Chapter 32: Shadow of the Real Self
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Marukyu Striptease, Floor Unknown
"Uggh..."
In a quiet, dark blue corridor, Rise Kujikawa limped forward and supported herself against the wall. She was still in her idol clothes from her concert. She had no idea what time it was, or how long it had been since her kidnapping. Had it been a day since she ended up here? Two? She couldn't tell, not with the lack of windows and the growing headache she was having. At least she wasn't bound and gagged though, small a silver lining as it is.
What the hell went wrong? She just wanted a break from being a
sex doll before it blew out of proportion. She had hoped to avoid ending up in a situation like in
Perfect Blue. And yet almost immediately after retiring she was drugged and thrown into this closed-off brothel.
She was hungry. She was tired. She was
scared. And most of all, she was
alone.
But she was Rise Kujikawa, and unlike
Risette, she sure as hell wasn't helpless.
"Just gotta find a way out," she told herself. "Just gotta keep moving and find the exit."
Rise knew the situation looked rather grim, but it was easy to block out the unwanted or distracting emotions for the ones that were needed. This was just a horror scene she had to play out, nothing more. Thinking about it wouldn't help her get out.
With her hand pressed against the wall to support herself, she nearly slipped when she felt herself push through a curtain. As discreetly as possible, the red-haired girl slipped through. Her hopes of a secret exit were dashed as she realized that she had only come across a small, suggestive room. Nothing risqué, but her eye did catch a sort of stand table elevated for someone to strut around.
It reminded her of idol dancing for some reason. All the times she had to dance and look cute for the creeps undressing her with their eyes. How many young girls were even at her concert the other night? The ones that she was supposedly a role model for?
Her musing stopped when she noticed a small purple chest in the corner of the room. Maybe it had something to help her? Or was it a trap?
Only one way to find out, really. And what's the worst that could happen to her now short of dying?
…Morbid thought aside, Rise approached the chest and carefully unlocked the hinge open. She looked inside to find a shimmering yellow key. With growing hope, she grabbed it.
"Maybe this can open a way out?" It seems weird to throw a key into a chest and forget about it, but perhaps this would help on some inconvenient lock on the exit door.
"Nah, that's just a chest key for a fancier chest."
Startled with fright, Rise jumped back and held the key in front of her defensively like a knife.
For a moment she thought her eyes were playing tricks on her. Even after rubbing her eyes with her free hand, she saw what looked like her with a boob job and clad in a two-piece swimsuit. And that smile… it was anything but welcoming, and looked wrong for some reason.
Despite the fear and confusion, Rise felt strangely calm enough to let out a humorless giggle.
"You're going to kill me now, aren't you? Just like in that movie."
The Other Rise, or what she felt was more like "Risette", shrugged casually.
"Meh, pretty much."
Something felt right and wrong about this conversation. She hated the idol business but never enough to even contemplate suicide. Just trying to get out of it led her to this, and she felt strangely content that she was going to disappear from
everything without anyone knowing what happened to her. It wasn't like she had much dreams or aspirations anyway, or any
more.
But that was just it.
Risette would have given up without a fight.
Rise would come down swinging.
And so she rushed forward. Risette's eyes widened and felt the key poke her bare abdomen before Rise's body tackled her down. The sensibly dressed girl felt a phantom pain from where she struck the double, but ignored it just like the headache. Wasting no time, she hurried out the curtain door at a sprint and hoping to find the way out.
"Owwie! Now that wasn't very nice!"
Rise ignored it. This was just some mental trick, probably some sort of drug. This wasn't real!
As she turned the corner though, she nearly stepped back seeing another near reflection of her. But instead of a swimsuit, this one wore something akin to a cheerleader's uniform in shades of blue, yellow and white. She even broke into some chant as she waved her pompoms.
"Stop/Don't run! I am you! Something, Something Marukyu!"
Startled once again, Rise backed away and planned to make another hasty retreat when she felt a firm hand grip her shoulder. She saw her face again with the eerie yellow eyes, and this time dressed like some horror survivor movie protagonist with a camo-uniform. Was this based on the movie deal Inoue set her up with?
"Come with me if you want to after-live!"
In response, she stabbed the offending arm with her key, forcing the soldier double to let go. With Cheerleader Risette still in front of her, Rise made a desperate dash past Soldier Risette towards the other end of the hall.
As if Murphy's Law couldn't tip things further, she saw a fourth lookalike with madly brazen hair, goggles and a lab coat.
"The odds are clearly against you. It is futile to resist! SO SAYS SCIENCE!"
Rise turned yet again, more concerned with getting away than finding a way out. But in her panic she realized that she had run into a dead-end corner with the other Risettes behind her. And waiting for her was another Risette, one with a more somber gaze and wearing a traditional red and white miko dress.
"You can stop now. It was destined to be this way."
Bullshit. She was not supposed to die at the hands of a bunch of lookalikes just for wanting a break. None of this made sense. None of this was
fair!
Soon she was surrounded by other Rise's, all wearing different clothes with a different phrase or personality, but it was all so overwhelming. All she could see was the Swimsuit Risette that managed to stride up to her as the crowd closed in was the leader.
"Who?" she asked in fear and desperation. "Who are you?"
She couldn't even scream as they started swarming and groping her down. She didn't bother to either. Her mind was still focused on the bikini-clad monster who smiled and told her,
"The one and only Risette."
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Sometime later, Floor 9
"Is it just me or is the fighting getting easier?" Yosuke asked aloud. His question was casual despite the fact he was fighting and hacking a Shadow on a floating purple chair to pieces.
"I feel like we've had this conversation before," Chie commented, also calm as she kicked a scale-like Shadow towards Tomoe for a finishing strike. "I'm still not accustomed to this by the way."
"Not that. I mean, yeah it feels easier to get into, but like we're
stronger each time we do this."
"That's probably the adrenaline talking. We did just apply Tama's leaves to boost our energy."
"I don't think that's it either. I mean, I certainly feel like I got up refreshed from the bed this morning and bursting with energy, but I definitely know I'm better off now than when I first came here. It's like I leveled up or something."
Chie turned to give him an incredulous look. "'Leveled up?' What the hell do you think this is, some kind of video game?!"
"Hey, I know that sounds bad, but I feel faster and lighter than I have since I started out in the Castle. It's like all these fights are fine-tuning my muscle memory and getting me stronger. Heck, if I do this enough I'll probably start getting that rock-hard abs and pecs body I always wanted!"
"You can't just get five second massive pecs with magic, you know!" she snapped incredulously.
"Tell that to the magus! He's frigging ripped!"
And what a surprise that had turned out to be. Much like her favorite action movie actor, Shirou Emiya possessed the kind of toned musculature that remained unnoticed under normal clothes but betrayed just how much time and effort he must have devoted to his physical training across many years the moment you get to see it.
The brown-haired girl reassured herself that it was such dedication what was worthy of admiration, not merely the results that made the redhead oh-so-easy to picture in the lead character role in the big melée scene from
Trial of the Dragon, and how well oiled his upper body looks...
Chie shook her head. Stupid sexy Shirou aside, Chie had half a mind to berate Yosuke into thinking that this life-or-death fighting exercise routine was literally suicide. He really should try to do actual safe workouts with her sometime. Not necessarily on a Sunday though as those were the times she reserved with Emiya, who happened to earn those "pecs" the hard way. But their conversation was cut short as an explosion shook the floor. Followed by a shrill cry of "Emiya-kun!"
It didn't take a genius to know that their leader had taken a hit for Yukiko. Their designated Shadow target was a small armed tank with a Chariot Noh mask as the "hatch". The Arcane Turret's muzzle was smoking with a white mist, and directly within its line of fire lay Shirou, who bloodied and embedded with large chunks of ice.
"Those tank shells are equivalent to a Bufudyne!" Teddie cried from behind a corner. "And that's even stronger than what Chie-chan pulled on Yuki-chan's Shadow!"
Chie didn't care. If that tank had hit Yukiko she could have died. Emiya-kun was probably dying himself after getting caught unaware, but she was going to deliver kung-fu justice on that toy treadmill.
Right then the tank started to glow as it focused for another super shot. Apparently, there were "charge" techniques that could more than double the following physical or magic attack if used. Chie wouldn't mind having one of those one day but now was neither the time or place for that.
"Whaataaaa!" she let out her battle cry, zipping across the battlefield. Her staff in hand, she twirled it sideways just before smacking the top-side of the Shadow with as much force as she could muster. The Shadow might look like it was made of metal, but it was still no less vulnerable to Persona-rich attacks.
"
Garu!" Shortly after, Jiraiya's wind magic blasted underneath the Shadow like a geyser. The green blast didn't even lift the tank off the ground as Yosuke had hoped, but the damage was starting to show in the leaking white mist from the tank's iron hinges and the slight droop of the barrel neck.
It wasn't enough though. The tank slowly righted itself up and took aim at its closest target. Chie quickly took a defensive stance by raising her front leg up while her bo staff was held firmly in place in front. But before the worst could happen, a bolt of thunder struck the Arcane Turret and dispersed it into black nothingness.
Shirou was still grounded and in pain, unable to see anything but the strobe-light ceiling. But he still managed to summon Izanagi and strike true through their shared perception. The God Persona, with the Shadow gone and job done, quickly dismissed itself and the magus exhaled a sigh of relief, as did his nurse next to him.
"That was completely reckless, Emiya-kun!" Yukiko chided, resuming her healing through Konohana Sakuya. The ice had only started to melt, and Emiya's wounds weren't even closed up yet. "I told you not to move!"
"And I totally could have handled it on my own," Chie grumbled to herself. She felt slightly vindicated that her attempted rescue ended up like this. The ice shell probably couldn't do
that much damage to her if Tomoe could do it too…
"It's not that bad," he said softly. "Valkyrie shielded me from the worst of it, and it was better to cover your ice weakness, Amagi."
"That was still a stupid thing to do!"
"Sorry. I was just making sure you two didn't get hurt."
His words were innocent enough, but they left a profound heating effect on both their faces. Yukiko shyly looked away while Chie huffed to show she was still angry. "W-well, be more careful next time, idiot!"
While Shirou was left wondering why they were flustered, Yosuke glared in contempt as he stood by with the bear and fox. "Geez, the guy could so much as pick his nose and
still cause girls to swoon and faint. That's so unfair…"
"I'm worried," Teddie frowned.
Yosuke turned to the bear. Poor thing was not only having some sort of identity crisis, but was also experiencing puberty on top of it too. "Hey, don't get worked up about it," he encouraged. "There are plenty of other girls to find and ask out. You just have to, well, be patient about it. And maybe take a few cues on his fitness physique."
The bear shook his head. "That's not what I'm talking about."
Between Shirou's fast recovery and the ever-present rush to save Rise, Yosuke didn't have the time to ask what he meant.
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Top Floor
When Rise regained consciousness, she wasn't in the crowded hallway anymore. She was instead bound and suspended against a long metal pole. The glaring lights made her eyes hurt, but she was able to focus enough to see that she was set up on some sort of pedestal.
She wasn't alone either. A bunch of her Risette clones were lined up like an audience. All staring with those unnatural, yellow eyes of theirs.
Watching her…
"Gives you a little thrill, doesn't it?"
Rise jumped, seeing the Swimsuit Risette strut up from behind her. The hip sway, the coy smile, all of it was practiced sex appeal. It was almost like the one time she had done a summer photo shoot along with the TaP commercial.
…But of course some facsimile of hers would know that. This was just a dream. No, a
nightmare. She would wake up back in her grandma's house any moment now-
"Look at me," the copy ordered. Rise intentionally stared down at the floor, trying to ignore her.
"I said LOOK AT ME!"
And she was slapped hard across the face. It hurt.
It hurt.
It… hurt? Just like when those copies swarmed her, she felt their grips too, and when she tried to throw them off-
Risette's flare of anger was gone, now that Rise was staring back with some startling horror. She almost didn't notice a red mark on her own cheek.
"Now that I have your attention," she said.
"Let's begin the show, shall we?"
Before Rise could even form a protest, the same hand that slapped her darted for her pink bowtie ribbon and ripped it off, including a good half of her blouse. The sound of torn fabric echoed in the closed room, and suddenly a draft tickled her chest.
"KYAA!" she cried, instinctively trying to cover herself. But her hands were bound and cuffed above her. Instead, she could only feebly squirm against the pole, as if playing on some
sexual fantasy.
The Risettes in the audience all cheered and whistled. They were enjoying the view.
"They're all watching," cooed Risette, as her hands reached from behind to start groping her. The fingers dug in and pushed up the flesh under her striped bra, so ticklish and close…
"All their eyes are glaring holes into your beautiful, sexy frame, undressing you down to your core being!"
"Stop," Rise gasped. This was just fear setting in, nothing about this felt good.
"Aw, I know your first time is always the hardest, but trust me. Do it enough times and you'll become a natural!"
Her hands slowly trailed up her sides, to her arms, and then started to rather forcefully clench through her hair and pulling back. Her bright hairbands and ribbons were removed, disheveling her iconic pigtails into a single pile of red hair.
"Why?" she pleaded. She wouldn't cry. Dream or not, she was stronger than this. She
had to be. "Why are you doing this?"
"Why?" her copy echoed with amusement.
"You should be thanking me for doing this. You always wanted to show off your stuff, right? The real you?"
"No!" she cried, shaking her head furiously. "I never wanted this!"
Risette ignored her, digging both hands into her frilled skirt and pushing it up and down, briefly flashing her matching striped panties each time. The onlooker Risettes cheered louder at the striptease, leering more intensely. Rise squirmed further under their stares.
"Are you sure? You seem to be feeling a little excited down here~!"
Rise shook her head again, feeling tears of shame roll down her face. "I am not!"
"Come on, be honest with yourself. I know more than anyone how much you want to show off your T&A instead of play the role of airhead. You want to show off that there's more to yourself than a pretty face, MUCH more. You quit because you were tired of choking that biased garbage and wanted to start over fresh."
This had to be a dream. No other way this big-boobed molester would know all her thoughts. But the sensations of touch and pain reminded her that this was more than that. Her top was torn, her hair was a mess, and the skirt was now fully slipped off her waist which gave everyone a good look at her half-nakedness. Rise didn't know what was real or not anymore.
"So do yourself a little favor and just admit it, alright? After all, I'm you, you're me, we're one and the same. It's not that hard to understand!"
Then and there, she knew at least
one thing.
"No," she glared through her tears. "You're
Risette. And I'm
Rise. There's a difference."
It was the one thing that she could have an identity on. Rise was her real self, like a secret identity. It was the one thing that the idol industry
didn't have over her. And it was the one thing she knew that was undeniably
true to herself.
"You can pretend to be me all you want," she said with growing confidence. "But you'll never be the real me. You're just some…
thing that wants nothing more than to be a sex ad to the audience. I wanted to get out of it, but I guess you didn't. I have more self-respect than that."
It seemed to work, as the audience stopped in silence and the bikini-clad faker stared back with wide eyes. Until she made the angriest, scariest scowl she had ever seen, and Rise didn't think her own face could do that.
"Oh. My. God. Do you even LISTEN to yourself, you little skank?!"
"Wh-what?"
"You've been lying to yourself so long that you actually use your stage name as an excuse for your little personality crisis. 'Oh this isn't me! It's just big dumb bimbo Risette! I'm nowhere NEAR as demeaning!'"
"That's-!"
"Oh sure, it's just a marketing ploy by the idol industry to sell fanservice. But who was it that actually allowed those creeps to basically trademark my name and body for some tasteless song and dance?"
"It's not like that!"
"Then why did you make such a big deal about leaving? You could have called in sick but you wanted to show everyone how vulnerable and 'real' you were by quitting in front of a live stage audience!"
"I just wanted a break!" Rise cried.
"And then find some other hobby to try out and see where that goes," the Shadow countered.
"If you liked it, then it was your new identity. But if you didn't, you'll just chalk it up as another Risette phase, wash your hands and be done with it. And start the process all over again."
Lies. No matter how convincing they sounded, no matter how much she might have thought that in her darkest moments, it was still all
lies.
"All I want is to be me!" Risette cried pitifully, arms extended out as she gestured to the audience.
"Not a Risette! Risette doesn't exist! I am no one but myself! A weak, bullied, pathetic self that can do nothing but hide in shame! So please, just look at me!"
No matter how convincing… they were just-
"Look at all of me," she reached for Rise's body, prepared to remove her last articles of clothing.
"The only true thing about me. The naked truth."
No, no, nononononononono
"Let this burn into your brains as I show you who I REALLY am! That I really am Rise Kujikawa!"
"NOOOO!" she screamed and flailed, before staring at her mirror with hateful, tear-ridden eyes. "YOU'RE NOT ME!"
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A few minutes earlier
"She's just beyond here," Teddie pointed to the curtain in front of them, before frowning. "…I think."
"What do you mean 'you think'?" Yosuke frowned.
"Well, I know my nose is still rusty, so I can't tell about smells very far away. But we're so close, and there are so many Rise-chans that I lost count. It's like the Shadow somehow learned to divide herself into smaller pieces."
"But the real Rise is over there too, right?"
"Definitely, Shirou-sensei."
This complicates things, Shirou thought. A fight might break out if they rushed in now, and their energy boost from Tama's leaves was nearly gone. They couldn't let this wait either if her Midnight Channel was going to air tonight.
He turned to the fox, asking as politely as he could; "Any chance we can get more leaves on an I.O.U.?"
She glared and growled a low, threatening hum. Translation: "Don't press your luck."
"Maybe we should just leave here and take it on tomorrow?" Chie asked. "Teddie can set up a backdoor, and we'd be fighting fit for whatever happens."
Shirou shook his head. "If we wait until tomorrow-"
"I know, the Midnight Channel," she argued. "But aren't we taking a big enough risk as it is? If we fight now, then we ALL might die, and a bad rep from a cheesy low budget commercial would be the
least of our problems. She'll be fine as long as the fog doesn't let up soon, right?"
Shirou had considered that on the way up. He would have fought to save her regardless, as one more day in this world was one too many. He almost thought to tell the others they were free to head back while he rescued Rise, but he had made a promise- no, two promises.
The first was with the team itself, that they wouldn't go in alone. True, the others broke that rule but it was on a training mission and they had fled to safety as soon as it got dangerous. They certainly wouldn't let him go off on his own if they couldn't be talked out of fighting before.
And if he was fighting alone, there was no guarantee he'd survive. He'd be okay if his life ensured that Rise would keep hers, except that he promised Fuji-nee he would come back alive if he could help it.
"I don't think that's an option anymore."
Broken from his train of thought, Shirou turned to Yukiko as she explained herself. "I mean, when you found me at the highest floor of the castle, it was before my Shadow appeared, right? I was relatively safe because she hadn't found me yet. And Rise-chan's Shadow is in there with her, so who knows how long it'll take before she says something she'll regret?"
"But that's only if we rush in right now, right? Acting as her audience and hearing all the stuff she wouldn't admit to anyone else? There's no way her Shadow would go crazy like that, right?"
"Tell that to Ms. Yamano and Saki-senpai," Yosuke bitterly remarked. "No one was around for miles to hear their secrets and they ended up dead anyway."
"Well, those two got unlucky because of the fog entering your world almost immediately after they showed up," Teddie reminded. "As long as it's still raining on your side, she won't go berserk."
The students all turned and stared. Something about the bear's tone set warning bells off in their heads. "But?" Yosuke egged on.
Teddie gulped. "But if Rise-chan is harassed by her shadow enough to reject it before the fog, she'll still try to kill her. It's just a matter of when it happens."
"So we have more to worry about than a deadline," Yukiko frowned in thought. "It happened with the rest of us, after all."
As if on cue, the walls around them started to echo. Not just Shadow voices, but more human voices, as if they were watching from beyond somewhere.
"You know, something's been bothering me for a while now," Yosuke admitted. "I know Teddie stressed that no one should know about this place but him and Shadows, but how is it that we hear these human voices too?"
"If they're made from the person's reality, they hear what others think of them. At least, what they
think they think… I think.
"I don't mean those voices," Yosuke told the bear. "I didn't mention this before, but it seemed like some of the kids at school saw some of Amagi-san's Shadow moving around the castle floors. Like, maybe they were watching through the Midnight Channel while we were fighting to save Amagi-san and now Risette?"
"That's impossible," Shirou argued. "We all established that the Midnight Channel only happens on rainy nights, and we would travel here well before that time."
"Maybe it records the people that watch the Midnight Channel and projects them here?" Yukiko asked. "Not that it would explain why it's happening for Rise-chan now, of course…"
"Don't look at me!" Teddie cried. "I hired you guys to stop this in the first place!"
"What do you mean 'hire'? You're not paying us!"
The bear's face turned slightly lecherous with a sly smile, narrowed eyes and wiggling eyebrows. "Then would you lovelies like to be compensated in hugs and kisses? They're Ted-deliciouuuuuus~! (hehe!)"
Shirou sighed as he ran his hand through his hair, an action oddly mirrored and echoed by his Persona inside. Yosuke was torn between laughing at Teddie's brazen flirting attempts and crying at the horrible pun. Yukiko blinked owlishly, once again missing the intent on both counts.
Chie blushed, but more in anger as she pointed her staff threateningly at the bear. "D-don't get any funny ideas!"
It was then that a shrill cry was heard deep inside the room, feminine and very terrified. "She said the magic words, didn't she?" Yosuke weakly joked.
"Dammit!" Shirou cursed, barreling through the curtain gate with the others close behind.
What they saw was spiraling darkness with the force of a gale. At the center of it was Rise and her Shadow, the former chained to a stripper dance pole, and the latter leaning (or
grinding) against said pole with an ecstatic expression.
"YES! I CAN FINALLY BE MYSELF!" she panted as the swirling mass of darkness flowed into her.
"HERE IT COOOOOOOOMES!"
Even as he stared at the birth of a new Shadow, even with the realization of how close Rise was to her own literal demons, even with the severity of the situation slowly sinking in as the Shadow's own size grew, Shirou had only one snarky quip for this development:
"What is it with Shadows and exaggerated libido issues?"
When the smoke cleared, Rise herself felt exhausted, and saw strange new faces, two boys, two girls, and two animals (at least she thought that round blue thing was an animal. Was it some sort of future cat?). Those were soon the furthest thoughts on her mind as she noticed that the room had suddenly been obscured by a large shadow silhouette. Up above, she saw what could be best described as a giant wearing a skintight, rainbow-splattered zentai (otherwise known as a full-body spandex). She was hanging higher up against the pole, holding on with just a bent leg, and swinging upside down like a pendulum. The fingers were long and pointed like claws, and the face was replaced with hexagons and a needle arranged like a radio dish, but the pink long pigtails and curvy figure was Risette, without a doubt.
A Risette with another boob job anyway, given the size of them now.
The Investigation Team stared with equal parts shock and bewilderment, especially now since that they were hearing audible cheers and applause from around them. As if energized, the giant called out and introduced herself.
"I am a Shadow, the true self! I'm all set to give you what you've been waiting for: watch and weep as I show you every last inch of me!
"And as for you," she glared down, and Shirou felt she was focused solely on him.
"You nearly ruined my show rushing in like that! But if you're so insistent, I'll give you an extra-special, extra-INTENSE service!"
"Not the kind of service I want anymore!" Teddie squeaked as he slowly edged further back
Shirou's eyes glanced down to Rise. How scary this must be for her, chained down and forced to hear all her suppressed emotions. And the Shadow agitated her feelings early because she knew he was trying to rush to her safety? Shirou couldn't help but feel responsible, although Rise's life was in danger regardless if he waited or not. So long as she was safe in the end, he could take
any punishment
.
"Rise!"
No one had thrown the first punch yet, Shadow Rise had her hands up and ready to swipe down while the others raised their weapons in defense. But everyone was now staring at Shirou, who in turn was staring intently at the bound idol.
"We're going to save you and get you out of here! I promise!"
Rise had never met this boy before, but she had a good read on body language. His strong posture, his purposeful stance, the piercing gaze, it was all brimming with confidence and honesty. He believed he could win and help her. And he called her
Rise, not Risette. Though her emotions were a muddled mess, she couldn't help but feel hope for this one stranger to be right.
Yosuke however was fuming and glaring daggers. His friend didn't even
care about Risette and here he was making a proclamation of her protection before he could? Might as well propose to her on the spot while you're at it!
"Damn you, Shirou Emiya…!"
"Hmm, rather passionate for a first timer, aren't you?" said the faceless Shadow.
"Maybe I should give you something extra to SHUT YOU UP!"
As she screeched this, she swung around on the pole to build up momentum before extending her claw-like hands to slash him where he stood. The others tensed, and Teddie and Tama wisely diving for a side table near the entrance, but Shirou stared at the claws dead on.
"I plan to return it in kind," he said, before summoning his Persona. A hand crush later, and his newest Persona emerged to parry the hand.
Valkyrie let out her battle cry, chorused by her neighing horse. "Ho-jo-to-ho!" With an expert flourish, she swung her twin swords hard enough to force Shadow Rise's hand back. But she wasn't done yet, the horse quickly sprinted forward with the rider pulling her arms back for a timed strike.
"Arm Chopper!"
Both blades slashed the arm, earning a howl of pain from the Shadow as she recoiled. The others quickly summoned their Personas to flank her, Jiraiya and Tomoe striking her flailing body with their weapons as Konohana Sakuya fired an Agi blast at her.
Painful as it was, all it did was make the Shadow angry. She swung around the pole with both legs and her arm, using the momentum of the attacks. Her free arm, even with the jagged sword wounds, waved out as it glowed and then lobbed a fireball that split into several more.
"Maragi!"
Everyone immediately took evasive action, but Chie tripped mid-run. Yukiko quickly rushed in front of her friend and crossed her arms in a blocking stance. Her fan was also extended to protect her face, so the worst she felt was a humid heat wave. As one that controls fire, Sakuya was only mildly inconvenienced from the attack, giving Chie plenty of time to strike back.
"Yosuke! Satonaka! You two get Rise out of there! We'll cover you!"
"Easier said than done!" Yosuke barked, but followed the order anyway. "Can't you at least use your -kunda spells?"
"Not really able to do that right now!"
True to his word, Shirou drew his bow and projected a steel-tipped arrow. He quickly assumed a strong stance, took aim, and fired. The arrow found its mark on Shadow Rise's abdomen, which guided his Persona to swing her blades again. Even if it would break down moments later the damage was literally done.
When this was all over, he'd be sure to thank Fuji-nee and Mitsuzuri-san.
"So that's one," the Shadow mused to herself, entirely ignoring the arrow.
"Now let's try… Mabufu!"
This time a barrage of ice flew out of her grotesque hands. Amagi cried out and flinched in worry, but Valkyrie simply rode out in front and acted as their vanguard. The biting wind didn't deter Shirou's concentration at all, and although she didn't emerge unscathed, the Chooser of the Slain and her mount shook off the attack as if it was a mild snowfall.
"You could never compare to the size or strength of the jötnar," she spat.
Meanwhile, Chie and Yosuke ran to opposite ends of the stage podium before climbing onto it. As the team's only frontrunners, their main duty was to take the fight to the Shadows and keep their ranged support from getting hit.
Yosuke had always imagined what his first words would be to this idol (even on the way here). He never believed that they would to be fighting words, but that's life. So, with Jiraiya in position, he willed the Ninja Persona to throw his shuriken hands while shouting, "Hey Shadow! Here's your
Sonic Punch!"
Both knuckles(?) struck her shoulder, interrupting her barrage of attacks as Shirou and Yukiko made their own.
"Ow! That was a terrible line!"
His spirit was wounded, but she was right, even if it
was the name of Jiraiya's move, it was so damn cheesy. He should have said something cooler.
"Yosuke! Help me get Rise-chan out of there!" Chie called out, already sprinting to her side.
With a quiet Sukukaja on himself, Yosuke reached the center of the stage a fraction before Chie. He had to stomp down all of his inner fan impulses to ask for an autograph or something else stupid as she was not only in danger, but most likely lethargic. Instead, he took his nata blades and stuck them between the chain links and fiddled with them like lockpicks. Chie then arrived, simply swung her staff as hard as she could to break the chain on her side.
The volley of arrows and fire distracted Shadow Rise, but not enough from the sounds below her.
"Oh no you don't!" she growled and literally stomped, the blow empowered with wind magic. Even when she missed, the force knocked the two off their feet and rendered them vulnerable, or at least Chie.
Yosuke, thanks to Jiraiya, merely shrugged off the wind as he stuck the landing with his newfound acrobatics. "Ha! Up yours, techno-color-stripper-priestess! You can huff and puff but you can't blow me, freeze me, or burn me, so don't even try!"
"That's rather bold. Plan to put that to the lie-detector test?"
"You bet!" he boasted. Then he blinked. "Wait, what lie-detector test?"
"This one!" she sang, holding up a hand charged with electricity. Yosuke flinched.
"Here's your first and only question! You're gonna die."
"Protect me, Tomoe!"
A moment later, Chie's Persona appeared and flanked her with a strong naginata swing, breaking her concentration. Relieved at the assist, Yosuke followed with his own Persona to gang up on her with punches and spinning discus cuts.
In retaliation, the Shadow palmed both the ninja and warrior, slamming them together like flies. The resulting head pain dazed the two even further, and their Personas almost fizzled out their summoners fell to the ground.
"No touching the merchandise!" she chuckled, before spinning around her pole and kicking both offstage and into a side table. Their bodies lay still, alive but groaning in pain. The Shadow felt morbid satisfaction at that, a feeling not at all shared by anyone else.
"Chie!" "Yosuke!"
"Don't worry! You're next~!" she said to them in faux cuteness, before lobbing another spell.
"Zio-Later!"
Having noticed the slight discharge around her hand, Shirou had already stepped in front of Yukiko and switched out Valkyrie in favor of another. "Izanagi!"
The flash of the Persona was only a moment after the flash of the bolt, but he successfully buffered the attack. The God Persona's eyes seemed to glow as he fired his own Zio right back, almost powered from Shadow Rise's. She had no natural resistance and simply lit up like a Christmas tree.
"She's stunned!" Shirou noted with relief. "Quick, Amagi, go over and heal the-"
When he turned, he saw that the black-haired girl had doubled over and was twitching. He was suddenly worried that he had missed a stray bolt guarding her, and turned to her fully. "Amagi! What's wrong?"
"Zio-later."
"Huh?"
Without warning, she threw her head back in jovial laughter. "BWA-hahahahaha! Oh, Zio-later! That's so clever! I got to remember th-"
"AMAGI! Now is NOT the time!"
Her laughter died and was replaced with slight fear. She had never heard or seen Emiya-kun so
angry, that it was almost jarring to think he was the same kind leader. Even Teddie and Tama flinched away.
"W-well, you have to admit, it was kind of funny," she reasoned weakly.
"Yeah, and I'm sure we'll all be laughing to death
real soon," he deadpanned with emphasis, pointing to where Yosuke and Chie had landed. "Now, keep your emotions in check and help them!"
Yukiko was still put off from his outburst, but he had a point. Breaking into laughter during a serious fight like this was unprofessional, not to mention extremely dangerous. "Y-yessir. Sorry."
"Don't be sorry. Heal!"
"Aww, a lover's quarrel?"
Growling, Shirou turned back to the recovered Shadow and fired another arrow as Yukiko's Persona used her healing magic. Izanagi mimicked his action by pulling his arm back and throwing his naginata like a javelin, charged with electricity for good measure. Both found their marks, causing her yelp.
"Owwie!" she cried as she crushed the arrow and plucking the spear out.
"Seriously though, you need to lighten up, handsome. All that pent-up stress isn't doing your hot bod any favors."
Izanagi surged forward to grab his weapon. Shadow Rise, not knowing how to properly wield the naginata, held it both ways like a pole to bash the God Persona. Instead it became a tug-o-war scenario as both sides struggled to keep it. Shirou's face scrunched in tension as his Persona fought on, and more so as he readied another arrow.
"You can act serious and determined all you want," she continued.
"But take it from me, all work and no play makes Risette go crazy. You can only play the same role without so much as a break from monotony for so LONG before something in you snaps." The Shadow's head leaned in closer, and would have likely smiled sardonically if she still had facial features.
"And you're just one step away from a big fat meltdown."
"You don't know anything about me," the magus growled as he generated another arrow.
"You'd be surprised what an acting career can do in picking up someone's problems. Though I admit you're a bit tougher to read. You're determined, a lone wolf kind of guy, but you care a lot about saving little ol' me and your classmates there. And you hate anything that might distract you from saving someone from an unfortunate death."
"Your point?"
"I'm just gonna take a shot in the dark and say… survivor's guilt?"
Shirou's eyes hardened and, in a split-second decision, changed from aiming at her thigh to her radio-dish head before immediately firing.
"Gah!" she flinched and let go of the naginata, sparks pouring out of her head wound like blood.
"Huh, consider that nerve touched."
Almost immediately, Izanagi pulled back and swung in a powerful arc also directed at her face.
"Cleave!"
Not wanting to lose her head, the Shadow was forced to retreat. Fortunately for her, she had amazing flexibility, and simply fell backwards as her legs wrapped themselves around the pole. All she got from the Cleave attack was a grazing blow, cutting only the lower rim edge of her head.
Like a spring lock, Shadow Rise shot back to upright position, and swung her arms down in a haymaker. Izanagi's raised his weapon up to block, but underestimated her reach. The blow swung over his head and struck him square in the back instead (earning a pained gasp from both Persona and magus).
"No touching~!" she half-sang half-screeched, before twisting back and grabbing the pole with both hands. This time she swung her feet up in place before thrusting both at Izanagi. Shirou had a split second to see her feet glow before forcing his next spell command.
"Rakukaja!"
BOOM!
Just moments after a flash of purple empowered them, Izanagi and Shirou flew off the stage before crashing against the wall. The former was stunned into faulty static, and the latter slipped out due to gravity and hit the floor.
Shirou barely caught the action through his own eyes, but he saw a familiar spiral green appear from her legs like Yosuke's Garu. It seemed like she had no elemental preference, lobbing spells as naturally as the magically-designed Shadows. Her attacks on their own shouldn't cause much damage, and she was rather vulnerable in close quarters, but she seemed to fight smarter than the other Shadows they had faced thus far. It was like she was waiting on something, but what?
"That's enough foreplay," she said before pivoting herself and leaning back on the pole. She started to spin around in place, her head leaning back as her satellite head flashed out a laser light.
"Supreme Insight!"
Shirou guarded to the best of his ability, as did his teammates once the attack was uttered. Green lines phased over them, almost methodically, vertically and horizontally. In fact, the same waves seem to hit Yosuke and the girls from across the room, just as they finished recovering. As soon as it happened though, the Shadow stopped spinning.
"And with that, I know all your weaknesses," she cooed excitedly.
"That power," Teddie paled as his eyes shrunk. He then cupped his hands and shouted across the room. "Shirou-sensei, be careful! Her power is just like ours!"
Shirou was alarmed but very skeptical. A power like Structural Analysis? Impossible, that was magecraft only, and even then Teddie was the only being in this world for whatever reason to show any signs of scanning.
Yosuke, whether he missed Teddie's warning or didn't care, rushed right in with nata spinning and Jiraiya blitzing over him. He felt a second wind from the healing (and would keep getting healed so long as Amagi was around, the way he saw it) and the Shadow wasn't going to kill itself.
"Dammit, I had a good line for this," he thought dejectedly, but his face hid that mental lapse well as he swung and shouted the best thing he could think of. "Eat steel, stupid!"
He swung his weapon in tandem with Jiraiya's pocket shuriken, only to miss as Shadow Rise leaned back with surprising flexibility at the last moment. At the very least, it stopped her from glowing and likely casting a powerful spell. Determined to keep going, the duo jumped for another attack. She was hanging upside down and clinging onto the same pole that the real Rise was chained to. There was no way she could avoid this.
But to the surprise of everyone, she could. Still following the momentum, the Shadow's legs unhooked from the pole and she followed through, doing cartwheels in succession. Yosuke was on her tail with rapid flurry strikes, but he would always miss by a hair. Even the wind from Garu spells seemed to hit her a fraction too late as she would swerve away at the last minute.
"Stand still, damn it!"
"Uh, no. Like I'm gonna sit and keep taking that."
Shirou watched from afar with an arrow drawn, but he hesitated to fire on the off chance he might hit Yosuke by accident. His aim was good, but two moving targets didn't make it any easier. "Teddie! If there's some element weakness that you forgot to mention during the fight,
now would be a perfect time to say it!"
"But she doesn't have one!" the bear cried. "Rise-chan's Shadow is completely neutral to the elements she wields!"
So, unless someone struck her with a hard-enough blow, there was no chance for an all-out attack. That figured…
Chie had tried to follow them, but they were too fast to catch. Realizing that they were circling around the pole stand, she stopped and waited to make a pincer strike. "Steady, steady…" she chanted to herself, keeping her staff steady, with Tomoe mirroring the actions above her.
"Now!" she shouted, sprinting as the Shadow
finally aligned herself directly in front. Both fighters were in sync to pierce the enemy, from their movements to their voices.
"Skewer!"
However, Shadow Rise chose that exact moment to stop spinning, with
one hand remaining on the floor. Then she pushed and sprang into the air, high above the Persona's charging trajectory. Yosuke and Chie saw each other, and immediately tried to backpedal, but their Personas still crashed into one another, and knocked their users back by the impact.
Meanwhile, the Shadow spun in the air like an acrobat, arms crossed over her chest and legs straight before tucking during the descent. She thrust her feet down at the last moment, causing a bit of a quake from her dismount.
"YEAH! Stuck the landing!"
The others watched the scene unfold with worry and shock, but none more so than Shirou. Before, when Shadow Rise dodged their attacks, it was a reaction and response. Now she seemed to know instinctively where to move and when to avoid any attack, even ones from her blind spots. She knew when to dodge,
how to dodge, and if her claims were correct, knew everyone's exact elemental weaknesses. Teddie was right, her power was like Structural Analysis!
Shadow Rise turned back to the recovering teens. Her body gave off a familiar red aura as she shot her arm out with an Agi. The tomboy cried and curled into a ball, feeling as if the fire was melting her. Then the Shadow repeated the action on Yosuke, this time with a Zio bolt. He too yelped, and was pushed further away by a bounce.
"Here it comes again!" she cried as she glowed for another spell. Her gaze heavily implied that Chie was her target again.
"No!" Yukiko cried, rushing over. Konohana Sakuya trailed ahead, extending her hands out to release an Agi spell.
It succeeded in stopping Shadow Rise, but only briefly. The fireball sailed harmlessly forward as she twirled to the side at the last moment, and calmly launched her spell. Though wasn't fire like Yukiko had expected. It was ice, which crashed onto her Persona like freezing-cold water. "Kyaaaaa!"
"Do you fools understand now?!" The Shadow gloated over Yukiko.
"I know your every move before you can make it! I know all possible outcomes, all scenarios, and even your three measurements! Nothing you can do can surprise me now, let alone hit me!"
Shirou crocked his arrow back, but stopped. That Supreme Insight of hers, biding her time to know elemental weaknesses… she was playing the long game, dividing and conquering. If he had been more hands-on with team formations, this might not have happened, but there was little he could do now. Save for winning this fight, of course.
Normal brute force through Persona wasn't going to cut it this time, so he set his bow down and held his hand out in front of him. He closed his eyes and briefly let his mind wander to what Margaret told him…
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May 20th, Inaba Hill, 13 Days Ago
This was Shirou's first time visiting the hill. He had heard about it being the planned sight for a child daycare, but most days like today, it was empty. Empty, yet a nice reminder of how peaceful the town could feel, with the gazebo, grass, and view of the whole town below.
It was the ideal setting for the first of Margaret's 10-step plan to Magecraft. At least, in theory.
"I warned you this was going to hurt."
Shirou heaved from his crouched state, eyes wide, hands clutching his knee and abdomen to stop himself from collapsing. It wasn't as bad as he made it look though, if there was ANY benefit to his (now discredited) magic circuit making ritual, it was creating a high pain tolerance before doing the actual process.
He trusted Margaret to go through with this, and she did warn him three times if he was certain he wanted to go through with the procedure. Any edge to solving the case was pain well spent, and he didn't want to worry Fuji-nee or anyone else should he have to resort to magecraft again. That said, it was still sudden when Margaret shoved a green, glowing crystal inside him, and sat back to literally watch him grovel in pain.
"To put it simply, everyone has the power of potential inside of them," Margaret spoke. "But how that potential is used or awakened is solely up to the user. For example, a martial artist would harness their power through years of conditioning the mind and body. This potential of theirs takes the form of 'chi' or 'ki'. And as you have seen, you and your friends are blessed with the power of Persona as your potential. It is one that my Master and I specialize in, so to speak. But what sets the potential for a magus, and what they might insist is why they are better than the common man, is that they are born with a switch inside of them."
A switch? How could he imagine a switch when he was never told of this before? Shirou wanted to ask, but clearly the pain was too much to even move his mouth. He could only settle with staring up at her. Margaret, the smart enigma, could tell from body language alone and answered.
"This switch, of course, refers to how they can harness their magecraft. It is no different from how a martial artist can access their ki, or how you summon your Personas. Once you have a grasp of your inner workings, you can use it fully and freely. But that can only happen if you build a foundation for it first."
Shirou knew this of course. That was why he tried making magic circuits over and over again.
"Your problem, however, is that you were led to believe you had to recreate the magic circuits each time when at best you only had to do it once and activate the switch," she explained. "That's about as futile as the martial artist spending years relearning his punch motions, or you trying to re-summon Izanagi under duress again."
That… was actually a decent pair of analogies. Why take the time building something repeatedly when there was already something to use without risk? No wonder Pixie was so mad before. All that potential was wasted for nothing.
But still, could he be blamed for that? He was taught by his dad about this, and surely he had a good reason. Or maybe it was possible for anyone to create their own magic circuits through their potential?
As if reading his thoughts again, Margaret shook her head. "There are limits to how one accesses their potential. Remember when you first fused Cu Sith? He was created using the base of Izanagi and Eligor, inheriting their skills as his own. Skills he could never access on his own otherwise."
"In other words, it is like breeding the best qualities and traits of two parties to make something superior. Magi have been doing this for years to achieve heirs and prestige for their crafts, as Magic Circuits, or rather the switches, are a hereditary trait. Just like some people are born with no skill to whistle, those without a switch can never use their magic circuits."
Heredity trait… so did that mean he had magic circuits after all? But Kiritsugu thought of his skillset in Gradation Air to be useless, and he could barely cast two of those three spells down right after all this time. He thought that, as they were basic spells, he would be able to learn more with practice in keeping his magic circuits stable.
But that was probably a topic for another time, as she spoke of more relevant matters. "What I gave you is called a Plume of Dusk. You could say they are fragments of a living, yet different thing. Existing between mind and matter. They have many uses, from emitting their own space-time barrier to even the miracle of rebirth."
Slowly but surely, Shirou found feeling in his legs again. Huh, this was already a major step up from the hour-long pain equivalent to inserting a red-hot iron into his spine. He didn't feel good enough to talk though, such as ask more about this "Plume of Dusk" thing she shoved inside him, like how she got such an item. That would be for another day.
"It's best to see them as miniature Shadows, that can impart an identity and even a Persona in one's subconscious. But for you that would be redundant. Instead, it is now forcing your magecraft switch on, and the backlash of pain is caused by your atrophied circuits. It is almost the same principle of using Personas, so now you should be able to freely access your circuits without the Plume's help."
Seeing Shirou fully stand upright, Margaret rose from her seat on the bench and wrapped an arm over his shoulders. She paid no mind to the proximity or his flushing features. "The process should wear off overnight, so allow me to carry you far enough that you can reach your house."
The red-haired teen wanted to argue against this, as he felt red in the face again at being so close to her. But he could barely manage a groan as she practically dragged him back to the street corner of the Dojima home.
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Present Time
"Hmm?" Shadow Rise craned her featureless head to the side. She expected the last standing fighter to either give up or rush in blindly like his friends did. But instead he was just standing there in a trance. Amused, she closed the gap with a few short (but sexy) steps.
"Aww, stunned in place? I guess I was little too rough for you. Don't worry, just one more push-!"
"Trace on."
Shadow Rise had intended to stomp him like a bug. But as soon as the words left his mouth, he just
vanished, not even caught by the impact or Garu shockwave from her foot. Slightly startled, she quickly searched the area for him. She didn't need to look hard as he had jumped behind her and literally backstabbed her.
The Shadow roared in equal parts pain and rage.
"You little shit!" Already her hands reached out to grab him, but all that was left was a sword that was easily plucked and crushed.
Shirou had leapt away almost as soon as she struck, and was on the offensive once again. Shadow Rise turned and saw him sprinting for her legs. She instantly foresaw his trajectory and planned attack and responded in kind by bending in a reverse somersault.
As she predicted, he swung his blade too slow and missed her now rising leg. But he kept swinging, turning with the momentum and hacked at her other leg before she finished the maneuver. It was enough to trip and knock her to the ground face-first.
Deadly and flexible, she flipped herself upright with the intent of swinging her non-damaged leg at him. Shirou guarded his side with his sword arm. What should have been a devastating counter meant to send him flying was suddenly buffered by an arm as strong as steel. If the ringing pain wasn't bad enough, he then followed up with some hidden sword to quickly stab her heel.
Shadow Rise found herself in pain, worse, she found herself losing and forced to retreat back from the smaller boy.
"Th-that's far enough you freak!" In desperation, she cupped her hands together and extended them out towards him with a mighty Garu gale. She was pleased to see him flinch back when the winds started to pick up, but that soon turned to horror as he waded through them with strong steps and a mean glint in his eyes.
His speed, his endurance, his ability to summon swords instead of Personas. All of this was inconceivable.
No, it was
impossible. She had made accurate readings on all their attack patterns and battle styles, even including details such as reach and elemental weaknesses. Not just this fight but from when they were climbing the dungeon floors, and especially against her entourage of Shadows. This red-haired boy may have been a wild card with altering Personas, but he was always the slowest next to the black-haired hussy and only fought with magic arrows.
So why was he suddenly a red streak swinging magic
swords at her?!
"That's it, Shirou-sensei! You almost got her beat!!"
Damnable as the bear was, it was right. Her moves were starting to lag, and if that boy got in one or two more hits, it was over.
Shadow Rise returned to the pole still chaining down the lethargic Rise Kujikawa. Even though she felt like she had dozed off once or twice, Rise could see and hear that same red-haired teen fighting her evil twin. And yet for once she wasn't in control of the fight, he was winning and giving off a powerful aura like in shonen anime shows.
"Who are you?!"
Although it was the Shadow that demanded it, Rise couldn't help but wonder too.
"A high school student. A part-time gas station attendant. A third-rate magus. A proud chef. A big brother. A leader of the Investigation Team before you." He listed his seemingly unrelated titles as if downplaying his role. Yet each one was said with pride, as they were his own accomplishments. His words carried more draw and impact than the new sword magically configuring into his hand, bit by bit. "And above all else, I'm a future Ally of Justice, Shirou Emiya."
Had it been anyone else, Rise (human or Shadow) wouldn't believe them. She didn't think that anyone could say a sappy line like that with a straight face without acting practice, and even then, have some sort of fake tone to play off their inner fantasies.
But that was pure honest conviction in his words. This Shirou Emiya believed himself to be a hero, and for all intents and purposes, he
was. He was a shining, brilliant, gallant knight that stood tall against a monster that seemed unstoppable. It was enough to make the young idol cry silent tears and believe that he could save her, even if they had never met before.
It was now that the others finally roused themselves from their weakened states. "Geez, what does that make us, chopped liver?" Yosuke joked, even as he struggled to hold his knives steady.
"We all came here to save Rise-chan and kick her repressed ass back to normal," Chie stated to the Shadow, before half-heartedly glaring at Shirou. "Don't go stealing the limelight yet, Emiya-kun!"
The Amagi heiress summoned her Persona first, and blessed everyone with an immediate Media as Sakuya fanned her arms skyward. "We're in this together, and we'll settle this together."
"That's right!" Teddie clamored, hiding with Tama from behind the door. He still raised a paw to let them know he was with them in spirit. "We're invincible! We're unbeatable! Fight the power!"
"Ruo ruo!" the fox added.
Despite himself, Shirou was smiling. He knew that the others had suffered the most in this fight, yet they were still willing to keep fighting and finish strong. Likewise, Rise was touched and amazed how all these people she had never met were going out of their way to fight and rescue her. She didn't care if it was a lucid dream, or if they were some mercenaries with a motive or whatever. She was starting to feel hope that everything would turn out fine.
But whatever Rise felt about their encouragement was not shared with her Shadow, who was clutching either side of her head and stomping her foot in frustration.
"Ugh, are you posers done with the cheesy self-help speeches? God, and I thought my idol scripts were bad!"
"You should just give up then!" Yosuke taunted. "Or stand there while we beat you down to size! Either way works!"
The Shadow almost snarled a nasty reply, reminding them that only one of them could hope to even hit her. But she just stopped and stared (which was very unnerving to Yosuke personally).
"'Just… give up?'"
Shirou didn't like how she processed those words. And he liked it even less how she started to laugh.
"Hmhmhmhm! Ahmhmhmhmhm-HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!"
She threw her radio head as she arched her back. Her hands were extended out and open, briefly held in place before groping her own "face". Her laughter echoed throughout the room, and despite this slip of sanity, no one could stop staring in bewilderment. The idea of taking advantage of her being distracted didn't even register to their minds.
By the time Shirou did, he knew they had made a mistake.
"Of course, the answer is so obvious!" Shadow Rise's voice cracked, but she started to calm down and stand upright.
"Why keep trying to be someone I'm not when there's no point? The world only knows as me as Risette the idol slut. It's not my real personality, but I don't know if I even have one! I just want to expose my sad, naked truth that I'm really a talentless hack!"
The Investigation Team almost expected Rise to verbally respond to that, but she just slumped further down in her chain bindings as if ashamed. Whenever a Shadow was rejected, the act seemed to leave the person mentally and physically exhausted. Rise probably didn't know what was going on, or assumed all this to be a long dream.
In truth, Rise was fighting tears at having these feelings revealed, but could do nothing at all to stop her. She felt so tired, so useless, so
bullied.
"But maybe it's better that the truth stays buried." For a moment, Rise was surprised. Was her Shadow giving up? Was she convinced that she really didn't want to act so brazenly shameless?
She looked up, and saw the Shadow's multicolored hand snatch her and forcibly tear her from her chains. And clutch her
painfully hard in her grip. "Aaaaah!"
"At least until I die of course! I'll become a martyr to the idol world, the next Yuko Osada, and those little shitheads can reflect at how they drove me to suicide!!"
"Rise-chan!" "Risette!"
The Shadow held out her spare hand in warning before anyone could think to attack her.
"Careful now! I don't know my own strength, and if you surprise me I might end up squeezing her too hard!"
She had them at an ultimatum. She had a long reach and quick reflexes. It took a lot out of Shirou's reinforcement to catch up to her, and now she had a hostage she could end at any moment. And yet things were just starting to get worse.
To remind them, Shadow Rise squeezed her smaller lookalike slightly, and everyone flinched at her cry of pain. Her face, while featureless, might as well have had an evil, confident sneer written all over it.
"Normally I wouldn't do this, but you brats are the only ones who know the truth of what's going to happen here. So, I'm going to be generous and ask you a favor, get out of my domain and relay a little message for me."
"Message?" Yukiko asked incredulously. "What are you saying?"
"I'm letting you live, morons." The Shadow spat, pointing deliberately out the door.
"Live so you can go and tell the world the truth about my life! Tell the paparazzi that I quit because they ruined my life, my self-image, and I can't bother to deal with this crap anymore! Tell them that I am sick of being their sex toy and living with this burden they all but dumped on me! Tell them that I died because of them!!"
Shirou was furious. He was mad at the Shadow that was willing to let go, gloating as if her victory was all but assured. But he was also mad at himself for being so weak that the only sure way the team could live was if they abandoned Rise.
He couldn't do that. Rise was a popular idol and many people would legitimately worry over her. The town serial murderer was still on the loose and wouldn't stop until he was caught. Teddie's world would continue to deteriorate, and he had promised to help save it.
But most of all, he was an Ally of Justice, and he responded the only way he knew how: defiantly.
"Rise can tell them that herself!"
Everyone stared at him now. He didn't care, as he fixed his glare on the Shadow. "If Rise has a problem with the idol industry, then she should have the right to confront them instead of hiding and dying here. I don't know what the full extent of her problems are, and I'm sure there's no small amount of self-loathing on her part, but dying is not going to fix the problem. It's going to make people sad, not just her fans, but her friends and family who care about her beyond the façade!"
"Yeah!" Chie added boisterously, as they all converged next to him. "Our leader already made a big deal about saving Rise-chan, and that counts for all of us! No ifs, ands, or buts about it!"
"You're not alone in this, Rise-chan!" cried Yukiko. "We also had our Shadows try to hurt us, say hurtful things, and believe no one would ever understand. Our Personas are proof that we
can be accepted for who we are, warts and all!"
"I'm one of your biggest fans, but I'd
still risk life and limb to save you if you weren't!" Yosuke grinned. "I'd just hate myself if I let a cute girl die like this!"
The group was unanimous in their stand-off and refused to leave. Even the timid Teddie and aloof Tama stayed right where they were. Shirou felt torn that everyone would continue to stand in opposition alongside him, in a lifestyle that should only be allowed for the most steadfast of magi and hardened of mercenaries. But they shared many of his feelings in fighting for Inaba's peace and for whoever was in danger.
He couldn't have asked for better friends.
The Shadow seemed disappointed, but then shrugged nonchalantly.
"Well, I guess your bodies can be message enough, so okay! You're all die first!"
Shadow Rise raised her free hand high up, and glowed with another red aura.
"Megidola!"
Unlike any spell the Investigation Team had seen before, there was a bright light surrounding the room that then slammed into the ground in front of the Rises. Shirou's sense of magic alerted him to a smell akin to sulfuric gas, or rotten eggs, but the warning was too little too late.
"GAAAAAAAH!"
"AAAAAAH!"
"EEEEEEEK!"
"WHAAAAA?!"
"Shirou-sensei! Everyone!"
"Hurrro?!"
All four fighting members of the Investigation Team were blown back by the explosion, slamming against walls and crushing tables into splinters. Their armor was burning hot, as was their skin, and bloody wounds that were once closed were forced open again. Even their Personas were destroyed.
Such power. Such ferocity. She had a spell like that in reserve the whole time and only
now decided to use it?
"You gotta to be kidding me," Yosuke winced, slumped against a broken piece of a side table.
"Oooh," Chie tried in vain to push herself off the floor, but found no feeling from her waist down. She barely had the strength left to crawl. "How are we supposed to win against that?"
Yukiko had hit her head hard against the wall, and was close to losing consciousness. The gash was shallow, fortunately, but a small trail of blood marred her facial features. "A-are we… going to die?" she asked, almost too soft to be heard.
"No!" Teddie cried as he pushed each of them gently to get back up. "You guys
can't die! Not like this! Tama-chan! Your leaves! Maybe they-!"
The bear's hopes were dashed as, looking to the vixen for help, saw the sad, forlorn look in her eyes. Her head slowly shook side to side. This was beyond the magic of her rare leaves. There wasn't anything she could do.
There was nothing
he could do.
"No… I have to do something!" he assured himself. "Shirou-sensei! Please! What should I do?! Shirou-sensei?!"
Only Shirou was still on the center stage, or at least hanging over the edge, having dug his sword in at the last moment. The trail of cleaving metal had reduced it to a lump too insulting for even a dagger, and it still looked better than Shirou felt right now. His hands were so raw and numb, they didn't even feel the blood he coughed out as he crawled back onto the podium.
And yet despite the pain which he chose to ignore, he turned his attention to Shadow Rise. His mind was still reeling that she had the power of a
mini-nuke at her disposal. If there was any consolation, her chest heaved and shoulders sagged with each pant of exhaustion. That last attack must have taken a toll on her magic reserves.
"Not that she needs any strength left to stomp us to death."
"I'm surprised," she said in a tone that meant it.
"You actually took that, on top of all the exquisite pain from earlier too. It's almost a shame you have to die, but you did ignore my generous offer."
She tossed the smaller Rise underhand in front of her. The idol groaned in pain as she hit the floor. She looked no better than he did, in half-stripped clothes, disheveled hair, and broken chains still on her arms and legs. The magus thought he could also see her eyes blurred from wet make-up and puffiness from tears earlier. Are they from now?
"It's over, Shirou Emiya," her Shadow said.
"You were certainly eager for sure, but you just lacked the stamina to survive the climax."
Shadow Rise didn't have the strength to crush her with her bare hands anymore, and intended to end everyone -including her selves- in one big bang. And already she was glowing red for the spell, with both hands high up.
"Goodbye… forever!"
Yosuke appropriately summed up the situation in two words, "Aw shit."
Shirou was at death's door once again. He saw his life flash before his eyes, relevant to his time after Kiritsugu Emiya rescued him. His life, he now realized, was so brief and empty and
meaningless that he wasn't sure if he could be content if he fell on the job anymore. Not when he realized how fulfilling it was with his friends at school. Not when he promised Fuji-nee he would come back alive.
And especially not with his Personas each goading him to fight on.
"Stand. Stand and fight for truth!"
"You have faced the fires of hell once, Fool, and you can do it again!"
"May my blessing, however small, grant you second wind, child."
"Hey! You can't let the last good memory with Yosuke be a concert! I won't accept it!"
"And I
won't accept you dying before getting laid! You are going to snag that idol, dammit!"
"There is glory in death, but not a premature one. You have so much left to do."
"You promised Cu Taiga! A true man NEVER breaks a lady's promise!"
He couldn't let this end. He wouldn't. If only he had more power-
Power.
Power just like Structural Analysis.
"Teddie," he finally spoke. His voice sounded so raspy that he almost didn't recognize it.
The bear, relieved to hear his leader speak, quickly climbed the podium next to him. "Y-yes, Shirou-sensei?!"
"I need you to Reinforce my arms," he told him, showing him them in their bare, bloody state. "Keep pouring prana into them until you can't anymore."
"Huh? But I never used-"
"I know, but you've seen me cast it before. I know you can do it."
"Uh, okay," the bear nodded slowly. "But are you sure you can't use reinforcement to move your arms on your own?"
"Not on my own. That's why we're both going to reinforce my arms at the same time."
"You're going to WHAT?!" Pixie screamed from his head.
Teddie's face paled, further evidence that what he had suggested was a bad idea. "But Shirou-sensei, that's dangerous! You don't know what will happen! You need those to get healed first! Maybe Yosuke or Yuki-chan-?"
"We don't have the time for that. Rise's Shadow is almost done charging her second round, and if that hits, we're all beyond healing."
Teddie glanced between Shirou and Shadow Rise. There was no time for anything else. Even if he could conjure a Goho-M now, the real Rise was too far away to take with them. And so, with great reluctance, the bear trotted behind the magus with a paw supporting over each of his shoulders.
"This better work, Shirou-sensei."
Fortunately, Teddie didn't need guidance on how to use reinforcement, and the two overlapped their body-enhancing magic at once. Shirou found he was grinding his teeth down to fight the pain, and slowly but surely, he could move his fingertips again.
He weighed his options. His legs could move, but there was no guarantee he could reach the Shadow in time for a close blow. He only had time for one decisive hit anyway, so anything short of a Persona or powerful sword was doomed to fail. His bow would take too long to fire, and it was too far to reach anyway.
That left him to use one of his Personas. A quick mental view of his entry revealed that Izanagi was the only one capable of dealing the finishing blow, but he was nowhere near as agile to close the gap between him and the Shadow.
He was already conjuring Izanagi's Tarot Card when a thought occurred to him. For a time, he believed Personas to be a new branch of Magecraft and treated them as such. Although wrong he realized that there were several similarities between the two. Then there was that lesson he learned from Margaret and the Plume of Dusk. If he could harness the potential of Magecraft as well as Persona… why not use them both at once?
Instead of crushing the card firmly, he gently grasped it as he began to Analyze. Then Project. And finally Reinforce. All in a matter of seconds.
"Trace… Persona!"
A gunshot-like sound boomed in the room, and a blue aura flared around Shirou and Teddie like a bonfire. The card reconfigured in his hand, forming a sturdy, familiar cloth-covered grip. The magus didn't even need to look to know it was the naginata from his first dream in Inaba. Izanagi's weapon of choice: Ame-no-Nuhoko, the heavenly jeweled spear.
"WHOOOOOOOOA!" Teddie cried from behind him, still pouring prana into Shirou's shoulders. "Th-this is amazing! I feel like I'm gonna go bear-zerk!!"
The wounded but still conscious fighters of the Investigation Team found their crushing despair replaced with stunned awe. Tama stood still as a statue, but her tail was wagging on its own accord. From Rise's perspective, she saw only a blue fire that engulfed the red-haired boy yet didn't burn him. It was scary, and yet so beautiful…
Even Shadow Rise had to stop and take notice. Her Supreme Insight allowed her to instantly know the power of her enemies. The jump of Shirou's power was startling at first, as he reacted faster than she could. But this was entirely different from his Personas or random magic tricks.
"This high-energy reading… how is this even possible?!"
"Teddie! When I say now-" Try as she might, the zentai-clad Shadow couldn't hear what the boy told the bear over the roar of their shared power. But in hindsight, she didn't need to know.
"NOW!" "RRRRROOOOOOOOAWWR!"
Shirou and Teddie worked and moved in perfect sync. Lifting his arm, they slightly shifted the magus' body before following in a forward step. And then
threw the naginata directly at the Shadow's head.
The speed was worthy of any professional javelin thrower. Despite the odd shape and weight of the Persona weapon, it flew at a perfect trajectory for her head, with enough force to pierce through and kill her. The Shadow knew this much, and knew she didn't have time to finish the spell before it struck. The moments clicked away, everyone waiting at held breath at their hope for victory-
…only for her to turn and dance counterclockwise at the last moment. Just like with Yukiko's Agi spell before, she had perfect balance on her legs and no wasted movement. The Jeweled Spear was a hairline fracture close, just harmlessly passing her hexagonal rim head as instinct told her to move. All the power in the world was useless if she had time to read and react accordingly, just like now.
Her back was turned to them, and her hands were still in place controlling the Megidola. She saw as their ace in the hole sailed further away. It was going, going… gone.
She had won.
"HA!" she yelled, finishing her spin with the intent to blow them up here and now.
"You MISSED, Motherf-!"
BRZT!!
Her head was snapped back by a sudden projectile piercing it through. Technicolor blood, metal shards and electric discharge seeped out of the open wound. The force was enough to send her flying off her feet as if she had been shot. And yet she couldn't understand how or why this had happened. She knew everything.
Somehow, he played on her overconfidence of dodging attacks she could read, that she never anticipated a
second polearm immediately thrown as she focused on the first. Even their posture implied that they took a second step forward to throw with the other hand.
The damned magus knew she would dodge, and played that against her with a near instant counterattack. And he had the chance to gloat too: "Ataru."
"He fired… before me? Twice?"
Shadow Rise crash-landed into the side tables past the podium and exploded into a puff of dark mist. The Jeweled Spear too fell out of its position in from the Shadow's head, before dispersing into the gradation air it was made from. When the blackness cleared, only a bikini-clad human-like Rise was left, laying down on her side.
From their points of view, the Investigation Team could only see a small flash after the Shadow was sent flying. "Did you get her?" Chie asked.
For several seconds, there was no reply but pants between silence. And then, finally, "Yeah," the magus said slowly. "I got her." Everyone exhaled relieved breaths, even Shirou. He was straining to hold himself upright after throwing two copies of Izanagi's weapon in succession.
"Thank you, Teddie," he rasped. Although it was his foresight that knew that Shadow Rise would dodge, it was the bear's supply of Prana and following his instructions to the letter that helped save the day.
"Y-y-you're welcome, Shirou-sensei," the bear said. Whether he was exhausted too or scared stiff, Teddie simply stopped pushing his paws against him and fell back in a slump. With his arms now really numb and his energy exhausted, Shirou wanted nothing more than to rest, but he had one more task to complete here.
He slowly limped over to where Rise Kujikawa lay; the real one. He cared not for her state of undress, as he looked and felt kind of shitty himself. "Hi," he said. Rise almost laughed. Most fans of Risette would kill to have a chance to talk to her. In Shirou's case, he literally did so. And the best he could think to start a conversation was "hi"? "Hi yourself," she replied. "Are you… going to be okay?"
Shirou smiled, extending a hand to help her up. "I'll live, don't worry."
"That's a relief. Thank god."
"If the situation was any different, I'd ask for an autograph."
"Everyone would, really," Rise smiled coyly, despite the gloomy atmosphere. "And I suppose you wouldn't mind getting a kiss for saving my life too?"
"Not in particular," he admitted, feeling she misinterpreted him. Even so, he handed her his school jacket so she'd have some form of decency. "The autograph would be for Nanako."
"Who's Nanako?"
"My little sister; technically my cousin. She was really worried about you after your announcement at Okina."
She had a fan in a little girl? That went to her concert in Okina? All this time Rise thought she was just pandering to lusty males by majority. And this guy wanted to give his sister an autograph from her? That was so sweet.
But then his soft smile grew to a tired frown, and looked towards the defeated Shadow. Rise knew it was alive, if only barely, and a bit of fear came back to her from all the words she spouted out. She found herself shrinking a bit in his Yasogami jacket.
"You're going to have to accept her, you know," he said softly. It didn't make her flinch any less. "Your Shadow may be parts that you hate, but she's still a part of you."
"No," she said. Even after everything that had happened, she couldn't accept it just like that. Not when it tried to kill her. Tried to kill
them. "That thing… she's everything that went wrong with me ever since I became Risette. I don't want to associate myself with her anymore."
"And what will you do when this happens again?"
That simple question, more curious than accusatory, felt more disarming than any of her Shadow's insults and retorts.
"Trust me, I know what it's like to keep a secret from the world. One that you feel no one could even hope to understand. One where you have to pretend to be someone that you're not, whatever the intent or reason."
Shirou spoke from personal experience. While the pressures between idols and magi may differ, there was no doubt that they carried a weight unique to them, and that normal people wouldn't fully understand. It was perhaps this reason that Rise wanted to quit, but that was neither the time or place to ask.
"That doesn't mean there aren't people who accept you for who you are," he added. "Your lies, your facades, your secrets… they're still a part of you. You don't have to like them, but the least you can do is acknowledge that they are part of the larger sum that is you."
Rise Kujikawa, the sum of the whole? She had never thought of it that way before, if only because people took one look at her and called her "Risette." But they all shared the same face, the same body, the same life. Could she look past Risette as a job or mask, and see it as a title worth remembering?
Slowly she walked to the side of the podium and climbed down using the wreckage. What was once a nice little strip stage looked like a tornado disaster area from all the fighting. Her Shadow had no injuries from the fighting, but looked no less vulnerable than Rise herself.
She hesitated. This felt so surreal compared to their first meeting, and she could never imagine it coming to this. Still, she knelt and reached out with her hand. "Can you stand?"
Risette, or Shadow Rise, took the offer. There was no hostility between them anymore.
"I'm sorry," Rise bowed genuinely. "I was so caught up in my own problems that I didn't know how much you were hurting. I knew deep down you were a part of me, but I kept refusing that you existed."
Well, she wasn't lambasting her with passive aggressive remarks anymore. That was a start.
"I was trying to ask myself what is the real me, but that's not right at all. You said it yourself before. We're all one and the same. I'm sorry I didn't realize that before."
Shadow Rise smiled, no longer a slasher horror gesture, but a serene one. Then she transformed again, almost in a heavenly counterpart to her previous monstrous form. Her body structure was the same, but looked more compact and holy like a priestess. She wore, instead of a skin-tight zentai, a long white flowing robe that left her black shoulders bare and covered the rest of her body. Her hands held a crown-like visor with the utmost care. Her head was also like a radio antennae, but larger and more highly defined. There were five needles instead of one, a coaxial line reaching far out from the back of her head, and the hexagonal plates, though smaller in number, made up for a larger face. She even had blue hair-like braids flowing over her shoulders.
How this being could even move right with her rigid face was a mystery to Rise, but if her Shadow form showed her careless abandon to the world, this showed her abstinence. Her staring of the being was short-lived as she transformed again, this time into a card. Rise cupped her hands and accepted it with a smile.
"I promise I'll do better this time… Himiko."
The fight was over, Rise was saved, and her Shadow was accepted.
Satisfied, Shirou turned to the other side of the podium, where everyone was just recovering and patching themselves up with medicine and magic. "Let's go home."