Chapter Forty-Seven
"I come in peace," I said, both hands raised up.
"G-G-G-Ghost!" Elsa shrieked, and ice rose from the floor passing through me.
"No," I replied calmly. "I am not a ghost," I said, floating near. "Do you see blood on me somewhere?"
Elsa trembled and hid beneath her clothes.
"You're really not listening to me, uh," I drawled, before crossing my arms over my chest and turning thoughtful.
"Well," I said in the end. "This is Disney anyway, isn't it?" I whispered. "And if it's Disney..."
I snapped my fingers.
"Hey there young lady," I said, "Have no fear."
I tapped my chest, "Come on now, I'm not a bear."
No, apparently 'singing' wasn't a part of the Fundamental Laws of the Movie.
I couldn't sing to save my life.
"I'm not a scary, meanie ghost.
I'm just a traveler who's lost," I kept it up.
"Making rhymes on the fly isn't easy you know,
but I'm trying my hardest to just let it go," I continued, wincing from the shame.
"Please, pretty please,
won't you just talk with me.
I promise, and I swear if you do,
there'll be something sweet for you!"
I clapped my hands.
Elsa still trembled beneath the bed. "Not working, uh," I drawled.
"Well..." I sighed. "Hey, listen."
I waited a heartbeat.
"Hey, listen."
I waited another heartbeat.
"Hey, listen."
Another heartbeat.
"Hey, listen."
I went on like that for minutes, before Elsa finally peeked her head out from the bed sheets.
"Finally," I sighed. "You done being scared?"
"Y-You're a ghost," Elsa hazarded.
"No I'm not," I replied with a huff. "I'm an Inter-dimensional Traveler lost in a constant flux-state of time and space."
"What?" Elsa scrunched her nose up, not understanding. She couldn't have been older than eight. Had she already hit her sister on the face with ice magic? It did seem probable -before, there was no 'hurt' in her life.
"I'm not a ghost. Just a lost traveler on the road of life," I said sagely.
"But you're not real," she said firmly.
"Yes I am," I drawled, arms crossed. "I am real where I stand just as you are real where you are."
"You aren't hurt," Elsa said once more, eyes wide. "I'm sorry!" she screamed next, and more ice spread from the ground. She gasped and clutched her sheets.
"It's all right," I replied. "You cannot harm me. Nothing can," except trees, but those simply make the system crash.
The system known as 'Reality'.
Well, people always bickered about 'Virtual Reality' but apparently, wherever I was 'Reality' itself could be written and re-written...except for trees.
Because trees were bad-ass 'I am a tree! And forever I will stand as a tree!' things.
This seemed to calm Elsa a bit. "Conceal, don't feel," she began to mutter, watching the ice completely terrified by it.
"Oh, it's going to melt faster if you open the window," I remarked. "Are we in spring?" I asked, "Or is it summer?"
"Autumn," Elsa said quietly.
"Winter is coming then," I said in a very serious voice, and Elsa looked at me puzzled. "Right, you wouldn't catch the reference," I said.
Elsa opened the window, and then quietly returned to her bed -she was barefooted, but she didn't feel the cold, apparently.
"I'm Elsa," Elsa said. "What's your name?" she asked, "And don't you know it's rude to enter someone else's room like that? You scared me! And it's dangerous to scare me," she added softly.
"I am Shade," I said, "traveler of worlds," I added giving it 'quite' the importance. "And I cannot choose where I appear, only that wherever I go, there's a hurt child somewhere."
Elsa winced. "That's...That's my sister, you got the wrong room-"
"No, no, no," I said while gently shaking my head, nearing her quietly. "The hurt I speak of is different. It is the hurt of the soul, the despair, the flowing and endless hurt that a being can feel and that makes them cry, or makes them feel as if their life is worthless and meaningless. The sadness and the grief, I come to them, and generally, where I can, I try to fix them."
Ka-chink.
"Can-Can you take away my powers then?" Elsa asked, hope in her voice. "I'll give you anything you ask if-"
"First, I don't take things from kids," I said, "And second, that's not how it works. The only power I have," except reality-altering, but I do not want to see what a Fanon-Elsa or a Grim-Derp Elsa do. "Is that of words. And it's powerful indeed," I added. "Words started wars and killed people," I crossed my arms behind my back, "And words are probably the only thing that can soothe a soul."
That, or a pc-game marathon.
My soul is easily soothed after all.
Elsa looked downcast at that.
"What I can do," I said, "is be here even after you've come to trust me," I added.
To that, Elsa scrunched her face up, and so I explained.
I kept out the 'Horrible Pain ever-increasing' after that, and simply left it at a 'two-week time limit if I told people that trusting me made me disappear'.
My hands behind my back, I gazed at the scenery. "It's still night out there," I said. "You should catch some sleep. I'll be here come the morning."
"Really?" Elsa asked.
"Sure," I nodded. "I don't sleep."
Neither did Elsa, since she apparently decided every now and then to open one eye and check whether I was still there or not.
I gazed out of the window.
Arendelle was the name of the place, but...Elsa couldn't be older than eight. Had her parents already died at sea? Were they going to die? I didn't know the specific 'age' of the happening.
Maybe they were already dead for all I knew.
In the end, morning came, and Elsa was woken up by a servant who brought her breakfast on a tray.
Elsa's eyes widened as she looked from me to the servant, but she concealed her shock pretty quickly.
"Nobody but you can see me," I said, and that pacified the young girl a lot.
Elsa wore gloves, quietly dressed and began to eat at a small desk by the side of her room.
Then the first tutor came in.
"Oh," I blinked and looked down. "Math? Interesting."
Elsa worked diligently, was given 'homework' and then the tutor left, to be replaced by another.
The tutors had to be servants of the palace. It was highly probable none of them ever left the palace, and since Elsa never left her room...
"And in the year of Arendelle's founding..."
I tuned out the history lesson and yawned.
"You've got quite the packed schedule for an eight years old," I said calmly.
Elsa nodded numbly. "I'll be Queen one day," she replied. "I have to learn everything properly."
"Sad truth is that the world would be a better place if everyone was as diligent as you," I remarked. "Still, you forgot to carry the two in that division."
Elsa frowned, realized her mistake, and quietly corrected it.
"And that's a twenty-one, not a thirty-seven."
"Oh," she widened her eyes. "I wasn't-"
"Paying attention? Probably, but really, three times seven is seven, fourteen, twenty-one."
I hummed, "Now, trickier math problems require trickier math solutions, but mostly, math's about following the proper procedures to solve the problems."
I floated behind her, "Well, since you're done, how about heading out?"
Elsa shook her head, a thin veneer of forming at her window. "N-No," she stuttered out. "I don't want to."
"Ah, fear of the outside?" I asked. "Or fear you'll hurt someone?" I pressed on.
"B-Both," Elsa acquiesced.
"Well, if you head toward the mountain, I doubt you'll be able to hurt anyone," I said calmly. "And if there are wild beasts, you can shoo them away with your mystical super-powers of ice!" I clenched my right fist. "And maybe do a pose like 'take this!' or 'take that!'."
"You speak like that because you don't have to contend with stuff like this," Elsa said. "It's not a power I enjoy having."
"So you hope it's going to disappear if you ignore it hard enough?" I asked offhandedly.
"Do you think it won't?" Elsa asked.
I chuckled. "It is by fighting battles that we are scarred, Elsa. But if we escape from battles, we suffer scars all the same. If you do not fight those battles, you'll never face your fear, and fear, if faced, becomes courage. I know of a place, a very dark and grim place, called Lordran," I sighed. "There is great strength in the enemies and monsters that inhabit that place, and weak are the heroes who brave its deepest pits, in search of a reason for their dark fate as Hollows," I whispered, and Elsa listened, raptly with eyes wide. "In those deepest pits of despair, monsters the likes of which would make you fear from the bottom of your toes stand taller than the highest of this palace's tower, and they stand against these weak heroes, again and again, but the heroes who give up, they become Hollows themselves, monsters in search for blood and their lost humanity."
Elsa clutched her chest.
"But, and this is important, Elsa, those who never give up, eventually, succeed." I softly hummed. "I have seen a dragon, an evil giant dragon the size of two houses with a large maw in place of its chest, ravenous and mad for hunger, with teeth long and strong as steel brought down by the blade of a courageous human, armed with little more than the clothes on his back and a steel helm. I have seen the greatest of demons cower and bow through my travels," this was a story, but there was no problem in making it 'real' enough through a tiny, itsy, bitty little white lie, was there? "At the hands of mere mortals, mere, weak, humans, just like you are, or just like I was."
"But I'm not them," Elsa whispered.
"No?" I asked. "You would not brave the deepest pits of hell for your sister?"
"Of course I would!" Elsa exclaimed.
"Then," I said, "You are just like them. For what they did for king and country, you do for family. So the question is...are you going to keep being afraid of your power, or are you going to tame it and make it your own?" I asked and gently floated down to be at her eye level. "I know it's scary, Elsa, to face new things, to face horrible things, but you're not alone. Never forget that you're not alone and if you simply try, someone will come along and help you out of it if you so wish."
Elsa bit her lower lip. "You'll help?"
"Course I will," I acquiesced. "For as long as I can."
Elsa looked at the door. "I'm scared."
"You know, in Lordran, before a fight against a large monster or demon," I said, "There is always a large wall of fog, and do you know why?"
Elsa shook her head. "Because of the unknown, of what lies beyond, that the hero knows not of...but the Hero, he braves the fog all the same, in search for what he has lost," I bitterly smiled. "That he finds a monster waiting for him means nothing. He'll fight him. He'll win. He'll keep on fighting."
"What if the Hero loses?" Elsa asked.
"Then he stands up once more," I replied. "And he finds the monster's weakness, and he exploits it, and in the end, he wins. The Hero always wins, Elsa. It's just a matter of time."
And so, quietly, just before lunch, Elsa opened the doors of her room and stepped outside.
Inwardly, I fist-pumped.
//Pain will make him change idea soon enough. So much fluff, too much fluff. I rest my case.