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Loyalty
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"Well, now, I see thou hast kept my gift."
"Oh, Cousin Ranni! Of course I have kept her. Little Renna is a great comfort, on days when duty taketh Miquella away from the citadel."
"Only Miquella? Hast thou not two other siblings here in Leyndell?"
"Malenia remaineth cloistered while she is within the city, meditating to control her curse. And Godwyn…"
"What of Godwyn?"
"…Methinks he careth not for me."
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"Uh, hi," I say, my eyes darting from the guy's heavy longsword, to the wickedly curved spike on his shield, to the flanges, like the blades of an axe, adorning the sides of his helmet. "I'm Barrett-12. Exomind. Call me Barrett."
"Barrett." The man sounds amicable, even though his voice echoes ominously in his helm. "I am Trinovar, Knight of the Crucible."
Knight of the Crucible? I don't remember anyone mentioning
that organization. An oversight, or are there just not enough of these guys for it to be relevant? "Pleasure," I say. "Nice not to be attacked on sight, gotta say."
Trinovar hums. "I fear that the soldiers sworn to Lord Godrick, as well as the former Mistwood Knights, have not adapted well to the strife of these latter days. Their minds fracture beneath the strain. There is shame in that, 'tis true, but it is a shame borne even by the most noble." He sounds sad, as if remembering someone specific.
"Are you not sworn to Godrick, then?" I ask.
"
Lord Godrick," he corrects me, though his tone is more a gentle reminder than a sharp rebuke. Then he shrugs, his heavy pauldrons clinking. "Nay, I am. In name, at least. We swore ourselves to uphold and defend the honor of the Golden Lineage after Lord Godfrey was banished."
"And yet you're down here," I point out. "Not even really in the castle."
"Alas, the trust the Golden Lineage once held in we of the Crucible hath been eroding for millennia." Trinovar sounds wry, as if he sees a joke and knows he's the punchline. "By now, it is so thin that methinks Lord Godrick suffereth my presence only for fear that I would resist were he to order mine eviction. He is mistaken, of course, but no oath compelleth me to enlighten him."
"But you serve him anyway? Even though he doesn't want you here?" That's confusing, briefly, but after a minute I get it. I remember the early days of the Coalition, back before Misraaks and House Light won the City's hearts and minds. At the beginning, I'd had some reservations. Me, Parvati, and Lex had all had a little trouble getting used to having Eliksni in the walls. Or, well,
Fallen, as we'd still called them at the time. But with Thermidor and Blackwall pushing us, inspiring us to be our best selves, we'd manned the walls around the Botza district anyway.
I still remember the looks we got from the refugees, cowering in the shade of the half-destroyed buildings. They hadn't wanted us there. They'd thought we were looking for an excuse to turn our guns and our Light in at them. Deep down, in my case, they might even have been right.
But in the end, it wasn't House Light that brought the Vex into the Last City for the first time ever. And something about standing shoulder-to-shoulder with the few real warriors of House Light, while their civilians and hatchlings evacuated, made it hard not to accept them afterward. Knowing that the Eliksni beside me wouldn't get back up from a torch hammer blast, and that they were standing there anyway? It was humbling.
I try not to tell him too often, but Thermidor is right most of the time, and he definitely was that day.
"I am sworn to the Golden Lineage," says Trinovar. "That they do not trust me changeth this not. I am sworn to those descendants of Lord Godfrey who remain blessed by Grace, and specifically to Lord Godrick, unless he chooseth to release me from service."
Lord Godfrey. Wasn't that the First Elden Lord? The first Tarnished? "
Remain blessed by Grace?" I ask. "I'm guessing those who got it back more recently don't count."
"Thou speakest of the Tarnished," says Trinovar. "Were it my choice, I would sit with the Tarnished and discuss their journeys back from beyond the Fog. I would ask if they brought word of Lord Godfrey, who led us into battle all those centuries ago. But, alas, it is not. Lord Godrick hath decreed that all Tarnished are to be destroyed on sight."
"Even if a Tarnished
wasn't looking to fight him?"
"Lord Godrick's orders were not discerning."
Hm. Well, I can't bring Rogier down here, then. Not unless I want him and Trinovar to duke it out, and I don't. Trinovar seems decent, even if he does work for an asshole.
But then again…
No oath compelleth me to enlighten him, he said. And ain't that interesting? Sounds like the big guy's at the end of his rope when it comes to tolerating his boss. Somehow I doubt he's all that happy about the grafting and the crucifixions and whatever the hell else Godrick's been getting up to, even if he feels like he can't turn on his liege.
Maybe he doesn't have to.
"I've only been in Limgrave a few days," I say. "But I've already seen some of the stuff Godrick's been getting up to."
"
Lord Godrick." Trinovar's tone is wooden, now. Which might be a bad sign… but it also might not.
In for a bullet… "Lord Godrick, then," I say. "You seem like an honorable fella, Sir Trinovar. You want to uphold your oaths. But it doesn't seem like
Lord Godrick really reflects those ideals all that well."
"It is not for me to question my Lord," says Trinovar in a monotone that would make even a combat frame jealous.
"Well, you said that you were sworn to uphold the
honor of the Golden Lineage," I say. "What if a particular member of it is a stain on that honor?"
"It is not for me to question my Lord," says Trinovar again.
…In for a mag. "What would happen," I begin slowly, hoping I'm not making a mistake, "if,
hypothetically, Godrick were to die while you were down here?" Be a shame to have to fight the guy just when I'm starting to like him.
"I am sworn to obey the commands of my Lord Godrick," says Trinovar. I can't see his face under his helmet, but I can tell he's watching me closely. "He hath commanded that I am to be stationed here, upon this ledge, out of sight and out of mind. But while I remain here, I cannot defend His Lordship from any who may attempt to approach him from the main gate. Should he die, the Golden Lineage would be ended, and I would be without a liegelord—though I might seek to serve other descendants of Queen Marika."
"And his order to kill Tarnished on sight?"
"Would bear no further weight. Such is not the doctrine of the Golden Order, but a tactical decision made by Lord Godrick himself. If he were to die, his war would be lost and his tactics would be ended."
…I'm starting to get the feeling that Trinovar is smarter than I assumed. "Gotcha," I say. "Crystal clear. But how would you even know Godrick was dead?"
"I likely would not, at least immediately," he says. "I would need to be told, or to see some sign."
"All right," I say. "Good to know. Trying to understand the people of the Lands Between, you know? Your perspective is enlightening. But for now, I should get back up the elevator."
"Indeed," says Trinovar. "I suspect that I shall see thee again ere long, Sir Barrett."
"Can't imagine where you might get that impression," I say mildly. "I'll send the elevator back down, in case you need it."
"Thou hast mine appreciation. There is a mechanism to summon it, but it hath been known to fail."
"Last question," I say. "Is there any way to get under the castle from here?"
"None that I have found," says Trinovar. "I have been stationed here for several months now. There are no caves, wells, or drainages that might allow such passage. One seeking it would be forced to dig."
"Good to know. Thanks." I turn around and hop onto the pressure plate in the center of the elevator. It starts moving. It's a long chute, but for a rickety construction of wood and chain the elevator moves fast. I'm back to Rogier in well under a minute.
"Well?" Rogier asks. "Is there a way into the mountain?"
"Not down there," I say. "But I did run into someone you'll want to talk to. He certainly seemed to want to chat with a Tarnished. Unfortunately, that'll have to wait."
"Someone wishes to
speak with a Tarnished? Here?" Rogier watches me step back onto the pressure plate, then jump off the elevator as it starts to descend.
"Yep," I tell him. "Name of Trinovar, says he's a Knight of the Crucible."
Rogier sucks in a sharp breath. "A Crucible Knight…? Incredible. Even at the height of their order's power and prestige, there were said to be only a small number of them. Fewer than two dozen; the precise count varies. And there is one here? In Castle Stormveil?"
"Sworn to Godrick," I say. "But he doesn't seem to like the guy. He's also been ordered to stay down there. So if I take out Godrick, we can go back down there with proof of the kill and Trinovar won't attack us."
"You are certain of this?"
"Just about. He couldn't straight-up
tell me he wanted me to kill his boss, but the message got across."
"Incredible," Rogier says again. "A Crucible Knight in the flesh. I've not even seen one before. Well, we shall have to return after Godrick is defeated."
"Agreed," I say. "But for now, let's keep moving."
We climb the tower. There's a few more soldiers, and one more guy in heavy armor, a tattered cape streaming behind him. I don't kill him as quick as I did the last one we fought like him, and he starts throwing some kind of wind magic around. It's got enough force to knock me back, but he only tosses it out once.
We pass a Site of Grace in a side room overlooking the battlements, pausing for Rogier to touch the flickering gold and rest up a bit. I can see him healing in the golden light, bruises from getting thrown into the wall by that wind magic fading away before my eyes. That also gives Melina enough time to appear in a mist of sparkling blue.
"Hey." I give her a wave.
She waves back, a little hesitant, as if the gesture isn't one she's familiar with. To be fair, might not be. "You handled yourself well with the Crucible Knight."
"You were watching that?"
Her lips twitch. "You are my legs where Torrent cannot be, Barrett. I am afraid you will have little privacy until we are finished in the castle. My apologies."
"No harm done."
"What did you think of the Knight, Lady Morna?" Rogier asks. "Will he truly speak with me after Godrick is defeated?"
"I believe so," Melina says. "His order's story is a sad one, Sorcerer. I doubt it pleases him to meekly accept the scorn the Golden Order's most ardent adherents have flung upon them for tens of centuries. But he is a knight, and so feels he must keep at least to the letter of his oaths."
"So was the Order of the Cuckoo," Rogier points out. "And their oaths did little to protect House Caria."
Melina says nothing for a long moment, eye fixed on the flickering Grace between us. "Have you ever encountered a cuckoo, Sorcerer Rogier?" she asks finally.
"The bird itself? If I have, I did not recognize it as such."
Melina nods slowly. "The cuckoo plants its eggs in the nests of other birds," she says. "So that the nest's maker will be fooled into caring for the cuckoo's chicks as its own. Sometimes it goes so far as to discard the eggs already present to ensure that its children will control the affections of the surrogate parent." She turns her gaze up and fixes her golden eye on Rogier's face. "It makes one wonder why an order of knights would choose such a duplicitous creature for their heraldry, does it not?"
"So it does," says Rogier slowly, holding Melina's gaze. "Indeed, so it does."
Melina stands and brushes off the knees of her leather leggings. (Leggings which are usually pretty well hidden under her cloak, and which hug her thighs in a way I can't quite not notice.) "We should continue when you are prepared, Rogier," she says.
Rogier stands too. "Then let us do so now."
We do, stepping out onto the battlements. A stormhawk immediately shrieks and comes flying towards us, a massive barrel speared on the swords attached to its legs. It undulates in midair a few paces from us before I can get my gun up, flinging the barrel our way. Rogier rolls out of the way. I make the mistake of assuming that because the barrel isn't actually going to hit me, that I'm safe. When it explodes, I'm just inches away from ground zero. The blast sends me flying, breaking straight through my shields. My back impacts the low wall on the inner side of the battlements, and I almost get knocked straight over it and down onto the castle grounds
way below. But I catch myself, and look up just in time to see the stormhawk coming for me, sword-feet outstretched.
I don't have time to think about whether it's even worth trying so hard to survive if I'm going to draw attention. I just react on instinct, reaching for the first thing that comes to me. Usually that's either the gun at my hip or my Solar Light. But for whatever reason, maybe because I've got cuckoos and Crucible Knights and loyalty on my mind, it's Strand that comes to me first.
Strand is Darkness, like Stasis. That's about where the similarities end.
Ikora once described the Darkness and the Light to me in terms of an old logic puzzle, the Prisoner's Dilemma. The idea is that you've got two convicts, each of which has the choice of whether to sell the other guy out, or cooperate. If they both cooperate, they both get a light sentence. If they both choose to betray each other, they both get a longer sentence. But if only one of them chooses to betray the other, and the other guy tries to cooperate, then the guy who betrays gets to go home free while the guy who tries to cooperate gets the longest sentence possible. In a more advanced version of the puzzle, this process iterates, where the same two prisoners are presented with the same choice, over and over again.
The Light, Ikora claims, is the ability to forgive and forget. It's the strength that lets us go back and choose to cooperate with someone who's betrayed us in the past, if we have reason to, if we think it's the right thing to do. The Darkness, on the other hand, is
memory. When she originally talked about this it was before we had Strand, and she thought of Darkness—of Stasis—as the ability to remember that we were betrayed, and to refuse to expose ourselves to that pain again.
But Strand is the flip side, the mirror image. Strand is the memory that we
weren't betrayed. It's the force that connects me to the other guy in my cell, both of us knowing that we chose to trust each other, and that because we chose to trust, even though we're in here now, we'll be out together soon.
Grant's always been the best of us with Strand. Privately, I think it's partly because he's so young. He doesn't have the caked-on calluses the rest of us have built up over the decades, years of pain compounding until it's hard to imagine opening ourselves up to it again. He wasn't even around to see Cayde die. Even Thermidor was here for that, and he's barely a decade old.
But me and Lex, the team's Hunters? Neither of us is really good with Strand. But we're bad at different things. Lex can't seem to get their threads to go where they want them to. They miss their grapples, their rope dart hits the wrong things, the wrong enemy ends up suspended. But me? My problem is that I have so much trouble calling on Strand in the first place. I've never been good at the whole
let it flow thing Osiris worked out during the initial skirmishes on Neptune.
But once I get it? Once Strand comes to me? Once I manage to call it, I become one
hell of a Threadrunner.
My fingers close. In my left hand is the weighted end of a luminous green rope. Dangling from my right is the dart connected to the other end. The stormhawk barely has time to squawk before the dart hits it in the throat. Its body unravels into green threads, and in less than a second it's vanished entirely.
I'm a little reluctant to dismiss the rope dart as I stand. But I do, because I know if I don't the power will pull away from me harder, leaving me drained and weak for a while. As I release it, I feel the well of Strand deep inside me slip back out of my reach.
"Strange magic," Rogier comments. "Is that how you defeated the Omen?"
"Related power," I say, watching the shield indicator on my HUD fill back up.
"Is it sorcery or incantation? Or something entirely different?"
I'm about to tell him that it's totally different before I stop and think about it. From what I gathered of his explanation, there actually is at least some conceptual similarity between the sorcery/incantation duality and that of Light and Darkness.
"I… don't think it's exactly either," I say finally. Because the thing is… I'm not sure which is which.
Sorcery draws on physical powers, supposedly, like glintstone. That's like the Light abilities—Arc, Solar, and Void—which all represent some general grouping of forces and energies in the physical world. But the ability to use sorcery is something drawn from within. That's like the Darkness, pulling on powers inside myself.
Incantations draw on more metaphysical powers, like the connection to the Golden Order or the dragons. That's like Darkness, which tends to be esoteric. But it's used with faith and power drawn in from an outside source. That's like the Light, which I get from my connection to Winchester and the Traveler.
And that mixing of ideas, that dark mirror of the duality I'm used to? That unsettles me. That unsettles me a lot.
We climb down from the battlements and cross a narrow 'bridge'—really, it's the upper awning of an archway that passes over a walkway below us—to reach what looks like a small chapel. We duck inside an open archway that might once have held a stained-glass window, then carefully jump down to the ground floor of the building. From there we take that walkway, fighting another of those wind-magic knights, and enter a much larger building than any of the others around. It seems to be one of two proper keeps—the other is at the top of the mountain, though it looks like it's mostly built down into the hillside.
We come in at an upper floor, and it takes us a while to climb down all the way. As we descend, the stench gets gradually worse. It reminds me a little of the smell inside a Hive spawning nest, but the Hive don't usually let meat rot like this inside their broodholds. Hive nests smell like meat, mold, and ozone. This place smells like a Hive nest that's been abandoned for a few years, where the last clutch in the spawning pools was allowed to die and decay.
Near the bottom floor, we cross a landing overlooking—oh,
yuck. I grimace as I lean over the railing. The stench is
horrific. There's a heaping pile of body parts below us, with the strung-up corpse of a troll dangling over it. There's a couple of mangy-looking dogs rooting around among the bodies—mean-looking, terribly thin things. They look half-dead themselves, actually, almost blending in with the butchery around them. I wonder if they
are half-dead, if they've been kept alive by the same weirdness that keeps corpses screaming in Limgrave.
Somethin' down there, says Winchester suddenly over our private channel.
I startle.
You mean, besides the cannibal's charcuterie?
Yes. Something paracausal. Look, you can see it, right at the top of the pile.
I look. Sure enough, there's something there. It's not hard to see—it looks like a small bundle wrapped in bright red velvet. It stands out against the dark, clotting blood, the greying skin, the stained brown clothing.
"Is something wrong?" Rogier asks beside me, his voice a low whisper. I've been standing still for a while, and he can't hear me and Winchester subvocalizing.
"Yeah, talking to Chester," I reply. "One sec."
You want me to grab it? I ask my Ghost.
It's a shiny new paracausal thing. Winchester sounds impatient.
Why do I even have to ask you?
I grin.
Fair enough. I turn to Rogier, who's watching me curiously. "Be back in a bit," I say, then leap over the railing. I land feet-first on the skull of the first, cracking it open. Then I throw a weighted knife at the second before it can so much as bark. Having avoided raising the alarm, I clamber up to the top of the pile and pick up the thing.
I unwrap it, and in the middle of the folded velvet there's a small broach. As it emerges, a thin mist puffs out, as though the velvet were refrigerating it. Wondering if it's cold to the touch, I reach out.
It isn't, and that mist isn't water vapor. As my fingers close on the broach, there's a flash of gold in my vision, and for an instant I see Roderika, the girl cowering in the shack on the slopes of the Stormhill, before blinking to see the world come back into focus.
You all right? Winchester asks sharply.
Thing made some kind of momentary connection to you.
I'm fine, I say softly, wrapping the broach back up as I stare down at the pile of…
…Of
chrysalids.
Some kind of paracausal trace lingering around this thing, Winchester says, popping out of hammerspace to start scanning the broach.
Let me—
"It's people," I say. Aloud.
Winchester looks at me. "What?"
I hear movement inside the building beside me. I find I don't care. "The trace. It's people. They're not dead. They've been grafted. These are the dregs, but enough of them has been grafted that they're trapped like this. Trapped here. That's what this thing is. It's a way out for some of them. Something to inhabit besides their mutilated bodies."
"…Holy shit," murmurs Winchester, looking down at the chrysalids. "This is what the chick in the shack was talking about."
"Exactly," I say.
With a shriek,
something bursts out of the building and into the dumping ground. It looks like a spider, if spiders were made of the ruined parts of a hundred corpses. It walks on a dozen arms and legs. It stares at me with a dozen hollow eyes. It charges at me with a pair of golden swords and a large shield, proudly emblazoned with the golden roots and branches of the Erdtree.
And, all of a sudden, the dislike, disgust, and general dissatisfaction I've been feeling for everything I've seen so far in Limgrave
sharpens
into
hate.
I leap skyward, Solar light superheating the air around me, cloaking me in flames that burn without fuel and consume no oxygen. I spin, and a flood of tiny blades of pure Solar Light surges out of me in a wave of heat and fury. They bury themselves in the pile of ruined chrysalids and in the spider.
Then they detonate.
I land in a field of flame, surrounded by smoke that stinks of burning flesh. The fire is up to my knees, but doesn't burn me. How could it?
Right now,
I am incandescent.
I manage to hold onto my emotions for just long enough to look up at Rogier's wide, dark-green eyes, staring down from the landing. "Meet you inside," I say, my synthetic voice riddled with static, as though I were speaking into a radio while a wildfire raged around me. Then, cloaked in Light and death, I storm into the keep.
The flame follows me.