I inspected the locked box in my hand before turning the key and opening it, looking down at the blackened silver coin sitting in the middle of it.
The overlapping triangle symbol in the middle was smooth and shiny.
Taziel. She was in there, waiting for me to pick it back up. A fallen angel. One of the most corrupting things in all existence that I know of.
But ... she trusted me to pick her back up.
Was I really that far along already? So deep under her power that even without her shadow in my head, I could be counted on to pick her back up?
Or was it simply that I wanted what she could give me?
When that Mo'o attacked, I asked her for help. Then I tried to summon the coin. Hellfire. None of it worked and I was left with...
What was I really left with? Myself. My memories ... the memories of the Hell Walker. But I was still just human.
The question was simple really.
Would I pick her up again? Even as I looked at the coin sitting there, I didn't know. Were I the one that wanted to pick it up or...
I drummed my fingers on my leg as I looked at it.
Aiko was off taking a walk in the forest, feeding on the natural energies or something or the other. She seemed a bit surprised about the entire fallen angel thing, but it didn't seem to bother her too much. There was still the dinner with her parents later.
One a thousand year old fox spirit and the other one the god of rice. That would be... fun. And with fun I mean terrifying. One was able to rip my soul out of my nostrils with a idle thought and the other was a god.
Then again, scary really had it's goalposts shifted since I appeared on this world.
...Nope, dinner with a god and what might as well be a goddess after somehow getting involved with their daughter was still scary as hell.
But right now, none of that mattered.
What mattered was the coin sitting on the velvet in this little box.
Taziel.
If I picked it up again... it would be of my own free will. No accident. Permanently. I would be inviting her back in to poke around in my head, twisting my soul. Joining Hells Angels... not just one of the main groups.
If she told the truth, she were against Anduriel and the rest of the Denarians.
If she told the truth.
If.
If.
If.
That was the real word in the entire thing, wasn't it. Could I trust Taziel? I didn't know. There was no way for me TO know. I didn't trust my own mind in the matter.
I thought the fact that she trusted me to pick her up again was a good sign in her favor. The fact that she was part of the forces of hell was a bad one against her.
A major one. Hell Walker knew what happened when you tried to control demons and the forces of hell. I had... He had seen it again and again. And each time people died. Thousands of people.
Taking a deep breath, I closed the box again and locked it. I had some time left.
I needed a walk and clear my head. Shaking my head, I walked over and put the coin box in the wall safe before I pulled on a t-shirt and headed out of the hotel into the warm sun. What the fuck was I going to do?
One check on the wall map and I were on my way towards one of the outer areas of the place, paths deep into the surrounding forest and towards one of the villages nearby.
I started jogging in that direction.
Taziel. Could she be trusted? Yes. Were she telling the truth? Most likely.
Did she want to corrupt my soul and turn me into a monster? Most likely if she had not already. I was different from when I picked her up.
Then again, maybe that was close to a year of demon hunting and having a few thousand years of Doom Slayer shoved into my skull. Actually, that was most likely was my doing, not hers.
Damn it.
Maybe I should have told Inari that he could take the coin and hide it where no one will ever be able to find it. Maybe I still could, he did say he owed me a favor.
Leave her locked away in black nothingness for...
Forever was a really long time. Even if she was kill the orphan, eat the kittens evil ... she wouldn't deserve that. No-one would. I didn't know if I could really trust Inari with it either.
What the hell am I supposed to do here?
A sharp pain slammed into my back at my right shoulder and I stumbled, looking down at it in surprise.
A crossbow bolt was poking out of it.
AN// Big thanks to Winged_One for betaing this section.