I recognized what the glowing blue image of past me had been doing—the artifact recording procedure from my knowledge base notes. According to the changelog, it had last been updated just before this was recorded.
The image continued to speak, sounding bored. "Well, uh, if you're not me and...you're listening to this. Well, either I'm dead or you assumed I was. Yeah. Uh." The form looked down at something that wasn't captured in the mystical recording. "This is backup que gee two vee cee wai pee en. Not that you'll...maybe you have that code if you're not me. Check on the computer for it if you have access. I'll wait."
The image immediately changed. "Yeah. Just realized I couldn't...do that because- moving on. This backup is to guard against informational threats from interacting with a piece of the memetic artifact sometimes called the 'Anti-Life Equation'."
Well. Fuck. I knew what that was, so this sounded really, really bad.
"I...know this is dangerous. I'm meddling with powers I barely understand. And that phrase alone sets off...literally all the alarms. But...after the accident-the ATTACK on HNNNNNNNN," a screech filled my soul, "-is going to, to die if I do nothing! What USE is everything I've done, all my plans, if I can't save someone I love?"
The blue, ghostly image unclenched its fists. "But the risk. It...I've programmed expert systems to study the history and possible areas of effect of the concept. Artifact. Thing. This was done as safely as possible. Supervised by another trusted long-training form multi-agent system tasked with enforcing self-deleting, volatile memory on the completely air-gapped sub-agents via a simple VI automaton. I will user the same technique during activation and deployment at the hospital."
Wait, was that supervising system Pooja? And the automaton the monkeybots?
"This should avoid the spread of any secondary infections, preventing an insane AI merged with magical memetic virus scenario," blue-ghost-me continued, frowning. "Which would be bad. Uh. The mission status. Currently, the ALEP...the Anti-Life Equation Piece, appears to be trapped, or rather best expressed in a set of servers in a southwestern Tibetan industrial-city data center installed in 1998. The computer system or even local spiritual social order may fail at any time, causing the phenomenon to move on to another center of worship or intense human emotional focus.
"I have...come to an agreement with the mercenary Deathstroke to retrieve the ALEP from Tibet, then smuggle it out of central Asia. Without any fatalities. I was quite clear. Deathstroke should return in three days with the results on a read-once secured USB key given to him for this occasion. His payment, in case I forget or...something happens to me...right, his payment will be the pre-arranged contents of a safe deposit box in a locker in a YMCA in New York City. Address and combination-"
I looked down at the dedicated digital and analog voice recorders I had laid out, then over at the multiple cameras. All still running. I took notes on physical paper as well, just in case, then looked it up on an online map. Lower Manhattan. It seemed plausible. The irony of Slade Wilson using the same sort of USB hack technique to track me down, though obviously with a different program, wasn't lost.
"The locker contains one million in cash plus a data drive encrypted using Deathstroke's public key. The location is paid-up until December 2020. Just to be clear. Be sure. Deathstroke. Gets. Paid." The blue figure leaned forward. "This is critical. Deathstroke does not take people breaking business arrangements well. Especially when they relate both to money and to the location of one of his children."
Double fuck. Well, that explains his persistence and personal interest.
The figure sighed, rubbing his temple with his free hand's thumb. A gesture I recognized in myself. "The nootropics are wearing off. I...wish I'd done this under baseline. Need to note how hard it is to be objective about general planning when under the influence. Right. Summary. Start at the beginning. We got HNNNNN to the hospital in time, so for now HNNNNNNNNN. They aren't going to get better. But this world is full of wondrous things. I think this is my chance to do something good. But the risk is that HNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN GRRRRRNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN- but saving HNNN life is the most important thing. This digitally expressed piece of the ALEP is the key. At least, based on my research that is...that is my conclusion. Previous effects of pieces of this artifact included faith healing episodes in untrained normals, spontaneous parthenogenesis, mystical experiences, and gratuitous enlightenment. Using it might also destroy local symmetry, the concept of mortal causality, or...myself. I'm babbling. Shit. Stupid side-effects.
"Ahem. So. Uh. If I'm not me anymore or...whatever, make sure to pay Deathstroke, as being conceptually destroyed by a mystical artifact is no excuse in his eyes for not coming through with his payment. And if this isn't me watching...I'm sorry. I hope it worked. Tell HNNNNN ZZZZNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN. Always and forever."
The image disappeared, and the tablet cracked in half, signaling its recording matrix was exhausted and it was now worthless—other than as a moderately common historic artifact. No longer intact ones were relatively common after all.
I checked the digital recording I had so far on a monitor without stopping the ongoing capture. Scrubbed back to the timecode for that weird section that hadn't come through. There. Wait. Nothing. I expected an odd sort of humming staticy screech, maybe something I could work with but instead I found...nothing.
Those sections were actually just empty in the digital recording. Flat waveform in the audio analyzer over background noise. Nothing on the thaumacam. Boost, check again. Just my breathing in the lab. Baseline human aura and the magical effect of the tablet. Talking from the glowing figure then...nothing but empty space where it had been for a while. Nothing magical or visual for that gap. No buzzing sound on the recording. Whatever hum I had heard was just in my head but the image had disappeared several times. And I appeared to just keep watching and listening to nothing each time. I slumped on the stool, hands pressed against the workbench.
Anti-life. Darkseid was after this fucking thing I'd had? Still had? No, it deleted itself. Which was...good?
Fuck. Past-me apparently didn't know that, though, or he would have been significantly more freaked out. This was literally one of the worst memetic threats in this universe if completed. Mind controlling and ultimate subjugation of all life in the universe level threat. Bad shit happened to people who messed with it.
Bad shit.
But something was wrong with this situation. The anti-life equation, if "solved", didn't heal anyone. A fragment of it shouldn't have that effect either. I remembered that much.
A quick search of my knowledge base was...inconclusive. I saw the areas where past me had made notes, but not any notes on the project itself. It seemed like...it seemed like he had drawn his conclusions from the examples that supported his desire to use this to heal someone, somehow. But I knew differently. My knowledge from...whatever it was I had been before said differently. I slowly filled in some gaps, noting things like links to Darkseid and that some of the items didn't fit. Specifically my notes in the slightly clunky knowledge base about the anti-life equation piece doing healing.
The missing records from a hospital. I reviewed those again. It was coming together, what past me had planned. Find an artifact that didn't require innate magical power that would heal...someone. Pooja thinking something had been erased from her data stores. The comments from past me in the mystical recording and the remaining notes on the anti-life equation.
The goal he stated. It pointed at someone injured, possibly fatally. My fingers tapped furiously as I did search after search on the backup of my database I'd retrieved. Whoever it was, their identity was even erased from this mystical recording, though, so I didn't expect to find anything.
Which was very worrying. The anti-life equation piece, or whatever it had been...using it or having it or...doing something had not just screwed with my memories, but either called me into another reality or rewritten it around me. Possibly deleted a person from this reality, too. Someone sort of like me. And now no trace of this specific thing remained. It was like it had been deleted from reality.
Compared to that mess, solving the problem with Slade Wilson was simple. I set down my pen and stopped the recordings. I picked the pen back up threw it against a wall in the only release of anger I would allow myself. Then I sighed, slowly picked it up again, put it down again on the table, pulled the keyboard closer to me, and started drafting a letter.
Two hours and forty-five minutes later, I sent a message to Slade Wilson through three blind remailers, two controlled by me and one nominally controlled by another hacker—though completely without their knowledge.
I was now two million dollars poorer in addition to the already promised payment. The location of which was now in Slade Wilson's hands. The extra money was to be paid over five years in regular installments to Slade's usual business account from a complex setup involving too many lawyers and a very reliable escrow service in Luxembourg. Basically a bribe not to kill me immediately or sell me off to those Chinese mobsters. If any were left alive.
Though my other electronic notes on our business arrangement were missing along with all other information around that mission, the business arrangements for that sort of payment were there ready to be activated. One of several I'd used over the years. My liquid assets were significantly reduced now. Dangerously so. I spent it gladly.
Sure, it was a lot of money. But peace of mind was priceless.