--Togashi Izu
The enigmatic Izu, an Ise Zumi who was...okay a terrible monk. He drank, he flirted, he got more action than you did...but he had a good heart you think, somewhere under that ironic exterior of his. Perhaps more importantly from a callous point of view, he could punch through stone with his bare hands and had a lot latitude in what he could and could not do.
That a part of you admired his rippling physique, and green eyes was neither here nor there. You didn't know him well, but you had a month to figure that out right? With that thought in mind you turn over and go to sleep.
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One week later
The sounds of music fill the air, as the smell of fried food makes you way more hungry than you should be. You're sitting in a booth at the 'Iron Mountain Bar' it promises the complete Crab experience for the low low price of a couple of zeni. You sip what claims to be 'authentic Cherry Blossom style Sake' if this is authentic you understand why the Crane burned that place down back in the century of chaos.
Oh you can't be too upset, sure the whole rocky pillars look doesn't work for you, but the food is filling, and the sake gets you drunk and you haven't wanted to take the biwa player's weapon and tried to beat him to death with it. Not like you almost did in the last bar you hung out with Izu in. In your defence the man was trying to murder the concept of music.
Speaking of, the man sits down across from you again, his face a little red from the handprint.
"Togashi-sama, are you alright?"
"Kuni-san apparently just got betrothed, alas." He says easily.
You nod, and take more of that sake. It's always the same with him, after the shift is over, he goes out and attempts to persuade someone into his bed. Never you, because mixing duty with pleasure never ends well according to him. But there's a sort of desperation there, that you can't quite figure out. Leaving aside that monks aren't supposed to be sleeping around, it's not like he couldn't get a lover if he wanted to. So why a different one every night?
"Megumi-san, you look thoughtful" Izu says.
"Even a ronin can think Togashi-sama." You say placing down your drink
"So can samurai but most of us don't." He replies with a smile.
"Shame about Kuni-san." You say sympathetically.
He shrugs. "I'll manage somehow. What of you, does no one in this establishment tickle your fancy?"
You almost sputter.
"Tickle my fancy?"
Izu looks guiless as he answers.
"Is that not a thing people say?"
"Not outside pillowbooks." You manage.
He gives a teasing grin.
"Megumi-san, I had no idea your tastes ran that way."
You frown.
"Ah you're trying to make me lose my train of thought."
"Is it working?" He asks.
You shake your head.
"No"
"One step on the road to enlightenment for you then." He says easily
"Well, one day I'll walk it...." you agree.
Izu sips his own sake.
"Question?"
Well now's your chance to figure him out. So you ask.
"Forgive me for the candour...but I...why this? All the Dragon I met were more..."
"Controlled? Reserved? Not out drinking and whoring everynight?" He finishes for you.
You wince internally.
"I was going to say more higher minded but that works I guess"
Izu looks down at the alcohol in his cup.
"I gave up on that a long time ago...would retire but there's no where else for me. Can't exactly become a monk when I'm already a monk."
A nod from you.
"I can see how that would be awkward."
"Alright, my turn." he says suddenly.
"Your turn?"
"You got to be candid, now's mine. If you could go back, and change your past, would you?"
[] "Yes"
[] "No"
"Perhaps that's why we can't." Izu downs his cup and rises up.
"Let's see about that new woman who just walked in..." He mutters
Well that was just odd
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One Week Later
Training is brutal with the hang overs you're starting to nurse, but Izu still takes you out fairly regularly. So as your limbs feel like lead and Jubei yells at you, you realize the beatings will continue until morale improves. Still as you again try to make your way through the rope maze without touching a single rope, last night sticks with you.
One for just how much you drank, two because that's the first time you saw Izu actually run away from a woman. She was a scorpion woman, a Soshi. (Because that's what his tastes were this week) You were prepared to watch him go home with her until suddenly, he came back and dragged you out of the bar, leaving the poor Soshi greatly confused. You went to a different bar, drank enough shochu to make you regret existing, and it all got hazy after that.
What was that? You'd see Izu hit on Matsu, for Benten-no-kami's sake so why did that Soshi spook him so? Sure she was pretty, but that shouldn't have been a problem.
"Megumi, someone's here to see you." Jubei calls out.
You gently extract yourself from the rope maze, (only half of your work out kimono is covered in paint today, progress!) and make your way towards the front of the shrine. There Izu is standing looking anxious.
Wait what?
You bow. "Togashi-sama."
"Megumi-san" He says bowing back.
"Can we talk?" He asks.
You look back at Jubei who nods.
"For a while Togashi-sama."
"Walk with me." He commands, you fall into step beside him.
Slowly you climb your way to the top of Toriyama Ward, the temple of the Jade Sun glistening in the morning light.
He's been silent the entire time.
You let out a breath of air, thank the kami that you've gained better stamina. You don't know what Izu wants but you're prepared to wait.
"So about last night..." He begins. Stops, and looks up.
"No remember that question about changing your past?"
"Hai, what of it?" You ask.
"What if you saw your past staring you in the face, how would you overcome it?" He asks.
"Is this about that Soshi?" You ask in turn.
Izu sighs running his hand through non-existent hair.
"Hai...it probably doesn't surprise you, that I had a lover once."
No, no it doesn't.
He continues out in a rush.
"She was a monk like me, we didn't mean to fall in love but it happened, we were happy, wanted to marry, you can retire from being a monk, you just...have to have a reason, we'd be monks of Benten-no-kami, or that was the plan."
"...she died?" You ask cautiously.
Izu shrugs.
"I don't know, she was going to go to court in the south to serve as an advisor for a Kitsuki...she never came back. And the Kitsuki himself didn't know what happened."
"Oh..." You say.
Well that's almost worse than having your lover die now isn't it? No sense of closure, nothing, just emptiness...that explained a lot.
Izu takes that prompt to continue.
"...and last night I saw the spitting image of her, her twin, but she didn't recognize me...I asked her about her family, she admitted to a twin...but I know the Scorpions have a thing about triplets..."
"Togashi-sama..." you begin.
He cuts you off.
"Izu, it's Izu if I'm desperate enough to talk to you about this"
Filing away that particular surprise, you ask.
"I'm honoured....but what do you want me to say?"
"I could press, I could try again with that Soshi, I could change my past...but that isn't fair to her is it? I guess...I know you've lost someone you love too. Would you if confronted by that love, try to grasp it again...or would you let it go and move on?" He asks.
What do you answer?
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(AN: Write in's that conflict with your change the past answer, will need to provide a reason for the change or it will be discarded.)