Jeremiah Wickles had been relocated to one of his local homes near the hospital. It was one of his smaller estates, as in you could reach the front door by walking instead of being driven, and honestly it was the FIRST time he had ever visited it in person.
Not that it was unlived in, no.
He had set up a policy at some point WAY back when, after a disastrous experience where he didn't have enough towels available, that every one of his… However many houses he owned by now, that all of them would have a small family living there full time.
Oh, they'd all had to go through his rigorous (paranoid) background checks and security policies of course, and he'd set up small outside apartments for each location for said house sitters so he wouldn't have to put up with them if he ever decided to actually STAY at one of those places, but in general it fixed the biggest issue he was concerned about at the time: His homes not being 'lived in'.
Officially, all these people 'lived' at their apartments.
Unofficially, they were paid to professionally and silently 'live' in his homes to ensure they were comfortable, that all the facilities operated to perfection, that any needs were stocked and kept. That visitors could be well pampered if desired and impressed at the same time.
The fact that no one ever wanted to actually visit Jeremiah Wickles didn't matter, he had a standard he wished to keep up no matter how his actual life had ended up.
All those annoying bits aside, the house sitting couple had returned to their external residence and his staff had swept in, ensured everything was cleaned and secured and swept for traps and bugs (both literal and spying equipment), and just generally prepared the place for his pathetic arrival.
Jeremiah Wickles was in a wheelchair, and had a cast, and was NOT happy. Not without the endless amounts of powerful drugs that he had been previously enjoying.
They were apparently not safe for use during transit, which was pure malarkey! In HIS day, you'd drink an extra beer and hope it'd keep the pain away while trying to finalize another business deal... And if you were fast enough, you'd hopefully be drunk enough to not feel the hangover from the PRIOR night's activities!
Back when things were easier to understand. And everything hadn't been so scary.
His attention was caught by his head of personal staff, Charlotte. "Sir, the facility has been secured and we will be moving you to the tertiary main bedroom suite for medical oversight."
About fucking time. "And I can get the good drugs again?"
She didn't smirk because she was a professional, but he could almost TASTE her amusement. "Yes sir."
Fine. "Let's get it done then. Everything feels too hard right now…"
The female security staff stood at the ready as they passed by down the halls. All talented, all sent to top schools and given high level training, and all beautiful… A policy he had set up decades ago, when his perversions were focused more towards beauty than profit.
Not that he ever treated them poorly. If they failed to meet his personal requirements, or if they wished to retire or some such, his staff had a widely known reputation out in society and were eagerly sought out by those without the funds or talent to gather and grow such a group themselves.
You treat your people well. VERY well, period.
After all, such policies had cut down the number of infiltrators by 12% and reduced the number of 'unlucky accidents' by 4% alone, and to Jeremiah Wickles that was worth the costs of directing his growing rage outside his home.
When had he stopped caring about such things? On building up his foundational worth and power instead of tearing down the worlds of others?
Focused only on keeping himself safe, of stopping threats to humanity, feeling endless fear and rage and helplessness… It all felt like a growing and endless nightmare.
It was too much. "...Did the kitchens have apple slices?"
Charlotte hummed as she walked by his side, her people pushing his chair through far too wide hallways and being busy about the much too large place. "There were a few options available, obviously, but I have had a shipment of
Sekai Ichi Apples hand delivered from the Aomori prefecture in Japan less than an hour ago. I am sure sir will be satisfied."
He hummed happily at the thought. "I haven't been to Aomori in… In quite some time. Had a major situation to handle near there, in the Iwate Prefecture I think, back when… When…"
When had it been? It was so long ago, and it hurt to think about it.
Why did everything always have to hurt? "...I'd like some slices after I wake up."
She thankfully didn't say anything about his issues. "Yes sir."
It was a bit harder to focus for a few minutes, but soon he was moved to a new massive bed and was hooked up to the medical equipment once more…
The cold soothing feeling of liquid filling his arm brought relief as the medications made things softer again. And without that ring of pain, remaining awake became far more difficult… "Stay? Just… Just for a little while."
Don't leave me alone in this far too large world.
Her voice was stability as things faded to black. "Of course sir. We shall stand guard."
He didn't cry, he wasn't entirely sure he remembered how to do so honestly, but he did smile slightly as wakefulness left him to slumber.
~~~Pocket System~~~
Hours after Jeremiah Wickles fell into slumber, John Doe woke up and determined a few things:
First of all, this Body had nearly NO alterations to the brain or whatever. For obvious reasons, this was a stealth operation he was running for testing purposes afterall.
Secondly: In most 'normal' people, the memories of their Soul were secondary to the ones recorded in the brain matter.
That meant that without certain drugs, meditative trances, or other such situations? The Body ran the show.
So even without the Soul of Jeremiah Wickles running the joint, the MEMORIES of that man had a HUGE impact when John was running the show and NOT high as hell. Unfortunately.
…Sigh.
Anyway, the workaround for future deployments was easy enough: Have his MInd run through his Soul when connecting next time.
That way he could continue to use an unaltered Body without needing to drastically update the brain and stuff, as the combined might of his Soul and Mind would let him better keep track of himself while getting things done.
Theoretically.
Oh well, that was why you had to run tests and stuff like this in the first place. The memories would be carefully duplicated and stored for reference and comparison when leaving this Realm, so this pseudo merging of Jeremiah Wickles and John Doe wouldn't warp his own personal existence when this was all over…
Thus tolerating this situation now was fine. Mostly.
…Hmm. Maybe this would go smoother if he deliberately facilitated this process? Or at least that would give some more detailed testing data… Yeah, let's go with that.
John focused, not on assuming a more dominant expressionism of his core self, but more towards ensuring that the remaining memories Jeremiah Wickles could better 'merge' or 'blend' with his true beliefs and such.
After all, letting the memories of a broken and angry old man direct John to do things immoral or field by rage?
Unacceptable.
Breathe in.
John Doe felt calm.
Breathe out.
Jeremiah Wickles began to stir and sit up. "Grmph."
Charlotte walked in the room with perfect timing as usual. "Good morning, Sir."
Hmph. "Could be worse…" Sigh. "Sorry, Charlotte… Still waking up. Might need some coffee, if the meds allow it."
She hummed as one of her assistants moved a self supporting table tray over the bed as food began to be placed down. "Perhaps tomorrow, Sir. But I do have a lovely blend of tea this morning, and some fresh apples that are ready to be sliced as you wish. The chefs have also prepared a small selection of breakfast options, for variety now that you have left the hospital."
Oh, how lovely! "I always do so enjoy having small amounts of many things, it brings back more memories…" Like that quaint little cafe he used to visit back in…
Then he saw the spread of options before and his smile froze. And turned wry.
All of it was 'healthy' stuff.
Maybe even vegan or vegetarian. No meat? Sigh.
From what he could tell, these seemed to be mostly medicinal breakfast dishes, he really should have seen that coming. And the variety was to find which one he could tolerate best during this recovery period. "...Well, it did certainly bring back memories."
Seriously, something like this happened the LAST time he visited the hospital… Which was happening more and more often the older he got.
THIS time however, he didn't throw a fit. Sure, Charlotte would have tolerated his childishness like the professional angel she always was, but recent events had somehow given Jeremiah something lacking over the last few years: Perspective.
That said… "Are you sure these are all a 'selection of breakfast options'?" He pointed at four basically identical oatmeals. "I'm pretty sure there are a few duplicate choices here."
Charlotte's smile didn't dip an inch, if anything, her smug professionalism kicked up a notch at his lack of blind grumpiness. "Oh, nutritionally ALL these new dishes are identical of course… But the focus here is on texture, temperature, and alternate seasoning options. Some things can be amazing when cold or warm, chunky or smooth, and so forth sir!"
Damn girl, you were FAR too perky and alert for this ungodly hour. Even if the actual time was likely midafternoon or something, it FELT like it was early in the damn morning. "...Can I still have an apple slice first?"
Cheerfully humming, she instantly had one of her food grade knives in her hand and was carving at a glistening apple that looked mouth watering. "Yes sir, though I hope you try a few of these before filling up on only fruits…"
Oh, he would. Hell, the kitchen would probably make the bland goo somehow delicious anyway, it just FELT like a chore to eat small bites of nearly identical choices like this. "Fine. And I can feed myself woman, don't force yourself like this over an old grump like me! Just place things in reach of my left and I'll be fine."
Without even a pause she somehow shifted the sliced apple wedge to one edge of the tray while standing to one side, carefully cleaning her juice-covered hand with a cloth. "I'm sure, sir. Would you prefer live ambient music performance or something from the digital library to be played?"
Jeremiah waved that away. "Ambient nature with meditative music please. Nothing jarring or too loud if you could."
Now come to me, you little slice of apple heaven!
…Mmm. DAMN that's good! Crisp, slightly cooled, and that flavor…
And it was gone. Crud.
Oh well, he was going to have to taste the other stuff eventually anyway. "Soon as I get better, I'm eating nothing but meat ever again! Barbeque and roasts, all day every day."
Charlotte didn't even play along, though she did humor him with a polite smile. "I'm sure, sir."
…Sigh, yeah. He'd probably end up eating more of that healthy stuff they'd been making for him over the last few years.
But a man could dream, damn it! Beer and roasts, wine and steak!
Where had his youthful days of everyone going out and eating a feast surrounded by friends go!? When drinking absurd amounts was considered a talent instead of a flaw!
Why, when HE was in his prime, those whipper snappers had to bow in acceptance when fools dared to challenge his might at the competitive eating stage!
…Though that had earned him a gut back then that had required professional trainers to work off.
And probably caused a few of his medical issues, the less severe ones before THIS last horror show.
…Where were they now? Jim 'Stout' Higgins, didn't he pass away three years ago? He still remembered going to little Stacy's funeral, still beautiful in his memories despite her advanced age.
And Paul 'The Bear' Bronson, how long had it been since they wrote to each other… Or since any of those few that lived this long bothered to respond to his attempts to contact them.
After all, many of them got shackled to a woman and brats, raised a family and all that. Gave up the strive for profits and the struggle for market share, or let it atrophy in their dwindling stock shares instead of focusing on proper growth and such.
Not like him! Jeremiah Wickles had climbed mountains to grow in wealth and power, and once he claimed that top… He used the bodies of his competitors to make a NEW mountain to climb!
A few got hurt along the way, sometimes profit requires a bit of sacrifice, but he was GOOD at ensuring that such sacrifices were made by OTHER people when possible, and his bank statements were self evident of those results!
He DEFINED wealth! Judges and politicians danced to his every whim! Power formed his throne, and he was one of the only ones qualified to sit upon it!
…High up on that throne.
Where 'good ole boys' like Paul Bronson couldn't come visit. Or wouldn't.
Absently taking another bite, something soft and a bit spicy, his thoughts began to grow more maudlin.
That throne, where he felt everyone was aiming to topple it.
That throne, where whispers and fears caused him to lash out and rage and fear and hurt others.
That throne, which he had strove for. For his entire life. To the detriment of all other goals and possibilities.
Looking at his own throne, his own shackle, and comparing it to his 'foolish' long lost friends?
Both dreams had tied them all down. Restricted them, needed nurturing and sacrifice and hard work. Was that price worth such said cost?
Jeremiah was sure that their wives, children, and grandchildren would say yes.
Just as he was sure that his own power, wealth, and fame would say nothing.
"Sir?"
He blinked… Oh? "Well, would you look at that?" He carefully touched his cheek with a slightly weak smile. "I DO remember how to cry! That's… That's good."
Jeremiah didn't look directly at Charlotte. "I'm afraid I may have been slightly distracted from my wonderful breakfast… Probably a side effect of the medication. Let the chefs know to make this again tomorrow so I can accurately review the dishes, if you could Charlotte."
"...Yes sir."
…Sometimes the world felt a little too big. "Could I have another apple slice, please?"
"Yes sir."
Good.