Episode 4.1: Stand Unrivaled
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The THRILL from Green Hill
- Location
- Toronto
- Pronouns
- He/Him
You finish eating and decide on spending time with Ritsu. She's been through a lot in the past two and a half months or so, going through training, having to seduce men after getting out of a pretty horrifying relationship...you wonder if it's weighing heavily on her, and if she's just reluctant to speak on it. Hopefully it's not the case.
After washing up, you jog up the stairs and see that the reading room is still closed. What was Hannah working on so diligently? Hm.
"Yo, ninja girl."
"I'm here, sir." Ritsu appears outside of her door at your call. "What can I help with?"
"Are you working on anything right now?"
"Not at the moment, sir."
"Alright. I was wondering if you wanted to talk for a while."
"If you..." She pauses and thinks over your question again. "Yes. I'm alright if we talk a while, sir. Thank you. Is it alright if I speak informally?"
"'Course it is. Wouldn't make sense otherwise. Your room or mine?"
"My room, if that's okay."
You nod and she welcomes you inside. The rooms are furnished in the same way, but you can tell that Ritsu has been working on keeping things neat, as is her way. Hannah isn't exactly messy, but the neatly folded clothes and fluffed pillows were done by a professional's hand. You almost don't want to mess up the bed with its straight corners, but you sit anyways and Ritsu follows suit.
Not for the first time, you realize how small she is compared to you. Is that something she thinks about a lot? Something she considers in her actions?
"I don't know if I would have gathered the courage to ask for this on my own. I'm thankful you thought of it first," she says. "I'm thankful for a lot of things. More than just things, I would say."
"We can talk about that if you want. As much or as little as you choose, Ritsu."
"I know. You've always been sweet to me like that. Always...perhaps it's only been two or so months in real time, but it feels like a lot longer. I really value your kindness, Joshua. From the beginning I have, perhaps even before we got to actually know each other." She puts her hands into her lap. "Was there anything in particular that you wanted to speak with me about?"
"Not really. I wanted to listen most of all, just see how you were doing after the past few weeks. It's a lot, you know? When you said you were ready, I didn't doubt that. I don't doubt it even now. But there are a lot of heavy things that have happened to you, and a lot of mental pressures that don't seem like much at the time, but end up weighing you down later. You know what I'm talking about?"
"Like our recent mission."
"Yeah, things like that. I know you and Hannah were talking it out earlier."
"We were. It was more about the abstract of it. Not really the sexual parts...or at least in that way, I suppose. If that makes any sense."
"It does, a bit. I can't say I'm too knowledgeable in those sorts of areas...the trauma, and the feeling, I mean. It's not to say..."
"I know," Ritsu says. "Thank you. I...I hope you come to understand it, more than you would have to experience it."
"You two will have to guide me through. It would have to be a good long talk," you say as you rub your neck.
"Yes, of course."
There's a long pause between both of you as you let the previous thoughts settle.
"If you're ready to listen..."
"Always," you say, looking towards her with a smile. She nods and smiles back.
"Thank you. I know it might be hard to believe, but I really am fine. In a lot of ways. I'm actually happy and content. It doesn't exclude moments of frustration and fear, or shock at what's happening. But I've seen and been through a lot. It's...more than patchwork over my previous, broken life. More than just taking my feelings and gluing them together so that I can get by day to day. That excitement you felt from me, the day you set me free and granted my wish to join you...it's all still there, flowing from me each day. My devotion hasn't changed a bit. Perhaps there are more trials to come, but I'm very confident that I won't bend even in the face of those. I understand where I am in terms of skill, and I know my place. That said..." She sighs and clasps her hands together. "It's amazing how far my old skills have taken me. There's so much that goes into being a hostess and serving people most of your days. I thought it might get lost in the shuffle, but now I'm using it to the fullest, along with all of these new techniques. And it gets me to thinking about all of these other things, what I could possibly do next."
"I can see it," you say. "You're thinking big."
"Trying to," she says with a sheepish grin. "I think I'm set to stumble along the way. But you're always encouraging me, and I more than appreciate it. I love you so much, for that and everything else. This second chance, this freedom that you gave me without a second thought...it's more than just another journey back into the world. It's a chance at something much, much bigger. I believe it. There's so much in the way and ahead of me that I find it hard to dwell on the past. I still have thoughts, bad dreams about what happened. I still think about my parents betraying me, about Tetsuda using me as a toy, about all of the despair I felt and even wanting to kill myself. It doesn't just go away. But here and now, with you, with Hannah...I can't bring myself to hold onto those things for more than a moment."
Ritsu reaches over and takes your hand.
"I know you'll be there for me if I should fall apart. Both of you. But I want you to know that right now, I'm happy and grateful for this chance. I want to work hard, so that I can help you reach whatever dream you set your mind to. And yes...I would give my life for you in a heartbeat. Because we're family, and because I love you."
"I love you too, Ritsu. Thank you for trusting me."
She blushes brightly and nods. "You're very welcome."
"Um...not to breach anything too personal," you start, "but I was wondering how you and Hannah are getting along. Like...outside of the obvious relationship dynamics."
"There are...certain hangups for both of us, physically speaking. I can push my feelings aside for the sake of work, but when it comes to our intimacy...it's not terribly complicated, to be clear," she says, squeezing your hand briefly. "We haven't, um...gone all the way. We both want to wait a while longer until we're distanced from those harsher thoughts and experiences. To be honest, I was the one who wanted it more. But she recognized that it wasn't the safest or best idea to get that close, that soon. Her insight is wonderful."
"She does see a lot of important things, yeah. Generally, when you spend your life killing for money, that's kind of secondary. And then to notice something doesn't mean you'll have the best approach for dealing with it. She's really good at that, too."
"Do you think part of it is insecurity? The way she's so timid and delicate with us?" Ritsu asks.
"Yeah. She's never had friends, or loved ones before us. So there's a difference in how she treats us compared to others. I wouldn't say it's hard because she doesn't know how to act, it's more the pressure of her actions."
"She doesn't want to be possessive of us."
"Yeah. Things like that. She loves us with all she has, and she wants to make us comfortable at the same time."
"I understand. But yes, we're far more into the spiritual parts of our relationship at the moment. There is a lot of...sexual tension, as I'm sure you've noticed."
You chuckle. "Hard not to. You guys flirt all the time, seems like."
"We do," she says while blushing. "I really like it, being teased and desired like that. I remember when she first kissed me. It felt better than anything I've ever experienced in my entire life. And it's...like that every time. I like feeling her warmth. I like when she touches me and makes my heart race. But...I don't know why, but the thing that makes me feel the most bliss is when we just stare at each other and hold hands, meshing our fingers together. It's like our souls just...melt into one another, and we can really, truly understand one another, and feel each others' joy. Maybe it doesn't make sense, or it's just my mind playing tricks on me. But it feels incredible and real. Oh," she says as she puts a hand over her mouth. "I'm sorry, I've been going on about myself and Hannah..."
"It's alright. I did say I was here to listen, and all of that is fine if you're okay with it. This conversation is between us, right?"
"I understand, thank you. I just thought you would be a bit...well. I mean, you're a guy after all. I don't think I'm wrong to assume that...you know?"
"Yeah. Truth be told, I'm not disinterested or anything, just..." You shrug your shoulders. "I'm good right now. A little bit of self control goes a long way."
"I can see that. You're remarkably restrained."
"Remarkably? How bad was it for you at work?" you ask.
"You really don't want to know."
"If it's that bad, no wonder I look like a saint," you say with a sigh. "I have my preferences, but no designs on anyone right now. You and Hannah included, as much as she teases me about it."
"Are you into older women?"
"Hm? Why do you..." You pause a moment and then grumble. "I don't know, but don't use what that woman says as an indication of anything. I'm just trying to be polite to older ladies. I'll figure it out one day...Hannah did declare her intent, so I don't have any reason not to be straight with her."
"I think it would be lovely if you two got together. You seem made for each other."
"You think so?"
"Mm-hm. I wouldn't mind being the other woman, either," she says with a smile.
You roll your eyes. "Yeah, of course not. You're both weirdos." She hits you on the shoulder gently as you laugh. "No, but seriously. If you're into something like that...well, you have to let me figure out what I want first. The last thing I ever want to do is hurt either of you. It probably doesn't seem like I'm capable of it, but...misunderstandings cause a lot of damage."
"They do, don't they..."
"Yeah. Was there anything else we wanted to go over?"
"Not that I can think of," she says while shaking her head. "Can...we just stay together like this?"
"Sure we can. As long as you want."
"Thank you." She slides closer and leans against you, her fingers nestling themselves in between yours as she grips your opposite hand. You watch as she closes her eyes and lets out a contented breath.
You pat her head gently before putting your arm around her, holding her close.
It's like this for a long while.
You appreciate every single moment.
---
[] Talk to Hannah. She's been working on something and you're curious as to what. Besides that, you think she'd like to speak to you about the past few days and everything else.
[] Talk to Ritsu again. You really like spending time with her, and there's something you wanted to ask her about.
[] Maybe have a group meeting. You could try talking things through to make sure you're all on the same page. Plus, it's a good way to bond.
[] Training. There's a safe area not far from the cabin where you can get some stuff done. (Roll d100 to train any stat that is already at 10, with a bonus technique to be added later. 50 is the threshold. Level of success is determined by final total, divided into four sections from rank A-D. S is 100-90, A is 90-80, B is 80-70, C is 70-60, D is 60-50. Voters can choose techniques in the appropriate zones or leave it to QM decision.)
-[] Custom schedule. You have a few hours left in the day (write in).
-[] Training day. Increase your physical stats. Get +1 to any stat of your choosing that is not at 10. Roll d100 to train stats already at 10.
-[] Research day. Improve your current abilities or create new ones.
--[] Improve a non-taijutsu technique by one level, unlock a new form of one non-taijutsu technique, or gain one element level.
--[] Create the basis of a new technique to be finished later.
---[] Train alone.
---[] Train with a friend or two. Your companions will gain at the same rate as you where applicable, and there may be bonuses that come along with them.
----[] Hannah
----[] Ritsu
[] Relax until the next day. You don't need to do much right now.
[] Custom (write in).
---
It's currently Tuesday and you have 48 hours until the meeting with the Five Kage. Haru will arrive with the meeting details on Wednesday morning, but it won't interrupt anything you're doing. You're free to either plan out the next two days at once or just go day by day until the meeting. At this point you can choose as many options as you want and/or the amount of time to put into each.
The recent update was planned as a standalone because most of Monday was already gone due to all the information being passed around.
After washing up, you jog up the stairs and see that the reading room is still closed. What was Hannah working on so diligently? Hm.
"Yo, ninja girl."
"I'm here, sir." Ritsu appears outside of her door at your call. "What can I help with?"
"Are you working on anything right now?"
"Not at the moment, sir."
"Alright. I was wondering if you wanted to talk for a while."
"If you..." She pauses and thinks over your question again. "Yes. I'm alright if we talk a while, sir. Thank you. Is it alright if I speak informally?"
"'Course it is. Wouldn't make sense otherwise. Your room or mine?"
"My room, if that's okay."
You nod and she welcomes you inside. The rooms are furnished in the same way, but you can tell that Ritsu has been working on keeping things neat, as is her way. Hannah isn't exactly messy, but the neatly folded clothes and fluffed pillows were done by a professional's hand. You almost don't want to mess up the bed with its straight corners, but you sit anyways and Ritsu follows suit.
Not for the first time, you realize how small she is compared to you. Is that something she thinks about a lot? Something she considers in her actions?
"I don't know if I would have gathered the courage to ask for this on my own. I'm thankful you thought of it first," she says. "I'm thankful for a lot of things. More than just things, I would say."
"We can talk about that if you want. As much or as little as you choose, Ritsu."
"I know. You've always been sweet to me like that. Always...perhaps it's only been two or so months in real time, but it feels like a lot longer. I really value your kindness, Joshua. From the beginning I have, perhaps even before we got to actually know each other." She puts her hands into her lap. "Was there anything in particular that you wanted to speak with me about?"
"Not really. I wanted to listen most of all, just see how you were doing after the past few weeks. It's a lot, you know? When you said you were ready, I didn't doubt that. I don't doubt it even now. But there are a lot of heavy things that have happened to you, and a lot of mental pressures that don't seem like much at the time, but end up weighing you down later. You know what I'm talking about?"
"Like our recent mission."
"Yeah, things like that. I know you and Hannah were talking it out earlier."
"We were. It was more about the abstract of it. Not really the sexual parts...or at least in that way, I suppose. If that makes any sense."
"It does, a bit. I can't say I'm too knowledgeable in those sorts of areas...the trauma, and the feeling, I mean. It's not to say..."
"I know," Ritsu says. "Thank you. I...I hope you come to understand it, more than you would have to experience it."
"You two will have to guide me through. It would have to be a good long talk," you say as you rub your neck.
"Yes, of course."
There's a long pause between both of you as you let the previous thoughts settle.
"If you're ready to listen..."
"Always," you say, looking towards her with a smile. She nods and smiles back.
"Thank you. I know it might be hard to believe, but I really am fine. In a lot of ways. I'm actually happy and content. It doesn't exclude moments of frustration and fear, or shock at what's happening. But I've seen and been through a lot. It's...more than patchwork over my previous, broken life. More than just taking my feelings and gluing them together so that I can get by day to day. That excitement you felt from me, the day you set me free and granted my wish to join you...it's all still there, flowing from me each day. My devotion hasn't changed a bit. Perhaps there are more trials to come, but I'm very confident that I won't bend even in the face of those. I understand where I am in terms of skill, and I know my place. That said..." She sighs and clasps her hands together. "It's amazing how far my old skills have taken me. There's so much that goes into being a hostess and serving people most of your days. I thought it might get lost in the shuffle, but now I'm using it to the fullest, along with all of these new techniques. And it gets me to thinking about all of these other things, what I could possibly do next."
"I can see it," you say. "You're thinking big."
"Trying to," she says with a sheepish grin. "I think I'm set to stumble along the way. But you're always encouraging me, and I more than appreciate it. I love you so much, for that and everything else. This second chance, this freedom that you gave me without a second thought...it's more than just another journey back into the world. It's a chance at something much, much bigger. I believe it. There's so much in the way and ahead of me that I find it hard to dwell on the past. I still have thoughts, bad dreams about what happened. I still think about my parents betraying me, about Tetsuda using me as a toy, about all of the despair I felt and even wanting to kill myself. It doesn't just go away. But here and now, with you, with Hannah...I can't bring myself to hold onto those things for more than a moment."
Ritsu reaches over and takes your hand.
"I know you'll be there for me if I should fall apart. Both of you. But I want you to know that right now, I'm happy and grateful for this chance. I want to work hard, so that I can help you reach whatever dream you set your mind to. And yes...I would give my life for you in a heartbeat. Because we're family, and because I love you."
"I love you too, Ritsu. Thank you for trusting me."
She blushes brightly and nods. "You're very welcome."
"Um...not to breach anything too personal," you start, "but I was wondering how you and Hannah are getting along. Like...outside of the obvious relationship dynamics."
"There are...certain hangups for both of us, physically speaking. I can push my feelings aside for the sake of work, but when it comes to our intimacy...it's not terribly complicated, to be clear," she says, squeezing your hand briefly. "We haven't, um...gone all the way. We both want to wait a while longer until we're distanced from those harsher thoughts and experiences. To be honest, I was the one who wanted it more. But she recognized that it wasn't the safest or best idea to get that close, that soon. Her insight is wonderful."
"She does see a lot of important things, yeah. Generally, when you spend your life killing for money, that's kind of secondary. And then to notice something doesn't mean you'll have the best approach for dealing with it. She's really good at that, too."
"Do you think part of it is insecurity? The way she's so timid and delicate with us?" Ritsu asks.
"Yeah. She's never had friends, or loved ones before us. So there's a difference in how she treats us compared to others. I wouldn't say it's hard because she doesn't know how to act, it's more the pressure of her actions."
"She doesn't want to be possessive of us."
"Yeah. Things like that. She loves us with all she has, and she wants to make us comfortable at the same time."
"I understand. But yes, we're far more into the spiritual parts of our relationship at the moment. There is a lot of...sexual tension, as I'm sure you've noticed."
You chuckle. "Hard not to. You guys flirt all the time, seems like."
"We do," she says while blushing. "I really like it, being teased and desired like that. I remember when she first kissed me. It felt better than anything I've ever experienced in my entire life. And it's...like that every time. I like feeling her warmth. I like when she touches me and makes my heart race. But...I don't know why, but the thing that makes me feel the most bliss is when we just stare at each other and hold hands, meshing our fingers together. It's like our souls just...melt into one another, and we can really, truly understand one another, and feel each others' joy. Maybe it doesn't make sense, or it's just my mind playing tricks on me. But it feels incredible and real. Oh," she says as she puts a hand over her mouth. "I'm sorry, I've been going on about myself and Hannah..."
"It's alright. I did say I was here to listen, and all of that is fine if you're okay with it. This conversation is between us, right?"
"I understand, thank you. I just thought you would be a bit...well. I mean, you're a guy after all. I don't think I'm wrong to assume that...you know?"
"Yeah. Truth be told, I'm not disinterested or anything, just..." You shrug your shoulders. "I'm good right now. A little bit of self control goes a long way."
"I can see that. You're remarkably restrained."
"Remarkably? How bad was it for you at work?" you ask.
"You really don't want to know."
"If it's that bad, no wonder I look like a saint," you say with a sigh. "I have my preferences, but no designs on anyone right now. You and Hannah included, as much as she teases me about it."
"Are you into older women?"
"Hm? Why do you..." You pause a moment and then grumble. "I don't know, but don't use what that woman says as an indication of anything. I'm just trying to be polite to older ladies. I'll figure it out one day...Hannah did declare her intent, so I don't have any reason not to be straight with her."
"I think it would be lovely if you two got together. You seem made for each other."
"You think so?"
"Mm-hm. I wouldn't mind being the other woman, either," she says with a smile.
You roll your eyes. "Yeah, of course not. You're both weirdos." She hits you on the shoulder gently as you laugh. "No, but seriously. If you're into something like that...well, you have to let me figure out what I want first. The last thing I ever want to do is hurt either of you. It probably doesn't seem like I'm capable of it, but...misunderstandings cause a lot of damage."
"They do, don't they..."
"Yeah. Was there anything else we wanted to go over?"
"Not that I can think of," she says while shaking her head. "Can...we just stay together like this?"
"Sure we can. As long as you want."
"Thank you." She slides closer and leans against you, her fingers nestling themselves in between yours as she grips your opposite hand. You watch as she closes her eyes and lets out a contented breath.
You pat her head gently before putting your arm around her, holding her close.
It's like this for a long while.
You appreciate every single moment.
---
[] Talk to Hannah. She's been working on something and you're curious as to what. Besides that, you think she'd like to speak to you about the past few days and everything else.
[] Talk to Ritsu again. You really like spending time with her, and there's something you wanted to ask her about.
[] Maybe have a group meeting. You could try talking things through to make sure you're all on the same page. Plus, it's a good way to bond.
[] Training. There's a safe area not far from the cabin where you can get some stuff done. (Roll d100 to train any stat that is already at 10, with a bonus technique to be added later. 50 is the threshold. Level of success is determined by final total, divided into four sections from rank A-D. S is 100-90, A is 90-80, B is 80-70, C is 70-60, D is 60-50. Voters can choose techniques in the appropriate zones or leave it to QM decision.)
-[] Custom schedule. You have a few hours left in the day (write in).
-[] Training day. Increase your physical stats. Get +1 to any stat of your choosing that is not at 10. Roll d100 to train stats already at 10.
-[] Research day. Improve your current abilities or create new ones.
--[] Improve a non-taijutsu technique by one level, unlock a new form of one non-taijutsu technique, or gain one element level.
--[] Create the basis of a new technique to be finished later.
---[] Train alone.
---[] Train with a friend or two. Your companions will gain at the same rate as you where applicable, and there may be bonuses that come along with them.
----[] Hannah
----[] Ritsu
[] Relax until the next day. You don't need to do much right now.
[] Custom (write in).
---
It's currently Tuesday and you have 48 hours until the meeting with the Five Kage. Haru will arrive with the meeting details on Wednesday morning, but it won't interrupt anything you're doing. You're free to either plan out the next two days at once or just go day by day until the meeting. At this point you can choose as many options as you want and/or the amount of time to put into each.
The recent update was planned as a standalone because most of Monday was already gone due to all the information being passed around.
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