If You Love'er So Much, Why Don't You Mari'er? (Battletech) (Mature)

Chapter 10 (May 2920 - September 2920)
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There were as many types of town as there were towns. You had to experience each one on its own merits and come to conclusions then and there. Every context was beautiful and unique and special and magical. There was always some spark of goodness in a place.

That was the bullshit people who didn't travel much spat.

In practical terms, when you went someplace new - anyplace new - you needed to get your finger on its pulse far too quickly for that sort of wishy washy sentimentalism. It was a situation you were dealing with then and there, and it could kill you before you knew it if you weren't at least as cautious as it demanded. Life demanded a real, systematic approach to risk and opportunity assessment to stay afloat. It demanded that each new place be swiftly categorized and for vigilance to be balanced against avoiding burnout accordingly.

That was what made the entire past year so damn embarrassing for Johann. Getting so sure you were safe that you tried to go right for the goods without looking around was how a lot of folks, smart folks at one point or another in their lives, died. If anything, getting a job out of it instead of a grave was even more humiliating.

Not that he was going to complain too loudly about that, though. For the time being he was safe, the kid was safe, and there were decent opportunities to move up in the world. There were successful jobs that didn't pay so well. With the lives of a few petty crooks as payment, he'd gotten most of what he wanted all this time. Maybe. As long as the bosses kept to the understanding they'd come to. As long as nobody on the outside sniffed out there being something of real value here. As long as…

Screw 'as long as'. That sort of moping wasn't any use when you didn't have a way out.

In the grand scheme of things, Kallipolis wasn't too bad. Nice and compact, not zoned by an asshole, light on fumes and traffic alike. It wasn't covered in horse shit. Maybe a few years ago, it was a lot worse - he couldn't rightly say. It would've been under the current management that the grid migrated off of coal, so maybe he'd have lost a lung just walking before.

It was a damn load more comfortable than the average town built out of brick and cobblestones - and ideally, it would stay that way. Ideally, there'd be more towns like that down the line.

But that was the tricky business with backwaters that found their motherlode, their claim to fame and their route to buy a better life than they could give themselves. Everything became dependent on the outside, and the outside had its own tendency to start getting interested in your affairs.

If things dried up, you slid back down. If things seemed to be getting too good, too fast, your 'beloved partners' would look to carve things up for themselves, damn the middleman, and get down to real business. If things got even more profitable than that, you had a choice of either spending everything on mercenaries or becoming a dartboard for every band of pirates operating out of buttfuck nowhere that ever did live - eager to climb back into the world of relevance themselves.

If whatever windfall the bosses had collected back in the day, whatever tooling they had, and whatever plans they'd made paid off, then Alphard might really escape the asscrack of destiny and find its own way. Best case scenario, things got self-sustaining, the planet got unified, and then they went silent like the place had suddenly gone down in flames, cutting off ties to the outside. Place was pretty well defended for the time being, but being known as a new supplier on the block, an up-and-comer, was dangerous no matter what. Suspicious, tempting, and utterly worth it to knock over.

Which would be a fucking shame, because the next guy probably wouldn't pay as well.

Johann turned to shield his lunch as a brown and red tram ground down the rails in the middle of the road, running over the accumulated mud of the pedestrian street. His coat could be saved, much as Starlet would bitch at him for getting mud soaked into wool, but there was no saving a soiled sausage.

A butchershop, a grocery store, a laundry shop, the people living on the top stories of these buildings were within a block or two of everything they needed to get through their days. Just like the insulae and tabernae of ancient Rome, except with electricity, running water, gas lines… the idea was the same, at least. A lot of people would kill to live on a street like this - on worlds like Detroit, the laws at large were out to kill these sorts of places as 'slums'. It was fucking ironic, because splitting up land uses just because you could made it easier for crooks to mess the place up - an empty street was an easy mark. Probably the only thing that was keeping the locals from calling the cops on a suspicious roamer like him was the noteputer in one hand as he walked, following the guidance of the hasty net-map the imported broadcast towers around the city made available.

For the time being, the only people who had them were pretty important, which meant...ah, who was he kidding? They probably thought he stole it, but were just too scared to make trouble over it.

If they did, he at least had the documents on him to prove otherwise.

Now, one bit of common wisdom about going town to town, world to world that people tossed about actually was true. The food was always gonna surprise you somehow. As Johann bit into his not-a-hotdog, the bun giving way with an almost crunchy crackle and letting out a hint of sweetness like honey, the natural casing of the sausage breaking with a snap, the juices of the meat - which was gamey to a whole other level - carrying with them a violent peppery flavor from the seasoning, and some sort of sharp funky cheese oozing out of a hollow in the middle of the meat tube, that was confirmed again.

On any given world, there were enough local varieties of bread, sausage, cheese, and beer that you could have a different combination every day for every meal of your natural life and not make your way through the first hundredth of the list. Shame he'd ruined the beer side of things for himself all those years ago. If his younger self had known how much he'd need a little bit of liquid comfort as a crusty old bum, would he have been so selfishly cavalier about using up their liver in his twenties?

Eh, probably.

Even without a cold one, though, a good sausage inna bun could be called one of life's special pleasures. As things went, Johann wasn't entirely sure he'd be springing for this one again. It wasn't bad, but it was a pretty long ride out this far, and he wasn't really in love with anything about it either.

If he lived on this street, though, he'd probably stop by the cart and get one every day.

Maybe if he bitched loud enough, the powers that be would issue some food cart licenses around the gaudy fucking palace so he wouldn't need to go urban exploring just to find an eatery that didn't want you to come dressed for a fucking wedding or funeral.

They spat in your soup if you disappointed them.

Bite by bite, the bunwich receded until it barely cleared the end of the wax paper it was sold in, the warm fuzzy feeling it put in Johann's gut matched only by his foreknowledge that eating something this greasy for lunch was going to give him a one-two punch of the shits and a migraine later.

When the last bite had disappeared and he began to make his way over to a trash can to dump the wrapper, though, Johann's ears picked up on something unsavory.

Sounded like some broad down the alleyway yelling 'no!'.

The noteputer went away as he stopped to think about that. It was damn ironic to be stared down like a crook while the actual crooks were doing their crookery out of sight, but that wasn't worth dwelling on. Rather, it was more important to judge what he was supposed to fucking do in this situation. Every city had its ups and downs and moments of nastiness, but if you let those slide too much that meant letting the city turn into a little more of a hole. It was important, if you were sticking around, to put chicanery like back alley grabass to rest when it happened, so people wouldn't shit in your food bowl. So you could rest easy in the town. At least, if the people doing the nastiness weren't the bosses around there - if they were, you kept your silly little head down and overlooked it.

This wasn't that kind of town, though. The thing to worry about was whether there was more to what was going on - some muggers went out hero hunting by getting a dame on their side to make it sound like something different was happening, after all. If that was a possibility, then it'd be better for him to leave this to the fuzz - call a cop, tell 'em what he heard, and let them take the heat if it went bad. Just from a personal perspective.

There was no real reason to risk his skin personally for his street. Well, there might have been. The bosses might take it as him 'showing initiative', being a good dog, a reformed man, or something like that. Not really that worth risking his skin, though. Any reasonable person would leave someone else to take the risk of intervening in this situation, so far from their own neighborhood.

So, that in mind, Johann pulled his semi-auto from one of the pockets of his coat, the other hand uniting it with a magazine of the weird local caliber it was chambered for - fucking periphery wildcat cartridges - and marched step by step into the alleyway. The kid could take care of herself, but that didn't mean she had to. If he could shoot the balls off every rapist in the city, given enough time, that was what he was going to do.

Releasing the slide forward to chamber the round, he pointed the muzzle towards the ground a few meters ahead of his feet, finger off the trigger, and continued deeper in.

"Stop! Please stop! Someone help!"

The renewed cry for help gave him a better idea of where to look, so he picked up his pace. He'd wasted enough time asking himself pointless questions already.

As he reached the corner where the sounds of the struggle were strongest, he peeked slowly around it, taking in the scene. If it was a trick, it was more sophisticated than the usual mugging setup. Usually, nobody's shirt actually came off for those.
Under the circumstances, it'd be easy enough to put a cap in the musclebound dockworker whodunnit's skull without catching the poor damn redhead up in the danger. He'd drilled the shots enough with this gun to know how it fired, how it swerved. For a moment, he even lined the shot up, just out of the line of sight of the victim, and well and truly out of view for the scumbag.

But then, they were playing at the idea of the rule of law being a real thing, here. He might get in actual trouble if he just shot for the head from somewhere in the dark. So the barrel drifted down, to the side, pointing at the cobblestones just so, and…

Well, the warning shot went blam just right. As the man flinched away from his victim, and as she began to reclaim what sense of modesty and safety she could, Johann stepped around the corner and placed the sights back on the man's head from around five paces away. "Party's over, shitbag. I'm taking you in."

Internally, though, he was silently reciting the mantra of 'don't be drunk, don't be drunk', aiming to avoid the crook doing anything too stupid on top of everything so far. If he did, that'd just make things messier.

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It was over an hour later, even having gotten a good look at his documents, that the cops let Johann walk, taking down the number of the palace guest room in case they needed to contact him again.

Well, it made sense that they'd be a little on edge when they saw a dockworker bleeding from both knees, a lady stripped of her dignity, and an obvious dirtbag with a gun in an alleyway together.

If they would've believed the gal when she told them he was the good guy, though, things would have been over a damn sight faster.

At least Johann had the restraint not to castrate the waste of skin before they got there!

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The steps at the front of the palace of the former Emperor of the Supreme Promethean Dominion made a decent enough seat for people watching. They were wide enough to fit a whole ass, let alone a pair of feet, without any uncomfortable corners digging in anywhere. The stone was polished smooth, such that shifting around didn't cause any unwanted friction or wear down clothing. The monumental overhanging facade of the building kept the weather off quite ably, making it suitable - with appropriate thermal insulation - for all weathers. From a physical perspective, it was just about all one could ask a spot to be.

Then there were the more indirect characteristics of the site. The streetcar station routinely disgorged and took crowds onto the vehicles that plyed its tracks, contributing to a healthy flow of foot traffic. That was a pretty important feature of people watching. But the watchable people themselves were also of quite a high quality - the area was still thick with the deprecated ruling class of the former state, kept under the watchful eye of the Blue Bramblings infantry battalion, to say nothing of the growing contingent of local soldiers and police loyal to the new regime, to keep them from getting funny ideas about restoring the familiar order. That meant that their affronted pride turned them red every time they saw some 'low-bred offworlder' sitting on the stoop of their 'sacred' national monument in a leather jacket. It was hilarious.

But the most important part, from the perspective of a habitual people watcher, was that Alexandria had them all to herself. Unlike a public park, there wasn't any risk of attracting the attention of girl-watchers while people watching, let alone getting propositioned. Nobody was insane enough to climb the first twenty steps towards the heads of state to try and get into her pants.

Which meant nobody was ever in any danger.

Flipping her wrist up towards her face, she glanced down at her locally made watch. 15:24. Still six minutes to the next scheduled arrival. Who could really say if he'd decide to be on time, though.

It was a shame she'd had to shout down the old man's calls for food carts in the area. He couldn't be trusted with that sort of easy access to junk food, sure. He'd destroy what little there was left to his body in a month if he didn't need to go on absurd expeditions and long walks to sneak snacks. Unfortunately, that meant there was really nowhere accessible to get lunch herself that didn't involve making it herself. Unless, that was, she pestered the domestic staff of the Clayton-Camerons into bringing her something, but that just seemed obnoxious and uncalled for. Hell, even joining the royal couple themselves was technically an option, but… amiable as they could be, it was hard to be friends with a boss who's admitted to you that you're a potential intelligence leak that they might have liquidated.

"Auuughwnnn."

Her eyes slammed shut, her jaw stretching to its outer limits, as the powerful yawn punched its way out of her throat. That was weird - she didn't think she'd slept poorly last night, and it wasn't as though she was having a bad time right now. The crowds were flowing, carrying out their ludicrous courtly greetings whenever they came face to face with one another, and…

Oh, who the fuck was she even kidding in her own thoughts? She was bored as fuck. This place was always more or less the same - the only way she was going to milk more out of people watching in this city was going to be to find other, less sanitized spots. But then, that would be missing the entire point of sticking so close…

She supposed she could always pester some of the Red Roosters into a simulator match, later. Shame that real range time was a relative scarcity around here - particularly with the comparative lack of spare parts and munitions for Shadow Hawks.

There was the matter of, just maybe, following through on the old man's suggestion and trying dating but… nope, no, nuh-uh. That was a horrible plan from start to end.

Wait - 15:24, or… 15:29 now. That meant...

Her stomach rolled as the streetcar pulled up, ever so slightly early, and disgorged its load. O'Reilly was not among its thirty passengers, but all the same one group of five approached the steps. What a fun aftermath to thinking about one's fundamentally tenuous position among the living - meeting with three of the top candidates for ending it.
Plus the kids.

As the bundle of escorts and escorted drew close, Marcus stepped forward with a welcoming smile - one she forced herself to return despite her misgivings about him. "Afternoon, Starlet. O'Reilly out on the town or something?"

"Yep. He was supposed to be back by now, but I guess it's not surprising if he got distracted or somesuch. It's a big town, and he's kind of a dumbass at times." she replied, placing her cheeks in her hands as she turned her attention to James and Marie. "How was school today, brats? They teaching you how to build WarShips yet?"

"Starlet…" Marcus whined, even as the brats stepped forward around him, each followed by one of the other Bramblings.

"It was fine, but...uh… no?" Marie replied, a puffing out of her cheeks responding to the 'brat' label in place of any words. "Honestly, it's a normal class, and we learn more at home than we do there, but that would be ridiculous!"

James wore a mischievous grin, and was about to speak up when Marcus' hand shot forward around him and covered his mouth. "No, you're not starting an argument out here. Funny as you might find it, that's not an appropriate way to bother your sister. Just...the doors right ahead, you two. Why not go inside? I'm sure your parents would appreciate having you there to help out, what with your mother carrying little Alan and all."

As the kids, happily in the case of Marie and reluctantly for James, marched the rest of the way home, flanked by their respective guards, Marcus loosed a heavy sigh with his hands on his hips. "Honestly, those two are a massive handful. It's not like James even has room to talk." A few moments later, though, he glanced back to Alexandria with a snort. "But...uh… you're seriously just out here waiting for O'Reilly to get back? Lucky bastard, getting welcomed home by his own adoptive daughter, when Jack and Amy wait inside for the kids because of how busy things are. Maybe a sign that we need to give you folks more work, when a mess of a man like Johann O'Reilly has the more responsive family life. Gonna greenlight any of Alan's personnel transfers anytime soon, by the way? Be a shame to leave the rest of your lance idle any longer."

"Oh for fuck's sake-!" Alexandria spat, before shaking her head, rising to her feet, and establishing firm eye contact with the infantry commander. "I'll greenlight the transfers when one of them isn't named Marinkovich. Until then, I'm sticking to the plan of training some locals. But more importantly! I'm not the old man's fucking daughter. You people saying that shit is why he can't get that stupid fucking idea out of his dome. I don't even really remember the first time we met - it wasn't for very long, and he wasn't particularly welcome at the time - far as I'm concerned, the first time I saw the guy was when I was eighteen. He's barely even old enough to have a kid my age, and I'm the one who does all the parenting here, if anyone - I make sure he stays healthy, I slap his hand when he's being dumb, and I set his allowance. Besides! They might not get welcomed home at the door by their parents, but those kids get picked up from school by their goddamn uncle!"

Having shrunken back under the force of the rant, Marcus made an attempt to spring back at the end of that. "Oh, come on, I'm not their un-"

Alexandria, however, blasted through that claim before it could even be finished."Their unborn brother is named for your goddamned older brother, you hack! They literally call the man 'Uncle Alan'. You don't get to accuse me of being the old man's daughter like that and then turn around and pretend you're not vastly more of an uncle than I've ever been a daughter."

"Yeah, yeah, fine, I'll cop to it." the Major admitted, scratching the back of my head. "I guess it's a little better not to think of him as your dad, in that sense. Means he didn't drag his own daughter on a ten year long Periphery journey in such...uh...miserable company. He looks a little bit better in that light, but...eh...damn, the two of you tell completely different stories about the way things are between you, you know? He made it sound way more...uh...paternal, of him."

"Of course he would." Starlet huffed. "He's delusional about some things, which is even more annoying than the obsession with ancient Rome. Besides which, he didn't bring me along at first. I stowed away on his ride out."

His interest piqued and his eyes wide, the infantry officer just gestured for her to continue.

Pacing side to side, the mechwarrior nodded to herself as she recounted the old memories. "He looked like a walking corpse after he deep-sixed my dad, so I decided to go along and keep him from getting himself killed. I had at least that much gratitude to him - he took away a damn hard choice back then. Dad was a rat bastard, but he was probably also right about what it took to save everyone else, so… if not for Johann, he probably would've gone unpunished forever - so I didn't want him to burn himself out like he was so desperate to do. That's just been going on for the past decade, because if I settled down on my own like he wants me to, I still can't shake the feeling he'd get himself killed the next week."

"You, uh…" Marcus muttered, pausing one real word deep to glance up at the sky for a second, tapping the heels of his shoes on the landing of the stairs, and otherwise doing anything other than continue the thought for a few seconds. "Well, I guess you must have found something to like about the piece of shit, to run with him for that long. I don't really think gratitude alone can inspire the sort of loyalty you've...uh...shown. But, like, even a kid can care for their parents when they're like that, so I don't really understand why you've got such a big problem with being called his daughter."

"Well, it's fine if you don't understand!" Alexandria huffed, flushing red with anger at the prolonged prodding. "It's not like I want people to read my mind or something! Honestly, though, who the hell would even want the guy as a father figure?! The only parts of the job he's got down pat are the shitty jokes. Guy's a mess - I can't even fathom the sort of person I could trust to keep him in one piece if I handed him off to someone else, if I could even find someone to take him. Hence, uh… I guess just call me his lifelong minder or something? Probably the most accurate way to put the mess of a life he lives."

"Uh...huh?" Marcus mumbled in discomprehension, before shaking his head and starting to walk towards the palace. "You know what, I think I've heard more than I actually wanted to today. I'm just going to...leave you to that, and go do my actual job instead. Have fun with the people watching, Alexandria."

For her part, Starlet was fine with the man not understanding. Even with him choosing not to understand. Even if he understood, it wasn't as though it would change the fact that he was - potentially - the ax-man at her and the old man's funerals if things went south between them and their bosses.

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The library and the Library were very different places.

The emperor of this little patch of dust had maintained his own royal library, a collection of the finest works of art and scholarship his people had produced, and the meager collection of works that survived from the era of the Star League. It was a master copy of the reserve of knowledge that had made the Promethean Dominion, the great power which reigned over, among much else, the ruins of the legendary Alphard Trading Company, everything it had been.

This archive, his line had named 'Prometheus', drawing on the mythology of the titan Prometheus, creator of humanity, advocate for their prosperity, he who stole fire back from the gods and suffered personally in penance so his children could prosper eternally. It was close to an icon of faith for the people of the land, the very thing which had, in the before-times, propelled them so close to complete global dominance on the back of the germanium trade. This was the library, a place of purely historical significance.

The Library, ironically, was also named Prometheus. Its extensive records left it completely unexplained why, exactly, a domineering hegemonic power like the Star League saw fit to name its master archive for such a mythological figure, but that was what they called it. Created first as an aspirational central backup of all human knowledge, and then enhanced for direct usability as a teaching resource for use in the Invisible Palace, for six hours a day it was made wirelessly accessible to properly credentialed computers located within one room of the palace, one of the ultra-high density, ultra-high durability, utterly irreplaceable data cores brought up from the depths of Terra spinning up to serve it through a narrow-range wireless network. A reduced version of the information was made available for educational purposes day-round on the public access network that'd been installed throughout the city, limited though the access nodes were, running off of more primitive drives which represented the state of the art in the wider Sphere, but for security reasons, data preservation reasons, and frankly, bandwidth reasons it was neither desirable nor possible to serve the full resource to the general public at this time.

There would be some manner of gradual rollout of more of its contents in the coming years, to facilitate the further development of the knowledgebase and economy of Alphard, but for now things were as they were. At the moment, it was enough to know that for the people of Alphard's newest, not officially named nation, the availability of knowledge and technology was rising at a meteoric pace, while all throughout the rest of charted space it remained in an unmitigated state of continuous collapse, each day stripping away more of the wonders of a lost age.

And in this, the highest sanctum of knowledge known to exist anywhere in the universe, one computer was active, and another was soon to come on.

Crossing over blocky conduits of wires that had been messily retrofitted into the room, Marie traversed the former 'secondary ballroom' with great haste, her eyes set like a swooping bird of prey's on the nearest open desktop computer. Which, to her great misfortune, was directly next to the one James was using.

"Marco need to do something else today? You usually get here a lot later." the boy observed, casting a smug glance her way for a moment as she pulled out a chair before his eyes flitted back to the glow of the screen to soak in more of humanity's accumulated lore about chemistry.

"Right back at you, stench mountain, gonna be heading out later to talk to Lisa?" she shot back with a glare as she woke the machine up, waiting patiently for it to request her credentials until one of James' vast elbows found her similarly - for their age - overly vast side as he shifted his mouse left handed. "Hey!"

Shaking his head, the boy continued to click through the lesson without making any accommodation for his twin. "Hay is for horses. You're the one who picked the next seat over, genius. Scoot a little if you want more room."

Grunting in annoyance, Marie twisted her head to flick her dark brown ponytail in his face before retreating hastily with a scoot of her chair to pick up some distance. Despite the gesture, though, her eyes drifted with relative haste to James' screen. "Wugh, you're working, what, two, three years ahead on that right now? Don't you think you could give it a rest and worry about something else sometime soon?"

James' eyes bore no real amusement as he glanced back over, his mouth fixed in a pout. "Ask me that when you stop working ahead on physics, Marie. It's interesting stuff. I like it."

"No, no, no! One of us has to learn how to run this place one day, and it's not going to be me!" Marie hissed, reaching out to grab James by the shoulder. "Come on, at least try to get a year ahead on civics?"

No longer able to focus on his lesson at all, James turned his chair fully to face Marie, speaking out with such sudden force that visible drops of saliva flew through the air."Don't pawn that off on me! You're the firstborn, that means you should be the one to bite the bullet and take the throne one day. It's not my problem if you don't want to do it."

Wiping her face desperately, Marie let out a cry of indignation as she turned away. "Oh, eugh, you spit on my face, dumbass!"

"Oooooh, language!"

"Nobody cares, James. This isn't Lisa's house." Marie shot back as she turned around, a fiery glare on her face. "Besides, it's not as simple as 'firstborn, firstborn'. If I suck at it, it's obvious that I shouldn't be forced to be the one who does it! That wouldn't be for the best at all."

"And if I suck at it, it shouldn't get pawned off on me!" James asserted, rising from his chair. "You may as well decide Alan's going to do it, for all it's worth."

Rising to match, his twin took a step forward and got up in his face. "Alan hasn't even been born yet! What the hell are you even saying?"

Tensions were high, but before they could start throwing hands or anything, the doors of the room opened wide.

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"Alexandria said something like that back then, huh?" John mused, chewing on his lower lip as he turned around in his chair. "And that got the two of you thinking about what you wanted to do in the future? Well, I'm glad that you're having those sorts of thoughts on your own, at least. Not so happy that you're getting into fights because of it, though."

"But dad!" the pair cried in unison, before, with a shared glare, silently agreeing to go in birth order.

As Marie spoke up, she clasped her hands together under her chin. "Isn't it a bad thing if we both decide we want to do something else? I mean, someone's gotta run the place when you and mom decide to pass it on, right? If we both go into the sciences instead, who's even going to keep things going?"

"And if someone's gotta do it," James continued on from her point, giving his best - read, terrible - puppy dog eyes in the process. "That means someone has to get forced to do it if nobody wants to, right?"

Throwing his head back, John rumbled off the...fakest laugh. "A-ha-ha, no. Honestly, we've got all the time in the world to figure this sort of things out. The whole government as it's running right now is very much a provisional thing - the job Amy and I are doing right now is probably totally different to what we'll pass on later. Besides which, it's perfectly fine if neither of you actually ends up 'running the place'. We didn't come out here to force anyone to become a king or queen or whatever. Maybe Alan will want to do it years down the line. Maybe someone born even later will. Maybe one of you will just marry someone who's a good fit for the job and delegate to them. If it comes down to it, learning to delegate might be all you really need - one of you could take 'the job' and then pass it off to someone with the skills and will to do it right and go on to do whatever sort of science you want. You belong to yourselves, in the end. Whatever you decide you want to do, as long as it's not horribly illegal, and as long as you don't actually build any warships, Amy and I will support that decision as best as we can."

Blinking a few times, Marie glanced to James, then back to their father, then back again, trying to puzzle out that completely wide open response. "Seems kinda...wishy washy, doesn't it? Is it really okay to wing it like that when you're trying to carry out a plan this...uh...elaborate?"

"Marie," John began, a slightly gleeful sigh coming out of his mouth. "Anybody who thinks they can plan everything out at day one and have it work just by insisting on their plan is a fucking hack. When you two were born, we figured one of you would probably be okay with taking over some day, but there's absolutely no sense in forcing one of you to do a job you don't like and aren't good at. That's probably the fastest way to sink the whole project. I'd appreciate it a lot if the both of you at least tried to get decent at the things you'll need to know, but you don't need to force yourselves to fit into that mold. What's most important for a leader is that the person who takes over the helm is happily invested in the ideals of the mission they're accepting, and interested in serving the people that way."

"When you put it that way…" James muttered. "It sounds...uh… reasonable, I guess. I can live with that, at least."

"Now." John asserted, his expression firming up. "Now that we've gotten through the feelgood stuff, I want to see the two of you apologize to each-other for riling one another up so much. There's a level of frustration with one another that's to be expected, but nearly coming to blows goes over that line. Please, try to limit the insults and such going forward. You don't have to be best friends, but you're family."

As the apologies commenced, John's mind drifted away from the situation directly at hand and onto what it meant for the future. What would it mean for the nation to adjust to a royal family more concerned with the sciences than with rulership? What sort of system of governance could bear that kind of thing?

He'd have to bring this up to Amy later.

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Could you believe that I almost forgot to upload this because today wasn't feeling that much like a Monday?
 
Chapter 11 (June 2921 - July 2922)
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Acrid smoke rose from the rear deck of the vehicle, floating visibly off into the sky above in a darkened trail, its tracks biting into the ground as best they could and throwing up sod in their wake. In the cool, foggy air of the spring morning, it was a great help to those watching with binoculars that the test vehicle had been painted in bright, obnoxious red. Granted, even without her high-vis gear, the commander could easily have been made out in form if not in detail even considering the less than optimal weather, but every little bit helped.

The yellow paintjob of the even more distant target machines did not do nearly so well in making them clear. Perhaps the commander of the test unit could see the targets clearly - if not, then it was hard to say what the gunner was meant to do here - but for those of them on the observation stand the machines were barely even outlines.

Grumbling, Johann set down his binoculars and leaned back in his chair, arms folding up behind his back. "I can't believe you geniuses dragged me out here in such beautiful weather that we can't even see the targets, to observe a fucking gunnery test. Why the hell do we have these binoculars when the fog kills all visibility at a few hundred meters? When the shooting's done, just send someone out to photograph the damage and that'll be all the evidence we need."

"It wasn't supposed to be this way." Jack protested, his arms wide in a shrug. "Winds were stronger than we predicted, so the fogbank moved in a few hours early. We were going to conduct the low-visibility test when it happened either way, so... everything just happened to get turned around so we're doing it now instead. The binoculars will come in handy later."

"Hence, 'what do you want me to do about it', huh?" O'Reilly grumbled. "What we could do, is that all of us leave this observation booth, grab brunch, and come back when we've got something worth looking at. To be perfectly honest, even in good visibility I'm not sure I'd be eager to watch your little 'superweapon' dance for hours at a time. You see one backwater crapbasket of a tank, you've seen 'em all."

Hissing at the prolonged whining, Alexandria slapped Johann on the shoulder, even though she herself was leaning forward, one elbow on the table, with her head resting in the palm of that hand - her expression betraying a deep boredom. "Shut up and eat your broccoli, you petty little child. It's precisely because we've seen this shit before that we're useful to them here - unlike the high rollers in attendance, we've seen the ways this sort of shit can go wrong."

"Thank you, Ms. Alexandria. But really, there's a reason to stick the two of you in this observation booth aside from the fact that you've got some real experience with the 'diesel and steel' era of things." crackled one of the radios in the booth, delivering Amy's voice over vast distances from Kallipolis proper to this site in a dingy corner of its outskirts. "Namely, the tradition of things is that you have important members of the brass involved in these things. Hence why the Birds have their own booth, hence why you're there. In theory, you two are fairly highly placed officers in this organization - having you here to observe this helps to sell that theory to others, and makes it easier to involve you with whatever we might do later."

"It sure must be easy to talk a big game like that when you get to telecommute to work." Johann muttered into the microphone, as soon as he could get his finger on the 'send' button. After a moment, though, he glanced to Alexandria before adding a more diplomatic note to things. "Not that you're wrong to distrust the 'formula' they produce in these sorts of backwater. The sort of primitive screwheads out around these parts aren't too well versed in preventing infant mortality."

There was an amused lift to Amy's voice as she spoke up once more. "As long as you understand."

The conversation was forced to a pause there, though, as the second radio screamed into life with its bowel-rending static, spiced up with the transmitted rumble of a powerful diesel engine, to deliver the tank commander's voice. "Hawk actual to observation deck, all checks are complete. Awaiting your order to begin fire trials."

For the next few seconds, nobody dared press the transmit button. Instead, all involved scrambled for their hearing protection and made sure it was very firmly in place, and only when he was certain of that fact for everyone did Jack reach forward and depress the button. "Landing deck one to Hawk actual, all ready on this end. Await clear signal from landing deck two before commencing fire."

A few more seconds passed, before the radio crackled to life again, this time bearing Major Alan Marinkovich's voice. "Landing deck two to Hawk actual, all clear here. Fire at will."

There was no one big boom to start with, but from the distance all those involved could faintly make out the repetitive call of the 20mm machine gun the thing mounted as a secondary, which after a few moments became a call and response as the rounds began to strike the target, letting out a screechy metallic ringing sound as they struck the steel of its armor.

After a few seconds of that, though, the stream of ranging fire ceased, and all those involved made doubly sure that their hearing protection was on securely.

Even through the high-grade earmuffs, there was no ignoring the loud boom as the 120mm gun let out its roar, nor as the shell itself detonated. If before they heard the metal crying under the small caliber fire, this time all involved heard the metal screaming its death rattle as the first target failed under the main gun fire of a vehicle which - in terms of Terran military history - should never have existed in the same decade - perhaps even the same half-century as it.

"Switching to target two. 20mm only." the radio announced, to no response. Truthfully, those involved could barely make out the words themselves, even yelled as they were. It was some good hearing protection.

So it was that the testing which would, in principle, dictate the military procurement priorities of the next several years proceeded.

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The self-developed photos started coming around to the observation stands not long after the end of testing, well after the fog had cleared.

The images from the gunnery tests were grisly things, the interiors of the finest tanks the Dominion had managed to produce so thoroughly blasted to bits with shrapnel that the pigs which had served as crew substitutes looked more like a sausage grind than like corpses.

The images from the armor tests, meanwhile, were more of a joke than anything. The pigs that had ridden inside of the test vehicle as it had been shot all over by the local tank-attempt were so fine, they were trying to figure out if the camera was food.

"Got any thoughts on this?" John was quick to ask, his gaze directed at Johann.

"Well, I think it's hopeless trying to salvage all that meat for anything. Probably got shrapnel too small to see in that - can't put that in a casing and sell it. As for the survivors, maybe give those pigs a pardon?" the roughly fifty year old man mused, before with a roll of his eyes he turned ever so slightly more serious. "But more seriously, what the fuck do you want me to say about this? It's impressive how far you've gone to club that baby tank like it was a seal, given the context, but it's nowhere near the most extreme example of seal clubbing the stars have ever seen. It fucking works, when will there be a factory and how many will it make?"

"Little hard to say exactly, but from the estimates our machinists gave us for building tooling hold, if we don't go through too many design revisions before we start building the factory, we're hoping to start up initial production making - optimistically - about a thousand per year running at full tilt, by '25." John quoted, waving his hand in the air to emphasize that it was, in fact, an estimate.

Rolling his eyes, O'Reilly rested one hand on top of the photographs as he stood up. "Gotta love how quickly you can roll absolute crap off the production lines, eh? Unfortunately, one man's seal club is another man's seal. For all that this thing slaughtered those pigs, against any quarter-serious pirates - even if they've just got shoulder-SRMs - the crew would be about the same as these pigs. So just keep in mind that for all that the columns will look nice, they'll just be ornaments if any butchers come calling."

Snorting, John released the 'send' button, which he had been holding down, and a few moments later Amy spoke up. "Not a bad lecture, but we weren't exactly planning on making that mistake to begin with. With the limits of the main gun and its ammo storage, let alone the durability of the thing, I think the estimate was 'throw twelve against one urbanmech and you might manage to inflict real damage before it finished with them', or something to that effect. The Birds, plus your lance - whenever your new warriors are done getting used to their machines, are and will remain the primary defense force for dealing with outside attackers. The only reason we're building these things at all is that we need a vast horde of cheap crap to keep things secure here and finish the unification."

The button was pressed once more just long enough to transmit "Long as you know." before Johann fell silent and began to make his way down from the observation booth.

Alexandria waited to see if anyone was going to say anything, before shaking her head and breaking the silence. "So just to make sure, the demonstration for the planes is this time next week, right?"

The giant shrugged, cupping his chin. "I think that's the schedule, yeah. Should stay that way too, unless the test pilot gets food poisoning or something like that."

Sighing, Starlet met the meat mountain's gaze as she attempted to bargain. "How's about we move that testing back a few hours so we don't get a repeat of the whole fog debacle, then? A tank may be fine, but for a primitive jet operating - trying to take off or land, mostly - with bad visibility is essentially the equivalent of a suicide"

Waiting nearby, Johann snorted. She was right on that matter, but he couldn't help but wonder if she hadn't decided to bring it up now mostly for the sake of keeping him quiet during that test. She hadn't learned yet - if he wanted a reason to bitch about something, he'd make one up himself. It was one of the better ways to have fun, when someone else was calling the shots.

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Despite herself, as Alexandria sat down she couldn't help but glance past her host's shoulder and towards the back wall of the room, her gaze uneasily sliding over the tall, shiny ceramic box that stood there, with its two doors - one larger door down below, one much smaller one up above.

She felt no fear for the device, and by sight alone she knew what it was, but seeing one on this world was a strange and unexpected thing. It was normal enough to see something like them on a dropship, but on land?

"Where the fuck did you get a fridge?" she asked, starting the conversation in a way she by no means intended to.

Quirking her eyebrows, Amy briefly fixed the mechwarrior with a look that asked 'where have you been?', before covering her eyes and letting out a brief chuckle. "Oh, right. You weren't here at the time. Yeah, the thing is...they've been available for months now. I won't say I'm surprised you haven't noticed, but we have actually been working on consumer goods production. If you want one, we could get you one pretty easily."

Running headfirst into that thought, Starlet covered her mouth for a second, forcing herself to remain silent while she puzzled that one out. On the one hand, having a way to keep food fresh longer would be incredibly convenient - it was more or less a fundamental part of life. On the other hand, it would begin a hellish new sort of war with the old man over the contents of the thing. If he filled it up with pizza or something similarly unhealthy, there was no telling what horrors could ensue within the depths of his guts.

Shivering, she shook her head. "I think I'll take a rain check on that for now. I need more time to think about whether I want to unleash that sort of madness into my life. Now, you needed me for something?"

"Just a little chat." the woman insisted, waving her hand in the air. "By the way, I've got a few flavors of ice cream, in case you want some."

"Mmmm… no, don't need the brainfreeze." came the immediate reply, requiring no further thought from the recipient as she began to rise back out of her seat. "If you've got anything that's not iced over, I'd consider that if I had time, but I'd rather head back now if you didn't call for anything actually important."

Amy let out a long sigh as she watched the slightly older woman get ready to leave. "You think he's happy when you hover over him all hours of the day just because he got a cold, Alexandria?"

Halfway through the motion of turning around, Alexandria froze in place. "The fuck are you...?"

Rising to her feet to get slightly closer to an even head-height, Amelia shook her head slowly. "It's fine to care, it's fine to worry, but do you honestly think that Johann O'Reilly feels good about himself when a girl twenty years younger than him burns all the time in the day fretting over whether he sneezed once or twice? Does it strike you as something he'd be proud of, to force the one person he really tries to look out for in this world to work herself to the bone just to save his skin from the mild, temporary discomfort of the sniffles?"

Turning back towards Amy, Starlet wore a firm scowl. "It's in bad taste to take sides on an issue you don't know anything about, boss. That old fuck doesn't know what it means to feel proud to begin with. If he did, maybe he'd put some effort into taking care of himself instead of getting flustered when someone else stepped in to do it for him."

Eyes rolled on the far side of the table. "I wouldn't call it taking sides, exactly. It's not as though I'm saying this to you on O'Reilly's behalf. We just happened to come to similar views on a few small points, independently. Keeping him alive and well is one thing, it's even admirable, but it's fucking gross to imagine you taking his temperature and making him stay in bed just because he's coughing a bit. His body's a mess, but from what I gather his lungs aren't in a bad enough state that something like this is a remotely life threatening matter - he certainly runs around well enough. So why are you wasting all of your opportunities on trying to baby a fifty-one year old who isn't into that and doesn't need it? What the fuck are you trying to avoid doing with your time?"

Starlet's hands landed on the rim of the table, her expression an irritated frown as she lowered herself to Amy's height. "Oh, for fuck's sake. Is this going to be a lecture about how I should be dating or something? It's really hard to take your claim to not be taking sides seriously when you're borrowing this many of your cues from the old man."

"Your mind's really stuck on that one, huh?" Amy asked, one eyebrow raised. "Believe it or not, no, I wasn't getting at that. I'm happy with the turn my life's taken, but I don't think it's something anyone should be particularly expected to fixate on. It'll take a little while to explain what opportunities I'm referring to. Now, as to your much earlier question, unfortunately all that's in the non-frozen compartment is my lunch and my milk, so I can't offer you anything merely 'cool' in the way of refreshments, but I'd appreciate it if you sat back down so we could have a real conversation."

Taking her hands off of the hardwood and paperwork surface, Alexandria grumbled as she sat back down. "Only because you're in charge around here, okay?"

"Naturally." Amy agreed. "Now, you're very fixated on the idea of O'Reilly's mortality. That's understandable, very understandable - you obviously care about him quite a lot, and he's done and is doing quite a poor job of keeping himself healthy, absent your assistance. What bothers me is the way that, at the same time as you're worrying over every little thing about him, you're trying to bury that fixation in the back of your head. The way you're not trying to make anything out of the time you've got left with him, or get any closure. If he could die any day like you seem to be treating as the case, why the fuck are you letting him carry on believing you might secretly want him dead?"

With a snort, Starlet closed her eyes and shook her head. "...You think I haven't tried to set him straight on that in the past? Let me tell you a little secret, brat - it's not that he thinks I might be out for his blood, so much as that he hopes I am. He wants me to slide in the knife so he can go 'et tu, Brute?' or some Roman shit like that and he can die feeling like he's made up for his mistakes. He just happens to be dumb and stubborn enough to believe in this Caesar act he's trying to put on. He's decided he wants me to dump him in a ditch and live what he considers 'the good life' off the back of his work, and that's the hill he's decided to die on - even if I want to try something else, it's not like I can get through to him."

"Okay, is it a ditch or a hill? You could really have picked a better metaphor for this situation." Amy muttered, folding her hands on the table as her face started to go red. "But really, this is just what I was talking about. It's fucking irritating how complacent the two of you are about your lives. He's like a zombie, and you, you? You're just doing damage control while trying to convince yourself that you've tried everything, that there's no changing the situation, and trying to kill your feelings on the matter so you'll be fine with it when he croaks one day. If he lives thirty more years, will you still be doing this shit when you're sixty one, you dumb bitch?!"

The mechwarrior lunged halfway across the table, a vein popping up on her forehead as her face flushed a similar red to her opposition's. "Where the fuck do you get off judging me about how I'm doing things, you fucking brat? Does the fact that you're in charge make you this self righteous, or did you just grow on the vine that way and climb to the top to satisfy that feeling? So what if I'm living the same way at sixty one? It's my choice!"

A meaty smack rang out in the air and pain blossomed in Alexandria's cheek as Amelia lashed out, tears in her eyes, heavy sobs trying to fight their way out of her throat but turning into gasps on the way.

The taller girl froze and remained silent, not quite processing what had just happened.

"You've got a fucking chance, you maladjusted clown! As long as he's alive, as long as you're together, you can keep trying to get through to him, to get him to understand, to get to understand him. I'm sure you know this, but closure doesn't come free with loss. You've got to work for it, and some of us never get that chance." Amy hissed, glaring into Alexandria's eyes. "You've been traveling with that dipshit for ten years or so? That's longer than I had my mom for. Vera Clayton raised me on her own for eight years, then put me to bed one night like nothing had changed and died before I woke up. I didn't even know my father - I just know he was a dumbass who ruined everything and died when I was a baby. Jo-... Jack was the one who came around the next morning. The one who told me she'd been sick that whole time, and that she was gone forever. How the fuck do you think that made me feel? Do you think, maybe, it was like when you lost your mother?"

This time, the slap flew the other way, leaving a bright red mark on Amy's cheek - but not really changing her expression in the least. Freezing for a moment in shock at the lack of a reaction, Starlet lost the initiative needed to say her piece.

Instead, Amy leaned forward and grabbed Alexandria by both cheeks. "I know, right? How fucking dare I bring up that memory like it's a club? It's not like you had any warning at the time, either! Neither of us had the chance to get closure over our mothers. But here's the thing, dumbass! It feels exactly the same when you lose someone you knew you were going to lose, but decided not to get closure with. Jack and I, it's not like we came out into the sticks because we didn't know anybody and didn't have anything to lose. We had friends, basically a whole goddamn family, back where we come from, people who really cared - who we really cared about - and we had to leave without even saying fucking goodbye, because we needed to keep our secrets that tight to our chests. Giving up and watching someone disappear from your life is just as painful as watching them die - maybe even more painful - so ditch the complacency and self pity and do something about it!"

Having said her fill, Amy removed her hands from the larger woman's face, placed them ever so gently on her shoulders… and pushed her forcefully back from where she'd planted herself over the desk and back into her chair, letting what papers fell to the ground do so without a second thought. "He's not gone until he's gone. Fucking try to do what you can, at least. Maybe it won't work, but you'll feel better for having tried, at least. At least, I think you would - I never really had that experience. Jack might've, just might've, but… not me."

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Alexandria really hoped that that slap hadn't left any sort of mark on her face. At least, not that'd be easy enough for Johann to make out. The few minutes of solo walking she'd gotten afterwards hadn't been enough to digest what they'd talked about, let alone come up with any real response to it. Even if she had, though, she had no real desire to talk the old man down from any rash retaliation he might imagine nor to explain a damn thing about what just happened to him.

Hiding out was no way to deal with things, though. If her showing up with a red cheek or some bruising would set his temper off, her going silent and disappearing after a trip to visit Amelie would drive him into an outright rampage. Getting him charged with attempted regicide or something was nobody's idea of any sort of good day.

So it was that, with a sigh and a prayer, the woman pushed open the door to their little subsection of the palace and peeked inside, furrowing her brow at the sight within. "The hell are you doing out here?"

Where he sat, bundled up in blankets on the couch, the old man rolled his eyes. "You can't honestly expect me to stay in bed all day, can you? It's a fucking cold, kid, not plague or some shit. If I let all that snot run down my throat, the sore throat'll be worse than the virus itself. 'Sides, easier to get water this way. The fuck did the boss lady want to talk to you about?"

Closing her eyes for a moment, Starlet sighed and tried to clear up the whole-ass mess that was her brain at the moment before replying. "Fucking...nothing. She just wanted to chat, for some reason. Can't say why she picked me, when she's got loads of people she gets on with better."

"Fuckin' strange stuff, yeah." Johann agreed, leaning his head back against the couch's headrest. "But, hey, if that bitch wants you to join her book club, I'd say join it. Could make things easier on you in the long run, if she looks at you and thinks 'friend'. 'Sides, you could use a damned hobby or two. Some reason to take time for yourself, now and then. There are better places to be than this crusty old wing of the building, yeah?"

Silently counseling herself not to let it get to her, Alexandria delivered the driest stare she could as she reestablished eye contact. "Who the fuck joins a book club? You sure you're feeling okay, old man?"

"It was a joke!" the human disaster zone insisted, grumbling as he buried himself in his blanket cocoon. "But really, you've gotta figure there's some good in the arts, else the clowns who use 'em to make themselves look good wouldn't manage to convince so many people. You might find reading for pleasure more fun than you're imagining."

There was nothing to do but grit her teeth and bear with it. Plus, to make a small strategic level sacrifice to change the topic. "Oh, right, something interesting came up today. Turns out there are actually home refrigerators in production now. We could look into getting one in here pretty soon - bring this place out of the dark ages and into real livability, even if it's just a little bit."

"Huh." the old man grunted, loudly popping his fingers under the blanket. "God, but that's just the smallest step towards a civilized standard of living for this place, isn't it? Wonder what people will think about being able to kick blocks of ice to the curve and just have things stay cold through the miracles of technology nowadays. No more pond scum piling up in the bottom of their iceboxes. Hah, but you know what'd really make this place come alive? If they get microwaves onto the shelves sometime soon. Though, with that sort of thing you've gotta make damn well sure people know it can kill shit, and that it ain't magic."

It was almost impossible to hope for something more than Alexandria hoped that those fuckers didn't put a microwave in the old man's hands any time soon. If a fridge meant allowing him to hoard whatever junk food he could find, a microwave meant allowing him to not just reheat that food and thus guarantee that he'd actually eat it later, but also to indulge in the miserable delusion of being able to 'cook' himself. At that point, it was only a matter of time before he tried insisting on pickling his organs with TV dinners or something. She'd have no choice but to throw the microwave out, again. They'd end up arguing about it, again. "The fucking microwave? The bastard of the kitchen? Not the telephone or the TV? Just a box that heats food up badly?"

"A phone's only good with someone to call, and a TV's only good if you've got something worth watching - other than that, they're worthless. A microwave, though, is aggressively okay every single time you get hungry." Johann insisted, digging his feet in in a figurative sense at the same time as he literally dug his feet in and started to rise to his feet, allowing the blanket pile to remain on the couch. "And compared to every other form of cooking out there, I've started infinitely less fires with a microwave."

"And I haven't started any fires while cooking." Alexandria huffed, turning to her side. Internally, she was quite satisfied with how well she was directing the flow of things here. It was a nice, normal argument like they might have on any other day.

"Fuck off with your bragging, kid." the old man grumbled as he drew closer. "...the fuck happened to your cheek?"

In an instant, her hand flew up to cover that cheek, and immediately reported that it was warm in the shape of a hand. How hard did that girl hit?. "Oh, uh…"

"Did that bitch hit you?" Johann roared, taking a step towards the door. "She fucking hit you! Stop blocking the door, Starlet, I've got a brat to give a piece of my mind!"

That just made her block the door even more determinedly. "Cool your fucking tits, old man! I hit her back already, and it's fucking settled! I don't need you running off to make a mess over a little slap fight. We had a disagreement, blows were thrown, we got even, we came to an understanding. Capiche?"

Letting out a - in relative terms - high pitched whine, Johann cast his hands out far and wide to the sides in a questioning gesture. "How the fuck did 'just a chat' turn into throwing hands, Starlet? No, we gotta draw a line in the fucking sand here - before meat mountain gets any funny ideas about slapping someone and calling it a friendly conversation like his lady friend. Get outta the way."

Rolling her eyes, Alexandria remained steadfast in not moving. "I'm not letting you punch our bosses, dumbass!"

"I'm not going to punch anyone, kid, I'm just going to yell at 'em!"

Exhaling heavily Alexandria shook her head one last time and reached forward, lifting Johann casually off the ground by his armpits. Slowly, surely, she marched back over to the couch and tossed him lengthwise back onto the cushions, then stepped around to block his way back off of it. "Stay the fuck down, old man. Look, yes, that bitch slapped me. Yes, it was more than just a chat, but dammit, I'm not going to let you make trouble over it! When we get down to brass tacks, the boss lady told me some shit I've needed to hear for a long damn time."

"What the fu-" Johann began, not really grasping the last few seconds of strangeness. "Since when've you been able to pick me up like that?"

"Probably since we started traveling together. Not like much has changed in that time." she commented, drawing in deep breaths to warm herself up for what was coming.

So, she thought to herself, as it turned out she was doing this now. Not after having time to digest the conversation. Not after having time to plan out what she was going to say. Not even after deciding whether to do this or not. This was, apparently, the big confrontation. The moment where she spilled everything she'd been avoiding bringing up for thirteen years. The day she tried taking a jackhammer to the reinforced concrete that was this old man's willfully thick skull and try to get a simple idea to reach his brain.

The day she really started trying to change something she didn't like.

Planting her knee gently over the rim of the couch, applying the slightest pressure to one side of Johann's ribs, she stared down at the man with a fierce expression. "Let me get this straight with you, you old piece of shit. If I wanted to 'get even' with you, or if I wasn't happy travelling with you, there were any number of times in the past decade I could have ditched you or shot you in the back. I'm not waiting for a better opportunity, I'm not making do with a bad situation. We've had some rough times, we've done some sketchy shit, but at the end of the day I've stuck by your side because it's where I've wanted to be. You don't owe me jack shit - you don't need to apologize to me for jack shit. But equally, you're fucking stuck with me. Sorry to say it that way, but I'm not planning to step off this wild ride no matter how nice a place you find for it."

Placing a hand on that knee, Johann pushed gently, not wanting to escalate the situation but equally wanting the damn thing off of him. "Goddamnit, kiddo. More of this shit? Even assuming you're serious, you're making a fucking mistake. Trust me, as someone who's made a planet's share of mistakes, I know one when I see it. There's a whole world out there - there are thousands of worlds out there. You shouldn't shackle yourself to one just because it's got an old fuckup your ma' knew on it. Granted, it might seem like we're stuck here for now, and this world might turn out to be alright at the end of things, but you shouldn't waste loyalty on a has-been. That's how you turn into one yourself. Better to cut ties and find some happiness."

Alexandria's face went a bit red as she removed her knee… and leaned down to seize the collar of Johann's shirt in both hands. "What the fuck do you know about finding happiness? You ever even done it for yourself? 'Cause if not, how the hell do you think you're qualified to find it for me? Get it through your skull, old man, I'm living my best fucking life right now, in this moment!"

Returning the gesture by grabbing at the collar of Starlet's coat, the adventurer-on-hiatus glared up with wet eyes. "Damnit, kid, I know that ain't true! No way are you satisfied wasting every waking hour of your day keeping eyes on the galaxy's biggest fuckup. I've stolen a whole fucking decade from you - away from the things you want most, the things that'd make you happy. You're like a fucking prisoner to your warped sense of goddamned gratitude! Wake the fuck up, Alexandria - I helped you once, if at all! You're strong enough that you'd have been fine ditching me after the first jump!"

Her eyes going wide, the mechwarrior snorted. "Ho-lee FUCK! How many times in all these years've you said my goddamn name to my face? Guess I've gotta reset my running count of days since the last one. But you know, Johann, it's a shame you're this fucking wrong about everything! Gratitude? Ah, if it was just fucking gratitude maybe I would've ditched you after jump one. Detroit wouldn't have been such a bad world to live on, all things considered. Take a second to get it through your steel fucking skull that I'm smart enough to figure that shit out for myself! I'm not sticking with you just 'cause I'm grateful you shot my old man. Can you imagine, even start to imagine, what might be the actual reason I've been sticking to you like gum on the bottom of your shoe all this time?"

"You're not…" Johann began, his grip loosening. "That's a horrible fucking metaphor for it, kid. God, I'unno, you've always had an overdeveloped sense of responsibility, but I mean… fuck, it ain't like you make every bum you run into your personal responsibility like this."

"RRRaaaghhh!"

With that cry, Alexandria released the man from her grip and covered her face, turning away and breathing heavily. "Oh my fucking god, you are the dumbest man alive. Quick question, why the fuck did you kill my dad?"

"...Because I was pissed at him, kid."
Something inside of her set off by the sheer fucking failure to comprehend that reply sparked, Alexandria wheeled back around. "Because you loved my mom, who he sold off to save his own skin, right?!"

"Well, yes, but…"

"Well, guess what? The answer's pretty similar." Starlet shouted, her palms towards the ceiling. "For some unaccountable reason, I find myself caring for you a hell of a lot. Actually caring. It might confuse your little rat brain, but it matters to me that you're doing alright!"

"Come the fuck on. Even if I weren't blatantly unfit to be any sort of father figure, you're the one who's spent a goddamn decade swearing up and down I'm not your dad. You can't come out now and say you love me like a member of your own goddamn family or some schmaltzy shit like that, Starlet." the old man begged, desperately hoping for some other answer.

Grimacing, Alexandria looked aside, red in the face. "Not...exactly."

Johann stared up at her, not quite following. "The fuck does that mean?"

But she didn't reply.

"We were having a conversation here, Star. Wake up in there." he chided, trying to extract an answer.

But she just looked away even more.

Something clicked in his brain, and he was instantly overtaken with a feeling of nausea. "Oh, oh god - no, no. Please, no!"

His pleading fell on deaf ears, though.

"Come on, Alexandria, you've gotta be pulling my leg here. There's a twenty year goddamned gap! That's disgusting!"

In response to that, she turned even further away, shivering a bit.

"How the actual fuck can you be in love with me?!"

But at that, she wheeled back around to face him, glaring daggers. "Well, what the fuck do you want me to do about it? I've been trying not to for thirteen fucking years now - as long as I can remember knowing you. If I could change it, I wouldn't still be hanging around with you, dipshit!"

"Ooooh my fucking god." Johann muttered, covering his full face with his hands. "What the fuck is my life. Did you steal that haircut from your mother because of me? Goddamnit, Helena, I'm so fucking sorry!"

Well, Alexandria reflected, she'd fucking done it. She'd spilled it all, and now she had to deal with the fucking consequences. Good job, she told herself sarcastically, fully confident that the old man was going to go drink himself to death now.

"Uuugh…" the man cried, rolling to face into the couch. "There isn't a day in my life I'd have been okay with hearing this shit, Starlet. How the fuck am I even supposed to respond to respond to this shit, dumbass? Christ, did you even think about how we're going to share a roof from now on after this?"

After a lengthy pause, Alexandria rubbed her chin and looked away. "...You're taking this… better than I expected. The way you're saying that, you're honestly not planning on doing anything stupid now that you've heard it."

"For better or for worse, I decided I was going to get you someplace safe and stable to live your life. I might not be the best at it, but that's still the plan." Johann muttered. "Damn if you haven't just made it a million times harder, though. You being this sick in the head...I'll need awhile to figure out what to do about this shit. Mind giving me a few moments of piece, quiet, and privacy to run my gears and figure out what to do tomorrow, at least?"

"Y-yeah, sure." the mechwarrior muttered, her legs carrying her towards the door to the next room. "I...uh… I could use something like that myself. I didn't exactly plan any of this to begin with."

Once the door was closed behind her, though, those legs could do nothing more, and she folded into a kneeling posture on the ground. What the fuck even was her life, today?

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Sorry if the third scene doesn't really feel right for any folks, it's something I'm aware could be divisive.

Also, sorry this landed here like an hour after it landed on QQ - I decided to do some housekeeping and give my stories their own individual threads, and that took awhile.
 
Good chapter, it does an excellent job of showing how things are starting to come together. Will there be more details on how big the tank is in the next post?
 
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Good chapter, it does an excellent job of showing how things are starting to come together. Will there be more details on how big the tank is in the next post?
Probably not.

It's an MBT built with the equivalent of, like, 1960s, 70s, or 80s tech, which they only really intend to use against the primitive WWI tank/tankette experiments and such that exist among their immediate competition. It doesn't exactly have the greatest prospects for lasting significance. I have a TRO for it, but I don't really intend to post or paraphrase it here in any more detail anytime soon.

Ditto for the jets that were mentioned in vague terms - I have a design for the things for my own purposes should I ever write a scene which directly features one (for some fucking reason), but at the present time all that actually matters is the impression that they are spinning up production of military machinery which is vastly more effective than the local goods but infinitely pathetic compared to their much scarcer modern-spec machines - a space filling piece of crap for an age where numbers, not quality, are needed.
 
It came out naturally..
30 and 50 couple is not strange.

My own uncle and aunt marries at that age.
I would have been just as happy if its a foster dad relationship, but as long as its ok then its ok.

As for the tank... there is one more important thing they have to make.
Trucks and cars and oil industry.

Against local opposition, a thousand tanks is very very acceptable.

They will need infantry as well.. so perhaps space age AK and boots?

Beside germanium, what else can they sell?
 
Beside germanium, what else can they sell?
General consumer goods, military equipment, refined metal, food, there's plenty of stuff they can sell to local systems. But the germanium is likely to be the only thing they will ship long distance. Even if the tanks and jets are basic, they are more than plenty of planets can get their hands on and will work against local opposition.
 
Well, 20 mm machine gun is a bit too big. But the 120, is the equivalent of ac 10 i assume?

So if and when they got better option, then at least they have that already.



Sooo in terms of nation building..theyre ok.

Schools. They need schools, to teach the mass how awesome they are, how suck their enemies is and that merit and smart is appriciated.
 
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But the 120, is the equivalent of ac 10 i assume?
Actually there are AC-5s that are 120mm. It looks like they made a knockoff Scorpion or Marsden and I'd bet their jet is a knockoff Hurricane. Once they can make some modern armor and weapons they will become somewhat effective rather than minimally.
 
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Well, 20 mm machine gun is a bit too big. But the 120, is the equivalent of ac 10 i assume?

So if and when they got better option, then at least they have that already.



Sooo in terms of nation building..theyre ok.

Schools. They need schools, to teach the mass how awesome they are, how suck their enemies is and that merit and smart is appriciated.
Actually there are AC-5s that are 120mm. It looks like they made a knockoff Scorpion or Marsden and I'd bet their jet is a knockoff Hurricane. Once they can make some modern armor and weapons they will become somewhat effective rather than minimally.

The tank is a 50t support vehicle pulling 2/3. Comparing it to actual tanks of the era in-setting is not really useful.
Its main armament is a heavy primitive rifle, not an AC/10 or 5. I picked a caliber by referencing what sizes were commonly used in later 20th century context.
The 20mm coaxial is called a machinegun because that's what people in this setting think when they see a 20mm autocannon - the term autocannon has been coopted for something else, so things that are traditionally autocannons are now understood as a form of machine gun.

Though really, calibers have no actual correlation to the rating of an autocannon to begin with - it's the total mass of munitions fired (determined by caliber and rate of fire) that identifies them. There's probably a 20mm AC/20 out there somewhere, screaming out its unholy BRRRT storm.

The jet isn't based around rockets, though you could probably mount them externally. It has a medium rifle and more machineguns, and a bomber trim that uses a lighter rifle to fit internal bomb bays.

As for schools, those are sort of...already a thing? Addressed in the narrative, even.
 
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I like how you are slipping in the slow but steady advancements into the narrative. It's quite fun. Also three cheers for 1960's tank technology. Just good enough but not overcomplicated and will utterly humiliate what its meant to fight, and well, if the crews are suicidal could take out some pirates who attack. But really much better for unification than a couple lances of mechs. Sometimes quantity really does have quality.
 
It took me waaaaay to long to catch the Amaris-Marian pun the title was referencing.

Also, good story. It's rare you see someone pull off so many time-skips without generating enough reader salt to fuel a medieval trading kingdom.
 
Chapter 12 (July 2922 - May 2923)
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The foreman tapped on the table rhythmically, gazing down at his seated guest. "You know, chief, when I heard you actually wanted the tour of the facility I kind of thought you'd be…"

"Interested? Concerned? Giving a damn?" Johann replied, tearing his gaze away from the ceiling. "...Sorry to disappoint, but your offer… I didn't take it because I got some fetish for machine shops. Not any more than your average joe, at least. It just seemed like a decent excuse to waste a day away from home."

Clicking his tongue, Mark Cuchaio glanced out through the window at the working floor below, where hundreds of people maneuvered big, heavy, powerful machines to carve parts for other big, heavy, powerful machines out of raw blocks of material before letting out a sigh. "Un-be-fucking-leavable. Well, you're lucky that you aren't disrupting anything by way of being here, else I'd throw you out and find some way to write you up, but what in the goddamn are you on about? First, how is this not a sight for sore eyes, and second, what kind of cockamamie family drama motivates a man to flush his day away touring a place he doesn't give a damn about?"

Studying the younger man's face for a second, Johann went back to looking up at the ceiling. "Well, I got tinnitus, so even with the ear production you got out there on the floor I'm not too keen on loud noises if it ain't necessary. Even before that, though, I ain't exactly much of a machinehead. If I'd been interested in that kind of shit at the right time, I probably would have gotten a stable job after being dispossessed. Now, as for why I'm here? I'll spare you the trauma of listening and just tell you it's not the sort of juicy drama you want to dip your tongue in."

Mark gritted his teeth through the earlier part of that, but when the cop out at the end came out he couldn't maintain his patience, slapping the fold-out table with all his might. "Fuck that noise, jackass! You being here's gonna be splitting my attention away from my actual job whether you're talking or not, so you don't get to bullshit your way out of giving a decent answer. Start talking or piss off."

"You're what, thirty...five?" Johann estimated, with another glance over. "Got kids?"

Raising his eyebrow, the foreman shrugged down at the man before turning his gaze back out to the floor. "Do I got kids? Yeah, I got kids. Five boys, plus my older bro's daughter."

"What took him and his lady love out of the picture?" Johann asked quickly, palming around in one of his pockets for something to make it even the least bit easier to get through this miserable conversation. What he found quickly made its way between his lips, visible only as a white cylinder.

Mark didn't bother to look back at any point in his response, dutifully studying the work floor to make sure he could get to the PA system in time to halt any accidents in the making. "Dan got some bad debt to the triads on Solaris, sent her over to me, and just...disappeared into the night, along with Kate. 'Course, I wasn't much better financially - none of my ex-girlfriends ever paid any goddamned child support - but… I stuck it out long enough that the big bosses came into the picture, and that's how I survived. Why the fuck's it matter?"

Johann joined the man in looking out the window for a bit as he spoke up, his speech impeded very slightly by the protrusion from his mouth. "So let's say hypothetically you didn't have a missus, and you didn't have any sons..."

Glancing down at the shift in Johann's voice, Mark was quick to bark out a loud instruction. "Hey, you can't smoke in here!"

Moments later, as Johann pulled the foreign object free of his mouth and its nature as a hard candy was revealed, the rogue took a moment's satisfaction at watching the busybody wilt. "Ever the professional, eh? Don't worry, my lung damage is mostly from other kinds'a smoke inhalation these days. Now, to take that hypothetical a little further, let's say she's not your niece, but like...your step-niece..."

"Hold on, I need to stop you for a second on that first bit." Mark cautioned, putting his hand out even as he turned his gaze away yet again. "I ain't married. Never have been. Boys all have different mothers."

"Bit of a player, eh?" Johann grumbled, mentally evaluating the man down a bit. "Well, whatever. Doesn't change much about the hypothetical. So you're living with this...step-niece of yours, and for the sake of the scenario she's a legal adult - born when you were fifteen, let's say. And now you're 45. She's been an adult for almost the whole time you've known her - whole time you've been living with her, for sure. Then she comes up to you one day, when she's goddamned thirty, and says you're the only man for her or some shit like that. Would you want to go home early after that?"

Mark stared down at Johann for a second, wide eyed, his arms splayed out in a 'what the fuck' gesture, for a good ten seconds at that moment.

Johann, popping the candy back in his mouth, left his own eyes half lidded as he returned a 'what the fuck do you want from me?' gesture, determined to be the last man in this staring contest.

Ultimately, they both broke at about the same moment, and Mark was quick to turn back to the factory floor as his eyes reopened. "Okay, that's a stacked goddamned hypothetical. You fucking know what my answer to that would be. Can't you make your explanation a little less like a knife in the kidney?"

"Well, answering hurt, so I figured I'd make being answered hurt too." Johann replied, leaning back to gaze at the ceiling again. "More seriously, she's the kid of a lady I was sweet on a few decades back. 'Bout thirteen years ago, she ended up without a place to call her own for some...reasons, and decided roughing it with her mother's loser old friend who'd just come back around was the perfect plan. Apparently, the reason was that something about me just spoke to her. Romantically. Well, now I'm fifty-one, living with a gal 20 years younger who's into me, who I've been travelling with since she was practically a kid. What the fuck am I supposed to do in the situation?"

"Well." Mark muttered, covering his face as he choked out an answer. "Hiding and keeping silent on the matter ain't exactly a mature way to deal with it. Real adults, not washed up mooks with a chip on their shoulder, talk about their problems. Really talk about them. I'm absolutely fucking confident she'd rather you be on speaking terms, even if it meant getting flatly rejected in the 'oh, I'm sorry, there's absolutely no way I can bring myself to return those feelings, can we just be friends?' sense, rather than avoided day and night like some sort of brain-addled plague rat."

Clicking his tongue, Johann let the candy fall out of his mouth and onto his lap. "Just gotta make it hard on me, don't you? If it were as simple as making up my mind to hurt Starlet once and get it over with, it'd already be done. But if I did that, I'd have to see her face when it happened."

"So you're okay with hurting her a hell of a lot more in the long run, if it means you never need to have a big dramatic confrontation?" Mark hissed, turning his gaze back away from the window. "Do you know how selfish that sounds? No, how selfish that is? Someone close to you pours their heart out for you, something they've been working up to for over a decade, and you just slap your hands onto your ears and give them the silent treatment because of what you don't want to see?"

"Yeah, yeah, rake the fucking coals on!" the ex-adventurer roared, his face going red. "Roast me alive for my crimes, be the first to cast a stone ye who are sinless. Have you ever been in this situation? I got three roads to go down, and I hurt her on every one of them. I say no real loud, I break her heart. I hide out for the rest of my life, I break her heart. I say yes… Do I even need to tell you any more?"

Rolling his eyes, the foreman spat on the floor. "I think you do, actually. You know, you're dealing with a grown ass fucking adult here. She's not some little kid. It's not an abusive relationship if you say yes to a thirty year old admirer at fifty - I got something like ten workers down there in relations like that. My own parents were in a relationship like that. Maybe it's a little bit of a gap, for sure, but it's not a scumfuck thing to do. A scumfuck crook is a thirty-eight year old who marries an eighteen year old by exploiting some puppy love infatuation, or a fifty year old who seduces a thirty year old with the power of hard cash. Twenty years can mean a lot of different things, based on context. So the idea that saying yes is the same thing as hurting her? Shove it up your ass, unless what you mean is that you couldn't possibly do it justice. Which honestly, I don't think you know well enough to judge, with how little time you've had to put serious thought into it."

His temper simmering down, Johann nevertheless grumbled as the lecture carried on. "Easy for you to say."

"Look, if nothing else...think about talking to her, at some point. Apologize for the way you've handled this. Set a stance. You've only got one lifetime to do right by people in." Mark hissed.

"Yeah, I understand that much." Johann spat. "It's just...tough. So, hey, out of a sudden, inexplicable interest in the matter… what job are they working on down there? Anything related to putting the rustbucket arsenal that's going to unify this world into operation? Because to be perfectly honest, I can't tell a tank factory apart from a toothbrush factory to save my life."

"That's C-lot's job." Mark quickly denied, at this point tired enough of the heavy topic that he simply allowed the topic change and looked back to the floor. "A-lot builds general tool shop equipment like what we're using down there. C-lot split off to service the military needs of this little song and dance. We're in B-lot, and in this kingdom we work on civilian economy shit. Hot agenda item right now is the long term power grid - we've got other irons in the fire, of course, but it's taking a lot of our effort from now to who the fuck knows when exactly. Local plants are working on basic stuff - primitive ferrocrete substitutes, steel, glass, turbines, for dams, wind plants, and some weird solar shit I don't quite grok. Us here, though? Our main work order is the cradle to grave of fission power modules. Sometime soonish, we'll actually start tooling up the reactor factory, and from there it's only a matter of time until the grid is local sourced...ish."

"Well, that makes sense." Johann admitted, scratching his chin. "And honestly, I'll be happy to stop getting sent on milk runs to keep the lights on. You got no idea how much of a shit time it is going to Illyria to bargain for this garbage. So, in that sense, you're my savior-man, Mark. May a flight of angels sing your name or some shit like that. You mentioned weird solar shit, though? The fuck's the deal with that? We gonna use mirrors to boil water like we're Archimedes' teakettle over here?"

"Ain't exactly my department to understand the project paperwork in that way, given that I just make the tooling, but even I could understand something like that if it came to it." Mark snarked, casting his arms out wide. "Nah, unless I massively misread the flyer, there's no water involved. It's like some solar wind factory. They wanna...build a huge, sloped greenhouse with a huge fuckin' tower - like, a kilometer tall - in the middle, or something like that. But there are no walls on the sides. Air underneath gets hot and bothered as it gets closer to the center, so it wants to go up until the air it's meeting is thinner than it wants to become - but to do that, it has to pass a turbine and head up the tower - while the sides suck in more air. The basic shit makes enough sense, I guess - ground gets hot, air gets hot, turbine spins as long as the ground stays hot. What I don't get is how the pretty theory applies to us. Sure, lot of wasteland to put a greenhouse in, but how are we supposed to build a tower that tall? And what the fuck's this thing doing when we've got snow on the ground? We kind of need more power in the winter, rather than less."

Johann shrugged. "Sounds pretty dubious, yeah. Wonder what shit those kids read that made them think this was a decent plan. Maybe further south, but… huh, actually, there's one way I can figure it might make sense, assuming the tower is even possible. Run the hot water piping out from a reactor through the ground under the greenhouse, uninsulated. That might keep the ceiling defrosted, and might keep it producing something through the winter. Still seems like a wild, stupid fucking scheme though. Does nuclear really need some mutant companion plant?"

"Fucked if I know." Mark replied. "Bright side is, the things they wanna use for it - steel, concrete, glass, and turbines - are generic enough to be put to more realistic uses, like more dams, whenever they get the picture that it's a crazy idea. And if, by some miracle, this shit works out? Well, it seems simple enough to trust some back country yokels to maintain it, so I guess it'll be good for the rural regions - down south, at least."

Glancing back away from the floor, Johann placed his elbows on the table. "Assuming they don't all die of laughter, or fright, or whatever the fuck looking at the massive abomination stabbing into the sky. Still, at least this sort of crazy experiment shows that those two aren't such massive hypocrites about these things - a power plant that can almost only possibly make sense in the boonies is definitely a way to make sure all those people they're dragging into their net with the promise of unspeakable wonders get something out of this humanitarian shit. Which, in the long term, means the sort of stability that keeps us employed."

"Keeps you employed." Mark corrected. "My job is necessary in any world you can imagine, while you're just a lapdog for the bosses."

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Sighing, the infantryman in the foreground of the footage rubbed his face and popped his neck as he mulled on how to respond to the sight before him. Eventually, his gun very thoroughly dangling towards the ground and pointed at nobody, Marcus grumbled out his response to the agitated mob of locals a few paces away. "I realize this is a frightening time of change, but there's really no need for violence. All we want is for the attacks on our infrastructure to stop."

At the head of the pack, one middle aged woman shook her head. "Ain't nobody here who'd have a say in that. I'bin living in this town for thirty years, I know a good share of shameful secrets, but if anyone's crossin' over to make trouble fer you sorts, they ain't makin' a peep about it."

"We're not looking for you to hand over any perpetrators, or anything like that." Marcus reassured, pacing side to side and letting his hands do their own share of the talking. "We know that would be blatantly crossing the line on our part. We just want to talk and, maybe, try to defuse the tension between our camps. Throwing stones is senseless when we've got so much more to gain through coexistence."

"Izzat 'we' you folks, you an' I, or my folks'n your folks?" the woman interrogated, her eyes narrowed.

"Of course,I mean both of our communities!" Marcus elaborated, facing towards her with his hands out in a cautioning gesture. "With a peaceful relationship, we can worry about helping each-other instead of taking potshots at people who we ought to think of as our neighbors. About laying new power lines, instead of patching old ones. First and foremost, we're here to help people."

Snorting, the woman covered her face for a few seconds before attempting any response. "An' that helping's what we've been seeing, eh? You tall folk must really think a lot o' yourselves, to buy that. Not before n' not after you came around has the Dominion 'helped' anyone. That ain't what it's about. Ye'er comin' around offering treats to bow down, and however it's sliced that's all. Maybe some places, it's a fair trade, but th' only neighbors we got on yer side are folks what traded rights for shiny kit. This is a free land, 'ya technocratic stooge."

Sighing, Marcus called it quits there. "Well, I can see we're not going to have a decent conversation today. Load up, folks, we're heading home."


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As the video ceased playing, Marcus let out a deep sigh, massaging his temples. "Sorry about this embarrassing shit. Really, I should have managed that better."

Nearby, John sat with his eyes covered, silently, towering over the others in the small room and the screen alike.

Tapping her foot rhythmically, Amy let out a long sigh but likewise said nothing.

Marcus' hand flew up to the back of his head, scratching nervously. "I understand if you're pissed at how that went, I really do. I tried my best, but apparently it just wasn't good enough. So, again, I'm just… sorry."

Exhaling heavily, John shook his head. "No, no, it's not your fault at all. Like you said, you did your best. The deck was just stacked against you massively. The fault here… lies with those absurd misperceptions of who we are and how we're operating. I mean, really, who could possibly mistake us for the previous regime? We brought the rule of law to this country, guaranteed civil rights to the citizenry, improved standards of living - how is that not different from the Promethean Dominion's conduct?"

"...Thanks for that, John." Marcus sighed. "It was a whole, stressful situation. How the hell are we supposed to handle times when things like this come up?"

Amelia's foot stopped tapping at that moment and, cupping her chin, she turned her gaze to the others. "I think the most important thing to do might be to just… take a second to really consider the critiques they leveled there. The gut impulse might be to say we're totally different, but when you think about it, how different are we? We've got those incremental improvements, granted, but fundamentally power is more centralized under our aegis than before, not less. To people who've grown up under some measure of democracy, rights for swag certainly wouldn't be an appealing trade."

With all eyes suddenly refocused on her, Amy gave a good ten seconds for someone to work up a response, and was just about to elaborate in response to the baffled stares they were giving when John spoke up.

"...This is a provisional government, Amy. We're still making changes, right in front of people's eyes. It's gotta be possible to figure that the finished product is going to be further in the direction we've been moving things - which I like to think is a pretty decent direction. It'd be nice if we at least got extended a little trust over this."

Snapping her fingers, Amy pointed with both hands towards John. "That right there. That's the thing. We're the ones making all the changes. You're right in that people can build a theory of mind on us, really dig in and try to extrapolate where we're trying to take things, but if they just try to follow from our existing record, assuming they have the full record to extrapolate from, the obvious guess would be...enlightened absolutist technocracy. And honestly, I'm pretty sure every single great house in the Sphere has its roots as a provisional enlightened absolutism, in the aftermath of the demarcation proclamation. Then those apples...didn't fall far from the tree, except in the ways that made them less palatable."

Blinking a few times, John gazed up at the ceiling, muttered something incomprehensible to himself, and then gave himself a firm smack in the face, to the point that his nose began to bleed. "Thanks. I needed that reality check."

"Jesus, John!" Marcus cried. "Did you really need to give yourself a goddamned nosebleed like that?"

As the giant shrugged back, he let out one more little sigh. "Even if these people had any reason to trust the current regime, that wouldn't be any indication to them that the next regime would be worth a damn. Every gain we've made could be rolled back by a subsequent, equally or more absolute ruler, and then some. The Star League burned because the power of lordly avarice was exponentially greater than the power of popular contentedness. No rational person would trust the weird spacers who came in, took over, centralized power, and are now trying to seduce people away from a democratic government to one that's anything but. Let alone their former compatriots who gladly made the jump."

Covering his face for a second, Marcus made eye contact with John. "This is a great realization to be having, assuming it leads somewhere productive, but do you maybe want me to get you some tissues or something to stop the bleeding?"

"It's fine, it's fine." John insisted, red bubbles blossoming from his nose periodically whenever he forgot to breathe through his mouth.

"You sure?" Amy added, raising a skeptical eyebrow. "We could take a break, fix that schnozz up, maybe get some more people involved in this. I mean, I figure the only viable solution, assuming we want to continue expanding with popular support and don't want one of our descendants fucking things up immensely, is actual sweeping reform to the structure of the government. Which works out pretty well, honestly, because the kids don't want the current job to begin with."

"...Is it okay if we keep going a bit longer?" John begged, giving puppy dog eyes that looked utterly absurd given his immense bulk and bleeding nose. "I feel like we're on a fertile trail right now, and I'd like to follow it a little further - get an idea of what we're going to propose to people - before we expand the circle."

"Just as long as you keep in mind that it's not really less absolutist to dictate a change of government structure unilaterally, using absolutist authority." Marcus quipped, continuing to give his larger boss a skeptical look.

"Thank you." John grumbled, looking a bit chastened. "But please, no more of that. I only had one nose to bloody."

Shrugging, the infantryman gave a big smile before heading for the door. "If the message's taken, my work here's done. Seriously, though, I'm going to go get some tissues, big guy."

"I guess we can start building up our proposal starting from where we don't want to go in terms of structures." Amy offered, shrugging heavily after the door had closed again. "And I think a pretty good thing to rule out first would be a rubberstamp legislature or other advisory body giving color commentary on the activities of an unbound aristocracy or monarch, as is the status quo… pretty much everywhere. Those already exist, and they failed to preserve or protect anything much."

"Naturally." John agreed, rubbing his chin and getting some blood on his palm in the process. "And naturally, if we're trying to devolve power in a way that appeals to people living in democratic states, something like the Free Worlds Parliament, regardless of the era, is useless even if the head of state nominally comes from within that body. People want their vote to count, not their count to vote. Besides which, that parliament is hideously undynamic - it's basically designed to reach a permanent deadlock save for when the big players make absurd promises to court the little guys to their sides that week. Which is a non-starter from the perspective of building an effective government."

"Good news!" Marcus announced, stepping back into the room with the tissue box held high. "Nobody moved them from where I had 'em."

As John began tearing up tissue paper to stuff into his nose, and using a bit more to wipe up his face and hands, Amy paused to think for a bit. "Also important to keep in mind that this is a compromise of positions, not a capitulation. For the sake of ensuring the proper utilization of our advantages, and keeping ourselves as a factor in the new government, I think we should lean into the technocratic aspects of those accusations a bit. Say we've got two houses, one elected by and from the highly educated, one elected by and from those who aren't highly educated… no, that seems like it'd be impossible to integrate checks on the power of either house, if they did different things, and like it'd just sew antagonism between them if they had broadly similar bailiwicks."

"At the risk of sounding a bit crazy?" John began, waiting for a nod from Amy to make his proposal. "Much as I trashed the FWL parliament earlier, if we're making explicit - even permeable - class divisions in this proposal, it might be worth including some interpretation of aristocracy as a third estate. If there are three assemblies with different constituencies and different areas of original authority, each pair can make common cause in checking abuses of the authority of the third class, while still allowing things to generally move quickly enough to adapt to changing times. It'd require some thought, but… we could tap Johann as our shoe in for the head of a 'patrician' body, if we wanted. Define a patrician as an organizer of or other participant in regional security militias meant to delay attackers for the arrival of federal reinforcements? He'd qualify under that definition. As long as their powers and privileges are strictly limited and other parts of society have the teeth and political independence to resist their forces, it should be manageable. Plus, it's a carrot to encourage aristocratic actors to submit, much as I loath to borrow O'Reilly's plans, even a little."

"...Christ." Amy blurted out, suddenly looking a bit green. "Okay, I see your point, and it could work. Maybe give them foreign policy or something, in the understanding that any stupid shit they try will be vetoed by a 'pleb-philosopher' coalition - say our side of things has administrative matters, while the commons have primary authority over justice and constitutional oversight or...something like that. On the other hand, if you want to get O'Reilly involved in this - to propose a 'Marian Union' as the solution here - let me just say that you're going to have to pitch that to him yourself when he gets back. I've had about as much as I can handle of that household's drama, ever since I made the mistake of getting involved."

"...What's even going on over there?" John asked, scratching his head.

Amy shook her head no, rising slowly from her chair. "It won't really sink in unless you learn about the situation over there for yourself."

Looking a bit concerned, John nevertheless nodded tentatively.

"Okay, right." Marcus commented, clapping his hands loudly. "Well, you've got an idea that you can pitch to folks - maybe call a referendum to get some representatives from the general populace - and it'll doubtless evolve from there once more voices get involved, so let's call this to a close here and get a professional opinion involved to see if anything's busted in that nose, okay?"

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As Starlet stepped through the open door, she noted with a sigh that none of the lights were on, leaving the room dimly illuminated only through the windows that lined one wall. Turning her head a bit more, she was swiftly able to confirm most of what she'd suspected from the lighting alone. Stretched out on the couch, Johann laid flat with one of his jackets covering his face.

"...Did Jack pressure you into giving yourself another hangover, old man?" she asked, putting more care than she would have a few years prior into ensuring that her voice wasn't so loud or sharp as to cause pain.

The man gave no response, continuing his impression of a log on the couch as she walked further into the room. As she looked closer at him, and from different angles, she confirmed to her great relief that he was breathing. Probably just asleep, if she had to make a guess.

It was enough to force a sigh out of her. It wasn't as though an afternoon nap was in any way a bad idea, but resting with his head up on the arm of this piece of shit sofa wasn't going to make him happy in the long term. What the hell was he thinking, setting himself up for stiff joints and muscles that badly?

Well, standing there was no way to resolve the man's predicament, and if he really was asleep, he wouldn't be able to get pissy about being moved to someplace sane for a laydown. Stepping up to the front of the couch, Alexandria had nearly gotten her hands underneath his back at two strategically located spots before he swung up into a sitting position, his jacket balling up in his lap as it fell, his head nearly colliding with the side of hers as he rose. "I'm awake, I'm awake. No need to move me anywhere." he grumbled, covering his eyes with one hand.

Suddenly throwing herself back out of the way of the incoming head, though, put Alexandria more than a little too off-balance to really register those words, flailing her arms to try and put her center of mass back forwards in the last moments before her legs came out from below her and her ass met the hardwood floor, vicious pain blossoming from the point of impact. She couldn't be sure, but she thought she might have hit a nail under the rug or something. "Fuck!"

In an instant, Johann had swung into motion and gotten on his feet in front of her, offering a hand to help her up despite an obvious unsteadiness to his own posture, his whole body very gently swaying as he continued to clutch at the right side of his head. "You alright, Starlet? Didn't mean to startle you like that, but...fuck, intentions ain't worth much, are they?"

"Damn right they aren't!" she yelped, ignoring the extended hand and clutching the point of impact gingerly with both hands. "If you were awake, you could'a just said so, instead of waiting for me to get close before jumping like that! Fucking hell, what were you even laying there for, if not to take a nap?"

The man visibly winced each time her voice reached its peak, clutching harder at the side of his head. "Little bit of a migraine right now, nothing too bad, but I figured I'd wait for it to pass like that. I kept quiet because, well...my own voice hurts a little, as things are, so I figured I wouldn't explain if I didn't need to."

"A migraine…" Alexandria began, shifting her hands and beginning to rise back into a standing position, looking a bit pale-faced and blinking scattered tears out of her eyes as she did. "...and not a hangover or something?"

"Ain't been drinking." he insisted, shaking her head at her. "Found a pizza place, made some mistakes. It's a migraine, plain and simple. Unless… well, the cider could've been a little harder than I was expecting. You can never know in these places. More importantly, though… you doing alright over there? Didn't bust your ass a little too hard?"

Shuffling unsteadily on her feet, the woman grumbled. "...and whose fault would it be if I did?" as she began to make her way unsteadily her way towards the kitchen. "Just...sit back down. I'll make you something to take a painkiller with."

After a few steps, though, she seemed to be losing her balance again, prompting Johann to step forward quickly and catch her mid-fall, one arm under each armpit. "How's about you worry about yourself first?"

The voice which spilled out of Alexandria's throat as, step by step, Johann dragged her backwards and began to deposit her - face down - on the couch was more than a little high pitched and choked. "W-well, congratulations, old man. You pounded my ass so hard I can't stand."

Gagging a bit, Johann stepped away as soon as he was done setting her down. "Don't make it weird, please. Look, just...stay put, and I'll figure something out for you to take a painkiller with."

"Don't!" Starlet cried, taking hold of the bottom of his shirt as he began to walk away. "No need to burn the place down, okay? Just...give me the pill. My stomach's not a patchwork like yours. I can handle a little bit of abuse in that regard."

Blinking a few times, Johann looked back over his shoulder at her sweaty face and sighed. It couldn't have been comfortable for her to go through that sort of motion, under the circumstances. Nevertheless, she'd put in the effort to stop him - physically stop him. Given how much it apparently mattered to her, he figured he might as well comply.

"Right, then." he mumbled, walking off in the direction of the medicine cabinet.

It took a good few seconds, during which Alexandria watched him closely, for Johann to locate the correct bottle, and longer still to get it open and retrieve one pill, which he clutched tightly as he left the bottle open in the cabinet and walked back over to the couch.

"Here." he insisted, holding it out in front of her face.

Rolling her eyes at him, Starlet loosed an indignant huff. "You don't need to hand feed it to me, dumba-"

Quickly shoving the pill into her mouth, Johann wiped his hand on his pants leg as he shuffled around to the front of the couch again, reaching gingerly under her and retrieving his jacket from its resting place in a heap under her gut. "I'll be taking this."

Struggling through the process of dry-swallowing the pill, Alexandria watched in bafflement as Johann shrugged his way into the jacket and drew open the door to the room. "The fuck're you going?"

"Not far."

After taking one step through the door, though, Johann sighed and looked back to give a more complete answer. "The telegraph room. Gonna get a doctor in here to see to that, okay? Don't move, Alex, I'll be right back."

...Since when the fuck was she 'Alex'?

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The pain had decreased significantly by the time that door swung back open and Johann made his way back into the room. This couldn't exactly be attributed to the pill - as it stood, Johann had probably been away for a few minutes, but drugs usually weren't that quick to take effect. More likely, the lack of pain was just because she'd stayed still, and not because the drug was 'that' quick. Nevertheless, the couch-bound woman decided to be a little obnoxious about this, so thoroughly irritated as she was by the prolonged silent stillness. "What kept you?"

"Have you ever been to the telegraph room?" Johann shot back. "It's not exactly convenient to reach. Better for all of us if this city gets more effectively networked sometime soon, so we don't need to go to a special room for this shit. How's things?"

Resting the side of her face on her crossed-over arms, Alexandria huffed. "Still hurts. Not as much, but it still hurts. God, this is fucking humiliating… Busting my tailbone or some shit 'cause you spooked me a little."

Wilting a little where he stood, Johann shook his head and made his way over to the far end of the sofa, seating himself on the arm opposite to Alexandria's head and thanking the quality of the construction for the lack of any complaint from the piece of furniture.

"Ah, yeah, be my guest, sit where I can't see you."
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Glancing back down for a second, Johann quickly realized his mistake and averted his view from his housemate's upturned back. "Really sorry about this. On both levels. Frankly, though, can you really say you'd be happier to have my ass planted on the arm right in front of your face? Eh, you know, don't answer that. I'll just assume the answer's no, and if it ain't, I don't want to hear it."

"Not really my kind of thing, no." Alexandria responded, ignoring the request not to answer. "And if I'm being fair, it's pretty much my fault for putting myself in the position to fall like that anyways. Not like you could've known. Nothing for you to sweat over if I'm out of the cockpit for a few weeks because of this."

"You know, I might not have sweated over it so much if you didn't just call attention to the fact." the adventurer grumbled, glancing over to the far wall of the room. "It be okay if I brought up something a little weird, while we're waiting for the sawbones to come around?"

"Sure, sure." Alexandria grumbled. "You've got yourself a captive enough audience right now, don't you? Just make sure 'sawbones' doesn't saw my ass off when they get here. I'd rather not entertain amputation as an option."

Folding his hands on his lap, Johann sucked in a few deep breaths before letting out one last sigh. "I...did have a little bit of a conversation with the bosses, a few days after we got back here. They're looking at reforming the way this place is run. Supposedly, to devolve some power out of their own hands to make the place more appealing - compromise with people who aren't into autocracy, and with foreign nobility, and such. Honestly, I figure they might just be trying to reduce their own workload, but part of that is that they bugged me about taking an official position. Not sure if it's just to butter me up, or because they want to get me into position to shovel away at whatever shit task they're keen on offloading, but…"

"Get to the point, old man." the immobile woman grumbled.

"...Well, the position they want me to take up, as for that… They're asking me to come to their little constitutional convention as a representative of 'aristocracy', the eventual leader of a 'patrician' wing of things. A senate, I guess you'd call it." Johann mumbled, resting the back of his head against the wallpaper. "Strictly speaking, I think they're defining aristocracy as 'volunteer garrison owners with state approval, or whatever. In which sense, my 'command' over you and your lance puts me at the top of their rankings, because their mercenaries don't count for reasons. But what that implies, in its own way, is that I'm expected to worry over the dynastic side of things."

Sucking in a deep breath, Alexandria said nothing, frozen in place by sheer anticipation of what the man seemed to be leading into with this rambling explanation. Already, her face felt like it was starting to burn up.

"Which, well...frankly, trying normally, I'd probably be a bit hopeless at." he admitted, leaning forward and cupping the back of his head with one hand. "But it got me thinking about the...talk, we had. Now, keep in mind, I still think you're crazy for being interested the way you are, but… there's a lot of crazy in this world that never gets resolved, and things aren't quite burning to the ground despite that fact. So, I'm willing, and mind the word, willing, to give in on that matter...provided you haven't come to your senses by the time you're thirty-four. I figure the time tested half plus seven will work well enough for sorting out this kind of mess. Just...just something to think about. I'll try to get myself more used to the idea, as the time comes closer, but I can't guarantee I'll go crazy too."

Snorting, Alexandria buried her face in the couch cushion and let out a few weak chuckles at the awkward delivery. A few moments later, her voice rose - muffled - from the cushions. "H-hey, uh...could we talk about this a little more, after this little pain in the ass's been professionally examined?"

"...Please, spare me." Johann muttered, covering his blood-red face with both hands.

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In case it needs saying, the political system outlined here is meant to make sense only from the perspective of the narrative context within which it is situated. I don't think tricameral demo+techno+aristo-cracy has ever been an idea proposed by anyone.

I owe considerable thanks to Drakensis for giving feedback on issues with earlier drafts of this chapter.
 
In case it needs saying, the political system outlined here is meant to make sense only from the perspective of the narrative context within which it is situated. I don't think tricameral demo+techno+aristo-cracy has ever been an idea proposed by anyone.

A sci fi series by Doug Dandrige called the Exodus Series had something similar. It had a tri cameral legislature, one house was made up of experts, like doctors, and they were the only house that could originate bills that would deal with things like healthcare and science. One of the other houses was made of nobles and I can't remember more as it's been several years since I read his books.
 
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The 20mm coaxial is called a machinegun because that's what people in this setting think when they see a 20mm autocannon - the term autocannon has been coopted for something else, so things that are traditionally autocannons are now understood as a form of machine gun.
FWIW, this usage is historically accurate. I've seen the term "machine gun" used in American military publications from the late '20s through the '40s to refer to e.g. the 1.1"/75 anti-aircraft gun, which we would today consider a 28mm autocannon.
 
FWIW, this usage is historically accurate. I've seen the term "machine gun" used in American military publications from the late '20s through the '40s to refer to e.g. the 1.1"/75 anti-aircraft gun, which we would today consider a 28mm autocannon.
There's also the Polish during WWII, whose name for their 20mm autocannon translated as 'the heaviest machinegun'.
 
I'm looking forward to seeing what they've managed to piece together with the stuff they buy from Illyria. If they manage to buy just 4 weapons (Ac-5, LL, etc.) and 60 tons of armor a year they could use the tank chassis they build as a base to piece together a lance of Vedette equivalents every year.
 
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Chapter 13 (June 2923 - July 2924)
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The door slammed open with a 'wham', its hinges screeching in protest as sixty some odd kilos of preteen flew through like a bullet and became buried in the cushions of the couch, trembling and, periodically, unleashing a sob. A few seconds later, James also rounded the corner and walked in, scratching the back of his head. As his gaze fell upon his twin's form, he let out a hearty sigh and stepped close, settling down next to her on the couch. "Seriously, sis? Don't you think you're blowing this massively out of proportion?"

The frenzied form embedded in the sofa thrashed and roared, and from the depths of the upholstery a muffled garble of vocalizations oozed up. "Mgh mm mmgnt!"

"I don't speak mumble, Marie." the boy grumbled, pulling his knees up to his chest and resting sock-clad feet on the edge of the couch cushion. "If you don't get out of there, we can't talk about this."

"Mrnngrngh!"

With that grunt, Marie's head and neck popped clear of the couch cushions and she glared back at her brother, face red and eyes wet. "And what if I don't want to talk about it, shithead?"

Humming, the boy glanced up at the ceiling. "I guess we wouldn't talk about it, then. Which I wouldn't really lose sleep over, but, well..you might." he mumbled, slowly bringing his gaze back downwards. "Honestly, it's your choice, but you know it feels good to get this sort of thing off your chest, right? I mean, it's ridiculous that you're worrying about this to begin with, but you'll feel better if you don't bottle all that up inside anyways."

"Shut up! Stop trying to be mom or dad in all of this!" Marie cried, thrashing as she rolled across to the other side of the couch. "You're crazy if you don't think it's a big deal. He passed out and went home crying! Because of me! Now he's going to hate me! I can't just plug my ears and say 'ah, well, it's not a big deal, he'll get over it', and ignore the fact that I fucked up so bad, you know? It'll still be done when I wake up tomorrow. Is this how you deal with it when you do something that bothers Rachel? How you stopped hanging out with Lisa?"

His eyes turning a bit dead, James raised both hands into a shrug, as though they were the arms of a scale, and let out a long, dry sigh. "Mar, when I make someone upset I apologize, I show them I mean it, and we move on. No matter who it is. Except for you. So, Marco is afraid of snakes! I didn't know that, you didn't know that, and we're not going to show him any snakes from now on! Tomorrow, we can apologize to him and move on with our lives. He'll still like you, and now you'll know a little more about him. You're making a dark and stormy night out of light afternoon showers."

"Fuck off! Just because you make people mad more doesn't make you the authority on feelings."

"Well, it's not as though I want to get shouted at." James grumbled. "But if you show up to dinner like this mom and dad might think it's something I did, when for once it's not. I kinda don't like that possibility so much, so I've been making an effort to share a little of what I know. But, well, apparently I don't know anything about it, so I'll back off."

Watching him kick his legs back out, Marie let out a satisfied huff once he was standing again. "If you were an expert like you're trying to pretend, you'd still be friends with Lisa, after all."

James' back tensed up, but aside from that he didn't move at all. Just stood there, in front of the couch, staring off at the wall.

"...um, uh…" Marie mumbled, not quite sure how to deal with that response.

Eventually, James spoke up again. "...that, uh… well, actually… She accepted my apology. She wasn't even actually mad anymore, about being called short. I'm the one who stopped being friends with her - the way she told me it was fine, it just… pissed me off."

Marie gazed at that tense back, eyes awash with doubt, as she uttered her reply. "...Uh…huh? And how was that, exactly?"

Glancing back, James took a few seconds to even try saying anything, his eyes resting on a sister about the same height as he himself, his muscles tensing again. "Well, that is…uh… she sort of… called… well, anyways, the point is, it wasn't a good thing to say!"

As he concluded there, his face flushed red, and he was quick to look back away and take a few steps towards getting away from the couch.

"...You don't get to just end on a cop-out like that!" Marie grumbled, rising back to her own feet to pursue.

James stopped again with a sigh. "...Well, you seem to be feeling better, now."

Freezing in place, Marie let her hands fly up to the sides of her head so fast she slapped herself on both cheeks. "...What the fuck? How?"

At that moment, two quick, booming claps rang out from just outside of the room, as their father ducked his way through the still-open door, a soft grin on his face. "Aaand let's call it there. Little feedback, James - good message, but you need to work on your tact while giving pep talks. Also… apologize to your sister when you do something to make her mad, please?"

"...You were listening to that?" James hissed, his cheeks burning red.

"Well," John shrugged, stepping over while his children were still stunned at his presence and wrapping one arm around each of them in an impromptu hug. "Yes, I guess I was. Strictly speaking, I overheard it after I got done putting Alan back to bed. And, well, I worried. It's my job. I'm just glad it turned out…more or less alright, in the end."

"...Dad, um." Marie mumbled, burying her face in his upper arm. "...Are you saying James was actually right about all that stuff? That Marco won't be mad about all of this?"

Gently leading the two back to the couch, John chuckled softly. "If someone stays mad at you over a perfectly innocent, honest mistake, that's usually a sign that you should give up on them. Not…not always. Sometimes there are reasons they can't get over it. But in general, that's the way things are. Life is messy - we hurt others, and are hurt by others, without any intent behind it, even with exactly the opposite intent. You can get better at avoiding those moments, but you can't make them stop completely. That's why learning how to handle them when they come up matters so much. Now that I think about it, you're about the same age Amy and I were the first time we got into that sort of messy situation."

"...What was it?" Marie asked tentatively, gazing up at his face.

On the other arm, James gagged silently. "Please, no old stories…"

"...Well," John muttered, setting the two down onto the couch and taking a seat between them. "It would've been my twelfth birthday, I think, which is…god, almost nineteen years ago now? I stumbled onto an album of her old photos on one of the computer systems in the castle, and she got mad that I'd looked at all of them, down to her baby pictures. Then I, uh… had a bit of a panic attack, and she got worried over that and, well… at least it all ended well."

Her interest piqued, Marie leaned back in to interrogate him on that. "How did it end?"

"I guess it's not too exciting in retrospect." John mumbled, scratching his cheek. "But, well, we'd just been friends before that day. Really, really good friends. But that was the day we had our first kiss, so things changed then. Plus, there was cake."

Almost instantly, Marie's face scrunched up and she pulled away in sync with James. "...I didn't need to hear that."

"And yet, you asked." John hummed, one eyebrow raised at the display of revulsion.

After a few more seconds, though, Marie took on a more contemplative expression, gazing down and cupping her chin as she thought. "...But, wait. I thought you and mom found the Palace together, and she'd lived in the mountains up until then. Why the heck would her baby photos be on one of its computers?"

"Yeah!" James cried. "It doesn't follow!"

"...Crap." John muttered, covering his face with his hands.

A few seconds later, though, he reached an arm out to each side, pulling the two back into a pair of side hugs. "Alright, so here's the thing. We were going to tell you this next year anyways, but Amy'll understand that it had to come early, in this case. We…gave you a more than slightly doctored story, before. Easier to understand, less dangerous if you shared it around before you understood how much it mattered. So, here's the thing - Vera Clayton wasn't Amy's literal, biological mother. She wasn't a mountaineer of any sort, either. Nor did she die twenty three years ago. If she were alive today, Vera Clayton of the Royal Black Watch would have been over two hundred years old, because Marie? You might get called 'princess' from time to time, but your mother was born Amelia Cameron, daughter of Richard Cameron. She survived her infancy because Vera had custody of her at the time of the coup, taking her to a hospital that happened to be near the Palace for her eye problem. She's not a bastard Cameron, unlike we told you. She just spent a century and change as an icicle after Vera passed away."

"...So, then, you're a bastard Cameron?" James eventually asked, breaking the silence where his sister would not. "Because other than that, I can't see how you could've found her in the Palace, given that, you know, only a Cameron could open the door. Why even bother keeping all this a secret, anyways?"

Wrinkling his nose, John let out a melancholy sigh and hugged the kids tighter, making sure they wouldn't be able to wiggle out of it when he was done talking. "Oh, if only it were as simple as me being a distant relative. No, and believe me, I didn't take discovering the place especially well at the time. It meant learning some things about myself that I've spent the past two decades learning to cope with - how not to blame myself for them, mainly, but also trying to make amends when that falls through and I end up blaming myself anyways. You see, the Invisible Palace was basically forgotten, but someone was still keeping a close enough eye on it to send updates up until very shortly before the coup."

Drawing a few more long breaths, John popped a joint in his neck before getting to the point. "That being the case, when Richard Cameron made a broad decree that, in retrospect, was very poorly considered, house Amaris was added to the guest list quietly. That's how I got in - how I learned that my great great grandfather, or something like that, was the bastard son of the greatest piece of human refuse in known history. So, well, there's really no great way to tell someone that they're a direct lineal descendant of Stefan Amaris, but… I want you to know, you don't bear any guilt, any responsibility, over what he did. That your very existence, let alone the good, respectable lives you're going to lead, would have disgusted that piece of garbage to his core and that's something to be proud of. That being said, I…wouldn't recommend telling anyone unless you know, very, very, very, very, very well that they won't react poorly."

The two were shocked silent for a good long while, trapped within the confines of the embrace, before Marie eventually dared to speak up. "So we're…Amarises?"

"Amaris-Camerons." John corrected, smiling weakly. "The dirtiest family name in human history. A crossing of a lineage of scum with exactly the reputation it deserves, and a lineage of scum with a reputation better than anyone could possibly deserve. But really, I prefer the name Clayton, at the end of the day. It's much nicer than either of those old bones."

Nodding softly, the girl sighed. "This is…a whole hell of a lot to take in. But… did you ever tell anyone, and have it go wrong?"

Closing his eyes, John let out a long sigh. "No. In fact, the only person we ever shared this with, outside of you two, he passed away not long after. Not as though he was especially surprised to know he and his son were part of house Amaris. No… the thing we've got to regret most, honestly, is that at the time we felt like we couldn't trust the people who'd become like family to us with the truth, let alone ask them to come along. You know, your original godmother never left Terra. Assuming the old lady's still alive… she probably assumes none of us are. And she'll never get closure on that. But, well, common sense dictates that you make really really sure before you tell anyone something remotely that dangerous about yourself."

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Jennifer Haystone was on the verge of tears. With the proliferation of basic computing systems and the opening of network space to private usage, her work as a web designer and networking technician had gone from a gentle stream of easy jobs to a nonstop waterfall of the shittiest work imaginable. It made sense, it really did, that people who found the typewriter, the telegraph, and the radio to be terribly impressive and modern machines wouldn't immediately understand the beauty and importance of her work. But on a world where there were children, actual eight ten year olds, with more education in these matters than the aged professional class, one would think the people trying to launch websites would be a little more… open to correction, when they did something stupid.

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The portly old man seized her hands with great excitement, shaking the up and down vigorously before leaning in halfway, towards her face. At that distance, he froze and sighed at the sight of her face taking on a disturbed cast. "Apologies, Miss Haystone. I seem to have forgotten your own customary manners. I meant it only as a form of thanks, but… well. Truly, thank you for your help. Now, I can see about what materials we've got around the office, but to really secure everything for you… I shall need to make a home visit to Arsenios. Though currently ill, he's a bit more the face of the firm than me. More charm and guile in that man's little toe than in my whole body. He'll put you on the right path."

Smiling awkwardly, Jennifer sighed and turned back to the computer as soon as she could. "Glad to be working with you."

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Leaning back in the chair, Jennifer let out a sigh of relief. The website was finally ready for deployment, and not a moment too soon.

She'd been in this fucking office, which stank of smoke, dust, and more than a little mildew on a daily basis for two weeks while the partners dithered back and forth on exactly what they wanted from it, and what exactly they wanted in it, demanding revision after revision after revision. It'd been an all out war between three competing sensibilities for far too long for comfort. Despite that, in the end, she stood as the victor. The site wasn't complete and utter bullshit. It was even usable.

All that had to be done now was to register it and the ad that'd been cooked up on the search system, make payments to a few places to secure advertising space, and begin hosting, and the firm would begin to canvas the nascent internet of this little corner of Alphard with brand awareness. Maybe it would work. Maybe it wouldn't. For all their bluster, they were simply a neighborhood accounting firm that, for some inscrutable reason to do with Dominion culture, were also attorneys. They were trying to walk into a world they didn't know anything about and, quite frankly, didn't have the labor pool needed to compete in, just by reaching out and trying to grab hold of more of the city than they'd known.

But that wasn't her problem anymore.

She could head out at the end of today, hit the bar, and then put in a request to transfer to a teaching role the next morning. If the higher ups in the coalescing 'Promethean Union' denied the request, then, well… she'd quit her job and find something else to do.

No way was she going through five more years of this shit, working to bring a pre-television society onto the internet on the frontlines. If she was going to have any further place in this war on old media, it'd be as a drill sergeant.

Else she'd suck it up and let her training go to waste.

"Ms. Haystone!" the recovered Arsenios Tibbins cheered as he walked into the room. "We've cracked open a bottle of Red Mountain Dry to celebrate the occasion. Would you care for a glass downstairs?"

Giving a tired chuckle, she shook her head. "Would you be terribly offended if I said no?"

She needed a drink, but that didn't mean she was going to share it with the people who drove her to drink. Not with their interesting preconceived notions of interpersonal space and contact.

"I suppose not." the man conceded, shrugging his shoulders. "Well, I suppose we can all survive the indignity of drinking a drop more, even at our age. We'd meant it as something of a farewell party for you - but I suppose we've been quite a source of consternation for you over this fortnight. It's all horribly new, this situation. If we'd been told the Dominion would fall in our lifetimes a decade ago, we would have laughed it off. If we'd been told that the people from beyond the stars would be responsible for it, we might have lost a lung from the pure vigor of that laugh. Everything past that gets even more alien. To see the Promethean banner transformed from an unstoppable emblem of conquest to…what will it be, the mark of an equal partner or some balderdash like that? To see things our great grandparents could only tell stories of in our time? Perhaps people weren't meant to experience such a vast change in their lives."

"...I don't need the apology." Jennifer mumbled, rising from her chair and pulling off the hairtie that bound her ponytail. "But in case you've got any interest in learning a little more self dependence in this sense, there are adult education classes on the matter. It's not something that's only available in the ordinary schools."

"...One of the secretaries, perhaps." the man muttered sadly, walking over to the window and staring out at the stars. "I don't have much of an inclination to fritter away what could be the last few years of my life just learning to live in an era that will belong to another generation. My children, perhaps, and certainly my grandchildren, will learn to live in the world you're all creating, but I'm afraid I don't have that sort of energy left in these bones anymore. I was old before the armored cavalry concept was ever embraced, before the ships of the Imperial Navy sunk by your fire from the sky were ever laid down. There's nothing much left for me to center myself on other than drink, cards, and family."

And there was the other reason Jen wanted out of this fucking place. The people could be so damned, unabashedly, melancholy. Nothing about bringing this place up to a more modern standard felt good when you were stuck in the presence of a bunch of crusty old guys who couldn't stop fretting over how the world they were familiar with, the world they loved, and the world that birthed them were being effectively destroyed day by day. It was a fatalism that defeated all but the most halfhearted, outsourced attempts to learn to live with change.

Who the fuck wanted to be responsible for that?

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Scene 3
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"...You know." Johann grumbled, one elbow resting atop the door of the offroader as it ran over the bumps of the grassy hill at low speed, his gaze running out over the vast plains surrounding the landform. "If you wanted a place with a view of the ocean, we could've just gone for a coastal location?"

Manipulating the steering wheel carefully to maintain a viable course up the gentle slope, Alexandria chuckled at that, but didn't dare to take her gaze off of the way ahead. "You know, I thought you'd be happier about getting some distance from the bosses, Johann. Have I been missing a fear of heights all these years?"

Rolling his eyes, Johann leaned back in his seat, letting one arm dangle outside of the vehicle. "Like hell you have. It's not even that goddamned tall. That said, you know it snows around here, right? How the hell's anybody supposed to get up or down from here when things ice up? A fucking cable car?"

Nudging the man with her elbow, the driver cracked a large smile, her voice coming out a bit higher pitched than normal. "A cable car would work, you know. Hardly the only option, though - have you seen the price of road salt around here? It's fucking homeopathic, after all the desalination gets done."

Turning fully towards Alexandria, Johann gazed upon her with tired eyes. "Points taken, but I don't see what's so special about coming out into the middle of nowhere when you could at least be somewhere and still get a good view. Without, you know, a long as balls commute to get where things are happening?"

"Middle of nowhere, he says." Alexandria snorted, nodding her head backwards. "Then what the hell was that train station we got off at? It's not the big city, old man, but I counted four rail lines merging there. As these cities go, that's pretty big news. Plus, an hour long trip, on that old school diesel? It's gonna get even faster, so I don't know what you're whining about. Unless you're pining for some fucking taco cart you found in Kallipolis, of course."

With a huff, Johann turned fully away, looking past the lake and onto the hills and mountains to its other side. "Whatever. You know, I'd just gotten a real feel for that place. It's not a bad town, when you get down to it."

"So, now you get to get a real feel for another 'not a bad town', and it might even be more to your taste - less aggressively high society, at least." Alexandria chirped, permitting herself one look over that direction as they began to crest the hill and get onto its flatter peak. "Or, on the other hand, you could get yourself a private jet or something. Fly over for hotdogs and pizza whenever the need strikes you."

"God fucking damn it." the old man hissed, puffing out his cheeks a bit while he was sure nobody could see. "I ain't like that, Alex. Who the fuck even does that sort of shit?"

"The aristocracy, I assume." Alexandria quipped as she brought the car to a halt and threw her door open, stepping out onto the broad, grassy peak of the hill, sucking in a deep breath of the spring air as she clutched her coat close to dull the chill of the cool, fast winds. "That is what you are, isn't it? Mister 'Consul of Patricians'? You do, in fact, bear the responsibility of convincing the world the aristocracy here is more than just a gimmick - a little bit of aggressive, conspicuous overconsumption might fool some distant duke into cutting short an otherwise moderately long war."

Stepping out to join her, Johann let out a long sigh as his own, much looser coat caught the wind and billowed obnoxiously around him. "By very little choosing of my own, brat. Even the Promethean emperor had the good sense to build his house in the middle of town and not, you know, six hundred meters up, on a lone hill in the middle of a valley! How the hell did you even find this place?"

Walking around to the back of the car and throwing open the trunk, Alexandria retrieved a basket and blanket with a little smile. "Well, you know, someone had to keep heading out after those survey flights after you got 'too important' to get used for gruntwork like that anymore. Eventually I noticed the massive fucking mound in the middle of nowhere, and I thought to myself 'why settle for one view of the ocean, when you can get three?', and that was that."

Walking as close as he safely dared to the rim - though there wouldn't so much be a fall if he was blown over as a reversible tumble, at least on this edge of the extreme hill - Johann took the opportunity to survey the landscape all around them. "I dunno, Starlet, I'm only counting one ocean from up here. Marmara's a lake, and Azov is also a lake, just salty. Inland seas are bullshit. How the hell does a hill like this even form?"

"No clue." Alexandria answered, gathering stones to weigh down the corners of the blanket as she made her way to a nice spot. "I'm sure Jack or Amy would have enough to say about the processes that build these things to make you claw your eardrums out, but I sure as shit haven't asked. I think the Azov and Marmara were carved by glaciers, though? The important thing to keep in mind is, it's the best damn view around."

From the high perch they'd claimed, the two could, if they spun around, see about eighty kilometers away at the horizon. At such heights, more than just the three 'seas', more than just the surrounding farmland, and more than just the city of Chaldea down below, they could peer into the distance and gaze upon the fringes of Kallipolis' skyline, or upon the peaks of distant mountains that stuck above the horizon even a few hundred kilometers away. So high was it, that the low hanging fogs that covered some areas did more to obscure their view in the short term than the curvature of Alphard. Improved with a building, the visual distance from the highest point would only increase further, if marginally.

Sighing and helping with the collection of stones, Johann felt his back pop a bit at stooping down like that. At least, though, he thought, it was getting his face out of the wind a little. "But do we need the best view around? Do you know how hard it's going to be hauling shit up to build on this baby mountain? Imagine the fucking construction budget. I reiterate, what kind of egotist builds their house in a place like this for the view?"

As she began to pin down the corners of the blanket, the picnic basket left to weigh down the center, Alexandria gave Johann a dubious look. "You know, there's quite a rich history of building castles on high places. Very hard to assault them by land. You've also got a lot of ground to dig bunkers into, if it suits you like it did the Camerons, and it won't be easy to just dig into them from the side with sappers if you start high. Even the view is good for a few things- very long sight lines, perfect for radio transmissions, radar, even AA work and artillery. Am I maybe thinking a bit more than you about the fact that you signed up to run a garrison force? Besides, again, the waste is part of the point - no noble obsessed with their own privileges is going to turn coats and join up over a display of measured, responsible fiscal practices. If that would've worked, we'd be looking for an apartment."

Pinning down the other side of the blanket, Johann sighed, knowing he couldn't keep the argument going on much longer. "By that standard, an actual mountain would work better. Besides, can the ground here even hold a fort?"

"I don't think either of us is willing to put up with the troubles that come with living on an actual mountain, old man. And if there's one thing I confirmed about this place ahead of time, it's that the ground's fucking solid."

Sitting down on one side of the blanket, Johann grumbled. "You know, there's not much fun to be had when you shut me out of the argument this badly. You've gotta get your story a little less straight, so I'm not constantly on the back foot."

"Didn't know that was how debates worked." Alexandria quipped with a smile, opening the basket and beginning to set out the prepared lunch container by container. "I was under the impression that you came prepared to win them once you were committed to starting them."

A stiff breeze blew just over their heads, its weaker undercurrent rustling the grass all around them. Both silently said their thanks to the past thems, who'd had the foresight to dress warmly in the face of such an obvious windchill risk.

Plucking the vacuum flask of soup from one corner of the basket, Johann secured it and the two cups and poured out equal measures of tomato soup in both. "Well, I'll grant that as locations go, it's not the worst there is. Very scenic and like you said, damn near unassailable. So in that sense, if we'd both set our hearts on building a 'Castle O'Reilly' or some shit, there'd be no better site for it than here. And honestly, if you're happy with it, I can grit my teeth and bear a bit of a ride down, but…"

A slight smile cracking on her lips, Alexandria accepted her cup with both eyes half lidded, but said nothing.

"Well." Johann muttered, wiping his left hand on his left leg before plucking a halved ham and cheese sandwich out from the masses. Dunking the triangular package into his soup and taking a bite granted him a precious few seconds to think while he chewed and swallowed, white steamy vapor rising from his cup and Alexandria's both. "You're giving some mixed signals here. What I'm trying to ask is, I guess… do you just think we should build it up on this windy ass peak, from a practical and messaging perspective, or do you actually want to live up here, warts and all, in a castle that can be seen from dozens of kilometers away?"

"Can you think of a reason I wouldn't?" Alexandria asked rhetorically, her breath coming out white with vapor after she'd taken a sip of the hot soup. "The view is good now - and it'll get better at night, when the skylines light up, let me tell you -, it's a safe neighborhood, there's no loud neighbors, it can't flood, there's plenty of room for growth, the commute is still shorter than some of the places we've lived even now. Plus, it fulfills one of those little childhood dreams I used to write down as a kid."

"...You dreamed of being a princess or something?" Johann asked idly, his eyebrow raised as he took another bite. "I hadn't figured you were that sort."

"God, no." Alexandria answered, grabbing a sandwich of her own. "I dreamed of being able to stand up tall with my head in the clouds and flip the world off when it threw bullshit my way. This is most of the way to that."

An amused snort rose up Johann's throat at exactly the wrong time, and as he started to choke on his sandwich, which had become caught partway down his throat - he quickly gulped down some soup for lubrication, mindless of the heat.

Freezing midway through lunging across the basket to give aid, her soup spilled off to the side beyond the edge of the blanket, Alexandria coughed awkwardly as she saw Johann manage to bring the crisis to an end and resume normal breathing. "Well, looks like you managed to handle that yourself."

"I can chew my own food and wipe my own ass, kid." he grumbled, his cheeks heating up a bit as he glanced off to the side. "Anyways, to the point of what I was wondering about, in terms of your life goals… is this the sort of place you want to…raise kids, or whatever? Up on a virtual mountaintop, of all places?"

"Oh." Alexandria gasped, her own cheeks reddening as she, too, looked away.

The wind was still blowing incessantly above, the sunlight dimming and brightening every few minutes with the passing of clouds, as she pondered that.

"...See, this is what I was worried about." Johann began. "It might seem nice now, but what if you come to regret it la-"

"...Well, maybe a little bit of a wall around the edge, to prevent any falls." Alexandria began, covering her mouth. "B-but, as long as they're able to get their fill of life off the mountain, I don't see the issue with just living up top."

Johann wasn't so sure about that at all, but he decided to let it pass for the time being. With his imagination starting to misbehave, the best thing he could manage was to drop the topic and promise himself that he'd think of something later.

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Thanks as always to Drakensis, who helps me to make sure my head is facing in roughly the right direction when I'm writing by checking this stuff over for me, despite having a whole ass life and his own stories to worry about.

This chapter's sort of a grab bag, I'll admit. Parenting, a scene involving no recurring characters whatsoever (last one of those was, what, the comstar people on the helicopter?) for the sake of exploring a change in the world, and then a hilltop picnic?

It was fun to write, but I do worry that it's a little all over the place.
 
Maybe I'm too used to the Luck of the Rhiannon Bruce, but a random hill-mountain in the middle of a geological area that doesnt support it? What, did someone build a bunker/cache, then bury it under rock/dirt/stone?
 
Maybe I'm too used to the Luck of the Rhiannon Bruce, but a random hill-mountain in the middle of a geological area that doesnt support it? What, did someone build a bunker/cache, then bury it under rock/dirt/stone?
There are lots of reasons a hill can end up isolated from other hills in the middle of a grassland, especially if continental glaciers can be implicated.

These characters aren't geologists or physical geographers, though.
 
I can't tell if that's a yes but it isn't a no.

So I'm absolutely 100% completely and utterly certain that the hill is rubble from a SL project.
 
Maybe I'm too used to the Luck of the Rhiannon Bruce, but a random hill-mountain in the middle of a geological area that doesnt support it? What, did someone build a bunker/cache, then bury it under rock/dirt/stone?
Some day there's going to be a scene somewhere where someone goes:
"I thought this was a lava dome?"
'Sure, if by DOME you mean the Department of Mega-Engineering. The problem with Star League was never thinking too small, I'll give 'em that.'
 
Edit: Or is that for next chapter when they find the Star League Bunker hidden there?

Wasn't there supposed to be another hidden cache of germanium around here that wasn't uncovered until the 3050s? IIRC the Marians OTL ended up digging up caches of the stuff everywhere.
 
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