Chapter Twenty-Five
The next day, a different type of smoke lifted in the air of the hangar. There were no ships inbound, but the clothes of the deceased -the corpses had all disappeared, every single one of them- were burned together with their few and sparse possessions. Ahsoka looked on from a walkway above, since there was practically no space left in the hangar's main floor. Chancellor Palpatine was there too, and he was speaking with true sadness in his voice about the despicable attack, and about how whoever had committed such treason was going to be severely punished. Ahsoka clenched both of her hands and closed her eyes, the silent simmering of anger in the back of her throat coming from her master's now cold fury, the Jedi Master himself not even present. He had been locked in meditation since the day before, and with the doors closed there had been no way in.
Well, she could have sliced a path through of course, but she highly suspected that if Yoda himself hadn't entered the door after knocking futilely once, then who was she to go at it the 'heavy handed way'?
Knight Skywalker was praised for killing one of Dooku's 'Dark Apprentices', apparently a certain Darth Trennox, or some similar name. A clone trooper received a commendation for fighting many a robot in the downtown of Coruscant -the reason they hadn't arrived sooner had been assassin droids striking everywhere at once. The security codes to Coruscant were going to be changed, and made more secure -that much the Chancellor promised.
As the procession finished, and the Chancellor left, Ahsoka walked away and through the temple's corridors which were being repaired, or cleaned a bit further, to restore them to their original self. Her Master's meditation chambers were still closed, but the pulsing anger behind it had largely left the place to a sort of quiet lull. She crossed her legs in front of the doors and sighed.
The attack had been terrible, but the Jedi High council wanted to know what had gone on -Obi-Wan had given his report, but the one that was missing was her master's.
What surprised Ahsoka however was that although Master Yoda taught how the fall to the Dark Side was permanent, her Master had fallen and come back like a rubber band, as if it had just been a temporary dip, and nothing more. She didn't know whether to be intrigued or scared, but that hardly mattered at the present. What mattered was to get her Master to stop sulking.
The moment she opened her eyes after entering meditation, she balked. The Cheshire Cat was resting in front of the door, a wicked grin on his face and eyes narrow. "So you want to step inside the court of the Queen of Hearts?" the cat actually spoke to her, "My Alice, how bold are you? Be careful, if you don't know how to dance your head will be chopped off."
To enforce the point, the Cheshire Cat moved a claw across his neck and made his head bounce on the floor, body invisible at the doors slid open to allow him entrance. She stood up and stepped inside, Mister Fluffles following her with a slightly worried meowing sound. Past the doors, there wasn't her Master's meditation chambers anymore.
There was a large hallway covered in blood and grime. The viscous liquid dripped from the walls and the ceiling, and Ahsoka balked as she watched the flesh twitch from the very walls. She took a deep breath, and then stepped on the matted mass of vein-filled crimson tentacles that formed the floor. There was an oppressive feeling of darkness everywhere around her, as the screams of hatred and anger cracked apart at their very seems.
"We are all mad over here, Alice," the Cheshire Cat spoke in front of Ahsoka, his form slowly moving to that of the lumbering Akul-like form. "This is the madness we hold at bay. It is for our sake, and for that of the galaxy itself," the Cat looked back at her, and grinned one of its diabolical grins. "You think you can help? Then let us see what you can do."
Ahsoka swallowed thickly as the Cheshire Cat opened a set of heavy doors made of battered dark steel, which creaked as they moved aside. A shower of blood fell from high above, where the doors struck the ceiling. The Cheshire Cat did not care that his fur had become slick with blood, and simply began to shrink in size back to its tabby-like appearance. A few steps further, and he disappeared into nothingness.
"That wasn't supposed to happen!" her Master's voice came like a crashing thunder through the hall, which looked like a cathedral -what with the colored glass, the tall walls of black marble, and the columns holding the rooftop. Figures of weeping angels adorned the walls and the niches all around, and an altar shattered and broken stood at the far side of the cross-shaped hall.
Her Master's fist was at the center of the crack that spanned the entirety of the altar, and a mellifluous figure stood coyly on the other side of it. She grinned, her hair slick with blood and her fingers with long, crimson nails. "What did you expect?" she whispered in a sultry voice. "That he'd do nothing?"
"I destroyed the foundries of Metalorn!" her Master rebuked her, slapping the hand away. "I tore them apart! I killed the scientists leading the projects! I murdered them, their aides, everyone who was linked to it! I made sure."
"You didn't 'make sure' enough," the woman replied with a wink. "You need to make the galaxy a desert, and then you are free to call it peace."
"Shut it," her Master growled to the figure.
Ahsoka hesitated at the entrance of the hall. "They're always like this," a tiny voice squeaked by her side, making her turn her head to look down at a very familiar figure -it was the same child that she had seen after defeating her master's 'Wrath'. It was...well, her Master looked kind of chubby when he was younger.
"They?" Ahsoka asked.
The young-Master Shade nodded. "The Force...it's kind of alive," he said. "We developed a special rapport with it, to manage its power and to avoid falling into greed, into desire, into passion. When you repress stuff, you hide it under a corner," her Master's younger self said. "We were the best at that. We did it for years," he whispered. "And then we had a nervous breakdown. Then we got better," he continued, "But...you know, even a high stress tolerance eventually breaks. So we used this," he gestured around. "And it helped. It helped for a long while. Only, now it's all slipping away and it's hard holding it all back. It just wants to come out, like a bubbling feeling in your chest, you know? When you're really excited, and you want to scream it out loud, but you can't, not yet, because it's not really the moment yet for it..."
His voice grew quiet all of a sudden. "They stopped screaming at each other."
Ahsoka turned to look once more at the altar, only to come face to face with a vicious, feral smirk from the woman itself. She took a step back in fear, and as tendrils shot out of the walls to block the exit, her fear grew.
"Oh my," the woman whispered, "What do we have here."
"Ahsoka," her Master said, nearing her briskly, "What are you doing here?"
"Master, the High Council wanted your report on the events," Ahsoka said, trying to sidestep the woman to reach her Master, only for said annoyance to keep blocking her path. "Will you let me through?" she hissed in the end, and the woman simply smiled even more deviously, if such a thing was possible.
"Make me," the woman replied with a vicious grin.
"Ahsoka, don't-" but her Master was suddenly flung away, against a side of the cathedral as fleshy tendrils swiftly drowned him in its entirety.
"Hey!" Ahsoka yelled, a hand raised only for a tendril to sprout from the floor to grab at her. The tendril pushed her down on her knees, hurting her as spikes began to grow across its surface.
"Have they never taught you proper etiquette?" the woman smirked. "You must bow to your Queen when you enter her room."
Mister Fluffles sliced with one of his cute paws at the tendril, shattering it just in time for Ahsoka to duck and avoid a swipe of a crimson lightsaber. The walls began to drip with blood as the woman called forth another lightsaber from behind the altar. "So?!" the woman said with a crispy chuckle, "Are you coming? Or are you scared of me, Alice?"
Ahsoka snarled as she charged ahead, "Mister Fluffles!" she called, and Mister Fluffles sprung into action, lightsaber appearing in his right paw as he grew in size. He jumped and attacked from the side, but a tentacle grabbed him by the tail and threw him back against the walls, where spikes erupted and stabbed through his entire body.
"Now, now, this is between you and me!" the Queen said with a bright grin as she parried the twin strike of Ahsoka. Her face drew near to the lightsabers blade, as if unafraid of being pushed back. Ahsoka pushed all of her strength in overpowering the woman, but seemed to fail to even gain an inch.
Mister Fluffles screamed in pain as the tentacles ravaged across his wounds, widening them with vicious savagery. "Stop this!" Ahsoka snarled.
"Or what?" the woman replied with a hearty chuckle. "You are not your master. You have no power here. You come waltzing in expecting to be the linchpin of change? Who the hell do you think you are?! Do you think being a Disney princess is enough to stop a Queen? I am Despair made manifest, I am Hatred given form, I am the Madness that inhabits this body, and you have no power here!" with a bellowing roar, Ahsoka found her feet slipping on the floor of the cathedral as she was pushed back.
The figure spun and delivered a kick to her hands, making her lose her guard as the woman came down with both of her lightsabers to finish the pirouette in mid-air. Ahsoka saw the lightsabers come for her, and widened her eyes. She tried to bring her lightsabers back into a guard, but the enemy was fast, too fast, she wouldn't manage in time, she would never manage in time-
Desperation fueled her body, and she moved faster than she expected. What was impossible became possible, and with surprising agility, she blocked the strike.
"Despair gives us purpose," the woman laughed out, "Hatred makes us strong," she took a step forward, "And the madness makes it all bearable!" with a cackling, mad laughter the woman pushed Ahsoka further back, and the Togruta realized that if it kept up, she'd end with her back against the wall. The wall positively crawling with tentacles made of fleshy veins and sharp, black thorns.
"What's your problem?!" Ahsoka shot back at the woman. "Why are you doing this?!"
"Because it all could have been avoided!" the woman snarled in a howl. "All it took would have been ONE DEATH! ONE DEATH, AND ALL WOULD HAVE ENDED! BUT NO! IT WOULDN'T HAVE HELPED IN THE LONG RUN! SO BECAUSE WE COULDN'T KILL ONE SITH, WE MUST SUFFER THE DEATH OF HUNDREDS OF INNOCENTS! THOUSANDS! TENS OF THOUSANDS!" as the woman screamed, as the Queen of Hearts howled, the lightsabers she used furiously burned brighter than ever as the plasma within could barely be contained. Attack after attack rained on Ahsoka, who refusing to back away had no choice but to start to kneel down as each attack made her arms trembled and her hands hurt from the effort of not losing her grip.
"You have no idea," the Queen whispered in a softer voice, as she chuckled. "He kept you away from it. He kept you all away from it. Master Yoda's a good...a good thing, whatever his race is. He never told. Never knew himself, probably. But he wouldn't approve. That's why we are here. We have to hide it behind a facade, we have to hide it all." the Queen grinned. "That's why, I'm not going to let you win this battle, Alice. This battle, this very, very important battle, you will lose it."
Her lightsabers stopping coming down on Ahsoka, and instead suddenly spun in an uppercut. The Togruta fell on the ground trying to roll away, and in so doing ended up with her back against the wall, which quickly ensnared her right up as the thorns began to prickle at her skin and make her bleed. She tried to push herself off and with her teeth brought a lit lightsaber to cut them.
A rain of blood fell on her montrals and on her back as she twisted away from the tentacles' hold, and summoned into her hands both lightsabers to fight again, to fight more, to win.
"Do or do not," Ahsoka snarled. "There." She pounced on the woman and attacked, aiming for her heart which forced the woman back. "Is." So what if she couldn't move the lightsabers? So what if she couldn't overpower her? A lightsaber left Mister Fluffles' paw and ignited as it sailed straight for the Queen's back. "No." Ahsoka howled as she crossed her lightsabers to freeze the Queen in place. "Try."
The Queen gasped as her heart was pierced from behind, and like her Master had done in front of her eyes with Grievous, Ahsoka saw. "Now...Alice," Ahsoka whispered, her eyes locking with those of Alice herself, the mad Queen of Hearts, "It is time to die." And be at peace. The unspoken words hung in the emptiness, even as lightsabers cracked open from the walls to strike down at the Queen of Hearts. Beneath the flesh, beneath the blood, hidden by the sense of Guilt and Grief for all those sacrificed for the Greater Good, all of the lightsabers symbolizing the fallen Jedi came down like a torrential flood of ignited plasma.
As a thousand and a thousand more struck through every pore of skin available on the woman's surface, Ahsoka looked sadly on.
"It's time I go..." Alice whispered. "Time I wake up."
The Force rippled at its very seams, and broke apart the mad Queen of Hearts, leaving nothing behind but dust. Dust, and what looked like a family picture that swiftly disappeared from Ahsoka's sight to end in her Master's hands. He looked at it with a sad expression, and then sighed, shaking his head as he moved towards the altar to drop it off.
"Do you know why," her Master said as he turned to look at her, "I picked Alice in Wonderland?" he began to near her, as Mister Fluffles dropped from the side of the wall, now sporting a slightly bulkier build, four arms like those of the Cheshire Cat at its side.
"Master," Ahsoka replied with a light chuckle. "I think that's because you're mad, and everyone was mad in the book."
Her Master chuckled back. "Probably," he acquiesced. "I do so hate...well, more like dislike, the Force's shenanigans. Still, I heard something about being needed by the Jedi High Council?"
Ahsoka frowned. Her master was trying to change the conversation into a direction he preferred -but she wasn't going to stand for it, not now that she had a thousand more questions to ask about-
A Force flick hit her forehead, and she winced as she rubbed it. "Later," he said. "Not now, padawan," he whispered. "I promise that soon, I'll answer all of your questions. Until then, let's take our leave from this place," he continued as he put a hand on her shoulder and made her gently turn to leave behind the church, the church that now felt terribly familiar to Ahsoka, as if she had been in there more than once, and not always for happy occasions.
The doors of the church opened on the outside to a neat cobblestone square, a place of rock, and masonry. The ground broke around them as they began to walk on a road surrounded in the darkness, out of the meditation, and into the reality of the situation.
Ahsoka's eyes slowly opened to her Master's meditation chambers door. Only, she was on the other side of them, and she was resting her head on her master's lap. He gently patted her forehead.
"Time to wake up, Ahsoka," he whispered.
She stretched and stood up, looking at the sand and the rocks around them, at peace. Having no desire to alter the sand pattern on the ground, Ahsoka carefully used the force to levitate her body gently as if she were lifting a lightsaber, in order to pass without leaving behind any sign. She actually succeeded on the first try. No, she succeeded because she knew what she had to do, and she knew, because the Bond with her Master had grown further.
His power was now flowing through her too. His strength, his will, his knowledge was but a question away. Yet she would not ask.
She had to conquer Curiosity after all, and so, she would not ask.
Her Master grinned at her as he stepped by her side without touching the sand pattern either.
"Padawans," he said with a chuckle, "They learn and grow up so fast."
"I'm the best," Ahsoka nodded with a thin smudge of pride in her voice. "Ain't I the best?"
"Careful not to get too prideful," her Master pointed out. "Now let's go report to the Council of how Aurra Sing and her merry gang of mercenaries won't harm anyone else ever again," he acquiesced. "And of who made sure they slipped in during the confusion." He sighed and looked at her. "For what it matters, Ahsoka," he said as he began to walk towards the Jedi High Council, with her following his side. "I am sorry."
Ahsoka shrugged and grinned. "Doesn't matter, Master." She blinked the next moment, "Oh, right, I was nearly forgetting something very important," she added. "You remember...when you said you picked me because you were sure I'd always do the right thing?"
"Yes," her Master replied, already dreading her answer.
"Well, I think the right thing is for me to keep being your Padawan until the Council takes the Force away from you," Ahsoka said, "And after that happens, then I'll just have to ask Master Kenobi if he's in need of a new Padawan learner. Knight Skywalker won't be knight for much longer, will he?"
"And how do you know that?" her Master remarked.
"Because that's your hope, isn't it? You care," Ahsoka said with a bright, bubbly grin. "You care a lot, maybe too much, but you care. We all get it. All of us, you know," she chuckled as they passed by Ferus, who had just so casually been on the way to the other side of the Temple, and Knight Darra, who was accompanying him. By happenstance, they crossed Anakin Skywalker and Master Kenobi, and on the way, more than a couple of Younglings and awestruck Padawans had some important business to do near them. It was a silent form of support.
Her Master sighed. He rolled his eyes. "No attachments is kind-of a very important rule, Ahsoka."
"Then I promise I won't go on a rampage if you go away, or die," Ahsoka chuckled. "What is the term? Uhm...'Yandere'?"
Her Master visibly recoiled as if struck. "Maybe it was a bad idea to-"
"No, no," Ahsoka giggled. "I like it. There's so much...woah, is this how you see the world, Master? It's-" and suddenly it was cut off. "Hey!" she pouted.
"Curiosity, Ahsoka," her Master chided her as he neared the doors to the Jedi High Council. "Curiosity killed the Togruta."
And then he stepped inside, leaving her to wait outside with an unspoken gesture.
Ahsoka turned her back to the doors and stretched with her hands behind her back, a bright grin on her face, just like that of the Cheshire Cat.
All was right in the world, and in the galaxy, and the dark clouds of the day before had disappeared once more to leave place to the sun.
She wondered however, she wondered all the same...
Whom did Master Shade not kill, that could have avoided this all war from beginning?
And what reason could there be, worse than this war, to force him to pick this war over peace?
Still, whatever reason there could be, she'd discover it.
She'd discover it, and then, together with her Master, she'd face it as his Padawan.
Unless she became a Knight.
In which case, she'd face it like a Knight by his side.
Maybe he'd play the role of the Princess captured by the evil dragon?
She chuckled at the mental image.
Her Master wearing a princess dress and being locked atop a high tower waiting to be saved...and annoying the dragon to no end.