Then...
In a pause in the flow of images, it came to her that she'd been dreaming for a fathomless time and that she wished to stop. But when she tried to picture the scene that would greet her upon waking, her mind grabbed the question and ran with it, not so much drawing a blank as sketching a continuation of the dream, drawing out of the darkness answers that she was sure had long since ceased to be correct. She remembered the bunk bed she and her sister would sleep in, and that every morning they'd be woken by their older sister. She remembered protesting, and always grabbing at least another five minutes.
She'd hated mornings, hadn't she?
Her mind remained unruly, but eventually it came to her that she'd been thrown out of her rest, out of reality, sent tumbling into the blind eternities by the end of the world. Certainly, her sisters weren't still there.
Their room had been small, but immaculately cared for and very clean. She remembered that. The walls were painted a pale purple, and there were two bunk beds. Her sister's bed was on the northern side of the room, tucked into the corner, above hers.
She could see it clearly in her mind as she lay there, vaguely aware of cold air brushing across her skin and a sense that all was not as it should be. When did she take her clothes off?
Later, when she became a teenager, she'd got a room of her own. They'd hated that, and had spent weeks bugging their older sister to let them share a single one, but there wasn't space to have a single room large enough for two teens. Her and her sister had still snuck into each other's beds and slept cuddled up together, even if they weren't supposed to.
They'd been close. When they were little they used to play hide-and-seek and mischievous little games, until an older sister had introduced them to the wonderful world of video games and they went on to live interesting lives as gamers. It had been a ploy. Even then, they were close. No boyfriend had come between them, no friends or hobbies could ever surpass their love for one another. She was her sister's other half. The one person she could always count on, the one she loved more than anything. Nothing could ever change that.
And yet, here she was. Her memories shattered and buried under a sea of nothingness. What had happened? Why wasn't her sister by her side?
Where had Roz gone?
Her name was Liliya. She remembered that.
= = =
Rozaliya lounged on the grass, gently blowing a dandelion to send its seeds fluttering away. She hummed a quiet tune as she gazed up at the leaves overhead, basking in the sunlight. She tugged her dress - a pretty, floral one - down as she wiggled backwards a bit, keeping it in its rightful place.
Then, she looked blankly at the sky. It was blue. It was just blue. Nothing else, just... blue. No sun, not even a cloud in sight. She sat up and huffed in annoyance, crossing her legs as she tried to remember what was happening. She swished the grass around with her feet, staring at the sky once more with a sigh. There was a tree in the way of the sun.
Once upon a time there'd have been other girls here to play with. She missed them. All of them had moved away, or grown up, or something like that. It had been a long time since she'd played with any of them. She didn't want to hurt anyone.
She uncoiled, standing up. There were dandelions everywhere, and she crouched, plucking one as she stared at the sky once more. She knew it was pretty, but she couldn't see why. She knew the sky was pretty, but it was just the sky. It was supposed to be blue. That's what the books said, anyway.
A cool breeze ruffled her dress as she lifted her head to look at the sky once more. The blind eternities stared back at her.
The flower withered, as flowers do.