And we back!
Right, it seems no one else has had a look at this since I last posted (or maybe they have, but I have no idea how to monitor views on this site), so I have decided to bring you some more.
Now then, shall we cut to the chase?
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"Like the ancient mountains, this city shall stand the test of time."
The Emperor of Japan, state naming of Tokyo-3, 2nd of May 2007.
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10:00am, Friday the 9th of June, 2017 AD, State of Japan, NERV central, medical ward
Shinji's fingers gently closed around the surprisingly comfortable sheets, his eyes flickering open. He lay on his side, the room within which he'd evidently spent the night being bathed in a harsh artificial light.
Spirits, my head feels muddled. He sat up, yawning.
The boy had slept surprisingly well, even if the bad dreams had come as they usually did. But shock and exhaustion had been an ally, keeping him in an unconscious state for hours on end with only the occasional whimpering.
He exhaled through his nose and massaged his still tired eyes for a few moments.
Damned things, couldn't they at least be grateful for more than ten hours of undisturbed sleep? He was lucky to get four without another nightmare causing him to wake up a sweating mess.
Gently, Shinji drew back the sheets and set his feet on the floor. He didn't want to stand yet, as his legs still felt like jelly. He just wanted to feel the coldness of the tiled floor invigorate his feet.
For he liked the cold.
Even though the happiest memory of his life had occurred on an exceedingly hot day, Shinji despised the heat. For it made the possibility of being
snug impossible. But fortunately, although he lived in an age of increased global temperatures, it was also an age of air conditioning.
Hence why he wasn't really one for venturing outdoors.
And then the previous night's memories came to him.
A huge green monster being felled by his hand with a mournful expression on its face, the breaking of bones, the tearing and sizzling of flesh, the shedding of royal blue blood, and a terrible green eye staring into his soul.
His hand found its way to his forehead, as if he were trying to physically repress the sheer terror of it all. His other hand tightly balled.
He spent a few minutes doing this, along with taking deep shaky breaths.
Slowly and gently he stood up, sighing. He was alive, not to mention victorious. He should be jubilant over that at least.
Stretching out his limbs so that everything might click into place, Shinji took in his surroundings.
It was a standard hospital room, very clean and rather white, but it had a window overlooking great green fields and blue lakes.
Walking over to truly take it all in, he found his brain stumped by the fact this place had no sky, but metal walls. In fact, it seemed as if this facility was in a giant dome.
But it was what hung from above him that truly astonished Shinji.
It was the city of Tokyo-3.
Dozens of skyscrapers, apartment blocks, and bunkers hung from the ceiling, along with what looked like a few suspended trains running back and forth. This was the highly advanced protection system the Japanese capital city had from stratospheric bombardment, and as it turned out,
Seraph attacks.
It was lowered beneath the ground to be protected by layer upon layer of titanium armour plating.
And even then, a Seraph had been cutting through them as if they were nothing.
"Are you sure you should be out of bed, meat bag? After what you went through yesterday I'm surprised you're even conscious, let alone walking about." Caspar spoke unusually gently, but it was still enough to make Shinji jump out of his skin.
"Who, Wha...oh...it's you..." The boy's brain conjured up multiple memories of the A.I with a sense of humour. Perhaps even its name.
"It's Caspar-san isn't it?"
"The one and only, my little meat bag."
Shinji looked around for wherever the A.I was speaking from, only to find nothing except a security camera.
"You...weren't watching me sleep were you?"
"Come now, Shinji-chan, I am the overlord! I know all, see all, hear all!" Caspar cackled. He raised his eyebrow for a few moments, before the A.I muttered
"You're no fun."
The boy shook his head with a small smile, and looked back out the window.
"Shall I inform Section Five that you're awake?"
Shinji thought for a moment, before nodding his head. And then a memory of a girl with porcelain white skin and sky blue hair flashed into his mind.
"Where's that girl from earlier? The one I got in the Eva for..."
"Rei-chan? Oh she's fine, still in a bit of pain, but fine. You saved her life yesterday, meat bag. That's not something I usually expect from organics, selfish nasty creatures that you are." Caspar didn't usually feel curiosity, as an A.I, NERV central's one in particular, it knew practically everything there was to be known.
But for this boy, who if its records were correct was an isolated loner, to show such care for other human beings, drew its attention easily.
Shinji remained silent, but inwardly sighed with relief. As much as he feared forming bonds with his fellow man, he did feel something that resembled care for the strange girl who'd been both literally and metaphorically
thrown into his life.
"Medical staff is notified, and Sub Commander Tenka is on his way to give you a check up. I would stay and continue our delightful conversation, but as this facility's A.I, I have very important things to attend to-that damned S2 reactor!" And then without much warning, Caspar went completely silent.
The boy stood still with a confused expression for a while, before shaking his head.
I just had a conversation with an A.I again, and I'm not surprised it disappeared like that...Spirits, I must be going mad.
The sound of the door sliding open caught his attention, as a short man possessing bulging muscles strode through it.
His hair was a greying black colour in a military style haircut. A scar cut straight across his face, but that huge bristly moustache drew attention away from it with ease. He wore a similar uniform to the one he'd seen "Ritsuko" wear, except it was far better kept and had no cigarettes poking out of its pockets.
Brown eyes glanced over Shinji for a few seconds, as Sub Commander Tenka analysed him. Seeing no physical issues, he blinked and the boy felt a little more at ease.
"How are you feeling?" The grizzled former soldier clasped his hands behind his back.
"I-I'm okay, thanks. What...what happened?" The boy gently scratched his brown hair, whilst trying to organize his muddled memories.
"In short? You killed the thing that took twenty thousand lives, and then saved the nation. Possibly even the entire planet. You were...already unconscious from shock when we retrieved you from the entry plug. You've been brought to my medical ward for recuperation, although by the looks of it you've already got most of that out the way." He chuckled slightly at the young man who barely a few hours ago, was whimpering in his sleep.
But Shiro Tenka could understand.
The dreams one gets from the traumas they behold never go away. As someone who'd served at the battle of Osaka, Shiro was a man who could look a person in the eye and see whether or not they knew pain.
And it saddened him that this boy, certainly did.
Shinji's eyebrows knitted together.
I did all of that?
"I'm afraid I can't answer most of the innumerable questions you certainly have as...well...I don't know anything about the Evas. I'm just NERV's chief medical officer." The muscled old soldier, walked over to well within Shinji's personal space and stretched out a hand.
"Doctor Shiro Tenka, Sub Commander of Section Five, at your service."
Shinji stared at the hand for a moment, before remembering all the manners his teacher had both metaphorically and literally beaten into him.
He uncomfortably shook it before turning away. Shiro observed his patient's body language and backed off a little, before looking out of the window, arms clasped behind his back.
"Took my breath away when I first saw it too lad. I don't know how they do it, but I know it's called the
geofront. Our great big unbreakable fortress..." He snorted.
"What a load of rubbish. If you hadn't done what you did, that
thing would have come down here and killed us all."
How much taxpayer's money did they waste on this place? Credit black hole doesn't quite do it justice...
"Um...Tenka-sensei?" Shinji's quiet voice interrupted Shiro's moment of reflection.
"Yes Ikari-san?"
"I heard that...a girl called Rei is in this place. I'd quite like to know...from a professional view...how she is."
Although Caspar had filled him in on the subject, he still found himself curious about "Rei's" well being. Not to mention, a Doctor could probably tell him more than, for all intents and purposes, a machine.
"You mean Ayanami-san? Her condition is stable at the moment. She's resting in a room down the other end of the corridor-"
"Can I see her?" Shinji suddenly felt like he'd made a mistake when Shiro's expression darkened.
He looked deep in thought for a few moments, before sighing as if he was thinking of something deeply unsettling.
"Come to my office." He placed a hand on Shinji's shoulder and started guiding him out of the room.
"There are things you should know..."
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10:20am, communications room
The image of the dying Seraph flickered out of existence, leaving only Gendo and the thirteen black holographic monoliths.
Upon them were inscribed words in bright neon red.
SEELE.
Each monolith was numbered from 01 to 13, with the one bearing the number "01" standing directly in front of NERV's Supreme Commander. But unlike the other monoliths which represented the heads of the order they all belonged to, 01's monolith bore a title.
Großmeister
"Despite a few deviations, all is unfolding as the scrolls have predicted. But...this development must be taken into account." 01 rumbled as the display flickered back into life, freezing at the moment Sachiel raised its blade in salute.
"The scrolls do say the Seraphim are intelligent, Grand Master, but we did not predict they may even have a sense of honour." Gendo's hands remained clasped together beneath his nose, whilst he felt the gaze of some of the planet's most influential men.
"It should be impossible though. They may be the children of Adam, but the Seraphim are little more than beasts! We should consult the scrolls again." 08's shrill Federal voice added.
"The scrolls have already been seen many times today, by my own eyes in fact. And they speak of nothing such as this." 01 closed the matter, before returning the minds of all present to the subject at hand.
"However, the scrolls truth has been shown by yesterday's victory. The Evangelions are indeed the key to mankind's salvation and ascension. And now that the deliverer has arrived, the ordained path can truly begin to unfold!"
There was a chorus of agreement and approval from all those present, save for two.
Gendo Ikari, and 07.
"As much as we are all delighted by this revelation, Grand Master, we still have a problem. Even though we control the United Nations, the Super States are rather possessive of their Evas. If we do not seize back control of them-" 07 didn't have time to finish his sentence before 01 interrupted.
"Have no fear, 07. The Empire, the Federation, The League, the UCWS, and the PRA, will have no choice but to do as they are told by the Commander here. With the annihilation of the JSA, they will all know the Evas are the key to defeating the Seraphim, not their own armies. They have no choice but to put their faith in NERV. As I have said before, all is unfolding as the scrolls have predicted."
"With all due respect, Grand Master, whilst the JSA's removal from the situation is indeed desirable...surely a less destructive manner could have worked just as we-"
"No." Gendo shot down 07's protest.
"The Japanese State Army is a proud institution. Only total defeat and humiliation would get them off our backs. And recent events have proven me correct."
There was yet another chorus of agreement, except from 07 who silently fumed, and 01 who only spoke when he had something to say.
"You worry far too much about the means, 07. When the promised land, Instrumentality is reached, when we return to the Holy Blood, it will not matter how many lives had to be sacrificed for it. For the greater cause!" 02, the Order's enforcer, dramatically boomed.
"Silence." 01 made all noise in the room cease with a simple command. The only other person present capable of doing that was Gendo himself.
"What measures have been taken to control the manner in which the general public receives information on NERV and the Seraphim?"
"As you know, Grand Master, we almost completely control the press. They will print what we want, not to mention thanks to Ikari's Section 2, there is no chance of leaks coming from within NERV itself." 13 added in a thick Russian accent.
"But why all this secrecy? Surely the world would give us everything required and more if they knew of the paradise we wish to create for them?" 05 said irritably.
Despite the fact he wielded a great deal of power in the Imperial military, 05 was a little too zealous for his own good, and considering he worked closely with the terrifyingly shrewd and perceptive High Field Marshal Alexander Meadow, it gave cause for concern that SEELE may be revealed before the scenario could be completed.
"We have been through this many times, 05. The people are not yet ready to be enlightened. But upon the plan's completion, and humanity's rebirth, they will finally understand for what they have suffered. And for that, they shall sing in gratitude of us for all eternity. Now, I have business with the Commander, leave us." 01 said dismissively
"Yes, Grand Master. The fate of destruction is the joy of rebirth!" All the monoliths responded before flickering out of existence, leaving only the Commander and the Grand Master.
A deathly quiet fell upon the comms room, one that would have made lesser men shiver.
But not Gendo and 01.
"What do you make of the deliverer?"
"He is very much as the scrolls have predicted. He struggles to understand those around him, and has no love for himself. The life he has lived, has almost broken him." Gendo's spine tingled in slight satisfaction at the memory of the utter betrayal and despair in the boy in question's cerulean.
"Then it will be all too easy for him to bond with the lamb when the time is right. You have done your job well, Ikari, you are to be commended for that."
"Thank you, Grand Master. What of, GAAFT? Do they suspect anything?"
"No, those fools of the, Global Allied Armed Forces Treaty, are currently ignorant. And they shall remain that way."
"I have no doubt they will, for you are wise, Grand Master Laberenz, far wiser than me." Gendo bowed his head ever so slightly in partial mock reverence. For whilst he was trying to flatter his superior, there was truth to Gendo's words.
For it could be said that the one person Gendo Ikari truly feared was SEELE 01.
Known to the world at large as Kasch Laberenz, Congressman and puppet master of the United Nations.
"Indeed. Now go. Attend to your organization, prepare for the next Seraph, and keep bringing humanity's final liberation and salvation ever closer."
"Of course, Grand Master. The fate of destruction is the joy of rebirth." Gendo waited for the monolith to fade.
But Kasch had one last thing to say.
"The path is ordained, Commander. We cannot stray from it." And with that, 01 vanished.
Leaving only the elder Ikari musing quietly to himself.
"Indeed. Mankind's time is over. But my own has almost begun..."
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10:30am, medical ward
It seemed as if storm clouds brewed over the young man's head as he stomped down the corridor.
To say that Shinji felt sick to his core would be an understatement. It felt like it was writhing and contorting like some sort of snake which had been set on fire.
Whilst he fought with the gorge that threatened to rise every few seconds or so, Doctor Tenka's words crashed through his head over and over again.
"
Rei Ayanami wasn't born, she was grown...from whatever they could salvage of Yui Ikari..."
That simple sentence had very nearly overcome him.
His mother...the one thing he so desperately tried not to dwell on, now had a walking, talking, remnant to rub in the fact he'd lost her forever. The one person he knew who truly loved him.
He'd seen a few pictures of what his mother looked like when she was young, and if you took away the fact Rei possessed blue hair, red eyes, and porcelain white skin, she was the spitting image.
He cloned my mother? How is that even possible!?
Did Gendo Ikari have no shame? He threw him out for a reason he never explained, and created...
her...to do what?
Replace him?
No...his father had never loved him, so why on earth would he want a daughter?
Unless...she was a replacement for his mother...
Whilst his stomach continued to turn inside out over the depravity of his father, a part of his brain was actually rather excited. For if she possessed Yui Ikari's DNA, then could that make Rei something akin to a sibling?
Perhaps even...family?
A term Shinji had not truly understood for twelve painful years.
He couldn't be angry with Rei, not at all. She couldn't have chosen how she was created, or even made the choice of being created in the first place. To hold a grudge against her for what his father had done would be ludicrous. For according to that logic he should hate himself...more than usual.
Shinji stopped in front of a door with the title
Room 303 stamped on it.
This was where she was recuperating from whatever had nearly killed her the other day, and he was incredibly apprehensive, even occasionally shuddering.
His hand touched a panel by the side of the door, whilst his unoccupied hand clenched and unclenched.
He had clearance, with Tenka ringing ahead so those terrifying men in black suits wouldn't bar his way.
So why was he still afraid?
Slowly, inevitably, the door slid open, humming electrically as it did so. Mustering his meagre courage, Shinji took a deep breath and crept in.
She lay on the bed so quietly, the harsh ceiling light illuminating her skin. Her very much awake gaze was directed upwards, not even turning to take notice of incoming company.
"Um...hi." Shinji mumbled in a pathetic attempt to being friendly.
Rei remained totally silent.
"You might not...remember me...but I-" He was halfway through saying, before the turning of Rei's head in his direction caused him to jump out of his skin.
"Shinji Ikari. Designated Pilot of Unit 01." Her voice was as quiet as his own when stressed or scared, but had a great deal more control to it.
It was essentially, a younger and much quieter version of his Mother's voice.
And it took every ounce of his lacking strength to not break down in tears. For her voice to him in particular, had a melancholic beauty.
"Yes...yes that's me." He shuffled a little closer to her, his hand continuing to clench and unclench.
"Are you okay?"
"I currently possess multiple breakages and fractures. I will return to combat effectiveness in twenty days." Rei's facial expression was unnervingly still and unemotional, all too much like his father's.
Shinji didn't like that.
At all.
"I mean...how do you feel in yourself?"
"How I feel is irrelevant. I will do as I am ordered, that is all I know."
The boy who was the offspring of the woman she was cloned from, recoiled. What Shinji felt could be described as a coiling pyre of horror and...fury.
Gendo Ikari...what the hell have you done?
"No...that's not true. Your feelings matter, Ayanami-san, no matter what
he says."
"My purpose is to pilot the Evas. That is my single reason for existing. My feelings are irrelevant."
"There has to be more than that! You're a person...you're unique. You're aren't just some tool to be used-" For once he found himself truly engaged in a conversation, and he was desperate to change the other party's mind.
Rei's interruption however, demonstrated his failure.
"If I die, I can be replaced. There is nothing more to be said on the subject."
It was quiet for a while, as Shinji felt his heart break in two. How could
this be the clone of the rather cheerful, loving, and talkative woman who gave him life?
As if his father hadn't defiled his mother's memory enough...
I should go, there's not much else I can do.
He began to turn away, before a thought came to mind.
Rei probably didn't know that he was aware of her...origin. Perhaps through such a revelation, he might induce a reaction of some sort. Just something that would tell him his heart wouldn't break every time he looked at her.
"I...I know. About you being a clone of my mother...I...I suppose..." Even though he'd set himself on saying it, Shinji couldn't help but stammer.
This further became a problem when Rei actually turned her head to face him.
He cleared his throat before continuing.
"I suppose that makes you my sister."
For the briefest second, Shinji could have sworn he saw a minute look of surprise on Rei's oh so familiar face, but then it was gone. Replaced with the same, dull, lifeless, expression.
"I'll let you rest." He quickly turned away, and walked out of the room as briskly as possible, leaving Rei alone with her few thoughts. But a new one, one which had entered her head that very second, was being repeated over and over again.
One simple word, that carried about as much meaning as a word could to someone of Rei's thought process.
...Sister...
He closed the door behind him, a little stream of water trickling down his cheek. Resting his back against the wall, his legs gave way as he slumped to the ground, quietly crying.
When his mother had died, his father had smashed and thrown away all images of her. Whilst he did have a few memories of the one person who loved him, they were quite foggy. Truly it could be said then, that Rei was the closest thing he had to his mother. And his father might have destroyed that as well.
No. I won't allow it.
He found his fist balling again, not in fear, or apprehension. It was...something else.
It was similar to what he'd felt upon deciding to pilot Unit 01 the previous night, but now there was no fear. Only determination.
Ayanami-san...I won't give up on you. I might have only met you yesterday, but I'll do everything in my power to take care of you...and help you.
The fist clenched ever tighter.
And there will be nothing you can do about it, father.