[X] I'm a wizard, Danny!
[x] You tell your dad everything—magic, your past life, and the fact you just completed a ritual to embolden you at school.
[x] Meditate on your past life.
-[x] soul change?
[x] Go shopping (or pillaging) for reagents.
-[x] to the shore for seashells, sand, saltwater, polished glass, metal from the hulks, and anything that seems significant.
-[X] graveyard for flowers, dust from the crematorium, a chip of stone from a hero's grave, and misc.
[x] Explore your abilities.
-[x] magic up some future reagents
[x] Do something else.
-[x] buy a hidden camera to wear to school.
"Dad," you say haltingly. "I ... I think we should go inside for this talk."
Your dad looks at you, and actually sees you. Thoughts flash behind his eyes, too many to understand. Eventually, he nods and turns back inside.
You let go of a breath you didn't know you were holding. Flute, anklet, and poem book in hand, you head in to meet your fate.
Your your lips quirk upward at the dramatic undertones of your thoughts. Shaking your head, you go to your room to grab your sweatshirt, and then head downstairs with it, your flute, and the anklet. You find your dad sitting at the kitchen table. You notice how tired he looks—bags under his eyes, his slouched demeanor, and the faint tremor in his hand as he pours himself a cup of tea. You smile as you smell your favorite brew.
Your dad looks confused at the assortment of items you have in hand, but remains silent. You sit down, take a long sip from the teacup in front of you, then begin to speak.
You tell your dad everything. You start with the relentless bullying you've faced, the fact that your teachers has done nothing, and how it culminated in being stuffed in a locker. You then move on to how you woke up in the hospital with memories of another life. You tell Danny what little you've managed to remember through your meditations, and of the rituals you've enacted. After demonstrating the toughness of your sweatshirt, you play your song on your flute.
Your dad remained silent throughout your entire explanation, though you could tell that he had to rein himself in several times. He blinks away the tears that sprung up from listening to you play again, and finally speaks.
"First things first. Are you sure you're actually a, a magical crafter, and not just a Parahuman? There are Parahumans whose powers have affected them ..."
While you want to instantly deny the possibility, you make yourself consider the question from his perspective. After half a minute of thought, you answer.
"It's not impossible. I've done my research, and nothing on the internet even hints at a Parahuman having memories of past lives. Dauntless has a power that is similar to mine in effect, but his works at a single touch, not through complicated rituals. Tinkers all work on scientific methods, not by combining conceptual narratives.
"I guess what I'm saying is that while I could be a Parahuman, the only thing that points towards it is the fact that I can do things other people can't. If we really wanted to be sure, we could get a brain scan done. I've read that capes all have an additional lobe in their brain that controls their powers. That brings me to my next topic though."
You look your dad straight in the eyes and speak intently.
"Dad, I don't want you to go to the PRT or tell anyone that I have powers, Parahuman or not."
Your dad closes his eyes, draws in a deep breath, then slowly lets it out. You can tell that he's clenching his fists under the table. Finally, he replies.
"Taylor. I could understand if you didn't want to join the Wards. I wouldn't like it, but I would understand. But the PRT are there to help people understand their powers, and it sounds like your powers more than anyone's require safe exploration."
"That's the thing," you interrupt. "Having past memories of what works and, more importantly, what won't work, means that I don't need to have a plethora of scientists trying to analyze my abilities. Not only is that the wrong way to use magic, but with the number of people who would know about my powers, I have no doubt that it would be a matter of days before someone I didn't want to know would find out.
"Let's make a deal. Let me explore my abilities for a month without telling anyone. I'll keep you informed on what I do, and give you veto power. After a month, we'll talk again."
Your dad rubs his brow, and then places his hands on the table and looks at you.
"If we don't tell anyone, then there will be rules that you follow. You won't do any of your rituals outside of our house and our backyard. You won't go out and be a hero, or try to set up a business until I give permission. If at any time I think that this is too dangerous, then we will go to the PRT or the Protectorate together. Finally, you will keep me informed on what is going on at school. Taylor, I, I can't afford to lose you too. If being safe at school requires joining the Wards so you can transfer to Arcadia, then that's what will happen.
"In exchange, I'll help you get, reagents, I think you called them. We'll work together at this. I'm sorry that you didn't feel like you could tell me about what was going on at school, but I'll try and trust you."
You nod your head vigorously, as tears fall from your eyes. Your dad smiles for the first time tonight, and comes over to give you a hug. It feels good, and you know everything is going to be alright. Emotionally spent, your father and you go and sit on your couch in companionable silence. Eventually, you drift off to sleep, your head on your father's shoulder.
The next morning, you wake up in your bed. You can hear your dad moving around in the kitchen downstairs. Changing into a fresh set of clothes, you head down and sit at the table. Your dad, in the middle of making breakfast, looks over his shoulder at you.
"I was just about to wake you up." He flips a couple of pieces of bacon, then hesitantly adds, "so, magic?"
You smirk, and say, "yeah, magic."
Your dad lets out a sigh of relief.
"Thank god. I woke up this morning, and almost decided last night was a dream."
You dad pauses in his cooking, and turns around.
"I meant to ask this last night, but we didn't quite get to the topic. I know I haven't seen Emma around in a couple years, but even if she isn't your friend anymore—"
"She's one of them," you blurt out. "She's the one who leads the entire group into bullying me."
You dad's grip on the spatula tightens, a grim look on his face.
"Damn that girl," he mutters. "Taylor, I said that I would trust you, but I can't just sit around and do nothing while my daughter is shoved into lockers by her former best friend!"
By the end of the sentence, your dad is practically yelling. He visibly stamps down on his anger, and seems smaller than ever.
"Please, just tell me what I can do to help."
Your first reaction is to tell your dad that you can handle it, but you know that isn't what he needs to hear right now. Remembering an idea that you had earlier, you ask your dad a question.
"Could we get a hidden camera or something to get proof of what she's doing?"
"I can't see how that would work," your dad says as he shakes his head. "We're a two-party consent state, so any hidden attempt to record a conversation would just open us to getting prosecuted. We couldn't even use it to persuade Alan to control Emma, as he would just take it as a threat and react accordingly.
"Maybe, just maybe, we could take it to the school board and get your principle replaced, but I have no idea if that would work. Taylor," your dad begins hesitantly, "could you use your powers to help somehow? I know you made that anklet to help you get through the school day, but I want you to not be bullied, not just persist through it. Maybe some sort of item that would make people not notice you?"
You consider what your dad had to say. After some thought you tell your dad:
[] You want to try recording the bullies at work.
-[] Write in what you do with the recording.
[] You want to create an artifact to prevent the bullying.
-[] Write in a ritual to perform.
[] Write in a response.
Serious conversation over with, you tell your dad what you have planned for the next couple days. Today, you plan to explore the city and try and gather reagents for future use, and tonight you will meditate. Tomorrow, you'll prepare basic materials and implement the plan you decided on. Your dad agrees with your plans, and tells you that he will see what scraps he can collect through his connections at the Dockworker's Union. He's sure that he can gather iron shavings, and maybe other more rare materials as well.
Feeling like part of functional family for the first time in a while, you head out to the city. Starting at the Boardwalk and its beaches, you start filling your backpack with materials. You fill three jars with sea water, sea foam, and sand. A perfect skipping rock goes into your pack as you imagine making boots of water-walking. You don't manage to find any rarer shells, but five perfect sand dollars get neatly wrapped up and placed in your bag.
You spend a little while longer on the beach, but only manage to find some seaweed and driftwood. As the day gets later, the nearby boardwalk begins to fill up with people. A sudden thought occurs to you. You've wandered the boardwalk before, but not from the perspective of a crafter.
You head up off the beach, and start looking for shops that may contain good reagents. A seashell and rock collector's store stands out, as well as a New Age store that advertises fortune telling. Both would likely be expensive, but you know that different types of stone have different meanings, even if you don't know what they are.
You have just passed the New Age store when motion in an alleyway catches your eye. Behind the store, an employee comes out with a cracked crystal ball, about to throw it into a dumpster. Your eyes widen, and you run forward.
"Hey! Are you throwing that away?"
The 30-some-year-old woman looks up in surprise.
"Uh, me?"
You nod, slightly out of breath. Maybe you should take up running?
The woman blinks, and answers absently, "yes, but I don't see why anyone would want it. You could cut yourself on the crack. Madam Rosmerta knocked it over while telling a fortune, and—"
"Art," you interrupt. "I want it for an art project I need to do for school! Please?"
You attempt to make puppy eyes. Either your eyes worked, or the woman just didn't want to go through the effort of opening the dumpster, because she hands it over after telling you that if you hurt yourself, it would be your own fault.
You practically skip along after that. You're sure you could come up with several different uses for the cracked crystal ball, as a reagent for invisibility, un-notice-ability, or as a device to hinder fortune telling. You soon return to a more somber mood as you reach your next destination.
The original graveyard for Brockton Bay has long been surrounded by the city, but still exists. You wander through the lightly wooded area, and gather what reagents you can find. A freshly fallen limb of a pine tree, a couple of mushrooms that you'll have to look up online, a chip of the tombstone of the first mayor of Brockton Bay, and a little dirt from above the oldest grave site. You casually eye one of the larger crypts, but figure you would have to return at night with a way to enter the locked building if you wanted anything from inside.
You also gather a collection of cuttings from various plants, but nothing of any particular importance. Finally, with the sun going down, you return home with your prizes from the day. You enjoy a simple meal with your dad, and head up to your room to meditate when your dad interrupts.
"Taylor, do you think I could watch you meditate, at least this once?"
You consider, and answer, "sure."
You sit in the middle of the living room, and turn your focus inwards to your soul. It's surprising easy to ignore your dad staring at you from the couch. You attempt to fall into a memory, only to be bounced out. You blink once in surprise, and then try again, but slowly.
You can feel the memory that you are trying to see, but a barrier of some sorts prevents you from reaching it. Instead, you try to observe how the memory connects to your soul. As you do, a different memory appears before you. Hoping to gain some hint of what was going on, you begin to remember...
"Da? Why don't we enchant ourselves, so we don't have to carry around so many artifacts at once?"
Your da stills before continuing with his carving.
"Well, little Tali, some people do enchant themselves, but there are several downsides. One, humans tell the strongest stories. Without a ritual that can match or overcome the intrinsic story of the self, the ritual won't work. Two, any ritual on a living body can't be passive. It must have some sort of action or situation that activates it. The third reason is the most important, though."
Your dad stops his work, and looks you straight in the eye.
"If you aren't careful, the ritual will affect your soul instead of your body. Your body is merely the means by which a soul interacts with the story that is our world. The soul, though, is what interprets the story, and decides what it means to you. If you change your soul, you risk changing how you perceive reality, and how reality perceives you. If a man changes his soul to not recognize failure, then he will never fail when interacting with the world. By changing your soul, you do more than change yourself, and change what you can interact with.
"Talia. I want you to promise me that you will never attempt to change your soul. If you fail, you will merely die. If you succeed, you risk becoming something even more inhuman than a Living Spirit. Promise me, Talia."
You're not sure what your da just said, but it sounded important. You nod your head.
"Mmhmm. I promise, da!"
You wake, and think. Your dad has left, and you see that you have been meditating for several hours. You couldn't figure out what you did to your soul, but it seems that you somehow changed how reality affected you.
Suddenly anxious, you hurry and go get ready for bed. Tomorrow, you and your dad will implement your plan for school, and you will have to decide what you want to do in the near future regarding magic. You can talk to your dad about your soul tomorrow, after you've had a chance to sleep on the matter.
Choose two!
[] Meditate on your past life.
-[] Write in on a specific topic you wish to focus on.
[] Explore your abilities.
-[] Write in what you wish to attempt.
[] Do something else.
-[] Write in.
(QMN: I was planning on having this update be the whole weekend, but it just didn't happen. Hopefully the Danny/Taylor interactions seem realistic. The next update will include Sunday (preparing for school, one of the above choices, and preparing basic reagents that we didn't get to today) and Monday (school, aftermath, and the second of our two choices). After this next update, I'll try and include more time per update.)