You bite your lip, struggling to find a way to tell Elizabeth you wanted to go to your room because you want to go scream at the goddess crammed in your head that doesn't sound as crazy as that statement is. There's something in Elizabeth's smile and voice though. She seems almost motherly, like you're just the latest child to need a little help growing up. "Lead the way."
The library is oddly underwhelming compared to the rest of the house. You were expecting something that would rival New York or London, so large the only explanation for its existence would be magic. Instead, you find a much smaller room with a dozen bookshelf that stretch from floor to ceiling lining the walls. It's still impressive for a home library… you just expected more.
"Expecting the library of Alexandria were we?" Elizabeth says with a smirk as you walk in. "Don't let the size confuse you, you're looking at one of the richest collections of text in the known world."
"Let me guess. The bookshelves are magic and can pull up any text in the world at a moment's notice…" Your voice trails off as you see Elizabeth smirk at your reply. "I'm going hate that word in a couple of months aren't I?"
"Most definitely." Elizabeth replies stepping towards one of the book cases. "Journal of Elizabeth Sinclair, year mark 1783." Within seconds, an old looking leather-bound book pops out of the shelf across from her, nudging out just enough to be spotted. Picking it up, she gingerly set it down on a small writing desk in the back of the room and opened it up.
"If the discussion you are to have with Athena is the one I think it is, then I think this will help you." She says, turning to leave the room. "Just be careful about reading it out loud. Those pages are full of memories, and not all of them were good ones."
"I'll come back in a little bit to check up on you."She adds, closing the door.
You no sooner hear the click of the latch before a dull headache envelopes your head. "I was wondering when we would have this conversation." You hear Athena say. Turning around, you see the goddess in a white sleeveless dress with gold trim, though her helmet and shield are nowhere to be seen as she peruses the bookshelves.
"I thought you couldn't do that trick on command." You say, remember the last time she spoke to you outside of your head.
"In most places of the world that is true." Athena replies. "But this area has certain properties that make it easier for me to assume this form."
"Well, I was hoping you would show your face." You grumble, as you take a bit out of your food. "It'll make telling you to get the hell out of my head a whole lot easier."
"Unfortunately for you Alexa, that is a request I cannot grant even if I wanted to. Once a host is picked, the god that chooses them will only leave their body when they die."
"Just perfect." You say. "You can't even fix your mistake then."
Athena finally turns towards you. You expect to see anger or indignation towards you, but instead the goddess seems to study you like you're the horse she picked in the Kentucky Derby. "And why do you think I made a mistake?"
"Because I'm the wrong person for this." You shout, not believing that a goddess of wisdom would think an 18-year-old book worm like yourself would be the ideal candidate. "I didn't spend my life training for this. Hell, up until last night I never got into a fight before. I can't even control the powers you gave me. I'm just not ready for this."
"Tell me." Athena says as she walks up to you. "Do you think Perseus considered himself ready for the task of killing Medusa when my host assigned it to him? Or that Hercules was ready to capture Cerberus when I lent him my help? Or that Odysseus' beliefs were unwavering during his long journey to and from Troy? Do you believe me to be as short-sighted as Ares or Zeus in choosing my hosts, fawning over those solely to help them in the present?"
You try to reply but Athena cuts you off. "No, I did not become the patron of heroes by taking the easy option. I choose to forge those who would have otherwise been forgotten to history into some of its greatest names. I know you're not ready yet. But you will be, soon enough. And I can always take control when I need you until that time come…"
"The fuck you will," You shout, interrupting her. "You almost made me kill Catherine."
"And I saved your life the night before." Athena replies, her expression and tone becoming so cold. "Or did you honestly think you were fighting that battle yourself. As you said, you don't know how to fight, and you're no good to me dead. So I will do whatever it takes to keep you alive, regardless of what you may wish. If you don't want me to take control, you must learn to control my powers yourself."
"You're not the first host to deal with these problems Alexa." She continues. "Many have trouble with our presence at first."
You follow her gaze to the desk in the back of the room, where Elizabeth's Journal sits. Walking over you see that she's left it open to one of the entries. "April 23rd, 1783." You read off the top of the page.
Within seconds you realize that wasn't a good idea, and just what Elizabeth was warning you about. The library disappears, turning into a bedroom. A girl about your age sits at the desk, furiously scribbling words down in a journal as tears stream down her face. She's dressed in a scarlet riding jacket and petticoat.
Behind her, you see a women in a red spaghetti-strapped dress seem to almost phase in behind her. She has caramel skin with strong Mediterranean features and blood red eyes. Around her neck and biceps is some heavy looking jewelry bands.
"Elizabeth." The women says, causing you to gasp in shock after realizing that the girl at the desk is indeed the very women who has been helping you all day. "Is everything all right?"
"You bloody well know everything is not all right Sekhmet." Elizabeth angrily shoots back, as she shoots out of her chair. As you get a better look at the front of her shirt, you notice its splattered with something that looks like brown paint. "What I did today… what you made me do…" She begins to say, clearly distraught.
"They stole from our king," The Egyptian goddess replies, acting as if what ever happened wasn't any different from a daily chore. "Disrespected him. This could not be allowed."
"Just like you cannot be allowed to make me perform these unspeakable acts." Elizabeth shoots back. "Ever since you came into my life, it has been one atrocity after another. I've crippled friends, nearly killed my own brother, and now this." You watch as she pulls a blood-stained knife from the desk and places it against her own throat. "Tell me," she says, her voice growing incredibly calm considering what she's thinking of doing. "What is stopping me from banishing us both from this world?"
Sekhmet seems to take a step back, before chuckling like the psycho she is. "We both know that will solve little Elizabeth." She says with a smile. "I'll just choose a new host who's less particular about my methods."
Elizabeth reluctantly lowers the knife, opting instead to throw it at Sekhmet. You can see the resignation in her eyes over how hopeless her situation is.
"Not a pretty picture is it?" Elizabeth, the real Elizabeth, says approaching from behind you. "I see you read the book out loud."
"Sorry, I..." Elizabeth raises her hand, silencing your apology.
"It's all right. She says. "These books just have... properties. The water used to make the paper comes from the river Lethe."
"Isn't that the river in the underworld that erases peoples memories?" You ask her as she closes the book, turning the library back to normal.
"That's a bit of a translation issue actually." She replies, putting the book back on the shelf. "What it does is stores the memories from a person. The books act in a similar sort of way. Whatever we write in them transfers part of those memories into the paper. It's good for memories we don't want to remember unless we absolutely have too. "
"So what happened that day?" Elizabeth's head drops as you ask the question, immediately making you regret asking it.
"It was a month after I had found myself the host of Sekhmet." She says, tears welling in her eyes. " I don't remember much, for good reason. Just that a couple of boys had picked my dad's pockets and Sekhmet made me kill them. I was at the edge of my rope, so to speak, distraught over the monster I thought I was becoming. That day, Sekhmet gave me a choice. Let her finish turning me into a monster, or learn to fight back and control her."
"But enough about that." She says, putting on a reassuring smile as you stare at her speechless. "We're about to watch a double feature of Butch Cassidy and the Sundance Kid and Young Guns in the living room, and I figured you could use a laugh after today."
"How's watching a western going to..." You begin before realizing who else is there. "Let me guess. Colin knows for a fact that Butch, Sundance, and Billy all survived longer than history claims them to have."
"Now you're catching on." Elizabeth says as she leads you out of the library.
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perspective change:
[] Catherine & Eric.
[] The Dark Archer.