23
Chapter Twenty-Two

Harry woke up two hours later, when Stan came to warn him the bus had arrived.
"Now," I said calmly. "You must ask for Sirius Black, say you want to talk to him, and that you..."
And I stopped.

You know, there are no Wizards in Azkaban.
I didn't know.
Harry paled and gasped as a black cloaked Dementor floated near him, and clutched the side of his head.
"Grit your teeth!" I snarled at him, and he buckled, "Ignore the screams! Refuse it! Deny yourself! If you want your freedom, show me you're willing to fight for it until you bleed to death!"
The Dementor stopped floating a moment later, and apparently eased up on his 'dementor-aura'. The bus disappeared with a loud bang.
"Who are you visiting?" the Dementor asked, calmly.
I half-expected a dark, despair-filled voice.
It didn't.
It was positively British.
And moderate.

Then again, the Dementors were the Wardens of the place, and they had to have someone assigned to 'visitors duty'.
These little things of Harry Potter that were 'behind curtains' were quite nice to see...especially when the aura of despair and darkness didn't touch you at all.
"S-Sirius Black," Harry ground out.
The Dementor nodded, and replied. "Follow."
And Harry stumbled on his next step on the wet rock of the prison's 'entrance', but otherwise managed to climb his way up the rocky and treacherous steps while the sea behind him seemed to be in a permanent state of raging on.

Azkaban was somewhere in the Northern Sea, wasn't it? And the weather was pretty terrible, all things considered.

He was the only visitor.
The Dementor-Warden wailed something, probably a call ahead, and the dementors that circled above Azkaban gave Harry a wide berth.
"Kill your heart if you must," I said. "Dementors feed on happiness...technically, you have little to be happy about, but don't let them give you fear! Turn angry. Let hatred run its course. Hate them. Hate the world. Hate, and their power will wane on you. Hate...and they'll come to like you."
This was only a theory.
A well thought out theory on why Dementors flocked to Dark Wizards, on why Dark Wizards who could not cast a Patronus still kept Dementors nearby, and on why some people could stay in Azkaban without going more mad than they already were.
See Bellatrix Lestrange.
Then again, she was mad on principle of things.

The Dementor stopped halfway through, and turned to cock its cloaked head towards Harry.
"You are the Boy-Who-Lived," he said calmly.
"Yeah," Harry ground out.
The Dementor nodded. "Sirius Black is the man responsible for the death of your parents. You came to visit him alone. Very brave of you, mortal."
"Oh please," I sighed. "The 'Mortal' bit was really required? Technically you can't die and breed with the fog in despair-filled areas, but I'm pretty sure a mean to end you exists. Just don't know what...maybe send you lot to a Hippie Convention on peace, love and happiness? Drown you in chocolate at the chocolate factory? Maybe turn you into a chocolate candy? Or a lollipop? Does sugar make you rot?"
Harry chuckled softly.
The Dementor floated a few steps away from him.

Ka-Chink.

And that was two. Not receiving any reply, the Dementor resumed his floating. We climbed a few stairs, all while staying away from the iron barsa and the prisoners within -husks of people, whimpering, pleading, crying out...
"Keep an eye in front of you and one on the ground," I said. "Don't look at them. Misery begets misery. Ignore their cries. Either they deserve it, or you can do nothing to change their fate. Unless you become Prime Minister that is, but even then there's the Wizengamot...ah, to change a rotten country, maybe you'd have to become a Dark Lord yourself? There can be surprisingly good Dictators, you know? But for that, you'd need the concept of Democratic Dictator from the Greek Poleis...The Greek cities of old. Or the 'Roman' Dictator, serve for six months and then back to your camps."

The Dementor's aura could not affect me, since it was a 'magical' effect and I had seen creepier things than a floating skeleton in a black cloak.
Seeing misery on the other hand? Yes, that could.
And I babbled.
Whenever I was nervous, I babbled.
Whenever I was scared, I babbled.

And walking through a torture dungeon clearly didn't make you happy.

As it turned out, 'visitors' actually had to go into the rooms of the people they wanted to see.
That explained how the 'swap' had been done between Crouch Junior and his mother.
"Tell them they lost someone." I said offhandedly. "Barty Crouch Junior is currently residing in Crouch Senior's house, hidden and invisible. It was a ploy of Senior to save his son. The one that died was Junior's mother under polyjuice."
Harry frowned and looked at me. "Do it," I stressed out.
"You lost someone," Harry said. "A Barty Crouch Junior," he added as the Dementor stopped and spun around to look at him. "He's in Crouch Senior house. Hidden and invisible. The one that died was Junior's mother...under..."
"Polyjuice."
"Polyjuice."
"Amusing," the Dementor said flatly. "No one escapes from Azkaban. We cannot be fooled."
"Indeed," I said, "Dementors can't be fooled. Why not make sure it stays that way then?"
Harry bristled, and as I glared at him, he aptly obeyed and repeated word by word.
"You seem certain," the Dementor said. "Are you one of your people's 'seers' then?"
"If I were, I'd keep that knowledge hidden from my foes," I said offhandedly. "If I weren't, but had a source, I'd keep that hidden too from those who are not my friends."
Harry looked at me with wide panicked eyes, and I narrowed mine on his. "I've got a reason for telling this, Harry. Just trust me, will you? You're dancing now, so you better dance until the song ends, or you're going to crash."

And secondly, this was bound to keep Harry from trusting me for a long time.

The Dementor remained quiet for a moment.
"You are not what I expected the Boy-Who-Lived to be," the Dementor added. "If you were anyone else, I would call the aurors."
"If I were anyone else, I would not know how dangerous an enemy your race is, and how great an ally it can be in the right hands," I offhandedly remarked. "Post scriptum only for Harry's ears: this doesn't change things. We're removing them from the game later, but right now, you need allies. If you have them, then it will work in your favor later on. And I didn't know they had British speaking Dementors. Well, technically they know how to shovel and write too, but really...he even has the British accent down! It's like he studied at Cambridge or Oxford or something..."

The image of a Dementor having 'everyday college life' and 'parties' suddenly made me snicker.
"You are young for a wizard," the Dementor said.
"Age means nothing," I replied. "What matter the most is power and those who know how to best wield it, and how to best share it with their friends...food's awfully scarce this period of the year, isn't it?"
Harry was feeling sick. I could see it by the way he spoke my words, and how each of those revolted him beyond the previous one.
He was probably at his limits, but I knew how this game had to be played.
This was no different than trying to convince a few young Vampires to join your coterie and do the dirty job for you while you spent it getting blood dolls and enjoying the unlife.

"You speak empty words," the Dementor said in the end.
"Then we'll just have to wait and see if I can prove them or not," I replied. "Although do be careful. I have to speak with the ministry next week, and I think it is dreary how the prison is...maybe you'd like it if I sent some effort your way?"
The Dementor's face whirled down inches away from Harry's, and the boy screamed while I scoffed.
"You are too easily scared to give value to your words," the Dementor said calmly, as Harry clenched his chest. At least he hadn't been kissed.
That would have been bad, but then again...
No. It would have been bad, end of the line.

"See Harry, this is why we can't have nice things like allied Dementors. You're too easily scared by soul-sucking monstrosities from the Abyss," I sighed.
Harry barfed on the floor.
"Oh come on, you're showing weakness. You must never show weakness."
He barfed again.
The Dementor, I could swear he chuckled as he turned and began to walk once more.
"He just schooled you on intimidation, Harry, you really should learn how to work on your facade."
Harry eyed me with a bitter and hateful gaze, and I merely scoffed. "Get moving, Harry," I said. "We aren't done by a long shot."

I probably had to 'regain points' or something after this stunt, but it didn't matter.
Sirius Black was in a corner of his cell, and when the Dementor arrived, he was in human form. "Black," the Dementor said. "You have a visitor."
Black laughed crazily.
"Visitor? Who? I don't want to talk with anyone. Leave me alone! It's my fault, it's all my fault. I...he..."
"Enough wallowing in self-pity!" I snarled, "Tell him that."
"Enough pitying yourself," Harry said, his voice squeaky.
"D-Did you just turn squeaky? N-No," he looked past the Dementor, seeing Harry for the first time. "Who are...you?"
"I will leave you here," the Dementor said. "The cell is closed. Do not try to open it. Do not give the prisoner a wand."
And then he floated away.
Or 'it' floated away anyway.

"Harry, my name is Harry," Harry said. "You knew my parents..."
"James' son? Harry?" Sirius slowly crawled forward. "This has to be...a hallucination. Why are you here? I... I killed your parents, Harry, I don't deserve to-"
"Whisper the next words," I said. "You didn't, and I know who did and where he is now. I need your help. I can get Pettigrew when I start at Hogwarts, because he's hiding there-"
"The damn rat!" Sirius snarled, hands against the bars. "He's still alive!? H-Harry? You're so young...how do you know-"
"I'm a seer, I know a lot of things," Harry said quickly, and I looked at him dumbly. That excuse could work on a Dementor who knew little of how wizard seers operated, but on a wizard there was just no way it would... "And I had to grow up awfully quick."
"Oh my...that's got to be Lily's side of the family then...I don't remember any on James...never gave much focus on it myself, but..." he winced. "What do you need Harry?" he whispered.
Really?

REALLY!?
HE was going to believe Harry like that!?
Come on man. He's ELEVEN. FOR THE LOVE OF MERLIN'S TIGHT PANTS!
I had to remember this.
'I'm a seer. I know shit.' That's how you roll.
"I need access to your house until school starts to prepare myself," I said, and Harry repeated. "Kreacher could let me in...if you told him I'm welcomed inside."
Sirius laughed and shook his head. "I can't pretty much believe that old elf is still alive! And you know him? I wonder what you saw in your visions...you're having visions right? Well...I don't have anything much, but I'm not letting you hunt Pettigrew alone."
"If you escape now, they'll look for you, and I need your house because I don't have a place to stay. If they come looking, they'll look there first. I can capture Pettigrew, and free you, but you need to stay here."
"I've waited years to get my hands on the rat," Sirius snarled. "Give me one good reason why I shouldn't-"
"You owe me," I said.
And Sirius looked at Harry dumbfounded as he spoke my words.
"You owe me parents I never knew. You owe me a family I never had. My guardians treated me like hell for ten long years, and they were 'family' to me. I don't want to stay with them, if that's what it means to have a family. Sirius, please, my dad was your friend, and he always told you to think your actions through, didn't he?" I took a shot in the dark. And apparently, Harry wasn't the only one who could do it.
"He only began that in seventh year," Sirius acquiesced. 'Give me a lever, and I'll lift the world'. In this case, I had used his sense of guilt as the most powerful of leverages. A knee-jerk action? Yep. Evil? Yep. But had it worked? Yes. That was what mattered. "But I know what I can do... I'm sure it's not going to work but...Kreacher!"

And Kreacher appeared.

Now, please take a moment of your time to review this.
Kreacher appeared.
In Azkaban, a house elf appeared without any trouble, or problem, and he seemed pretty much at ease being there.
I looked at the house elf.
"Master Sirius in his pathetic cell calls for Kreacher?" Kreacher said with a hiss, "Kreacher cannot take Master Sirius out. Kreacher obeys the Wizard laws and cannot break them-" oh, so that explains why no wizard escapes with House Elf Teleport.
"Shut your trap you stupid elf," Sirius snarled. "You see that boy over there? He's my godson. And he can have my house and you included. Obey him as you would me, and he'll be a guest at House black."
"Tell your goodbyes and leave with the elf." I said. "Because I can't remember what the address is."
"I'll go with him," Harry said, and his face was a mask of sadness and grief. "I...I'll set you free, and then we'll talk about everything else I saw," he added a moment later, and I sighed.
"Yeah, sure," Sirius said. "I'll hold up. I've got a secret that keeps me sane from the Dementors...I'll wait for you, then. If you can't get Pettigrew...just send Kreacher, and I'll escape with in my own way."
And then, he added. "How cool is it. My godson's a seer."
I inwardly screamed the sheer dementia that must have gripped Sirius to believe that.
Then again, as I watched Kreacher reluctantly obey and take Harry's hand, I gave one last long look at Sirius Black, and grimaced.

He wasn't really believing Harry.
Actually, he wasn't even sure Harry was really there.
His eyes were glazed over, and he was smiling as he morphed back into a dog...at least, he began the transformation.
He'd probably believe Harry to be a hallucination when the morning came.

But that was over.

I took a deep breath, and watched with fascination the entrance hall of House Black...Grimmauld Place! Now I remembered! Number Twelve, Grimmauld Place!

Uh...
Maybe I could have found another way to enter the house, like...knocking?
Still.
"Ask him to clean a guest room for your use," I said. "And tell him that if he respects you, you'll respect him and help him finish what Regulus began. He'll know."
Harry still looked unsure, but replied.
"What do you know of Master Regulus, you pathetic filth?" Kreacher snarled, "he was a great master, Master Regulus. The only heir of the House of Black, Master Regulus was. Not like Master Sirius, filth and treacherous! Master Sirius was burned out of the tapestry, Master Sirius was."
"For starters, if you were to take the locket and drop it on the desk of Albus Dumbledore at Hogwarts, you'd find it destroyed by the next day. Just leave a written message with the word 'Horcrux' on it. And it will be gone, destroyed forever."
Kreacher really didn't trust Harry's words.
"Don't make it an order," I said. "Just...tell him that's a way to go about it, but that no matter what, he cannot tell Dumbledore where you are, or from whom he heard the word 'Horcrux' nor where the locket comes from."
Harry was starting to lapse into bouts of frustration, his hands clenching and opening rapidly as he repeated my words again.

He was practically a meat puppet.
...

The thought was very wrong.
Still, Kreacher did prepare a room for him.
After passing by the 'screaming harpy' of Lady Black.

And surprisingly, once inside, Harry turned, stared at me, and then began to scream.

He screamed incoherently.
Literally.
For a long while, Harry just screamed, and screamed, and screamed, and wailed, and cried, and slammed his fists in the air as if trying to hit me, even though he couldn't, and then he screamed some more, and then he hit the bed, kicked the floor, and generally purged his body of everything that he had inside of stressful.
And when he was done, I clapped slowly.
"This, Harry James Potter, is the first time I assist to a live breakdown of a human being. Now that you have broken, let us glue you back together. We have a haven, we have food -arguably- and now we can proceed to do the second most important thing."
I smiled.
"We can power-up."

Harry just screamed a bit more and fell on the floor, ass first.
He just had to catch his breath.

...

I psychologically tore apart an eleven year old.
...
Not really my best.
I sighed.
It was still the only way to go about it without wasting time, and I couldn't tell him anything that would make him 'too friendly' soon...because if I did, then it would further lessen the time.
But yeah.
Quietly, silently, inside my head, I was very proud of Harry.

Where else do you find an eleven year old so brave he tempts monstrosities from the Abyss and watches his only friendly link to his family rot in jail without trying to oppose you if not in Harry Potter?
As long as Bravery didn't outlast Ambition...or Oddity. I had high hopes for Harry in Ravenclaw.
In Slytherin, if I managed, I would have to tell Harry of the 'Rule of Power, and how to deal with bullies effectively' which I had already explained to Shinji.

Harry fell asleep on the carpet of his guest room.
...

Really.

So unfitting of a future Prime Minister of the Magic World.
 
How are you posting so often? You're spoiling us, Shade. Also, looking forward to the realisation that you psychologically broke an abused eleven year old when you get the next world.
 
Oh now, this is just glorious.
"Kill your heart if you must," I said. "Dementors feed on happiness...technically, you have little to be happy about, but don't let them give you fear! Turn angry. Let hatred run its course. Hate them. Hate the world. Hate, and their power will wane on you. Hate...and they'll come to like you."
Careful, your Sith is showing.

All in all, still getting so many flashbacks linked to so many glorious individuals, I like this.
 
While only tangentially related to other discussions, it seemed unfortunate to me that Rowling did not explore and emphasize the conceptual aspects of "good" and "evil" with the development of magic. "Evil" side has things like the "Unforgiveables" and anything labeled "Dark" by the Ministry. The only magic that seems to be closest to being aligned to "good" is the Patronus (I doubt Riddikulus is all that aligned despite being useful against a boogeyman/monster-under-the-bed style dark creature. Even the one most declared to be a "Light Wizard" (Albus Dumbledore) mainly seemed to use non-aligned transfiguration and summoning magics in direct fights against evil (and having him use a wand aligned mythically with Death is a bit disappointing from a thematic point despite its power). It might have been more interesting if Albus had demonstrated and taught magics powered by LOVE to Harry even if they looked like they were ripped off Sailor Moon as it would have given solid evidence of Albus' point of view of Love as a power.

As an off-the-wall idea, if the Hallows really are connected with Death, Harry could have used them (after removing Tom's soul bit on the stone) to send Tom into the afterlife despite all his rituals (perhaps returning them to Death of the favor) and use magics based on concepts of Good that might have effects like the White Lantern and similar powers (like the old portrayals of the Amulet of the Agommotto . I wonder if there is a fic out there where Harry or other character fully explore things like the Patronus and other magics to make true "Light" magics (though likely to end up being labeled "Dark" by the Ministry if they also bypass most defenses and harms the interests of the corruption in the Ministry).
 
I think I'm a worse person than I was this morning for enjoying this. Thank you, please continue.
 
At this point, I don't think it's the universe that's doing it - I think it's ROB, who is forcing shade to fit into the preconceived role he wants shade to play.

Seems to fit the best, really, considering all the other interference.
 
While here, the SI might have Harry do experiments to see whether the magic of this setting can do true "Light"/"Holy" spells basically with effects like White Lantern, Eye/Amulet of the Agamotto, Sailor Moon magic, Good-aligned cleric magic, etc. It seems that the closest magic is the patrons, so using that concept as a starting point might be useful.

I have some muddled memories of really old fan fiction where a Harry tried to figure out magic itself (in the idea that this was the only real way to get the "power he knows not") and it seemed to boil down to 3 key features: imagination (or expectation for those that lack imagination), will (or stubbornness for those that lack will), and magic power (no real substitute but things like foci [wand, sacrificial items, and other special magically significant "ingredients" can lower the cost or make the process far more efficient]). I seem to remember that Harry demonstrated that the things like words and most wand movement fit under expectation by moving his wand in completely different fashion and saying completely wrong words and still get the desired spell effect due to his training, and used it to great effect when his opponents had no idea what magics he was using. I am not sure but I think that fic also mentioned that potion making and alchemy are also forms of spell casting just using different foci/sacrifices (though those who practice them are likely to take offense if someone were to label their work as ritual-based magic or similar).

Anyhow while it is unlikely that Harry could complete such research before the SI leaves, it could have some far reaching effects. Maybe even encourage Harry to either make or have someone make various "holy" magic items. Its possible that blasting Tom Riddle with "holy magic" directly could send the main soul bit into the afterlife (the smaller bits would still need to be hunted down as the Diary showed).
 
While here, the SI might have Harry do experiments to see whether the magic of this setting can do true "Light"/"Holy" spells basically with effects like White Lantern, Eye/Amulet of the Agamotto, Sailor Moon magic, Good-aligned cleric magic, etc. It seems that the closest magic is the patrons, so using that concept as a starting point might be useful.

I have some muddled memories of really old fan fiction where a Harry tried to figure out magic itself (in the idea that this was the only real way to get the "power he knows not") and it seemed to boil down to 3 key features: imagination (or expectation for those that lack imagination), will (or stubbornness for those that lack will), and magic power (no real substitute but things like foci [wand, sacrificial items, and other special magically significant "ingredients" can lower the cost or make the process far more efficient]). I seem to remember that Harry demonstrated that the things like words and most wand movement fit under expectation by moving his wand in completely different fashion and saying completely wrong words and still get the desired spell effect due to his training, and used it to great effect when his opponents had no idea what magics he was using. I am not sure but I think that fic also mentioned that potion making and alchemy are also forms of spell casting just using different foci/sacrifices (though those who practice them are likely to take offense if someone were to label their work as ritual-based magic or similar).

Anyhow while it is unlikely that Harry could complete such research before the SI leaves, it could have some far reaching effects. Maybe even encourage Harry to either make or have someone make various "holy" magic items. Its possible that blasting Tom Riddle with "holy magic" directly could send the main soul bit into the afterlife (the smaller bits would still need to be hunted down as the Diary showed).
Highy unlikely to work if we base off canon, where the closest tning to that did not, in fact, permakill Voldy.
 
24
Chapter Twenty-Three

Kreacher made a very good breakfast when asked, and he actually blinked in surprise when Harry thanked him for it -after I pointed out he should thank him in order to gradually earn his loyalty.
I waited patiently for Harry to finish his breakfast, and then, once he was done, I waited.

He had fallen asleep on the floor and skipped dinner the day before, but now, after all the ruckus and everything else, he seemed pretty much calm.
Meaning he was a tightly compressed ball of nerves and stress.
"Now," I said with a calm voice. "We can start anew. You're safe from the Dursley. You're safe from Dudley, and you can practice magic to your heart's content. Ask Kreacher for-"
"Can I ask you something?" Harry asked, and I blinked and nodded.
"Are you...are you really a ghost?"
"Ah, no," I shook my head. "My real definition is something different that you wouldn't be able to understand. You're too young for it."
"I wasn't too young when you made me walk in that place," he shivered, probably referring to Azkaban.
"Well, that was out of necessity. In this case, you wouldn't understand."
"Try me," Harry said determinedly, and I sighed.
"I am a Super-Imposed Inter-Dimensional Traveler. Basically, I come from a different dimension, and am Super-Imposed on this reality and thus intangible by its laws...safe some of its most fundamental ones."

Harry looked at me like a dead fish out of the water.
"See?" I said in a condescending tone.
He looked away with a pout.
"Now," I continued, "Tell Kreacher to clean around the house. Being a house elf and now bound to obey you as per his master's orders, he'll do it. Be polite."
"Then what?"
"Then, we go through Diagon Alley at a more sedated pace and get everything you need for school. Hogwarts is where-"
"What is Hogwarts anyway?" Harry asked.
I blinked. "You...don't know?"
"You didn't tell me!" Harry said hotly.
"It's a school Harry, a school that teaches magic. But most importantly, it's a school that holds a Room of Requirements on its seventh floor, in front of a tapestry of trolls dancing. Walk in front of it thrice while desiring something hotly, and it will open up for you. Doesn't work with food though, so bring snacks."
Harry's eyes crossed as I spoke. "Hogwarts' divided into houses. Gryffindor, for the brave of heart. Ravenclaw, for the smart and those who seek access to their secret library and are odd people...Slytherin, where ambition is prized, and Hufflepuff where the loyal and hard working are. Every house has its benefits and its flaws, but...Ravenclaw's the way to go."
"Uh?"
"Secret library accessible only to Ravenclaws," I quipped. "Every other house? There's a way inside, trust me. But Ravenclaw's...and then there's the Grey Lady. She was renowned as being the daughter of Rowena Ravenclaw herself, you know? Now hurry up and get changed. Ask Kreacher for some clean robes. We have a long day ahead of us."
Harry hurried off.

I brought a hand into my jacket's pocket, and took out my Ipod. I had a hunch what song was going to start playing as soon as I hit the play button.
I was wrong.
So, so wrong.

"Well what have we here
Is it a pilgrim from the asylum
Carried aloft
By a friend to our lady of sin
Where to begin"

I ground my teeth. "Dark Souls, Lordvessel," I mumbled. I sighed. "Well, aren't you being unfair on the kid now, God? He's trying his hardest, isn't he? Thrown around among strangers...I'd be scared, wouldn't I? So..."
I blinked. "You're kidding me."
"Is this an...you've got to be kidding me," I hissed. "Are you really working on the concept of...you can't be serious," I snarled. "And this is how you tell me!? THIS!?"
I floated around, angrily wanting to punch a wall I knew I'd just step through.
"So I'm an unholy fusion of a Hollow and a Dark Soul ghost? Is this it? What next, if they die I take their humanity? Is this how the game is rigged to go? Why the trust meter then?"
I shook my head. "No, no, no, the message is subtle. Subtler than that. It's always subtle."

I wracked my head.
I grimaced. "Dark Souls then. It's in the game the song mentions. Dark Souls...Dark..."
Naruto.
Shinji.
Harry.
They all had one thing in common.
"Oh. Oh."
I chuckled.
"So this is your game. This is how it's rigged to go. You throw me among the broken and the shattered, and you watch as I either shatter or reform them into something else...but why? Why are you doing something like this? Tied to the concepts of Bonds anyway...there's got to be a reason, right?"

Broken Bonds. Broken people.
There was a string of coincidences there that could not be underestimated.
I looked around the room for a moment, and then down at the chain.
Had a mere change of position of it done...something?
I couldn't understand.

Technically...had anything really changed in the world around me since the chain had changed spot?
I blinked as Harry returned with a robe that had the symbol of house Black on it.
"Well," I said. "Better than your old muggle clothes."
"I..." Harry tried to say something, but I looked at him and said.
"Dudley's castoffs should be incinerated. Ask Kreacher to do that."
"I won't. They're perfectly-"
"Ugly? Yes. Well, keep them in case you need to go incognito or suddenly gain half a dozen kilos."
Harry remained silent for a bit.
"Where to next?" he asked in the end.
"Very well, my apprentice," I said. "Ksshh. Ksshh."
Harry frowned and looked at me as if I'd gone mad.
"We're going back to Diagon Alley. Now, concerning Hogwarts' needed stuff...ask the house elf, if you'd be so kind."
"What? Why?"
"Because he either knows, or he'll be able to find it."

Harry grimaced, but, once again, I was right.
Fresh off the print, or well, the ink pot, Kreacher returned with a list of objects needed for a first year at Hogwarts.
"Technically we could send him off to buy the stuff for you," I said. "But I think you deserve a break in order to celebrate your newly found freedom...so pick a choice; ice-cream or unlimited magical power?"
Harry blinked, scrunching his nose up. "Can I have some ice-cream?"
I pouted. "As a Sith apprentice, or a Vampire neonate, you are surprisingly without ambitions. Well, we'll remedy that with time."
I brought my right fist up. "Let us go then! Find the chimney of this house, and then Diagon Alley! From there, Fortescue's parlor of ice-creams delights! Ice cream in the name of the I-Scream Gods!"
I then grinned.
"You got the pun? I-Scream? Ice-Cream?"
Harry nervously laughed.
The type of laughter you do while backpedaling simultaneously.

"Well," I sighed as we emerged out of the Leaky Cauldron chimney. This time Harry managed to keep his balance. "Ice cream's this way. Then we stop by the bookstore and get you the starting books on unlimited magical power."
Harry bristled.
I merely scoffed back.
"Great perils are coming, Harry. Better prepared and murderous than unprepared and murdered."
I whistled a happy tune as I floated behind him. "Now, a bit of history. You-Know-Who was a dark lord named 'Voldemort', who is also named 'Tom Marvolo Riddle' and he's a half-blood. He hated muggles, since his mother used a love potion to ensnare one, got herself pregnant and then stopped dosing him. She gave birth to Tom, died, and Tom grew up in his orphanage literally using magic to make the other children 'hit themselves'. He could talk to snake. You can too because of reasons an eleven year old mind would probably find too displeasing and earth shattering, so I'm not going to tell you unless you truly wish to know and cry yourself to tears," I said calmly. "On the plus side, you've got a one-time only Avada Kedavra immunity card you can still play. But that's it. No more than one more time."

Harry wasn't even listening in.
"Anyway, your parents," now his ears twitched showing he was listening. "They fought in the Order of the Phoenix and battled Voldemort, then a prophecy was made that said something like 'the chosen one will be born as the seventh month rises, born of those who thrice defied the dark lord, he will wield the power the dark lord knows not, and the dark lord will mark him as equal.' Voldemort heart only a bit, made two plus two, and realized that only the Potter and the Longbottom family had defied him thrice. So..."
I sighed.
"He went and tried to kill you. Funnily enough it all backfired when your mother decided to sacrifice herself. Voldemort had spared her, and then she chose to place herself between the curse and you. In that way, you were saved, she died, and to this day I still wonder why they didn't have a vanishing cabinet in their room. Or a portkey for emergencies. Or maybe they did and Voldemort disabled everything before marching in and dealing with you in person."

"It's not funny," Harry muttered. "My parents are dead."
I blinked. "Uh, maybe not. Still, end of the line: your parents died because of Voldemort, but when he tried to kill you, you were protected by your mother's love. And he was killed by the Killing Curse rebounding on him. Technically, the words used..." I grimaced, "Gah, so sappy 'the power of Love, Harry. He was defeated by your ability to love'. So, become a gummi bear and hug the hell out of him if you see him again. That failing, proceed with plan B and acquire superior firepower. Or, plan C, emigrate to America or another country. I'd like it if we could swing by Italy, you know? I'll be your translator. Or we can go to France, I also know French, even if it's a bit rusty...no need to stay in England."

Harry's eyebrows both rose.
"And there's the ice cream parlor!" I said and pointed at Fortescue. "There, it blows! My reign for a spoon! You still have the money, right Harry? And you still have the key to your vault too, yes?"
Harry nodded, and patted a pouch in one of his robes' pockets.
"Very well, allons-y!"
Fortescue had many ice creams. And Harry of course had to get the largest of them all.
I let him.
Absentmindedly, I pulled the ice-cream my way too and began to eat it.

"Harry, my friend, see how the world shines today? Now, let's eat the ice-cream, take in the sights, and then head over for unlimited magical power."
Harry bobbed his head up and down on the ice cream.
I sighed.
"Are you even listening to me?"
He nodded softly. "It's my first ice cream," he mumbled.
"Oh," I said. "Then savor it."
I shrugged.
In quiet silence, Harry ate his ice cream.
I ate mine.

Unlimited Magical Power.
And instead we were eating ice-cream on a sunny day. It was July. Why the Nurgle Matron had said it was chilly was beyond me.
It was July the Twenty-Fourth.
Harry was free.
And I probably had a month give or take to turn him into the most powerful Grey Lord there was.
My only hope was for Bullshit Magic to work the way it had to.
"Thanks." Harry said suddenly.
I blinked. "What do you mean?"
"For keeping your word."

Ka-chink.

That's three.

"And you know...Thanks, for everything," he sniffled a bit. "I mean...this is the happiest day of my life and..."

Ka-Chink.

That's four.
And I didn't like where this was going.

"Stop thanking me right this instant," I said firmly. Harry blinked, and looked at me. I had practically spat that out venomously. "I'm ensuring you get the education you need. And I need to get you to learn defense against the dark arts spells. If you practice, you can get them all down. A war is coming, Harry, and you need to be ready. Cast away your childhood, do not do what you don't want to do, and refuse to go back to the Dursley. If you don't know what to do next, Pettigrew's found as Ron's rat, and..."
"What are you saying? And who's Ron?"
"Look Harry, I can't tell you why I'm saying what I'm saying," I said firmly. "Or things get worse. You'll have to trust me, all right? What I'm trying to say is-"
Harry nodded when I said 'Trust me'.

Ka-Chink.

Oh shit. Five.
"Slytherin Locket, Marvolo ring is cursed don't touch, Malfoy has a diary, Hufflepuff's cup, Diadem in room of requirements and-"
I was leaving Harry alone.
Without even-

Clunk.

Darkness.

...
Darkness.
...
Just like that.

I just...I just freed Harry. And...in the moment where he needed a hand the most, I just...left him there.
Disappeared on him.
Like that.
I...
"This hurt me more than with Shinji," I said softly. "I just left an eleven years old alone, you know? An eleven years old who was free for the first time in ages from abuse, and who has no family near him, no friends, no one. And you...you made it happen when he trusted me the most."
I looked up at the ceiling of the darkness.
"Just like that. You ripped me away. Don't you have any shame? This...this abruptly, this...what do you think he's going to do now with his life? Dumbledore's going to come and pressure him back with the Dursley. He could have had unlimited power, he could have changed the wizardry world, and now...now nothing. He has nothing. YOU TOOK ME AWAY FROM HIM!" I screamed. "Naruto had the Hokage, Shinji had Misato, but Harry...Harry has no one. Not there. Not then. You despicable bastard! Curse you, you hear me!? I say, DO YOU HEAR ME!?"

"Loud and clear," a female voice said. "The question would be: what sort of hologram are you, and why did you activate now?"
I turned and looked at the figure who had spoken.
My brain short-circuited.
"No." I deadpanned. "Fuck off. I refuse."
"You've got quite the mouth for being a hologram, EDI, deactivate the hologram in my quarters."
"Commander Shepard, there are currently no active holograms in the Captain's Quarters."

Red-head, full renegade -judging by the scars on her face- Commander Shepard, female version.
Fresh out of the shower.
On one side, the eye-candy was nice.
On the other, I wasn't in the mood to appreciate it.
Two Anime, one Book, and now one Game.
If the 'Broken' thing kept on...

Then in this case, Shepard was either Colonist Background and Akuze mission -was it Akuze?- or Earth Background and Akuze.
The Colonist Background had the most 'broken' Shepard admittedly, and the choice of 'completing the mission at any cost' was practically screaming 'I have seen shit in my time in Vietnam'.

My chain rustled softly as it snugly fit itself back on the original arm.

"EDI, you might be malfunctioning," Shepard said. "I'm seeing the hologram in front me as clear as the-"
I quietly plummeted through the floor.
I needed time to think.
And to put up a decent enough face to deal with a Fem-Shep.
...

I just hoped there was no gamer going 'let's get the ending where Shepard dies and let's treat everyone like shit' option.
The chain rustled.
"Don't you dare," I said calmly. "If you dare, I will break you. Even if I have to bite you and gnaw you into tiny pieces, I will do it."

I turned back on my Ipod.

(It starts with one)
One thing I don't know why

It doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind, I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time.

"Fucking bastard!" I snarled. "So this is how you decide to communicate!? Through songs!? Subtleties in the songs?! It's..." I began to sniffle quietly, clenching my hands against the fabric of my jacket. "It's unfair. You psycho bastard. Unfair, do you hear me!? Unfair! At least answer me! Initiate first contact or something! TELL ME WHY! GIVE ME A REASON!"

The song blared through my earplugs, and in that moment, another piece caught my attention.

But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter.

And at that, I just laughed.

And at that I just lost my shit and screamed.
I had a mouth, and so I screamed.


I screamed. I screamed. I screamed.

Because screaming was all that I could do.

//Scream. Break. Shatter. Protocol Engaged.
 
tugging and blah blah blah but what exactly is the point of all this? Why is this happening specifically beyond 'I the writer, am torturing I, the SI, because.....that's what I do(?)' happening? There's no progression in the greater plot of the SI beyond 'Welp I'm in yet another place and I just left an 11 year old to manage his own life by him self. Time for a scream!' And I'm not even emotionally invested in anyone he's linked to because everyone gets three maybe four posts before 'LOL BAI'. Is that all this story is gonna be? Get emotionally invested, help, break chain, TRAUMA! ? No explanations as to why this is happening?
Because if that's the case, tell me now because as is, this story is boring me.
 
I can offer no more words than 'Wait for the plot to progress'. And it is progressing.

The Rules have been laid out neatly.
The 'Concept' is right now being discovered.
Broken Bonds, Broken People.
And it is advancing. If diagonally.

But yes, there is a overarching plot going on. But in order to make it clearer, you'll have to wait for when the cycling starts again.
 
tugging and blah blah blah but what exactly is the point of all this? Why is this happening specifically beyond 'I the writer, am torturing I, the SI, because.....that's what I do(?)' happening? There's no progression in the greater plot of the SI beyond 'Welp I'm in yet another place and I just left an 11 year old to manage his own life by him self. Time for a scream!' And I'm not even emotionally invested in anyone he's linked to because everyone gets three maybe four posts before 'LOL BAI'. Is that all this story is gonna be? Get emotionally invested, help, break chain, TRAUMA! ? No explanations as to why this is happening?
Because if that's the case, tell me now because as is, this story is boring me.
Uh, I wouldn't expect the plot to reveal itself in the first few pages. You're being a tad impatient.
 
I can offer no more words than 'Wait for the plot to progress'. And it is progressing.

The Rules have been laid out neatly.
The 'Concept' is right now being discovered.
Broken Bonds, Broken People.
And it is advancing. If diagonally.

But yes, there is a overarching plot going on. But in order to make it clearer, you'll have to wait for when the cycling starts again.

And how long is that going to be because it doesn't feel like to me the story is going diagonally, just around and around in a circle.

Uh, I wouldn't expect the plot to reveal itself in the first few pages. You're being a tad impatient.
This is not inaccurate. I'm being impatient because this makes me feel like, despite having ten pages of semi-regularly updated storybits, it feels like we've gone all of nowhere IMO.
 
The end of the Mass Effect point should mark the start of the looping, and with the first loop answers will come. And more questions.
 
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