Esquestria: The House of the Sun - A pony cultist experience

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Dear reader! Whether you are new here, archive-reading and whatnot, or you are already someone who has been with us for quite a while, I would like to say a few words that I believe are best kept close to mind.

-This is an MLP quest. And more importantly, none of us are gratuitously cruel. So good things will happen on this quest, and I hope that enough good things have already happened to prove that.
-This is also a horror quest, so bad things will happen. Bad things might happen to good characters if you are not able to protect them, and you most certainly will not be able to intervene if you lack the tools to do so.
-And finally, this is a quest in which you jostle with powers greater than yourself, with all that it entails.

Please, do keep those things in mind as you go forward. But ultimately, this is also a quest in which it is hoped we all have fun! So if any of the above points is not exactly your cup of tea, or somehow make the experience as a whole "not worth it", then this quest might not be for you. Which is fine! Individual tastes are a thing, so don't think any more about it if you don't want to read anymore. And regardless, I hope you have a lovely day!

PSA for whoever needs to hear it:

Readers should take their own mental health into consideration when voting and not subject themselves to triggering narrative elements like rape or constant mental torture of a friend just for the Greatest Good of a world that doesn't exist.

If those are fine for you or Regrettable is even more triggering, then GREAT! More power to you. But you aren't a bad or selfish person for picking the option that keeps the characters you've emotionally connected with safe. [REDACTED for spoiler warning]

This is a high intensity quest that doesn't hold back when it comes to horror and negative consequences. Take care of yourself.
(Quote slightly edited to avoid spoilers)
 
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And that's why you are here right now, awake, huddled under your blankets and trembling at your most recent memories.

Alone.

That is the worst part.
You know, I'm seriously starting to be skeptical of Velvet's social instincts, @BirdBodhisattva. I said the same thing when she had trouble with the Stormchaser convo, and here we go again, with Velvet suggesting that Selene be given her own space when what she needs is the very opposite.
 
You know, I'm seriously starting to be skeptical of Velvet's social instincts, @BirdBodhisattva. I said the same thing when she had trouble with the Stormchaser convo, and here we go again, with Velvet suggesting that Selene be given her own space when what she needs is the very opposite.
I wouldn't say she needed the opposite, really. Sure, by the point in time this happened loneliness was starting to overwhelm everything else, but a large part of the rest of the chapter was her noting how she actively avoided connecting with people, even Silky who was trying, because she feared causing more damage and was still struggling to figure out who she was. Pushing her on that earlier could have had a very negative outcome. Actually, considering that Stormchaser still isn't willing to accept her as a daughter, I could see more than a few problems coming of it.
 
You know, I'm seriously starting to be skeptical of Velvet's social instincts, @BirdBodhisattva. I said the same thing when she had trouble with the Stormchaser convo, and here we go again, with Velvet suggesting that Selene be given her own space when what she needs is the very opposite.
I was under the impression that giving Selene space was part of the Winter lesson, so Velvet made the right choice in that context. I'm assuming that with her and Silky having established a more stable relationship Velvet will start being more active in Selene's life.
 
You know I just had a sudden thought, courtesy of someone rating one of my old posts. Remember Spoiled Milk, the mother of Diamond Tiara? As I recall, she was practically desperate to become a minion, back when she first appeared, and we've recently been talking about picking up some personal cult followers. We also got, in-character, that there were hints of her abusing Diamond and wanting to gain our attention, which gives us a good reason to seek her out. I think we should probably make some room in the next turn or two for an action in that regard. Especially if we can get her to help with buying books, and hey she would probably love to hang out in Canterlot about as much as Rarity did...
 
so ladies and gentlemen, we are here again, discussing the update and trying to make plans. But let's go back a little and try to figure out what we have, what knowledge we have and how we will proceed further. Let's start with what's really important. Attention of the master and princesses. You may not immediately understand my concern, but do not worry, you will understand everything over time. So. If we assume that we are almost an open book for the master, and what he definitely knows about our discontent and insecurity, we need to think about where we can go if we are caught hot. we're not ready for the Outcast scenario. Both morally and physically and according to knowledge. Many people say that in this case we need to go to the princesses, but, oops, we already missed our chance to painlessly (relatively) go into their retinue. We still have a chance to get closer to the Master, but in that case we won't survive Celestia's indignation (and I don't want to cut off such a useful communication channel. And Kazhens don't want to offend ... Even if it's stupid). Further. Selena, Family and our environment. In essence, we are slowly but surely acquiring more and more connections and acquaintances. We can hurt them if we make the wrong decision ... We've already done that. There are cultists around us. We ourselves are. It is our fault that the ponies continue to die. we are drawing more and more ponies into this abyss, because we KNOW how to call them. And Selena. We chose the longest and most painful option (at the moment) for her out of our mercy. I'm not saying it's bad. It's Risky. but suffering makes us fight and grow stronger. Everyone knows this. (By the way, I propose to give the next lesson to Selena on the topic of the Edge. She needs to learn to fight. To stand for herself and for the world.) And the last point that I would like to mention. Velvet. The further all this happens, the more chances we will be able to see in her the familiar symptoms like the Horror of Ozarinius or Anxiety. And I would not be surprised if the latter is about to arise for her. For what is happening around her and through her fault will really go beyond the bounds. Or rather, it crawls out of bounds about her idea of the norm. It will be hard. And probably the last thing I want to mention. her affiliation. We know that her main aspect is the Moth, and so far everything seems to be fine. but I'm more interested in its secondary aspects. I will tell you my suggestions, and then you will agree with me or not. And her secondary knowledge in my opinion is Knock and Winter. Based mainly on the events shown to us. Knock - for let's be honest, we are surprisingly good at penetrating the souls of ponies, opening their hearts. And think for yourself, Velvet is the first pony besides the moon who managed to find its way to the kingdom of dreams ... And her very road to the door of the moon is proof of this. And winter ... Just at the level of feelings that this is her element (I still remember her work as the coordinator of the guards). Yes, and the first lesson to Selena (even if it's completely our choice, but still ... We all strive so much for Winter for peace ... For a beautiful end for Jade.) Thank you for listening to me) Good luck to everyone.
 
You know, I'm seriously starting to be skeptical of Velvet's social instincts, @BirdBodhisattva. I said the same thing when she had trouble with the Stormchaser convo, and here we go again, with Velvet suggesting that Selene be given her own space when what she needs is the very opposite

Honestly I feel like she wouldn't have accepted us trying to get closer to her, but I take your point, especially in regards to the Stormchaser conversation. It looks like Velvet just doesn't use her social prowess when it comes to those she cares about.

Not sure if we actually want to discourage that, seeing as it's a sign of trust and a certain subclass of sane mentalities, but it's something to keep in mind.

By the way, I propose to give the next lesson to Selena on the topic of the Edge. She needs to learn to fight. To stand for herself and for the world
I'm not sure if I agree with putting EDGE before KNOCK. Inexplicable wisdom from the amnesiac is much easier to explain than inexplicable physical/magical powers.

Not to mention, there's a chance that EDGE training will make her more argumentative; which is in some ways a good thing, but in others could contribute to isolating herself. Especially in the EDGE-deprived Ponyville.

And probably the last thing I want to mention. her affiliation
Pretty sure this is just going to be temporary. While I doubt our personality will be significantly LANTERN-aligned, the others be more and more relevant to our actions as our situation changes.
 
Honestly, I don't get people blaming Velvet for stormchaser convo. In that snippet, she was literally ordered to "tell everything and pray", this is very out of character for mothy Velvet, for the start.
 
Honestly, I don't get people blaming Velvet for stormchaser convo. In that snippet, she was literally ordered to "tell everything and pray", this is very out of character for mothy Velvet, for the start.
As a MOTH we are attracted to his light, his love, his being.

And we cannot help but reveal ourselves before him, shedding our mysteries and secrets, and await the glare that was to come.

We hoped.

We dared to hope.

That while he might run, that he might yet... leave.

That he would choose to stay with his MOTH, and make our days that bit brighter.

That he would accept what may come, and stay by our side all the stronger, leading the way with his sight.

A MOTH and her LANTERN.

(I mean, I wasn't there for the vote itself, but this is what I got from that discussion)
 
Mersy, please, a single idea per paragraph. Walls of text block attempts at understanding.
so ladies and gentlemen, we are here again, discussing the update and trying to make plans. But let's go back a little and try to figure out what we have, what knowledge we have and how we will proceed further.

Let's start with what's really important. Attention of the master and princesses. You may not immediately understand my concern, but do not worry, you will understand everything over time. So. If we assume that we are almost an open book for the master, and what he definitely knows about our discontent and insecurity, we need to think about where we can go if we are caught hot. we're not ready for the Outcast scenario. Both morally and physically and according to knowledge.
I would argue that we are not an open book to the Master. They have implied that they know about Luna (or at least that is how Velvet understood the conversation) but Jade might have a point about how they lack empathy. They could know that we are keeping secrets and what they are yet be completely wrong about the why.


Many people say that in this case we need to go to the princesses, but, oops, we already missed our chance to painlessly (relatively) go into their retinue. We still have a chance to get closer to the Master, but in that case we won't survive Celestia's indignation (and I don't want to cut off such a useful communication channel. And Kazhens don't want to offend ... Even if it's stupid).
Who the hay is Kazhens?

Further. Selena, Family and our environment. In essence, we are slowly but surely acquiring more and more connections and acquaintances. We can hurt them if we make the wrong decision ... We've already done that. There are cultists around us. We ourselves are. It is our fault that the ponies continue to die. we are drawing more and more ponies into this abyss, because we KNOW how to call them. And Selena. We chose the longest and most painful option (at the moment) for her out of our mercy. I'm not saying it's bad. It's Risky. but suffering makes us fight and grow stronger. Everyone knows this. (By the way, I propose to give the next lesson to Selena on the topic of the Edge. She needs to learn to fight. To stand for herself and for the world.)

That was a bit of a melodramatic way to say "we should be more careful when planning our socials less we hurt ponies by either being insensitive or bringing them into a dangerous situation".

That say I would argue two thing about the opinion about Selene. The first is that I am not sure this is really the most painful option. That would have been to try and restore her memories without teaching her enough lore to handle the memories. Or to bring her as a young mare and mishandle our husband reveal, which might have lead the ponyservants to believe that she is either our or Stormchaser's lover.

As for edge, it might be worth it to teach it to her but not to teach her to fight. Edge is about confrontation, which also involves in part social combat.

And the last point that I would like to mention. Velvet. The further all this happens, the more chances we will be able to see in her the familiar symptoms like the Horror of Ozarinius or Anxiety. And I would not be surprised if the latter is about to arise for her. For what is happening around her and through her fault will really go beyond the bounds. Or rather, it crawls out of bounds about her idea of the norm. It will be hard.

Again, who the hay is Ozarinius and why should I be familiar with them?

And probably the last thing I want to mention. her affiliation. We know that her main aspect is the Moth, and so far everything seems to be fine. but I'm more interested in its secondary aspects. I will tell you my suggestions, and then you will agree with me or not. And her secondary knowledge in my opinion is Knock and Winter. Based mainly on the events shown to us. Knock - for let's be honest, we are surprisingly good at penetrating the souls of ponies, opening their hearts. And think for yourself, Velvet is the first pony besides the moon who managed to find its way to the kingdom of dreams ... And her very road to the door of the moon is proof of this. And winter ... Just at the level of feelings that this is her element (I still remember her work as the coordinator of the guards). Yes, and the first lesson to Selena (even if it's completely our choice, but still ... We all strive so much for Winter for peace ... For a beautiful end for Jade.) Thank you for listening to me) Good luck to everyone.
There are several things to comment about this.

First, the assumption that Moth is Velvet's primary focus. We used it a lot, true, but the same could be said for Secret Histories and Velvet has affinity for all of them. Moth is the cult's main aspect, not necessarily Velvet's.

Even discarding that, the arguments for Winter are mistaken. The beautiful end, in relation to Winter, means death. That is the main thing about that lore. The important part of the phrase beutiful ending is not the beautiful but the ending part. The fact that we are so worried about the ponies we care about surviving should be a strong indicator that, if Velvet had such a thing as primary and secondary aspects, Winter would not be it.

For Knock, it is about opening things. Finding the way is more a Secret Histories thing. Finding our their wants might count as Knock, but it might as well count as Grail since you need to know their desires to fulfill them and their main use in the quest so far was about making them want the same things we do (like them telling us their issues). Or Lantern since it is about uncovering the truth.

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As a MOTH we are attracted to his light, his love, his being.

And we cannot help but reveal ourselves before him, shedding our mysteries and secrets, and await the glare that was to come.

We hoped.

We dared to hope.

That while he might run, that he might yet... leave.

That he would choose to stay with his MOTH, and make our days that bit brighter.

That he would accept what may come, and stay by our side all the stronger, leading the way with his sight.

A MOTH and her LANTERN.

(I mean, I wasn't there for the vote itself, but this is what I got from that discussion)
Why do people insist on trying to use the Lores to justify all our actions? (rhetorical question, it is because it is fun)

Anyways, that is not what I got from the discussion. What I got was that a) the more we postponed it, the worse it would be b) He deserved to know that we were putting the family in a dangerous situation c) if we told him about the end of the world, he would probably focus on helping us stop that instead of the fact that we are technically a terrorist and d) he loves us so he would probably support us and give us an extra confidant action.
 
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Why do people insist on trying to use the Lores to justify all our actions? (rhetorical question, it is because it is fun)
Ye done and gone answered your own question :eyeroll: :whistle:

Anyways, that is not what I got from the discussion. What I got was that a) the more we postponed it, the worse it would be b) He deserved to know that we were putting the family in a dangerous situation c) if we told him about the end of the world, he would probably focus on helping us stop that instead of the fact that we are technically a terrorist and d) he loves us so he would probably support us and give us an extra confidant action.
So, basically:

1. "Postponing would make things worse" = "await the glare that was to come"

2. "He deserved to know" = "we cannot help but reveal ourselves"

3. "World is ending, so please help us and stay" = "We hoped"

4. "Love us, aid us" = "That he would accept what may come... leading the way with his sight"

My English was just much more flowery, yes?:coolbeans:

Of course, if I am overextending, do tell me. I can be over the top from time to time:whistle:
 
Ye done and gone answered your own question :eyeroll: :whistle:


So, basically:

1. "Postponing would make things worse" = "await the glare that was to come"

2. "He deserved to know" = "we cannot help but reveal ourselves"

3. "World is ending, so please help us and stay" = "We hoped"

4. "Love us, aid us" = "That he would accept what may come... leading the way with his sight"

My English was just much more flowery, yes?:coolbeans:

Of course, if I am overextending, do tell me. I can be over the top from time to time:whistle:
Moth and Lantern have connotation. I think that conversation was one of the least Moth things we did on the quest and Stormchaser is not exactly what I think about when we talk Lantern.
 
I'm still a proponent of either the Ascend with Stormchaser route or the Forge-Of-Days' approach to relationships. Alternatively, if we want to go full-on MOTH, we trick Windy into trying to hurt us through Stormchaser and then use that as evidence for the need of his disposal.
 
Moth and Lantern have connotation. I think that conversation was one of the least Moth things we did on the quest and Stormchaser is not exactly what I think about when we talk Lantern.
Eh, I played it off due to his special skill, the one that lets him see the important things, which is a major LANTERN mojo. And moths tend to be attracted to pretty lights, so that's where the wordplay came.

Might've been a tad far fetched, but hey, cultists.

I'm still a proponent of either the Ascend with Stormchaser route
I mean, if we do this, they might end up eating Selene.

Just saying, it's a thing. Curse of the Sky or something like that.

...Unless you talking about the zombie method. In which case, eeeeh. Never really understood that one from the game.

Just cause our "beloved" is a zombie when we ascend, all of a sudden he's immortalized too?

we trick Windy into trying to hurt us through Stormchaser
I have my own reservations about Windy, but I highly doubt he's THAT dumb.

So, we only need to figure out ways to change every pony's destiny around a bit, huh?

*looks at the lores*

Soooo... scramble the histories, end a couple of them, drive others into fanatical glory hood, plunge ponies into their basest desires whilst dancing to the beat of the heart of the world, then letting them in through our wound to the pathways, killing the corrupted worms, remaking the changelings to not eat only love... and well, with all the changes known only to us, we should ascend to a most glorious Alicorn-hood!
 
You know, interesting thing about Alicorn ascenscion. Far as I've been able to tell, the only real way to achieve it is to basically preform a major task in conjunction with your special talent—completing Starswirl's final spell for Twilight, and Cadence prevented a witch from corrupting some powerful love or something if I recall correctly—while in possession of a highly magical object. Twilight, of course, had her Element, and Casence was holding... I think it's called cosmic stone? Basically a big hunk of crystallized magic. Then their divine domain is basically just a much larger and more conceptual version of whatever their talent was. The Sun, the Moon, Magic and Love...

What I'm saying is that we need to figure out what our special talent is, if we ever want to ascend, and hope it's actually connected to learning the Lores. Also, we should probably find an extremely powerful magical artifact to keep on hand. Ooh, maybe the Alicorn Amulet could work! Well, if we can get past it's curse at least. That or the Crystal Heart.
 
we don't really know if the crime of the sky is a thing here. Or if it would apply to the sons/daughters we have with-not immortal, or before becoming immortals.

Also technically the crime is not about HAVING children, but eating them. Maybe Harmony can stop the urge?

What I'm saying is that we need to figure out what our special talent is, if we ever want to ascend, and hope it's actually connected to learning the Lores. Also, we should probably find an extremely powerful magical artifact to keep on hand. Ooh, maybe the Alicorn Amulet could work! Well, if we can get past it's curse at least. That or the Crystal Heart.
who knows, high enough Winter lore might help resisting the amulet's side effect. Or maybe we can develop a ritual to "purify it" from that negative effect.

..and maybe we can borrow the elements at some point? Depending on our relationship with the princesses it MIGHT happen. Or maybe we could perform such a feat close to the Tree of Harmony, or the Crystal Heart.

or who knows... there's a LOT of artifacts that might count. The obsidian throne of the changelings, Grogar's Bewitching Bell.. though it's possible the artifact needs to be Harmony-aligned, so they might not count.
 
or who knows... there's a LOT of artifacts that might count. The obsidian throne of the changelings, Grogar's Bewitching Bell.. though it's possible the artifact needs to be Harmony-aligned, so they might not count.
Cosmic Stone isn't particularly Harmony-aligned, if I recall, just raw power locked in a stone. And Grogar's bell can, temporarily, enact an ascension—which means it should be related somehow—but presumably what's her face eventually reverted because she hadn't actually earned it or something. Isn't the Changeling throne some sort of anti-magic though? That might be counter-productive.

but yeah, I'm thinking high Winter would probably let us resist the Amulet. IIRC it took awhile to properly corrupt Trixie, and she's not exactly what I would call strong-willed... also, it's a pretty cool power booster. That would be useful for rituals and Mansus exploration, if nothing else.
 
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we don't really know if the crime of the sky is a thing here. Or if it would apply to the sons/daughters we have with-not immortal*, or before becoming immortals.

Point of order, the Crime is definitely a thing here. It's foundational to Cultist Simulator's cosmology, the Forge-Of-Days wouldn't have murdered the Sun-In-Splendor if there wasn't a risk of their relationship turning one of them into an Alukite. You can say the Forge murdered SiS for other reasons, but then Teresa's story falls out of whack (I acknowledge that the starred statement would be an exception) while the idea that The Red Grail wouldn't have hundreds if not thousands of children running around would become nonsensical.
 
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Point of order, the Crime is definitely a thing here. It's foundational to Cultist Simulator's cosmology, the Forge-Of-Days wouldn't have murdered the Sun-In-Splendor if there wasn't a risk of their relationship turning one of them into an Alukite. You can say the Forge murdered SiS for other reasons, but then Teresa's story falls out of whack (I acknowledge that the starred statement would be an exception) while the idea that The Red Grail wouldn't have hundreds if not thousands of children running around would become nonsensical.
The crime of the sky is will of the Hours, and, like all natural laws, is as unshakeable as Hours themselves. We still don't know the status of the hours, but I think that the fact that many functions of natural laws — like change of day and night — are taken by the denizens of living world should be worrying, at least.
 
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The crime of the sky is will of the Hours, and, like all natural laws, is as unshakeable as Hours themselves.
You say that like Hours can't be killed. All we really need to do is murder a good dozen or so and I'm sure the rest will accept our change in policy. :V

I mean, really. A few perfectly normal humans managed it in CS canon, Three Alicorns and—eventually—a Chaos god should be more than capable of the same. Discord would probably actually take great pleasure in shaking things up a bit once he's been redeemed. And if us/Twilight ascend as well, all the better.
 
You say that like Hours can't be killed. All we really need to do is murder a good dozen or so and I'm sure the rest will accept our change in policy. :V

I mean, really. A few perfectly normal humans managed it in CS canon, Three Alicorns and—eventually—a Chaos god should be more than capable of the same. Discord would probably actually take great pleasure in shaking things up a bit once he's been redeemed. And if us/Twilight ascend as well, all the better.
careful not to overreach. Killing the Hours is possible, but it usually requires other Hours to help.

And we have NO IDEA just how high on the pecking order Discord and fully realized Alicorns are. They might not be quite at that level.

On the other hand, we also have no idea about the current situation of the various Hours, and the metaphysics here are somewhat different, so maybe the Crime doesn't apply anymore, or even never applied here in the first place. We just don't know.
 
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