Binary 3.1
Oh shit–
I didn't have time to finish the thought before Skitter was pressing me into the wall, her arm tight across my neck. My forcefield was keeping the pressure off my trachea, but I could also feel the tip of the knife in her left hand resting just over my stomach.
"Charlotte!" Skitter yelled.
I stared at her, trying to get my bearings again. She'd moved so fast I hadn't realized what was happening until it was over. I kept my breaths soft and shallow, keeping my panic off my face. I couldn't risk my aura going off again by accident. My aura going off on purpose, on the other hand... my memory of that first fight with the Protectorate was blurry, but I was pretty sure Skitter had stayed by my side for a long time before she'd said something. Too long. There was a good chance it had paralyzed her, at least briefly. I could use that, if I had to.
That, and the fact that she probably didn't know my field would protect me from that knife better than she thought. Ever since… Amy… it had been shaped weirdly. More… flowy. I hadn't really had the time or place to explore it properly. But I knew enough to be confident the knife would skitter (some part in the back of my head laughed hysterically) off to the side if she pressed the point.
Footsteps pounding up the stairs broke me out of my thoughts. Charlotte, hurried but not worried. Yet.
"Yeah, what–" She froze when she saw us. Her eyes flicked from Skitter to me to the knife, and narrowed.
"Charlotte. Start packing up, evacuate the kids first. Leave the food, we can come back for it if we need." Skitter said, her voice tight.
"I– sure, okay. But why? What happened? Was it her?" Charlotte asked. I could almost see her hackles bristling as what little ground I'd made with her crumbled.
Skitter's head jerked at the table where she'd left the phone, even as her eyes never left mine. We were both silent as Charlotte picked it up and read the text. She put it down, and I would never forget the look she gave me next.
"I almost trusted you, you know?" she spat. "I was this close." She scoffed. "Just shows what an idiot I was."
"No time," Skitter cut her off. "Get to packing. This is salvageable, but we need to move fast."
"Right. And what are we going to do with her, exactly?" Charlotte asked.
"That's none of your concern," Skitter said, looking back at me. The yellow lenses almost glowed in the dim light, impenetrable and inhuman. Her swarm flowed around us like a blanket, eerily quiet, wrapping us both in ten thousand crawling bodies. "She broke her word. She knows what that means here."
I swallowed. Shut out the thousands and thousands of legs pin-pricking their way across my clothes, my forcefield, my skin. I tried not to hyperventilate, and mostly succeeded.
I didn't have time for that right now. I needed to intervene here. This… didn't look good. But I had to hold onto hope that this wasn't what it looked like. That I might be able to talk myself out of this… somehow. Or at least, failing that, get enough distance that I could get away without breaking Skitter in the process. I knew it was weak, but I didn't want to do that. Not to the person who'd pulled me out of that bathtub weeks ago.
I slowly brought my hands up to start signing, only for Skitter to immediately increase the pressure on me. "Did I say you could move?" I glared at her. Fuck it, fine.
"Wait," I rasped, the word burning through my throat.
Skitter turned back to me, cocking her head. "You have ten seconds."
I licked my lips. "M-misc-communic-cation. N-notebook. P-p-please."
It couldn't have been more than a few seconds that Skitter spent staring at me, but it felt like hours. I resisted the urge to fidget, to move, to show any signs of struggle. Any twitch could kill one of the bugs that had us wrapped in a nightmare's embrace, and in this state I wasn't sure Skitter wouldn't take that as the opening move of a fight. I kept my body language as open as I could make it. I breathed in time with her. She was close enough that I could feel every rise and fall of her chest.
"If you try something–"
I shook my head; a single jerk from side to side. My lips were going numb from how hard they were pressed together. I wished my skin was going numb to match it.
Slowly, Skitter drew back. Her bugs had enclosed the three of us in a swirling mass of chitin and anger, and she all but disappeared into them; only her yellow-eyed glare standing out from the boiling dark. I slowly walked to the table with the notebook, picking up my pen under the watchful, hostile eyes of two humans and too many insects to count.
"I didn't sell you out," I wrote. I forced myself to approach this dispassionately, including only the relevant information. "I didn't tell Brandish anything. If she did something, it has nothing to do with me. There are kids here. I wouldn't do that. Not after Fleur"
"Then how do you explain this?" the swarm demanded, pulsing around the phone like a heart contracting.
I swallowed. "I can't. But I know who can"
There was a moment of silence as the two caught onto what I was saying. "Boss, you can't possibly be thinking of letting her–!" Charlotte yelled, stepping closer. The swarm drew her into itself, wrapping tendrils of ants and spiders around her shoulders, combing spindly fingers of wasps and flies through her hair. If she noticed, or minded, she gave no sign. "She could call the Heroes right to us! We need to go now!"
Skitter didn't say anything. She just stared at me, the meager light highlighting her eyes amidst the swarm taking up half the room. "I don't know anything about Dragon. But Brandish does. I can tell you what to text, you can put it in yourself. But it's the only way to know for sure"
"And how do we know that you aren't gonna secretly signal her somehow, huh?" Charlotte snarled. "We never should've trusted you to begin with."
"Charlotte," the swarm ordered in its terrible chittering voice. "Go down to the lower levels. Tell the kids it's fine. But if you don't hear from us in two minutes, tell them to start packing. Standard protocol. Use the secondary location. Call Tattletale, she'll know what to do."
"But boss–"
"Go, Charlotte." Those angled yellow eyes staring out of the heart of the teeming darkness never shifted from where they held me pinned. "I'll be fine."
As Charlotte left I fought the urge to clench my fists, to let loose, to take off through the window in a shower of splinters and–
... and what? I could get away from this conversation in a heartbeat, if I wanted to. Skitter couldn't stop me. She might not even try. But where would I go?
Fuck. I hated this. This tension. This… everything. It felt like we were back at the first day again, or worse. Like Carol was reaching out from my disaster of a conversation earlier to drag me down even further.
"She's right, you know," Skitter said at length. The girl, speaking out of the swarm with only a faint reverb. The bugs parted to reveal her mask, inscrutable at the heart of its buzzing aura. "I'd have no idea if you were giving Brandish some sort of hidden code."
"No," I wrote. "You wouldn't"
"So why should I trust you?" The swarm this time, as it closed in again to leave only her eyes visible, speaking from all around me. "Give me a reason."
I forced my hands not to tremble as I signed, "Because I came back."
A pause. A long pause.
The swarm receded, ebbing away like the tide, flowing back to wherever she kept it; under the floorboards and out the window and behind the walls.
Skitter wasn't there.
I stared at the spot she'd been standing, then jerked my head around, panic briefly spiking, only to find her... not where she'd been. Off to the side. How– no, I realized as soon as I asked the question, it was obvious. I'd only seen the mask. Of course she had more than one. It couldn't be that heavy. Easy to hold up with bugs at head height. Easy to use the background drone of the swarm to disguise exactly where her voice had been coming from.
I hadn't heard her move. I hadn't noticed her swap out with a floating mask. If I'd been the threat she'd been treating me as - if I'd taken a swing at her rather than talking my way out or going for the window...
I eyed her, and didn't find any sign of a weapon. But she'd have had ample time to put one away before dismissing the swarm.
Something to remember, if this ever happened again.
"...fine," Skitter said, all business again with the menace mostly packed away. "We'll work with that, for now. What are you going to say to her?"
I forced my brain to switch gears. What did we know? "Dragon was coming," and "get out now". But while that was a huge heads up… it didn't actually tell us much. If I was evacuating on my own, sure. But Carol easily could've been saying that preemptively to me so I wasn't caught in the crossfire or associated with a PRT affiliated attack. It told us nothing about when Dragon was coming.
The other question was why now. What had changed between the Nine leaving, and me ending up where I was, that led the PRT to think this was the right move? Those were the main questions I needed answered. How long we had, and why this was happening.
There was one more problem, too. I needed to quickly identify that this was me typing. Carol sending that text meant she probably knew exactly who I was staying with. She wouldn't give any information if she thought it was Skitter she was talking to. She'd be averse to giving it even if she thought Skitter would find out second-hand. But if she knew it was me, the odds were better.
Frankly, there weren't a lot of good options. Most of the stuff we had memorized was too conversational and situational to use on such short notice here. But I knew Skitter didn't know morse. I had tried it ages ago, tapping on the table while eating breakfast, and she hadn't twitched. I had to hope she wasn't bluffing, or just hadn't noticed.
"-.-. .- .-.. .-.. .- -. -.. How long? Why is Dragon being deployed? Lethal or nonlethal?"
Skitter, to her credit, didn't hesitate. She immediately punched in the digits into the phone, almost as fast as I wrote them. Then she hit send. Anxious tension unwound in my chest, replaced by jittery anticipation. Okay. Okay, that was good. Hopefully she'd get back to us soon. I doubted that Skitter's "June" trick would work again, so it was texting or nothing.
I tried not to look at Skitter too obviously as we were waiting. What must be going through her head right now? It didn't look good for me, I could admit that. It felt like just my luck lately. Everything going wrong at the worst possible–
I jumped as the phone buzzed. Skitter picked it up without so much as a twitch, but I'd heard the walls thrum for a second as I'd flinched.
".-. . ... .--. --- -. ... . Don't know, just got out of Protectorate meeting. Maybe a week, less. Tried to argue against it, didn't work. Come home, or go somewhere else. We can work it out. Piggot isn't taking no for an answer after the mansion."
Skitter immediately took out her own phone, presumably to tell Charlotte the packing was aborted, at least for tonight. I took a moment to force my shoulders to relax, then got back to work.
We had some time to work with. A week was… well frankly, no amount of time would really be enough to prepare for Dragon, but it was better than hours. Of course, this all depended on what Skitter wanted to do. I wasn't here for a fighting retreat; I'd rather run early than get forced into that position. But… my mind kept catching on that conversation from earlier. About why Skitter was doing all this. I couldn't let myself be another one of the Heroes who abandoned her when it got inconvenient. I had to at least try.
I tapped her arm when she hung up, and showed her my pad. "What now?"
"Now?" Skitter said. "We prepare. Brandish gave us time, even if I have no intention of thanking her for it. I'm going to brainstorm with Tattletale to see if we can come up with a strategy to divide and conquer the Dragonflight suits."
Wait.
What?
Skitter didn't seem to notice my confusion. "Bitch's dogs have enough of a Brute rating that three on one might be a fair fight. My spiders might be able to gum up the works with silk enough to slow her down–"
Skitter paused, as she saw me writing. I refused to listen to any more of this. I held up the pad, my gaze hard. "No. You can't fight her"
"What do you mean?" Skitter said, her voice challenging. "I know we might not look like much, but we've taken down people above our weight class before. This is no different."
I gaped at her for a second, then scribbled furiously, holding up a finger when she tried to continue. My penmanship suffered from the speed I was trying to get the words out, but it was legible, which was all that mattered.
"No, it's not about that Skitter. For one thing, Dragon is a juggernaut. She has the resources of a small country in hardware alone, nevermind the software and data she controls. She cannot and will not stop. It would be like trying to fight the US military"
"We've faced harder before," Skitter's voice was even, but I could hear the desperation an inch behind it. Anyone else might still have been fooled, but my forcefield was more sensitive than any fingertip. Beneath my feet, beneath the floor, the swarm was trembling.
"You still aren't listening" I wrote hastily. "Even if you win, even if you beat her, you lose. You will never be able to stop running. That conversation we had earlier, about being able to go to a Hero for help? Gone. If you destroy millions of dollars of government property you are a fugitive from now until the day you die. No one will help you save Dinah"
The bugs were creeping back in again, the crawling shadows in the corners of the room growled as Skitter read my words, but I refused to blink first. I was right, and I knew it. Even if Skitter could somehow beat Dragon, it would be a pyrrhic victory. This wasn't about the fight, and trying to see it that way would mean losing before she even started to plan.
Dragon wasn't someone who could be fought, and that wasn't just because of her equipment. She effectively was a direct form of outreach and action on behalf of the government. If she was intervening, it meant that she had full authority to arrest and detain whoever the target was, regardless of politics or cost.
It was one of the things Carol had always gotten so heated about when she'd talked about the founding principles of New Wave, back when they'd first unmasked. That the Brockton Bay Brigade had acted as judge, jury, and executioner, that there'd been nothing to limit how far they went against their enemies. I'd never been sure how much I bought into it, but the effects here were just the same.
"Then what are we supposed to do?" Skitter asked, bringing a hand up to comb through her hair in a rare show of frustration. "There are kids here, Victoria. Families. And there's still Dinah to consider. I can't just let Dragon win."
My mind spun as I tried to consider the possibilities. As much as I hated to admit it… Skitter had a point. The other thing about Dragon I'd learned from some informal chats with Armsmaster is that the restrictions imposed on her from the Guild were quite strict. She had huge leeway to act… but only within the bounds of the law.
Carol said that Piggot was the one who'd authorized or requested this, and her attempts to talk the Director out of it hadn't worked. But why would Piggot do that? Could it be revenge for the obvious public nose snubbing that the Undersiders had been doing for quite some time now? The assault on the PRT HQ?
I shook myself. No, this wasn't helping. Timeframes, maybe? The Nine had left. The Truce was essentially over, and certainly would be by the time Dragon arrived. Why would Piggot wait this long? She must think that the Undersiders were preventing her from performing her primary duty; taking care of her constituents. And in fairness, they were, if only by partially doing it for her. But if what Skitter had said earlier was true, the Undersiders couldn't just pull back from their holdings–and not just because of who would immediately replace them.
So what I really needed to do was work these variables to make that possible.
As it came together in my head, I looked at Skitter. She was still staring at the phone, one hand tangled in her hair, no doubt mulling over the same basic problem I was.
Could I trust her? That's what the plan – all of this, it felt like – came down to. I… was afraid to find out. But as much as I felt insane for thinking it after she had just pinned me to the wall, I thought I could. She let me explain. She believed me. After talking to Carol… that meant a lot. It meant that I was willing to believe she'd back me when it came down to it.
I snapped my fingers to get her attention. She turned her gaze to me. "Yes?"
"We need to talk to your team."
A/N:
This chapter is brought to you by four and a half hours of sleep. Find it at a severely underfunded local college near you. That and my cowriter Aleph, who now officially can no longer deny her role. Now my power is unstoppable. Tremble at my might.
So… remember how I said that "this conversation isn't over"? Well. Surprise? I'm sure that went somehow better and much worse than everyone expected. Really, what's a little threatening at knifepoint between friends? This is how you write friendship right? If not, I might seriously have to re-evaluate my middle school memories…
We're officially in arc 3! Y'all have no idea how excited I am. I've got plans for these two girls. Now I just gotta make sure they make it out the other end in one piece. No problem. I think. Does it count as one piece if I need to glue them back together?
The rec for today is Silent Howling by Selenelawfulgood. Do you want Wolfspider? Do you want an extremely autistic Taylor? Do you want some adorable interactions between a wolf changer and Bitch? Do you want ptsd, anxiety, and headpats? Yes? Then you want this fic.
I didn't have time to finish the thought before Skitter was pressing me into the wall, her arm tight across my neck. My forcefield was keeping the pressure off my trachea, but I could also feel the tip of the knife in her left hand resting just over my stomach.
"Charlotte!" Skitter yelled.
I stared at her, trying to get my bearings again. She'd moved so fast I hadn't realized what was happening until it was over. I kept my breaths soft and shallow, keeping my panic off my face. I couldn't risk my aura going off again by accident. My aura going off on purpose, on the other hand... my memory of that first fight with the Protectorate was blurry, but I was pretty sure Skitter had stayed by my side for a long time before she'd said something. Too long. There was a good chance it had paralyzed her, at least briefly. I could use that, if I had to.
That, and the fact that she probably didn't know my field would protect me from that knife better than she thought. Ever since… Amy… it had been shaped weirdly. More… flowy. I hadn't really had the time or place to explore it properly. But I knew enough to be confident the knife would skitter (some part in the back of my head laughed hysterically) off to the side if she pressed the point.
Footsteps pounding up the stairs broke me out of my thoughts. Charlotte, hurried but not worried. Yet.
"Yeah, what–" She froze when she saw us. Her eyes flicked from Skitter to me to the knife, and narrowed.
"Charlotte. Start packing up, evacuate the kids first. Leave the food, we can come back for it if we need." Skitter said, her voice tight.
"I– sure, okay. But why? What happened? Was it her?" Charlotte asked. I could almost see her hackles bristling as what little ground I'd made with her crumbled.
Skitter's head jerked at the table where she'd left the phone, even as her eyes never left mine. We were both silent as Charlotte picked it up and read the text. She put it down, and I would never forget the look she gave me next.
"I almost trusted you, you know?" she spat. "I was this close." She scoffed. "Just shows what an idiot I was."
"No time," Skitter cut her off. "Get to packing. This is salvageable, but we need to move fast."
"Right. And what are we going to do with her, exactly?" Charlotte asked.
"That's none of your concern," Skitter said, looking back at me. The yellow lenses almost glowed in the dim light, impenetrable and inhuman. Her swarm flowed around us like a blanket, eerily quiet, wrapping us both in ten thousand crawling bodies. "She broke her word. She knows what that means here."
I swallowed. Shut out the thousands and thousands of legs pin-pricking their way across my clothes, my forcefield, my skin. I tried not to hyperventilate, and mostly succeeded.
I didn't have time for that right now. I needed to intervene here. This… didn't look good. But I had to hold onto hope that this wasn't what it looked like. That I might be able to talk myself out of this… somehow. Or at least, failing that, get enough distance that I could get away without breaking Skitter in the process. I knew it was weak, but I didn't want to do that. Not to the person who'd pulled me out of that bathtub weeks ago.
I slowly brought my hands up to start signing, only for Skitter to immediately increase the pressure on me. "Did I say you could move?" I glared at her. Fuck it, fine.
"Wait," I rasped, the word burning through my throat.
Skitter turned back to me, cocking her head. "You have ten seconds."
I licked my lips. "M-misc-communic-cation. N-notebook. P-p-please."
It couldn't have been more than a few seconds that Skitter spent staring at me, but it felt like hours. I resisted the urge to fidget, to move, to show any signs of struggle. Any twitch could kill one of the bugs that had us wrapped in a nightmare's embrace, and in this state I wasn't sure Skitter wouldn't take that as the opening move of a fight. I kept my body language as open as I could make it. I breathed in time with her. She was close enough that I could feel every rise and fall of her chest.
"If you try something–"
I shook my head; a single jerk from side to side. My lips were going numb from how hard they were pressed together. I wished my skin was going numb to match it.
Slowly, Skitter drew back. Her bugs had enclosed the three of us in a swirling mass of chitin and anger, and she all but disappeared into them; only her yellow-eyed glare standing out from the boiling dark. I slowly walked to the table with the notebook, picking up my pen under the watchful, hostile eyes of two humans and too many insects to count.
"I didn't sell you out," I wrote. I forced myself to approach this dispassionately, including only the relevant information. "I didn't tell Brandish anything. If she did something, it has nothing to do with me. There are kids here. I wouldn't do that. Not after Fleur"
"Then how do you explain this?" the swarm demanded, pulsing around the phone like a heart contracting.
I swallowed. "I can't. But I know who can"
There was a moment of silence as the two caught onto what I was saying. "Boss, you can't possibly be thinking of letting her–!" Charlotte yelled, stepping closer. The swarm drew her into itself, wrapping tendrils of ants and spiders around her shoulders, combing spindly fingers of wasps and flies through her hair. If she noticed, or minded, she gave no sign. "She could call the Heroes right to us! We need to go now!"
Skitter didn't say anything. She just stared at me, the meager light highlighting her eyes amidst the swarm taking up half the room. "I don't know anything about Dragon. But Brandish does. I can tell you what to text, you can put it in yourself. But it's the only way to know for sure"
"And how do we know that you aren't gonna secretly signal her somehow, huh?" Charlotte snarled. "We never should've trusted you to begin with."
"Charlotte," the swarm ordered in its terrible chittering voice. "Go down to the lower levels. Tell the kids it's fine. But if you don't hear from us in two minutes, tell them to start packing. Standard protocol. Use the secondary location. Call Tattletale, she'll know what to do."
"But boss–"
"Go, Charlotte." Those angled yellow eyes staring out of the heart of the teeming darkness never shifted from where they held me pinned. "I'll be fine."
As Charlotte left I fought the urge to clench my fists, to let loose, to take off through the window in a shower of splinters and–
... and what? I could get away from this conversation in a heartbeat, if I wanted to. Skitter couldn't stop me. She might not even try. But where would I go?
Fuck. I hated this. This tension. This… everything. It felt like we were back at the first day again, or worse. Like Carol was reaching out from my disaster of a conversation earlier to drag me down even further.
"She's right, you know," Skitter said at length. The girl, speaking out of the swarm with only a faint reverb. The bugs parted to reveal her mask, inscrutable at the heart of its buzzing aura. "I'd have no idea if you were giving Brandish some sort of hidden code."
"No," I wrote. "You wouldn't"
"So why should I trust you?" The swarm this time, as it closed in again to leave only her eyes visible, speaking from all around me. "Give me a reason."
I forced my hands not to tremble as I signed, "Because I came back."
A pause. A long pause.
The swarm receded, ebbing away like the tide, flowing back to wherever she kept it; under the floorboards and out the window and behind the walls.
Skitter wasn't there.
I stared at the spot she'd been standing, then jerked my head around, panic briefly spiking, only to find her... not where she'd been. Off to the side. How– no, I realized as soon as I asked the question, it was obvious. I'd only seen the mask. Of course she had more than one. It couldn't be that heavy. Easy to hold up with bugs at head height. Easy to use the background drone of the swarm to disguise exactly where her voice had been coming from.
I hadn't heard her move. I hadn't noticed her swap out with a floating mask. If I'd been the threat she'd been treating me as - if I'd taken a swing at her rather than talking my way out or going for the window...
I eyed her, and didn't find any sign of a weapon. But she'd have had ample time to put one away before dismissing the swarm.
Something to remember, if this ever happened again.
"...fine," Skitter said, all business again with the menace mostly packed away. "We'll work with that, for now. What are you going to say to her?"
I forced my brain to switch gears. What did we know? "Dragon was coming," and "get out now". But while that was a huge heads up… it didn't actually tell us much. If I was evacuating on my own, sure. But Carol easily could've been saying that preemptively to me so I wasn't caught in the crossfire or associated with a PRT affiliated attack. It told us nothing about when Dragon was coming.
The other question was why now. What had changed between the Nine leaving, and me ending up where I was, that led the PRT to think this was the right move? Those were the main questions I needed answered. How long we had, and why this was happening.
There was one more problem, too. I needed to quickly identify that this was me typing. Carol sending that text meant she probably knew exactly who I was staying with. She wouldn't give any information if she thought it was Skitter she was talking to. She'd be averse to giving it even if she thought Skitter would find out second-hand. But if she knew it was me, the odds were better.
Frankly, there weren't a lot of good options. Most of the stuff we had memorized was too conversational and situational to use on such short notice here. But I knew Skitter didn't know morse. I had tried it ages ago, tapping on the table while eating breakfast, and she hadn't twitched. I had to hope she wasn't bluffing, or just hadn't noticed.
"-.-. .- .-.. .-.. .- -. -.. How long? Why is Dragon being deployed? Lethal or nonlethal?"
Skitter, to her credit, didn't hesitate. She immediately punched in the digits into the phone, almost as fast as I wrote them. Then she hit send. Anxious tension unwound in my chest, replaced by jittery anticipation. Okay. Okay, that was good. Hopefully she'd get back to us soon. I doubted that Skitter's "June" trick would work again, so it was texting or nothing.
I tried not to look at Skitter too obviously as we were waiting. What must be going through her head right now? It didn't look good for me, I could admit that. It felt like just my luck lately. Everything going wrong at the worst possible–
I jumped as the phone buzzed. Skitter picked it up without so much as a twitch, but I'd heard the walls thrum for a second as I'd flinched.
".-. . ... .--. --- -. ... . Don't know, just got out of Protectorate meeting. Maybe a week, less. Tried to argue against it, didn't work. Come home, or go somewhere else. We can work it out. Piggot isn't taking no for an answer after the mansion."
Skitter immediately took out her own phone, presumably to tell Charlotte the packing was aborted, at least for tonight. I took a moment to force my shoulders to relax, then got back to work.
We had some time to work with. A week was… well frankly, no amount of time would really be enough to prepare for Dragon, but it was better than hours. Of course, this all depended on what Skitter wanted to do. I wasn't here for a fighting retreat; I'd rather run early than get forced into that position. But… my mind kept catching on that conversation from earlier. About why Skitter was doing all this. I couldn't let myself be another one of the Heroes who abandoned her when it got inconvenient. I had to at least try.
I tapped her arm when she hung up, and showed her my pad. "What now?"
"Now?" Skitter said. "We prepare. Brandish gave us time, even if I have no intention of thanking her for it. I'm going to brainstorm with Tattletale to see if we can come up with a strategy to divide and conquer the Dragonflight suits."
Wait.
What?
Skitter didn't seem to notice my confusion. "Bitch's dogs have enough of a Brute rating that three on one might be a fair fight. My spiders might be able to gum up the works with silk enough to slow her down–"
Skitter paused, as she saw me writing. I refused to listen to any more of this. I held up the pad, my gaze hard. "No. You can't fight her"
"What do you mean?" Skitter said, her voice challenging. "I know we might not look like much, but we've taken down people above our weight class before. This is no different."
I gaped at her for a second, then scribbled furiously, holding up a finger when she tried to continue. My penmanship suffered from the speed I was trying to get the words out, but it was legible, which was all that mattered.
"No, it's not about that Skitter. For one thing, Dragon is a juggernaut. She has the resources of a small country in hardware alone, nevermind the software and data she controls. She cannot and will not stop. It would be like trying to fight the US military"
"We've faced harder before," Skitter's voice was even, but I could hear the desperation an inch behind it. Anyone else might still have been fooled, but my forcefield was more sensitive than any fingertip. Beneath my feet, beneath the floor, the swarm was trembling.
"You still aren't listening" I wrote hastily. "Even if you win, even if you beat her, you lose. You will never be able to stop running. That conversation we had earlier, about being able to go to a Hero for help? Gone. If you destroy millions of dollars of government property you are a fugitive from now until the day you die. No one will help you save Dinah"
The bugs were creeping back in again, the crawling shadows in the corners of the room growled as Skitter read my words, but I refused to blink first. I was right, and I knew it. Even if Skitter could somehow beat Dragon, it would be a pyrrhic victory. This wasn't about the fight, and trying to see it that way would mean losing before she even started to plan.
Dragon wasn't someone who could be fought, and that wasn't just because of her equipment. She effectively was a direct form of outreach and action on behalf of the government. If she was intervening, it meant that she had full authority to arrest and detain whoever the target was, regardless of politics or cost.
It was one of the things Carol had always gotten so heated about when she'd talked about the founding principles of New Wave, back when they'd first unmasked. That the Brockton Bay Brigade had acted as judge, jury, and executioner, that there'd been nothing to limit how far they went against their enemies. I'd never been sure how much I bought into it, but the effects here were just the same.
"Then what are we supposed to do?" Skitter asked, bringing a hand up to comb through her hair in a rare show of frustration. "There are kids here, Victoria. Families. And there's still Dinah to consider. I can't just let Dragon win."
My mind spun as I tried to consider the possibilities. As much as I hated to admit it… Skitter had a point. The other thing about Dragon I'd learned from some informal chats with Armsmaster is that the restrictions imposed on her from the Guild were quite strict. She had huge leeway to act… but only within the bounds of the law.
Carol said that Piggot was the one who'd authorized or requested this, and her attempts to talk the Director out of it hadn't worked. But why would Piggot do that? Could it be revenge for the obvious public nose snubbing that the Undersiders had been doing for quite some time now? The assault on the PRT HQ?
I shook myself. No, this wasn't helping. Timeframes, maybe? The Nine had left. The Truce was essentially over, and certainly would be by the time Dragon arrived. Why would Piggot wait this long? She must think that the Undersiders were preventing her from performing her primary duty; taking care of her constituents. And in fairness, they were, if only by partially doing it for her. But if what Skitter had said earlier was true, the Undersiders couldn't just pull back from their holdings–and not just because of who would immediately replace them.
So what I really needed to do was work these variables to make that possible.
As it came together in my head, I looked at Skitter. She was still staring at the phone, one hand tangled in her hair, no doubt mulling over the same basic problem I was.
Could I trust her? That's what the plan – all of this, it felt like – came down to. I… was afraid to find out. But as much as I felt insane for thinking it after she had just pinned me to the wall, I thought I could. She let me explain. She believed me. After talking to Carol… that meant a lot. It meant that I was willing to believe she'd back me when it came down to it.
I snapped my fingers to get her attention. She turned her gaze to me. "Yes?"
"We need to talk to your team."
A/N:
This chapter is brought to you by four and a half hours of sleep. Find it at a severely underfunded local college near you. That and my cowriter Aleph, who now officially can no longer deny her role. Now my power is unstoppable. Tremble at my might.
So… remember how I said that "this conversation isn't over"? Well. Surprise? I'm sure that went somehow better and much worse than everyone expected. Really, what's a little threatening at knifepoint between friends? This is how you write friendship right? If not, I might seriously have to re-evaluate my middle school memories…
We're officially in arc 3! Y'all have no idea how excited I am. I've got plans for these two girls. Now I just gotta make sure they make it out the other end in one piece. No problem. I think. Does it count as one piece if I need to glue them back together?
The rec for today is Silent Howling by Selenelawfulgood. Do you want Wolfspider? Do you want an extremely autistic Taylor? Do you want some adorable interactions between a wolf changer and Bitch? Do you want ptsd, anxiety, and headpats? Yes? Then you want this fic.
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