Episode 2 - 4
Shinobu Oshino
Kiss-shot Acerola-orion Heart-under-blade
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- Unseen Horizon
Questions flood into your mind one by one. Even after only being a magical girl for a little less than a day, you had run into what could be factored as an 'anomaly'. Aside from your own situation, of course. The important part was how to go about asking the questions that piqued your curiosity.
"How, exactly, did you end up inside of that witch?" You ask.
"The same way witches claim all of their other victims." She says with a heavy sigh.
You legitimately didn't know how witches caught their targets. In your case, you haphazardly wandered into the barrier; you had assumed that was the usual method. That apparently wasn't the case. There were probably episodes of people wandering in, but it was safe to assume that it wasn't the norm. If witches are creatures of despair, then it would make sense they would seek it out. Given the witch's methods, what did consuming despair entail? What did it look like?
"So the witch caught you?" You ask, tilting your head.
"Yeah. I wasn't feeling great, so I got caught up in my own head." She frowns, recalling the memory. "Heard whispers of 'dying a glorious death' and what other rubbish the witch felt like filling my head with."
Lexi's eyes drift between the windows, to Madoka, then back to you. Her gaze was unfocused and distant, as if she were still trapped in a hazy dream. She hugs her legs close to her chest, resting her chin between her knees.
"Felt like I was a prisoner in my own body." She says. "No matter what I did, it was hopeless."
"That's awful." Madoka frowns. "The witch possessed you, Lexi?"
"That's a good way of putting it." She clenches her hand. "I couldn't do anything but watch."
"So, the witch possessed you, and you ended up inside of the barrier." You redirect the conversation. "Is that when the witch attacked you?"
"Attack? No, it … devoured me."
You stay silent. Madoka didn't know anything about the circumstances surrounding Alexus. As far as she knew, she was a girl that was saved during the witch attack.
"I was definitely eaten, and I definitely died."
"You died?" Madoka asks. "But…?"
"I did. It's not the first, and it won't be the last." Lexi's body shivers.
Madoka opens her mouth to speak, but the words don't come. She looks to you for support. You were at a loss, but your sister wanted you to take point.
"So, wait a second, if you die, you come back?"
Lexi slowly nods.
Then, another question came to mind. One that you were afraid to ask. Was Lexi taken in by the witch barrier the same day Mami had come across it? There was a small glimmer of hope that was the case, but asking the question meant opening that box. It meant confirming a new fear. Your guilty conscience compels the question.
"Do you remember when the witch attacked you?"
"... What's today's date?" Lexi asks, sweat dripping from her brow.
"I-it's the 30th of September." Madoka holds her phone out toward Lexi, showing the screen.
"I lost a month." She hangs her head. "Well, that figures."
"That figures? That's all you have to say? You were in there for a month!" You stand up from the bed.
"I already told you. It wasn't the first time, it won't be the last." Lexi shakes her head. "It's not a big deal."
"Not a big deal?" You bite your lip. "You died, came back, and died again how many times?"
"I stopped counting a long time ago." Lexi shrugs. "Why are you getting so worked up?"
"You know what? I don't know." Your shoulders droop as you collapse onto the bed. "I don't know. Just, the idea of dying once is…"
"Scary." Madoka places a hand on your shoulder. "It's not something you should talk about lightly, Lexi."
"I'm not." She grumbles. "It's just how things are for me. It's why I keep saying not to worry about me. It's not just me trying to make you feel better or whatever, I genuinely mean it."
She couldn't die. You saw her beaten body and her spilt blood. But, what was the reason? A contract was made, there was no other explanation. The result of the wish had granted her the ability to cheat death. It wasn't her wish, since she wasn't a magical girl, so it was someone close to her.
"Someone made a wish for you, didn't they?" You meet Lexi's eyes.
"Yeah." Lexi laughs. "They did. A poorly worded one at that."
"Poorly worded?" Madoka asks. "What did they wish for?"
"Well, a simple 'heal me' would have sufficed, but…" Her words drag on. "I don't want to get into it, but the words 'not allowed to die' and 'forever' were a part of the wish."
"Forever?" You repeat the words, trying to make sense of what you just heard. "Wait, that means that…"
"Bingo." Lexi grins. "It's a combo deal. I can't die, and I won't change."
"Wait, so when you mentioned drinking alcohol..." You mumble. It was starting to make sense.
"Yep." Lexi's head hits the pillow.
"W-wait." Madoka parses the conversation. "How old are you, Lexi?"
"I dunno." She shrugs. "Oh, actually, are you thinking about becoming a magical girl, uh… Madoka?"
"I-I was."
"If you do, don't waste your wish on me."
"W-what?" Madoka blinks.
"You guys are grilling me and getting all bent out of shape for a complete stranger." Lexi narrows her eyes. "You're kind of easy to read. It's my lot in life, not yours. If you're going to make a wish, make it count. Don't make it more of a zero-sum game than it already is."
"Zero-sum game?" You quirk a brow.
"Hope and despair always balance out." Lexi huffs. "Though, sometimes, you aren't so lucky and end up paying for someone else's wish. It's not fair, but it's the way things are."
"Yeah, Madoka, you're right, she does sound like Mama." You glance your sister.
"Come on." Lexi leans forward. "I'm just trying to share my experiences here."
"Lexi." Madoka interjects. "Where are you staying right now? Do you have any family members looking after you?"
"No. I'm practically home--" Lexi pauses. "No. Stop that."
"Stop what?"
"Stop probing me."
"Oh, I'm sorry." Madoka averts her gaze.
"... Dammit. Okay, I'm not 'homeless', per se. I'm crashing in the industrial district."
"The industrial district?" You emphasize the words with a sigh. "It's full of nothing but factories and abandoned warehouses."
"Yep. With a little elbow grease, a ware house can feel a little like home."
Over the course of the conversation, your curiosity had changed to sympathy, then from sympathy to pity.
Was there anything you could honestly do for her? She said not to be concerned, but knowing that this girl will likely wander into another witch barrier didn't sit well with you. Losing a month of time wasn't a big deal for her, but what if next time it was longer? Two months? Six? A year? The thought was sad, regardless if she cared or not.
If there was something you could do, it was ...
[_] … she said not to worry about her, so just leave her be, as annoying as that might be. Just continue focusing on your own goals and your own life.
[_] … ask Sayaka if she could keep her for a while, considering her parents are out so often. It might not go through, but it's better than not trying anything.
[_] … help her find a job anywhere that would be willing to hire her. This might be difficult, but it could be doable?
[_] … ask Mami if she would be willing to look after her. Momo and her might get along, so it's worth asking.
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