I didn't think it was possible to reach the same level of mental exhaustion that Karak Ungor managed to engender in me over the course of two IRL years in such a short amount of time. Or perhaps it wasn't so short, given all of 2020, and the difficulties and issues IRL therein for my family, my friends, and myself. Regardless, my blowing up yesterday was a mistake, and not one I should have made. I shouldn't have done it, and I regret that. I can't change the past, however, and I just want to move on. There won't be, hopefully, and threadbans or suspensions or anything like that, at least that's what I've advocated for.
Just vote. I don't care if someone votes a way you don't like, don't post about it or @ them. Just post your vote, and let that be it for the day. I don't really care about reading anything else than just the votes so I can close the vote tonight, write the update, and move on. This was supposed to be an interaction with a fish-out-of-water head of a Cult, compared to the entrenched and expected Ar-Ulric and Grand Theogonist. A deal with the grim dark nature of the world, where people make decisions that are right but are still dark and unfortunate. Something that could not simply be thrown money at, or bashed at, something to try and play politics and deal in-depth with religion, rather than just with building temples, in a Cult that is notoriously aloof and independent. With physical cost, yes, through the keelhauling if chosen, but also ways of dealing in a World that, contrary to a good amount of evidence and luck that the player faction has maintained, sometimes it's about making the best of a bad situation.
I don't care if you don't like Manann or the Cult or whatever.
Frederick cares a lot more about his people than you dislike Manann or his Cult. He has fought for them, and is willing, just about every season of every year, to die for them if necessary against the myriad threats that come after them. He has been characterized, repeatedly, by votes, to care not how humiliating things are or how painful things might be, if it can resolve situations favorably to his people. Zhufbar and the Engineers is a good example of this. That wasn't fatal, or in danger of being fatal, yes, so there is a difference. But the attitude behind those decisions, for Frederick at least, is not. The cost, yes, is in ships and possibly blood. The benefit, however, is to go towards his people. That is how Frederick has been built up, not just by my writing him for the past six years, but how the players have voted for him. In Karak Ungor, he shoved others onto a transport first despite knowing he could be overwhelmed in moments once they'd gone waiting for the next transport. In the Vampire War, he stayed behind to give the Emperor and others time against Zacharias, a fight he could not possibly be certain he would win. In the Battle of Three Armies, he leapt upon and dealt the killing blow to the Bloodthirster, knowing that the violence of its death could be his own. In the Nordland Campaign, he did the same against Gruber, carving his way into the Daemon Prince and was blown into a small coma from the backlash. He self sacrifices even when it might not be entirely necessary, but when it certainly might bring things to a more beneficial conclusion for those he cares about, either through speed or thoroughness. Even when his survival is not only uncertain, but unlikely. Who boldly accepted the torturous investigations of the Cult of Sigmar, and though he suffered nightmares later on, still accepts it to this day, and supports the Cult of Sigmar. That last part with the fire was not part of the deal and was Jung's thing, but the point is that - this is the world of Mallus. The one he lives in. Not Earth. This is the Grim Darkness of Warhammer, and though certainly in a number of aspects it's sometimes more Noble Bright, with people like Magnus the Pious, just...oh I suppose it doesn't really matter right now.
Because that's who you have built with me, over the past six years. Someone who, often, takes the hits to his body so that others might not. So that others might not suffer.
But I guess somewhere along the way, that characterization might have gotten muddled. Or, people just cared enough about the character we've made that they just don't want to see him suffer needlessly...while possibly forgetting that to Frederick, it isn't needlessly at all. Not stupidly, he isn't going to be slitting his throat to please any of the Cults, or emptying his entire treasury, or anything ridiculous like that. In fact, as I stated so many times over, Maghda is pretty obviously - I thought - trying to not infringe on his treasury or force him into a death sentence. He is self-sacrificing to an extent, but he isn't an absolute idiot about it. He has the Light of Summer, Adira, and other things as well. But whatever, I guess.
At the moment, I don't want to discuss it.
Just vote. If you need clarification on a vote, ask, and I'm sure someone will answer. But overall, just vote and let that be it. For today, at least.