You were automatically going to start looking for evidence to prove Ford wasn't meant to be here, before you remembered. Your friends knew you knew things now. You didn't have to act like you didn't have knowledge. It was strange. It made so many more things possible than before, and yet at the same time you wanted to still tread with care in case things weren't like how they had been on the show. Things were changing!
So you approached Ford and pulled him off to a quiet hall. "Hey, I know you have cancer," you told him.
Ford paled. "What? What do you-how do you know that?"
"I know things." You shrugged. "Not all of it's useful, but...anyways, I know you can't have just come here to see Buffy. Not with that."
"You can't tell her," Ford told you. "She'll just stress about it."
"She deserves the truth. You should tell her, or I will."
"Alright, I'll let her know." You relaxed and let Ford walk away. That had been a mistake.
Buffy pinned you to a wall. "I get that you have issues Xander, but that doesn't give you the right to threaten my friend," she growled.
"Whoa, whoa! What are you talking about Buffy?"
"Ford told me that you told him to stop hanging around me, that you didn't think someone like him should be bothering with me. He's my friend Xander!"
"That's not what's going on!"
"It's not? So you're not jealous that another guy who knows about vampires turned up? You know I'm dating Angel!"
"That-that has nothing to do with this!" It was a terrible mistake, but it wasn't related to Ford.
"Yeah? Then why did you run him off?"
"I didn't! I just told him to tell you that he's dying!"
"He's what?" Buffy let go and you took a deep breath. Buffy could be rough when she was upset.
"He has cancer in his brain. He doesn't have long left. He didn't come to see you, he's looking for a fix," you said.
Buffy turned and left, not bothering to apologize. You were happy to just take the time to breath.
Maybe you shouldn't have gotten involved. You had helped Buffy, sure. She would handle the betrayal better this time. She sure hadn't thanked you for it though. You were bitter as you headed back to class. You'd just let them do what they wanted this time.
It was somewhat of a surprise when you did hear how things ended up playing out. Ford had traded Angel, not Buffy. Drusilla was healed, and Ford had been taken as a new toy for her to play with. Buffy had managed to rescue him but Ford had died from his injuries. Perhaps in some ways it was better. Buffy wasn't personally betrayed, though it was still a type of betrayal. Ford hadn't been turned into a vampire either, so Buffy hadn't been forced to kill him a second time.
You were worried about what a fully healed Drusilla would be seeking for now. Her madness made her deeply unpredictable. Knowing what she wanted didn't mean knowing how she would try to get it.
[ ]Focus on the demon that will be coming after Giles soon
[ ]Ask Willow about learning magic from Mrs Calendar: a proper teacher would be good for her
[ ]Spend time with Marcie
[ ]Focus on school
[ ]Write-in