Winner:
[x] thirteen.
As you finally leave your room and follow the enticing smells of fresh food down the hall, at least half again as awake as you were ten minutes ago, you have to wonder what it is about your parents and major breakfasts on important days.
Like, you'd honestly have been perfectly happy with just some fruit or yogurt and granola, but
nooooo, they have to get all fancy with it.
… Not that you're complaining.
When
was the last time you had eggs and bacon, anyways? Probably Dad's birthday.
You round the corner and reach the kitchen/eating area and the small table in it, sliding into the bench to sit in front of the empty place set out. Your mom's to your right, with her own empty plate while your dad's at the stove, cooking.
She's where you get the minor Asian influences in your appearance, while dad gave you his hazel eyes.
"Perfect timing, Amy," he says, taking the hot pan off the burner and bringing it over to the table to serve you and your mother along with a plate of toast—one already slathered with strawberry jam for you. The eggs, bacon, and toast is all parceled out, including to your dad's plate across from you, and he puts the now-empty pan back on the stove on one of the other heating spots. You're already reaching for the salt and pepper grinders as he sits down, applying it to your food and then passing it to your mom.
"Did you have trouble sleeping last night? Is that why you were so slow getting up today?" she asks.
You flush at being caught out. "…Yes?"
She looks at you and smiles, passing the grinders onto your father. "A little nervousness is fine. Just don't let it overwhelm you so much that you lose sight of the important things."
You nod, chewing and swallowing before speaking. "Okay."
Agreeing doesn't magically get rid of the still-present butterflies in your stomach, though.
"Besides, everyone else will be in the same boat as you. If they don't look nervous? They're just really good actors," your dad adds. "I don't know a single person who wouldn't be a little nervous."
You nod again, the butterflies settling down at least somewhat.
"Have you decided on all your classes, yet?" Mom asks.
"No," you mumble around the bite of toast in your mouth.
There were so many options. The only real requirements were a class for Common, a math, a history, and either a physical or social science. Everything else was up to you.
Well, you didn't have to make a final decision about anything until you got to the Academy, but it was still something worth thinking about.
Your mom sighs while looking at you.
"…What?"
"I'm going to miss you," your mom says, and holy crap this is unnerving because Mom never gets emotional like this. "
We're going to miss you. It's going to be different. We didn't exactly expect you to be leaving until you were older."
What are you supposed to say here?
You look at Dad, hoping for something, but he just looks mildly amused at your plight as the target of your mom's sudden emotional display.
Traitor!
You promptly shove your toast in your mouth and take a large bite,
totally not just avoiding responding or anything.
And then your normal mother was back, rolling her eyes and reaching for your face with her napkin, wiping a bit of strawberry jam off that you'd gotten on your cheek in your (successful!) act of desperation.
"Alright, fine. Finish up, your transport's at nine and I'm
sure you don't want to be late," she says.
Your eyes widen as you check the time and
ohmygoshwhatareyoudoingyouneedtogoit'salreadyeightfifteen.
"Why didn't you say anything!?"
"We just did," your dad says.
"
Before," you clarify (isn't it obvious?), eating your food as fast as you can while still trying to enjoy it.
"What did you think I was doing earlier?" Mom asks.
That's not… That's not…
So not the point!
There's no time to argue about it either.
You rush through the rest of the meal, stick your dishes in the sink, run to your bedroom to put on your socks and shoes, pop a cleaning tablet in your mouth and grab your bag. Most of the stuff you're bringing is sentimental; practically all your clothes can be refabbed where you're going.
When you finally race out of your room, down the hall, and towards the front door of your family's apartment, you find your parents standing there already: Dad looking at you warmly, and your mom with one side of her mouth raised higher than the other, her eyes bright.
You hold your hands in front of your face to block her view. "Stop looking at me like that, you're being
weird."
"Just come on, Amy," your Dad says, opening the door. You huff, dropping your hands and pointedly ignoring your mother because
she's still doing it!
You take one last look around, looking at the family room with its faded couch that you could have replaced anytime but your dad refused to, all the weird art that your mom finds, collects, and hangs on the walls, the printed books at the far corner by the false window that you grew up on…
And then you're out the door and through the halls, waiting for the elevator. There's a chime and then the doors open, letting you in. Your dad pushes the ground floor button and the elevator's doors close, cheerfully informing you that it's going down.
The descent takes
forever, but thirty seconds later you walk out, straight towards the front doors of the building, your parents following behind you.
Midlevel Manhattan looks the same as always, with its older buildings (though not half as old as Lower-level) and lack of sun thanks to the transport tracks and walkways for the Upper level eight hundred feet above you. The artificial lighting that's set up there does a good job of mimicking it, but it's not the same. And of course, there's the people. Not many on your street, here, but there's never
not people around in New York City.
"L or sub?" your dad asks.
"L," you answer immediately. You don't know when the next time you'll get to see everything is, and the L's perfect for that.
Five hundred feet down the sidewalk, your family walking together, you reach one of the Elevators that runs between the levels. At major intersections like Times Square there can be as many as sixteen working together, each with different intervals, separate entrances and exits, and all synchronized, but out here, a single lift every couple blocks works just fine. And in the end it's a tube of metal that lets you go up or down.
But, unlike the old elevator for your apartment,
these have something so that you can't feel any acceleration, which means it takes only three seconds before the door is opening again.
On the Upper level, the air's not as stale, even if that's not actually supposed to be a thing because of the air circulators. But it totally is.
The sun's shining down, already warming everything and highlighting the trees and greenery that dots the sidewalk. Both Lower and Midlevel have parks of their own, as well, but there's something about the blue sky and white puffy clouds that makes everything
brighter, even with all the shade that the tall buildings and apartments around you create.
You don't hesitate in keeping up with your parents as you all walk away from the lift and a block east, joining the uncountable number of people going about their day. Random snippets of muted conversations in Common are constantly audible, people talking, businesses, vendors. Your family's a bit weird in that your family speaks almost exclusively Old English at home, even though you all know Common. It's some sort of tradition your father's family has had that your Mom probably decided to go along with just because she found it funny. It'd be the sort of thing she did.
You know bits of Anglospanish too, just from foreign language classes at school, but you're not even close to having anything more than basic comprehension and competency in it. There are people out there who rely almost entirely on translation software running on their innertech for anything other than Common, but that just feels like cheating to you.
Continuing a half-block south from where you were, navigating through the stream of people, and up onto a walkway takes you over the
extremely busy transport lanes to the L platform in the middle. The correct side even.
…At which point you're left standing there, waiting. Fidgeting. Your parents standing next to you just
holding hands.
…Are they
trying to embarrass you?
Thankfully, you don't have to wait long. Two minutes later, and there's an express train pulling up to the platform.
Unlike the subway, which has been around in one form or another since pre-Collapse (it's one of the things they
always mention on the plaques at the bigger stations), the L's newer and —more importantly to you— gives a
much better view of the City.
The three of you board the maglev car in front of you, you sitting on the opposite side so you can turn around and see the best parts through the windows.
"Next stop: Rubicon Terminal," your dad says.
"DeVrois Park," you correct without thinking. The Rubicon —the giant pyramidal building that's the single largest interstellar station in existence—
is on this line though, so no transfers.
"I was being metaph—" His voice cuts off and you suddenly do
not want to turn around.
In fact, you focus quite strongly on the trees and sky and gradually-taller buildings and transport shuttles and
definitely not on whatever your parents are doing behind you.
After DeVrois Park is Reginald Square, and you keep staring out the windows, soaking in every little detail you can of the city you were born and raised in.
Earth's all you've ever known, and you're leaving it behind.
Traveling downtown means that the solid, stocky apartment buildings slowly give way to the prettier Amalgam and hardglass highrises, until you're past Bailey Street and it's suddenly almost
all metal and glass, in each and every shape imaginable, reaching up, reflecting the blue sky and sunlight like crystal.
You know, in your head at least, that the Tethers are so much taller than this, stretching up past the atmosphere itself. But to you, New York will always beat out anything else, if just because it's
home.
Just as you finish passing over the East River you feel a hand on your shoulder, nearly jumping out of your skin in surprise.
You turn and it's only your mother.
Did she really have to do that?
"You
did double-check that you have everything you want, right?" she asks.
You blink… and just like that, all the butterflies you'd had a half-hour before are back, even worse.
Thanks, Mom.
Because, yes, you'd double-checked, but now that she's asked again, there's that nagging worry of 'What if you totally forgot something? What if you get there only to realize there's something
important missing?'
You hate that feeling, and it's not like you can do anything about it when you're
already on the way, which just makes it
worse.
Dad gives your mom a look. "Don't worry, if there's anything you forget we can just send it to you."
Right, right. Yeah. You won't be totally isolated or anything.
Forty two light-years away. With nobody around that you know.
Slow breaths Amy, slow breaths.
In. Out. In. Out.
You can do this.
…You can't do this.
How did you ever think you could do this? There's no way.
You turn away from the matte metal pod sitting in the transport cradle to look at your parents and practically whimper.
Going through getting your backpack cleared had been easy. Using the elevator to get to the right level had been easy.
But here, standing at your gate and looking at the thing that'll take you to another planet, another solar system, it's suddenly so much more
real.
You're going to be all on your own. No Dad or Mom, none of your friends, surrounded by nothing that you know.
Your dad looks down at you and grimaces. "Oh, Amy…"
He crouches down so he's lower than you, looking you in the eyes. "I know it's hard. Believe me. You've taken all this so well, and I know it's scary. The question you have to ask is would you ever forgive yourself for not at least trying."
It's almost hard to think about, with how fuzzy your thoughts feel. But you know deep down that the answer is no, you wouldn't be able to.
That doesn't really make it easier.
"Just remember that no matter what, you can
always come home," he says.
You nod, eyes moist and warm as your dad pulls you in for a hug. You grip him back tightly, and let go only after he does. He stands and steps back, your mother moving in to take his place. Unlike him, she doesn't crouch, but still pulls you in to hug her, surprisingly tightly. You return it, even if this is a little embarrassing. "We love you.
Remember that."
She doesn't let go.
"Mooommm."
"Sh. If I want to hug my daughter for as long as I want before I won't be able to for five months, I'm
going to, thank you."
You don't have anything to say to that, and just give in, hugging her back. You'll be embarrassed later.
It has to be over two minutes before she finally draws back, her eyes a little redder. "Let's get you on, then."
The concourse is circular, with five different equally-sized pods sitting in a circle, end-to-end, and the terminals for them around them. Thanks to all the huge windows, it feels open instead of constrictive or small. The Rubicon is a giant pyramid, all the way down to the lower surface, with hundreds of floors. Each floor lower can hold larger and larger pods. You've seen them in holos and videos before, so they're not anything you don't expect, just basic metal and seats, like someone took a subway car, made all the seats face forward, and removed the windows.
There's other people your age at this terminal, some of them with a parent or two, but also those a few years older, as well as a bunch of normal looking adults.
Well, this probably
isn't just for Academy students, but also people who have normal business to do too.
Your parents walk with you to the door of the pod, where a man's standing and seems to be supervising the boarding. When you're close enough, he turns to you and nods, the Rubicon having permission to access your ID and travel data from when you'd gone through security downstairs, retaining it as long as you were in the building.
"Good morning Miss Bailey, you're all set. Please remember that Haeld's gravity is 1.3 times Earth's, and to ask for assistance if you have any trouble."
Your dad gives your shoulder a squeeze as you turn around. "Bye, sweetie. Be safe, listen to who's in charge, and have fun."
"We do expect a holomessage in at least a week, though," your mother adds.
You nod, your throat tight, and turn around, walking the last few feet to the open door of the transport pod.
The inside is… comfortable. Not fancy, but it's also definitely not the subway or L.
There's six seats open next to people your age: an older boy with dark, red-tinted (auburn?) hair and hazel eyes, a girl with black hair and eyes so dark they
look black, a girl with light blonde hair and impossibly blue eyes who appears to be even shorter than you, a dark-skinned older girl with dark brown hair and eyes, another boy who has dirty blonde hair and hazel eyes, and finally, in the back, the most striking of all: a dusky-skinned girl with bright green eyes and hair that's
white. ...Maybe it's a mod? Either way, white is definitely not a color you're used to seeing.
You almost just want to go sit next to her on interest alone.
In the end though, you're forced to choose fast when someone comes up behind you, and you end up sitting next to the black-haired girl, your full backpack coming off and going on the floor between your legs.
The girl looks at you curiously, but doesn't say anything.
So you decide to. "Hi."
"…Hi?" she returns.
"I'm Amy, what's your name?" you continue.
She smiles a little. "May."
Huh. That's pretty close to your own. "I mean, my name's actually Amara, but only my parents ever call me that."
Usually your mom. Like this morning.
Anyways. "Are you here for the Academy?"
She nods. "Most of us probably are."
"Well, yeah, but I mean like, isn't it better to at least ask?"
May gives a sort of half-laugh and nods. "Yeah."
You turn a little in your seat so you're facing more her direction. "So when did you find out? That you were Talented."
"A few months ago," she answers. "You?"
"…Last week." Her eyes widen. "Right? It's like, I'm sending in my diagnostic data to the doctor like normal, and I get this message back that's like 'please come see me' and I was
super confused, though I think my parents might have known something. So we went down to the hospital and did the whole brain-wave testing thing, and it was only after
that that they actually bothered to tell me what was going on. Like,
seriously. So not even a day later a recruiter woman from the FTA's education department came to talk to us. And it's not like you're going to say 'no'."
"Do you at least know anything about it?" she asks.
You shake your head. "Not really. And I'm not dumb enough to try anything on my own." There are horror stories about people who discovered they were Talented and then tried to figure it out on their own unsupervised. Telepaths who went crazy from not being able to stop hearing the people around them. Elementals who weren't careful enough and accidentally destroyed whole buildings.
No, you're definitely not stupid enough to try anything yourself.
"What about you?"
"Specialized telepathy… senses only. See what you see, hear what you hear, feel what you feel," May explains. "I don't have much range and can only do it with one person right now. I also don't have the normal problem, though."
"Normal problem?"
"Yeah, how almost all telepaths have problems listening to Normals because it's painful?" she says.
Oh. Capital-n
Normal problem. Though it's small-n normal, too, since it's common.
Your dad would probably find that pun funny.
Without any warning, the door of the pod slides over and seals shut, and you realize that during your conversation with May the rest of the passengers had gotten on. A check of the time says it's nine 'o clock exactly.
The conversation had also distracted you from your nervousness, but now you're aware of it again, and nothing's happening.
For a moment, you think you feel something, some sort of warm tingling that surrounds you, but then just as quickly, it's gone.
The door opens, and your first thought is that something went wrong.
And then you see past the person who'd opened the door, and the outside is
not the Rubicon at all.
The pod chooses that moment to cheerfully thank you for choosing FTA Transit.
You're… there. Here.
That was
it?
Whoa.
Forty-two light-years in a single blink.
Suddenly, you understand why Talented are so important. Why some people might be afraid of them.
"Welcome to Haeld," the man who'd opened the door says, stepping aside to let out people who are already standing up and exiting.
You try to stand up, try being the key word. You're not at all prepared for the extra weight you suddenly feel, even with the warning the guy at the Rubicon had given you earlier.
Instead of ninety two pounds, you're now
a hundred and twenty, and
holy fuzzballs this is not going to be a fun next few weeks.
May's handling it much better, using the headrest of the seat in front of her but also appearing to be doing better than you anyways.
She looks down at you. "…You didn't get a chance to build up your strength. Or go in any weight sims." It isn't a question.
You still shake your head 'no' and even
that's weird. Makes you a little dizzy, too.
May frowns thoughtfully. "Here, give me your hand."
What? Why?
Still, you hold out your hand to her and she grasps it, leaning on the headrest she's up against and then suddenly pulling you up with her whole body.
Oh no.
Sudden change was a
bad idea. You can literally feel the blood draining out of your head, vision dimming, and ooooh yeah you're feeling faint.
Low blood pressure: you knew you had it but it's never really been super important before.
"Shouldn' a dun tha," you slur, and you're not even sure if it came out in Common or English.
…Now seems like a pretty good time to pass o—
A/N: I ended up rolling a 1d6 for the seating selection, at the suggestion of
@Alivaril, as there's not really much information other than appearance I can give to you. Don't worry about missing out on potential meetings, we'll be seeing most of them again soon enough, at which point you'll have a little more information and get to choose who to talk to and build rapport with.