Beware uncharted lands, for there be spoilers afoot!
This may seem like it's overdue, but based on a comment I recently received elsewhere, apparently the fact that there will be spoilers to both the Neon Genesis Evangelion anime and the events of various games in the Persona Series (including but not limited to Persona 3, Persona 3 Portable, Persona 4, and Persona 5) wasn't made clear just by how the plot has unveiled.

So I'm placing a sticky post for this message: if you have not watched the original Evangelion anime, or if you have not played the Persona games — especially P3, P4, P5, and their updated re-releases — then take note that this story contains spoilers to all of them. Read at your own risk.

/that should do it
//right?
///right??
 
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Omake: Gendo and Shido Have a Brief Chat
True, but that might attract unwanted attention. Besides, he might just be successful in intimidating him like he did Kurosawa. Gendo's shadow can also make people forget conversations.

*A Hypothetical Look at how such a conversation might have played out in the timeline of Persona 5*

Shido: You have potential. I would like to invite you to join my conspiracy.

Gendo: I'll pass.

Shido: I think you misunderstand-

Gendo: What I understand is that you use your bastard son as a tool for murder, bribery, and blackmail so that you can ultimately become Prime Minister. How...droll.

Shido: Droll?

Gendo: I turned my son into a weak and feeble creature so that he would be an unwitting tool for my plan to end the world. Instead, he ended the world on his own terms. I now live off of nothing but sheer, unadulterated spite.

Shido: understandable have a good day

/not canon, obviously :V
//but Gendo would probably look at Shido's goal
///and sneer at how boring it is
////"If you're going to intentionally traumatize your son, at least do it for something worthwhile, you putz!"
 
He'll most certainly be able to intimidate some of the schmucks trying to throw their weight around into submission. Shido? He might be a bit tougher to handle. He was a stubborn sort in Persona 5, as I recall.

Gendo has played on an international, illuminati-level of conspiracy and kept ahead of his competition.
Shido knocked of rivals and had a god backing his efforts.

The sheer scale is very different.

Does Shido have a chance against Gendo considering he does not have Akechi on his side?

unless shido has something utterly ridicolous in his camp. He will lose badly against Gendo.

True, but that might attract unwanted attention. Besides, he might just be successful in intimidating him like he did Kurosawa. Gendo's shadow can also make people forget conversations.

Gendo is an old hand at making people disappear in a way nobody will care about.
 
8/23 - Early Afternoon
Shinji actually managed to catch up with his father as he was stepping into an elevator. After a brief moment of hesitation, he stepped into the elevator, standing by the man's side.

"And what exactly would you like to talk about?" asked Gendo. "There's no reason you would follow me otherwise."

"...can we wait until we get to your office?" He doggedly said, trying to cut down on his impulsive responses (to be silent; to quail; to mutter and grumble, to wonder 'why wouldn't I want to talk with you, I'm your son').

Gendo simply arched an eyebrow, saying nothing more as he keyed in the buttons for the floor with his office. The next minute was spent in utter silence that would've felt awkward, if Shinji hadn't already expected it. (And wasn't that a commentary?) When the doors opened, he quietly followed his father, ignoring the questioning look from the secretary sitting by his office doors. As they entered his office, Shinji impulsively grimaced at the darkness that pervaded his office. "Why do you sit in the dark? Doesn't it hurt your eyes?"

His father stepped behind the desk, becoming illuminated once more by his monitors; the effect it had on his shades was to render his expression utterly opaque. "Curious that you ask this question now, after the times you've been in here. Your summer vacation must have been quite...interesting."

"...that would be putting it mildly, sir."

"And yet none of that changes the reality that whatever escapades you got up to don't change how you or I feel. Or have you come to an epiphany during your time away?"

"..." Why is it so hard for me to talk with him?

"...no words?" Gendo quietly asked. "Then I'll make it simple: you have one chance. Tell me something that you learned that you think is worth my time. If it's not...then there's no point in continuing this conversation."

Shinji grimaced, his hands impulsively tightening around his knees. What kind of standard is that? What would I even say?! There was just so much he could talk about: the strangeness regarding his own memories of Nishiawakura, his interactions with Strega, the attack by Minako, everything involving Armisael...and yet...in the end, only one thing came to mind. "...I learned about Third Impact."


View: https://youtu.be/lQfH98aiLU4

Gendo went still; the very air within his office seemed to die, taking away all sound and all semblance of life. It was akin to suddenly finding himself within a vacuum...until the effect vanished, as his father grinned. "You're not referring to a hypothetical repeat of Second Impact...no, you're talking about the actual one, aren't you?"

"...I know that the world we live in...the reality that we think is real...is a mutual creation of mankind, formed from the Collective Unconscious and the Sea of Souls."

Gendo leaned back, looking inordinately pleased. "And how exactly did such a scenario come about? Do you know?"

He knows, thought Shinji with a grimace. He knows as well. (What could that imply?) "...the power of ADAM and LILITH was placed into the hands of one called God. They brought mankind to an end...but for whatever reason, they didn't like what happened. They left, leaving an empty Throne...and the Sea of Souls was born in their absence."

As he spoke, Gendo's grin faded, replaced by his standard: a cool apathy, just slightly warmer than ice. "So your knowledge is still incomplete...I see."

Shinji was just cultivated enough to understand his implication. "...you remember past timelines, don't you?"

"Not just past 'timelines', boy; I remember life in the real world, before Third Impact."

Shinji blinked, feeling an unnerving hunger grow inside of him. "Then...do you know why I am the way I am?" Looking down at his right hand, he continued, "it wasn't until I was back with Sakura-sensei...that I realized just how good life was in Nishiawakura. Yet until I went back, I didn't remember any of it. It all seemed...like an illusion, that wasn't real...and I don't know why...!" His right hand clenched into a fist. "And my mother...the way she disappeared, where no one knows why...I just feel like she's connected somehow, because I can't help but feel that you loved her-!"

SLAM.

"Don't speak of 'love', you petulant child," coldly said Gendo; his palm was flat against his desk, which still vibrated(?) from the force of his hand. "Not when your own memory is still...lacking."

"Then tell me!" yelled Shinji, asking for — demanding — clarity. "Why can't I remember? Why, whenever I bring up mother, do you act so...disgusted? What did she do to make you hate her?!"

"You're all over the place," stoically retorted Gendo. "What exactly is it that you want to know?"

"...I want to know why...I want to know the 'why', for so many things...because if I just keep stumbling along, I won't be able to protect my friends, I won't be able to become stronger, I won't be able to become...who I want to be...!" Looking back up at his father, he asked, "You know so much more than you're letting on...so why not tell me...?"

"Because that would ruin the point."

"What point?!" When Gendo didn't answer, Shinji tried to reclaim his emotions (even as his Other held him back; even as the Beast goaded him on), whispering, "...Sakura-sensei would have at least tried to help me...so why not you...?"

Gendo's sneer was audible. "Wishing for a change in parenthood? I could certainly make that happen. It would remove you from my sight, and it would doubtless make you happier...so why not? A mutually beneficial exchange."

A small part of Shinji — bitter and angry and sad — wanted to agree. The rest — confused, determined, impossibly hopeful — recoiled at the possibility. "That would just be running away..."

"And that persistence of yours would lead you off the edge of the cliff...and you wouldn't care, even if you drag the rest of the world with you..." Gendo's smirk had a strangely bitter yet nostalgic flavor to it. "Like looking into a mirror...to let that which we want most drive us to madness, even when there's no rational chance of success...cultivating the will to stand fast against the world itself...only to realize that in the end, it all amounts to nothing..." Looking back at him, the man chuckled, inflecting every sound with contempt. "What a miserable creature that would be; and yet what would be worse than one who finally gained what they wanted, only to recoil at the forbidden fruit they had craved for so long?"

"...what are you talking about...?"

The air of mania finally receded, and Gendo Ikari was once more the epitome of cool detachment. "Keep searching for the answers to the mysteries you find so intriguing...perhaps you'll finally attain to the insight you claim to desire...and then, perhaps, you'll understand."

Just like that, Shinji sensed that the conversation would go no further. "...okay then..." Sighing with remorse, he walked away; feeling on the one hand that he understood his father both more...and less than before. "I...I'll try to make you proud, father..."

He didn't expect an answer.

What he heard was a snort of disbelief.

Despite it all, Shinji only wished that he could have felt surprise...and that, in retrospect, was the most disheartening fact of all.

With a weary exhale of breath, he departed his father's office without another word.

xxxx

/Devil
//now at Rank 6
 
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I worry for when Shinji finds out the truth. I fear it might go something like this.


View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jKcnYVuI894

Judging by one of the previous conversations between Gendo and Shinji, I fear it'll go much worse.

The conversation in question:
"Now, what would be the point in telling you everything? Those fragile things that you call a mind and a body...I doubt they'd have the wherewithal to withstand the revelation. And after everything that's happened, such an end would be...distasteful." The man finally leaned back, revealing the flat line of his lips: a sign of disinterest or barely constrained fury, Shinji couldn't tell. "So go ahead: take a summer vacation. Take some 'friends', if you so desire. Go play at being a decent human being. It'll only make the moment you break even more of a spectacle than it otherwise would be."

"...father...what did I do to make you hate me...?"

"You'll remember...eventually. And when you do, I'll look for the impact crater and devastation that you leave behind."
 
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Has Shinji just caused Gendo to revisit some feelings he kept under lock for a long time?

I worry for when Shinji finds out the truth. I fear it might go something like this.


View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jKcnYVuI894


Judging by one of the previous conversations between Gendo and Shinji, I fear it'll go much worse.

The conversation in question:

If you continued further on in your quote, you'd see that Gendo's feelings regarding Shinji are...somewhat more complicated, when face to face with the boy:

"...why...why are you like this...?"

Finally, the man showed a hint of emotion: a bitter smirk, that belonged to someone far older than either of them. "Because...for the first time in a long time, seeing YOU..." There was so much emphasis placed on that last word. "...it only reminds me of how much of myself I can see in you, especially in retrospect...and I know how that story ends." The man promptly turned away towards of his monitors, and began typing on his keyboard. "You're dismissed."

Shinji grimaced as he stood up, wishing he could see whatever his expression looked like right now; was it full of hatred for his father? Grief? Disappointment? He couldn't tell. I...I got permission to visit my sensei, he tried to assure himself. He had gotten what he wanted. He had even come to understand his father a little more...

(Yet that increased knowledge came with its own costs.)

(Even now, you still want him to love you. That's why it hurts so much.)

With a frustrated sigh, he turned away and left.

Granted, when Shinji's not in the room, he has no issue letting his anger be known:

As Kurosawa entered Gendo Ikari's office, it looked remarkably...pedestrian. Despite the unusually high ceiling, the overall decor — metal filing cabinets along the walls, the single desk holding a trio of monitors, and a pair of empty chairs in front of said desk — was utterly spartan. The man himself was still typing away, doing whatever work the Commander of NERV did on a daily basis. "Greetings, Agent Kurosawa. To what do I owe the pleasure of a visit from the Public Security Division's Paranormal and Supernatural Countermeasure Office?"

Kurosawa took one of the empty chairs, staring Ikari square in the eye. "Just to ask some questions on behalf of the government."

"To what end?"

"To ensure that the most recent asset for Project E is being utilized properly."

Gendo calmly adjusted his glasses, which were rendered opaque due to the light from his computer monitors. "Interesting. I assume you must have some concerns about what may have happened with the Ai ferry? You would have to speak with either the Third Child or his compatriots who were with him on that day, as I have no direct knowledge of the matter."

"Surely you would have received a report of some sorts."

"Naturally. My opinion would still be less relevant than theirs."

Kurosawa frowned at Ikari's utter nonchalance. "And once you heard, you didn't consider recalling him to Tokyo-3 at all?"

"Why should I? As an Evangelion-user, he can be anywhere within the world within relative swiftness. As far as Japan is concerned, he can traverse entire prefectures in mere minutes. What benefit would pulling him back from his summer vacation have?"

"Notwithstanding the logic behind letting an Evangelion-user have such leeway?" criticized Kurosawa. "There's the fact that he's now been documented behaving in a highly irresponsible manner. Or has the footage of him fighting a member of Strega in a yakuza fight club not yet made it to you?"

"I was forwarded the stories, so I am aware. I'm assuming there were mitigating circumstances."

"Like what?"

"I'm not going to guess at the cost of being wrong. If you want the particulars about said circumstances, you will have to ask the people who were there."

Kurosawa couldn't help but sneer. "Really? You surprise me, Gendo Ikari: to think that the head of one of the world's most powerful NGOs would be marred by such a base vice."

With gloved hands folded in front of his mouth, Kurosawa couldn't see if his barbed words had elicited a reaction. "Enlighten me, Agent: what vice am I afflicted with?"

"To let a child subject to the provisions of the Cognitive Service Act behave with such license? To act so cavalierly in the face of legitimate questions about his movements and behavior? To not subject him to the same rigor that the First and Second Children have?" Kurosawa leaned forward, letting as much disgust as he could muster show. "I'm talking about nepotism, Ikari. It's utterly unbecoming."

There was a moment of silence, from the Commander.

Then...there was a chuckle. "How interesting...how very interesting." He chuckled some more.

"What's so funny?"

"I suppose the data fits...but your interpretation, your model, is badly skewed. The boy would likely break if subjected to the same pace that Ayanami and Sohryu are under; some would consider it only natural, for one who has possessed his Evangelion for just over two months." There was sudden chill in the air; not as if the air conditioner had been turned on, but rather as though ambient heat itself had started to leak away. "But the charge of nepotism...it's utterly hilarious."

Leaning back with rising confusion, Kurosawa recalled his conversations with Fuyutsuki-sensei and Lorenz-sensei from just yesterday. Sensing an opportunity, he asked, "such venom...would it have anything to do with your missing wife, I wonder?"

The lights began to flicker, seemingly of their own volition. "...how...interesting," he repeated. "A mere peon, fumbling in the dark, reaching for any light that he can..."

Principal Lorenz's comment about Gendo Ikari and spite were beginning to make more sense. "Tell me this, then." Trying to ignore the sudden dread (the lights are flickering. Why can't you get out of your seat?) in his heart, Kurosawa pressed on. "If it's not nepotism...then why do you allow him such freedom? Why would you let such a powerful asset have so much liberty, if not out of fatherly love?"

"Love...love...love," Ikari practically spat. The lights of the office went dark, and all Kurosawa could see was Ikari himself, starkly lit by his monitors; the reflection in his shades now seemed piercing and all-encompassing. "What a loaded word, tossed about so callously by fools with no concept of its depths; as if such a word could describe what I feel for Shinji Ikari."

"Then what do you feel?"

"Contempt, my dear Kurosawa." He finally lowered his hands, revealing (oh gods why WHY WHY) a manic grin, teeth bared with rage. "For what that child has done," he said, practically spitting out the word 'child', "he deserves to suffer. He deserves more than that; he deserves to die a thousand times over, to live a million times over as a shameful thing that experiences only torment and agony with every single breath. For all the pain that he allowed to fester, he deserves to rot for eternity. If it were within my power, I would show him all the blessings that he holds dear and rip them away, just so he could even begin to realize the magnitude of his sin. Do you truly think you understand hatred or rage, my dear Kurosawa?" Rising to his feet, in the sudden abyss of the office, Kurosawa felt like he was about to be devoured. "You could not even fathom the depths of my wrath...and for that, you should feel fortunate."

Kurosawa — somehow, somehow — gulped. "Then...why-?"

"BECAUSE," thundered Gendo, his rage ascending into sheer mania. "Because...despite ALL of that, Fate is cruel. Destiny is a torturer. For all that that boy shouldn't matter...that weak, spineless, loveless, and craven wretch is somehow at the center of everything. He always is...and he always will be. So what choice is there, but to let him ascend to the greatest possible heights of glory?! What better victory would there be, than to let the proverbial Icarus soar to the heavens...only for his wings to burn, and his fatal descent be all the more horrific because of it!" The man was now talking in nothing but screams and roars. "THAT, my dear Kurosawa, is what I live for...and no matter what happens to the rest of this world, everyone knows at the very depths of their being that Shinji Ikari will do as he wills...and that there's NOTHING to be done about it...other than to sit back...relax...and wait for the moment where, as he inevitably descends to the darkest pits of despair, he comes to realize...that the apple never falls far from the tree it came from."

As if a switch were flipped, the lights came back on, and the strange distortions vanished. Gendo Ikari was sitting calmly at his desk, typing away at his computer. "I believe that should suffice to answer your questions, Agent Kurosawa. Have a good day."
 
In other words, he more or less believes his son is deep down just like him and will inevitably become very much like Gendo in the future.

I very much disagree upon that notion. Because Shinji, as cheesy as this sounds, has one thing that separates him from his father. And that is: Friends. Shinji is writing his own story now. But he's not alone. His friends shall help him write his story and I belive his story will surpass Gendo's in everyway imaginable.
 
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Honestly, the self-loathing you see in Gendo's words to Shinji is incredible. His hatred towards Shinji at times feels more like a confused mess directed at both of them. Despite what he thinks though, I think one of Gendo's biggest mistakes is just how little he actually understands Shinji. He assumes that Shinji is just like him and is guaranteed to one day fail and self-destruct, but doesn't seem to take into account Shinji's own obvious growth despite remarking on it. Shinji now has an example of what a good man/father is like thanks to Sakura and is clearly wanting to emulate him more than Gendo. He is also developing strong friendships and support that he quite frankly didn't have in the original Evangelion timeline to help him cope with any potential life-shattering revelations. I'm sure Gendo would be floored to discover that Shinji revealed the truth of the world to his friends rather than keep it hidden. I'm currently anticipating the day Gendo finally realizes he isn't getting the satisfaction that has been the only thing keeping him going all this time.
 
Here is a paraphrased quote that I think suits them.

"They both looked into the abyss. But when the abyss looked back, Gendo blinked".
 
While I'm working on the next snippet, I'd like to plug a P4/P5 fic of sorts: one where the Accomplice Ending occurred in P4, and Tohru Adachi walked.

He ends up getting reassigned to Tokyo to help with the Phantom Thieves case.

And just because it amused him, he throws Goro Akechi in a TV right during the whole Medjed incident.

And that's just Chapter 1.

Linky: the disappearance of goro akechi - Chapter 1 - KupoWonders - Persona 5 [Archive of Our Own]

/seriously
//it has a great character analysis of Goro Akechi
 
8/23 - Afternoon to Evening
Right as Shinji opened the elevator, he blinked at the sight of Rei Ayanami standing in the car. "Ayanami-san?"

"There was a sudden influx of assignments on the Mission Board," she explained, holding up her phone. "Would you mind assisting me? The reallocation of forces to the ruins of Tokyo-2 after the Fog of Desolation have left other regions short-staffed."

"...sure," he said, feeling a sudden desire to get out of NERV HQ as soon as possible.

As Rei stepped out, she briefly glanced down the hall, towards the entrance to Gendo Ikari's office. "How did your discussion with the Commander go?" Whatever his expression morphed into, it was enough for Rei to nod. "I see."

Mentally preparing to undergo the synchronization of mind, body, and spirit needed to shift between dimensions, he remarked, "Is it wrong that I wish I was still on summer vacation...?"

"...it is an understandable sentiment," admitted Rei. "We can start with Ghost subjugation and dispersal missions in Yamanashi Prefecture."

Shinji couldn't help but shake his head. "It feels like we were just there..."

The duo of Evangelion-users faded into static, and then they were off.

xxxx

As for the others? Well...

xx

Toji Suzuhara stared glumly at Dr. Sayoko Uehara and her assistants. "I feel like we just had a hospital visit..."

"Because a rural hospital is going to be on par with our equipment," sarcastically said Dr. Uehara.

Kensuke Aida patted his friend on the shoulder. "Look on the bright side: we could be spending time in The Tube™."

xx

"...so...do I just...lie here...?" asked Mayumi Yamagishi, hands folded into her lap. Her voice sounded oddly hollow within the translucent cylinder.

"That's the general idea," remarked Dr. Ritsuko Akagi, her voice sounding somewhat tinny over the speaker built into the large spiriological scanner.

Mana Kirishima, situated in another translucent tube within the room, couldn't help but snort audibly. "It's all pretty boring."

"...in my normal clothes, and everything?"

Dr. Akagi raised an eyebrow. "Why do you ask?"

"Um...it just seems like this is the sort of equipment that I would be stripping down for, to minimize interference? That seems to be the usual trope with science-fiction scanners like this..."

"...this isn't science-fiction. This is reality. And why would a scanner built to observe and analyze the soul be affected by physical matter?"

"...oh. Right."

Dr. Akagi sighed. "Can't believe they somehow found someone who shares brain cells with Aida..."

Mayumi flushed with embarrassment.

"...people can share brain cells?" asked Mana, with utter sincerity. "How would that even work?"

Ritsuko groaned audibly.

xxxx


View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QXxcOUq_FjA

Meanwhile, elsewhere in the city, Ren Amamiya was quietly walking back towards the grounds of Hakone Academy.

Returning the Toyota HiAce (may that trusty warhorse live forever!) had gone without a hitch...

(A few employees of the rental lot had gone over the HiAce with a fine-toothed comb, comparing its current condition with how it had been at the end of July. In the end, they had one pertinent question. "What are these odd indents on the undercarriage?" a stern-faced man had asked, showing pictures of what looked like...exaggerated handprints. Remembering that Trismegistus and Seiten Taisei had literally carried the HiAce away from the Ai Ferry, he could only offer a perfectly-executed Shrug of Apathy™.)​

...well, mostly. Can't really fault them, though...farewell, my beloved security deposit...

He didn't mind walking, because it allowed him time to get his thoughts in order. As his mind churned and put the events of the Road Trip (because thinking of it without capital letters was just wrong, given everything that had happened), he idly pulled out his phone to text a certain someone.

-Me, Myself, and My Rival-

A. Kurusu: yo
A. Kurusu: back in Tokyo-3


(This little chat group was an odd relic, of sorts: the only reminder of the name he remembered using for literal decades.)

(And now, you've become quite comfortable going by the name of 'Ren Amamiya'...)

The response came back relatively quickly.

Pancake Boy: What the hell did you and those brats get up to?

(Because why not label his username in this chat group as 'Pancake Boy'?)

Pancake Boy: A 'simple road trip', you said.
Pancake Boy: 'Nothing bad will happen', you said.
A. Kurusu: the kids got brought back in one piece
A. Kurusu: mission accomplished as far as I'm concerned, given everything that happened
Pancake Boy: The fact such an excursion was even authorized is utterly vexing.
A. Kurusu: just cuz you keep having crappy luck with childhood doesn't mean other kids can't try and have one


(A low blow? Possibly.)

Pancake Boy: You're trying to take the piss out of me.
A. Kurusu: I might be =D
Pancake Boy: Damned attic trash.


(Akechi gave as good as he got, so they were still good.)

A. Kurusu: how you handling the whole 'President Shido' thing?
Pancake Boy: ...
A. Kurusu: that bad huh
Pancake Boy: And how did *you* handle Sakamoto?
A. Kurusu: with the grace of a swan and the charm of a gentleman thief
Pancake Boy: Be serious.
A. Kurusu: humor's how I handle serious stuff
A. Kurusu: it's like you don't know me :(
Pancake Boy: I hate you.
Pancake Boy: We need to rendezvous and coordinate soon.
A. Kurusu: if you wanted to hang out you can just say it


The chat window showed that Akechi had logged out.

Smirking, Ren pocketed his phone. Still got it. That little excursion had gobbled enough time that he had made it back to the Academy grounds. It was oddly nostalgic, stepping back onto the large premises of Hakone Academy...but alas, he knew a long night was ahead of him. At least most of the students are still going to be off the campus until September; we still have two weeks until school starts back up. With hands stuffed in his pocket, Ren quietly entered the Vulcanus Dorms, taking the stairs up to the third floor. Swiping his card, he opened the door to Room 4 and walked inside.

Sure enough, Minato Arisato and Yu Narukami were waiting for him. "So...that was a pretty eventful road trip."

Minato's dry comment elicited a hearty snort from Ren. "That's putting it mildly."

"You up for giving us the details?"

"It depends." Ren turned towards Yu, who was opening three large plastic bags. "I've done a lot of driving recently..."

"There's a place that offers a food challenge that I found," he explained, pulling out chopsticks and three large styrofoam bowls. "The S-Day Special, only available on weekends."

Ren grimaced at the weight, popping off the lid; it looked like a rice bowl...but just barely. "How much chicken, beef, and pork did they stack on this...?"

Minato quietly snapped open his own chopsticks. Yu simply said, "if nothing else...you'll have plenty of fuel to make it through the night."

Ren smirked. "...well, can't deny that."

Sitting down at their respective desks, the boys chanted "Itadakimasu"; as they chowed down, Ren proceeded to tell of the Road Trip in grandiose detail.
 
8/23 - Evening, Part 2
After several stops, Shinji and Rei's round of missions concluded atop Mount Fuji.

As Shogoki stomped a Ghost into spiritual smithereens, Shinji couldn't help but feel...perturbed. "Ayanami-san..."

"Yes, Ikari-kun?" she said, watching quietly as Zerogoki tore through the last two Ghosts.

(He had noticed that, when no one else was present, she called him 'Ikari-kun' instead of 'Ikari-san'. Strangely enough, there was no romantic sentiment...so far as he could tell.) "...does it seem like these Ghosts have been more durable than usual?"

"It is something I have noticed since the last new moon," she explained. "I do not know if it is universal, or if it was something unique to those I faced."

"Should we inform Dr. Akagi?"

"Yes. She will share the information with the proper parties and correlate it with other reports since the last new moon."

Nodding, Shinji turned towards the western rim of Mount Fuji; the view was somewhat intimidating, especially in light of how the sun had set beyond the western horizon. Places not covered by clouds were lit by manmade lights...which made any gaps signifying Cognitive Dead Zones more conspicuous by comparison. "It's strange...from this high up, you'd think that nothing's changed..."

"Political upheavals are only to be expected in a time of chaos and disorder," explained Ayanami with the tone of one who had seen it all. "Such concerns are minor, relative to our duty."

"...but what if those political upheavals affect us?"

"Then we will deal with them as they come." Glancing back at him, her eyes seemed unnaturally bright amidst the encroaching darkness of night. "...are you doing well?"

Shinji shrugged, because what did it even mean to 'do well' in light of recent events? "I'm...I'm trying."

"...I suppose that's all one can ask for," she murmured, with that strangely knowing tone.

(He wanted to inquire with her about the state of the world, of reality. He wanted to let her know about what he and the rest of Team Statherós had learned within the Velvet Room.)

(...now's not the time. Confer with your friends, first...)

"...should we head back for now?" asked Shinji.

"Yes."

The Third Child took one last look of the Japanese countryside, feeling somewhat invigorated by the crisp air at this high altitude, as well as the distant beauty of the environment. (Somehow, he felt like he had gotten closer with Ayanami-san as well...)

xxxx

Back in Tokyo-3, everyone had been dismissed for the day, with strict orders from Dr. Akagi to return the following day for follow-ups regarding their various scans.

Misato Katsuragi had departed with Mana and Mayumi.

(The bespectacled girl had briefly made a move to simply take public transportation back to her apartment...until, as if struck by lightning, she remembered her current circumstances. "Oh...right..." With a subdued demeanor, Mayumi quietly followed Misato and Mana to where she had parked her Alpine Renault.)​

Ryuji Sakamoto had left by himself.

("I'll get in touch with you soon to set up a training session," explained Ryuji, patting Toji on the shoulders. "In the meantime, rest up. You've had a busy summer, after all..." Without another word, Sakamoto hobbled off towards his motorcycle.)​

With Rei heading elsewhere into NERV, that left Shinji, Kensuke, and Toji.


View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OwZ7ELj6Oa4

The trio opted to walk back to Hakone Academy, taking in the sights of Tokyo-3. The city carried a strange sensation, now; after being away for what felt like forever (even though it had been less than a month!), the place seemed strangely fresh and nostalgic in equal measure.

"Does it feel odd to say that I missed this place?" asked Toji.

"Nope. The familiarity is nice," said Kensuke with a grin.

"...it feels strange, after being in Nishiawakura for so long," remarked Shinji.

"Well duh," said Toji with a snort. "Coming from a country town like that, I can hardly blame ya for being so withdrawn when you first transferred."

"...I wasn't that bad, was I...?"

"You kind of were," joked Kensuke.

Similar banter sounded between the trio as they eventually reached the grounds of Hakone Academy. The abundant greenery (at least, by urban standards) within the school's courtyards served as a balm to Shinji's soul; inhaling deeply, he found himself somewhat mollified by the familiarity. "At least the Academy seems the same..."

"...you think they're gonna cancel the upcoming term?" seriously asked Toji. "You know, what with the whole government going bye-bye?"

"Why would it?" asked Kensuke. "The cognitive regularity imposed by this kind of routine is pretty robust. Why imperil that?"

"Ah, but it makes no sense!" griped Toji. "Why are they makin' us go to school when it could be the end of the world at any given moment?!"

Kensuke adjusted his glasses with faux sagacity. "Better minds than yours or mine have tried to decipher this mystery, Toji."

As Shinji thought about it, the current nature of the world came to mind. "...what if it's simpler than that?" When the other two looked curiously at him, he elaborated, "well...if our current world is born from the collective mind and spirit and humanity...maybe they still went to school in reality after Second Impact, all the way up until Third Impact." (In the innermost parts of his mind, idle memories of another school — with the same uniform as Hakone Academy, yet structured quite differently — quietly percolated, unknown and unseen.) "Maybe that's why school keeps going, no matter what happens...?"

"...an interesting hypothesis," murmured Kensuke. "Plausible, too."

"Then if people still made kids go to school in the 'real world'," said Toji with air quotes, "they were stupid too."

Privately, Shinji couldn't argue with that. (But then you'd have nothing to pull you away from doing nothing but fighting all the time...)

As they entered the Izanagi Dorms, the overall quiet of the place hit them hard; doubtless, most of the student body was still absent on their own summer vacations. Even so, they stoically made their way to the second floor, reaching the familiar doorway to Room 23. Swiping the card, they stepped inside...


View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=egKF1UvMcZA

"Welcome back."

...and were greeted by Kaworu Nagisa; sitting at his desk, the ashen-haired boy turned his crimson gaze towards them. "It feels like it's been forever since we've last laid eyes on each other. Did you all enjoy your summertime romance?"

"And just like that, the mood's ruined," griped Toji, stepping towards his bunk.

"What? What did I say?" curiously asked Kaworu. "Did you engage in fanciful adventures fit for chivalrous heroes?"

"I don't think that's what most people think of when you say 'romance'," remarked Kensuke, looking around with a curious eye. "...hey Shinji, I thought Amamiya-senpai said he was dropping our stuff off?"

Looking down at his phone, Shinji noticed a few texts that had been sent whilst they had been walking back. "...Misato-san says that he apparently dropped everything off at her apartment."

"That cheapskate!" protested Toji.

"And...done," said Kaworu out of the blue, closing his notebook.

"...done...?" repeated Shinji. "Done with what?"

Flashing them all a beatific grin, Kaworu answered, "Why, my summer homework, of course!"

Just like that, all of the energy was sucked out of the trio.

"Summer homework...?" dumbly echoed Toji.

"...oh crap, we haven't even started on our summer assignments," said Kensuke with dawning horror.

Just like, the two quickly scrambled towards the desks, pulling out books and notepads to try and remember what they were supposed to do. Tiredly sighing, Shinji lethargically copied them, slipping into the chair at his desk.

Kaworu grinned at the sudden burst of manic chaos and tired weariness that his roommates exhibited. "I missed you all too!"

They didn't get much done that night...but tomorrow was another day.

xxxx

END OF 8/23/2015

xxxx

/my attempt at explaining why, no matter what happens
//school practically never gets cancelled in Persona
 
And just when you thought it could not get any worse for our heroes, here's the cherry on top! Homework time, baby! Oh well. More chances for Shinji to improve his Knowledge stat, at least.
 
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I can already tell that just being in Tokyo-3 provides some much-needed structure for plot progression, and here's why: going by FFNet word counts, you'd have to go back to July 26, 2015 to find a chapter that was shorter in length than the just-finished August 23rd.

/for the sake of reference
//July 26, 2015
///was completed and released over the course of May 30th thru June 3rd of 2021
 
Art: I'll Face Myself (Fanart by DragonUnitOmega)
So. Ultra. Remember that I've been teasing "that" for a good while? Well...

At last!

Here is that "that'!

Some poorly made? fan art by yours truly! :V

"I'll Face Myself: Wannabe MC Magician"

Wanna be clear on something though: not only has it been literal years since I drew anything, this was my first time drawing a lot of things I've never drawn before—clothes with wrinkles, capes with folds, hair, etc. etc.—so I know this probably has plenty of errors I don't notice that well, alongside the stuff I do notice and wish I could do better but can't simply because of my skill level (-cough-rustymetalandthetypeofshadingforwhatwasdescribedinthefic-cough-).

Despite that though, I am still happy with the end result and I hope you do too, Ultra!

seriously i hope you like it

Oh I have commentary on this piece but I'mma spoil it since it's pretty long.

I basically imagined it ever since I first read the fight. I actually thought of making it look like a game but found I didn't have any idea how to make GUI for games so decided against it. The part I had in mind for this scene was the beginning bit of 6/14 Morning: Kensuke's Shadow Part 3, when Mr. P is throwing punches and Hamlet is attacking with non-magic skills. What spurred me to actually give it a try though was that, well, you did a commission that's for my fic, Persona 5: Refraction. So this is part "thank you" gift and just fanart in general.

Mr. P was the one I finished first, even though I had planned to do Shadow Kensuke first. Out of all the battle participants, he was most fun to draw for me since before this, I mainly drew Pokémon and animals. And it made sense in hindsight that I ended up doing him first. XD Oh and suits. I liked drawing suits. So simple yet cool.

Hamlet was second. And oh boy he was hard to do simply because I died drawing his cloak. @_@ I wished could make Hamlet's cloak tattered like Renu's art, but again, this was my first time, so I decided to let my brain rest on that. But I think I did pretty well otherwise! Oh and the hair. Oh boy the hair... In the end, I was making it harder than I needed to, but Hamlet's hair did make me a bit frustrated for a bit.

Next one I finished was Shinji. I'm pretty happy with how I ended up drawing him, especially his hair. Oh gosh was I having even more trouble since it was a full set of hair compared to Hamlet. Oh and I realized midway I messed up his left leg, specifically the length of his shin and thus where his knee bent, but didn't want to redraw that sk much, so only did a slight edit that hopefully works out. Wished I could've written the full text on the apron but 'cause of the size bein so small, writing the cursive text like that was the best I could do.

And at last Shadow Kensuke, who was, well, finished last. :V He was the one I took the most creative liberties on since he had no artwork before this...and by creative liberties, I mean I looked into Egyptian armor during Ozymandias's time and found they had little, if any, armor usage so I had the perfect excuse to not draw so much armor on him. :V
If you wonderin' why he's dodgin' like that...it was because it was "easier" to draw. And hey! I have the perfect excuse why Shadow Kensuke dodged by just leaning back: to prove the point he isn't exactly the best at close combat and thus dodges in a silly way.

The background meanwhile is very plain...in part 'cause I wanted it done already, in part 'cause I had little practice with backgrounds, and in part because I couldn't imagine much besides the boot, which I put in the frame like that for symbolism. Even though Shadow Kensuke is now big, he is still tiny in comparison to his mother and is "under her boot". So yeah, as much as I wish I could make a better background, I didn't feel up to practicing it for this piece. :V

Speaking of the background, the shading for this piece kinda kills me, simply because I know there are spotlights and all torches all around, but I don't know what the shadows of such a place looked like, and didn't feel up to looking for a reference for such, so I just defaulted to a half-well-lit and half-light-coming from the right lighting. As for why it's color reddish...what I actually imagined during the fight was either metal grey or marble beige. But I felt like neither of those would look too nice, especially with the plain ass background I drew. So I went with "brick red".

Aaaand...that's it. I think. If I think of more, I might edit it in, but probably won't.
 
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Cool picture!

The sword positioning could be better, given the very dynamic motion lines associated with it. "Tucked close to your waist" feels like a strange place for your hand to finish up at the end of a sword stroke.
 
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