Wednesday morning at school found Rei watching her fellow pilots. Shinji was glancing occasionally at Asuka, and there was a visible tension in Asuka's posture as the redhead kept her eyes fixed on the blackboard. Whatever had happened after she left, Rei sensed that it had not been any kind of resolution.
She turned her thoughts to her own problems. There were advantages to her heightened awareness – after all, she wouldn't have been able to notice and investigate the interesting phenomenon that was Shinji and Asuka's connection without it – but it was very wearying, and her steady intake of capsaicin to distract from the wretched garments she was compelled to wear was... not ideal, for all that she had deflected Shinji's concerns the previous evening.
She couldn't approach Dr Akagi about the subject. She was unsure whether the scientist could be trusted to use anything but the most direct of methods, and she had no wish to return to the depths of her habitual daze.
She couldn't approach the Commander. Her mental state was outside his expertise. He might very well simply ask Dr Akagi to address the situation.
Captain Katsuragi was a possibility, but Shinji's occasional remarks about their superior raised questions over her suitability.
She opened the messaging application on her school laptop, and was immediately reminded why she didn't use it. The logs were littered with inane requests from other students. A few moments' work allowed an indiscriminate purge, and then she typed a message to Shinji. "May I sit with you and Asuka for lunch again? It was pleasant."
Shinji's response was disappointing. "Not sure she wants to sit with me. She wouldn't look at me at breakfast this morning. I can sit with you if you'd like."
"That would be pleasant. Do you mind if I ask Asuka? I think it would be better for us if we were able to interact with each other regularly."
"OK."
Asuka frowned at the message from Rei on her laptop. "Would you like to sit with me and Shinji for lunch today?"
Her cheeks flushed as she remembered the previous afternoon. The id— Shinji had started thinking pervy thoughts about her. She supposed it shouldn't really be a surprise. Boys were like that and she had an inkling he'd more or less never touched a girl apart from the time she was trying to not think about his memory of, so touching a girl who he could feel what she was touching probably would make him perv out over something.
There was the question of why she hadn't noticed anything like that when they held hands in the café, but they had both had bigger concerns than 'feeling a bit weird' at that point.
And she still had to share Misato's apartment with him, because Kaji was an arsehole and there was no way she was doing her own laundry if she could help it. Even if it meant a risk that maybe he was doing things with it.
No, she thought. He wasn't quite that kind of perv. With a sigh, she typed a reply to Rei. "All right, then." Sitting together as the three of them would probably help stop people getting the wrong idea about her and Shinji.
Something was amiss, Asuka realized, as she wolfed down her lunch. Sitting with Rei and Shinji, she could feel an odd, nagging sensation like... like something wasn't there when it should be, which was stupid. She definitely wasn't missing any body parts. She set down her chopsticks. Eating lunch with people in silence was too weird. "So, Rei, what kind of music do you listen to?"
The bluenette shrugged. "I don't."
Asuka blinked. "Who the hell doesn't listen to music? Apart from deaf people, I mean. Obviously they don't."
"I don't have any equipment to do so. It never felt necessary."
Who even raised her? "Well, we should do something about that, shouldn't we, Shinji?"
At the opposite corner of the table, Shinji looked up from his lunch. "Uh, sorry, I didn't catch that."
"I said we should find some music for Rei to listen to! Can you believe she doesn't listen to any? And we still need to go to a record shop anyway, because I need to replace what got sunk and you need to listen to something written after 1850!"
"I like Stravinsky. He was after 1850."
"Fine, after 1950, then! And it needs to be something with electric gui—" As she leaned across the table, her hand touched Shinji's, and she gave a yelp of surprise as she realized her sense of something missing was gone. She recoiled from the accidental contact, and the missingness returned.
"You are very passionate about this," observed Rei, as Asuka flopped back down into her seat.
"It's really important," replied Asuka in a voice much smaller than usual. I mustn't run away.
"All right," said Shinji. "Let's go record shopping. I guess Rei might need something to play things on as well. If we go at the weekend we'll have time to browse properly and sit down afterwards and listen to things."
Asuka nodded and returned her attention to her lunch. Food was good. Food didn't complicate her life.