you are prohibited from bringing any other girl, or boy, to the party. Us two, candlelight, bring wine and a bouquet of roses. I'll throw out the penguin for the night, find her a date or something."

"Ehm..."

"Great! See you later tonight!" and with that said, Asuka spun on the chair and jumped off, leaving the flower bouquet in Shinji's arms.

Shinji was simply confused.

He was so confused, he'd hit himself with his hand if he wasn't busy holding the flowers with both.
 
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