Chronic said:
Hm. Amus soul is very, very malleable. As i understand it our exaltation is currently like, an add-on to Amus soul. It is kinda hanging from its back like a tick from its host. Maybe it would be possible to integrate ourselves deeper? Fuck the rules, turn of the charm that hinders her from self-shaping (dream affirming projection) enter her soul and let it shape itself around us. We will likely become something like a sub-soul or chara of hers, not a proper exaltation anymore, but i guess that would be worth it to save the world. Being methaphorically inside of her soul instead of being an add-on would allow us to form more connections into her. Instead of having a single strand connecting her with us we could project essence in every direction.
Solar Exaltations are invioable. They can be temporarily changed, but not irreparably altered or destroyed. The Abyssal Exaltation, the Mirror of the Solar one, is already inherent within being a Solar. An Infernal Exaltation is just some Primordial gunk wrapped arnound it as an interface layer.
An exaltation is also not an add on to your soul, it's part of it. A living human has one soul composed of two parts, Hun and Po. A Solar Exalt has one soul composed of three parts, Hun, Po, and Exaltation, IIRC.
Now, what we may want to consider is to look back to what we were the shard of a Green Sun Prince, as they have quite a different relationship to their shard than a Solar, particularly if they go Devil Tiger.
However, let's begin with the basics. The Infernal Coadjutor. Something hacked together basd on that could allow deeper integration with the chara. If our previous host every developed the Devil Tiger Charms, we may even be able to reconfigure our anima power, or, at higher levels, play a game with the Inner World or actually turn the chara into real sub-souls.
There's also Sun-Heart Furnace Soul to consider, if we need to generate something that will grant us more motes.
We also need to consider that Amu may need us, and our skills and analysis capability, to survive the aftermath. There's no point sacrificing something to save the world now if that something would be essential to saving it tomorrow. This is a triage situation. Self-sacrifice may not be the automatic best solution.