[Author's Note - The SI's pronouns (like mine) are they/them or xz-neopronouns, NOT she/her]
[CW representations of systemic transphobia (not misgendering)]
[Wildbow owns Worm, I do not own Worm]
So, I thought to myself as I woke up in the comforting purple of my pocket dimension,
I guess I finally managed to escape the faerie arsehole, since I'm not dead.
I'd attached myself to another world like Aleph - a couple further along in that "direction" of the multiverse, actually - and finally managed to get some serious rest. Waking up I felt wonderfully refreshed but also had a hole in my stomach the size of an elephant because I'd not eaten in almost two days at this point - and of course my whole body still ached from the injuries I'd gotten in my Faultline talk. But it could wait.
You see, I'd finally managed to almost get to the point of serious, powerful biotech. People on the internet (of Bet) were already taking apart and improving my stuff, even with only a small amount of time to do so. They'd given me ideas, and probably the most important one was something I
definitely needed to do anyway, which was make my AGM virus and the restructuring effects more "user friendly", so to speak. I had so many others too, and I finally resolved to actually write down a list so I didn't forget them, like for instance that reverse engineering device I'd made blueprints for.
Lists didn't really help with actually getting me to do things, but it did ensure that they were on my mind so my only weakly-controllable attention would focus on them
eventually, preferably soonish. And so, I spent a couple of hours thinking about what I really wanted to do, on the technology and everything else front, though mostly the technology front.
My first priority was finalising my AGM virus to something that was even more versatile and made itself usable. As a part of this, I needed to figure out how to produce computer chips using biology - a task that would end up completing the cycle of circuitry to biology to circuitry that I had begun with my biological construction computer chips.
I also needed to ensure my own survival and that of humanity and people in general against the Entities, Endbringers, and other hostile actors, an extremely difficult task - though I had read enough Worm and Worm fanfiction that I had plenty of ideas of different methods of doing it, and I had enough background philosophy to at least attempt the more generalisable aspects of the task that could theoretically apply to almost any multiverse with a coherent structure of any kind.
In particular, much of my own thinking had lead me to a conclusion on the ways I could avoid or counteract involuntary mastering (a term that I learned was not actually in common use here but I didn't care, because it was so useful when talking about extra-personal control of all kinds that I wasn't going to stop) both involving the local multiverse and in general - after all, I had been thrown into this universe by some phenomena, either by accident or in the worst case intentionally, and who knows what other random places I or anyone else could be chucked into or even visit in future, because I certainly fucking didn't!
Eventually I came up with the following strategies for preserving normal neural network functioning - which would counteract involuntary masters and strangers of almost all types in this multiverse and any other, as long as your intelligence remained housed in the appropriate hardware to perform them, of course.
The first and most basic strategy was simple PRT Master-Stranger protocols, a powerful capability in it's own right if you have companions and mastering effects are reasonably obvious. However, these were primarily designed to protect an organisation from M/S capes and generally accepts the temporary or permanent compromise of individuals. For me and for most people who'd be victims, this was cold comfort, and it was also something that could not be on all the time anyway.
A far more relevant set of strategies were those related to self-checking and resistance to externally-induced changes, both in relation to normal neural network functioning and checking that levels of various hormones or in-body environmental influences were as expected. The first major resistance method was extradimensional and extrauniversal jamming, which used a similar technique to the anti-clairvoyant device as well as projection of protective materials into other spacial dimensions that would intercept manipulation from those dimensions. This one, however, was more of a brute-force technique than other ways, but it would work well against shards.
My preferred method was direct monitoring of the neural network and chemical production levels for anomalies and counteraction to those of various forms. If someone chose to keep themselves on a biological substrate - as opposed to digitisation - this was harder but not impossible with appropriate microscopic monitoring on each forming and changing neural connection and on the generalised hormone levels. However, due to the fact that these quantities were physical in nature, the more aggressively a change was enforced, the more energy it would take to resist it. In my view it was still well worth developing - a lot of people would never be comfortable with digitising themselves due to how they looked at the nature of the mind, even if I actively intended to pursue it.
Once you went digital, however... well, that unlocked a significant number of far more potent opportunities for general resistance to Master-Stranger influence. Even just digitising your mind would let you reach the point of being as resistant as Dragon (she was an AI after all), which in the local Worm multiverse meant being nearly immune except to the strongest (primarily the Simurgh), and that was the bare minimum. Digitisation, of course, meant that you could re-architecture and check your entire neural structure and (digitally emulated) produced hormones with ease, completely redirect most attempts at external modification by hosting your neural structure emulation separate to your current body - similar to how Alexandria was essentially running on her shard - or attempt to multiply and continuously crosscheck different versions of your mind running simultaneously and in constant resync with each other, with controlled desyncing and resyncing on a per-neuron basis.
That last one was an idea I'd obtained when thinking about mechanisms for the Queen Administrator shard to function, and was currently beyond my reach, but I had every intention of getting my hands on the
actual mechanism behind that shard once I got around to implementing my most potent anti-M/S technologies. In other universes with laws allowing for what I'd describe as "magic" or other conceptual stuff, this sort of misdirection would become essential along with attempting to reduce external influence on other checking mechanisms. if I could make it work, it would also probably enable extreme parallelisation of mental processes and a number of adaptations to and tracking of attempts at mastering.
I shook myself out of my thoughts as I realised I'd spent almost two hours pondering and writing about all of these methods and ideas and solidly
avoided implementing them or my actual goal, which was to create biological chip manufacturing, without which almost all these other things were mostly irrelevant. I was also running low on silicon-carbide substrate as well, unfortunately, but I had enough for a couple more computing chips and soon I hopefully could do that manufacturing fully biologically.
As such, I took some more time thinking of how to actually create a local computer chip using biological construction methods. A major problem being that in most cases these chips were going to be too large to manufacture within a cell, and also the need for precise positioning - though given that these would mostly be attaching to neurons (in the larger case), it just needed to be easy to shift the construction zone to neurally connected tissue.
My final answer to the question of biological computer manufacturing was a masterpiece that illustrated what tinkers could truly do given the right ideas, since their shards provided appropriate components. The solution came in three parts.
The first part was a system to identify locations within your body precisely via a form of triangulation. In particular, an outward growth of smaller-sized tubules directly surrounding neuronal tissue would form - starting near the center of your visual cortex and spreading down from there - that stopped and slowly tapered off and emitted organisms the size of a large virus that did nothing but produces small RNA fragments encoding the concentration of specialised proteins in the tubule when it first formed (which of course decreased further away from the source of those proteins in your visual cortex).
A secondary, tertiery, and quaternary variant of these tubule systems would grow - starting in the lower back of the skull, left of the neck, and right of the neck, respectively - and they created a group of similar but different external organisms which did roughly the same thing as the first system but with slightly distinguishable genetic codes.
All four were hooked into the visual cortex and when the neurons in the attached bundles were sent messages from other, nearby neurons at varying intensity, the bundled neurons would construct proteins with mechanisms for performing numerous actions on activation by the presence of microorganism-emitted genetic codes matching the intensity with which the bundle neurons were activated. Targeting a precise location simply involved creating activate-able proteins for each system that only did something when combined.
Now in practice, the microorganisms also used some forms of continuous, localized chemical-concentration-based interpolation to improve precision, but it was a minor detail. The neurons generated in the controlling nodes for each of these tube systems were also set up - in terms of the modified genes that were activated in their growth - to be extremely plastic.
By my estimation, this meant the internal positioning system could be "learnt" (as in, building associations with the preexisting sense of proprioception) in a day using neurons coded to produce combined-action-proteins that triggered nerve sensations of mild tingling at the location of intersection of the positions of activation of the four triangulating tube systems.
This was merely the first system, but one that was core to almost everything else (not just chip construction), as it provided a reliable way to locate positions in your body. The second key component was a system for constructing arbitrary semiconductive component scaffolding out of biologically produced double-layer carbon nanotubes (double-layered to replicate the twisting mechanism used in my original CPU manufacture). These scaffolds were highly adaptive, extending until they found gaps inbetween cells, and as something I designed with biology in mind essentially periodically received the same streams of biomolecularly coded instructions to enable self-repair.
This worked by having cells produce low levels of various different "carbon nanotube modules" that continuously circulated in the body which were then picked up by proteins that attached to different modules depending on the instructions passing through it. These proteins would then lock into a construction configuration where damage to their associated nanotube caused displacement and replacement of it's conductive module.
Furthermore, the maths involved meant the system was easily adaptable to arbitrary-dimensional sets of cuboids (so I made it dimensionally-generic). Of course, I currently had only use for 3 dimensional axes, but in the future I suspected this would be a lesser restriction, based on my experience so far with dimensional technology.
A convenient side effect of the carbon nanotube system, of course, was that it enabled
thoroughly lacing my entire body with ultraflexible carbon nanotube reinforcements that would dissipate even heavy bullet firing on my body and certainly make crushing me much harder (carbon nanotubes plus the existing materials of bones, it turns out, makes a stupidly potent and tough combo when you add a little genetic modification to bone cells to guide the alignment of the tubes in the primary nanotube lattice construction system).
I'd known I needed
some sort of combat resilience for a while, but controlling my attention directly on it when my focus was entirely on biological computing was nonviable. Instead, the complex, flexible systems I had developed for constructing "computational substrate" in the form of nanotubes doubled as a form of potent resilience enhancement that I had every intention of exploiting to the fullest effect.
In addition, the nanotubes were extremely thermally conductive, which while it
seemed insignificant, it absolutely was
not, because one of the major restrictions on cell replication (and hence, wound healing, regeneration, and similar), was the thermal limits on biological reaction rates needed to avoid essentially denaturing the enzymes used for all life functions. Adding highly heat-conductive intercellular nanotube lattices meant cell repairs could be vastly accelerated by at least an order of magnitude for localized wounds, since the heat produced would be redistributed across the body. It was especially effective in aiding repair of blood vessel damage as the nanotube lattice would provide a fantastic binding location for platelets and reparative cellular systems.
But this was not all. The
third system was the one that constructed - and kept repaired - the actual computation devices. Like the carbon nanotubes, this system was based on cells producing different modular components - but this time they were actual electronics (rather than just conditionally conductive dependent on doping as the carbon nanotube substrate was) - such as nanoscopic capacitors, AND or OR or NOT or XOR or similar gates, and other units enabling the construction of different types of nonvolatile RAM, and even components that could be put together to reproduce the same technology for biomanufacturing I had originally made.
It was also extensible, as the binding mechanisms that made these components fit into place worked by binding to arbitrary genetic codes that were replicated on the mass-produced modules throughout the body. And of course, you could add new variants by simply using instructions with different identifiers.
So, I'd successfully created an atrociously versatile and adaptable system that could readily turn your body into a technoorganic computational substrate, while massively reinforcing biology. Four hundred pages of dense but well-indexed documentation later, and it was ready for upload onto the internet. As a barely notable aside, I'd also added the automatic generation of a neurological interface for creating and otherwise managing genemod keys, and added a modification on the cellular level that would perform the same randomness injection into neurons that my external precognition blocker did but with molecular-scale computing. Interuniversal clairvoyance blockers also were applied - though on millimetre scale computers rather than on a per-cell basis - as well. After all, these two were already present in external devices so translation to this internal compute-manufacturing framework was relatively trivial.
Anti-master/stranger systems were more complex, but the multiversal jamming - plus per-neuron-dendrite (in combination with monitoring of body regions that produce thought-modifying hormones such as adrenaline all wired together) molecular scale checks and attempted corrections of activation and connections from within the carbon nanotube framework surrounding them provided a good first step that should stop almost any master. The only potential issue was interference with psychoactive drugs and medication, but it was solvable by adding some neurologically controlled methods of enabling and disabling certain expected effects from occurring.
Even just the dimension jamming was enough to stop master powers using the standard shard-power-derived methods (though I was not willing to ignore the fact a significant number of powers could probably use other interversal effects, hence my implementation of this other error checking, and of course the presumed presence of the wider multiverse).
When I got out of one of the deepest tinker obsessions I'd ever been in - the specialisation fragments flowing like water at my will, blueprints racing through my mind in almost perfect coordination - almost two days had passed, but I felt I had truly come up with something so far beyond revolutionary that I didn't care about the absurd level of sleep deprivation and hunger that I felt while I put the final viral genetic codes into my bio-manufacturing chambers. The viral vector I was using for this finalised genetic restructuring was a customised variant of the HIV coating that my power readily provided to me, and the surprising efficiency of my developed base pair sequence in comparison to the human genome meant it only took about 10 minutes to manufacture a few million of the viral load. Exponential growth would enable rapid and total transfection of all cells in the body.
A little slice on my hand and some paste from the chambers later, and I passed out from exhaustion as my body began it's modifications, sweat glands working in overdrive to remove the metabolically-induced heat from the intense genetic transformation occurring in every single one of several trillion cells. If I wasn't in a rush, I would have found some way to test the system, but I knew I was short on time and even the single round of public review I had managed before had set me back in terms of self-protection even if it had been amazingly useful. Luckily, my power was extremely reliable and this technology especially enabled self modification, maintenance and rapid improvement, so if I fucked up it should be recoverable.
Dripping in water with my pocket dimension hooked up to the antarctic on an unnamed Earth, I slept fitfully with dreams of spiraling creatures.
Danny Hebert, Hebert Home, Earth Bet 2011-03-14
The thinner-than-average man nursed hidden bruises on his couch, as he perused the remote to his worn-down TV and didn't notice the very slight limp his daughter walked in on. After all, it had been developing for over a month, a frog in a pan, so to speak. He didn't notice the bruises on her shins, either, for they were not visible under her roughed-up clothing. A greeting of "how are you, Taylor?", though, he could manage, and so he did even as he was met with the ever-so-dreaded "fine" of the last year at least.
Several headlines flashed in front of him, white text on various coloured backgrounds overlaying talking-heads.
New legislation, named "Bill For The American Family" flies through congress with media controversy...
Flick.
Alliance Defending Freedom linked to authors of "Bill For The American Family", see our newest investigative reports...
Flick.
Police-involved shooting at anti-PRT riots in Massachusetts, officer harassed by mainstream media...
Flick.
New cape destroys Eiffel Tower, claims accident, keep watching to learn more!
Flick.
Controversial Texas bill seeks to bar transgender people from job applications related to childcare...
Flick.
Brockton Bay Police Department Chief "to remain in office", declares rumours of Empire ties unfounded despite circulating video...
Danny Hebert almost twitched at the gall on that last one. The leaked video was damning as anything and despite their weakened state, the DWU and a few others had mostly banded together in a protest as the high-level corruption was apparently too much for even the Brockton Bay folks to tolerate. Organising protests was a long, difficult job, but ever since the alliances with some of the newer anti-PRT corruption groups were formed that work had already started and mobilisation took far less time than he'd expected.
Of course, police came along to "keep the peace". The man was mostly glad none of the other union guys had gotten shot, to be honest. Still, he kept watching after flicking back to the previous news channel.
"Local Texas politicians have proposed a new bill named the 'Youth Protection Act' that would bar transgender people from entry into any industry 'primarily oriented around interaction with under 18s'. Proponents such as Jerry Stern are advocating for the bill - when asked, he claimed that it's purpose was to 'prevent the sexualisation of our children in education and beyond as currently being pushed by the socialist left' and that parents everywhere should support it to protect their children from 'predatory men'. This bill comes on the coattails of the federal 'Bill For The American Family' that would, amongst other controversial changes, render all legal sex changes null and void, as well as name changes that are 'deemed to have been for the purpose of enabling a sex change'. The bill would also legally obligate employers to check at random a form of gendered identification of anyone using public toilets and changing rooms in their facilities, and require the creation of a registry of anyone known to publicly identify with a gender different to that assigned at birth. Deemed a bill 'entirely constructed of bigotry' by it's opponents, it's expected to be toned down before it has a chance of passing."
The talking head continued, while the man on the couch thought. It was not unheard of for bills to slide through the bureaucracy rapidly, but in his experience from back in the 80s as unions were being disrupted, they didn't happen
this fast without at least some lubricative dollars being involved.
"In other news, Slideshow has publicly left the Houston Wards a week after joining due to 'consistent, targeted harassment from staff' and 'complaints dismissed with hostility'. She says she found her teammates to be wonderful, but she tearfully explained she couldn't 'stay in that environment where [she] was hearing hateful and sometimes sexual comments from several PRT troopers' to our reporters. She told us she wanted to be an independent hero and that she was glad her parents only put her in the Wards on a special 'trial period' when she found out that '[her] complaints were being laughed off by local PRT and Youth Guard'. The PRT director of the region claimed that 'he would do better in future' and that 'Slideshow's accusations are not representative of the PRT'. He declined to comment further when asked."
If Taylor ever gets powers, he considered as he shook his head, sighed and turned off the TV to rest for another long day of work,
perhaps I won't get her to join the Wards after all, if this is how they handle the people under their care.
New York City - 2011-03-14 Noon
A bright yellow beam raced through the sky towards a tough, concrete series of towers and buildings lying on the boundary of old and new regions of the city, created by Behemoth
, as Legend rushed into his office with an unusually frustrated frown marring his face. A few days ago, the man had finally gotten sick of the antics and coverups of his colleagues in the Triumvirate and he'd run (or rather, flown as a laser, but still) away from them to contemplate what exactly he intended to do about it. He'd really never seen this side of the two of them before and it had legitimately shocked him to disgust when he realised the anomalous contempt for transgender people that Alexandria seemed to have around the same time he figured out the real cause of Case 53s, though Eidolon's own apathetic reactions were less unexpected.
Frustration swept across his face, even as he calmly looked for his phone. On hearing some of the news while being debriefed on reports of the remnants of the S9, he'd finally reached his limit and rushed back as soon as he could after the meeting. And yet, Legend could not find his phone and someone (he knew who he suspected) had ripped out his landline. So, he left the office, and flew to find another.
Somewhere on an Uninhabited Earth - 2011-03-14 Noon
The Paths around Brockton Bay were finally beginning to clean up a little - still very hazy but the possibilities were being narrowed down as postcognition extrapolated from areas external to the former precog blocking area began to take effect - though Faultline's Crew were long gone from Contessa's ability to see and far away. Despite her best efforts, modelling every person in a city - or a bulk "the city" - was completely impossible, but for now it seemed unnecessary.
Path to long-term preservation of Cauldron secrecy - 1,156,258 steps
Contessa moved her mouth in sounds she understood little - "Door to Legend's office",
Path to long-term preservation of Cauldron secrecy - 1,156,257 steps
She moved her hands to rip out the phoneline.
Path to long-term preservation of Cauldron secrecy - 1,156,256 steps
The woman in the fedora hoisted her gun, and called - "Door to Vista's bedroom"
8 precisely controlled shots later, and she vanished into a rectangle.
Path to long-term preservation of Cauldron secrecy, 1,156,247 steps
Somewhere in Cryptographically Secure Cyberspace - 2011-03-14 17:00
Welcome, actuallyZandra@03a7:79a1::0362 to #bb-opno88 on
ene-cryptchat (03c6:192d::a237)
antifbob: hellooo. we wre just waiting for you to be in here.
actuallyZandra: hii, and oh?
xx_smash_xx: Yeah. Basically we think now the e88 has been torn down into smaller neonazi cells it might be worth a channel rename
antifbob: p. much.
actuallyZandra: that makes sense. maybe we just go with
#bb-antifa-<some random number>?
actuallyZandra: and i also know there's a couple gesellschaft capes hanging around here still. apparently one of the groups is publicly calling themselves atomwaffen after some obscure US group that died a few years ago (good riddance). they have a cape known as blitz.
antifbob: oh? u been doing ur sneaky thing again?
actuallyZandra: yeah
xx_smash_xx: so we good for a channel namechange?
actuallyZandra: sure!
antifbob: ye
xx_smash_xx changed the channel name from #bb-opno88 to #bb-antifa-3104985212
actuallyZandra: nice! anyhow, i saw them meeting in a warehouse, it was around 78 Washington Street a few blocks down from medhall. the bits i got out of listening make me think they're planning something near the market but i didn't gather what. these people seem much less about holding territory tho, i got that much
xx_smash_xx: so more like a traditional terrorist cell with cape support then?
actuallyZandra: i think so. that's what it seems like to me.
antifbob: well shit
antifbob: i've been watching pho myself.
antifbob: the more general e88 mooks seem p. out of it, uncoordinated in message
antifbob: but some of the usrs that are new are suspicious and seem to be attempting a shift in convo.
xx_smash_xx: That's concerning. A search for atomwaffen in BB subforums doesn't really come up with anything yet.
xx_smash_xx: Perhaps they aren't public yet?
actuallyZandra: maybe we could preemptively out their existence? control the message first?
actuallyZandra: tho there might be other cells we don't know about yet.
antifbob: also mebbe they could try and use the e88 moles in the cops
antifbob: gotta be pretty hardcore people to be moles so i bet theyd join
xx_smash_xx: not sure we can do much about that tbh.
actuallyZandra: yeah, we just need to treat the police as we have before this teardown of e88
antifbob: did u see the protest tho? someone definitely organised that shit. not us tho unless?
xx_smash_xx: nope, I didn't help with that.
actuallyZandra: me neither. if i had to guess it's the anticorruption groups.
antifbob: that makes sense tbh. just hope some Thinker or Master doesnt suborn them. maybe we should watch the chief of police for more stuff to release about nazi connections? prt have done basically nothing about it yet :/
xx_smash_xx: i think that's a good idea. Also finding time to look for potential external support (if linked to Gesellschaft) like arms deals and stuff.
xx_smash_xx: though watching for this stuff is dangerous as fuck. Better to record and publish later than try and disrupt it directly or Thinkers might go after us more?
actuallyZandra: yeah. record and release.
actuallyZandra: if @xx_smash_xx you put your recording devices in the warehouse? i don't have any
xx_smash_xx: i'm not the best at hiding the things, maybe i should give it to @antifbob to put somewhere?
antifbob: i'm up for that, same place and time as the prev. op?
xx_smash_xx: Sure!
actuallyZandra: good luck you two and if you see any fascists don't be afraid to wait until they leave. better to stay safe
actuallyZandra: also we should probably take a little time to celebrate the destruction of e88 ;p
antifbob: yeah i went to the palanquin all night when i heard! it was great
xx_smash_xx: Perhaps we could meet up and go out or something?
actuallyZandra: i dont see why not ^.^. but i gotta go now, i've got a phone apptmt soon
antifbob: cya~
xx_smash_xx: Bye and stay safe
actuallyZandra@03a7:79a1::0362 left the chat
[end of chapter - nya~]
Shit's finally happening! Our SI has been doing a shitton of prep and tech and stuff and now... well, the fun is starting. This chapter really fought me though - managing the sequence of events and balancing the technical improvements and other plot points was hard as fuck nya. You can probably tell I
really enjoy coming up with the structures needed to perform some function.
Also btw... Molecular self-assembly is
awesome
I am making more transition progress and have funding to get facial hair removal c:.
I apologise for the delay (life is in the way all the time especially due to economic stuff (i'm making a site for myself) and the fact that transphobia is so shit and seeing governments strip trans rights is stressful, upsetting, and unpleasant for my mental health sometimes >.< meow).