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With a gasp, Lirra's eyes shot open. She stumbled from her cross-legged sitting position and fell to the floor, her left arm impacting the ground painfully. This was the only thing that stopped her nose from meeting the same fate. She coughed and retched, a mix of ash and saliva forming a small puddle near her hand on the wooden floor of her room. She stayed that way for a moment, trying to get her breath back as the feathers that her sudden movement had disturbed floated down gently on the floor.
A slight flowery scent filled the air.
Lirra shakily got back up and looked around, confused. The room was dark, the only light being the cold rays of the moon coming from the crack in the curtains. Her bare feet were cold on the wooden floor as she made her way to open them. She stumbled on something and stifled a curse as she tried not to fall again. Getting her balance back, she finally managed to clear the window and let more light in. Turning back, she bent to pick the thing she almost stepped on.
It was some sort of bowl or a large cup. Metallic, although thankfully not made of iron as she could carry it without pain. Bronze, maybe? Cinders ran down her hands as she turned it around. Someone had burnt something in it. Probably the source of the smell, if she had to take a guess. Seeing as Tanwen wasn't in, who did? Her mind felt hazy, so she couldn't exclude the possibility that she was the one. The question then became where and how did she get this. Running her thumb around its edge, she could feel some kind of engraving and raised it near the window to try and see it more clearly.
The etchings didn't mean anything to her. Some kind of symbols and scenes of battle in a foreign style. There were clouds too and perhaps it was happening on a mountain? Or someplace with more holes than ground? Nothing that she knew, anyway. Removing the last of the ashes that still clung to it revealed what looked like a crest in the center: a stylized flower with its petals rising up.
Why would someone leave it in her room? And also, why did they feel the need to fill it with cinders so she'd spread it everywhere when she stumbled on it? The room was enough of a mess with just the feathers already…
And if the one who brought it was Lirra herself, the same question applied. She knew she was messy, but she didn't go out of her way to ruin everything, it just… happened.
Sighing, she put it down on the windowsill and sat on her bed.
She was just trying to find excuses not to think.
What she'd seen, heard, learned… what she'd already known.
The echoes of those she Pyred still lived in her, as clear as the day of their death, as raw as when they entered her. The good, the bad, the terrible, they were all part of her. It meant that if she had the courage, she could rekindle these memories, could make more of the fallen her own. But with that came another question: she had to give a part of herself in her vision; did that mean that there was a finite amount of "self" to go around? If she took too much of other people, would she stop being Lirra? Maybe it was what almost happened back in the forest when she Pyred so many bodies one after the other…
Still, it didn't feel like she forgot anything. Well, if she ignored her current confusion. Nothing important, at least.
She should probably try and sleep now, so she could benefit from the last few hours of night left before she went to class. Still, the parting words of her Mentor still echoed inside her head. What was the crime he talked about? Could it be what the Keepers did before the end of the Ebb and Flow? When they were the only ones to take care of the many, many dead and abused their power? But if so, why did he talk about a duty at the same time?
The worst part of these questions was that there was an easy way for her to know. She just had to take in more of her father or those who came before. To rekindle the Echoes of Keepers long gone. With the dull pain in her chest that came whenever she thought of him, losing those parts of herself was almost tempting… not that she'd get to choose what would go. Her life wasn't that easy.
With a sigh, she let herself fall down on her bed, a few feathers rising in the air as her horns pierced her pillow. She shouldn't think like that. Her father wouldn't want her to think like that.
What felt like a second later, the birds were chirping and the sun was in her eyes from the window she'd forgotten to cover again last night. The room was still a mess, with ashes everywhere and her footprints in it and spreading it around the rest of the chamber.
Groaning, she got to a sitting position as she rubbed her eyes. She would give an awful lot to just go back to sleep, but unfortunately that wasn't an option. She stumbled out of the bed, and reached for the tattered greenish patchwork that was her cape on a nearby chair. She'd gone to bed clothed, so that was all that was left to put on, except for the uniform's leather boots. It had been a bad idea, as the hardened boiled leather of its armored parts had made her short rest a most uncomfortable one. She adjusted her collar then fastened her cape before pulling her hood up to cover her ashen hair.
Eventually, she reached the mess hall and let herself fall down on a chair, munching without enthusiasm on some fruit, vegetable or maybe even a root. In her state, she really hadn't paid attention to what she got, especially given her lack of appetite. Still, she had to get at least something in her if she wanted to face the day ahead.
"And finally she arrives!" Alvi's voice was as a thousand burning pins in her temples and Lirra groaned. This didn't dissuade him. "For you to have a hangover during the week… damn it, girl, invite me next time!"
He clapped her back amically, sending her against the table. What she was eating was a fruit, apparently, given it was smeared across her face without much effort.
"Oh shi- I'll, uh... go get you something," he added at that, voice sheepish but still much too loud for her liking.
He got up, his char scraping loudly against the floor and left.
"Asshole's right, though, you know? Whatever you did last night messed you up something good."
Tanwen's solicitude was touching.
"Got something good, at least?" she added.
For all answer, Lirra groaned again. With her head on the table like that, it only took her blinking for an instant for the Changeling to fall back asleep.
When she woke up, it was to a balancing movement and some uncomfortable weigh on her belly. She blearily opened her eyes and saw the hallways moving around her and the ground far too low underneath. A thick braid of ginger hair danced in and out of her vision and she could feel a massive hand holding her. It seemed like Alvi had, rather nicely, decided to carry her to classes rather than wake her up.
She tapped his back to get his attention.
"Uh… Alvi? Could you put me down?" Her voice was thin and hoarse, as was expected given how little sleep she'd had.
"Eh? Finally woke up, did you?" Thankfully he was facing away from her so his voice wasn't as deafening as usual. "Don't worry, you don't weigh anything and we're nearly there anyway."
That wasn't really the point.
"I can walk," she insisted. "Also, your shoulder guards are digging in quite badly..." ...and I don't want to enter the room ass first.
At least, she was wearing breeches and not a robe like some Stars seemed to favor.
Sadly, the mountain of a man was as immovable as one and she only got back to the ground when he let her down on a chair well inside the classroom. She made an effort to sit upright, but her heart wasn't into it.
"You weren't here when the hour was early at the mess, and now you come like so." A voice came from her right. "Are you fine?"
It was an exotic looking girl with sharp dark eyes and hair pulled in some sort of ponytail. She seemed nice despite her intensity, what with worrying about Lirra's state despite them not being acquainted with each other.
"Ah, I'm… I really didn't get enough sleep last night," Lirra confessed, blushing slightly. "But I should be fine, as long as miss Al-Wahid doesn't, uh... Al-Wahid too much?."
It was at that time that said instructor entered the room. Maybe it was the strange scar at the side of her mouth that made it look like she smiled so evilly, or maybe she heard Lirra and thought it was a great idea.
"All right, everyone out and to the third training area." It was there that Lirra realized with horror that she'd heard her. "Time for some survival training."
A hand fell on Lirra's shoulder.
"It is in suffering that greatness shines." The other girl's expression softened slightly. "Be strong, Lirra."
"Why..." She let out a low whine, defeated.
The rest of the day was hell. A painful, cruel and relentless hell. When evening came, the class left, broken in mind and body and silently agreed to go straight to bed and never again talk of this dark day.
Lirra's sleep was thankfully dreamless, with no traces of the vast expanse of ashy desolation she'd beheld.
The cup remained on the windowsill, still marked with traces of cinders and soot, its origin unexplained.
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Then, the first day of the week-end arrived. Lirra happily slept in until quite late, and then...
[] Go and give your answer to Melissa. (time limited to this week-end only)
- [] Take the job
- [] Don't take the job
[] Spend some time with your classmates.
- [] Tanwen wanted to go and spend the day at the cliffs.
- [] Pupa wanted to go visit the harbor town. See people, go shopping… the boats probably bring all sorts of stuff.
-- [] Take advantage of the outing to ask her what was going on in the baths.
- [] Alvi plans on getting wasted and possibly see if there's a pleasure house at the harbor. While you most definitely won't come along on the second part of his plan, why not party a bit?
- [] You will talk to that elf and she will answer you, even if it's the last thing you do.
[] Find the origin of that cup.
[] Empty the graveyard some more.
[] Try to learn about one of the Swords not in your group.
- [] The sun knight
- [] Alvi's sister
- [] The pretty boy who is neither with Dylis or indescribable
- [] The Svartalf
- [] The tan, sharp looking man
- [] The girl who looks like Chloe
- [] The wild looking girl
- [] The… boy who looks like… urgh your head hurts. Seems nice, though.
- [] The giant golem-limbed man
- [] The boy who's always with Dylis
- [] Dylis
- [] The other knight
[] Spend some time with your earlier companions.
- [] Chloe will probably spend her time in the library. With the magical knowledge you obtained from the Pyres came a lot of questions. Maybe she has answers?
-- [] Stay general
-- [] About Elemental magic
-- [] About Illusion magic
-- [] About Alteration magic
-- [] About Mind magic
-- [] About Creation magic
-- [] About Forbidden magic
- [] Melkorka walks pretty slowly. There's no way she can run away once you find her.
[] Do some research in the library
- [] Gravediggers
-- [] Crime? Duty?
-- [] Ancient history
-- [] Recent history
- [] Magic
-- [] In general
-- [] Elemental magic
-- [] Illusion magic
-- [] Alteration magic
-- [] Mind magic
-- [] Creation magic
-- [] Forbidden magic
[] Sift through the Ashes
- [] Mentor
- [] Illinca