"Come on, let's go talk somewhere else," You suggest. "Other people might be using the library for something."
It's not that likely, the place isn't exactly popular, but while you don't think Kyouma is as likely to run away and hide among the books as Akira, you don't know him well enough to be sure, and that isn't really saying a lot, anyway.
"You... want to keep talking to me?" He sounds pretty surprised, despite the fact that you were the one to approach him both times you've interacted so far.
You shrug. "Why not? I don't really have anything to do today." At least not that you'd ever tell someone about, and it's not like exploring the hidden library is all that urgent, anyway. It's probably been here for a while before you discovered it, it's certainly not going anywhere. "Come on, it's a nice day outside."
Kyouma doesn't really seem to believe your words about the weather, but then, he's never lived with Mitsuru-san. But he follows you outside, and it's not that cold, really, especially compared to the winter Dark Hour, when just about all traces of warmth seem to disappear. Not that you can tell him this.
"This is the first time someone's ever wanted to talk to me about this sort of thing." You aren't entirely sure if you're actually meant to hear this, or if he's just thinking out loud. "Especially someone older than me."
"Really?" Even if it can be a bit out there at times, what he says is interesting to think about, even if you'd rather it not actually be true. "Nobody?"
He shakes his head, right as a gust of wind blows his light blue hood up over his hair. If you didn't know any better, you'd say he'd planned that deliberately. "They all seem to think I'm crazy. Or that I'm making stuff up for attention, but that's never been the point of this."
"Then what is it?" You know he likes the idea of there being things everyone thinks is impossible, but odds are he's never had to actually face any of that stuff.
I mean, how many Dark Hour-aware kids could there be in this city at a time, anyway?
Of course, if he were, he'd probably be as quiet about it as you, so there's really no way to tell for sure unless you see him in the Dark Hour or something, but it's still a pretty safe bet.
"If people think something's impossible, they'll never think about it on their own. Even things that could definitely happen, they'll only consider it if they already knew about the possibility. So if I want to find new things, I can't let myself think things are impossible. That's... not too weird, right?"
You wonder if more people would be willing to hear Kyouma out if he lived in Mikage-Cho. They've already adapted to Personas, fairies, and probably all sorts of other things. Not that any information about it has managed to spread.
It's kind of strange, when you think about it. Surely someone would mention that kind of thing at some point.
At least the Dark Hour has the excuse that other people physically can't see it.
"I'm... not sure I'm someone you should be asking about that." Really, at this point, you aren't sure your definition of normal matches anyone else in the school's. "But... if you do find something, aren't you worried that nobody will believe you?"
From the look on his face, he hasn't actually considered that yet. All things considered, that sort of surprises you, even if it also makes you feel bad for bringing it up.
"Yeah, but if I have some kind of proof, they'll have to believe me. Or at least listen." You think Kyouma may care a bit more about people listening to him than he actually admits to. Just a hunch. "Say, Amada-senpai... why are you listening, anyway?"
"Because nobody really believed me, either." Why did you just say that? You can't even blame Nemi for it, you were definitely in full control of your voice right then.
"Huh? What do you mean?" The hood falls away right then, leaving his hair even messier than it was before. If that's possible. You're a bit concerned with the fact that, now you've mentioned it, odds are you're not going to get away with not elaborating, and it just wouldn't feel right to lie about this.
Don't expect me to help with this.
At least you don't have to tell him everything. That could only ever end in disaster. "Well... Something happened once, more than a year ago, and my mom died because of it. And- and nobody believed me when I told them what happened." And, thinking about it, there was probably a lot of money involved in covering it up, but that's a bit less important when it comes to the point you want to get across.
Actually, you could probably leave it here. While Kyouma still looks curious, he seems to be at least tactful enough not to ask you to continue. Which is good, even if you're sort of worried about just what might be going on in his head right now.
...Oh, well. It can't be any more concerning than your own.
I feel like I should be taking offense to that.
Still, you leave soon after just to make sure his curiosity doesn't overcome his ability to keep his mouth shut. Even if this means he'll probably come up with wild theories until you have to actually tell him the truth.
For obvious reasons, you really hope that day doesn't come.
Still, no matter how awkwardly it may have ended, spending time with Kyouma has, once again, made you feel like you should be doing something more important than poking around a section of your school that doesn't even officially exist.
Not that you should have needed that. Lavenza has also been talking about how there's going to be something important this year, and of course there's that whole mystery with Makoto-san to maybe figure out one day, hopefully before it becomes important.
But right now, you'll stick with the things that are a bit more immediately relevant. You'll just have to handle it one thing at a time.
[ ] It may be time to tell your older friends about Chidori-san...
[ ] It comes to mind that you could probably do with asking Takeba-san how she's handling the whole 'leadership' thing. (+Empathy)
[ ] Lavenza's not going to be available as often soon. This is probably your last chance for a while to try introducing her to Morgana again. (+Courage)
[ ] It's not really a pressing matter, but you're sort of wondering how Mitsuru-san realized Channeling was a thing.
[ ] If you tell Shinjiro-san about the other library, you're pretty sure he's the one least likely to try and stop you from exploring it. And you should probably let someone know where you are in case you go missing there one day.
[ ] You're honestly fine without knowing, but just how did Akihiko-san meet Mitsuru-san, anyway?