When the radio sparked to life, I was cleaning the rifle I used on watch. Making sure I had the pistol I could hide in my jacket, I pulled the radio from one of my other jacket pockets and answered it.
"Clementine, do you read?" Lee's voice crackled over the airways.
"I copy, Lee. Are you okay?" I responded
"We're fine. The Dairy looks safe enough. We saw some bandits from a distance on the way here, but they didn't see us."
"The Save-Lots group?"
"I think so. Might be the guys that attacked Ben, too."
"I'll tell him."
"Alright. Some other things; they only have one cow. They haven't said what happened to the others, but their last one is sick. They offered to trade some of their butter and milk, as well as some of their dried herbs and spare vegetables for the gas. They've also invited the rest of us over for dinner in exchange for Katja looking over the cow."
"Absolutely not." I replied. "If there are bandits in the area, we can't just leave the motel unguarded. Someone has to stay behind on watch."
"Sort it out amongst yourselves. Bring two cans of gas. To get here, you need to...."
After relaying the directions, Lee signed off.
"Stay Safe, Lee out."
"You too. Clem out."
This having occurred out in the open, the others had joined me part-way through.
"I still don't trust it." I said, to them. "Inviting us all, when they know bandits are nearby? That's just asking to get our stuff stolen."
"I don't either," Lilly nods, "I'll stay behind." She offered.
"If Lilly's not going, I'm not either." Larry stated, crossing his arms.
"Alright, then. Lets take them the gas." Kenny said, picking up one of the heavy cans, while Ben picked up the other, grumbling.
---SaS---
It took about an hour to walk down the road towards town, then back out a few miles on a different road and finally off a dirt track into the woods. We didn't encounter anyone, and quickly found ourselves coming up on a white house on a hill, surrounded by a white picket fence. A red barn off to the left, entirely surrounded by a three-wire, barbed, electric fence.
Lee and Carly were out the front when we got there, They were joined by Andy and a short, dumpy woman holding a basket.
Doug and Mark nowhere to be seen.
"Hey there! I'm Brenda St John, and welcome to the St John Dairy." The woman says with considerable cheer. Fucking cannibal bitch.
Andy looked over the group.
"Where's the woman I talked to at the Motel? And the other guy?"
"They stayed behind to keep watch." I said, staring intently at the man. "There are bandits around, after all." He looks disturbed at my monotone. Or the glare. Either or.
Good.
"Well, that's unfortunate." Brenda said, sounding sad. Yeah, you bitch, think about that before you pull any shit.
Brenda took Kenny, duck and Katja over to the barn, to look at the cow. Ben went to chat with Carly, while Lee took me off to the side.
"You know that bad feeling you got?" Lee asked when he was sure we were too far away for the St Johns to hear. I nodded.
"Yeah. It got worse when you radioed." He nodded.
"I've got it too, now." Lee admitted.
---SaS---
When Doug and Mark returned from inspecting the fence, I was surprised.
Not because they came back, but because Doug was the one injured. He had a crossbow bolt embedded in his upper right arm, which quickly drew attention.
In a minute, Brenda, Katja and I were patching him up in the upstairs bedroom.
The one with the hidden bathroom. Not hidden right now, just a little ensuite with a bath.
We quickly removed the bolt and bandaged the wound. Brenda 'donated' some morphine to ease the pain, leaving Doug dozing.
"He's lucky the bolt didn't hit an artery, or that could have been a lot worse." Katja commented. Brenda nodded.
"Poor dear. Them bandit's been getting worse, recently. They're holed up in the big-box, on the other side of the woods.
They're real dangerous folks." She warned. So are you people, lady.
"Now, why don't y'all go finish checking up on Maybelle?" Brenda suggested. "We should let him rest."
Fuck. no.
"I'll stay with Doug." I stated, sitting down on an armchair in the corner. "Why don't you go get started on dinner, Brenda." I countered.
"Now, now, dear. Why don't we leave the poor thing to rest." Brenda simpered. "People heal best when they're asleep, don't ya know."
Despite repeated attempts, I refused to leave.
A few minutes after Katja left, Lee and Carly visited.
"How's he doing?" Carly asked, immediately be-lining to his side and grabbing a hand.
"He's on morphine for the pain, right now." I replied. "The bolt missed his arteries and bone, just got stuck in the muscle. To be honest, I think his fat layer absorbed most of the hit." I commented with some humor. Some light chuckles later, I continued in a more serious tone.
"Lee, remember what I said before you left the motel?" He nodded.
"Don't let anyone go off alone." He paraphrased.
"And, that I didn't trust the brothers." I continued. "Carly, can you stay with Doug till we leave?" She nodded, then turned to Lee.
"I checked out the barn when you were fixing that swing." She said. I fixed the man with a raised eyebrow, but he just smiled and shrugged. "The room in the back is locked shut. When I got close to the door, Andy warned me off. I think they're hiding something." He nodded, serious.
"I'll check it out. C'mon Clem, let's go outside." He said, innocently and with a stupid grin.
Urgh. Sometimes, it's hard having an attentive guardian. Lee keeps trying to get me to act my age; like with the s'mores and candy. He led me out the door, down the path and pushed me on the swing.
...
The swing was fun, though it didn't last long. Lee got sent off with Danny to check out the 'bandit camp' he spotted in the woods, and I found myself alone.
Hehehehe.
---SaS---
I'm so bored.
There's nothing to do.
Carly's watching Doug. Mark, Kenny and his family are in the barn, Andy and Brenda are cooking a meal.
I can't smell meat. That's good.
I did end up talking to Mark about what happened out by the fences. He mentioned pushing the walkers off the wire, then it turning on when they were outside the fence and the desperate escape from the bandits.
He also mentioned what they'd been shouting. And now, I have an in-universe reason for my suspicion.
Maybe if i keep up these 'gut feelings' that turn out right, people will start believing me from the beginning.
I did end up in their vegetable patch, sneakily grab a dozen potatoes and shoving them in my bag.
What? They had plenty.
---SaS---
When Lee got back with Danny, he pulled me aside again.
"Danny shot a woman we found, just as she was about to say something about the St Johns. He was real evasive when I found some boxes with their family name on them." He confided, eyes scanning for the brothers. I nodded.
"I think they've been trading with the bandits." I said, just as wary of eavesdroppers. "Mark said when he and Doug got attacked, the bandits were shouting 'We had a Deal!' and stuff like that." Lee nodded, rubbing his bearded chin.
"So the St Johns gave stuff to the bandits, probably food, to keep them from raiding the place? Sounds like a 'protection' racket." He reasoned. "The St Johns must have stopped giving them food?" I nodded.
"Maybe they had to cull the other cows to have enough meat to give them." I said. It would make sense, they obviously haven't had enough 'farm hands' to feed themselves AND the bandits.
We made our way to the barn, where Katja was just announcing that Maybelle was pregnant.
"Of course she's pregnant." I said, "Cows only make milk when they're pregnant." And the dairy farmers should know that, as well as all the signs.
"Well, we knew that," Andy had said quickly, "She just seemed out of sorts, and we wanted to make sure she was okay."
Then it was time.
Lee and Kenny were whispering closer to the locked door, so I joined them. I overheard Kenny being just a little racist. Rolling my eyes, I pulled out one of my screwdrivers and held it out to lee. I looked up at him, seriously.
"Unscrew the part of the lock attached to the door." I suggested. "I'll distract Andy."
The two adults shared a glance, then nodded at me. "You got it, Clem." Kenny said.
I went back outside, trying to look bored. Andy gave me a weird glance as I passed him, but went back to keeping an eye on Kenny and Lee.
I unscrewed the panel on the side of the generator, then really quickly turned it off and slipped the cambelt free. I closed the panel and screwed it in a few times, then rushed over to the swing. By the time Andy went to check it, I was idly going back and forth, looking out over the fields.
After a minute, i went back into the barn, past the frustrated Andy. He'd found the loose panel and was looking around for the belt he assumed had flung out.
Inside, I found the back door open, and almost everyone looking inside.
Blood everywhere.
Now, you could argue that this is normal, that it's expected even, for a farm who slaughtered their cattle, to have a place to do it. But there were a few things that damned them.
Bear traps without unlocking mechanisms, which Lee and Kenny recognized.
Hooks and chains, covered in blood.
An freezer, clean but empty of everything but a few salt blocks.
Very quickly we cleared out and closed the door, making it look, superficially, like we hadn't touched it.
When the dinner bell rang, I felt sick to my stomach. Because I could smell dinner.
It smelt like beef.
---SaS---
"Where did they get meat?" I asked Lee as we all walked up to the house. He and Kenny both hung back, with me. "They only have one cow, where did they get the meat?" I repeated. I knew where, though.
When we got inside, Brenda was setting the table with places for everyone. Counting the placemats, though, there were two missing.
No.
"I need to use the little girls room." I said, quickly.
"Just across the hall!" Brenda called, as people sat down.
I closed the dining room door, looked up at Lee, then we both rushed upstairs.
Doug and Carly were gone.
"Where'd they go?" Lee asked, starting to look horrified as realization set in.
"Lee! Help me!" I ran to the wardrobe and pulled it aside. "This wasn't here before, it was a bathroom!"
We pulled the wardrobe aside, and I threw open the door.
I was too late.
Carly was tied in the in the corner, gagged and missing her gun. She looked at us with wide eyes, tears streaming down her face.
Doug was still alive, but...
His legs were gone.
I Screamed.
In pain, and hurt.
And in Anger.
"NOOOOOOO! DOUG! YOU MONSTERS!" I broke down, sobbing.
"Jesus Christ!" Lee exclaimed. He rushed in, to let Carly loose. Squeaking chairs and thumping steps signaled that everyone else was running to join us.
I pulled my pistol out and, with what I assume was murder in my eyes, I stared down Andy as he entered the room.
"Give me one good reason why I shouldn't shoot you now." I growled down the iron sights of my gun.
Andy raised his arms.
"Woah! Hold on there, Little lady." He said, but he didn't stop approaching me.
He stopped when I shifted my grip and shot right past his head, the bullet hitting the roof behind him. In fact, he froze. The next second, I heard Lee and Carly emerge. They flanked me, Lee with his own pistol out and pointed at the man.
"Over by the wall, sicko!" Lee ordered, motioning with his gun.
"Jesus, Lee, What's going on?" Kenny asked, finally through the door.
"They butchered Doug. They cut his legs off, and were going to feed him to you!" Carly with rage in her voice.
"What?" "Oh my God." "So, the meat we could smell..."
"Now what in tarnation is going on in he-" Brenda said, trying to bustle her way past the group. She was stopped by a gun in her face. Kenny had pulled his rifle from his back, the barrel hovering between Brenda's eyes. He, very deliberately, flicked the safety off. Mark had done the same to Danny, who was also quickly divested of his own rifle. Katja, with a 'Stay here ducky', bundled past us and into the bathroom.
"Oh my god! Doug!" She cried.
With confirmation, Kenny growled.
"You absolute sickos! Where do you get off trying to feed us our friend, huh?" He shouted. I saw the hint of the man he could become in his eyes. In that resolute look.
"What made you even think you could get away with this?" Lee asked, also with rage in his tone. "We're all armed, Lilly and Larry are still at the motel. Why!?"
Brenda and Danny joined Andy over by the wall. My aim hadn't shifted from Andy's forehead. The man hadn't stopped looking at me either.
He looked Terrified.
"He was gonna die anyway," Danny reasoned, "Now or later, he wasn't hard enough to make the tough decisions."
"He doesn't NEED to be!" Carly shouted in his face. "I love that man for his kindness, for his softness!"
"Clem! I need your help!" Katja called.
"Coming!" I replied. Breaking my staring contest with Andy, I handed my gun to Carly. She gladly took over pointed the gun at the man who, I assumed, butchered her boyfriend.
Thankfully, the St Johns at least knew how to keep a man alive as they butchered him. As they kept going on and on about their philosophy and reasoning, about how meat taken from a dead human was 'tainted' and foul.
We did our best, but there was a whole fucking bathtub full of his blood right next to us.
Like the man earlier that day, Doug passed from blood loss.
Katja sighed, as she couldn't find a pulse. She shook her head.
"He's gone." I called, "We couldn't save him." The group cursed the St Johns.
"Carly." I said, pulling on her army-issue jacket. She looked down at me. "We need to destroy his brain, or he'll come back." I tried to speak evenly, but I know my voice tremored. She looked devastated, but nodded.
After a quick goodbye, she shot the corpse of the kindest, friendliest man we knew in the head.
---SaS---
And so, we left the house. Each St John was taken outside one by one. Not once was there a gun untrained on all of the cannibal family members.
We'd tied their hands behind their backs and put them up against the side of the house, lined up ready for a firing squad. Katja attempted to stop me from joining the firing line, but my glare obviously convinced her.
Lee spoke for the group.
"Brenda, Andrew and Daniel St John; you have committed dozens of cold-blooded murders, with the intent to eat the remains. You have then followed through with this intent, culminating in attempting to feed us the flesh and blood of one of our own that you have murdered." He attempted to make if official. Make it a sentence, rather than just mindless revenge. The anger in his tone revealed it for what it was. Though, is it really a Kangaroo court if the defendants have confessed?
"Prison isn't an option, as society has broken down. Imprisoning you ourselves would take time, effort, and resources we aren't willing to waste on you. Community service isn't an option, for the same reason." He continued.
"That leaves only two options." He said, as the generator ran out of fuel behind us.
"Death by firing squad, or facing a crowd of your peers, the walkers." We could hear the fences breaking down, the mindless, cannibalistic corpses
"Make your choice in ten seconds, or we shoot you anyway. Ten. Nine." The St Johns begged for their lives, Katja covered Ducks ears and turned him away.
"Two. One." He pause another second. "Fire."
With five guns aimed at them, only three needed to be hits.
I felt a visceral satisfaction in my gut as my shot destroyed the Cannibal Andy St John's left cheekbone, while Carly's shot hit him in the right eye.
When we trudged home that night, it was a solemn affair. Doug was carried by Kenny and Lee on a make-shift stretcher.
We encountered no abandoned cars on the way home.
The whole time, I knew.
I knew this was my fault.
---SaS---
An: I really struggled with writing this one, it took 7 hours to get everything down. By contrast, I popped out chapter 6 in two hours. By the time I got to the climax, I was 2.5k words in, so I decided just to run it to it's conclusion, rather than leave you with a cliffy. Hope you guys enjoyed it.
Some might ask why this episode was only one chapter, Well, Clem doesn't feature much in this episode anyway, and Lee wouldn't be willing to risk her. I could continue, but in reality, I just plain hated writing this chapter. I wanted it to be over and done. With this, Arc 1, the beginning, is over. Next is Arc 2: The Savannah Saga.
You all knew this was coming, though. This is The Walking Dead. SOMETHING bad needed to happen.