"This is New…Right?” (A fantasy adventure)

1.7 - A Raven discusses Matters of Importance
"This is New, Right?"
1.7 – A Raven discusses Matters of Importance

"You would be able to offer it?" You ask, attempting to peer through the visor of the man wearing cobalt armor; certainly different from the other guards you had seen so far, but you had seen two exchange patrol routes with each other earlier, so you were willing to accept some modicum of help from this man; but you wanted to know why, and what he wanted in exchange.

"Not exactly." He intoned, his voice just a tad bit cautious; what was that a sign of? Mistrust, fear, simple caution at approaching the strangely dressed woman? "I can't exactly offer you help if I don't know what you need help with."

Oh. Blinking your eyes in confusion for a moment, you manage to respond. "You would offer me help… without knowing that I need help, or what I would need help with?" So long as you kept him talking, you could discover more about wherever you were, and about the town itself, which was named Kelna.

"Well, if you want to make it sound stupid, yes." He shrugs. "The name is Robert; I can't help but notice it during my patrols when a young woman is aimlessly wandering around the town, looking for all the world like she's both lost yet plotting at the same time."

"Oh, I don't want to make it sound stupid, it just does." You respond, trying to figure him out, testing his response to different actions. "Mind me asking you a few questions, then?"

"Certainly! I didn't mind the one you just asked, after all." Oh, so he was witty, eh? You could do witty. Not very well, but certainly well enough.
"Well then, I suppose you won't mind me asking you why you have cobalt armor instead of grey armor like the most of the rest of the guard's?"

He blinked. You could physically feel him blink in shock at that question, even if you still couldn't see behind his helm. "...I'm one of Aghanim's guard.". A simple answer, one that meant he felt it as enough of an explanation as is. That mean you were dealing with common knowledge, then. Looking at your blank face, one that had brought up nothing resembling recognition, you made a gesture that translated to 'Go on.'

"No, seriously? I mean, I wouldn't mind explaining… but, really?"He asks. His body language alone tells you he's a bit surprised and defensive now, like there's a chance you're mocking him, yet at the same time resigned, like had had expected a similarly uninformed question from you.

"Indulge me." You dryly reply.

"…I'm one of Aghanims Guard, created at the dawn of the Unison, when he forced all the warring kingdoms and tribes together… to kill him." You blank face had now taken on one of shock, as you tried to sort around the information, wild assumptions flying too fast for you to truly keep track of them.

"…Wow, you really are foreign, aren't you?" He asks, a jovial yet solemn tone coming to his voice. So, you either sounded or looked foreign, huh? Time to dig deeper.

"Gee, what gave it away?" You sarcastically remark, getting a chuckle out of him.

"Let's see… besides the accent?" He asks, his voice playful and mocking. Okay, that was too far.

"I do NOT have an accent!" You scoff, hoping to discover exactly how you have an accent. Because frankly put, you hadn't even heard an hint of one, even comparing your voice to those of the din of the townsfolk's voices as they went about their day.

"You roll your r's a bit too long for you to be from here, and here and there I've caught you stressing certain vowels. Funny, same thing I said to that oddly flirty girl the other day… guess wherever the two of you are from, its further than just down south, huh?" Robert jovially spat out.

Well, that was an… information bomb. Now, if you needed to disguise your accent, you could, even if it was essentially imperceptible to you. But the other bit, about the girl who had come into town with an accent similar to yours just yesterday, the same day you had woken up in the forest? It could easily be important, and in all the vague visions and dreams you could recall, there was… something, that made you easily believe you had siblings.

..Brothers? No… sisters? Yes, you had sisters, now what did they…

"Now, other than that? Let's see-"

"Robert." Shaking your head to clear your mind and focus yourself after a miniature revelation, you cut him off, not willing to miss out on something so large as this. Especially not after the revelation you had just suffered. "Can you… tell me more about this other person that came through, with an accent similar to mine? I was… separated, from several of my traveling companions earlier." Concern was palpable in your voice.

"Separated, huh?" His voice softens, then hardens as he continues. "Did it have anything to do with that damn Wyvern? " Oh dear, that's what that had been. Kind of hard to tell when you had only seen injured wings and the inside of it's gaping maw. Stretching the truth, and then altering the lie so that you wouldn't be accused of disturbing it, was for the best.

"Yes… it came across I and my friends, attacking us. We scattered, and I spent the better part of the day lost in the woods, before sleeping in a small cave hollow to avoid freezing to death." You said, shivering a bit, to press in on the image you felt fear. Not that it wasn't genuine, mind you, you.

"I pity you…" Robert says, his voice softening to a more comforting tone "…And am sorry. I've lost a friend to it; fought it head on when it attacked the village when it first came to roost in the mountains, helped injure its wings. Sheer luck, honestly, that the entire village isn't a smoldering poisonous wreck…" He trails off, looking away. "Not that you look it." He added, a fake chuckle escaping both our lips.

"Magic Clothing; I hate them, and will change out of them first chance I get." You silently mention.

"Sound's convenient. I once talked to the local Sorceress, and…" Robert began, preparing to talk, before stopping himself.

"No, I'm getting a bit off topic here. You want to know about the person who came through yesterday?" At your silent nodding, he continued.

"Yesterday, sometime near noon and after the Beast's roaring died down, just after me and a 'coworker' had swapped shifts with guards at the River Gate, she came walking down the least traveled path, that leads far down south and frankly past the border, there's even a nifty little bar some way's down ther-"
Clearing your throat, he realizes he's nervously rambling yet again.

"Right, right… Anyway, she came on up to me and Barry, and greeted us in an… oddly flirtatious way, teasing and shyly playing up her everything all the while. Unintentional or no, she was... er... shoving her assets down and towards us, and would turn on occasion while lifting the back of her dress. It... it was really uncomfortable, to be frank.She asked us a few things, ones we were glad to answer because she was young and clearly from another nation, before asking for directions to a cheap place to stay for the night, because she planned on departing in the morning."

"Now, she was dressed a bit like you, honestly. White dress, white choker, white boots... white everything ,really, with blue edges and sidings, as well as plenty of lace. White hair, a single black streak in it, a bit like yours actually..."
Why were suddenly you filled with a silent, all-encompassing numb rage?

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Halfway across the village-town and possibly through several directions that don't yet exist, a girl dressed in white sneezed as she walked through the streets. She had the oddest suspicion she had just made someone impossibly mad, and she was oddly satisfied and amused by it.

-0-0-0-​

"…and we even had to explain that Gold Coins really are just called Gold on the records, but Copper is called the Lightwing and Silver is called the Glimmerwing,and even their value's - Five Copper's for a Silver coin, Three Silver Coin's for a Golden Coin, so on and so on."

"Yes, well… thank you. She certainly was one of my companions, and by the sound of it, she took all of our money when we ran… didn't even know how to use it." You sigh, lying out of your ass and managing to sound sincere. "Is she still in town? Where is she staying?"
Shaking his head and shrugging his shoulders in noncommitance – it was odd exactly how much you had to pick up on the body language to tell why he was doing what he was when you couldn't see his face - Robert gave the simplest answer he could to you.

"Frankly, I don't know. She said she was heading out of town by the morn, and I certainly haven't seen her yet. I told her to go to the rather aptly named Dancing Canvas."

Well, lead found. Maybe even a place to stay the night that wasn't rock. "Dancing Canvas? I haven't heard of it, nor seen it, since arriving."

Robert nodded sagely, yet in an oddly joking way. "If you haven't been to the west side of town, I wouldn't expect you to. It's a nice inn/tavern mix, and the fun part of the entire place – besides the fact that its rooms are air conditioned to keep it at a just right temperature and keep it from collapsing in on itself-" My odd expression clued him in, and he elaborated. "It's a giant series of colorful tents, canvases, and rooms, kept clean by magic, with a fairly nice pub for gathering on Friday nights. Its affordable, and always hiring. Especially for pretty ladies like you." He added as a forethought, and you could feel the twinkle in his eye as he flirted with you.

"Why, Robert!" You scoff, laughing him off. In all seriousness, excellent information – if nothing else, you had found a place to potentially find work, and therefore profit before you went on your way should you find any leads on the person you felt a vague rage yet …love? Towards, or any other signs of a memory-triggering event.

"Now, where was I?" He asked.

"The second thing that tipped it off that I'm not native." You said.

"Ah, yes… you have literally no idea who Aghanim is, to the point where you sounded utterly horrified by the fact I mentioned all the old kingdoms and tribes tried band together to fight him. They tried to do so because he was busy weaving a ridiculously complicated spell to do exactly what they had been forced to do – come together, and keep the peace."

"Now, I'm not going to pretend that I'll do this miniature history lesson any justice, so you may want to pick up an actual book later. He, by proving the existence of disproving the existence of several dozen pantheons, while simultaneously striking down tyrants and madmen alike, manage to make a single nation and standardize a coin. This is all, of course, after he made an enchantment covering the entire nation that instantly taught everyone that common tongue, established an entirely new governmental system beneficial for everyone…"

Okay, you were starting to believe Robert was telling you a fairy tale, what with how Aghanim immediately seemed to have fixed everything after he showed up.

"… and then, having realized that even he couldn't stop crime from happening or madmen from cropping up, that he couldn't be there to slay every mean beastie that came out of the woodworks and that however many guards that place had wouldn't either, he made The Guard, to be deployed and moved as needed to respond to threats or keep towns, villages, and city's safe. We're trained in basic magic theory and enchanting, have skills with spears, halberds, and most kinds of swords…"

No really, you were expecting him to tell you he was telling an elaborate and oddly thought out prank on you. The world sounded perfect, with nary a problem in it.

"…and that's why you can't get a look at my amazing, handsome face." He finished, having just told you a condensed version of the past two centuries of the world's history.

The problem was, none of it sounded even remotely familiar, save for the name Aghanim. The worst part of it all was that you couldn't even be sure that wasn't a common name!

"…Well then, Robert… that was a bit of a bomb." You said, beginning to chuckle. "I half expected it to be an elaborate joke on your part."

Standing up from the bench we had been sitting in for the better part of the last thirty minutes, Robert stretched, grunting a bit as he did so. "I wouldn't dare lie about Aghanim... and quit unfortunately, my clearly highly productive patrol's shift ends soon... it's been a pleasure, truly. Any more questions?"

"No Robert, I have none. May we meet again." You said, a smile on your face, and your contentment somewhat ruined as you could only contemplate things, and plan. Watching Robert walk away, his armor clinking all the while, you came to the realization you had forgotten something.

"Robert!" You called out, catching his attention. Turning his head to face you. " It's Beatrice, by the way.... my name. You never asked. And thank you."

Chuckling, Robert turned back around and slowly began to walk away before he called back. "Oh, don't thank me Beatrice... you looked like you needed it."

What do you do now?
[X] Well, you needed money, didn't you? Try to get a job at the Dancing Canvas, and see if the person you suspect is related to you is there.
[X] Act upon these leads Robert gave you; the Dancing Canvas for a start, and try to find the young girl you feel trigger something in you.... after all, if she's what you think she is...
[X] Think for a moment, on all the information you have just learned, and that you have already receive before coming up with a plan.
[X] Write in. [Recommended. Much more interesting.]


Achievement Unlocked! Raven's Tongue - The Raven is a Trickster, A manipulator, a master of turning conversations to her favor or extracting exactly what she wants and more from you; Grants you a +2 modifier on Interogation, Conversation ,and all related rolls.
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DUN DUN DUN?!

Well then, once again I post this far, far too late for my liking... my sister once again booted by off (violently) to work on things, and just got off barely 40 minutes ago, time which I've spent finishing this chapter. She killed by muse, tempo, and a rather large area around my forehead... I wonder if the exact moment a rather large book hit my head and the flow I had died can be found...

That said, I want to ask you guys two things. The first? How do you think of Beatrice, I.E, what do you think her personality is? The Second is one I've asked before, but, what exactly do you guys bevel is going on in the story? Especially with all the role's I've had to hide for spoiler reasons? Not this one, though. This dice roll is visible.
Do you get any useful information from him? Roll: 12 Modifiers: None
0-2; Nope, in fact, you thing you got conned.
3-6; Barely got something workable
7-10; You have more than enough info to work off of
11-12; Absolutely!
 
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Omake 1
Omake
Another Side: Happiness
I see... so, so much as I look down upon this world. Everything that is going to be, everything that is...

So much suffering. It pains my heart, to be unable to do more.

I look upon Lissandra, Garthriel, and Aghanim.... Three mages, fated to accomplish so much, all for naught.

But no,now my gaze turns towards two girls, young woman in truth. They struggle, they suffer... Try as I might, I can see scarcely an outcome that doesn't end in suffering for one or both of them. I see the truest of happy endings, and I smile.

But I still see so much, and I see so, so far...

Time is every flowing, a stream uninterrupted, unbroken by even I. It can be manipulated, controlled, and shaped, but it shall always and Yet that is a simple look, a simple view. Time splits in its flows, making delta's and eddies. flowing in ways only I can see, only I can understand... there's so many paths, so many alternatives. Every single difference, every single change, creates a new world,an alternate timeline, infinite and unceasing as they move on and on, local branches splitting, entire multiverses unaware of the nearly identical branch next door, and the two that they shall create if they should become aware -

But I digress.

You turn your gaze away from this world, to

. So far
Echos

W̗h̗̗͠i̧̼͍̣̹̦̞͇s̢̲̰̟̦̰͕̮p̹̥̪ͅe̜̝̲̳̘̙͎r̵͉̬̞͎̩̳s ҉͕͕̗o̫͕̬̺̯̱f̨͇̻̥̗̫ ̲͇̹̩̲̘̻͟N͎̘̙o̺̜t̞ͅh̢͇i̞͝n̰g̺͚̳

Black shards, what are they?
Prismatic wings, flying in harmony
̨̤W͉̟̜̙͔̯̬͟o̟͔̝͓̖͟r͔͝lds̭̳ ̬̠S̡̫͖͎̤̺̼ha̴͕̥͈͖̬̼t̘̣̗̪́t̳e̪͖̜͙r҉

A conclusion

Forever
҉̢̦͚̙̫͖̬̦͈̼̬E̹̼̫̺̲̖͉͞ṯ͓̬e͎͔͓̖̰̮r҉̯̝̯̱̜ń̲͖̹̘͕ị̠͟t̢̻̩͎̞̤̩̰y͎̳͙̹͍ ̮͔̼d̷̟͕͖i̳̤̫̼̪̰͘e͓̪͕s̺̻͙̘͕
EcHO's Of tHe TruTH
̺͔̟̦̭A̻̻͖̗̬͎͔ṛa̸n̟̱͕̺͍̗͝el͕̲
Shatter

Towards a world familiar in shape, in contours, appearing in so many more worlds than any other, an insignificant rock with 7 continents and with a surface mainly comprising of water-
-0-0-0-
"Why are we moving again, Bea?" Laquita whined from her spot in the back of the car.

"Because Mom is still the slightest bit unstable, and your latest boyfriend decided it was a good idea to try and find our mother and tell her about your relationship." Beatrice intoned, turning the corner and driving onto a bridge. "Judging by the fact that he now has a half dozen nearly fatal cuts from a rapier, I would say that your oh-so-galent boyfriend wasn't a smart one. I cant even remember his name!"

"Ah yes, because your relationships are so much better." Laquita intoned, shoving a box away from her as it started to fall. She tugged at the band of her white tanktop, finding the summer heat a bit much inside of Beatrices somewhat beat up old car.

"Perhaps its because I've never been in one." Beatrice deadpanned.

"I still don't see why I cant move out..."

"You're underage! I had to keep you from going into a bar after you tried seducing its bouncer!"

"Accidently!" Laquita proclaimed, blowing her tongue out at her elder sister. She was promptly hit in the face by a pillow that Beatrice had stored in the seat next to her, getting knocked back and laughing.

"Besides, Kate is only a year older than me! Why cant I move in with her!" She continues he protest, prepping the pillow as the car slows as the bridge rises to let a boat pass.

"Oh, you know why." Beatrice looked back, her voice far more scolding now.

"I swear I don't, Indulge me!" Laquita eagerly said, her voice one of innocence and genuine curiosity.

Oh, and lots of sarcasm. Did we, the narrator, forget that?

"Let's see..." Beatrice begins, placing her elbows on the elevated space between the two front seats, placing her hand into her closed hands. "The fact that Kate is, in fact, a full year older than you." One finger rose.

"No,really?"

"The fact that she and Penelope, in fact, have near-full scholarships at Ivy league, and therefore arent allowed to house you." A second finger was now held up.

"First I've heard of it." Laquita continued her act.

"Third, most certainly not finally yet most important..." Beatrice went on. "There is no way I am leaving an impressionable and innocent dove of a young girl-"

Laquita snickered at the comparison - though at which part, no one could say.

"- who has the terrible tendency of seducing everyone she hasn't known for more than a month or putting them into a relationship onto a college campus, regardless of said College's prestige, where she will almost definitely be unsupervised regardless of our sisters' maturity because of how much they have to study for their exams."

"How terrible!" Laquita gasped, throwing the pillow back at her sister, who simply caught it before throwing it back to where it had been before.

"I swear I shall duly be a good Samaritan from now on!" Laquita continued, holding her hand over her chest as though saluting or making a pledge.

"Oh, I'm sure you will. Just like I swear not to yell at Kit until her eardrums bleed for so deeply ingraining your sexual tendencies into you while I was away the next time I meet!"

And at that, both sister's laughed, and Beatrice turned her attention back to the bridge. It took a moment before Beatrice groaned at the realization the particularly large boat that required the bridge to be realized for it was also a particularly slow boat.

"So then... I Spy?" Laquita quipped, having peaked over her sisters shoulders to see the exact same thing.

"Ill start..." Beatrice mumbles, her mood dampened.

"I spy with my little eye something that has an odd tendency to wear feathers...."

...and as you look, you smile.

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The update is coming soon, I swear! Though... er.. I might end up getting burned out before I finish both updates.... so, accept this sweet little omake twice over?
 
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1.8 - A Raven goes Barhopping
"This is New, Right?"
1.8 – A Raven's goes Barhopping

This… this was something important, something new. It was a lead; something to follow up on. A white-haired girl, dressed in a way that seemed oddly familiar yet triggered some form of loving rage, acting in ways that you could recognize - and spoke with an accent similar to your own? It coincided with what you had known, discovered – you had a sister, sisters.

Tightly grasping that thought, closing your eyes crossing your hands in your lap as you sit there on that bench, and smile. You would not let that memory, that one previous thought of yourself and your identity, fade away or be forgotten like so many other realizations had been today and yesterday as you ran from danger, your mind in a constant state between consciousness to unconsciousness.

And so, you sit, smiling, dedicating the fact you had sisters to memory. You could even, somewhat forcefully and headaches inducingly, pull up faint memories.

A somewhat devious Laugh…

A subtly encouraged grin…

An Innocent Smile, which you sought to preserve…

Faces you could recall, voices you could scarcely hear over the roar in the back of you mind –

Wincing in pain, you rub the back of your head. Thinking any deeper, trying to recall anything else… it would just hurt more. You already had a splitting headache that had begun to make it harder to think; you needed no more issues for the moment, especially ones that may leave you writhing around in pain. It appeared that whatever blue flames healed you earlier didn't extended to headaches.

Your current theory was it did so to annoy you; it was better than the darker alternative, that your memory loss and the blue flame's were linked. A somewhat easily arisen to conclusion, and one you couldn't exclude. But it was also one you didn't want to dwell upon at the moment.

No, right now, your first priority was visiting the Dancing Canvas – which, according to its description, it was quite surprising you hadn't seen yet – and search for the person Robert had told you about. If you knew her-

-if she knows me-

-then perhaps several of many questions could be answered. Chief amongst them being the giant murderous wyvern/dragon…. That Robert had only mentioned as nearing nearby and as already having attacked the village, having been driven off. Hm.

Yes, you needed to ask him about that next time you saw him. Because otherwise… perhaps you had been misinterpreting the hardiness, the wear and tear of the townsfolk in the now mostly empty street…

A single glance towards the mountains confirmed the sun was beginning to set, and that thoughts as those wouldn't suffice for the moment. No, right now, you needed a plan. You already had one, of course – try to find the person you felt was you sister, and even if you couldn't, settle down for the night somewhere.

Setting off towards the right side of town – asking a woman walking down the street for direction as you did so – you think of alternative goals, plans to act upon if one failed. What an odd glare the woman had given you at the Inn's name….

Now, back to the plan.

The likelihood of not finding your sister was uncomfortably large; as was the margin of error for finding out she was, in fact, not your sister or didn't even know you. You were willing to accept that. Yet you also needed to plan ahead in case of that scenario's occurrence.

You needed money; you knew that as a fact. While you were not, in fact, adverse to sleeping on the ground yet again, you were far less adverse to sleeping in a bed. If you could not find your sister, and if she did not have any kind of easily sustainable money – a thought for another time; how did she have money? What condition was she in?- you would seek work, however temporary, in the one place you knew according to Robert as

'Always seeking workers', though you clearly paraphrasing. You didn't feel like flattering yourself in your own mind; such a thing led to egos too large for one's own good.

And speaking of the establishment in question….

"May as well see what you have in store for me, huh?" You said, staring at the admittedly impressive 'building'. Barely three floors high, the building was impressive; reminding you of a sprawling Gothic manor in overall design.

If said Gothic manor was made of tents and colorful, inflated cloth, with a wide open entrance from which you could hear a few hearty men's laughter. How on earth did it possess windows? This… this was something you needed to chalk up to 'A wizard did it.' and think no deeper on, didn't you?

Stepping forward to the largest tent, which had vaguely door-shaped flaps that were opened to a slight degree, you enter the Dancing Canvas. And as you do, a single thought comes to mind, slipping out and to your tongue.

"Robert… You're a pervert, aren't you?"

The waitress and barmaids were all somewhat scantily clad, revealing far more cleavage than one would consider decent, and bore short skirts. It wasn't something one would consider truly outrageous or more than mildly indecent, but regardless… it kind of left you at the entrance, frozen in a numb shock. Never mind the nice scent in the air, the dark wooden boards making the floor, the actually nice looking walls and pillars made from a material you couldn't identify and built at the borders of where this tent connected with others…

There was just a blind, almost immaterial rage when looking at those women's clothing and connecting it with your sister. Why did it feel so… right, when you did so?

[X] Ok, maybe your plan needed to change…. [Write In]
[X] Try asking around to see if anyone has found any signs of your sister, or someone matching her description. Then, reconsider your plan to find work here…
[X] Maybe it isn't as bad as it looks? Hopefully search for your sister and a job if you cannot find her
[X] Write in


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Ya, I… I'm getting more than a bit burned out. Writing this took far, FAR too long. Also, Magical Hooters with the same dress sense as Laquita?

Also, I kind of lied. I thought this was going to be far larger. Then I realized I was effectively removing choices from you guys and throwing a single-lined narrative into the quest, and removed about 2k words from the chapter for future use, and was still burned out. I think I need to find something new to rant about to get myself back on track with the quest…
 
Omake 2
Omake 2;
Another way; Familial Bonds

Turning your gaze away from familiar figures, you move it towards one who shall not be seen yet, nor for a long while, jogging around the track in order to relieve her stress, her preferred method (right after passive-aggressive speaking) of taking her anger out onto the world….

Panting a bit as you jog, you can't help but think. Thinking about the past, about what might have caused what, was something you tended to do when you jogged; and something that came naturally to you regardless of what you were doing. You had chosen to write an essay on causality that your teacher could understand in the fifth grade; and somewhat ironically, you couldn't figure out why you did so.

So, now you simply jogged, taking in the cold, brisk morning air as the sun only just managed to peak up beyond the horizon, welcoming the muted feeling and shivering goosebumps the morning breeze brought you. Something that couldn't help but remind you of why you had just started running in the first place.

You had always participated in physical activities in your spare time; of course, some had been far less successful than others. You had tried swimming, at first; having been shoved into it by an over-enthused (and another far less enthused) sister, alongside Laqueta. She had learned to swim, and given up on it altogether a few years afterward. Perhaps it was the over - encouragement (and bitter hatred) of your sister that had dissuaded you from continuing; perhaps it was simply the fact that you felt oddly sluggish when submerged. Even now you had the bad tendency to flail around and kick if shoved into a large enough body of water without warning.

But regardless, your mother had insisted you find a new sport or physical activity to participate in. Her arguments went something along the lines of Beatrice's dedication to Archery, Penlope's obsession with swimming, and later on in life - after you had tried and given up on soccer - Laqueta's obsession with the foil club, one of few place's where she 'opened up' before Kit had decided to make sure Bea would stop coddling her more than their mother.

So, you had bounced from activity to activity, not quite dedicated and not quite willing to quit, trying out both Yoga and Gymnastics, switching on and off from them, bonding with your mother in the former and one of your sister's in the latter. Even though your mother, in the way only mothers could,kindly and firmly 'suggested' you needed to 'hang out more', even if you were closer to her than any of your sisters.

But it had been when you had started High School, a freshman just bursting with wit and snark born from the hellhole life calls puberty, that you had joined the track team. You had always enjoyed running; but something about putting a competitive spin on it had spurned a love. You had dedicated time to it, and found that you had enjoyed everything about it. You had, of course, eventually given up, unable to attend track meets any longer, the competitive spirit getting to be a bit too much for you…

...but you had never stopped running. It was relaxing to you, even if you ran yourself ragged, and collapsed into a panting mess; the exact way you felt about it was odd, and hard to describe. Your mothe-

….your mother. The reason you were out here, in the cold,dark field. To relieve your stress, your sadness. You had always used physical activity as the outlet for your emotions; but at what point had it become regular, scheduled, ordinary for your mother to be the cause of your early morning jogs? Your mother, who had always put time aside just for you , of whom you would always cherish the memories of as she was.

Your mother, who had also given you your every other hobby and personality trait? Who had, even if she herself wasn't doing well, never let her children see it so that they may have a rock to cling to? That Laquita had admired unblushingly, asking to spar with and give her lessons on how to use her foil every other day?
Had it been after your father had died, and she had hit a momentary slump, letting a crack show even in the legendary facade she had worn all her life?

Had it been when she had lost her job, her entire life's work in a single day for a single mistake no one could have seen coming?

When had you failed to help her? When had her sanity started to slip? Why had you failed to take notice of the mess she had become, the woman she once was fading away?

You jog faster.

Had it been when Beatrice had come home from college, taken one look at their mother, and decided to move Laquita away, to take custody of her? You didn't think so, though you had certainly attributed it to the decrease's incline. It certainly hadn't been when the time spent with your mother had decreased, when a heavy whiff of alcohol had started to saturate the house when she came home.... it hadn't even been when you were the only sister living at home, even if you weren't the youngest.

You honestly couldn't say when it had started, or when her mind had started to fail her.

Breaking into a sprint and breathing harder, you conclude it might've been when she attempted to maul Kit's boyfriend with a fencing foil when she had visited home. You had all been properly horrified, and you think that might've been when you realize how mad she was.

How messed up you had allowed her to become without noticing.

So you sprint faster, recalling the many events of the following few months - Bea's yelling, her attempts at gaining legal guardianship of her and Laquita, her success... your refusal, your many offers to care for your mother that all of your other sister's had eventually given in to, solemn looks on their faces. You eye headlights past the fence, as a deep blue car pulls up into the parking lot; Barry, a friend who had suffered through something similar. You ignore it and keep on sprinting, though you don't know why anymore.

Perhaps you can outrun your responsibility.

You wont ever outrun the guilt.

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So... er... bad news. This is the only thing i had in drive, and I left my flash drive plugged into a computer at school, which contains the other omake and update...I cant even ask for your forgiveness now, because I'm frankly pissed at myself. Itll all be resolved by tommorow, by which time I need to put the quest on a 3 day hold so I can study for several tests in a class I'm somehow failing.
 
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