Vampires. Demons.
Fallen fucking angels.
I now faced an enemy worse than any of them. Or at the very least deadlier as it did its best to kill me with boredom.
Math class.
I disliked it back in the day and then I was learning new stuff and I still found it boring. Now? Now I knew everything being taught already.
I was bored out of my fucking mind.
Glancing at the clock I idly doodled in the notebook. Not even the fact that Buffy and her gang were in the class kept me on my toes. That should tell you how bored I was.
I had a fallen angel riding shotgun in my head and I was in the same room as the Slayer and it still didn't keep me paying attention.
"...And remember to pick up your homework on the way out. That's about what we have time for today. Happy Halloween everyone."
Oh thank god.
I quickly started to pack my stuff up. It wasn't just that I was bored either. From what I remember, Buffy had a bit of a hair trigger and if she got the wrong vibe from me she might just stake me on instinct before I have the change to say anything. I'm allergic to being stabbed.
Shouldering my backpack, I headed for the exit and did a hard right turn to avoid Snyder. He was just an unpleasant little man as he was portrayed in the show and I could not be signed up to herd kids around tonight.
"Should you not warn them, my host?" a voice whispered in my ear. "You know danger is coming. People may die."
Yeah. People may die.
But... fuck. If I told them... if I told them, they would wonder how I knew. I would be involved!! I would get pulled in and I would never get out.
Swallowing, I pushed out of the school into the warm sunshine, doing my best to ignore the horrible feeling in the pit of my stomach.
What did it say when the Fallen riding in my head was the voice of reason? Oh yeah, that it was going to sound reasonable this time and be right. Which meant it might be right the next time too. Maybe I should listen?
Next thing I know I'm nailing nuns to the wall of a burning church.
No. Taziel is there to be ignored.
But... what if things go worse this time around? What if something I did changed things? What if Spike ends up being a bit faster and rips Buffy's throat out? It would be the end of the world.
"That is a possible risk. Is it worth risking the end of the world? Or any of their lives for this, my host? Children running around, Miss Summers, Rosenberg and Mister Harris? Are you going to risk all their lives to make a possible personal gain? Knowledge is power and that's what you have right now. With great power comes great responsibility."
"Shut up." I whispered under my breath and grit my teeth. I really didn't need a hell bitch quoting Spiderman at me!
She was right, though. God fucking damn it. This was what they did, wasn't it? Either I do as she wants or I do as I want to and regret it.
Shaking my head, I turned and headed towards Ethan's store. The center of this entire thing. I needed... the last piece. No matter what I chose to do, I needed the option. I had until tonight to make up my mind.
Pushing the door open, I walked inside and looked around. Plenty of people around which was good. The more people the less chance that somebody paid attention to me.
Moving in between the shelves I started to search for something suitable. Wouldn't it be typical if I did all this and ended up having to contact Giles in the end anyway just because Rayne didn't... Oh, toy weapons, perfect.
Frowning to myself, I went through the selection, drumming my fingers against my leg in thought. What to pick, what to pick... ah, perfect.
Picking up the box I looked over it before I frowned at the price. Ouch!
Twenty dollars for a plastic shotgun. That would wipe out pretty much everything I had left without needing to steal food or starve this month.
Well, if it worked it would be worth it.
If not... then it wouldn't. If I didn't go through with it then it would be a waste of money. I stood and looked at the plastic shotgun for a long while, turning the box over in my hands as I pretended to read the text on it.
For once, Taziel was keeping quiet.
People might die. Me just existing was affecting things by pure butterfly effect. Things might not play out like they did.
If someone died this time that didn't last time, it would be on me. If Xander, Buffy or Willow died... it could be the end of the world.
Could I really risk that for something that might not even work? I couldn't just tell them what was going to happen. It was just too dangerous. Even an anonymous note to Giles might work. But then they knew something would be up.
It might get me killed, especially if they somehow found out about Taziel.
But if I didn't, people might get killed. Could I really just stand by and let that happen?
No. Damn it. Fuck it all to fucking hell I couldn't.
Frowning, I looked down at the plastic toy. Could I... maybe do both? Try to get the boost and still stop it? Without getting involved further?
If I was behind the store when it triggered... with a note about what's going on before me to tell him... he would deal with it. If it worked, he would deal with it, I knew that much of the character. That would mean being out after dark, though. Some risks were worth taking though. Besides, it was Halloween.
More or less monster free.
Screw you, Taziel. I'm taking option number three.
"Can I help you young man?" A voice asked and I turned around to look up at Ethan Rayne.
"Yes. Yes I believe you can." I answered and showed him the weapon. "This one please. Is the price negotiable?"
A raised eyebrow was all I got in response.
"Damn. Fine. But this thing better come with a warranty."
AN// Many thanks to betaing for Grey Rook this section!

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