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Mycelium Roots

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Well I will wait patiently until you can post again, and will be very happy when you do, but please take care of yourself and your health first.

We love you!
 
He who is without sin cast the first stone
I'm a sinner with his own baggage, why should I heckle you for being in the same boat
 
All I can say is thank you for providing such wonderful content even while suffering through this. Your health is always more important. Please take all the time you want and need, we'll be here when you get back.
 
Take the hiatus for as long as you need man and we will support you for however long it takes. Take care of yourself first and foremost.
 
You need to stop being mean to my friend. You're the only person I've known across three forums whose standing in my eyes has only risen after I stopped being a dumb child and I hope you may one day come to respect yourself as much as I respect you.
 
I'm glad that you've got a lot more clarity on what's causing you to feel so shitty. I'm also glad that you know what its going to help. I'm sad that you have to wait for 6 months. All in all this is extremely good news. Whether or not you create before you get the meds you need, or even afterwards, is fine. Do what you need to do and what you want to do. If you keep creating, I'll keep enjoying what you create. Yes, I like what you create.
 
Hey, look on the bright side - if the RL issue causing delays is a lack of medication that needs 6 months to fix then you're doing a lot better than all the content creators who've found that they can't get their juices flowing due to covid and the other 2020-the-hell-year stuff simply because your medication/June will probably arrive before everything finishes blowing over.

For all the patience it's taken to get this far, there's just as much left in the tank - so don't worry about letting people down when the finish line is just in sight.
 
Dexexe1234 said:
and because I have found the bastard as a whole I know specifically what can be done to deal with it, but the system I live in in denmark means I gotta wait until June to get the actual help I need, which is medicine.
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Well, on the whole sounds like good news! When I started reading this sentence I was worried you were going to say something like 'the healthcare won't give me what I need' or similar. So on the one hand, it's a 6 month wait, which sucks. On the other, it sounds like things are making progress, and that's a good thing (especially for health issues in Covid times).

Take time if you need. I'll be here. Waiting. :drevil:
 
Dexexe1234 said:
and because I have found the bastard as a whole I know specifically what can be done to deal with it, but the system I live in in denmark means I gotta wait until June to get the actual help I need, which is medicine.
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It sounds like good news that there seems to be a solution in the near future.
I wish you all the success you can get:smile:
 
Dexexe1234 said:
might as well put it into words here so people know why im being a lazy piece of shit like always:

I found the problem! I am pretty sure I have my actual problems locked down and correctly parsed! The problem is its:

ADHD subtype RSD with Childhood Trauma + Emotional Trauma leading to anxiety evasive personality disorder and chronic depression.
Which is a fucking bastard of a sentence.

and because I have found the bastard as a whole I know specifically what can be done to deal with it, but the system I live in in denmark means I gotta wait until June to get the actual help I need, which is medicine.

I cannot self medicate this off, I cannot "willpower" my way through the ocean of executive dysfunction that it kicks off whenever I try to start drawing.

I can just sit in impotent silence as I can do nothing because the things I need to become minimally able to do things is half a god damn year away and I just continue to wait.

And wait.

and wait.
and wait
and wait
and wait
and wait
and wait
and wait
and wait
and wait
and wait
and wait
and wait
and wait

an act that is essentially just "this is my entire life.

so if everything continues to be on hiatus for half a fucking year?

That's why.

You are now all free to hate me and call me the worst being in existence. It is honestly fucking deserved.
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I know firsthand how debilitating mental illness can be, so there's no chance of that.

While the specifics of your case are specific to you, you are one of many to have suffered in a similar fashion. It can help to try to think about the care and courtesy you might extend to another who had problems similar to yours, and to try to treat yourself with the same gentleness that you would that person.
 
hello everyone, im here again with yet another redirection of sorts.

I've been trying my hand at my usual artistry but without the reader input, making my work user fiction instead of a quest. You can find the beginning of me posting my work over here: The Ashlar Knells.

As for Mycelium Roots, This is a good story but also I am trying my god damn hardest to be able to create at least something, and AK is what i've been tinkering with since November last year.

There is only the OP right now and I will post the rest of the altogether 17 "pages" I got daily until I run out.

I hope you enjoy, thank you for taking the time to read this.
 
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