[x] Sirrocco
You shake off those strange feelings and focus on the here and now. There will be time yet to think about such things, on your growth and just how far you've come from home. All of that is important, and worth due consideration. But at this moment there is still a mission to accomplish.
To that end, it seems to you that solidifying your bond with your comrades is a fine idea. You move your horse over to Shasa, who from the looks of things did not sleep well last night. Her clothing is well in order, of course, but she seems… weary. Yes, that is the correct word.
"Greetings Shasa-san," you say to her, bowing in your saddle. "Please pardon my intrusion, but are you feeling well?"
"Ah, Sosuke-san!" Shasa says, blinking a little in surprise. She bows to you. "Yes, I am doing all right. I simply did not get the best rest last night, and I fear I am a bit distracted as a result."
"My deepest wishes for your rest to be smoother come this evening," you respond.
"My thanks, Sosuke-san," Shasa replies, smiling a little. She seems to have perked up a bit at your concern. "Is there anything you wished to speak with me about?"
"I was a little curious, actually," you answer. "I was wondering about your experience with Yasuki-sama yesterday. Dealing with matters of trade and currency are some of the most common things the Yasuki do for the Clan." You shrug a little. "Has your wish to learn the arts of the courtier changed any with this new event?"
"A curious question," Shasa says before she goes silent, thinking deeply.
A thought occurs to you that your question is, perhaps, just a bit too personal a topic to broach in this manner. After all, despite what it feels like you've really only known Shasa for barely two months. She was remarkably forthright with you to begin with, sharing her concerns and revealing to you her private interests.
But you'd like to think that after all you've both experienced, there is room for you to discuss these kinds of things. You've fought together, bled together. That has to mean something. Friendships forged amongst battle are some of the strongest to exist, or so everyone says.
And you cannot deny that after all the adventures you've gone through on this trip you do feel closer to Shasa than might seem regular for your short time together. At the very least, you'd like for her to be happy and content with her life.
"I believe my overall feelings remain unchanged," Shasa says at last, looking back at you. "I still want to be a courtier, if that is possible. I still want to learn, even if it means I would have to engage in such things as the dealings of trade and currency."
"So you will carry on, then?" you ask.
"Yes," Shasa says. "I think I will. Yesterday was enlightening, and even a little disquieting, but I will not be daunted. I will overcome my reservations and seek my own path in the benefit of the Clan." She smiles. "After all, what more can any Samurai strive for?"
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