Stumbled unto this thread, and liking the basic idea.... however I became lost as the pages went on along the way.
Suddenly got inspired to write a short snip sticking close to the original premise, so here goes a sloppy one:
(This particular snip kinda assumes WoWS receives a built-in voice chat feature in the future)
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Our Victory Is In Sight!
So says the game announcer, which was odd considering the screen just blurred, and the post-battle scoreboard has already appeared. Well, who says the game didn't have its quirks...
[21:46]LGear: Despite that we won it. Good work partner.
[21:46]NotMisato [FOG]: Arigato, aibou~
It was only a year ago that I got into World of Warships, and found myself completely enjoying the complete change of pace and playstyle from my previous Wargaming MMO, World of Tanks. While I'd like to think of myself as a serious player hellbent on getting the most out of the game (My wallet still cries at that last purchase of the South Dakota), my playstyle is quite casual and I daresay whimsical: sometimes I play cautiously playing to my strengths, sometimes I charge in front going YOLO and giving a lucky player his First Blood award. I had my greatest hits and my worst losses, just like everyone gamer out there. The one thing that always stayed the same was my penchant for being the lone wolf. Sure I do have some friends I division with from time to time, but otherwise I prefer to go at it solo, in my own comfortable pace.
That changed quite early on when during a most memorable match, when I met a Shoukaku driver who was slinging torpedoes nonstop at my Aoba like it was a Touhou game, with harbingers of death coming in from all angles and directions. Through blind luck driving like a bat out of hell, not only did I manage to evade them all while they passed within a hair's width of me, but I managed to kill said carrier with my own well-placed (if I say so myself) torps.
Said player by the name of NotMisato took me up in chat to ask me how I did that. I initially thought this was yet another of those "report you cheater h4xx" type players who love to think I was cracking the game or something because they can't accept that they lost. To my surprise, NotMisato not only praised my skill (heh), but also invited me to div up with him.
Why not I thought, and after a few games - some won, some lost - I called it a night. They may have been average games then, but for some reason playing with him was both fun and instructive: he actually did communicate on our attack plans, and he was good enough to call me out on whatever stupidity I was about to do without resorting to the usual netspeak. In turn I made sure to watch his back at all times, and keep marauding hopeful DD's and CA's from taking him out, since he insisted on playing carriers no matter what Tier. Even among friends it was rare to have that much communication in a match, and though they weren't successful most of the time that feeling of being among competents was a very satisfying thing.
It was perhaps that feeling that made me accept his div invitation the next day, where we continued on the rapport we established previously. And the day after that, and the day afterwards. On the fourth day high on some well earned victories I was the one who invited him to a div.
I never did that before, usually I'd let someone else do that and I only went along for the ride.
And so this went on for months, and before I knew it NotMisato had become an indispensable part of my WoWS experience, someone who playing the game feels just less fun without. Even when managing to draw out fantastic victories, if he wasn't there it felt quite hollow. At first our topics of conversation in the game's private chats always related to our latest battle tactics, or planning some experimental new strategy that would either win our game or see our asses kicked. I didn't realize when it happened, but soon we were both talking about each other's personal lives, sharing whatever gripes and problems with the world we currently may have, of which it seemed both of us had many. I knew he was Japanese and was somewhat miffed at the lack of respect his friends seemed to have of him, and how he wanted to look better in front of his beloved
senpai. My own problems mostly involved the painful stuff that happened at work and the strange happenings I sometimes encounter as a postie. I'd give him advice on what he might do to earn his colleague's respect, and he'd give me pointers on how to make my work easier.
Sometimes we'd chat for so long that we forget we were supposed to be playing the game. This is WoWS, not Y!Messenger dangit! Yet both of us did it anyway.
If there was one person in the entire world I could honestly call a bro, it'd be NotMisato.
That view though was challenged on the aftermath of this particular match...
[21:47]NotMisato [FOG]: So that was the legendary Haku! The way she maneuvered those planes were amazing, I couldn't keep up
[21:48]LGear: No shit. All our flak didn't seem to phase her one bit!
[21:48]NotMisato [FOG]: Hazukashii-na mou, I got reduced to being a floating AA platform again.
[21:49]LGear: You did make a nice AA platform though, you got more airplane kills than me and I'm was cruiser there
[21:49]NotMisato [FOG]: Haha
[21:49]LGear: Seriously though, that was some amazing flak output and dodging you got there, maybe you can do more damage to enemy carriers without your planes!
[21:50]LGear: NotMisato the Anti-Aircraft Destroyer, got a nice ring to it.
[21:51]NotMisato [FOG]: baka
I switched to using a Cleveland and waited for his ready signal, only to discover that he'd logged off. I initially thought it was a disconnection error or something, so I waited for him to get back online so we can get to the next match.
He never returned that day. And the day after, and the day afterwards.
When his named lit up on the fourth day, I immediately messaged him.
[20:20]LGear: Hey, whatsup?
[20:25]LGear: Hello?
[20:28]LGear: NotMisato?
I tried sending him a division invite, while I played my own solo game. It expired when I got back from an early death.
[20:35]LGear: Very funny man, what's this about?
It was rare for me to be absolutely livid about anything on the net, as usually I'd just occupy myself with something else.
But this was starting to piss me off.
[20:35]LGear: Seriously, just tell me something, anything.
[20:35]LGear: Was it something I said? Please man
I didn't know why I was acting like this for a person who by all rights should be no more than a digital existence to me.
[20:36]LGear: Didn't you say we should be in constant communication when we have problems with our game?
[20:36]LGear: There's a very big problem with our game right now
[20:36]LGear: Our game
[20:36]LGear: Me and you
[20:36]LGear: I know I can be socially clueless and something of a dick sometimes, but I won't know unless you tell me
[20:36]LGear: I don't know the game plan for this
What was the last thing I said to him before he logged off?
[20:38]LGear: Was it that carrier comment? I know Air-Defense Destroyer sounds lame, but it's silly to think this is because of that.
I'm pissed off. But more at myself than him. I don't like pushing the blame unto others unless proven it is, and because he left after that message I'm quite certain it is my fault.
Mostly though, for some reason I couldn't find it in myself to stay angry with him at all. Normally I would've already gone ballistic at this point... then again I never made someone get mad at me to the point of ignoring me, let alone a friend, a bro. Part of me treacherously thinks that if that's what NotMisato wants, then I'll just let him. I'll just find someone else to platoon with...
... No. It wouldn't be right. It wouldn't be the same, not without him.
I really didn't know what to do at that point. I don't know what he's thinking over the screen, and I don't know if he's even reading my messages.
There must be a way to get him to talk about this...
Talk...
The Voice Chat function.
The thought kind of petrifies me for a moment. I am not confident of how I sound online given some bad experiences with VOIP, and I prefer the thoroughness of text to the fleetingness of voice.
But I've trusted the guy enough for this long to let this get in the way. I can't let it. I won't.
My fingers hovered over the talk button, my pride wrestling with my courage at what I should do. In the first place, what do I say anyway?
Screw this, YOLO.
"Look man... NotMisato?" I hoped I pronounced that right, "I know you can hear me. I just want to say I'm sorry alright? I know I don't know that much about you, but maybe I shouldn't have run of my mouth- I mean hands... aaah whatever it is, I just want to say... I'm sorry. It just ain't the same without you."
In hindsight, I wish I had said more, but there was no time to think of eloquence.
My vision blurred that time, and my eyes felt cold. Didn't know why.
The silence that followed was deafening.
[20:48]NotMisato [FOG]: Don't be sorry please that was childih of me.
[20:48]NotMisato [FOG]: *childis
[20:48]NotMisato [FOG]: *childish
[20:48]LGear: Childish?
[20:49]NotMisato [FOG]: English is so hard but you are not at fault
I couldn't stop smiling at this point. How novel...
[20:49]NotMisato [FOG]: You don't know me, so you couldn't have known. It was foolish of me to act this way. I'm sorry. hontou ni gomenasai.
[20:49]NotMisato [FOG]: gomenasai
[20:49]NotMisato [FOG]: gomenasai
"Stop that please. If we both keep saying sorry, we'll accomplish nothing." I chided over the mic. I released any pent-up feelings with an audible sigh. "I'd rather hear more about you so this doesn't happen again, and I can tell you more about myself as well. If we can just talk like we normally do, I hope that'd be an apology for the both of us,
ne?" I tried saying reassuringly, adding the tic at the end to lighten the tone.
For a while, the lack of reply begins to unnerve me. The longer it went, the more my doubts began to crept in more.
"Wakarimashita. I hope we can start over again,
aibou."
I couldn't describe the feeling that swept over me hearing NotMisato's voice for the first time. Relief? Or perhaps, discovery?
Even for someone like me though, the words I heard just felt so... sincere, and so ladylike that...
Wait a second
"... a woman?"
"...
Hai."
...Fuck.
"I'm sorry.... I always thought you were a dude all this time, I kept introducing you to everyone as a guy, I didn't know-"
NotMisato....
she laughed at that.I didn't want to describe I with words like "angelic voice clear like a bell"... but it totally was.
"It's so nice to finally hear your strange sense of priority...
hontou ni...honestly, I missed that. "
"Yeah, I missed me too."
I think I could get used to hearing her laugh, perhaps I should find more ways to coax that out of her.
Okay, so NotMisato turns out not to be a bro... But I have an agreement to sort out, and as the one who proposed it I should take the lead.
"Since we agreed to share more about each other... Emmanuel. It's the only name I have that's not lifted from both parents, and would like to be called that thanks."
"
De wa... my name is Katsuragi, nice to meet you!"