XXIX. The Calm and the Storm
XXIX. The Calm and the Storm
Slowly, you wipe a speck of his spittle off your face with a finger. "Arrogant boy," you say, forcing the surging hot anger deep down behind your mask. You don't want to say things you shouldn't. "And shallow. And deceitful. You falsely invoke the names of the gods to try to get away with your crime, because you think your blade will allow you to escape punishment.
You jab your finger at him. "But they are watching you, you yelping puppy. Yes, I accept your challenge."
He snorts. "I wouldn't think a creature like you would have the courage to do this. You're more about killing men in the night."
That bastard. "I've already accepted your duel. You don't need to throw these dishonourable insults at me anymore," you say, hiding your feelings behind a blank mask of proprietary. If you show how much he's hurting you, he wins.
"Of course, my doll-faced lady. To the death?"
"To the death," you say. Your fingers twitch, wanting to jab him in the throat and let him taste your venom.
He looks down his nose at you, tilting his head back to do so. "Have your second talk to mine," he says. "Now, get out of my room."
Karenna crosses her arms. "My guards will stay to keep an eye on you, young man," she says. Grabbing your arm, she leads you out.
In the corridor, though, she looks up at you with some relief. "Thank you for being so cooperative," she says.
"I beg your pardon?"
"This is much… cleaner. Everything will be sorted by the time the Demio hears of it."
Oh, she's scared of that ruler, though she hides it. "I know I'm innocent and he's just trying to…"
"I know, I know," she tries to soothe you. "But this is the Cahzori way - and if he winds up dead, ad-Dib know the customs. And ak-Kas will have their blood."
What about you, you want to ask. But don't. She doesn't care about you; only about her family and their appetites.
You look at Kareena. "I want Sadia as my second," you say, rage twisting in your gut.
Your blood is still boiling, and you pace back and forwards over the rug. Your soft slippers are in a corner, where you kicked them.
"You know," Sadia says, leaning against the wall of the small room she commandeered to help you get ready, "he's actually been very clever."
"Very clever? What's clever about this?"
She raises her plucked eyebrows. "Oh? You don't see it?"
"I'm just a little distracted right now. Given I am shortly going to be fighting a man to the death."
Sadia's lips curl up. "Very well. If he wins, he's innocent. And if he loses, you kill him."
"How is that clever?"
"It's better than what he'd get if the Demio got her hands on him."
You don't shudder, but the only reason you don't is that you are in control of your mind and your body. Yes. When she puts it like that… "If she lets him go," you say darkly.
"Well, that's always a risk, but again, at least he has a chance of his soul escaping her," Sadia says idly.
Well, that was a winning Gateway move from you. You were just fishing for information, but at the very least Sadia isn't surprised by the idea that the Demio could trap a man's soul. "Forgive me for not appreciating his cleverness much," you say. "But… thank you for being my second."
"Oh. We're friends, aren't we?" she says with a shrug.
"And of course you get to see a bloody fight."
She laughs. "My dear, I only met you about a week ago, but already you know me so well. This should be something to watch. There are only a few dragon-children in the duelling cults, but to watch them shed blood for the gods is really something."
You flex your fingers. "Are there women in those cults?"
"A few."
"Then," you gesture at yourself, "what do they wear when they fight?"
"No armour, obviously. So, the point of the duelling cults," she rolls her eyes, "is to get impressive scars out of it, so 'showing as much skin as possible' is the dominant theme."
You snort. "You mean the two boys weren't really dedicated because they didn't have their dicks out, flopping all over the place?"
That draws a laugh from Sadia. "Yes, actually! Only the hardcore men do it, because for some reason they're scared of a cock cut, but there are some that do it. But against Hilmi, yes, he won't go full naked-and-oiled-up." She looks over you. "You've got a bra on so that should be fine for support. You're big enough you'd be flopping all over the place if you went fully topless. Hmm. And I can get my hands on one of the short leather kilts some people wear."
You wrinkle your nose. "This is my favourite bra," you tell Sadia firmly. "There's no way I'm risking it getting cut. Just fetch me some bandages." You measure out the dimensions with your hands. "At least this wide."
"I'll see what I can do. And when I get back, we'll need to talk about what weapons you want me to negotiate for."
She leaves you in this shady room. Rising, you open the shutters and peer outside. The rain has slowed down to a drizzle, and the evening sun is visible through the off-colour clouds. Sunlight. The storm is nearly over.
Yes. If you'd held off much longer, Hilmi could have made a run for it. But you're committed to this path, for better or worse. Taking a deep breath, you try to settle your mind.
"Haven't you gotten yourself into trouble?" a sardonic voice drawls from behind you. "It's amazing. I leave you alone for a few hours and you're in a fight to the death."
"Hello, Sei. Where have you been? Feeding off Blue?"
He chuckles, a deep sound more appropriate for the form you can remember he wore when you first met. "Oh, my lady, just like you, I do enjoy to latch my lips onto him and suck out his vital essence."
Classy. Very classy from your asshole familiar. "You didn't kill him?"
"Of course not. But he's sleeping like a baby."
"You drink the breath of babies."
"I know." There's the sound of Sei jumping down off the table. "You know, you could just call on your magic and destroy this little man. Leave him as bloodied chunks on the floor. And let these silly little people see that you are a sorceress. Let them fear you - and let them want your power. I'm sure they'd want you as a war-sorceress for their little squabbles."
"What are you getting out of this?"
"Oh, my lady, don't you know? There will be so many injured men lying around such battle. Gasping with their last breaths. And if they're found dead… well, clearly died of their wounds." He brushes against your leg. "It would be a rich harvest for you - and I'd eat well."
"The power of sorcery isn't easy to call up in a duel."
"I'm sure you can find a way, my lady. You're inventive. It's one of those traits you used against me."
"And you're just thinking of your stomach."
"Correct again, my lady. But if you thrive, so do I. And if he kills you," he purrs, "he'll deny me the enjoyment."
Ah, Sei. Love him or hate him, you can trust his very particular view of the world.
"I'll think about it," you say.
"What was that?" Sadia says, pushing open the door. Sei, of course, is gone.
"Just talking to myself," you say, turning away from the window. "The storm is nearly gone. I can see the sun. Oh, and thank you so much." You take the bandages she offers. They're woven hemp, and stretch in your hands. "These will do nicely."
She flaps a hand at you. "Don't mention it," she says, tossing you the leather kilt. "That should fit you, although I'm not sure the belt will like those hips."
"The Dragons gave me a certain body," you say, pulling off your dress and trying on the kilt. It really is very short; it won't cause you problems, but won't do much for modesty. Still it makes you look more fierce. The bra comes off, and you begin to bind your chest. You can't help but sigh as you get used to the sensation, the shift in the weight.
"What is it?"
"Oh, nothing, nothing important." You stare out into space. "It just… just makes me feel young again." Back in the days at the Viper School, you'd get yourself ready like this every morning. Isn't it funny how memory can crawl out of some dark pit from a century ago, just from the pressure of a chest binding?
Of course, back then, there was less chest to bind. The you of back then would probably have made fun of your weight and accused you of looking like a sushi roll. What a bitch.
"Ah," Sadia says, looking you up and down. "So that's where you got those scars?"
"I was more of a hothead when I was younger," you admit, unconsciously tracing that scar that runs down the centre of your chest. No, that one was of more recent providence. "Everyone's a fool when they're in the first bloom of youth."
She snorts at that. "Should I leave you to this?"
"Of course not. This is much easier with two people. Help wrap me up, would you?"
The two of you get to work, and though you have to correct her tendency to make it too tight, it does speed things up. You suspect she may have bound her chest before, but only to fit into clothing - or possibly to pass as a male for a party. You're going to need to breathe, though.
"What if he cuts through the bandages?" Sadia asks.
"They'll fall off," you say, shrugging. Good. You can shrug. "Maybe he'll get distracted and I can stab him in the throat. Good, now just loop it under and tie it…"
When the work is done, you take the bandages off her and start on your hands, feet, and joints. You practice a few jabs and bounce on your toes, then adjust the tightness around your right ankle a little bit. You don't have any shoes suitable for fighting, but that should at least help you keep your grip. And strengthen your joints when you kick him in his stupid dick. Shaking out your hair, you tie it back into a rough ponytail, then turn it into a bun so he can't grab it.
"You know," she says, stepping back, "you don't look much like yourself."
"Like myself?"
"With those bandages and the scars and those snake and bird tattoos out and... and your hair up like that and your breasts bound, you look a lot less like…"
"A decadent?"
"I wouldn't call you…"
"I would." You shake your head, amused. "Darling, I spent my youth getting into fights and training and other boring, boring things like that. When I got older, I realised that there were much more enjoyable things in life." You grin at her. "And much more pleasurable things to do with a hot-blooded men than stabbing him. Though there's still some thrusting involved."
That draws laughter from her, and she runs her fingers through her short hair. "Now I'm reassured you're still you."
"What remains to be done?" you ask.
"As your second, I have to come to an agreement with his second as to what weapons you're allowed."
"We're fighting to the death. Shouldn't we get our choice of weapons?"
"There's still such thing as standards."
You smile. These Cahzori. "So who provides these weapons?"
"The parties in question - that's why I'll need to discuss this. Though I know some of the duelling cult will be willing to offer their weapons given you're fighting over Haitham's death." She smirks at you. "After all, that would let them brag that it was their weapon which avenged him."
"What if they lend it to Hilmi?" you ask, amused.
"Well, then they'll be hoping he wins. The gods decide the winner."
You rise up onto your toes, and stretch. "Do you actually believe that?"
Sadia meets your eyes, her brown eyes sparkling with mischief. "I believe that people who are best at fighting seem to have the favour of the gods. And as you're a dragon-child and clearly have more experience at killing people than you let on, I suspect the gods will prove your innocence. Now. What do you want to try to kill him with?"
Smiling, you give her your conditions.
Slowly, you wipe a speck of his spittle off your face with a finger. "Arrogant boy," you say, forcing the surging hot anger deep down behind your mask. You don't want to say things you shouldn't. "And shallow. And deceitful. You falsely invoke the names of the gods to try to get away with your crime, because you think your blade will allow you to escape punishment.
You jab your finger at him. "But they are watching you, you yelping puppy. Yes, I accept your challenge."
He snorts. "I wouldn't think a creature like you would have the courage to do this. You're more about killing men in the night."
That bastard. "I've already accepted your duel. You don't need to throw these dishonourable insults at me anymore," you say, hiding your feelings behind a blank mask of proprietary. If you show how much he's hurting you, he wins.
"Of course, my doll-faced lady. To the death?"
"To the death," you say. Your fingers twitch, wanting to jab him in the throat and let him taste your venom.
He looks down his nose at you, tilting his head back to do so. "Have your second talk to mine," he says. "Now, get out of my room."
Karenna crosses her arms. "My guards will stay to keep an eye on you, young man," she says. Grabbing your arm, she leads you out.
In the corridor, though, she looks up at you with some relief. "Thank you for being so cooperative," she says.
"I beg your pardon?"
"This is much… cleaner. Everything will be sorted by the time the Demio hears of it."
Oh, she's scared of that ruler, though she hides it. "I know I'm innocent and he's just trying to…"
"I know, I know," she tries to soothe you. "But this is the Cahzori way - and if he winds up dead, ad-Dib know the customs. And ak-Kas will have their blood."
What about you, you want to ask. But don't. She doesn't care about you; only about her family and their appetites.
You look at Kareena. "I want Sadia as my second," you say, rage twisting in your gut.
Your blood is still boiling, and you pace back and forwards over the rug. Your soft slippers are in a corner, where you kicked them.
"You know," Sadia says, leaning against the wall of the small room she commandeered to help you get ready, "he's actually been very clever."
"Very clever? What's clever about this?"
She raises her plucked eyebrows. "Oh? You don't see it?"
"I'm just a little distracted right now. Given I am shortly going to be fighting a man to the death."
Sadia's lips curl up. "Very well. If he wins, he's innocent. And if he loses, you kill him."
"How is that clever?"
"It's better than what he'd get if the Demio got her hands on him."
You don't shudder, but the only reason you don't is that you are in control of your mind and your body. Yes. When she puts it like that… "If she lets him go," you say darkly.
"Well, that's always a risk, but again, at least he has a chance of his soul escaping her," Sadia says idly.
Well, that was a winning Gateway move from you. You were just fishing for information, but at the very least Sadia isn't surprised by the idea that the Demio could trap a man's soul. "Forgive me for not appreciating his cleverness much," you say. "But… thank you for being my second."
"Oh. We're friends, aren't we?" she says with a shrug.
"And of course you get to see a bloody fight."
She laughs. "My dear, I only met you about a week ago, but already you know me so well. This should be something to watch. There are only a few dragon-children in the duelling cults, but to watch them shed blood for the gods is really something."
You flex your fingers. "Are there women in those cults?"
"A few."
"Then," you gesture at yourself, "what do they wear when they fight?"
"No armour, obviously. So, the point of the duelling cults," she rolls her eyes, "is to get impressive scars out of it, so 'showing as much skin as possible' is the dominant theme."
You snort. "You mean the two boys weren't really dedicated because they didn't have their dicks out, flopping all over the place?"
That draws a laugh from Sadia. "Yes, actually! Only the hardcore men do it, because for some reason they're scared of a cock cut, but there are some that do it. But against Hilmi, yes, he won't go full naked-and-oiled-up." She looks over you. "You've got a bra on so that should be fine for support. You're big enough you'd be flopping all over the place if you went fully topless. Hmm. And I can get my hands on one of the short leather kilts some people wear."
You wrinkle your nose. "This is my favourite bra," you tell Sadia firmly. "There's no way I'm risking it getting cut. Just fetch me some bandages." You measure out the dimensions with your hands. "At least this wide."
"I'll see what I can do. And when I get back, we'll need to talk about what weapons you want me to negotiate for."
She leaves you in this shady room. Rising, you open the shutters and peer outside. The rain has slowed down to a drizzle, and the evening sun is visible through the off-colour clouds. Sunlight. The storm is nearly over.
Yes. If you'd held off much longer, Hilmi could have made a run for it. But you're committed to this path, for better or worse. Taking a deep breath, you try to settle your mind.
"Haven't you gotten yourself into trouble?" a sardonic voice drawls from behind you. "It's amazing. I leave you alone for a few hours and you're in a fight to the death."
"Hello, Sei. Where have you been? Feeding off Blue?"
He chuckles, a deep sound more appropriate for the form you can remember he wore when you first met. "Oh, my lady, just like you, I do enjoy to latch my lips onto him and suck out his vital essence."
Classy. Very classy from your asshole familiar. "You didn't kill him?"
"Of course not. But he's sleeping like a baby."
"You drink the breath of babies."
"I know." There's the sound of Sei jumping down off the table. "You know, you could just call on your magic and destroy this little man. Leave him as bloodied chunks on the floor. And let these silly little people see that you are a sorceress. Let them fear you - and let them want your power. I'm sure they'd want you as a war-sorceress for their little squabbles."
"What are you getting out of this?"
"Oh, my lady, don't you know? There will be so many injured men lying around such battle. Gasping with their last breaths. And if they're found dead… well, clearly died of their wounds." He brushes against your leg. "It would be a rich harvest for you - and I'd eat well."
"The power of sorcery isn't easy to call up in a duel."
"I'm sure you can find a way, my lady. You're inventive. It's one of those traits you used against me."
"And you're just thinking of your stomach."
"Correct again, my lady. But if you thrive, so do I. And if he kills you," he purrs, "he'll deny me the enjoyment."
Ah, Sei. Love him or hate him, you can trust his very particular view of the world.
"I'll think about it," you say.
"What was that?" Sadia says, pushing open the door. Sei, of course, is gone.
"Just talking to myself," you say, turning away from the window. "The storm is nearly gone. I can see the sun. Oh, and thank you so much." You take the bandages she offers. They're woven hemp, and stretch in your hands. "These will do nicely."
She flaps a hand at you. "Don't mention it," she says, tossing you the leather kilt. "That should fit you, although I'm not sure the belt will like those hips."
"The Dragons gave me a certain body," you say, pulling off your dress and trying on the kilt. It really is very short; it won't cause you problems, but won't do much for modesty. Still it makes you look more fierce. The bra comes off, and you begin to bind your chest. You can't help but sigh as you get used to the sensation, the shift in the weight.
"What is it?"
"Oh, nothing, nothing important." You stare out into space. "It just… just makes me feel young again." Back in the days at the Viper School, you'd get yourself ready like this every morning. Isn't it funny how memory can crawl out of some dark pit from a century ago, just from the pressure of a chest binding?
Of course, back then, there was less chest to bind. The you of back then would probably have made fun of your weight and accused you of looking like a sushi roll. What a bitch.
"Ah," Sadia says, looking you up and down. "So that's where you got those scars?"
"I was more of a hothead when I was younger," you admit, unconsciously tracing that scar that runs down the centre of your chest. No, that one was of more recent providence. "Everyone's a fool when they're in the first bloom of youth."
She snorts at that. "Should I leave you to this?"
"Of course not. This is much easier with two people. Help wrap me up, would you?"
The two of you get to work, and though you have to correct her tendency to make it too tight, it does speed things up. You suspect she may have bound her chest before, but only to fit into clothing - or possibly to pass as a male for a party. You're going to need to breathe, though.
"What if he cuts through the bandages?" Sadia asks.
"They'll fall off," you say, shrugging. Good. You can shrug. "Maybe he'll get distracted and I can stab him in the throat. Good, now just loop it under and tie it…"
When the work is done, you take the bandages off her and start on your hands, feet, and joints. You practice a few jabs and bounce on your toes, then adjust the tightness around your right ankle a little bit. You don't have any shoes suitable for fighting, but that should at least help you keep your grip. And strengthen your joints when you kick him in his stupid dick. Shaking out your hair, you tie it back into a rough ponytail, then turn it into a bun so he can't grab it.
"You know," she says, stepping back, "you don't look much like yourself."
"Like myself?"
"With those bandages and the scars and those snake and bird tattoos out and... and your hair up like that and your breasts bound, you look a lot less like…"
"A decadent?"
"I wouldn't call you…"
"I would." You shake your head, amused. "Darling, I spent my youth getting into fights and training and other boring, boring things like that. When I got older, I realised that there were much more enjoyable things in life." You grin at her. "And much more pleasurable things to do with a hot-blooded men than stabbing him. Though there's still some thrusting involved."
That draws laughter from her, and she runs her fingers through her short hair. "Now I'm reassured you're still you."
"What remains to be done?" you ask.
"As your second, I have to come to an agreement with his second as to what weapons you're allowed."
"We're fighting to the death. Shouldn't we get our choice of weapons?"
"There's still such thing as standards."
You smile. These Cahzori. "So who provides these weapons?"
"The parties in question - that's why I'll need to discuss this. Though I know some of the duelling cult will be willing to offer their weapons given you're fighting over Haitham's death." She smirks at you. "After all, that would let them brag that it was their weapon which avenged him."
"What if they lend it to Hilmi?" you ask, amused.
"Well, then they'll be hoping he wins. The gods decide the winner."
You rise up onto your toes, and stretch. "Do you actually believe that?"
Sadia meets your eyes, her brown eyes sparkling with mischief. "I believe that people who are best at fighting seem to have the favour of the gods. And as you're a dragon-child and clearly have more experience at killing people than you let on, I suspect the gods will prove your innocence. Now. What do you want to try to kill him with?"
Smiling, you give her your conditions.
Article: Approval voting is in effect here, because Rena is instructing Sadia what her negotiating terms are. That means you can vote for multiple options.
Note - this vote is both what Rena wants, but also she needs to consider what Hilmi would want.
Which of these is Rena okay with using to fight?
[ ] Unarmed only. You're certainly trained in unarmed fighting, but you don't know if he is. Your hands are more deadly than his are, though; you're pretty sure about that.
[ ] Knives. This is to the death, and knives are in form for both the Peacock and the Viper. You'd be most confident with a familiar weapon in your hand - and would he expect a thrown blade?
[ ] Short blades. The guards are armed with those weapons, and you're pretty sure you could borrow them. You could use them with Viper Style, and you're pretty sure none of those weapons could be rigged.
[ ] Cahzori duelling blades. You saw he's not comfortable with them, but you're not sure how good you are with them. Still, it might get you more respect from onlookers.
[ ] All weapons allowed. Sorcery is a weapon, right? You'll show all the onlookers how powerful you could be as an ally - and he won't expect it.
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