No one voted for the Matt Murdock dinner Guess that romance will have to wait. Also, the dimension hopping question got a lot more attention than I thought it would. Now I'm actually wondering if it'd be better to do the opposite and have other heroes drop in on Earth-65 temporarily for a filler arc. Guess we'll see.
Anyway, Noir's been lacking in POV's lately, hasn't he? He doesn't have any in this chapter and might not even for the next :/ Really gotta fix this soon, cause he's starting to feel like a side-character who's there to just support the others. On the other hand his POV's would jump straight to the Jack arc, so it's a catch-22...
I also watched through the Punisher and I have to say I like the chemistry between Karen Page and Frank Castle. Many consider it romantic, others don't, but I can't deny that the chemistry and the acting to convey it are definitely top notch. If possible I would've wanted that for Gwen and Peter, but with their relationship now it'd probably be better if Peter had this kind of interplay with Cindy, Mary Jane or Bullseye.
Side note - New job next week and I've recently gotten into the new Deus Ex, so update rate might change.
Chapter 97: Spiders and Symbiotes
Peter wasn't there; Gwen wasn't even surprised. She called and waited till the clock was close to striking midnight, but neither he or (presumably) MJ showed up again and she ended that night torn between being worried and pissed off. Normally she didn't like losing contact with her friends for an extended period of time, but she knew Peter well enough to know that he could go days without every picking up his phone.
The last part of the 30's that refused to let go. She hoped that was the only part that did...
She swung all the way back to Queens (she spent so much time there Betty was already making jokes about finding another roommate) and by the time she finally got home she was pretty sure she'd left about two dozen calls to both Peter and MJ, "God damn it..." She opened the door and was greeted with absolute darkness. That meant her mom and dad were asleep, which was a mixed blessing considering all the crap they still had to deal with.
Gwen trudged back to her room and let the costume fade away as she slumped on the bed, leaving her in nothing but her underwear. She felt exhausted, and it wasn't just because she knew she had to get up bright and early tomorrow for another charity show. Everything was getting too much - being an Avenger, knowing S.H.I.E.L.D was responsible for the that other symbiote (and having to keep it a secret...), Peter's identity, Webster's death, her mom coming back, MJ going missing(?), Peter and MJ (supposedly...hopefully not) kissing...
It made her wish that everything would stop for just one fucking day so she could catch her breath, cause right now she just wanted to scream.
A dreamless sleep came and went and by the time she woke up half an hour past six in the morning she felt just as tired as she had the night prior, "Ugh..." Gwen forced herself off the bed and forced her way to the bathroom. She washed up on the sink and glared at her reflection in the mirror. Supermodel and heiress by day and Superhero by night? Hah, yeah...she couldn't even get into a relationship that wasn't fucked in the head.
She let the costume shift into a long sleeved shirt and a pair of shorts - she'd finally gotten better at shifting it around, even if the damn colors on her costume refused to budge - and walked quietly to her mom and dad's room. Opening the door by just a tiny crack, Gwen smiled slightly when she caught sight of the two of them sleeping on the bed. It was bittersweet, knowing what she did, but the sight of her mom being, well,
alive, was one of the best things she could've gotten after the clusterfuck the past few things were.
The other best things were getting together with Peter and her dad proposing, but right now she didn't want to think of either of those...
She rubbed the dull white and pink band on her left ring finger as she went down the stairs. It was just a cheap ring; she'd seen them for sale on some of the kiosks she passed by, and it was definitely tacky to wear her own merch for funsies, but she couldn't help but be attached to it. Peter got it for her, who cared if it was cheap or dumb looking? It was the thought that mattered and all that cliche bullshit...and she couldn't deny that the thought of him on one knee wasn't appealing in some way.
Shit, she sounded like one of those sappy rom-com characters...
Shaking her head, Gwen put on a pair of black sandals and ran out of the house. The charity event wouldn't start for another couple of hours, which gave her some time to kill. A part of her was tempted to go out and search for MJ (and Peter), but she knew it was pointless. If she couldn't find them yesterday then she couldn't find them now.
Well, at least she knew MJ was safe. If she was with her Peter then it was pretty damn unlikely she was staying out in the street, which was a load off her shoulders.
Patrol was actually pretty uneventful apart from running into the Protectors again, which wasn't as stressful as last time since 'Tarot' still kept to her promise of staying home and the guy who called himself Cypher was a no-show. Granted that meant she had to babys- er,
team up with just Frog-Man, Slyde (seriously, how was he not in jail?) and that Ice Cream dude, but at least it took her mind off everything else for a bit.
By the time it was nearing nine she'd said her goodbyes (and dodged their offers to exchange numbers) and made her way to the convention center. In all honesty she wanted to skip. Any other day she would've been ecstatic to get charity money for just a few flips and waves, but with everything else happening she really wished that she could for once just leave it to Kate; which she totally would have if Kate wasn't busy with her own family thing. Couple that with a promise to Shulkie and Gwen and Cindy (the only other person she could rope into doing this) were left to carry a show all on their own.
In their defense it wasn't
terrible, but without MJ as the MC or She-Hulk to be the big attraction it definitely wasn't the fist-pumping 'mericuh, ^&*$ yeah!' moment the last one was. Neither of them were really built to be front and center like this - there was a reason Gwen preferred to be in the back with her drums while MJ soaked the attention - and Cindy definitely wasn't one for showboating after 10 years of being alone in a bunker.
That and being the center of attention just reminded her of how shallow she was 5 years ago...
The two Spiders breathed a sigh of relief when they arrived at their temporary room, "Thank fuck that's over..." Cindy collapsed on the couch back first, legs spread out across the cushions in a way that said 'fuck off, it's all mine'.
Gwen rolled her eyes and plopped down on one of the chairs, resisting the urge to sit on the wall as she always did. She was sure there were no cameras or recorders around - their spider-senses would've warned them otherwise - but there was something about getting guest rooms as Spider-Woman that still felt off to her. Like any second now the walls were gonna come down and everyone was gonna call her a menace again.
"That was a trip," Gwen said.
"Yeah, putting on a show up there...makes me think I'm like one of those Phantom Thieves of Hearts guys in Japan. Flashy isn't my style, you know?"
A couple of minutes of comfortable silence passed before Gwen finally spoke up again, "Hey, thanks..." Cindy cracked an eye open and gave her a half-lidded glance, "For coming with, I mean. I promised Shulkie I'd do this, but I'm not sure I could've done it alone."
"You kidding me?" She snorted and propped herself up higher on the cushions, "You're Spider-Woman. You could've gone on stage and burped the alphabet and everyone here would eat it up."
"Yeah...I think you're overestimating me." What was with people telling her she was the second coming of Captain America? First it was Peter and Tony Stark and now Cindy was getting in on it, too.
"If you say so. All I'm saying is I can't go a single block without seeing a store selling your hoodies or one of your ads. You remind me of the Fantastic 4 back home: everyone loved em and wanted to know everything about them...it was actually pretty fucking creepy." She looked Gwen in the eyes, "Just a tip: don't let anyone find out who you are. Ever. Second you do you can kiss privacy goodbye."
"Wasn't planning on an unmasking, Spinerette." She doubted anyone else could even take off her mask at all without her say so. Something told her the suit didn't like anyone else grabbing it, Webster or no, "'Sides, the worst people already know who I am..." Cindy's evil twin and Murderdock...she would've been lying if she said she hadn't stayed awake at night worrying that she was putting everyone in danger. Truth be told she had no idea why they hadn't done more with that knowledge.
Best she could figure they didn't want to draw attention to themselves. If everyone knew then they couldn't really use it, could they?
"I know what you mean..." The older Spider sat up with a huff and brought both hands through her hair, "I'm still waiting for the other shoe to drop, you know? Like any second now my evil twin's gonna bust in her and drag me back to my cell."
"Well if she tries it she'll have to deal with the rest of the Avengers." And Peter. The two were way friendlier than one would think looking at them, though she shouldn't have been surprised; the same could be about him and most of his friends, herself included, "...You talked to Spider-Man recently?"
"Not since we visited my family, no." She shook her head. Gwen just wondered when they found the time to do that, "Why, is something wrong? I said he could call me if he ran into problems with that devil lawyer."
"The fact that we're even talking about a possessed kingpin like it's normal says a lot, doesn't it?" Then again her mom and best friend got resurrected, so who the fuck was she to say it was too stupid to believe? S.H.I.E.L.D probably knew all about it, though; they still had a lookout for Uncle Ben and Aunt May last she checked, "...Hey, can I ask you something else?"
"Can't promise I'll answer, but shoot."
"Well..." Gwen licked her lips nervously and deliberated her next words, "You're partnered with you know who now, right?"
"Partnered's not the word I'd use, but sure, I guess." Cindy shrugged, "Why?"
"How is he? I mean I message him sometimes but he seems...weird." She learned to read into both his and Peter's messages long ago, and right now the clipped responses screamed at her that something was definitely up, "I...the past few days have been pretty fucked up, and I'd really appreciate it if at least one of my friends didn't turn out to be missing or fucked up without me knowing..."
"I think you're a little too late on Gobby not being fucked up, Spidey." Gwen winced at the blunt words. She'd forgiven Harry for trying to kill her (wow, that still sounded weird...), but she understood that not everyone else was so easy to let bygones be bygones. Especially not the people whose lives he ruined... "Look, he's alright. He gets kinda mopey sometimes, but I think that's just him being emo about his dad. It comes and goes."
"Yeah, I guess so..." He always had issues with Norman Osborn, though for the life of her she couldn't figure out why. Hating him for being distant was one thing, but this was another breed altogether, "This is a weird question, but...do you trust him?"
Cindy looked at her silently for a few seconds before she replied, "Nope." Again, Gwen had to wince. She was expecting it, but the lack of hesitation was still enough to make her fumble, "I get that he's your friend and all, but my evil twin couldn't have gotten the serum if he didn't give it to them. I've seen the piles of dead bodies, Spider-Woman...and if I was rescued just a few days later I would've been one of them. So I'm not in a really trusting mood considering he got off because daddy paid his bail."
"Yeah..."
"Look, I trust him not to stab me in the back and that's it. I wouldn't exactly invite him over to family visits, but I can at least be sure he'll help out in a fight and that he won't go black widow on me after we sleep together. He might be fucked up, but I like to think he's not so stupid that he'd screw over one of the few people willing to help him with his little vigilante crusade."
Well, Gwen couldn't say she was surprised. The amount of people that liked Harry could probably be counted on one hand, and that included her and (probably) not his own dad- wait a minute.
...
"...Did you just say you slept together?" Gwen blurted out, causing the other Spider to look at her with a raised eyebrow, "I mean, I didn't mishear that, right? Or did you mean you were so tired that you slept in the same bed without realizing-"
"We fucked, Spider-Woman." Gwen's mouth opened and closed, but no sound came. That...wasn't what she expected to hear, "I mean, it's not a big deal-"
"Not a big deal?! You just said you didn't trust him!"
"Yeah, and I just told told you that I at least know he's not gonna stab me in the back, even if it is selfish!" she shot back, "Look, you've been to bars before, right? You've never gone back with a guy for a one night stand?"
"I mean, yeah, but-"
"And would you trust any of those guys with your secret identity and all this crazy shit?"
"Well, not really-"
"Same thing, then," Cindy said, ignoring Gwen's fish-eyed gape, "Look, it's nothing, alright? We did it a couple of times and we both agreed it didn't change anything...and, to be blunt, I've been trapped in a bunker since I was eighteen. You can't exactly blame me for not being picky, especially since Bobby takes S.H.I.E.L.D's fraternization rules really seriously and the cop I tried to ask out was apparently happily married with a son on the way."
"Jesus Christ..." Gwen pinched the bridge of her nose and sighed. She knew the other Spider was older and more cynical than she appeared, but the blasé way she talked about sleeping with someone she didn't trust or even apparently like all that much was still surprising. No wonder she and Peter got along so well, "Just...make sure not to hurt him, alright? He can be...fragile sometimes."
Translation: he could overreact about things that weren't his fault.
"You worry too much, Spidey." Cindy snorted, "Look, it'll be fine. I mean you and 'Dark Spider' seem to make it work somehow."
Gwen was about to respond before a knock on their room door interrupted her. Without missing a beat Cindy jumped off the couch and opened the door before Gwen could ask her to wait up.
The man on the other side was vaguely familiar. His hair was a curly blonde and the his jawline was covered in a scruffy and thick stubble; definitely good looking from what she saw. The neatly trimmed suit said businessman, but the worn yellow shoes cut through that image quickly. It was like he tried to dress up but forgot about the last bit.
"Good morning." He bowed slightly and stepped back from Cindy, "Uh, this might seem weird, but could I talk to Spider-Woman for a bit? We need to discuss a mutual friend."
"A mutual friend? Do tell." Maybe it was just dealing with that Roxxon guy, but Gwen definitely didn't feel good about speaking alone with business types on her own.
"She introduced herself as Teresa?"
Gwen sucked in a sudden breath, and Cindy wasn't far behind given the way her grip on the doorway tightened. As if sensing their distress the blonde man held up both hands in a calming gesture, "I understand that she can be...difficult, so I went in her stead. I was hoping we could talk."
"What the fuck does she want?" Gwen snapped. She didn't like Teresa, and from what she gathered from Peter apparently that wasn't a rare reaction.
"It concerns your friend, someone named Mary Jane Watson?"
That was enough for her to let him in. Both Gwen and Cindy sat on the couch while the guy, who introduced himself as Daniel Rand -
"Call me Danny" - sat on the chair across from them. Looking closer it was easy to tell that he was just as uncertain about it as they were, which was a little relieving. After Teresa's browbeating she didn't want to deal with another guy who had his head up his ass.
"How do you know this Teresa person?" Cindy asked, arms crossed and eyes narrowed.
"Better question is how
you know Teresa, Spinerette. Last I checked you weren't into this mystical bullshit," Gwen said.
"She texted me out of the blue, said I was 'a spider taken into another weave'. I thought she was just high."
"She wasn't high, and it's not 'mystical bullshit'," Danny said, sounding distinctly offended, "This might seem hard to believe, but magic is just as real as the radioactive spiders that gave you your gifts."
"How do you know about that?" Gwen's eyes narrowed. They hadn't told anyone outside of their friends and family about how they got their powers.
"Like I said, we have a mutual friend and the both of us are fighting a mutual enemy in the Hand." Gwen pursed her lips. Murderdock's ninjas...it was a stupid fucking name, especially since the ninjas fought more like drunk banzai chargers.
"Okay, so what's this got to do with Car- Mary Jane?" Cindy asked.
"Teresa was involved in something regarding Spider-Woman's friend. She didn't tell me what it was exactly, but whatever she did Spider-Man cut off contact with her." He leaned forward and pressed his hands together, expression grave, "I get why he might be angry with her, but if he keeps going like this then both him and Miss. Watson are going to be in danger. They can't fight the Hand without help."
"I offered to help and she told me to piss off." Gwen scoffed.
"She has her reasons, even if it can get...frustrating sometimes." His smile was strained, "I'm not going to defend or condemn her, I'm just here to deliver a message: if you want to see your friend again then go to her apartment. She'll arrive at about 1:30 tomorrow afternoon and you can question her on her disappearance."
"Another vision? Just fucking perfect..." Gwen clicked her tongue. She wanted to tell him to piss off, but 1. he didn't deserve that for giving a message and 2. she was so desperate to find MJ again that she was willing to take it, "Alright, fine...thanks."
"You're welcome. For what it's worth I do hope you find your friend." His next smile as more sincere and oddly calming.
"Thanks...hey, I'm curious. If you're Daniel Rand, CEO and lost heir of Rand Industries, how exactly did you get a 'mutual friend' in Teresa? She doesn't seem like the businessman type."
"Neither am I, really. I'm the Immortal Iron Fist, protector of Kun Lun, living weapon and sworn enemy of the Hand. I was raised by monks after the plane crash to channel the chi in my body as both protector and warrior."
A pregnant silence settled over the group before Cindy quickly broke it, "Okay, that's it, I'm done." She held up her hands and stood, head shaking, "I still have to deal with a bunch of shit like the Toxic Mega Assholes and the Arsenic Candy gang and I really don't need to deal with a modern day Tarzan. My BS meter's filled up for the day."
"Is it really so hard to believe?" Danny asked, "You both got powers from something that 'logically' shouldn't have happened, and if I'm understanding Teresa right apparently you aren't even from this world. Why is the thought of chi and martial arts so alien to people? I could even prove it to you if you wanted."
"I'm not saying I don't believe you, Bruce Lee, but this stuff is just over my head." Cindy huffed, "Look, if Spider-Man or anyone else needs help then I'm there, but I'm not gonna get this stuff even if you scream it at me. I can barely understand Ezekiel's bullcrap about the Bride and the web of life - all I know is it's the reason I lost 10 years of my life, so this
mystical bullshit can piss off."
"Yeah, I kinda have to go with Spinerette here. I actually do believe you, because God knows I've seen enough that I can't say it's not real, but could we hold off on it, at least until I see my friend again?"
"If that's what you want." He tried to hide it, but he was definitely bummed out; like someone who didn't get the applause after show and tell, "I'll tell Teresa that you'll be meeting your friend again. Hopefully this fight will end soon."
Yeah...hopefully.
"You need a costume."
"Nope." Mary Jane didn't even look up from her stretching to meet her sister's no-doubt smiling face. Felicia suggested that she test how far she could stretch and maneuver herself, even giving her a yoga instruction book. According to her it was 'good for a lot of things, and not just for relaxing'; and Mary Jane definitely didn't miss the coy and teasing smile on her face when she'd said it.
Was it good, bad or just fucking weird that Felicia had no problems flirting with someone attached to a murderous monster?"
"Oh come on, why not?" Gayle whined. Mary Jane finally turned up and responded to her pout with a completely flat look, "You have powers now, are you seriously just gonna run around with a t-shirt and jeans?"
"Tiger makes it work." She shrugged and laid her hands flat on the makeshift mat as she shifted into another position, "Also, are you forgetting that it was literally just two days ago we were talking about how much I didn't want this monster in me and that it's been a fucking nightmare?"
"Yeah, but you seem to be handling it just fine."
"That's only cause you're here for a couple of hours and don't see me when I'm throwing up and crying for it to stop." Both of them winced at the poor attempt a joke. Mary Jane shifted to another position to distract herself and let out a tired breath, "...Look, what made you bring it up?"
"I dunno, I just figured you could do some good, is all..." Gayle looked down and played with the straps of her Spider-Woman (really?) backpack, "I mean I didn't say anything before, but when I first saw you carrying that thing I thought you might've been Spider-Woman."
"That would mean you would've been making fanfics about the two of us screwing, and this entire thing's fucked up enough without adding
that into the mix." Mary Jane raised herself to a proper stand again and rubbed at her neck.
She declined to comment on the fact that Gayle was technically making fanfics about screwing Gwen, which wasn't much better on the weirdness scale.
"Ugh, you didn't have to say
that." Gayle made an exaggerated noise of disgust, "All I'm saying is you got superpowers now. Don't tell me you're not at least tempted to try and do something with it? To help people?"
She already did. Without her Gwen would've been taken by that robo-bitch for God only knew what, "Look, even if I wanted to I can barely control this thing. The only reason I'm not running around with tentacles outta my ass is cause Tiger's making sure that this thing doesn't wake up." Apparently he called in a favor to that Bullseye guy who called in a favor to someone else so they could get her at least one dose of suppressant a day. They were still rationing, but it was definitely a relief.
"Yeah, I guess..."
Gayle played with the straps of her backpack again and Mary Jane sighed. She could already tell where this was going, "...You have a costume in your backpack, don't you?"
"Er...kinda?" The half-cocked grin Gayle gave her cause Mary Jane to facepalm, "Hey, I mean, it's not
mine!" She unzipped the bag in a hurry and pulled out red onesie and a blue sleeveless hoodie that Mary Jane instantly recognized as her old halloween costume, "You were the one who made it, remember? The Scarlet Spider!"
"Yeah, for Halloween! Betty also dressed up as that Ghost Rider guy, if you remember!" Mary Jane crossed her arms, "Look, do you really expect me to dress up in a onesie and run around beating up muggers and pimps?" Why did she make it sound so absurd? Gwen was doing it and there was a hero craze going on. It might've been weirder for her not to consider doing it.
"Well it's better than doing it in a t-shirt and yoga pants!" Gayle shot back, gesturing to her dirty and sweat-stained outfit. Her choice of clothes were definitely on the poorer side right now, "Look, it's easy, just put it on under your clothes and keep the mask, gloves and shoes off till you gotta fight crime! All the superheroes do it!"
"Yeah, in comics! And I'm not even fighting crime!"
They argued for the next ten minutes before Mary Jane eventually caved and agreed to put it on. She grabbed the clothes and gave Peter a sideways glance. He sat at the corner nearby and nursed a Styrofoam cup of coffee without so much as a single word, which was more than a little creepy, if she was being honest, but with Felicia and Norah being busy with their own thing today she couldn't say she minded his silent looks. Actions spoke louder than words and he definitely had a good track record with her.
She changed inside one of the cargo containers and when she'd stepped out in full costume she was immediately met with an excited squee and a wave of claps from her sister, "You look so cool!" Gayle said, which caused Mary Jane to roll her eyes. She didn't say that when she put the costume on last year, "Ohh, now all you need are webs and your own Spider signal and you can be just like Spider-Woman!"
"A signal would tell everyone where you are," Peter mumbled, which got him an annoyed glance from her sister. For someone she considered a Supervillain Gayle seemed to have no problems completely ignoring him when it came down to it, "And last I checked Mary couldn't stick to walls, which makes the webs less practical compared to when Spider-Woman uses it."
"No one asked you." Gayle rolled her eyes.
"Mary didn't ask you about being a hero either, but you're still wasting her time with dress up. Here's a free tip, kid: heroes aren't about fame and fans and people die when they go up against psychopaths with guns."
"Christ, you're such a downer! I don't get how you're friends with Spider-Woman and Spinerette."
"Guess that's something else you'll be wondering about." He lowered the cup of coffee and gestured Mary Jane, "Come on, Mary, we gotta go back to your place and your sister has to get back to school. And do me a favor, Watson: try not to draw any more attention to Lana, would you? Things are already bad enough with her dad, she doesn't need you pointing out she's apparently 'besties' with Spider-Man."
"Alright, alright, geez..." She was being snappy about it, but Mary Jane could tell the two were getting along. Gayle usually clammed up to strangers unless they earned her trust and Peter...well, he was always a bit of a sourpuss. Definitely one thing that hadn't changed from him coming back from the dead, "...And hey, don't blame her for taking me here, alright? She didn't know it was supposed to be a secret."
"Yeah, yeah..."
Soon enough Gayle said her goodbyes and the two of them (after she'd put some proper clothes on over the onesie) were on the way back to her apartment on Peter's motorcycle. Mary Jane tightened her grip on Peter's mid-section and closed her eyes, letting the rush of wind cool her through her helmet. It probably had nothing compared to the web-swinging Gwen and Spinerette did, but she wasn't complaining. It relaxed her, and for now that was enough.
Before she knew it they'd parked on the street across her apartment. Mary Jane swallowed nervously and looked up at the (not at all) imposing structure. It'd only been a little over a week, but it felt so odd being back here. It shouldn't have been - it was her home for the past couple of years - but right now all she could think about was that stupid fight she had with Glory.
"...You okay?" Peter asked her softly.
"Yeah...mostly." She took a deep breath and stepped off the bike. She didn't want to come back here, not yet, but she needed to get some of her things. Gayle helped her out by bringing her clothes, but most of her things were still up there. She knew for a fact that Glory had a family thing today, so this would be one of the few times she was sure she'd be alone. She just had to take some of her stuff and go.
"We can leave if you want."
"Too late now. If I don't come back in twenty minutes then you'll probably need to swing in." She'd meant it as a joke, but it sounded more like a plea. Shaking her head, she trudged up the stairs towards her room and kept her head down. She doubted anyone in the building would recognize her, but it was better safe than sorry. According to her sister she was still missing, and she wanted to keep it that way for a few more days.
She turned the key on the locked door and pushed it open slowly. The inside was abandoned, which caused her to breath a sigh of relief, "Alright..." Her phone said it was 1:20, meaning she had at least a couple of hours before Glory got back.
The place was neater than she remembered...
It was hard to admit, but her old bed was definitely a sight for sore eyes, "God..." She collapsed face-first on top of it and took a deep breath, mouth quirking up in a smile. It was just like how she remembered it.
She should've been getting her stuff, but she couldn't help but let her eyes flutter close. The past few days were fucking exhausting, and being here again...it made it easy to pretend that things were normal again, that she could just apologize to Glory (or Glory could apologize to her...) and everything would be fine and dandy again and they could go back to getting gigs to pay their rent.
The fatigue caught up with her so much that she didn't hear the door opening and the footsteps that came afterwards till it was too late.
Mary Jane got up on the bed with a gasp, "Fuck!" That wasn't Peter; there were too many footsteps. Muttering another curse to herself, she made her way to the window and looked outside, "God damn it..." The fall was steep. She'd fallen from longer before, but that was when that monster was under control. Could she make it on her own? Did she want to risk it?
She never got the chance to decide before the door opened.
"MJ!"
...Shit.
Mary Jane turned around and cringed when she saw Glory, Betty and Gwen standing on the doorway; and, more importantly, blocking her only other escape route. She was tempted to jump for it now, but with Gwen there she didn't like her chances of being able to run.
She had to be cool about this, "Uh...hey, you guys, wh-what's up?"
Okay...that was terrible, and judging by the fuming look on Glory's face the others definitely noticed it, too.
"'What's up'?!" Glory stepped closer and poked her in the chest hard, further blocking her chances of escape, "MJ, you've been missing for over a week! We've been running all over town putting up wanted posters everywhere! Do you have any idea how worried we were?! You didn't pick up your phone and your mom and Gayle had no idea where you went! They thought you might've died!"
"I'm fine..." She already heard this lecture from Gayle, she didn't need it from Glory, "I...I just needed some time alone."
"Time alone? That's what you call this?" Glory asked incredulously, "Where the fuck were you, MJ?"
"Just...around." Why did she feel like a 5 year old with her hand in the cookie jar? Glory wasn't her damn mom or anything, "Look, I left for a few days and now I'm back, could we just let it go?"
"Let it go? Dude, you were like totally MIA," Betty 'helpfully' supplied, "I mean, what the fuck happened? You join a cult or something?"
"What- no, no! Jesus, I was just-"
"Hanging out with Peter?"
The accusation in Gwen's voice was clear as day. Mary Jane turned and cringed when she caught the blonde's expectant look. Seeing her again should've been a relief, but all she felt right now was a lingering sense of dread. The last person who was attached to this monster got killed, "Um...what?" Mary Jane said softly.
"I was asking if you were hanging out with Peter." Gwen pursed her lips, "Cause according to Mr. Albie you two were out at the Dollar Dog a few nights ago."
"That's..." Mary Jane stopped. What could she say? She'd asked Peter and the others to keep it a secret so there was no way she could play innocent here, "We were just..."
"...He said you two were kissing, MJ. Is that true?" Gwen asked, voice lowered into a whisper.
It came to her all at once: going 'missing' for days only to get caught kissing someone's boyfriend at some fast food joint. For all the world it must have looked like Peter was cheating on Gwen with her,
'Oh, shit...' Mary Jane covered her face with both hands and groaned. This wasn't how she wanted this to go.
At all, "Look, Gwen, it-it's not what you think, okay? Tiger and I...it wasn't-"
"Then what was it?" she snapped, Glory and Betty just looking between them in utter silence, "Cause honestly, MJ, I'm drawing up fucking blanks here and I don't know what the hell else could be going on."
It was just then that the cherry on this shit sundae arrived. Before Mary Jane could fumble a reply the front door opened and Peter stepped inside, "Mary, we have to-" He stopped when he caught sight of the four of them all bunched up together, "...Damn it."
"Oh, great, man of the hour himself." Glory rolled her eyes, "Maybe you can explain."
"There's nothing
to explain!" Mary Jane cut in, "Look, what Mr. Albie saw? Not what it was, not even close! I've just...I've been dealing with some stuff and Peter helped me out, okay? Nothing's happening or going on."
"Then explain it to us, MJ." Glory said, "Look, I'm sorry for arguing with you, I'll admit I was being an ass and you were right, but would you just quit it with the mystery girl act and tell us what the hell's going on? Cause right now you're still filed as missing by the police!"
"I...I can't..." She shut her eyes desperately and clenched her hands into tight fists. Now she knew how Gwen felt all those years, keeping it all a secret from them, "Trust me, if it was just cheating it'd be so easy..."
She tried to step past Gwen to put some distance, but the blonde's hand shot out and grabbed her right wrist. Mary Jane just barely heard her say something about explanations and slowing down, but she didn't care for it. The entirety of her right arm pulsated and Peter screamed out a warning just before she lashed out.
"Let go of me!" She shoved Gwen off with enough force to make her fly through the air and hit the wall- or at least she would have if she hadn't flipped mid-air and attached herself to it by her fingertips and feet. The redhead let out a frustrated growl and glared up at her surprised face, tendrils of red running up her neck to her jaw and causing all three of them to gasp.
MJ's rising bout of anger was quickly numbed when a a cold syringe pressed through the right side of her neck. She turned around and lashed out towards the source only for Peter to grab her wrist mid-swing and pull it down, "Calm down, Mary..." He pulled the syringe back and cupped the her left cheek gently. She instinctively found herself leaning into his touch.
Peter turned to the other three in the room and frowned, "...We can explain."
This was a nightmare.
Gwen sat at a chair and covered her face with both hands as MJ and Peter explained everything. How she'd gotten attacked in that alley, how that monster seeped into her wounds and then...
She shook her head. This was all too much; she almost wished the two of them really were having an illicit love affair. It would hurt, but at least MJ would've been safe and not...
bonded to that thing.
"Holy shit..." Glory said after the two of them finally finished, "So that thing that was on that Cletus Kasady guy...it's alive and it's on you?"
"That's what I said, yeah..." MJ frowned and traced a hand through the nasty gash on her right wrist, "I...I heard it talk to me. It said things..." She rubbed her eyes forcefully, "I hurt my mom, Glory. It made me snap."
"We heard about that. I was kinda wondering how you broke your door down," Betty commented, calm as always. At this point Gwen was convinced nothing could faze her, "I mean I just thought you went apeshit and tore it down with a sledgehammer."
"Yeah, well, Tiger's been helping me keep control..." MJ mumbled, "It's been...slow going, but we have enough of the suppressants to keep me stable as long as I don't get pissed off..."
"...Why didn't you tell me?" Gwen asked, looking the redhead straight in the eyes, "You...I'm one of your best friends, MJ! I would've helped you! I have experience with this!" She was pretty damn sure no one else on this city (and likely the planet) knew what it was like to be attached to a symbiote, "You didn't have to..."
"She was scared, Gwen," Peter answered for her, "She said she just needed time."
"I could've-"
"Could've what?" MJ snapped, "Told me all about how your monster complained about not getting enough chocolate? Gwen, you got
lucky! 'Webster' was your fucking guardian angel, but this thing..." She balled her right hand into a shaky fist, "Every time it talks to me I feel like someone's dragging a rake through my skull. It showed me things...Gwen, I
felt what it was like when you killed that monster Kasady. I didn't just see or remember it, it was like I was there!"
"I wouldn't have hurt you, MJ..." Gwen blinked away the tears that threatened to burst, "I'd never do that to any of you."
A flash of guilt passed by the singer's features and she looked away, "Maybe...but I'm not sure your bosses are the same."
"What are you talking about?"
"She's talking about the spooks...'Shield'." Peter scowled, "They made that thing and they damn well didn't pay for it. What do you think they'd do once they found out a piece of their 'little' mistake is still running around? Cause something tells me they won't care too much about Mary and more on what they can do with it."
"I'm not S.H.I.E.L.D!" Gwen shouted back, "Look, MJ, we need to get you checked out. We can talk to Janet-"
"Another expert?" She gave her a wary look, "No offense but the last time I tried to go to an expert it ended with me losing my shit in a cemetery."
"A cemetery..." The pieces clicked. Gwen's eyes widened and she let out a choked gasp, "W-Wait, the one that saved me from Cindy's evil twin...that was you?"
"...Yeah." MJ looked almost ashamed of herself, "She sent me there because she knew you were in danger. I turned into that thing to try and save you and..." A shuddering breath came and went, "I did keep you safe, but afterwards...I nearly killed my dad. That thing warped my mind so bad that I almost killed one of my fucking parents and with Peter I almost..."
"It's not your fault, Mary." Peter squeezed her left hand gently, "It was my mistake trusting Teresa, I'll admit that, but Ms. Van Dyne...I think she's a better bet. She was the one who told Gwen about the kid and what made it tick, and from what I gathered she doesn't have much love for the spooks after they made that monstrosity. If nothing else it seems like a better bet than trying to test your limits in a warehouse."
MJ nodded hesitantly and took a deep breath, "Alright, if you two are sure..."
"I-I'll call her now, we can get an appointment today." And if they couldn't do it the normal way she'd swing over there and break down the door.
The next few hours were a blur. Janet agreed to meet with them 'off the book' and soon enough they managed to explain what happened and asked for her help, which she agreed to without a hint of hesitation. Janet considered herself partly responsible for the incident since S.H.I.E.L.D used her research to create that red monstrosity, so at the very least she was damn sure she'd make sure Cap and the others didn't find out.
Nighttime finally hit and Janet shooed them away so MJ could stay over for an overnight inspection. Both Gwen and Peter reluctantly said their goodbyes and trudged back to the elevator in complete silence. They hadn't said much to each other the whole day, too focused on MJ's problem and how to fix it, and now she was torn between keeping the quiet and
As soon as the elevator doors closed Peter spoke, "...I'm sorry."
"For what...?" She gave him a sideways glance.
"Lying to you, for one." He leaned back on the wall and brought a hand through his hair, "She was your friend...you deserved to know."
"Yeah, I did..." She couldn't stop the bitterness in her voice, "...Look, I get why you did it and I'm glad you care about MJ, but you should've trusted me. I'm not S.H.I.E.L.D and I wouldn't have let them hurt her. You know that...right?" she asked, more uncertain than she would've liked.
"She said she'd tell you in a few days...I didn't want to push her. I know that's not much of an excuse, but..."
"...I'm not angry, Peter." She took a deep breath, "Well, actually, I am, but I don't completely hold it against you. You helped her the best you could and...I'm grateful for that, even if this entire thing's been a clusterfuck." She brought a hand through her face, "God, it feels like all our mistakes our coming back to haunt us, isn't it? Me being bitten fucked up all of our lives."
"There's that messiah complex again. Not everything is your fault, Gwen."
"Yeah, well, it feels like it sometimes." She smiled wryly. It would've been a decent note to end on, but she just had to open her mouth again, "...Did you and MJ really kiss?"
"...Yeah." Gwen winced. She was hoping he'd deny it somehow, "It isn't what you think. She was desperate, she nearly killed her dad and she was scared...it could've been anyone." He sighed, "I know it's not much of an excuse, but it's the truth."
"I understand..." It still hurt, but she understood.
The two of them walked in silence to the entrance and stopped in front of his bike, "Well...I should probably-"
That was as far as Peter got before Gwen grabbed his shirt and tugged him into an abrupt and messy kiss. He froze up slightly at the suddenness of it before he immediately reciprocated, hands settling on the small of her back. She was still angry with him, she decided, but she didn't want to end it on a sour note. After all the shit they were dealing with she was going to take every scrap of happiness that she could.
Regretting was better than not having, after all.
The two of them eventually separated and pressed their foreheads together, both panting for air. It was a familiar scene, and the words left her before she could stop herself, "I love you..."
It felt oddly liberating saying it face to face and her lips quirked up in a smile at the red on his cheeks. No matter what memories he had there were some things about Peter Parker that never changed.
"Gwen-"
"Come back with me," she interrupted, "It's been a few days and I want to introduce you to mom properly...I think you guys have a lot to talk about."
He didn't say anything, but the subtle nod was enough. They changed into their costumes (or in Peter's case just a mask) in a nearby alley and, after promising that no one would tow his bike, she swung them back to her house.
Up in the air between the skyscrapers and the flashing lights she almost forgot about her problems. She held on to Peter tighter as she swung in a higher arc, which earned her a grunt from her passenger. She'd always wondered what it would've been like to tell him when she was younger. She imagined he would've had stars in his eyes and begged her to take him web-swinging when she got the chance.
It wasn't how she thought it'd go, but they were both here now and that was good enough for her.
They finally stopped when the buildings and skyscrapers disappeared and walked the rest of the way home sans costumes. The silence returned, but this time it felt almost cozy. Things were still fucked up, but like she'd said before she'd take what happiness she could get.
"Mom?" Gwen opened the door and paused when she caught her mother sitting down at the sofa and staring the Upad. She hadn't looked up to acknowledge them at all, "Uh...mom?"
She finally looked up to meet her gaze and she smiled, which for some reason just made her feel like something was wrong, "Oh, honey, there you are." Her gaze shifted to Peter and her smile widened, "Oh, this is little Peter, right? Not so little anymore, though...time sure flies."
"Uh...yeah." Her eyes narrowed, "Mom...what are you looking at?"
"Hmm? Oh, just looking at this new tweeter thing. People post just about anything, apparently." She laughed softly and offered her the tablet, "Take a look."
Gwen looked at the screen and froze when she saw the contents. She knew Jessica got a lot of attention ever since she helped save people during The Incident, but seeing people make posts and posts about her love life was still a surprise. Gwen just barely noticed the 'Superpowered P.I and Former Police Chief Romance!' someone up top posted in favor of the pictures and discussions down below.
Proof of the things they weren't ready to talk about.
"Oops, right?" Her mom laughed again, though she didn't get far before her smile turned wry, "I knew it was a possibility, but wow...hurts more than I thought."
"M-Mom-"
"Look, honey, you don't have to explain. It's been ten years...I'm glad he moved on." Gwen could see the suppressed tears clear as day, "I...look, it's been a long day, so I'm gonna hit the sack...tell George I'll be using the guest room from now on, okay? Night."
In the end Gwen could only watch her mom trudge her way up the stairs. Her grip on the tablet tightened hard enough to crack the screen and even with Peter putting a hand on her shoulder she couldn't stop herself from screaming in absolute frustration.
For a second it looked like it was gonna end on a slightly upbeat note, but then I remembered who I am; just can't help myself, can I? Ah well, good news is MJ's getting more expert help. Bad news is Gwen's mom found out about the Jessica/George thing in one of the worst ways possible since Gwen dawdled around in actually telling her. She can only blame herself for that.
Next chapter is the family (plus Noir) having a talk about the weird parental situation Gwen has currently found herself in. And maybe something else afterwards, if I can fit it in. Maybe something with Spider-Man and Shadowcat? Guess we'll see.
Anyway, apologies if Gwen's behavior in this chapter came across as overtly clingy or dramatic, but I thought it was a rational response to the idea that her (kinda) boyfriend and one of her best friends were sneaking around behind her back to have some kind of love affair. She does drop it afterwards when she finds out the truth and only asks about the kiss, which is still a pretty sensible thing to be curious about.
Questions:
1. The talk about alternate dimensions is making me think about the team compositions for the fic. For the Avengers it's an easy enough sell since the members are all actual members or close enough to their contemporaries to fit, but what about the Defenders? I based a decent chunk of it on the MCU Defenders - street level vigilantes fighting the Hand - but the members are hit or miss.
Is the team make-up fine with you guys? Cause Noir, Bombshell, Black Cat, Moon Knight, Punisher and freaking Bullseye seem like they're a poor fit for a team that's ultimately supposed to work together, especially since many of them don't know or barely interact with one another in canon. It's also somewhat glaring given that Jessica Jones and Danny Rand exist in the fic and yet they're unlikely to group up.
2. Following on the above, are there any Earth-65 version heroes you guys might want to appear? Within reason, of course, since I can't have the Guardians of the Galaxy showing up. I've already gotten comments from a few others to include Ghost Rider...
3. For a future chapter question, do you guys still want the carnival date chapter between Gwen and Peter to happen or do you think it no longer fits due to how heavy everything is now? And if you guys do want it, then which POV would be best? Because the tone would change dependent on it.