Halkegenia Online v2.0 – Chapter 11 – Part 2
Even after all that she had been through in just the past night's time, Sakuya still did not permit herself to rest just yet. There was so much to do and such a small window to do it.
A perimeter had to be set up around the city and patrols arranged to catch any fleeing conspirators. That was a job for Zolf and Morgiana. Strategic stockpiles had to be checked for signs of tampering and their guards doubled, already being Handld by Thinker and Eugene. Damage had to be managed, both the real scars to the city and wounded reputations of the Fae and their backers. And the ugly rumors had to be nipped in the bud before they could spread and the rot could set in. The Last two were left for her.
The Sylph Forces training at Champ de Mars had been fully sortied to assist the Capital Garrison and Sakuya's own guards now stood prominently at attention around the perimeter of the room, even more determined after Ephi's betrayal to show their diligence.
Sakuya was on her last leg, emotionally, mentally, and physically spent, but she dove in anyways, anything to let her forget about the past night, to move beyond it. To convince Alicia and her subordinates that she was alright. Even bickering with the Nobility was welcome, for a while at least.
Opinion ranged the gamut from the Duke de la Valliere, still staunchly supportive, to Count Woestte, showing open anger at how a mess had been made of a profitable evening with Lord Rute, to the outraged cries of the opposition eager for their pound of flesh from the hide of the Fae and the Crown. She wondered idly just how many of the last group might know something more of the events that had transpired. Only time would tell, she hoped.
"Troubles?"
Sakuya blinked out of a daze to realize that her mind had wondered in the company of the Duke de la Valliere. Eyes shinning from beneath thick, blonde eyebrows, with only a hint of gray at the roots of his hair. Reaching later middle age, the Duke was nonetheless as vital yet as his wife. It was an observation that Sakuya had found herself making while in the company of many of Tristain's aristocracy, General Gramont, and Count Woestte as well. Better nutrition and a life free of backbreaking labor would account for a lot, but she'd begun to suspect that magic was coming into play somewhere along the line.
The Valliere Patriarch had already done the Fae a great service, he and the Duchess lending their political and military support to the joint ventures to secure Tristain's borders against outside aggression. If there was anyone here who she could trust as much as she did Henrietta and Queen Marianne, it was the Duke and the Duchess.
"How could I not be troubled after what I've learned about last night?" She'd gotten the whole story from Alicia on the way back.
The fireworks, the fires, the utter disruption of the Gala. It wouldn't be possible to diffuse all of the blame. They were going to take a painful hit for this, especially when news of Sigurd and Ephi became public knowledge, and she saw no way that it wouldn't. Not just one Faerie but three. So much for being above suspicion. "It's all going to be a perfect mess, isn't it?" She concluded. "I just wonder if things will be okay."
The Duke gave her a look of almost grandfatherly concern, sighing heavily. They'd ended up in the corner of the ballroom, watching events unfold, stepping in wherever they were needed to quell a dispute. They'd reached a lull in the traffic coming and going, the soldiers and guards were executing their orders and would report back, most of the Nobility would still be digesting what had happened last night, plotting their next moves, whether friend or foe.
"Do not let it weigh too heavily on your shoulders. The burden will crush you if you do not take care." The Duke looked on melancholic for a moment. "You are a newcomer to this land, but this Kingdom has weathered tumultuous times often in the past. Now is no different."
"The Kingdom, maybe." Sakuya said. Henrietta had been kind enough to read some of Halkegenia's histories for her, part of an exchange they had made one evening not too long ago. Tristain's history was as filled with conflict as the Duke claimed, rivaling that of Europe during a similar time, indeed, the war with Reconquista marked the end of an unusually long period of relative peace. "But you can't tell me that power hasn't changed hands times over." And that was what she feared, the Kingdom had existed before they'd arrived after all, it could happily go on existing if they ceased.
A moment of silence. "No . . . I suppose not. But it is a start. Allow yourself the luxury of the assumption that the Kingdom will still be here tomorrow and fret not until you see for yourself. There is plenty else to be concerned with in the mean time."
"Worry about what I can do, you mean?" Sakuya asked. "I only wish that were enough."
Hearing it said by someone else, it gave her permission of a sorts to give in, just a little. It was a reminder that somewhere in her head, Yamada Sakura the grad student was still spinning around hysterically as she tried to come to terms with the fact that thousands of people were depending on her.
"It will be." The Duke asserted. "Between you and the other Lords, the Vallieres, the La Ramees, the Woesttes, and the Crown. Or there will be heaven and damnation to pay when we fail. You alone have already done a great deal, Lady Sakuya."
"Only made myself visible." Sakuya said humbly.
"And that is half the battle." The Duke de la Valliere said, slamming one massive hand against his thigh. "You can't be blind to how the nobility see you."
"Yes, I know, as a Faerie Lord." Sakuya almost spat. She knew that the Duke meant it to be flattering, but how could she feel flattered? Leading felt more like a curse.
The Duke shook his head slowly. "As the Faerie Lord. It's in your bearing, the way you speak and to whom." He said with a certain emphasis that left Sakuya very surprised. "Make no mistake, they view the likes of Lord Mortimer and Lord Thinker as high Nobility as well, but you, they see as something very close to Fae Royalty. You could not have missed this."
Sakuya looked away. She hadn't, or rather, she'd noticed it without thinking much of the implications, what would come of it given time. It had started out of convenience, and continued to grow as she dealt with the Nobility on their own terms. It had become assumed, something that she accounted for when speaking with Barons, and Counts, and Dukes, that she would be treated as a peer.
"No." She admitted. "No, I haven't. But I'm not, not really, anyways."
Silence again stretched as they stood side by side, the Duke seemingly taking care as he crafted his response. Delicately, so delicately, speaking with decades of decorum. "I think you'll find that it's a role that suits you, Sakuya. Even more so when you find the right person to carry the load with you."
Feeling tired, Sakuya smiled wanly. "I can't keep burdening Alicia with my troubles, it feels selfish enough as it is." It wouldn't be right. Alicia had to be burning out too, that was always like her, not showing it until she finally crashed.
The Duke frowned imperceptibly. "That wasn't . . ."
"If I might ask, where is the Duchess right now?" Sakuya surveyed the room, but she couldn't see a sign of the familiar head of pink hair. Perhaps the Duchess was once more taking a more active role, asserting her old authority as a Captain of the Knights.
The Duke's expression darkened as he brought both hands to rest on his cain. "I'm afraid. That there was an incident last night involving our youngest daughter."
"Oh?" Sakuya felt a chill run down her spine as she understood the unspoken implication. "Oh." She said again, flatly.
"Quite." The Duke said softly under his breath. "She was performing services to the crown when she ran afoul of some of the Conspirators and was badly injured along with once of Lady Alicia's people."
"Are they . . ."
"Both still live." The Duke assured her quickly. "Our daughter received only minor injuries, but she has suffered another collapse from exhaustion. The Duchess refuses to leave her side. Louise is expected to make a fully recovery. Though it was a very near thing for the Faerie with her. I heard that the healers were unsure if she would make it through the night."
"I am sorry again for the danger that your family has suffered because of our neglect." Sakuya bowed her head sincerely. "Though, shouldn't you also see to your daughter at a time like this?" She knew it wouldn't necessarily match the mores of the time, if Halkegenia was as much like the amalgam of late medieval and early modern Europe it resembled, but she'd been surprised before. And, there was a world of difference between reading of how people were expected to act, and seeing it for herself.
"This is no more your fault than it is the fault of the Crown. Though I assure you there will be people who see it that way. As for Louise," The Duke let out a long, low breath, closing his eyes. "That is exactly what I am doing now." He gestured around them tp the bickering nobility. "There are men in this room who think of nothing but themselves, even now, what they can gain from this disaster, or what they can salvage of their own fortunes. I think how this might endanger my daughters." He looked over to Sakuya and she was struck by how pained he looked beneath those thick eyebrows. "Neither my wife nor I want our daughters to experience the tumultuous times I mentioned. They should remain to them, always, in the records of history."
"I think I understand." She said softly. Reahing out, she placed both of her hands atop the Duke's own, squeezing softly, feeling the rough skin, scarred by years of fighting and hunting. "Then at least let me wish her a swift recovery."
A small nod of gratitude from the Duke. "And the same for your Lord Mortimer." The blonde Noblemen cocked his head. "I gather you haven't payed your respects yet?"
"To Mortimer?" Sakuya wondered, and then shook her head hesitantly. "N-no, the physicians said he needed rest, and there was so much else to do . . ."
"Sakuya-san!"
It was the Undine Lord's Lieutenant, Yulier, wondering closer on her circuit of the ballroom perimeter. She looked slightly less disheveled then the rest of them, having traded off shifts with Thinker through the night, sparing herself time to eat and get a little rest. Now she seemed to be making others do the same, tapping Lord Zolf on the shoulder as he finished briefing a trio of his guards, the threat assassins vanishing in puffs of Darkness Magic to take up watch. If only they'd thought to have all of them on hand the night before instead of just the two accompanying Zolf.
'It might have pushed the standoff over the edge.' Sakuya thought darkly. The Local mages were tolerant of Earth, Wind, Water, and Fire magic, and regarded Puca music spells with a mix of amusement and dismay, but even with the Church's ruling, suspicions still surrounded the more exotic [<Magic Types]> especially those that did what was impossible for Halkegenian magic to duplicate.
"Yulier-san." Sakuya regarded the other woman politely. The silver haired Undine had found time in the night to change into something more functional, the pseudo martial uniform of the Orlein City Watch.
"Forgive me for interrupting, but I thought it best that everyone try and get some rest now." Yulier said. "Thinker and I can manage now that Lady Zia and Lord Rute have returned."
Sleep, sleep sounded good right now, but Sakuya was reluctant until a heavy hand planted itself on her shoulder.
"The Lady of Sylvain graciously accepts, Miss Yulier." The Duke said in a voice that brooked no argument. He would get none from her, she supposed. This was bound to take days, she needed to pace herself and rest when she could. Giving Yulier a small nod and a whisper of thanks, she departed, at first for no place in particularly, simply seeking a quiet place to sit down, or perhaps a vacant room to sleep. Not her own, after last night she wanted to distance herself from the reminders for now.
But before that. The Duke may have been right. There was someone she needed to see, if only for her own peace of mind.
She didn't actually know where Mortimer had taken, but asking around eventually got her to a servant who could furnish his location, in the guest apartments on the third floor, not at all far from where Sakuya herself had been staying. When she arrived, Sakuya as mildly surprised to see a pair of Cait Grapplers standing opposite the Salamanders guards at the door.
The Guards challenged her, at first she thought it was out of habit, but then realized that they were thoroughly appraising her with their full arsenal of detection magic. Given last night, she couldn't blame them at all for suspecting everyone.
Satisfied, the Salamanders stepped aside, opening the doors for her. Taking a breath, Sakuya felt like she was about to set foot in the Dragon's den. For all of that, the first step proved remarkably easy. Then the doors shut behind her and she was left with only her own breathing and the faint sound of leaves rustling in the tree outside the windows.
The apartments were like her own with a small sitting room serving as the entry to a bedroom and attached washroom. The second set of double doors leading to the bedroom had been left open to encourage a breeze, carrying with it the heavy scents of healing salves and disinfectant ointments. Treading softly, Lydia looked up as she entered the room, and then Alicia sitting beside the bed.
"Lady Sakuya." Lydia greeted, seemingly unsure of quite what to make of her presenting herself like this.
"Finally decided to stop by, eh Sakuya-chan?" Alicia whispered kindly.
"Alicia? What are you doing here?" Sakuya wondered. Though the absence of General Eugene was easy enough to determine. With Mortimer unable to lead, the Salamanders would be looking to his brother to organize them in the interim.
"What's does it look like?" Alicia asked. "I'm paying my respects to the guy who helped save my best friend."
Hearing it like that brought home more what had happened last night. Gathering her courage, Sakuya asked the only question that mattered. "How is he?"
The Salamand and Cait looked to each other and then back to Sakuya.
"Well, he hasn't woken up since they brought him here." Alicia offered, voice trailing as if uncertain. "But the healers said that he should be fine if we wait."
"My Lord pushed himself very hard last night." Lydia said as she rose to retrieve a bowl of water and a hand cloth. "Flying all the way to the Capital after being injured, and journeying with the assault force. He did far too much and now his body is needs time to recover." The Salamander swordswoman stopped to give Sakuya a meaningful, almost accusatory look before coming to sit beside Alicia.
Only then, following behind Lydia, did Sakuya get a clear look at the form laying propped up in bed.
"See, Sakuya-chan. He's not a bad person." Alicia whispered.
Her first thought upon seeing him was that this was not Lord Mortimer. Without the cold glare, without the enforced state of non expression or the overbearing stance, the years seemed to melt away until all that was left was a pale youth, barely old enough to be called a man. Pale, almost sickly it seemed. Neck and gauze bandages covering his upper chest peeked out from the collar his nightgown while arms were laying to either side showing more gauntness then she would have expected in a player avatar.
'He hasn't been eating well.' She realized, looking at the way the skin hung. Unlike the dark rings beneath his eyes, that couldn't have been the result of just last night.
'Why didn't I notice it before?' She wondered, how fragile he really was. But she knew the answer. She'd wanted an enemy, something to lash out at, and Mortimer had made himself an easy target. Guilt became the predominant emotion as Sakuya took a seat beside her oldest remaining friend.
"You should have seen him last night." Alicia went on as Lydia quietly worked, wiping away the sweat and checking bandages. "He went totally Sherlock Holmes on the conspiracy to find where they'd taken you and Shirishi-chan, and . . ."
"And?" Sakuya asked.
"He was scarred to death for you." Lydia said without looked up. "He thought that if anything happened to you, it would be his doing."
Sakuya's eyes widened and then narrowed again. "His fault? No, Ephi and Sigurd were my responsibility. I'm the only one who put myself in danger." She laughed softly. "I really am such a horrible judge of character, aren't I?"
"Sakuya-chan." Alicia urged gently.
"I can't really say." Lydia decided coldly, putting the bowl and towel back at Mortimer's bed side. "I imagine that My Lord will say it's both your faults for letting this happen and . . . " The silver haired salamander breathed softly. " . . . That your portion of the fault doesn't matter."
"Is that how it is?" Sakuya wondered, watching the faint rise and fall of the sleeping Mortimer's chest.
"That's how it is." Lydia agreed. Then, expression softening minutely, she went on. "But please, don't take that as reason to judge him too harshly." Lydia raised her own right hand to Mortimer's forehead. Sakuya noted the bandaged, and the pungent smell of burn ointments. "I know he's difficult. He may seem callous to you, even cruel. But Mortimer has always done right by the Salamanders, in that other world and in this one." She bit her lip. "It's just, I think, if he let it show that he cared . . . he'd go mad. Can you imagine how that must feel?" Lydia looked up sadly.
Having all the weight sitting on her shoulders, laying awake at night second guessing herself, locking her doubts deep within her chest where they would never come out. Sakuya squeezed her eyes shut. "A little." She said in a small voice, swallowing. "I've been unkind to him, haven't I?"
Alicia chuckled. "Maybe just a little." Pinching her finger together. "But I get why he rubs you the wrong way. I just prefer to think he doesn't know how to deal with women."
"Maybe you're right." Sakuya looked back down at Mortimer, and then half smiled. He really did look so much like a kid when he was sleeping. "I'll have to apologize I suppose. When he wakes up . . . Lydia-san?"
"Hmm?" The swordswoman looked up from her work.
"Would it be alright, if I stayed her for a while", Sakuya asked, "In case he wakes up." She felt her cheeks warming as she realized how it sounded. "I just . . . don't want to leave things unsettled."
"Stay as long as you please." Lydia replied. "But, I'd think you'd want to rest while you can."
"Only for a while." Sakuya persisted. Just a little while. The time would be good for her, to think, to reflect, to try and come up with some way to put right the rift they'd managed to create between themselves when they should have been trying to trust.
They'd relented, Alicia, and Lydia both, neither saying a word to her as she retreated to be alone with her own thoughts, not even noticing when Alicia was called away, or when Lydia went to get more bandages. It ran circles in her head as she tried to think of what to say, how to be diplomatic about what had happened, and how to put aside her wounded pride. In the end, she had made the same mistakes as Mortimer.
She didn't even notice, having come to rest, her own exhaustion catching up with her. As long as she'd been moving, she'd been able to stay awake, but now, her body demanded sleep.
'How do I make up for this?' She wondered, feeling her eyes growing leaden.
'How do I trust you?' She gave that young face a curious look before closing her eyes one last time, head nodding forward.
'How do I earn your trust?'
She didn't mean to, the breeze just felt so good, soothing her like a lullaby as its rustled the trees outside. Darkness caught up to Sakuya, sinking forward in her chair until her head and shoulders were resting atop the bed.
The room was silent for a time save for their shared breathing. Then a faint stirring, bleary eyes opening to look about, as if still half in the world of dreams. Mortimer's eyes trailed slowly from the window, up to the ceiling, and then down, down to the source of noise and the pressure resting against his left arm.
He stopped, blinking as he licked dry lips, hand untangling itself to reach out feebly, to prove that what he was seeing wasn't a mirage. Fingers slipped through dark green hair and then softly touched the side of her face and the bandage that still covered the cuts to her cheek. Still, sleeping, peaceful . . . beautiful . . . As he drifted back into Darkness.