Hug Your Destiny [NSFW] - Explicit / Kink (Trans Protag)

I stretched, lifting my head up and out, flowing along the handle, and rolling my shoulders as they clarified themselves, clearing the lip of the bucket. As my horns circled my head and connected and my hair flowed out, a freshly formed hand landed on her shoulder, and I used the leverage to pull up faster, more of my body shaping itself as the surface area became available. I felt myself spilling out of the bucket, hitting the ground, and after only a moment, enough of me had pooled to begin forming my legs, and start supporting myself.

My tail flicked and waved as it stretched out from my body, and my wings unfurled, spreading wide, and using the air they caught to expand and fill in faster. I arched my back and stretched my arms high as I finished forming myself and let out a satisfied groan.

"Aaahmmmn~"

I heard several whistles and cheers, and abruptly realized I was naked in public.

My eyes widened across my body, then slowly shifted to glaring at the various gawkers as a quick shimmy had my robes falling out of my mass and settling around me.

Ignoring the mass of disappointed noises and the heated blush on my face, I focused on Akubra.

This is a really nice opening description! Lots of little mechanical details for the shifting, and how you go from slime to a body...

I was picturing her shoveling me out of the carpet, ounces at a time. My bed could hold me in place, even if I bled into the mattress in my sleep, but only because the frame was watertight.

The idea was vaguely annoying for a reason I couldn't quite place.

I forcibly imagined the shovel as purple with cute little eyes on it instead.

Much better.

Blessed shoggoth instincts again - I feel like someone is going to be budding soon.

Faust was a Monster Princess or something, maybe we could get a live-in lunch guy? That seemed like it might be possible, but who would I let in my house? They'd have to use my furniture.

I growled.

No, actually, they'd have to bring their own.

That seemed pretty impractical.

But totally necessary.

Hmmm. And here I would have thought Lyle would have insisted on people using them as furniture? But maybe not if you want to keep lunch separated out from relationships, yeah... And lyle is dismissing the idea of keeping non shoggoth beds around, I think.

"After you."

She nodded, walking ahead, but stopped in the doorway.

"Thank you for walking with me, it's not often I get to see the city."

I nodded, dumbly. Hadn't she just said she traveled all over all the time?

Lyle, you really just... don't put the pieces together, huh. :p More and more confirmation about Akubra's abilities though.

"Uh…" Wow. I'm not sure I've really processed what I've gotten myself into here in Morningwood. "Maybe? We can ask, I guess. I just… I don't want to see you let those people hurt you again."

She smiled, wide and bright. "That's sweet. You're sweet, Lyle. But… I'm not the one who's hurting. It's… it's all those girls whose Mommas are filling their heads with mean thoughts. I'm gonna find another way, for them. Then? Then I'm gonna show them what it is! It's the right way. That's what I feel in my heart."

Uh.

Wow.

This is a very sweet exchange.

"Ah! Lyle! Perfection. Welcome home, my love." She grinned at me, her teeth sharp and numerous, her mouth wide enough to do all sorts of interesting things with. "Well, to respond to your query…"

She paused.

Then grinned wider still.

"You will not have to wait long to see."

Sure, only 4 days! grumbles
 
Chapter Fourty-Five - Mightier
Whatever was going on, Faust thought it deserved quite the production. I got nervous flashbacks back to the days in town, filled with the likes of 'magi-mowing grass' and 'fire you light with your imagination'. Not because these things had gone wrong, rather the reverse. They'd gone horribly right.

It turns out magi-mowing grass is a huge allergen problem, with the tiny bits of plant matter constantly self-severing and floating into the air, and even more worryingly, that the people in town were very rarely not imagining fire, when taken as a whole population.

The combination of the two at the same time had been even more unfortunate.

It always seemed to be fire with this one.

We'd all piled into Faust's room, an uncomfortably cramped space with as many of us as there were getting to be. Faust, over by the wall, near a curtain hiding whatever 'gift' she'd be bestowing today, and Amy seated in a chair suspiciously well-sized to her. Given this was Sally's room, it was surprising to see furniture suited to anyone else making an appearance. The two had apparently gotten quite close without my notice.

Blackberry had, in a fit of honest genius and a complete misunderstanding of boundaries, just crawled right onto Sally's bed without a thought. She took up essentially no room as a result, but, well, maybe this was a Mamono thing, and I had leftover human hangups, but someone's bed seemed like the kind of place you always asked about inhabiting. Still, it worked well, and she likely had entirely different ideas about all that, given her room didn't even feature a bed, exactly.

Or maybe I was just grumpy two of my wives were using dead trees and cloth instead of something better.

Beeps was at my side, near the door. We knew from experience it was always best to have an escape route in these situations.

Charlotte, meanwhile, seemed to have taken her cue from Beeps, setting herself up on the opposite side of the door, leaning against the wall, arms crossed, and with one knee lifted high, her foot resting against the wall. I couldn't deny it looked heroic and cool, but I didn't think she could really receive her gift from there, so I doubted Faust would be satisfied.

Samael was, of course, nearby Charlotte, but not so close she could reasonably complain, in their unending, unacknowledged, and unthawingly frosty game of "I'm not touching you!' 'She's touching me!' 'I'm not touching you~!".

Sometimes I wondered what the difference between adults and children was meant to be, exactly, and if anyone actually knew.

Perhaps most worryingly though, was Akubra.

She was front and center, by far the closest to Faust, although against the left wall, so as not to block our view. She was twirling something in her fingers, it looked like a inkpen, of all things. Whatever that was about, that she was here at all had my hackles up. I'd come to love and respect her, but she never seemed to be around when things were going smoothly.

"Okay," I said, with saintly patience, "We're all here, we're all ready, and we're all waiting, Sally."

She frowned at me. Cutely, it must be said.

"So impatient. Have you no sense of gravitas?" She floated in front of the curtain, gently bobbing up and down, her tail whipping back and forth excitedly. She had, at some point, gotten a new cloak, the material higher quality than I'd yet seen on anyone, the interior lined with uncountable feathers, and she was wrapped in bandages much like Charlotte's.

The way the feathers twitched and the bandages swayed, I wondered if they were somehow alive. She'd mentioned something about that. Had she had the time yet, or was it my imagination?

Whether or not they were moving, they were covering her more completely than her old cloak had done, even if the effect left little to the imagination. I thought Charlotte ought to appreciate that at the very least, she'd made a token attempt to clothe herself.

She cleared her throat.

"Charlotte," she began, "Do you recall, some days ago, when you fought the dread Dragon, Thagolynn? That battle which shook the hearts of many, myself included in their number?"

Charlotte nodded, warily. "I don't 'shake hearts', but I also don't fight Dragons often enough to just forget one."

Had it already been that long? Last night had been her third night with us, even if the first day hadn't really counted. I needed to pick up the pace if I wanted to convince her to stay.

"What you may not know," Faust said, clearly relishing the attention, "Is that she was unsatisfied with her loss that day."

Charlotte scoffed, and Faust grinned.

"My thoughts on the matter precisely." She wiggled her hips, lightly. "No one who saw that fight could have taken anything from it other than your utter domination of her on her own terms."

She paused.

"No one, it seems, except the woman herself. Since your bout, she has been stalking the streets, interrogating those who claimed to have seen you, trying to pinpoint your location. She has not been gentle, and many an innocent Incubus or Mamono has been harmed in her pursuits. Admittedly, none beyond repair, but…"

I spoke up. "What are we doing about that? We can't leave that be."

I had a sort of magical interest in protecting Charlotte from harm, but even more than that, it wasn't right running around beating on people, and I didn't want to live in a place that allowed that kind of thing.

She smiled at me, like the old times. Like whenever I'd gotten myself to a point she was trying to lead me to, but before she'd expected.

"Indeed. Queen Twinkle Star," I noticed Charlotte as she scowled, "was not impressed with this behavior, and in one of our weekly consultations of the Founders, she sought advice and solutions from us, her court."

"Her court? Your role as the… 'Human Founder'?" Charlotte asked.

Faust frowned. "I prefer to be referred to as Majestic Nemesis or Arch Heretic, actually."

Of course you do.

"In any case." She said, "The title is essentially just that. I could likely have a fancy dress prepared, but my own sense of style is nearly incompatible with such things." She means she's basically nude all the time. "Other than our door here at the center of town, and the Queen's own ear, being a Founder is merely a matter of broad respect."

"We got a discount too!" Blackberry said.

"Ah yes." Faust said, dubiously. "The so-called 'Founder's Right'. If I ever have need of the baubles those in the city produce and sell in their free time, I shall, I'm sure, be quite pleased to obviate the need to haggle."

"Free time?" Samael asked.

"Indeed." Faust said. "Or did you think there was truly sufficient demand for artisanal crafts within one city-state that so many businesses could be sustainably run when the only customers are artists themselves? Past a certain point you might as well try to sell your leg hair. We have far fewer needs, and more free time to achieve them. Indeed, with the proper tools properly placed, a husband and wife can sustain themselves on merely the byproducts of their time together. Sustainability is admittedly not the same as comfort or luxury, but it makes an excellent foundation."

"So all those people on the street are selling their art as, like, a hobby?" I asked.

Faust frowned at me.

"I have gathered you here to present a gift, not a lecture on economics," she said, "I suspect you are stalling, my love."

Ah. Guilty.

With my questions quelled by a feeling of sheepishness, Faust cleared her throat.

"As I was saying," she continued, "Queen Twinkle Star sought our advice. The nature of Mamono is one of, unfortunately, fundamental imbalance. While those on the street are largely able to handle problems themselves or with a favor from a friend or neighbor, there is not much any but the most powerful can do against a Dragon to curtail the sorts of behaviors she was indulging in. A humble Harpy can do little more than squawk indignantly if Thagolynn were to become physical, and she had been dominating the tournament scene for some time now. Even those more inclined to fight back had likely already been shown the futility of it."

She began to pace while floating, a sort of back and forth that looked even more dramatic as her cloak and bandages twirled at each sharp turn.

"She is no fool, and avoided those more capable of tangling with her, however…" She paused. "I and the other founders are precisely the sorts of individuals most able to handle her."

Charlotte scoffed.

Faust looked at her, eyebrow raised.

"You're powerful, but you can't expect me to believe you can best a Dragon. They're on another level."

Faust smiled thinly. "For you, perhaps. I can touch her, however, and I am already dead. There is nothing left on this planet I need to fear. Even a second death would be at most a temporary setback."

Don't say it.

She took in a breath.

Oh Lord, she's going to do it.

She opened her mouth. "Don't you see, foolish hero? I am-"

Uuuugggghhhh.

"-invincible!"

We all were quiet a moment as she basked in our stunned silence. Charlotte looked completely unimpressed, luckily. We need her to be less afraid, Faust, less!

The worst thing was it was it had just enough truth to it that I knew I'd lose the argument if I started it.

Blackberry started to clap and I realized right then that at some point I'd surrounded myself with enough women more on Faust's wavelength than mine that reigning her in was likely a lost cause for the rest of our lives. I had a type, and that type was…

Well, whatever this mess was.

I squelched the weirdly horny feelings that welled up when my wife defied a bona fide Hero right in front of me and pressed on, desperate to end this before I started monologuing too.

"So, you talked to Twinkle Star," I said. "How is this related to the gift?"

She narrowed her eyes at me, but was gracious enough not to continue to revel.

"Indeed I did. Many ideas were floated from those in our meetings, from the frightening to the absurd. An artisanal sadist, requesting a rare canvas; an accomplished sculptor, a statue frozen in time; a medical prodigy, a durable shame cone."

She smiled smugly.

"But none know Twinkle Star as do I. None see what I can see, her vision of Mamonodom. Too wrapped up in their own visions of artistry to perceive the tapestry of life the Queen herself weaves. She has no interest in accepting a loss. No interest in punishing the unruly. She prefers to find a place for them, happy and productive. It is her project, her grand design. Morningwood, her greatest creation, art as alive as her own self. What was needed was not a victory of domination, but of understanding."

What did that mean?

"Dragons are proud. They do not yield in life, excepting in the rarest of circumstances. I could not guarantee such an outcome. However… Life. Life is not my domain."

She ripped the curtain back, revealing…

She laid on a metallic slab, her skin pallid and cold, her eyes closed. Her wings were folded in a chaste manner across her body, hiding what was likely a nakedness she had worn proudly in life. Her hair was brushed, braided into a crown that circled her head, her four horns jutting forward aggressively, anyone she kissed would need to be certain to hold still, lest they cut themselves on the wicked sharpness, She was tall. Strong, well built. Even unmoving, she set me on edge. To be near her was to be threatened. Thagolynn looked pretty good, all in all.

For someone with a head severed at the neck.

I looked around the room. I wasn't sure how I felt, how to deal with what I felt. I did the only thing I could, and checked on the others. After Akubra, Amy was the least surprised. If anything, she looked grimly resolved, as though she'd expected what we'd been shown. Had she found out ahead of time, or had her sense of smell tipped her off? I couldn't say. She seemed almost angry, but at whom, I couldn't say. All that was clear was that this was complicated, as far as she was concerned.

Beeps was impassive as always, though I could hear her gears whirring internally. Even she was processing what she was seeing. How could she have even accomplished this? How could she have done this? I didn't know. Beeps didn't seem to either.

Charlotte and Samael both seemed disgusted, the two mirror each other's expressions in small ways as their shared history led them to the same reaction. I got the sense that perhaps Charlotte would like very much to return her 'gift'. Not that I could blame her. What had she been thinking?

Faust, for her part, was losing her grand stature as it dawned on her that perhaps the rest of us were not enthused to be presented with a decapitated corpse. There was a little bit of self-awareness left inside that empty head of hers, then. I knew I held her soul safely inside myself, or I might, in that moment, have questioned its existence. I felt the warmth, the excitement of it grow colder, more confused.

Good.

As for Blackberry, well…

"Is… is she dead, Sally?"

Was this the first body Blackberry had seen? Had she ever had reason to see the dead before? Certainly not on display like this, like a gaudy toy. It was crushing to see her small, confused posture, the largest of us shrunk in on herself, her light not able to shine brightly enough to illuminate a mood like the one brewing here and now.

"Technically yes." Faust said, starting uncertain, but regaining steam quickly, "However, as a necromancer, to powers such as mine, death is little more than dreamless sleep. Dragons awaken as undead having tasted the flesh of other monsters in the afterlife, they are evermore much more agreeable. I have taken steps to ensure the success of the process, however."

I scoffed, or meant to.

It came out more as a growl.

"I see," I said, voice dripping with sarcasm, "Well that makes it alright, then."

She turned to look at me.

"L-lyle?"

I was boiling.

"In fact," I said, "killing people and remaking them in your image seems like a pretty great solution to all sorts of problems, Sally. Charlotte's proving hard to convince that we're all ultimately harmless, why not flip to the other end of the spectrum and prove her point? Wouldn't she be happier as a Zombie?"

Her eyes widened. "I would never-"

"What would have happened to me, Faust?" I asked, furious, stepping forward. "If I'd trusted you with my body and soul? Would you have 'taken steps to ensure the success of the process'?"

"I-I wouldn't… she's not… you're… she's no one. I… I did this to protect us! You are more important than the universe, she is nothing but a threat to those I, those we, hold dear!"

Wow.

"She's a person, Sally. She has, had, hopes, dreams, and an entire life! People who loved her like we love each other! The world shouldn't be a place where people who love each other squash people who love other people! We're not special alone, we're special together! How could you do this to someone? She's just like us! If you'd known her like you know us, how could it have been different!? She was who she was whether you knew her or not, and so am I! So is everyone! What is wrong with you?"

"I… I…" she struggled for words, her soul roiling inside me. I could feel how upset she was, but I couldn't stop myself. I was so upset. My feelings mattered too. She'd breached a level of trust so fundamental I'd never realized I'd even extended it. On some level I knew my fury was counterproductive, but I just… I just couldn't feel any other way.

"And another thing-!"

A hand alighted on my shoulder, gently, but firmly. I whipped around, not even bothering to open a new set of eyes.

It was Beeps.

No one else it could have been, really.

"Enough."

I started, surprised. Out of anyone, out of everyone, Beeps should understand this best. "Beeps, she-"

"Lyle."

I took a deep breath, forced myself to stop.

"This wasn't right." I said, finally, my back still to Faust, to the room.

"I-I… perhaps… should I simply… should I leave her, Lyle?" Faust sounded lost. "I had not intended murder. She was but to sleep, to awaken to understanding of the very ideas you describe. I… do not know what to do? If I do not resurrect her, then… what have I done?"

Amy spoke, quietly, "Maybe you should have asked that question earlier, Faust. Back at the café?"

There was silence for a moment.

Charlotte spoke next. "Why did you think I would want this?"

Faust spoke again, her voice slightly unsteady. "I thought… I thought, to remove a threat, to provide you a loyal guard, one which would obey you absolutely. Give you power equal to nearly any monster at your fingertips, but without any corruption. I thought to level the playing field, to soothe discomfort. I have… I had… I prepared things such that she should be able to protect you, envelop you as a Will-o-the-Wisp does unto her lover, safe within a cage of bone and fire, to give unto you her head, brought to heel with the insignias of a Jiang Shi, placed upon her forehead. Absolute authority over a creature such as this, no one could make you any safer under your own power. I thought to provide Samael a sexual outlet, that you two could speak again without fear. I had thought to teach this creatu- this woman the same joys I have come to value, I thought she too, would be happier, as I am."

She paused.

"I thought you would be pleased?"

Dammit, Sally. Sometimes you think too much.

"I see." Charlotte said. She looked surprisingly more conflicted than I'd expected. "I… I understand why you did what you did, Sa- Faust."

She does?

"You do?" Faust asked.

Charlotte wore a solemn expression, Samael gazing at her from behind, forlornly. She looked like someone seeing a place where their home had once been, before a fire took it in the night. Unable to separate the lifetime of good memories from the moment of horror.

"Protecting the people that matter from harm." She said. "It's why I do what I do. I protect those who can't protect themselves from the things they couldn't prevent, even with their last breath. It's why I've slain so many. It's why I'll fight you all for my freedom in five days' time. It's not something, though…"

She looked directly at Faust with something closer to kinship than I'd yet seen.

"You have to understand; violence is not a gift. It's not something that can be a gift, Sally. The gift is a non-violent solution, they're so very few in our lives. Violence is our curse, Sally. The last thing we should ever do, when all else fails and other action would only irrevocably harm. It's too easy to become something irredeemably awful, even keeping to that ideal. Was this something you had to do? Was there really no other way? With all your power?"

Sally took in a breath, opened her mouth, but then looked away, breaking her gaze.

Charlotte, if anything, looked more sympathetic. I wasn't sure I understood what was going on between the two of them, but I thought this might be the first time Charlotte had taken the lead of any conversation with us, so I knew enough to stay quiet.

"Maybe it's true that you can bring her back. For a Mamono maybe that really isn't a big deal, I don't know, I don't want to. I do know, though, there's never any excuse that you can let yourself accept that allows you to do anything other than your absolute upmost to make sure that when you strike, it's necessary, and doesn't exceed that necessity. The girl I taught was bright enough to do better."

Amy spoke up, and I was sort of startled. I forgot the room for a moment, just listening to her speak. I guess this was the inspirational might of a Hero.

"She… Thagolynn, she did threaten the lives of innocents. She nearly crushed me to death, and maybe ten others. It was only with Faust's help she was stopped."

Charlotte went to speak, but she was cut off.

"No, that is true, fair Amy, but I planned that meeting with every intention to end her life, it was the plan from the start. It was only under that threat that she became so violent."

She looked at Charlotte.

"That is what you mean, isn't it? That escalation was caused by my own foolishness. If I had not grandstanded, if I had simply… simply set her to sleep in truth before she knew what was coming, those innocents could have been spared peril. By reveling in the violence, I put them at risk?"

"It's a start," Charlotte said, "But a plan should almost never start with 'kill someone', and your pitch to that thing in the castle did. Appeal to those she cares for, if you can't appeal to her. You had other options."

Faust nodded, and looked resolved. Maybe, just maybe, she'd be more responsible in the future? I knew that death… didn't mean the same thing to us anymore, it was impermanent, but… I think Charlotte had hit on the heart of it. There was still no excuse for the violence of it.

"We… we aren't gonna let her stay dead, though," Blackberry asked, "are we, Lyle?"

"No." I said, I heard the anger still tinging my voice, hard and terse. I wasn't sure how to process all of this yet, but it needed to be resolved before I could try, anyway. "What do we need to do to bring her back? What should we expect?"

"She… Dragon Zombies are sexuality incarnate in a way that even Succubi are not. Lascivious, instinctual, almost stupid. Their draconic greed and superiority oriented onto their instincts as a Mamono, they are unstoppable forces of destruction and undeath drawing a line towards the one they are destined for." She paused. "Unstoppable, that is, unless you are yourself even moreso. I am one such. This talisman," she raised her hand, holding an intricately inked piece of paper, "when placed onto her forehead by the one who shall take control, will instead raise her as a Dragon Jian Shi. A type of Zombie, but one for whom obedience is paramount. This should be all that is required, now that the talisman has been prepared.

"The other elements I have introduced into her body, essence of Will-o-the-Wisp, as I stated, should allow Charlotte to wear her body as a sort of draconic armor, like the heroes of old. I thought it apropos. With the head at her hip, and bound to her command, she should be safe from all harms, and Thagolynn herself will not be able to even attempt to disobey." She turned to look at Charlotte, "Her instincts as a Mamono will still need satisfying, however… Samael requires the same. You should be able to set one upon the other, two birds with one stone."

The plan had a certain elegance to it, I had to begrudgingly admit.

"Fine," Charlotte said, stepping forward, "It should be easier to get out of this place with something like that, at least."

Faust's eyes widened.

Mine did too, I hadn't even considered we'd have to fight this thing later.

"Perhaps… perhaps her body does not need nearly so many installed features after all," Sally said, but it appeared the time for discussion was long past.

Charlotte extended her for the talisman, and Sally gave it to her.

"Inscribe your name, and place it upon her brow."

"Do you have a pen?"

"Um." She looked around her room, it was a mess. "It may take me a few minutes to locate one, admittedly."

Seriously, Sally?

"Here's one," Akubra said.

Wait.

A chill ran down my spine. She'd been waiting there. She'd had that pen since the start.

"Hey guys, maybe we should wait a sec-"

Charlotte's fingers brushed Thagolynn's forehead, paper meeting flesh.

Light exploded, and shadows lit aflame.

And the body twitched.
 
Whatever was going on, Faust thought it deserved quite the production. I got nervous flashbacks back to the days in town, filled with the likes of 'magi-mowing grass' and 'fire you light with your imagination'. Not because these things had gone wrong, rather the reverse. They'd gone horribly right.

It turns out magi-mowing grass is a huge allergen problem, with the tiny bits of plant matter constantly self-severing and floating into the air, and even more worryingly, that the people in town were very rarely not imagining fire, when taken as a whole population.

The combination of the two at the same time had been even more unfortunate.

It always seemed to be fire with this one.

...very interesting backstory detail. Kinda my favorite type of mad science though, an overly effective solution that causes more issues. This is very Girl Genius tier spark stuff honestly.

We'd all piled into Faust's room, an uncomfortably cramped space with as many of us as there were getting to be. Faust, over by the wall, near a curtain hiding whatever 'gift' she'd be bestowing today, and Amy seated in a chair suspiciously well-sized to her. Given this was Sally's room, it was surprising to see furniture suited to anyone else making an appearance. The two had apparently gotten quite close without my notice.

Well, that's a nice note! I'm glad Amy and Faust are hanging out sometime?

"Ah yes." Faust said, dubiously. "The so-called 'Founder's Right'. If I ever have need of the baubles those in the city produce and sell in their free time, I shall, I'm sure, be quite pleased to obviate the need to haggle."

"Free time?" Samael asked.

"Indeed." Faust said. "Or did you think there was truly sufficient demand for artisanal crafts within one city-state that so many businesses could be sustainably run when the only customers are artists themselves? Past a certain point you might as well try to sell your leg hair. We have far fewer needs, and more free time to achieve them. Indeed, with the proper tools properly placed, a husband and wife can sustain themselves on merely the byproducts of their time together. Sustainability is admittedly not the same as comfort or luxury, but it makes an excellent foundation."

Ah, so the economy really is just devolved down to the sexual one. Glad to have an aside about it, although this feels like really not the time, Faust.

Blackberry started to clap and I realized right then that at some point I'd surrounded myself with enough women more on Faust's wavelength than mine that reigning her in was likely a lost cause for the rest of our lives. I had a type, and that type was…

Well, whatever this mess was.

Overdramatic? That does seem to come up a lot.

Faust, for her part, was losing her grand stature as it dawned on her that perhaps the rest of us were not enthused to be presented with a decapitated corpse. There was a little bit of self-awareness left inside that empty head of hers, then. I knew I held her soul safely inside myself, or I might, in that moment, have questioned its existence. I felt the warmth, the excitement of it grow colder, more confused.

Good.

I feel kinda bad for her, honestly. Lyle having a direct line to her soul does give a better glimpse into how uncertain she can be behind her evil villain persona?

"I see." Charlotte said. She looked surprisingly more conflicted than I'd expected. "I… I understand why you did what you did, Sa- Faust."

She does?

"You do?" Faust asked.

Charlotte wore a solemn expression, Samael gazing at her from behind, forlornly. She looked like someone seeing a place where their home had once been, before a fire took it in the night. Unable to separate the lifetime of good memories from the moment of horror.

I don't get the sense that Charlotte understanding the necessity of your violence is a good look for someone. Faust acting like a Hero is pretty bad!

"Here's one," Akubra said.

Wait.

A chill ran down my spine. She'd been waiting there. She'd had that pen since the start.

There are lots of ways this could go wrong and what this could mean. But honestly, since it's Akubra, I trust that whatever she does will somehow work the plot forward? This actually reduces my worry slightly.

Okay, on to the impressions!

This is exactly as concerning as I thought it might be - Faust really misjudged Charlotte but also basically everyone else, in terms of being comfortable with murder and necromancy. (Like yeah, they're mamano, but look at Blackberry! C'mon Faust!)

I'm very glad Lyle gets to call her out and also to express some feelings. A lot of the time it feels like they're kind of stuck responding to people, or acting in a way that helps people or suits them, and we've had a bit more active Lyle getting what they want lately, so this is a good sign.

And obviously the ending has me even more concerned? Whatever Charlotte and Akubra are doing to react to Faust's plot I feel like something is up there. Either Charlotte wants to use this activation as a way to break for it early, or she knows something about the seal, or she has an idea - she was way too eager to get to it considering how she acted before.
 
And with that, we are caught up! The next chapter is about half finished, you guys will get it at the same time as QQ does, whenever that is. From there, it's my normal erraticness as an update schedule.

This is a pretty rough cliffhanger, but not quite as bad as last chapter would have been. At least some of the emotional tensions are addressed.

Now would be a great time, if I may be so bold, for long thinkpieces on the two stories as a whole so far and what you all think. I'd love to get some more engagement here on SV. Now that we've caught up, I intend to start doing replies again soon, so hopefully that will help!

Also, as a final note; Contact has a Discord server! Join if you like, it's as comfy a space as I know how to make.

Here is the link! We'd be happy to have you!
 
I'm glad Faust got told off.

And I didn't miss the name change on Charlotte's end. She doesn't think Faust is the same person Sally was anymore, does she?
 
Yeah, that's a good (and disappointing) point.

On the one hand, Faust is very clearly crossing all of the lines and doesn't even know she's doing it, so Charlotte is, well, looking at Faust the way 'heroes' are conditioned to look at mamono: as the corrupted shell of what a person used to be.

On the other hand... I get the feeling that Sally was more than a little like this before she went mamono (see also self-mowing grass turning into a fuel-air explosion). Becoming a mamono just gave her more options.

So I think that to some extent Charlotte (and arguably Lyle) are viewing Sally-as-a-human through rose-colored glasses when they think that this isn't the same person, as opposed to being... basically the same person but after having obtained phenomenal cosmic power.
 
So I think that to some extent Charlotte (and arguably Lyle) are viewing Sally-as-a-human through rose-colored glasses when they think that this isn't the same person, as opposed to being... basically the same person but after having obtained phenomenal cosmic power.

I think this is a very intentional part of why we also have the "I am invincible!" thing here. It's not just that other people think this, but that Faust does - that she wants to present herself as changed and new, as wholly capable in a way she wasn't before. It reads to me like a very protective impulse, like trying to build up a confident persona.

It's just.... working against her because it's harder to admit doubt and weakness and guilt from that frame of mind, or for people to be quite as sympathetic.
 
Chapter Forty-Six - Snicker-Snack
The world was nearly silent as the body thrashed. I might not be a necromancer, not even a novice, but it seemed pretty clear to me this was an incredibly violent process. The noises, gurgles, screeches, and bassy growls highlighted how unnatural the magicks being used here really were. From the sounds alone, it was clear this was a body clawing back to life, no soul yet inside. The violence of the flailing, the wild swinging limbs struggling against the, apparently surprisingly durable, straps holding her down.

It looked, not surprisingly, like a violent death, but this time in reverse.

Charlotte, wisely, had moved back to the wall while the lights and shadows had been doing their bizarre dance, moving as far away from this as she could. Everyone else was transfixed as we watched something that, Lord willing, we'd never have the chance to see again.

Faust had said Dragon Zombies were powerful, stupid, obedient, and horny, owing both to their experiences in the land of the dead, and in the case of the obedience, the control talisman. Any moment now we'd probably be hearing the moans start as the returning tainted soul of Thagolynn took control of her body once again. I'd never been dead, so it was tough to confirm, but I had to assume that overall it was better to be alive, at least, unless you were prepared for the afterlife. Maybe she'd be grateful to be back?

The sound of a deep inhale of breath came from the corpse as the body arched up, the twitches and noises finally, suddenly, ceasing.

"HAHAHA! FUUUUUUUCK YOU!" Shouted the head, as her eyes shot open, her mouth in a rictus grin.

Her body flexed, breaking free of the restraints, and stood, stretching tall and proud.

"That's right, bitches! No one pins Thagolynn!" She yelled, exuberant, as her body began jumping and spinning in circles, seemingly unaware of her audience, "I'm a fucking goddess of destruction! Oh, you thought you had me cornered, thought you finally had me, but guess what jackassesssssssss? Hell! Can't! Hold! ME!"

She punctuated her screams with stomps on the ground as though she were attempting to kick whoever she'd been fighting across dimensions.

Oh boy, this is gonna be one of those days.

"Hey, over here, dumbass!" she said, presumably to her body. It stopped bouncing around in delinquent glee, and swaggered over to her, picking her up and setting her back atop their… uh… mutual neck.

She rolled her shoulders, and turned to face the room.

"Who the fuck are you losers?"

"I'm Blackberry! But… I'm not a loser!" Blackberry said, from her position atop Faust's covers. "You're Thagolynn, right?"

Thagolynn's eyes snapped to our most vulnerable member, but as they did, they brushed past Amy, who was still seated next to Faust's bed. She did a double-take, focusing back in on Amy again after only a glance at Blackberry.

"You." She snarled. Her gaze lashed around the room, settling on Faust. The paper on her forehead danced through the air as she swung her gaze. "Both of you."

Faust, for her part, seemed very confused. She didn't respond to the accusation right away, and I recognized the expression I'd seen far too many times. Eyebrow cocked, lips tight enough to change color, head slightly askew, eyes narrowed, and nostrils flared.

Something had gone wrong.

I was shocked.

Amy, meanwhile, was lenses down. Fran, I suppose.

"Hello creature. Life returns to your body. I see the manners are still missing."


Thagolynn snorted. "Fuck your manners. I'mma shit down your throat." She took a menacing step forward.

Between the two of them, I wasn't sure she was considering whose throat was the more accessible. Her head pops right off. Not that I thought the idea was worth doing, it was just that she needed to choose her threats better.

"Beeps," I said, "If she makes a move, blast her."

Like that. Great threat.

"Affirmative." Her arms snapped up and popped apart, cannons jutting out of them. They began revving ominously.

Thagolynn turned to me and Beeps. "How many of you are there?"

"More than enough," Charlotte said. "So don't try anything stupid."

Thagolynn looked at Charlotte next. If her neck were still attached, I'd be worried about her straining it, snapping her gaze around the way she had been.

Her eyes widened, and I remembered abruptly that Faust had said she'd been hunting her.

I felt a lurch. An itch. A fire inside me.

"I found you!" Thagolynn yelled. "You're mine now, bitch!"

I started bubbling, increasing in size, almost involuntarily.

"YoU wOn'T tOuCh HeR, yOu OvErGrOwN-"

"Is that my baby girl?" a voice cried, just outside the door behind me, "Is that my little Golly?"

…Golly?

Thagolynn's pupils narrowed to slits.

"Mother." She whispered, fearfully. Her head whipped around, looking at all of us in turn. "Hide me!" she hissed.

There was a pause, then the door handle began jiggling. It was locked, but how long could it hold up to whoever was on the other side? Faust's room wasn't meant to hold off an army, the lock had no reason to develop into something that strong.

Blackberry looked between Thagolynn and the door, then patted the bed.

"Here," she said, surprisingly solemnly.

"Not on my bed!" Faust yelled, but Thagolynn wasn't listening, and she leapt into place, hiding behind Blackberry's bulk and trying, failing to get beneath the covers, instead shredding them with her scales.

I guess… someone would have to… replace them.

I shook my head wildly, banishing naughty thoughts, and noticed I was the last one, besides Beeps, anywhere near the door. I picked my loyal maid right up, and slid across the room like ice, putting my back to Faust's tables and myself and Beeps in between Faust and Akubra.

Just in time, too, I heard a small *crack*, and the door opened.

Standing on the other side was…

Thagolynn's mother.

I think I recognized her species?

I'd never seen one in person, they were pretty rare, but she seemed to fit the idea. Her sharp features and black hair reminded me of Thagolynn, but the red hearts seemingly growing naturally as streaks through that hair would have marked her as different from your average Dragon, even if nothing else had. Her four horns, unlike most Dragons, ended in soft tips, and curled up around her face in a way that framed her flushed expression rather pleasingly. The pupils in her eyes were widely dilated, but from what I could see of the edges, they too were heart shaped. Her clothing was tiled pink and white, matching her scales, and her tail appeared to be slick with… something. Something trailing from barely out of sight beneath her blouse. The smell left little to the imagination, she must have been painfully horny. Her wings were curled up around her claws, almost like enormous pockets, and she had two… mouth-tails? Each licking its teeth and lips, drool slowly dripping from their tongues.

A Jabberwock. The Dragon of Wonderland.

As she strode forwards into the room, I felt myself become more aroused just watching. This woman knew how to move her body, or rather, it seemed to be instinctive, but far more effective than anyone I'd yet seen, Twinkle Star excluded. This woman was sex, she knew it, and she was proud.

I was a little jealous.

She smiled at me, indulgently.

"Like what you see, dear?" Her voice was like honey. "I'm the very best there is, no shame in staring."

She was wearing a large, obnoxious, flamboyant, yet well designed…

Sunhat.

I narrowed my eyes.

"Golly? Golly!? I know you're here, baby, Mommy knows your smell! Come on out, dear!"
 
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"HAHAHA! FUUUUUUUCK YOU!" Shouted the head, as her eyes shot open, her mouth in a rictus grin.

Her body flexed, breaking free of the restraints, and stood, stretching tall and proud.

"That's right, bitches! No one pins Thagolynn!" She yelled, exuberant, as her body began jumping and spinning in circles, seemingly unaware of her audience, "I'm a fucking goddess of destruction! Oh, you thought you had me cornered, thought you finally had me, but guess what jackassesssssssss? Hell! Can't! Hold! ME!"

She punctuated her screams with stomps on the ground as though she were attempting to kick whoever she'd been fighting across dimensions.
So I don't think anyone but K has the context for this but
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"Hey, over here, dumbass!" she said, presumably to her body. It stopped bouncing around in delinquent glee, and swaggered over to her, picking her up and setting her back atop their… uh… mutual neck.
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Okay, this is great. This is an amazing and precious treasure.
Faust, for her part, seemed very confused. She didn't respond to the accusation right away, and I recognized the expression I'd seen far too many times. Eyebrow cocked, lips tight enough to change color, head slightly askew, eyes narrowed, and nostrils flared.

Something had gone wrong.

I was shocked.
Truly, an unprecedented turn of events. When has one of Faust's plans ever gone wrong before?
She was wearing a large, obnoxious, flamboyant, yet well designed…

Sunhat.

I narrowed my eyes.
...are hats just a Wonderlander thing?
 
Ah, the true threat no being can stand against: embarrassing parents. This one also happens to be a wonderlander, meaning there is no such thing as escape. Nice knowing you Thagolynn. :V
 
Amy, meanwhile, was lenses down. Fran, I suppose.

"Hello creature. Life returns to your body. I see the manners are still missing."

Yay Fran! ⭐

Her eyes widened, and I remembered abruptly that Faust had said she'd been hunting her.

I felt a lurch. An itch. A fire inside me.

"I found you!" Thagolynn yelled. "You're mine now, bitch!"

I started bubbling, increasing in size, almost involuntarily.

"YoU wOn'T tOuCh HeR, yOu OvErGrOwN-"

Lyle's getting shoggothy again in combat situations - that's pretty familiar. The interesting bit is that Lyle already considers Charlotte part of their group, really.

"Not on my bed!" Faust yelled, but Thagolynn wasn't listening, and she leapt into place, hiding behind Blackberry's bulk and trying, failing to get beneath the covers, instead shredding them with her scales.

I guess… someone would have to… replace them.

And heh. More furniture plans!
 
Pfft, the Jabberwock showed up after it's her daughter who had an encounter with the snicker-snack, I see. Also, amusing to see that Thagolynn was apparently just too badass to end up like all the other Dragon Zombies... or perhaps just too thick-headed?

Also, now that I've pinned my courage to the sticking place, got over my dumb feelings of shame, and actually commented... This has been an incredibly good read. Your characters are extremely vibrant and full of life, your take on the setting (Which I knew precisely nothing about before reading this story, and yet I still feel like I have a solid grasp on what sounds like some really expansive lore and background stuff) feels easily understandable and real, and it makes the struggles inherent within the characters (And their respective bits of silliness to boot) feel like it has a real weight, and you can see how the gravity of the setting weighs each of them down. I'm eagerly looking forward to more of this, and each chapter feels like a bright spot in my week.
 
So hmm. That obedience tag definitely didn't work? That's my first thought.

That's definitely one possibility, although she hasn't been given an order by anyone yet, not even herself, so we can't confirm who she was assigned to or if she'd obey them for certain quite yet!

So I don't think anyone but K has the context for this but
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Okay, this is great. This is an amazing and precious treasure.

Truly, an unprecedented turn of events. When has one of Faust's plans ever gone wrong before?

...are hats just a Wonderlander thing?

I'm really glad you like it in particular! I'm gonna keep doing my best!

As for the hat, well... Hats do seem to be tied to one person in particular, don't they? How did Golly's Mom find this place, anyway? Especially right now?

Ah, the true threat no being can stand against: embarrassing parents. This one also happens to be a wonderlander, meaning there is no such thing as escape. Nice knowing you Thagolynn. :V

She's pretty doomed, and she knows it.

Yay Fran! ⭐

Lyle's getting shoggothy again in combat situations - that's pretty familiar. The interesting bit is that Lyle already considers Charlotte part of their group, really.

And heh. More furniture plans!

Always happy to see your thoughts as I write! It cheers me up that people pick out the little things I put in there!

Normal Faust plans merely go wrong.

...This plan is going fractally wrong.

She does almost seem to be getting punished for hubris or something, huh? Weird, that.

Pfft, the Jabberwock showed up after it's her daughter who had an encounter with the snicker-snack, I see. Also, amusing to see that Thagolynn was apparently just too badass to end up like all the other Dragon Zombies... or perhaps just too thick-headed?

Also, now that I've pinned my courage to the sticking place, got over my dumb feelings of shame, and actually commented... This has been an incredibly good read. Your characters are extremely vibrant and full of life, your take on the setting (Which I knew precisely nothing about before reading this story, and yet I still feel like I have a solid grasp on what sounds like some really expansive lore and background stuff) feels easily understandable and real, and it makes the struggles inherent within the characters (And their respective bits of silliness to boot) feel like it has a real weight, and you can see how the gravity of the setting weighs each of them down. I'm eagerly looking forward to more of this, and each chapter feels like a bright spot in my week.

Welcome to the frontlines, Lowtide! I'm glad to hear from you! Comments like these keep me going, for real, and now you're a part of that!

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Chapter Forty-Seven - Tarrasque
Thagolynn, Golly, apparently, let out a small groan from her admittedly rather poor hiding place behind Blackberry's barrel. She sat up on the bed, looking towards the door.

"Hello, mother."

Thagolynn's mother continued smiling her warm, indulgent, frightening smile. The mouths on her tails were licking their lips.

"What was that, dear? I couldn't hear you?" She said.

"Oh Lord, please no." Thagolynn whined.

"Mmmm?" Her mother said, or… hummed I guess.

"Hi… Mommy," Thagolynn ground out, her tone was not quite utterly defeated. More someone who was frustrated that there was nothing they could do.

Her mother, meanwhile, let out a squeal.

"Oh, Mommy and her little Golly, her little special girl, together again!" She beamed at her daughter, standing in the doorway.

Standing by the bedside.

Standing in the doorway.

By the… by the bedside?

She beamed at her daughter, standing by the bedside.

My head hurt, a little. Maybe I was getting a headache?

I heard vomiting sounds coming from my left, I focused on one of the eyes on my shoulder, and saw Faust was doubled over on the floor, retching.

I leaned down, concerned. "Are you okay?"

"She's by the bedside." Faust whispered, her breath heavy with acid.

I looked up. So she was.

"Yeah, I guess so?"

"N-never mind. Just my imagination," she said. She said that, but she didn't look convinced.

I put my hand on her shoulder, and she stood, steadying herself against me. I returned my focus to the two Dragons arguing far too close for comfort.

"Mommy…" Thagolynn said, "you're embarrassing me in front of my enemies!"

"Now, Golly," the woman said, "that's not nice. They invited you over to play games on their bed and you're being mean? That's not the cute little hatchling I raised."

Golly's eyes widened, and her hands patted the bed frantically, perhaps realizing for the first time where she was.

"I-it's not like that!" she shouted, leaping out of the bed, "I was just, I was just!"

"Cuddling that sweet Bicorn awful closely~" Her mother said. "I'm so proud of you!"

"Mommy!" Golly said, and she sounded less scandalized and more petulant, "It really isn't!"

Her mother winked at her. "Of course, baby child. Mommy understands. I'll get out of your way."

Her mother, in the doorway, looked at us all warmly. "I'm so glad you all made friends with my Golly. She's been so lonely, the poor dear. I'll be back to check in now and then, so you all play nice and stay healthy~!"

Then as swiftly as she arrived, she was gone.

Tension I hadn't even been aware of bled out of the room, as we all breathed a sigh of relief.

"Uuuuuuuugh." Thagolynn groaned, from her position near Faust's bed. "Great. Now I'm stuck with you losers."

"What just happened?" Samael asked.

"I think we just met her mom?" I said, "And I think she liked us?"

"Is that a good thing or a bad thing, though?" Amy muttered, rubbing her forehead.

"Where is Charlotte?" Faust asked, after a moment.

"Under the table." Samael said, pointing to one of the tables holding Faust's experiments, covered with a table cloth. "We should let her come out on her own. Best way to deal with a Wonderlander like that, from her perspective, is to hide and pretend they aren't there. She probably can't hear us right now, and poking at her while she's cutting off her senses is just going to lead to her defending herself on reflex."

I raised my eyebrow. "The military trains you to cower under a table and cover your ears if you see a Wonderlander?"

Samael nodded. "It seems silly, but you can't engage with something like that, it only encourages it. Best you can do is hope it isn't here for you and avoid drawing attention."

"It won't work," Golly said, forlornly. "You don't understand. We're friends now."

"What do you mean?" I asked, "You were threatening us just a minute ago."

She glared at me. "If I try to leave, do you know what's going to happen?"

"Uhh… Well I mean I thought you were supposed to be like… a mindless sex zombie or something? I'm not really clear on anything that just happened. So no, I guess not?"

She growled. "Mindless sex zombie?" She looked at Faust. "That was your plan? Turn me into a Dragon Zombie for Charlotte to play with?"

Faust looked away, at the corner of the room. "She needed a loyal body guard and you needed to quit being a nuisance. It was an elegant solution, had it worked."

She paused.

"And, I'll note, we do not yet know if you are disloyal. You have received nary an order. You are just vexatiously more obnoxious than I'd hoped."

Thagolynn's eyes narrowed, crossing to look at the paper on her forehead. From here I could read the script written on it. 'Charlotte Francesca Abernathy'. She yanked on it, and it came off easily.

Faust chuckled, "A bit late for that, I am afraid. That was merely the completion of the spell, not the spell itself. You are a Jiang-Shi, and you are bound to Charlotte, although your willfulness is… unexpected. The paper itself means nothing."

I sighed. "Look, this has been a lot. Like, a lot a lot. Can we figure this out later?"

Golly collapsed back onto the bed. "Fine, whatever. Not like I've got anywhere better to be."

"Oh right," I said, "You said you can't leave. Why?"

"If I go out, if I try to run, she's going to be waiting." Thagolynn said, exhaustedly. "The first door I go through will lead me home. After that, she'll embarrass me for hours and let me go, and I'll wind up right back here. There's no escape until she gets bored of this."

Ah. Wonderland, right.

"Well…" I said, "We'll do what we can to make you feel welcome until then."

"Oh great," she said, "pity from the liquid doormat, just what I needed."

I took a deep breath. I didn't have time for this, I had an AlpAnon meeting to get to, it was only my second one, I couldn't miss it.

"Look," I said, "Mope if you want, I need to get going."

"I'm a dragon! I don't mope!" She shouted, as I walked towards the door.

My exit broke up the meeting, and others followed me out. It was probably going to be a while before we really understood what had just happened, but I guess things had sort of worked out?

Maybe?

It's a good thing I was going to get a chance to decompress. Hopefully it went better than last time did.
 
"Where is Charlotte?" Faust asked, after a moment.

"Under the table." Samael said, pointing to one of the tables holding Faust's experiments, covered with a table cloth. "We should let her come out on her own. Best way to deal with a Wonderlander like that, from her perspective, is to hide and pretend they aren't there. She probably can't hear us right now, and poking at her while she's cutting off her senses is just going to lead to her defending herself on reflex."

Aw. This is presented comedically but it does represesnt a big loss of agency for Charlotte - I think she was hoping to use this to make a move, or something.

"And, I'll note, we do not yet know if you are disloyal. You have received nary an order. You are just vexatiously more obnoxious than I'd hoped."

Thagolynn's eyes narrowed, crossing to look at the paper on her forehead. From here I could read the script written on it. 'Charlotte Francesca Abernathy'. She yanked on it, and it came off easily.

Faust chuckled, "A bit late for that, I am afraid. That was merely the completion of the spell, not the spell itself. You are a Jiang-Shi, and you are bound to Charlotte, although your willfulness is… unexpected. The paper itself means nothing."

Especially since, unlike my expectations, she did put her own name down. So if things had gone a little differently she might be fleeing protected by a dragon by now?

I took a deep breath. I didn't have time for this, I had an AlpAnon meeting to get to, it was only my second one, I couldn't miss it.

Yay! More gender themes coming up, then.
 
Especially since, unlike my expectations, she did put her own name down. So if things had gone a little differently she might be fleeing protected by a dragon by now?

I mean, trying to leave early would mean Lyle gets to do things per the contract. I more interpreted her plan as "have a dragon guard to deal with the other peeps who will try to stop her when the week is over".
 
Parents, always embarrassing their kids in front of their enemies. Though most parents can't use the powers of wonderland to both do so, and keep their children in check by preventing them from running away. Clearly, Thagolynn was not a child able to get away with anything as a kid.:V
 
Chapter Forty-Eight - Plights of the Round Table
I didn't really have a morning routine, anymore, besides going on a run with Amy. Unfortunately, there was no point in washing up or getting dressed, since I was both the wash and the dress, and double unfortunately, we'd spent long enough in there I didn't think we had time for a run this morning.

Even if I couldn't make time for the run, though, I couldn't have been happier to have escaped that situation. If I'd still been breathing, I just knew a heavy sigh of relief would have been visiting me several times over the next day, just from the memory.

As it was, I mimed one, just for the catharsis.

I'd sat near our central table, the main fixture of our living room, trying to gather myself for the next AlpAnon meeting. Heh. These days I literally had to gather myself. I wonder if bits of me would ever actually run away?

I shook my head, clearing the nonsense out. Too many Wonderlanders lately.

I wasn't sure what to do about everything that had just happened. Sally… on the one hand, I was furious with her. On the other… it was kind of like being angry at the ocean for being full of water. If it weren't, it wouldn't be the ocean. As much as I wanted to scream forever about this, it's not like this behavior was new. Just… amplified, now that we'd lost the constraints of humanity. I'd fallen for her knowing who and what she was, and while I had a right to be angry for what she'd done, I couldn't lose sight of the reality. She'd do something like this again, eventually.

You have to take the good with the bad, when you love someone. It was my job, as her wife, to make sure her thoughtlessness didn't hurt anyone, just like it was hers to make sure I did things for myself, reached beyond my grasp. I was meant to be moderating her, and she challenging me. At least, that's how I always thought of it. It's easier to say that than to do it, but that's what it means to grow together, right?

As for Thagolynn… well, it was at least kind of nice to have someone in the house I wasn't likely to wind up sleeping with. What an aggravating lady. And her mother… Lord… what kind of life is this that I have to deal with something, someone, like that?

I mimed another sigh. It helped, a little.

With everyone off doing their own thing, each trying to deal with what had happened their own way, and with my own looming lateness, I finally stood and walked out the door.

It still hurt a little, going out by myself. It felt wrong. I wasn't someone meant to be alone. A Shoggoth, generally, is incomplete without someone else, and while I was maybe more independent than most, it still held true, in a way. Perhaps it always had?

Regardless, this was something no one else could really help me with, so going alone made sense. …Maybe next time I could walk over with Blackberry and let her shop while I met with the group? That was a good thought. Comfy. I'd have to remember it.

The walk wasn't far, not that anything really was, from our centrally located home. It was also, maybe, that what I'd considered a short walk to be had changed, some. I no longer tired, and moved faster in the first place. A leisurely walk in my old body had been far slower than I walked now, and then considering I never fatigued, the longer the walk, the better I did than my old self would have done.

Even still, the building was close. It was a meeting hall, it made sense for something like that to be more central, and it was only about two rings out from the palace ring. My own house was in between the palace and first rings, so walking along it until I reached the closest point to the building and then walking down the connecting street to the second ring took maybe five minutes, walking from that intersection to the meeting hall itself another two, maybe less.

Like the castle, it was a historical building, actually physical, at least to an extent. The hallways and the large stadium remained untouched, but the side-rooms; the meeting rooms, offices, and such, had had their doorways reframed long ago with the more modern doors that made up my own home. Still, it did mean the building looked quite distinct in its own way, one of the few fixtures not constantly being torn down and reconstructed so that the façade fit some new artistic fancy or trend.

That meant it had a more… practical look than a lot of its surroundings. Brownish tan brick, regular, rectangular sections that held the remnants of the old physical rooms hidden behind the new doors, preserved for historical purposes, and a much larger ceiling over the area where it was plain, even from the outside, that the stadium was housed inside.

That's not to say that it wasn't well crafted, the architect had clearly been quite skilled, even at the time of construction, even back before the Queen's feedback loop. A material I didn't recognize was used for roofing, and it shone as it caught the light of the morning. I'd also been told the way the stadium was set up, it helped a respectful audience to be able to hear even the slightest whisper from the stage. Something like that was honestly more impressive to me knowing it had been physically built, rather than magically imagined.

Perhaps that was why it was preserved?

As I entered the room we'd used last time, I saw Nicole at her desk, and waved at her, somewhat cheerily. She waved back, her cheeks red, likely drunk again. Or… would it be 'again' if she just never stopped being drunk in the first place? Probably not, and she probably hadn't, so… Either way, I couldn't exactly meet her eye, what with her blonde bangs covering them entirely, but I felt a recognition pass between us anyway. We weren't close exactly, but even just having met her the once, I'd probably say hi on the street, if I saw her. She looked like she'd gotten a tan. Some time at the beach, maybe? She seemed the type.

I sat down, noting I was one of the last to arrive, the perils of living so close. Always sure I could make it quickly enough that I never budgeted my time properly. It exasperated Beeps to no end. It wasn't easy to tell, but I knew her. Plus, now that my ears were better, I could almost swear I could hear her gears spin up when she gets excited. Far too quiet for human ears, but her the deeper more intricate parts of her clockwork did make noise, just not as much as the more obvious stuff.

As the final people filtered in, and took their seats, Nicole kicked off the wall, sliding out from behind her desk on a chair that rolled along the ground. She stood up, and waltzed around the circle of chairs, arms swinging lackadaisically.

"Welcome back ladies," she said, and the smarm in her voice would have set me on edge not long ago. I saw a few of the Alps shuffle uncomfortably. There were more Succubi than anything else, but Alps could come about from any kind of communicable monstrous form. We had a Werewolf this week, even. I didn't expect that one to last long, Werewolves had some of the strongest instincts driving them together into cohesion, but maybe she could find a pack to run with that hadn't turned her, at least, if she could resist long enough.

On that note, no sign of Dylan.

She continued, "You all know why you're here! You're too cute to be anywhere else now, and you're afraid you might be dangerous to the ones you care about!"

She paused, drawing in a lazy breath. Her curled horns had gold filigree on them, I noted, as she passed close by. I might ask her where she got that done, it was striking and went well with her blonde hair.

"You're right, of course." She smirked. "Odds are good that if you don't have someone already, that someone you're hoping to protect will be cuddling you in bed before long. We're monsters! Mamono! We are dangerous, but it's not something to hide from.

"The mere idea of being fucked is what brought you here. That's how powerful it is. Your urge to revel in pleasure drove you across the city, bright and early, through unfamiliar territory, past people you'd have fled from maybe even only yesterday. You're looking for a trick, a cheat, a way out. But ladies, there's no way to get outside of yourself, except to share your heart with someone else. You are a monster, you will have sex, you can't resist it any better than breathing, you just don't know it yet. The only choice you have left is the how.

"Are you," she said, sitting down backwards in her chair, the backrest clutched against her chest, "are you going to fight? Do you want to? Have you ever heard of an Alp that lasted? I was an Alp myself, if they existed, I'd have met them. The ones who fight the longest, a month, two? That's where a lot of the invading monsters come from, the ones that run into the human lands like animals, the ones you've always feared. They're the ones who lose control of themselves in the streets, and hunt down someone from their past to have and to hold, eyes wild and mouth foaming.

"You know as well as I do that's likely to get you killed, depending on where you go, and you ain't going to Heaven anymore. If you don't manage to snare who you're hunting before they burn you alive, you'll be down in Hell alone and starving, and you'll be left to beg attention from someone who already has more than enough wives to feed. There's no such thing as a single man down there, and if you've let yourself go that crazy, dying's not going to fix it. You won't come back to yourself until you're satisfied, and who knows where you'll end up?"

The room was silent.

"That's the prize you're fighting for. That's all resisting will earn you."

She sighed, and rubbed her forehead.

"I don't want that for you. No one here in this city does. We understand that you're afraid, we do. But don't let that fear chase you into a corner. Find someone in the city you like, even if it's here in this room, even another Mamono is fine. Take them to bed. Let your body have what it needs, and it won't take it by force. You can have a life close to the one you always planned for. You just have to choose it."

No one said anything, and only a few of us would even look at her, myself included.

She sighed.

"Go around the circle, introduce yourselves, talk about how things have been since you turned, or since you were last here. We have a guest speaker once you're done. Maybe she can get through to you."
 
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You have to take the good with the bad, when you love someone. It was my job, as her wife, to make sure her thoughtlessness didn't hurt anyone, just like it was hers to make sure I did things for myself, reached beyond my grasp. I was meant to be moderating her, and she challenging me. At least, that's how I always thought of it. It's easier to say that than to do it, but that's what it means to grow together, right?

One! Lyle said "her wife"! Acknowledgement of gender!

Two... kind of a particular framing. One partner always moderating, one challenging, not fully reciprocal.... it strikes me as a bit imbalanced.

I mimed another sigh. It helped, a little.

Lyle is getting much more self aware about the shoggoth deal now. I think in the early chapters this would have just been sighing?

Like the castle, it was a historical building, actually physical, at least to an extent. The hallways and the large stadium remained untouched, but the side-rooms; the meeting rooms, offices, and such, had had their doorways reframed long ago with the more modern doors that made up my own home. Still, it did mean the building looked quite distinct in its own way, one of the few fixtures not constantly being torn down and reconstructed so that the façade fit some new artistic fancy or trend.

Fitting, to have alps meet in one of the holdout human buildings. Also interesting that the city has left this up, though.

"Welcome back ladies," she said, and the smarm in her voice would have set me on edge not long ago. I saw a few of the Alps shuffle uncomfortably. There were more Succubi than anything else, but Alps could come about from any kind of communicable monstrous form. We had a Werewolf this week, even. I didn't expect that one to last long, Werewolves had some of the strongest instincts driving them together into cohesion, but maybe she could find a pack to run with that hadn't turned her, at least, if she could resist long enough.

I do think she lays on the smarm in a way that's kinda counterproductive - very pushing people to just... accept things, without enticing them into it or being gentle. Not the right technique for helping people figure themselves out, generally.

(Also the werewolf mention is neat and now I want to know her story. How's that work! What does the pack thing feel like! Does she have other wolves to help her through this? Are they nice?)

"That's the prize you're fighting for. That's all resisting will earn you."

She sighed, and rubbed her forehead.

"I don't want that for you. No one here in this city does. We understand that you're afraid, we do. But don't let that fear chase you into a corner. Find someone in the city you like, even if it's here in this room, even another Mamono is fine. Take them to bed. Let your body have what it needs, and it won't take it by force. You can have a life close to the one you always planned for. You just have to choose it."

So! This is an interesting look at her... thesis? Reason for doing the support group? It's a solid enough reason, very understandable... it does kind of deny them agency but they're in a situation where that is likely to happen one way or another.
 
Two... kind of a particular framing. One partner always moderating, one challenging, not fully reciprocal.... it strikes me as a bit imbalanced.
Hypothesis:

There are certain kinds of people who can only get a balanced relationship by starting with an imperfectly balanced dynamic, and adding trim weights to adjust the center of gravity.

I do think she lays on the smarm in a way that's kinda counterproductive - very pushing people to just... accept things, without enticing them into it or being gentle. Not the right technique for helping people figure themselves out, generally.
From a sample size of admittedly two... This seems to be a pattern in the way succubi handle anything related to consent, and anything related to Alps.

A "wait, what's that?" seems to be built into their psychological makeup on the former, and a smirk and a "mission accomplished" on the latter.
 
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