It had been twenty minutes since the Dragonsuit had settled down on the rooftop across from us like a tiger lounging outside a rabbit hole. If there'd been any doubts that it was here to stay, they were gone now. Skitter had tried to swarm it exactly once.
In response, it had fired a confoam grenade on a perfect arc clean through Skitter's window, engulfing the table and most of her bookshelf in a massive lump of sticky foam. It blocked off half the room, leaving only a narrow path past the shattered window, exposed to the looming dragon's gaze, between the stairs and her bed and planning board.
We hadn't tried attacking it again. The statement was clear. The walls would provide no more protection than the plywood over the window had, and Skitter's bugs couldn't move faster than a dozen grenades.
So that was the end of that.
The suit
gleamed in the waning afternoon light. Despite the chase we'd put her through, the suit looked untouched, without so much as a mar on the varnish. You could've told me it was brand new, and I'd have believed it.
A shudder crawled up my spine. I'd known Dragon was powerful. Of course I had. You'd have to be an idiot not to. You didn't get to maintain the Birdcage
and be the logistics and coordination lead for Endbringer attacks without being good at your job.
But there was a difference between knowing something and staring straight down its gun barrel.
My ribs still twinged from the tight turns and sudden dives I'd had to take with Skitter, and my hands and fingers were aching from the death grip I'd had on her. She'd bruise tomorrow, I knew. Fingermarks painted in purple along her ribs and thigh, long lines of burst blood vessels on her back and behind her knees where she'd been jarred against arms as yielding as steel bars. My hair was a mess, tangled beyond repair from the sheer speed of the wind around us. I'd flown faster and better today than I had in years, maybe ever.
And none of it mattered. Even in peak form, at the top of my game with Skitter for added bug screening and three dimensional awareness, Dragon had kicked my ass. There was no way around it. I'd spent what must have been less than ten minutes – maybe less than five – high-tailing it around the city as fast as I could go, not even engaging directly, just trying to get away from her. And this was the best I could get us. A reprieve, until she decided to bust our door down.
My fists clenched as I glared across the street at her, defiantly standing in the shattered window, daring her to fire another round. The thought terrified me. But she could do it no matter where in the house I was, and at least here I could see it coming if she did. At least here, seeing her so shiny and relaxed and still, the seeds of rising fury drowned out the fear. My hands trembled at my sides, shaky and spasming from overexertion and the adrenaline crash.
I
hated this. Hated feeling
useless. Worthless. Small. I… needed a distraction. My attention was drawn towards the murmuring voices downstairs. I glanced at Skitter. She was over by her planning board, still fiddling with her phone, though for what I couldn't tell.
"Trying to get to any members of the team," she said quietly, still not looking at me. "Tattletale isn't picking up, which worries me. Bitch and Regent didn't answer, but they never do. Grue is out, but that could mean anything. Go off and do something else if you want."
I threw one more resentful glance at the mockingly patient machine, nodded curtly and walked downstairs. But before I got to the entrance, I stopped on the upper landing. The words from down below became more distinct.
"It's going to be fine," Charlotte was saying. "We have this handled."
"How could you have this 'handled'?" someone asked. Young, female. "It's right outside!"
"I know it is," Charlotte said, strain evident in her voice. "But there's a reason why it hasn't come in yet, right?"
"Yeah, because it wants to wait until we're all asleep. Then it'll kick the door down," someone muttered. Older, male.
"I understand that you guys are worried, I do," said Sierra. Her voice was warmer, gentler than Charlotte's. "But you… you have to trust that we have your best interests in mind here. No one wants you to get hurt, okay?"
"I want to go home." A voice from farther back. Soft. Quiet.
There was silence for a moment.
"I know sweetie." Sierra was talking again. "I know. We're g-gonna do our best, okay?"
I blinked the wetness out of my eyes, and slowly pulled back into the stairwell. My heart was pounding in my chest. I could hear the pulse in my ears and taste bile at the back of my throat.
Fuck.
I knew Dragon wouldn't do anything truly reprehensible. I was sure of of it, if only because the entire world was fucked if she ever went Villain. But… these kids didn't know that. They had no way of knowing the complicated shades of gray in what Skitter had done, the crimes she'd committed and the people she'd hurt and the lines she'd crossed to lead them to this point. They just saw the person who saved them, who gave them food and water, who'd– who'd found them after the worst experience of their lives and offered them shelter and asked nothing in return.
Now she was being threatened in her own home by a scary metal monster. How could they not sympathize?
I swallowed down a dry throat. Who was I kidding? How could
I not sympathize? She had done the same thing for me, and I knew it. It was spur of the moment, but I was the one who'd chosen to fly her away, who'd tried to outfly Dragon rather than surrender.
What was it I'd said to Skitter? "Is it the correct choice, or just the choice you made?" My own words felt entirely too close to the mark as they echoed in memory.
But no matter how many doubts I went over, no matter how many circles my mind ran, in the end it came down to those kids. To that quiet girl, in the back corner, wanting to go home. However much I believed Dragon would do the right thing… right now that thing was scaring a group of orphaned children and threatening their home.
I could see it from her perspective, if I tried. I knew what she'd say; that it was Skitter using them as hostages, that Skitter was the one who'd dragged them into this. But I'd seen how gentle Skitter was with them. I couldn't agree.
I heard footsteps from the bottom of the stairwell and instinctively backed up into the wall behind me. I turned to head back up, but Charlotte had already noticed me.
I looked down at her and tried not to let my reaction show. She looked both older and younger than I'd ever seen her. Older because she was clearly trying to put a brave face on in a shitty situation. Her mouth was tense, her jaw firm even as she caught my eye, as if daring me to say anything. The set of her shoulders looked ready for a fistfight. I couldn't blame her, after that conversation.
But her eyes. Her eyes told the real story. Even with the domino mask hiding part of her face, she was so
young. I didn't know where Skitter had found her, and after the conversation I'd had with her earlier I wasn't about to ask, but she couldn't have been any older than I was.
What would it be like to be in her place? Not even out of highschool, cut off from everything she'd ever known, subjected to massive trauma and then told to take care of at least ten kids half her age? I think I'd have a nervous breakdown. And yet, here she was.
"What?" she said, sticking out her chin. "You have a problem?"
I shook my head. My hands went to sign, but by the look in her eyes she wouldn't be able to understand anyways. And my book was upstairs. I held in a sigh. For the umpteenth time, I wished I could speak. To tell her that even if I didn't understand the struggle she was facing right now, I at least thought she was doing the right thing. The hard thing. Even if it didn't feel like it.
She brushed past me, and I let my trembling hands fall uselessly back to my sides. Oh well. Maybe I'd be able to tell her next time we talked.
Assuming we got the chance.
"Tattletale!" Skitter said, just as I reentered the third floor. "Where were you?"
"Ugh, quit shouting," came the Villain's voice on speaker from the phone Skitter was holding. "My power is giving me enough of a headache already. Is Victoria there? Yes? Great, at least I don't need to say this twice."
I gave Skitter a nod as I edged around the mound of foam and past the window, eying the Dragonsuit as I went. It still sat exactly where it had landed, not a single panel out of place, like it had all the time in the world. Swallowing, I walked over to Skitter's bed and gingerly sat down on the end, facing her desk.
"Where's the rest of the team?" Skitter asked, leaning forward and propping her good arm on one knee, holding the phone up as though she was interrogating it.
"I don't know."
The bugs on the walls wheeled and danced in a great geometric mandala, their patterns almost dizzying in their complexity. When she spoke, her voice was perfectly level.
"What do you mean you don't know?"
"Easy easy," Tattletale said, somehow sensing the warning signs despite not being able to see us. "I was going to say I don't know for
sure. They're not on comms yet. That could be a variety of factors. Dead. Captured. Gone to ground. No battery. Out of cell service. Etc. I can't say which one of those it is for sure. But you don't have to be a Thinker to make something out of the Dragonsuit sitting right outside of my base."
This time there was only silence on our end.
Tattletale sighed. "You guys too huh? No, don't answer that, don't bother. Then we should probably assume the worst until they call to check in. Speaking of which, you know the drill; she's definitely monitoring this call. Hi Dragon! You never got back to us after our last chat. You can hurt a girl's feelings like that, you know! At least send a text or something. How 'bout it, got anything else to say now?"
Silence. I honestly wasn't sure if that was better or worse than Dragon's voice would have been. The thought of talking to her so soon after that narrow escape was spine-chilling, but the utter silence from the phone speaker was just as eerie in its own way.
Tattletale either wasn't affected or hid it well. She scoffed. "Might be trying to lull us into letting our guards down. Don't. Assume anything over the phone is compromised. Think before you speak. Use a fresh code with every conversation - I'll bet she can mimic voices. Speaking of which, B-tomato?"
"N-chilli. Got it."
That was the third time I'd heard the code, and the second time I heard the response. Both call and response were a letter followed by a fruit. I was pretty sure each letter had only one correct response, though I hadn't heard enough to figure out the pattern.
The fruit, though. What did that mean? I'd heard Tattletale and Skitter both use banana with different letters; Tattletale when Skitter had pulled her in to look at me on that first awful day, Skitter after she'd been shot at Parian's. But Skitter had used... pear? Apple? Pear, I was pretty sure, back on the first day. And now they'd used tomato and chilli.
Not enough information to work it out. Yet. I'd crack it eventually. In the meantime, I tried not to fidget. It was a bad habit I'd had to break when I triggered and suddenly discovered that "scratching at the table" meant "peeling off the hardwood finish".
"How many are there?" Skitter asked.
There was a hum across the line. "I don't know. But it would be a pretty safe bet to assume it's one for each of us, until we know for sure. Safer to plan for that. The question is why she's waiting. How did they find you guys?"
Skitter looked at me. "We were caught out in the open. Presumably our location was leaked elsewhere. Victoria had to fly me; we couldn't shake her. Ended up coming in through the roof. We weren't exactly subtle."
Tattletale sighed. "You can't keep doing this, you know."
The droning chorus of the swarm stopped its lilting hum. "Doing what?"
"You know what I mean. You were told to lay low; we specifically all agreed on this plan right after the meeting last time. Yet here you are, out in the open, facing down the heroes. For her."
I couldn't meet Skitter's eyes. She was right, much as I hated to admit it. I'd known I was asking Skitter for a lot with that meeting. Hell, she'd called me out on it right before we went! But… I couldn't bring myself not to ask her, in the end. And I think we both knew it.
I was glad I'd had her there, too. That much I had to be honest about. If I'd been all alone after those Heroes left, and Dragon came… I don't know if I would've chosen to try and outrun her myself. Even if it meant getting captured. Even if it meant going back to my family and…
her. Dragon was just such a paragon of a Hero, always doing the right thing no matter how hard the task, that it took some effort to even consider acting against her directly. I was glad I had Skitter to do that. I didn't like the headspace that put me in. But I liked the alternative even less.
Skitter's fingers tightened around the phone, lines of tension running all the way up her arm. "That's not your choice to make, Tattletale. If the people in my territory need help, then they get it. You would do the same."
"I would, would I?" she laughed. "Sure. Sure, let's go with that."
"Tattletale–"
"I'll let you have your win, Skitter, be happy with that. We're getting distracted anyways. How are you over there?"
Skitter glanced at me. Her posture was rigid. Was I making her nervous? But, she was the one who'd very obviously let me into the room earlier. The door was wide open, and even Tattletale had said she didn't want to repeat herself.
Ugh. This girl was so
confusing.
"Charlotte's calmed most of the kids down, for now. But some of them were caught outside. Not sure how to deal with that yet. Other than that, Dragon is right outside. She's already shown she's willing to shoot through the walls; got my bookshelf with a warning shot when I started gathering a swarm on her. I'd bet every last bug I have that she has heat vision at the very least. If any of us takes a step outside, we're fucked. Beyond that, we're stuck."
I swallowed, trying to very deliberately control my breathing. I wasn't trapped here. I wasn't. I was with Skitter, someone who'd already been willing to throw down against people on my behalf. Focus on that.
"Maybe not necessarily," Tattletale hummed. "What other options do we have?"
"If you're trying to obliquely hint at the sewers, I already checked," Skitter said bleakly. "Every manhole on the block has a sticky mass blocking off the tunnel underneath it. There's no way out for anything bigger than a cat."
There was a brief pause as Tattletale and I both digested that.
"Huh," said Tattletale after a moment's thought. "Fuck. Okay. Must've been... what, remote drones? Something small that can carry a few grenades and lift manholes, dropping one down every large drain shaft while we were focused on the big flashy suits. Wouldn't have been hard for her to get the schematics of the sewer system." She fell silent again with a huff, and sounded annoyed when she spoke back up. "Fine, okay, whatever. Then there must be some reason why she hasn't attacked yet. Maybe the refugee angle actually worked?"
I doubted Dragon would be stopped by hostages if it mattered. But maybe it didn't. Maybe she felt so in-control here, so completely unthreatened, that she could afford to take her time and capture us with as little risk to the kids as possible.
Maybe Tattletale's hostage threat wasn't hamstringing her at all. Maybe this was her deciding to play
nice. Waiting for us to get hungry and tired. Waiting for us to crawl out of our hole to where she could bring us in gently, with minimum force and no risk of traumatizing the kids any more than they already had been. Waiting politely outside our door until we realized how pointless resistance was.
A shudder ran up my spine, and I wrapped my arms around myself protectively.
"Maybe," Skitter allowed, drawing my thoughts back to the present.
"Then what would that mean for anyone not directly involved?" Tattletale asked. "Would she… I doubt the PRT would be willing to go through the logistical nightmare of nabbing civilians in broad daylight the second they come out of their homes. Once during a cape fight, sure. But long term it's not a good look. And they have to know we'd have cameras somewhere. Too much of a logistical risk. So long as
we don't go out, it should be fine. Right?"
Silence. If Dragon was listening in, she didn't seem to feel like sharing. I stayed quiet too, but my face hardened. Was that really enough to bet on? These were people's lives. Sure, containment foam was supposed to be nonlethal. And in the vast majority of cases it was. It expanded rapidly, hardened in midair, and was breathable. A miracle of an invention. But it wasn't perfect. If the liquid expanded too quickly and hardened while inside of someone's mouth or god forbid their
lungs–well, the PRT had found out the hard way in a court case a while back. I remember Carol yelling about that at the time. Not to mention how unwilling the Protectorate had been to give Skitter any benefit of the doubt. Would they treat people who'd been living in her territory fairly, if Dragon delivered them like criminals? I doubted it.
Skitter seemed to agree, judging by the way the hornets were circling and diving at each other over my head. "I can't risk that, Tattletale. These are my people. If I'm seen to be abandoning them, it would be a loss of reputation I couldn't handle. Not when we're this close. You need to–"
The phone buzzed, the notification for another incoming call appearing on the screen. It was from a blocked number. For a second, I froze and looked up at Skitter. Was it Dragon? Had she decided to talk to us after all?
Skitter looked back, and signed the one word that could make the situation even worse than it already was.
"
Coil."
A/N:
Not much to say here to be honest, other than the usual "yeah, Dragon is pretty scary when she takes the gloves off. A lot of set up for the rest of the arc, and things are gonna be interesting from here. How long can they hold out? What is Dragon's long term endgame? Will I ever answer the questions I leave at the end of every chapter?
…so anyways today's rec is
Scars of Silence by the lovely Katarina Winters (as promised). This fic is (at risk of nuking my own thread) Silencio done right. Which is to say Nazis are punched, the gang is queer and angry, and Taylor's trigger is treated as an actual disability. It recently got a new chapter after more than a year
because I yelled loudly enough, so now all of you get to crowdsource more chapters. Go forth, my pretties.