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Scene 1
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Kallipolis, Alphard
Marian Union, Antispinward Periphery
January 2939
James opened the door slowly until he saw that the lights were on, then stepped through quickly. "How you feeling, dad?"
John let out a hearty chuckle from the grand couch on which he laid, rolling his gaze over toward the door slowly. "Save yourself the trouble and get your joint work done before they start causing you problems, if you ever get as large as me. Quicker recovery that way. That's my advice to you. The painkillers work, but they can't dull a pain in the ass."
Letting out a weak snort in response, the near-thirty year old stepped further into the room. "I'll take that under advisement, if it happens. You wouldn't happen to know how big you were at my age for reference, would you?"
"Off the top of my head? No." the father replied, slowly hoisting himself up into a sitting position. "But in my medical records? No doubt. They write that down even if you aren't suffering from gigantism."
"You don't have to get up." James cautioned, extending his arms as though to halt John's upward arc, but not actually making contact. "You could just tell me where to look, and that'd be all."
Smiling, John pushed the hand aside and continued to rise and turn until he was seated normally. "I appreciate the concern, son, but doctor's orders are quite clear on the fact that I'm not to remain completely stationary. Rest and movement are both part of the recovery plan, however little I like it. Just give me a minute and I'll be up the rest of the way, alright?"
His son blinked a few times, rubbing his forehead, before stepping back and nodding. He hated watching this happen to the man, even if it was ultimately treatable. It wasn't even the prospect of having to go through something similar himself that made it so unpleasant to imagine. It was more… watching that comforting strength and largesse that had made John O'Reilly a rock of stability capable of giving such incredible piggyback rides turn against him with the ravages of time stole something that had been so precious in his memories. It was one less thing he could believe in with certainty, in a world that was already so overfull with things to doubt. He wanted to say something, but the words didn't come out. After a moment, on impulse, he leaned in and wrapped his arms around the man, giving two gentle pats to the good part of his back.
John was quick to return the hug, wearing a bemused look just out of James' view. "And what's this about, then?"
"Nothing." James lied, his voice carefully dragged away from the edge of cracking, a few seconds before pulling back out of the hug. "Just…felt like it, you know?"
Quirking his head to the side, John clearly realized there was something more to it, but he decided not to comment on that. "Well, if you ever feel like it again, I'm good for it. The only one who ever seems to want my hugs anymore is Vera, and who knows how much longer she'll be that much of a limpet for?"
James quirked an eyebrow at that, walking slowly around to the side of the couch to make sure his old man had room to stand up, and that he was properly positioned to help if needed. "Maybe you'd be able to convince Alan or Paul to give you a hug if you shaved a little closer. Your stubble is like sandpaper, you know?"
Clicking his tongue, John slowly began to rise to this feet. "That's a no-can-do. Your mother helps me shave, and I'm afraid I can't ask her to get better at it when she's already got a much, much bigger job on her plate. As for taking that away from her… no, I don't think I could do that to her. I guess it's hopeless, at the end of the day."
Throwing his arms up in a shrug as his father rose to full height, James chuckled. "I suppose so."
Just then, two sets of footsteps came to a halt at a door, and James heard his mother's voice. "Oh, good. You're up and about, big boy?"
James looked over and saw her standing there along with Alan, the middle child, who was just on the cusp of his majority.
"More or less, Amy." the man replied with a grin as he walked over to the door. "We were going to take a look at my records to see just about how tall I was and how much I weighed at twenty seven, twenty eight. Thereabouts, anyways. Just to compare to where James is now and see if he might skip this dramatic little phase I've got going on, you know? What've you two got going on?"
"We were looking to round you two up, actually!" Alan chirped, stepping around Amy and holding up an envelope. "We've got good news from the latest ship that's come in. Sis remembered to write back to us this time, so we figured, even if the little ones are at school already, that we might as well all get together and read it. See how she's doing over on Lothario. Maybe if she's got anything to say about the place in general, too. It didn't feel right to open it when it was just us, is the point."
"Well then!" John cheered, stepping out of the way of the door and extending an arm to the couch. "Feel free to have a seat and open it up. I won't, because I'm not sure how long it'd be before I could will myself back up, but I'm interested to see what she's going on over there. It's good work she's doing, but quite frankly I worry about her - what are the odds she'll be regretting signing onto the project, do you think?"
"That's romance, dad." James corrected. "She regrets her relationships every damned time, but I've never seen her get disappointed with anything else she's dedicated herself to."
"Speaking of which." Amy huffed as she settled onto the seat. "Propose already.
You and Elise have been going steady for five years, you've got the ring, just propose, James. She'll be delighted, I assure you."
"Soon." James promised.
His mother snorted. "It's always soon!"
"So anyways." Alan interjected, struggling not to laugh as he got a fingernail under one end of the envelope's flap. "Let's see what Marie had to say to her folks."
The paper made a long 'rrrp' as he tore it open, before fluttering down to his lap as he separated it from the actual letter. Taking one moment to brush one of his long hairs out of his face, the teenager year old began to read it aloud.
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"Dear mom, dad, shit for brains, Alan, Paul, and Vera.
The eldest among you may think you pulled a neat trick on me by sending me to a part of this planet where it never gets much above zero degrees, but you'd be wrong on that account. With persistent low temperatures comes a ready-made excuse to spend all day inside with a cup of soup until you feel ready to go outside and throw snowballs at someone or something like that. I leave this compound once a week to touch base with the local administration and let me tell you, that sort of efficiency feels good in life.
Lothario is an interesting place, on that note. They've been hiding from the cold out on this part of the planet for so long that they almost find the lack of a puffy winter jacket obscene in its own right, which was interesting to find out, and remains interesting to toy around with. More to the point, something I find strikingly odd about their system here is that despite centuries of non-contact with Canopus, they've more or less converged on matriarchal aristocracy as a government system. That part was a bit of a let down - I come out here to get away from people who give me a wide berth because I'm a high roller, only for half of everyone to give me a wide berth because of my chromosomes. Though speaking of that, we could do with a little more staff and funding over here if you can find them in the couch cushions. Reconstruction is slow going here and, I gather, on other worlds as well. The bandits who rolled by were an absolute menace. It's amazing that the people in this town have been so relatively able to go about their daily lives in the aftermath, all things considered. Not that people haven't had to seek alternative work from time to time, frequently meaning us.
We've actually got a pair of local siblings working at my office. One's a teacher, one's the official office courier (AKA my errand boy). The teacher's living with her fiance's parents right now, which according to the errand boy is the opposite of what's supposed to happen. She doesn't seem to mind, though, so I'm guessing that might just be him being high strung. He does that. It's hilarious. I'm his boss, and even I can barely get him to look my way. I know, it's bad, I shouldn't tease him, but what else am I supposed to do? Anyways, the point being, I'd say we're making slow and steady progress on fixing things and winning folks's trust, but it could be faster and steadier. So please, send more people. I know it's hard to find the slack in the system, with all the other working up you've got going on back home and elsewhere in the Union, but a lot of these people need more than scarves and minestrone to warm their hearts back up.
Anyways, I love y'all, but I'm not coming back anytime soon. I'll write…sometime. Maybe faster if you write back. Tell Chloe O'Reilly that she's precious and adorable and aunt Marie misses her for me.
Hugs and Kisses
'Ya Girl, Philosopher Marie Clayton
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"You know, I really liked it better when she talked like a normal person." James huffed, shaking his head
Amy snorted back at him, knocking gently on his shoulder. "I liked it better when she wrote with a sense of purpose and brevity, and kept her personal and private stuff separate."
Wanting to feel included in the complain-off, Alan chewed his lower lip for a second before shrugging. "I guess I just liked it better when she was actually here instead of off teasing random poor saps in an icebox."
"At least she wrote." John sighed. "Though really, this is a whole new kind of mess. I can't help but wonder if she's taken some kind of weird lesson from all the breakups in the past and channeled it into this new… forwardness. Normally, I'd be tempted to tear into the lad like Rosie did into me back in the day, but… honestly I just feel kind of sorry for the man's heart. His boss has evidently made it her life's mission to get a rise out of him, if she's dedicated about a twelfth of the first letter she's written in awhile just to talking about it. Either that or…she's just fucking with us. Any bets on whether it works out for her this time?"
"No bet." the others cried in unison.
After a moment though, James and Alan shot John an odd look, one which James was the first to articulate the reason behind. "Though, uh… who's this Rosie, exactly? The name doesn't ring any bells, I'm afraid. Someone you knew back on Terra, I'm guessing?"
Amy was quick to respond. "You've met Rosie!"
After a second, though, her cheeks flushed. "...You met her when you were a baby, though, so… I guess you wouldn't remember."
"She was your mother's gynecologist. " John explained. "Also, your first babysitter, and the one who, if we'd stayed on Terra, would have been your godmother. She didn't like me much - I didn't exactly inspire confidence back when we were on Terra, what with my complete lack of a stable income stream or job, and apparent lack of the ambition to secure one."
Nodding along, Amy sighed. "If I'd felt ready to name someone after my mom - after Vera - that early on, then our second daughter would have been named Rosie in her honor. If we'd ever had a third, same deal. The fact that, given that she's a medical professional on Terra, she's probably still alive notwithstanding. If Alan got to be a namesake, she absolutely deserved to be one. I never had a father, but I had two mothers in my life, and she was the second."
James quirked an eyebrow. "...No offense, but if she mattered so much back then, why haven't we ever heard of her before?"
"Because it hurts to think about how we left Terra, without a warning, without saying goodbye, without closure." John muttered. "All in their own ways, we loved the people we knew there, and we left them wondering where we'd disappeared off to one day, taking two one year olds they'd changed the diapers of with us in the process. They're a family we should have, maybe could have, brought with us if we hadn't been so cagey, so...panicky, so rushed. It's something I hope you never have to deal with in your life. Saying goodbye hurts, but it's so much worse not to get the chance."
"After enough years, you can even come to miss a soulless machine like SHANDRA." Amy snorted. "And she was little more than a sassy, really fancy automatic lightswitch. Actual people…leave a much bigger wound."
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Scene 2
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Tel Atlas, Tormentine
Near the Abbey District, Free Worlds League
January 2939
The Lion of Gibraltar, as some fools had called him, barely managed to contain the wash of panic that came across him as that door opened. The words 'Oh no!' hung in the back of his mind like an executioner with an ax as he gazed at those slumped shoulders and those widening eyes from his bed.
Mark looked like absolute shit.
The boy stared him down with eyes that begged for this to all be a joke, and in that gaze Leon Arslan swore he could see his own, equal terror reflected. But there was no joke here. There could be no joke here, surely as the oxygen machine kept hissing. Surely as an earthbound ghost had send him an HPG message.
"Sir! You're-!" Papadopoulos began, his voice trembling in a way that even the man who'd been named 'lion' four times, his hearing failing, could make out.
It was time for some damage control. "I'm quite comfortably seated, my boy, but what about you?"
He gave his protege a long look, his hand outstretched to the nearby chair as he forced a smile.
Mark hesitated, his body tense as though some part of him was calling to bolt right back out the door. The words he was going to say stillborn on his lips. He was sweating, shivering as he shambled into the seat. "Sir…"
"You came back to me." Leon lied. Oh, to be sure, the boy's body was here, but to see the proud man at such ill calm made it clear that the heart and soul he'd treasured so had been lost in the void, or perhaps in the sands of that hell he'd been interred in. One lie begat another. "I'm glad."
His prize captain stilled for a second at that, his eyes watering right up to the moment he glanced away and hid them. "I… so I did, sir. Less, I'm afraid, my ship, my crew, and… to my great shame, the next move in your game. The years have taken them one and all from me, so I've only got myself to return."
But did he? Arslan doubted that much as he shifted in what would be his deathbed in perhaps a year's time. Still, he had to try to find life in that husk. It was, clearly, the one great task left to him in his own. "Damn the ship and damn the chess game. If you've brought yourself back, that alone is worth more than any petty money or that bore Zakarian's next move. You say you've lost your crew, but do you mean everyone? Surely you can't be the only survivor."
Mark let out a low hiss, gazing down at the floor in…shame. That was shame on his face. "I'm…not sure. I'm afraid it never occurred to me to check if anyone else made it through everything. My dearest apologies, sir."
What in the actual fuck could make the boy forget that part? That was the first thing the kind of man he'd been should have checked for! Oh. Oh. Leon's stomach churned with the sickening fires of realization. "Then, Charles…"
Mark barked out something between a sob and a laugh, that miserable gaze snapping towards Leon, his fingers digging into his sides. "Charlie was the first to go! Number one! Those motherfuckers executed him right in front of all of us, and he was gone! After that, what was even the point of keeping tabs on the rest? There was only one grain of gold in that cup of sand. Just one. One that threw his life away trying to save us, and wasted his last words telling me not to make the same mistake! I was just following his dying wish!"
Oh, were it that Leon's arms still had the least stitch of the strength he'd once commanded, he'd throttle the boy then and there. There was no way that bright young man who'd been his lieutenant's lieutenant could have meant for him to do something so callous in the means of mere self preservation. To save his own life, certainly, but to condemn as already damned all the rest? It was inconceivable. Gripping his blanket firmly, the old man regretted that he had no weapons left to him but his words. "I see, I see. A dying wish, you say. Well, if you're so good for keeping those, then, I believe we're quite ready to discuss what comes next here."
"Sir, please, no!" Mark panicked, reaching out toward the bed with a primal dread in his eyes.
"It's hardly my choice if I die this year, the next, or the year after that, boy." the merchant lord huffed, batting away the hand. "I can decide when I write my will, though. I have that power, and only that power, with any certainty. I had always intended to leave my estate to you, you know? I just never got around to having it written that way before you were taken. I corrected that error with all haste when I received your message, of course."
And what a needless mistake it clearly was.
Mark said nothing, frozen, whimpering in the air before Leon.
"Nothing to say? Ah, but you were always such a good listener. I had forgotten over the years." Leon sighed. "I would like you to lead my funeral, when the time comes. To write my eulogy. As the one to whom I leave everything, the one whom I trusted most, I know no other person whom I could hope to endow with this weighty task. Without your arms present, I don't believe any set of pallbearers could ever hope to carry my coffin to Hades' front door."
Mark closed his eyes. "...What's taking you, sir?"
"It should be obvious enough from the machine, Mark. Lung cancer." the old man replied, trying his best to regain the tone of an amicable grandfather.
"If it's just that, you could get a few more years, easily!" Mark cried, clawing at the air. "You'd just need to change out your lungs for a pair that don't need to be concerned with cancer. Please!"
"And die a cyborg, deprived of part of my flesh?" Leon muttered, shooting a side glance. "Between ending this life without the faculty of breath and starting the next one without it, I'd have to be an absolute sucker to change courses now, my boy. An absolute sucker. The ground will take me in my entirety, and you will take everything else. But what will you do after that?"
Mark's eyes sharpened for a second, and he pounded the side of the bed. For a moment, a spark of hope stirred in Leon's chest. If Mark could feed the sparks that were being thrown, nurture that flame, then he might be ready to return to the roaring bonfire of a man he'd once been. The great flame that outshone the dainty candle that was the life of Leon Simba Arslan. If he could only feed the sparks…
Clicking his tongue, Mark simmered down. "Nothing. I won't do anything after that. I can't do anything after that. Sir… I came here today knowing I was going to say goodbye to you. Knowing I couldn't bear to stay in this business anymore. Sir, I can't honor that request. I just…can't carry on with the life I'd been living here anymore. You've got to understand! I'm going home!"
"Home?" Leon asked, his eyes narrowing. "You're going to run home to Galisteo, back to the middle of nowhere, and have me leave everything to who? My grandchildren, who know nothing of making money and everything about spending it? You may as well strike me dead where I lay! My life's work, cast onto a bonfire. My boy, it isn't as though you'd be going out there into the line of fire again! You wouldn't be a captain, you'd be the owner!"
"Your grandchildren?" Mark asked, quirking one eyebrow. "What do your grandchildren have to do with this? Surely you've got someone else who could take over in my place, sir?"
Seizing Mark by the tie as the man drew momentarily closer, Leon looked him dead in the eyes. "Like hell I do! Do you think we've been in operation these past two years? Without you, and without your ship, I've had to scale things back to the point of near hibernation. There's money and little else to our name now. Maybe if you were the man I remember you as, you'd be able to build the place back up, reforge it into what it was - no, something greater - but I can see now you don't have the will in you!"
"And you're damn well right, sir!" Mark spat back at him. "I'm sorry, but you are! I'm glad you understand now. If you could promise me that you'd keep living, somehow, maybe I could do it, but we both know that isn't a possibility! I'm well and truly tired of watching the people I care about die! At least if I leave now, you can live on forever in my heart! I'll be able to remember you for when you were strong, and not for when I watched you, the last person I treasured, disappear beneath the ground forever!"
What a load of pansy ass shit. Arslan had never heard anything quite as bullshit as the assertion that he'd live on forever in the boy's heart. What that meant, really meant, was that in the eyes of this sniveling coward he had already died. It was a betrayal. An absolute betrayal. Once, he'd thought that Mark Papadoupolos shared his goals, his principles, his interests. He'd thought that he could trust him to carry on his work and his vision long after he was gone. The man couldn't be relied on for a damn thing! He couldn't even be relied upon to say his final farewells to a friend, a mentor, dare he say, a father properly! His experiences could excuse some of it, perhaps, but to refuse even the simplest courtesy to the face of the dying party? How callous one could get when afraid. Perhaps it was just as well that a man as hollowed out as Mark had become would not give his eulogy. He refused to be mourned by a man who was already dead himself.
"Hah! What worth is immortality in a heart that will die unremembered and unremarked?" Leon hissed, rising to the fullest height he could manage in his withered state. "You're killing our dream, the dream we shared of a periphery rim united in prosperity. Who will care who you remember and who you forget in the long run? Why should I be grateful to be mourned by you, who have spat so openly in my face? You've happily killed me off in your mind to retreat back into your little place of comfort, but if you're going to be so worthless you may as well put those hands that carry so much strength to work and kill me in actual fact! It would hurt less than the bedsores, at least!"
Tensing up, Mark looked as though he might actually do it for a second, a fiery madness shining behind his eyes. If only that flame would keep burning, then maybe the man would turn back into something of use for the world. Of use for something other than self destruction. But by now, Leon knew that his former golden boy was all too ready to douse that heatedness rather than let it come to fruition. Mark rose slowly, carefully, and gazed down, his voice cold and his eyes hollow. "I'm sorry. I just can't do it for you. Any of it. I can't take up your burden. I can't lie to your face. I certainly can't spare you the bed sores. It's… just… it's time now. It's time that I stop putting off the things I left behind to follow you all those years ago. I'm really, truly grateful for everything you did to forge me into a man, and I'm equally sorrowful that I've wasted it all. I can't offer you anything but my memories. I can't live on knowing, definitively, that the world no longer holds any individual person I value."
As he retreated from the room, Leon very nearly rolled to get out of his bed. "Get back here, you coward! Do you think you can lecture me on loss? I lived two whole years with nobody to cherish, you brat! You were the stronger man! You should be able to one-up me!"
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Scene 3
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San Francisco HPG Station, Third Underbasement, Fourth Wing (ROM Office 943), Terra
Sol System, Former Terran Hegemony
April 2939
The coffee tasted, and felt, like mud going down.
It was unreasonable. Unrealistic. Unconscionable. This was Terra, the planet where coffee originated. More excellent coffee shops and varieties had developed in this hallowed land than a person could possibly sort through in their life. When people elsewhere in charted space tried to make coffee, they invariably aped the classics born on the motherworld.
It was a heresy against coffee that something this disgusting could be made from the bean in its birthplace. Even if the decision had been made to just outsource to some no-note chain brand and have them provide coffee and donuts or something of the sort, the product would have been infinitely superior to what they had here. The product of close mindedness and insularity, it seemed, was a refusal to trust anyone but your own agents and analysts with the brewing of their caffeine.
It was a 'security risk', they said. But really, at the end of the day, the First Circuit needed better security than he did, and they still had someone to make their coffee for them.
What he wouldn't give for - no, no use thinking about that.
Mark set his mug down and went back at his keyboard, slipping through the records of the past idly. There was one thought that had never left him through his years in captivity. One thought that he remained possessed with, for better or worse. In a time where so little else was left to him, it was impossible for him to resi-
"Precentor Mars, your attention please?" squeaked a weak voice from just outside of his cubicle.
Mark glanced briefly towards the young looking acolyte, watching the boy flinch away at his gaze, before going back to his keyboard. It was impossible for him to resi-
The voice recurred, with a little more strength this time. "Precentor Mars, please, this is an important matter!"
He didn't dignify it with a look this time. It was impossible for him to resi-
"For the love of Blake, Precentor!" the acolyte shouted at him. "Would it be the end of you to list to what I have to say for a second?"
Mark spun in his chair and threw himself upright, gazing dispassionately down upon the redheaded young man from his advantaged perch. "Possibly. Maybe. Could be. Who knows. Results untested. What about you, though? You…who are you, exactly?"
"Acolyte Tiresias Colt, Precentor Aldon." the youth bit back, flinching a bit. "Come to contact you on behalf of Precentor Aldon. It's an urgent matter related to your last deployment."
Unperceptive and ill mannered though he might have been, the kid clearly had at least some spine. "Ah, I see. Well, tell him that it's best to contact me through the automated messaging system if he needs any clarification. It's faster that way."
So saying, Mark turned his gaze away from the lad and was about to sit back down when his gaze got caught on a little mirror. Good god, no wonder he was scaring the kid. Those eyes looked like they hadn't lived in years.
Accurate.
But not a reminder he particularly needed or wanted. "Though before you head back, Acolyte, do you suppose my personal image would be improved if I had my eyes replaced with prosthetics?"
A brief glance back that way revealed that the boy was considering it, but ultimately the lad's expression turned back into a scowl. "Precentor, that's hardly relevant to the point here. Precentor Aldon has been messaging you about this for two weeks now, but he has yet to get any response from you on the matter of your debrief."
"Like I said, it's much faster that way." Mark hissed, patting the young man on the top of his head condescendingly. "So what do you say, do I get these rotten eyes replaced, or do I keep them for their use in psychological warfare? Or rather, do you suppose there's even any chance of saving my countenance, Acolyte Colt?"
"If you really must insist on getting my opinion on this, Precentor?" Colt grumbled back, trying in vain to push that powerful arm away. "You would look even more unnerving if just your eyes changed. Even if they looked alive, with the rest of your face made of rock like that, you'd just look like a serial killer."
"I see, I see." Maybe he'd have to actually go through with it, then. That almost sounded useful for some things.
"So, what, then?" the acolyte demanded, throwing his arms out wide. "Do I go back to Precentor Aldon and tell him you have nothing to report about a mission lasting over a decade? That you were just treating it as a vacation or a retirement?"
Well, it wouldn't be inaccurate to characterize it that way. It wasn't as though he'd ever seriously intended to end his life as Mark Papadopoulos back in those days. It had seemed like it could go on forever, like he could just disappear into the simple pleasures of a simple life and live in a peace that would never demand attention to the memories that had haunted him.
But even if he would ultimately end up admitting that, it'd be no fun to say it through this intermediary. Better that he say it to his supervisor's face himself. Maybe when it went red, he'd actually feel something there. "No, you should tell him that if he wants a report on over a decade that quickly, he can come ask me for it to my face. Do you realize how long I had to wait to get a desk with my name on it after I returned? It's incredibly, incredibly unreasonable that I should be the only one expected to get things done promptly around here, don't you think?"
"...I'll tell him that then." the acolyte replied, swallowing heavily. "But I don't expect he'll be happy to hear it for a single second. Proper protocol would have been to report in as frequently as reasonable, or else to prepare the report gradually during the mission. You should expect him sooner rather than later."
"I'm afraid I lost it." Mark shot back as he slid back into his chair and went back to the keyboard. "Unavoidable, really."
As the acolyte walked off, Mark let out a sigh. It wasn't even a lie.
Now, finally, it was impossible for him to resist the siren song of his records. He didn't even remember what name he was looking for anymore. He didn't remember why he was looking for it. He just knew that, at some point shortly before he'd been captured, he'd heard a name that dug deep into the back of his memories, a tantalizing mystery that he'd been tempted to chase down even then.
He cursed his diligence in reporting all those years ago. There were too many goddamned records here from no-note jobs that didn't ring a fucking bell to him. What had he even really been doing, back during his active years in ROM?
What could have actually left such a big impression on him that he'd have remembered it, even vaguely, after over a decade out of the game?
He'd be stuck in this archive search for months if he persisted in his search back from the present to the start. Already, he'd been at it for days.
Though that thought gave him an idea. At risk of flipping the script, what if he started from the beginning and worked his way forward? The start of his career in intelligence work would be fairly early in his time within the order - it was an era which, mercifully, had largely drifted out of his recollection into a hazy mess over time, and yet simultaneously… if he was going to find the roots of such a potent but vague deja vu, where better to look than his formative years?
It was a solid plan, if he said so himself. Except for the part, he realized in terror, where it meant experimenting with the functions of this piece of shit search infrastructure. It would have been great - just fucking dandy - if he could have worked at an office whose archival system didn't need to translate across dozens of architectures, dozens of filesystems, dozens of philosophies in computing from over the centuries, resulting in a mad pile of duct tape and chewing gum that could place a reasonable claim to being the biggest jury rig in history.
With a sigh, he grabbed a pair of notepads and set them out for himself along with a pen. Surely, his peers would have their own established workflows for wrangling this beast, but would they share them with him? Most likely not. Maybe before his mission, but now? He was the prodigal son returned in disgrace.
Attempt one - test the actual built in function for searching for the earliest result. No sooner had he clicked the option than his terminal began to make the most alarming whirring and clanking sounds, which terminated only when he turned it off. That went down into the records as 'Absolute no'.
Attempt two - add a year to the search query in the hopes of only getting results from that year. He figured 2913 would be a good test year, given when he first got into ROM, but the result of adding that to his query was… uninspiring. The first page of results was exclusively composed of records that while indeed from 2913, seemed to bear absolutely no relevance to the rest of his query. If he were to try searching this way it would take longer than counting backwards from the present day. Recorded as 'please god no no no'.
Attempt three - search specifically for keywords like initiation into ROM, first mission, first job, and the like. No results found. Recorded as 'you have got to be fucking with me'.
Attempt four…
He scratched his head with the back of the pen for a few moments, before blinking. If he recalled correctly, you accessed the debugging systems like… yes, like that. What if he just took a normal search query, and then edited his place in the archive by setting it to the last page in the search results? His current page was zero, so if he set it to -1 it would either wrap around to the last page or crash the entire system, right?
Worth a try!
His finger hovered over the enter key for several seconds before, with his breath held, he slammed the digit down and committed the change in page.
The terminal whirred concerningly for a second, and his heart pounded in his chest. Perhaps he should have just risked getting shot by sneaking into someone else's cubicle and watching over their shoulder to see how they handled these sorts of archival research.
Mercifully, though, his effort was rewarded a few seconds later as the new page loaded and deposited him on page 272. Blake's balls. There were fifty results per page. How many reports did he feature in?
Regardless, the method went down in his logbook as the undeniably correct way to search for old documents in this garbage system. He was on Terra, the homeworld of all humanity, the center of all technical knowledge, and he'd seen more usable computer systems in some of the outer reaches of the Inner Sphere than in the halls of Comstar itself. It seemed knowledge did not inherently breed competency.
This first page seemed to almost all be from his years as an initiate. One and all, the documents concerned reports from the seminary, signed and uploaded to the system by one Precentor Marcus Gray. Academic reports, disciplinary action - mostly disciplinary action, to be perfectly honest -, advisory meeting minutes, and finally his graduation.
The last five on that page, and first forty on the next, concerned his years working archival under one Joshua Beyying. The dates varied, but to his horror, he realized the subject lines were all basically the same. Every last one of these was a work order for equipment repair. Printers, scanners, computers, they all seemed to break with stunning regularity back then! How could so much break down in just two short years?
Next was…
He let out an agonized hiss. May the traitor…rest in peace.
A report by one Precentor Helena Wayridge, assigning him to her own staff within the Hall of Public Relations and Claims Adjustment. Then… she seemed to have started him off fairly heavy there. They trusted him with the initial punctuation review of the negotiation of the installation of an HPG station on the planet of Sterope, in the Taurian Concordat.
If anything, the next item in the list was a massive step down. Granted, he was actually involved in the negotiations - he took the minutes down - but… it was a land purchase in the agrarian regions of the Pacific Northwest. The only notable thing about it was that they weren't there as witnesses to a transaction between the layfolk, but rather one between the lay owners of the land and the Blessed Order itself.
Was this really relevant? Should he read it? His sense of reason told him 'no', but his gut and his pounding heart told him… yes.
Right off the bat, he felt like he was going insane as he read the report. The Precentor had started off in a no-nonsense fashion, declaring that they'd secured a low purchase price in the mere single digit billions of C-Bills. What kind of joke was that? It was a broad stretch of decent farmland, populated by horses and resident workers. It wasn't worth that.
Oh. Oh. The next paragraph made it much clearer, in a way he seemed to recall…some of. There were remarkably pristine ruins in the region, untouched over the centuries due to fears of unexploded ordnance. This lent a notable possibility of lostech to be found in the ruins. What seemed less familiar to his faded recall, though, but entirely logical, though, was the long section discussing the probability that, given the close proximity to the Olympic Mountains, that one or more Castles Brian would be accessible from the region. Which…made it feel like a bit of a steal, more than anything. It also introduced the rather concerning question of… had Precentor Wayridge been ROM?
…It would explain how he'd transferred to ROM so soon after that posting. If not for the fact that she was a goddamned Leaguer double agent and had no reason to recommend a suitable subordinate for such a sensitive role! Had she thought he would side with her in the future?
Just as he was about to close the report in disgust, he saw something that shot down his neurons like fire through a gas main and sent his heart into a frenzy. The seller's name… was John O'Reilly. From the attached photo, he was some kind of big fucking giant. From the summary attached, he was looking to liquidate his inheritance and get off of Terra in a massive hurry.
…That was it! The pirate's name he'd heard back on Illyria. It was…Johan O'Reilly, he was pretty sure. But he… well, by memory, at least, he was a weedy little cretin in the photos he'd seen, escorted by bodyguards in…blue, was it? Couldn't be the same person. Neat coincidence, though.
Well, that was a wash. With a hearty sigh he wrote it all down in his second notepad, of course, planning to make the claim that he'd been investigating some manner of lead that had turned out to be no good in the end when the precentor.
…he was interested now, though. He and this John O'Reilly had some relevant history together, and he was already in the archive, so…
Given that the man and his wife had emigrated from Terra with several billion in personal fortunes, they should have had a pretty noteworthy, well documented life. Maybe he'd read a little bit about what happened in the next few years, see if that stirred anything into his heart like seeing the name had.
So, same trick as before. Format the request around the man's tracking number, search, end up on the most recent pa-
There was only one page. Not even a full page.
This couple, who'd gotten onto their radar by leaving the throneworld with more money than some Spheroid nobles would ever see in one place, ceased to be recorded within just a few years of the sale. Less than fifty tracked transactions. What the actual fuck?
Mostly…it was bank statements. But even those could be useful for piecing together the story. Taking everything together… they'd been caught at the port a few minutes after their meeting with him and the Precentor had ended, trying to smuggle computers and the like bought on credit out. They'd paid the fine. They'd taken a luxury ride on…the Xanadu operated by Carnival Cruise Lines, of all ships, that ended on New Kyoto.
While there, they spent most of their money buying a metric crapton of outdated industrial equipment, indicating the intention to engage in commercial activities on the redeveloping planet of Caledonia upon delivery. The place of delivery was set for Solaris VII, where they were going to wait until ready to make the final move. Seemed like a dumb choice, for a couple with two small children with them, but what the hell did he know? Maybe that was what got them?
Next major transaction… they hired an entire mercenary regiment as 'bodyguards' on an uncertain term length. The Roy G. Birds, who had to have the worst name he'd ever seen, a combined arms force with mechs, tanks, infantry, aerospace units, and their own fucking jumpships? What kind of noveau riche conspicuous consumption shit was that? Maybe the term length of the contract was the explanation - they wanted security for the potential feudal domain they were so clearly eyeballing on Caledonia. It'd explain why around the same time, they were buying up so many debt contracts for industrial workers, teachers, and the like. Needed skilled labor, or something.
When he reached the bottom of that report, lightning struck the depths of his mind again, setting his brain on fire. The available photo for the Roy G. Birds showed a face and uniform he was certain - absolutely certain - he was familiar with. It was one of the members of Johann O'Reilly's pirate bodyguard!
The rest of the record on John was extremely abortive. Delivery of the last shipment of his tooling was confirmed, and then… his bank account was drained and he dropped off the map entirely.
When that went down in his notes, he underlined it five times and circled it thrice. What the hell was going on there? In theory, he should have been incredibly safe, even on Solaris. Had he made a run for it, for some reason? That didn't make much sense. His plans up to that point had been extremely solid - much smarter than most people who happened upon sudden riches.
There was technically the possibility that they knew something he didn't. The laughable chance that these had been some once in a century people of mystery and genius who'd gone out of their way to pull one over on Comstar - despite not even knowing that that was a thing anyone needed to do, because last he checked people on Terra didn't exactly fear their overlords! But…maybe, just maybe, they were paranoid motherfuckers. Maybe they'd found something fancy in the ruins in the area, and decided to pull some absurd disappearing act to use it. No way it was a Castle Brian, though. They'd have no way to get in.
…A quick search of curiosity found that there had, in fact, been a Castle Brian discovered in the area, but that upon attempting access the team assigned to breach it had activated anti-tampering measures suspected to have slagged the whole base. Yeah, no way these people could have gotten into that.
So there was technically the possibility that this was all some planned disappearing act, but he only underlined that once in his notes. The idea was absurd.
The much more likely connection, he figured, was that this 'Johann O'Reilly' and the Roy G. Birds were the primary players in the story. Maybe he was a thug with a similar name who decided to play silly buggers with the banking system and set himself up as a pirate. Maybe he was LIC, trying to found a long-term operation against the Free Worlds League at the expense of some recent immigrants. Maybe they were all just pirates from the beginning.
Another search was structured in a hurry, leaving Mark to find swiftly that the bodyguard contract was the last one the Birds had ever signed. Despite that fact, their presence - and their purchasing of large quantities of supplies and spare parts - had been reported on worlds all throughout the Free Worlds League over the next few years. They couldn't possibly be SAFE, could they? No…their course was very clearly headed towards the periphery, right near Illyria.
So that led to the much more likely conclusion - there'd been some premeditated plot by these people to kill their employers and steal their fortune alongside some guy called Johann O'Reilly who needed to be investigated to hell and back. Then, they'd fled down rimward to get out of the eyes of the law before their fraud could be tracked down by anyone who cared.
Then they founded a bandit kingdom that had, perhaps, caught word of his snooping around them. It would have been not to long after Lothian came under attack by pirates, as well. Maybe they'd bought the nav data to cover for their own activities, even?
That was the story he'd tell the Precentor when he got here. He circled it six times in his notes.
Honestly, this all made him feel something. A mix of professional curiosity, and a wash of rage and thirst for personal revenge. It made him feel sick. It made him want to go back. It made him want to cry.
He wanted to get to the bottom of these crackpot theories and understand why his life was the way it was. Why he was this kind of creature.
"Mars, you smarmy jackass, I came like you said. Now spill the goddamned report already!"
And depending on how his focus group took it, he just might get to, someday!
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And here it is, the big reveal at the end of this contrived overlong arc that's taken up like a fifth of the fic.
Hope it's not too dumb for anyone.
A crude, rudimentary character listing up to the current year will go up not long after this, but it won't be...great.