The shit he goes through during the series would reduce any stone-cold badass to a neurotic mess.
Is there an official list, btw ?
Something like:
- Has seen his mother be swallowed by a giant robot when he was five years old.
- Was abandoned by his father shortly after.
- Ten years later, when they met again at last, said father blackmailed him into piloting a giant robot against a Kaijiu, without any prior training.
- Fainted during the fight because his robot's head was pierced, and he
received the feedback.
- Was hit by one of his classmate for his trouble. Not to mention the guilt of having (unwittingly) sent a little girl to the hospital.
- Was
one second away from a second near-death experience during his next fight.
- Very nearly saw a fellow pilot die during the next attack.
- During the following weeks, was constantly taunted and belittled by an abusive roommate.
- Was forced to witness his own robot inflicting crippling damages to one of his few friends. Heck, it's as if he did it with his very own hands since the nerves connections wasn't broken.
- Watched powerless as a fellow pilot committed suicide to save his life.
- Watched powerless as another fellow pilot was mind-raped and emotionally ruined.
- Was forced to killed a new friend who was trying to help him overcome his traumas.
EDIT:
- Was swallowed by a shadow-shaped monster and very nearly died
again.
- Was
disintegrated within his own robot and only lived thanks to a miracle of sort.
And that's only what I can remember of the 24 first episodes.