You picked up the bandit's weapon from the ground, a short sword. The bandit's eyes widened in fear. He knew what was going to happen. Every step you took, sounded louder to him. Every second that passed felt slower to him.
As you stood before the bandit, you saw his terrified face. But it didn't bother you at all. The bandit seemed to be speaking as tears ran down his face, but you didn't seem to hear it, or perhaps you simply chose not to listen to him. With a distant and cold gaze, you thrust the short sword to the poor bandit's chest. His coughed up blood, still tearing up, until he was no more.
You removed your hands from the sword stuck on the corpse, and walked away slowly.
Then, out of the blue, you feel a hand on your shoulder. Immediately, you turned around and a fist flying towards the source - which was easily blocked by another hand. You traced the hand and where it came from, realizing that it was the old man, though he was wearing different clothes now - they were still quite rugged, but it was better than the tattered cloth he wore earlier.
"Relax, kid.", the old man said. "It's over."
You breathed deeply. Your hands were still somewhat shaking, your heartbeat was still accelerated. You were even panting. The fight was over, but the sensation was still there, lingering.
The old man said something about the place no longer being safe, and led you to a different spot in the forest. The travel didn't take a while, but you were still thinking about the fight earlier that you didn't notice that the sky was already darkening. In your new temporary camp, the old man was sitting down on one end with his eyes closed - he looked like he was sleeping, but you noticed he had one of his eyes slightly opened.
You opened your mouth, but was unable to speak. No, it was more of you being unable to come up with words to say.
The old man opened both of his eyes, and deeply sighed.
"Don't think too much about it.", he said. "It was either you, or him. You just did what you had to do."
You gazed at your hands once more. You think that you've soiled your soul. That you've committed a grave sin, one which you cannot atone for. You killed a man.
You took a deep breath.
Is this how I will live from now on?, you think to yourself.
"Look, kid.", the old man called to you. "This world isn't paradise. We gotta do what we have to so we can live another day."
You already knew that you weren't in the same fantasy world like the ones you've heard and read of. You only need to adapt to it. After all, that's what mankind is all about! But wait...
Are you even still a human? For all you know, Hyzeeldar could have turned you into something else. Something completely inhuman. Of course, with Hyzeeldar coming into your thoughts, you began to think about others things. Such as who or what Hyzeeldar really is, how you can 'entertain' Hyzeeldar, if Ponnier really was just like you, etc. So many things still shrouded in mystery, so many things that you need to know just to get by. You were getting stressed out just by thinking about them. Fortunately, the old man noticed this.
He approached you.
"Alright, kid.", he said. "You seem to be thinking about a lot of things. You wanna talk about them?"
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[] Yes
- [] Talk about what?
[] No