So Maybe less of a break and more "I'm gonna be doing both."
/
Fear was something Ria was familiar with, but it had never been of any particular one person. It was always fear of events that might happen. Fear of the Angels attacking her parents, fear of being discovered by Misato or the younger Shinji, fear of losing Mari or Kodama, fear of her parents ever learning about what she nearly did all those years ago. But she couldn't honestly name anyone she was afraid of anymore, until now.
She was terrified of Rei, completely and utterly terrified.
Objectively, Ria understood that Rei, in her current form, was of little physical threat. She was not complete, her soul sundered. Still, Ria felt like the eyes of Lilith were upon her, judging her for her defilement of her creation. But surely her reincarnation was something agreed to by both Adam and Lilith, And Ria had been good. She had not gone against the will of either, surely Lilith could see that?
Maybe she did and didn't care. Judging Ria for the sins of her spiritual siblings. The fear within Ria grew with each passing moment.
"Yeah," her mother said, shockingly casual. "I've known for a while now."
Rei stared at her quizzically. "General Katsuragi said all the reincarnated Angels were committed to our complete destruction and are inherently hostile once exposed."
"Ria protected me and Shinji when the Third Angel attacked our apartment. She's probably the only reason we're both alive right now," Asuka explained.
"We lost," Ria said meekly. "I accepted that loss."
"But the General made no mention of this-" Rei began.
"Because she doesn't know," Asuka sighed. "She... hates Angels too much for us to tell her yet. The only ones who know right now are us and Shinji, my Shinji."
"Not even the Pilots?"
"No," Asuka replied, shame in her words. "The Third Angel... he was trusted, and he betrayed us all, Ria included. He ruined pretty much any chance of an Angel being trusted, even Ria, even after what she's done."
"But you trust her," Rei observed.
"I do," Asuka nodded.
"More than you trust your other selves and Misato?"
Asuka flinched as if struck by her words.
"I will tell them when the time is right," she assured Rei. "But right now it would cause too much pain. You understand that, right?"
"I... yes," Rei agreed.
She turned her attention to Ria. Her expression was decidedly neutral, no anger or rage.
The fact that Rei had yet to brutally murder her, and her mother's defense of her gave Ria a small measure of confidence back.
"You hurt Shinji, you forced him back into piloting," Rei stated.
"And I apologized to him for that," Ria replied shakily. "But I was a Warrior of Adam, lacking anything resembling free will. I couldn't do anything else. I could conceive of nothing else. I am far changed from Zeruel. Adam is gone, my original purpose is gone as well. Even if I wanted to fight, there would be no point."
"Why do the other Angels fight then?" Rei questioned.
"They are fools chasing some impossible dream. They are loyal to nothing," Ria made her disgust apparent.
"And what are you loyal to?" the blue-haired girl asked.
"My parents." 'Humanity' might have been a better answer, but it wouldn't have been an honest one. Loyalty to a group containing over a billion people you had no connection to was meaningless.
"Why?"
"Because they are precious to me," Ria said, her voice small.
Rei stared at her in surprise.
Asuka patted her on the shoulder. Something Ria greatly appreciated.
The answer satisfied Rei. "I will keep your secret, for now."
"Thank you, Rei," Asuka said, half bowing.
Rei simply looked at Ria. Her cold red eyes making it perfectly clear what Rei would do if she thought for a moment that Ria had turned against them.
Ria nodded and left quietly.
/
"So what can you tell me about this Unit-00?" Misato asked as Maya Ibuki stood in front of her.
"Well it's certainly more advanced than ours in terms it's computers, a good twelve years more advanced than anything we had originally. We're talking three fourths of a petabyte in memory storage alone. We're currently trying to decrypt it now, carefully though. We have no idea what sort of nasty surprises this other NERV might have left us. Most of it is thankfully relatively straightforward so far. Though some of it would take the full strength of the MAGI just to brute force it open," Maya explained.
Interesting, and certainly something that could prove useful long term.
"Is it stronger than the other two? What about repairs?" Misato questioned.
Maya flipped through her notes. "Still too early to tell if it's any better or worse than the other two. As for repairs..."
Maya let out a strange, befuddled sigh. "Honestly the repairs are fairly simple. Really it just seems like they were lacking for parts when it came to repairing Unit-00. Having new parts made, or worse having Bethany Base or even New England send us old parts would be enough to get it fully operational, for the most part. This is one slight complication to that though. None of the stuff fits."
"That sounds like more than just a slight complication," Misato observed.
"It actually isn't," Ibuki replied. "For now. The issue is, Unit-00 is just enough off to screw with almost everything. We had to rework the sensors just to get MAGI to accept it was Evangelion. Everything mechanically is either just a bit too small or too large and we keep finding subsystems we never expected, there are numerous sensors just for monitoring plug depth of all things. The operating system is just flat out bizarre. We can keep it running for now, we'd just have to resize all the equipment, and most of the weapons for Unit-00. But we wouldn't be able to properly monitor it during combat. At best we could keep track of vitals and battery life. And if it ever suffers serious damage it's probably beyond our means to repair it entirely."
Well that was disappointing. Not entirely unexpected but still deeply disappointing. Having three Evas at full operational strength would be a major boon if the Angels ever pulled something like earlier, again.
"Could we do a refit? At least find some way to adjust it to better fit our systems?" the General asked.
Maya gave a half shrug. "I can't even begin to give a solid estimate on how long that would take, but probably months. And require more upgrades to the Vault. It would be entirely inoperational for most of it."
So it was leave them down an Evangelion for months, after the Angels had just shown them that they could overwhelm two of them, or have Rei go in an Eva they could barely arm, repair, or even support. Neither option was particularly pleasant.
"Once the upgrades to the Vault are complete, refit and upgrade everything you can while still having it at least somewhat operational."
A compromise would have to do for now.
Maya bowed. "Understood, General. I'll have all the data we were able to retrieve from it so far sent to you within the hour."
"Thank you." Misato nodded. "You're dismissed."
Maya departed, leaving Misato alone with her thoughts for a while.
Five minutes later, Ritsuko entered, looking quite distressed.
"What's wrong?" Misato raised an eyebrow at the unsettled look in Ritsuko's eye.
"Rei, that Rei. I don't actually know how to put it into words..." Ritsuko said.
"Is it bad?" Misato grew increasingly concerned.
"No, not in any real sense." Ritsuko buried her head in her hands. "The girl was going to hold a dinner party."
"Ehh?" the General uttered in surprise.
Ritsuko did her best to explain it. "Rei Ayanami had, apparently on her own, planned a dinner party. A party she was hoping might reconcile things between the Shinji and Gendo Ikari of her world. She had sent out invitations and even asked everyone to bring a dish. And here's perhaps the most shocking part of it all: Commander Ikari had agreed to come. It seems though Bardiel attacked right as the party was about to occur."
"Wow, that's...wow." Misato was at a loss for words.
"I mean an infinite number of alternate universes and all, but still..." Ritsuko leaned back in her chair.
"I think I'm actually starting to miss the days when the biggest concern we had was how much Commander Ikari was lying to us."
"No you don't," Ritsuko replied.
"No I don't," Misato agreed. "Though now that I think about it, that dinner party doesn't sound like a bad idea."
/
Asuka found Rei alone in the break room. She wanted to talk with the First Child, though she wasn't entirely sure why. Her feelings for Rei were at best 'barely tolerate'.
She was admittedly curious about this "Shikinami" She spoke of, and there was... that hug.
That Hug…
Wondergirl would never have done anything like that. The one she knew, anyway. And yet she did, without hesitation, and in front of everyone.
Asuka didn't know what to make of it. It had taken her by surprise certainly. But it wasn't like she really cared. It was good thing actually, showed this Rei was less of a doll. And it wasn't like she actually had feelings for Shinji, no way she was capable of it.
And even Rei did have feelings for Shinji, so what? Asuka wasn't the Sub-Director. She didn't need a dork of a man in her life.
"Hello, Pilot Soryu," Rei said, her tone as flat as it ever was.
Asuka was struck, despite being from an entirely universe, this Rei was identical in pretty much every regard to the Wondergirl she had known.
"Hi," Asuka replied unevenly. "You don't actually know me, do you?"
"No," she stated. "The pilot of Unit-02 in my universe was Asuka Shikinami Langley."
Something annoyed Asuka deeply about the fact that the Asuka of Rei's universe took Langley as her last name. Her mother had been an accomplished, brilliant scientist, among the brightest of her generation. Her father was a cheating bastard whose only accomplishment of note was helping to make her. Even old Shinji had turned out to be a better parent than him. The Langley of her universe might have been a better father than the one she knew, sure. But it still irked her.
It was strange, imagining someone who was her but so vastly different at the same time. Sure she had the older Soryu, but they had over a decade of common history. That wasn't the case with this Shikinami.
"What was she like?" Asuka asked, curiosity getting the better of her.
"She called me Wondergirl," Rei replied.
Asuka smirked. "So we have that in common."
"She was... distant," Rei went on. "She kept to herself for the most part, at first it seemed like she didn't care about anyone, and wanted nothing from them. But she showed eventually that she was kind."
The small smile that appeared on Rei's face shocked Asuka. As did the sorrow that rapidly replaced it.
"After the Ninth Angel she was put in critical care. I do not know what became of her. I hope she is okay."
"I'm sure she's fine," Asuka said hesitantly.
Rei nodded
"How is Ikari?" she asked. "All they've told me is he's stable."
There was concern in her Ayanami's voice.
"He's fine," Asuka assured her. "I'm curious though, what's your opinion on the Third Child? You clearly had a strong reaction to him."
"It's funny, Shikinami asked me a similar question once," Rei noted.
"Is that so?"
Rei nodded. "I'm not sure I'm anymore certain of my answer now. He makes me feel warm inside and I want him to feel the same way. I want him to be happy, to be free of having to pilot Unit-01. He is... precious to me."
Asuka recoiled.
She likes him, she likes Shinji! Asuka realized.
Anger and jealousy stirred within Asuka. This blue haired doll had just arrived here, what right did she have to go around and try and claim Shinji?
Before she could say anything, Asuka stopped herself. After all, what right did she have to be offended? She had made it clear to Shinji they were just friends. And she had meant it, despite his stupidity, she did consider him a friend. But did she want more than that?
No. No, she wasn't the Sub-Director, she didn't need Shinji in her life like that. If Rei wanted to go after Shinji that wasn't her business.
"Tell me, is the Ikari of this world much like the one I knew?" Rei asked, her expression turning slightly dour.
"I don't know," Asuka admitted. "You'd have to talk to him to see for sure."
/
Shinji awoke to see Rei sitting besides his bed.
"Hello," she said, smiling slightly.
"Rei," he said sleepily, pulling himself up.
He stared at her, tears starting to form in corners of his eyes.
"Are you okay?"
"I'm fine," he assured her. "I just never thought I would see you again."
It had only been a month but seeing her after everything that had happened, made him realize just how much he had missed Ayanami.
Rei turned away, looking ashamed. "I'm sorry, I'm not the Ayanami you knew."
"I don't care." Shinji declared, Rei turned towards him, looking shocked. "You're still Rei."
She blushed, the red in her cheeks standing in sharp contrast to the rest of her pale skin.
"Thank you." she replied, her smile returning.