I believe I now have an understanding of what desert aesetics experience and I must say that I do not see the appeal. My head throbs when I reach for the memories, the recordings from my suit are singularly unhelpful, and any wisdom I might have received from the jinns of Kending has absolutely nothing to do with the accumulation of wealth, worldly or spiritual, so I feel betrayed by the whole affair. In addition, Sepharajuna had discovered that I have designated her people false jinn, and she has jokingly or not so jokingly threatened to duel me in her official capacity in defending the Regality's dignity.
I have burned bridges magnificently with the Cynocephali. By Sepharajuna's accounting, my probable punishment would be lifelong exile to some desolate world to build some city. So I will never return. S
Shame.
This bears explaining. We two barbarians travelled deep into the heart of the Kending labyrinth. I'll not commit my experiences to paper- and yes, I have been using paper again, scritches off labelling tape. The slate is a piece of black glass for a week now, so I believe that Jesta and the others have returned with an account of our deeds and by some sending locked me out. It is no matter. For some price there are people who will remove this.
One might notice that I have not attached a transcription here. That is because it is half incoherent screeching, mad ramblings, and asinine descriptions of vases of all things. Why vases? My mind was not in a good condition.
So, from the top.
The Kending labyrinth is on the reverse of the earth. That is the truth. There is a sun within the skin, a singularity, a critical mass of information. These are not my words. I have said them and I transcribe them but they are not mine. I have no idea what a singularity is before I asked Sepharajuna. And how information can be something to touch and feel, something that is like a lead dropped on a sheet, seems
implausible.
My mind is not in good condition.
Wit helps. Sepharajuna and I have been passing poems together on the ship. Even if the meters clash horribly, and half the time we argue about which language to translate- Ayafana to Arabic, or perhaps Persian to Letazu? Each have their own qualities and unique cadences, and we are each vicious partisans for our own. I spent what feels like a year wandering the halls and their orchards of ghost-trees, avoiding the grey specters but I think they were avoiding me, in the end, until I reached
The surface? The roof? The ceiling? The basement?
I saw the other sun, and the giant it became the heart of.
This matter of horse shit is why I have not attached the transcript. Poetic ramblings of no use whatsoever. So I have communicated with this thing and I believe it has given something back but I have no clue what it is or what it can do, so I shall instead speak of how I have committed my first act of piracy and stranded the expedition on Nagosh.
In truth, I still do not quite understand how I bumbled my way into grand theft. I believe one of the wisemen was not a scholar, but a hunting dog. It is the most sensible explanation as to why, when I could hear their voices over the device, they ordered me to go in deeper as opposed to retracing my steps to find the expedition. Jesta Oan Rej was insistent that I remain rooted shortly after I fell, but this Magrh Eshi Pal wanted me to go deeper, to do this, to do that. Highly contradictory.
At this point, I met with Sepharajuna, who by her moderately inflated account slew ten of the grey specters. She, too, was in contact with the wisemen, and they, too wished for her to explore further.
Sepharajuna, at first, shared my opinion that this was highly irregular. By all rights, we should have waited for the greater body of the expedition to find us instead of gallivanting around a palace of wonders. Then she became of the opinion that the Cynocephali wanted us to find that great weapon to defeat the ghuls.
Being a proud patriot of the Regality of Sun and Flower, she decided to steal a march. This she hid from me until after the deed was done. But that was not hard, at that point.
To clarify, for a moment- I met Sepharajuna after I communicated with the Kending thing. The chronology is muddled. The reader must pardon me. My mind is not in good condition.
We passed through glass palaces, large as mountains, and through doors of light that connected places leagues apart. Distance no longer had any meaning there. To say that it made navigation a dicy affair would be an understatement. At first, Sepharajuna scorched lines but they were lost.
I think
I think we traveled against the clock. I remember seeing myself before. Meeting myself. Those mirrors never quite give you the entire impression.
Was I wearing the helm? I don't think so. I distinctly remember the grey specters fleeing from my voice when I recited the Quran at some points. Sepharajuna agrees, although she disputes that it is the Quran that drove them away.
Name of God, this is as fanciful a tale as any other. I ought to give up scribing for penning plays.
Sepharajuna believes that communing with the giant from Kending gave me some power over the greywash. This was also the case with the expedition, who unbeknownst to me ordered Sepharajuna to capture me.
To her credit, she did. She just didn't hand me over to the Cynocephali.
The grey specters I talk about are termed greywash- some form of living water, or not so living water. Mercury, I think. The State of Kending left them behind when they passed, and they can take the form of many things. Someone in high office, for instance…
I don't think I can command the specters to do such a thing. All I can do is to get them to flee, especially on the sample Sepharajuna secured.
In any case, we were able to reduce the greywash to an inert state- there was an incantation in specific that turned them into lifeless pools. We sent it to the Cynocephali and left them before they could reach the surface.
That man Magrh caught up to us on the surface. And he shot me.
I am currently recuperating well, but Magrh is currently short an arm by Sepharajuna's blade. I was able to start the vessel before I fell into unconsciousness.
This is not as epic a tale, on reflection. In any case, we are headed to the territory of the Ghuls, hoping that the Cynocephali will cease pursuit. There, Sepharajuna will make farewells and return to her land to present the greywash to her court. I suppose that I must muddle my way through life, once again.
A/N: SO IT TURNS OUT I CAN'T ACTUALLY WRITE A HORROR FILM THROUGH DIEGETIC RECORDINGS HUH HOW ABOUT THAT