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Sleep is for the weak. I have no idea what I want to vote for anymore, but it's probably too late in any case. Rank or Stats, at least the fucking Rotbeast will be dead by the end of this.
Now I slumber.
Omake: "Kindness Rendered"
Kos sighed, struggling to keep concentration and suppress the sneeze that threatened to escape him as he stirred the pestle. The young boy tried to be as careful as possible, but some of the pixie dust had escaped the mortar and got in his nose previously, and now he was reaping the consequences of inattention. The last thing he wanted was to waste Helen's ingredients though, so he just focused on the monotonous movements and did his best to ignore the itch.
Mixing potions was a demanding art, requiring nimble thoughts, a steady hand and quick reactions. It barely counted as magic, people said, and in some ways they were right. Maybe mighty alchemists could perform miracles by extracting essences from wondrous materials and blending them into spectacular marvels, but that was as far removed from him as the distant moon. Theirs was a lesser art, of cheap tinctures that healed bones slightly quicker and simple tonics that warmed one in winter. It wasn't anything glamorous or impressive, but it did the job. More importantly, anyone could learn how to do it, and it didn't require any magic talent at all for its least uses.
Kos frowned involuntarily as the thought came to his mind once more. He was one of the lucky few who had not just magic talent, but a real Gift. His supernatural intuition had saved his life more than once and had proven to be exceedingly helpful while learning how to mix potions. Such natural expressions of magic were rare but not unheard of even among those without an exalted lineage, Helen had taught him. She never let on that anything was wrong, but Kos didn't need to be a genius to notice how she would sometimes look inexplicably sad, or how even a beginner like him was already better at creating mixtures than the experienced and highly educated Helen.
Because some things even the sharpest mind and the steadiest hands couldn't make up for.
Gifts were rare, but almost everyone had some level of affinity for magic. Most would never accomplish anything beyond lighting a candle or slightly changing their eye color with it, but it was there, the Heart of Creation freely sharing its love with all its people. All, but the select few that were born without a connection, marked by their mundanity and forever denied that chance. Rarer still were the cases when it happened to the children of nobility.
Helen hadn't shared her story with Kos, but she didn't need to. It was easy enough to guess after living together for several months.
It was unfair. Helen was the kindest person he had ever met, never once resenting her circumstances and doing her best to make the world a better place, even if by a tiny bit. She had saved the boy when he thought he was a goner, nurtured him to health and given him a roof over his head. She had bravely stood up to the beggar chief when he came in demanding that Kos return to his duties, making a deal in exchange for his safety. She wasn't like one of those fake priests that liked to preach on the main square, she went out and helped people in need, giving everything of herself and expecting so very little in return.
That such a woman would be punished by the Heart was maddening to think about.
With a grimace Kos stopped and slumped his shoulders, the brown mass inside the mortar a clear sign that he'd made some mistake along the line. His Gift was far from perfect and often missed things, as could be seen from the fact that he had almost ended half-dead in some ditch. That was why he couldn't simply rely on it and needed to pay attention when mixing potions. Still, lately things had been getting to him.
It wasn't anything major, just little things piling up one after another, and another potion shop opening up near them had just been the last straw. Seeing people dismiss Helen for her lack of magic... it was infuriating, but what could they do? He just needed to do his best, and maybe one day he could give back a little of her kindness.
"Kos," he heard her soft voice all of a sudden and flinched.
The boy turned around and saw that her standing at the door of their little lab, a faint smile upon her features. She wasn't what one call beautiful or even pretty, but she took care of her appearance and made sure that he did the same. Involuntarily his cheeks reddened and he tried to push the failed potion behind his back, even knowing that it was futile.
"H-hi, Helen," he stammered, at once wishing his Gift included the ability to sink through the floor instead. "Do you need something?"
"No," she shook her head gently. "I just wanted to tell you that I'm going out. Don't let me distract you from your studies."
Kos bit his lip, on the verge of offering to accompany her. Helen would often go out and home inspections, and sometimes simply helped people she found on the way. It was how he'd been saved, so he couldn't exactly resent that routine of hers. It worried him that someday she would meet an unfortunate accident or worse, and he wouldn't be there to prevent it. She had a dangerous habit of believing the best of people even when they might not deserve it.
But someone also had to look after the shop, and it was true that he still had much to learn if he didn't want their little potion shop to go out of business.
"Alright," he acquiesced at last after some hesitation. "Please be careful, Helen."
Her smile brightened and she hummed in agreement.
"Of course I will, Kos. Thank you for worrying about me, but I know how to take care of myself."
They said their goodbyes and he turned back towards the alchemical equipment. With a sigh he began to set things up again, trying to chase away dark thoughts of what could happen to Helen during her rounds. Slowly he lost himself in the mixing and waiting, the careful adjusting of temperature and the subtle magic that the process drew from him. The worries and anxiety fell away, and all that was left was the bright fires of inspiration that burned within his mind and drew him towards ever greater heights.
Achieving such complete focus was a rare thing for him, so he barely noticed the passage of time, too engrossed with the ease the normally difficult steps of the Insight Potion flowed. Absentmindedly he finished it and chucked it down without even checking whether he succeeded. His Gift brightened even more, its light like a razor-sharp sword pointing him towards the desired outcome.
His movements turned feverish, an unknown excitement bubbling from within him as he threw together ingredients in an only barely understood order and with seemingly random timing, magic flowing from him freely like never before. His world narrowed down to the cauldron and nothing else, a preternatural sureness of his success filling him.
Afterwards he stared in stupor at the shimmering potion, it and the missing ingredients the only proof that it hadn't been just a dream. His Gift had never intervened so strongly before, almost taking over and guiding him through a complex performance that he shouldn't have been ready for for months if not years. Even full mastery of the receipt shouldn't have allowed him to create something like this with their lacking materials, but through some manner of miracle he'd managed to find substitutes and made up the rest with his own magic.
It was of very inferior quality, just barely a passing grade, yet it was a bona-fide Panacea. Not one of those mixtures that cured colds and healed cuts, but something that could bring someone back from the brink of death or cure major illnesses.
He wouldn't be able to repeat this for a long time yet, Kos was sure. But it still filled him with giddy excitement just how much they could earn from this. More importantly, even if he only dimly remembered the process, it was still something that he had done with his own two hands. He knew what to strive for now, it was only a matter of putting in the effort, and Kos was more than willing to do that if it meant a better future for them both.
With a yawn he stretched and looked around, realizing that the sun has already fallen with some surprise and worry. Sometimes Helen was very late, so it wasn't time to panic yet, but it was quite dangerous outside during the dark. He would know, he'd lived his whole life in the slums and made it his business to survive as best as he could.
Thankfully he didn't have to wait for long, the sound of the door slamming open signifying Helen's arrival.
There was something wrong though. She was usually quite careful with their home and taught him the same. For her to disregard that...
With swift footsteps the boy rushed towards the house entrance, coming upon a bizarre scene and freezing in shock. Not because of the situation itself, as it just seemed that Helen had brought an injured man to their doorstep once more. No, it was the man himself that captured the boy's attention.
The first thing he noticed was the man's eyes. Even wounded and half-dead from exhaustion, there was an intensity to his gaze that beggared belief. The eyes shone with some emotion that he had trouble identifying when the man looked at Helen, something between annoyance and gratitude, but above all there was an assurance to them, a certainty that he would survive and thrive no matter what.
The injured man wore a tattered cloak of starlit midnight and carried an enormous blade, their presence broadcasting magic to his senses the likes of which he'd never felt before. His Gift assured Kos that there was nothing to fear from the man, yet simultaneously warned Kos that crossing the warrior would be the last thing he did, no matter the man's state.
"Helen?" he asked cautiously. "What's the matter?.."
"This?" she answered, looking away sheepishly. "Just someone I met on the way. I tried to do what I could, but he needs proper care. Could you get some healing potions please?"
Kos blinked, then realized she couldn't have possibly known about his latest achievement and simply meant the normal version they usually sold.
He eyed the swordsman with some uncertainty. Now the annoyance was more pronounced, but the man wasn't making any aggressive movements, just standing there patiently.
"Hunger," the man said as he caught Kos's eye. "My name is Hunger, and all I need is a place to stay for a short time. I'll pay you handsomely for the trouble."
Kos dithered, though probably not for the reasons they thought. He didn't mind helping this man out, and even sharing some potions to help with recovery wouldn't be too bad. He knew what it was like to be down on one's luck with no one to extend a helping hand, and it didn't feel like the man was a bad person.
What caused Kos pause was that his Gift was all but blaring in his ears, telling him that this was who the Panacea was meant for. It pained him to give up his achievement just like that, but his Gift had never led him wrong when it bothered to chime in.
It was just strange that it spoke with such clarity on matters concerning this Hunger.
Still, he might not have followed his Gift's advice if his intuition didn't also tell him that the man might have a way to help Helen like no one else could, and that was worth any kind of sacrifice.
With a resigned frown he darted towards the laboratory and picked up the potion, carrying it back gingerly. The last thing he wanted was to spill this treasure.
Helen had already led Hunger to a spare bed of theirs and the man had lain down, though his cloak was still wrapped around his shoulders and the blade never far from where he could grab it.
Kos gave Hunger the potion, ignoring Helen's shocked gasp when she recognized it, and watched as the man gulped the Panacea down in one go, his heart clenching in pain. Still, Hunger seemed to immediately feel better and finally allowed himself to succumb to exhaustion, drifting off into an uneasy sleep.
It took a few days until Hunger recovered somewhat and the time for a question he'd been simultaneously dreading and anticipating came.
"Can you teach Helen magic?" he asked, bowing deeply.
It was nighttime again, and the man was standing in their courtyard under the starlight, exercising his sword forms. Kos was far from an expert on bladed weapons, but what little he knew told him that Hunger swung his implement of murder with sublime skill. Yet there was a heaviness to every strike, a definition that stood out starkly against the drab canvas of the world. It felt more real than anything he had ever seen in his life.
Slowly the man wound down and stopped.
"She is one of the worst cases I have ever seen," came the clipped reply, "and I have seen a lot in my travels. If there ever was an anti-talent for magic of any kind, she fits the definition nigh perfectly."
Kos' heart sank, but Hunger continued blithely:
"Were you to ask anyone else in this city or even this country, if not this whole world, they would have been forced to refuse such a request even if they were willing to put in the time."
Kos parsed that statement, a smile threatening to split his face as he realized the hidden acknowledgement.
"So you can?.."
"Bring her here and we shall see."
Afterwards they'd stood before Hunger, Helen wringing her hands in apprehension as Kos only managed to convey the broad strokes, that Hunger wanted to teach her magic. She had only shaken her head in disbelief, the harsh lessons of a lifetime too difficult to dispel at once, but she followed him anyway.
"What I mean to show you," Hunger spoke, his tone the measured cadence of an experienced teacher, "is not for the faint of heart. It will be the hardest thing you have ever done, and will not get easier from there. The opposite of it, in fact. In return, the Work cares nothing for your talent and aptitude. The only thing that matters is how much effort you are willing to put in."
The.words should have sounded ridiculous, that there was such a magic that nobody ever heard about. But somehow Kos couldn't help but believe.
"If it will let me heal people," Helen answered without hesitation, all previous traces of of nervousness gone, "I am willing to do anything you require of me."
"It's not what I require, it's what the Art itself demands," he shrugged. "And it's quite unsuitable for healing spells. But you won't let that stop you, will you? In other aspects your gift for magic may be negligible, but your purity of thought is admirable."
"No," came the immediate reply. "As long as there's even the faintest possibility, I will not give up."
"What is possible?" Hunger mused. "Let that be the first lesson then. From now on what is or is not possible doesn't concern you. The only thing you need to ask yourself is how much you want something, and how far you are willing to go for it. I will show you a Rune of the Classical Form, so watch carefully. You will have to develop your own style and techniques, but this can serve as a reference..."