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Aindriu wasn't unaware of the details, as she was tied up, dragged to the merchants' canvas-roofed wagon, and stuffed in the back with another dozen Aldertref locals and visitors. Some of the more valuable things in her house were tossed into a storage compartment below the main one, and the wagon set out again.
She wasn't unaware. She just didn't care.
Ealu was gone. Her only real friend, a warm, soft, slightly cowardly little girl who'd been so happy just to be near her, was gone. Gone because Aindriu had been too pathetic to fight for her.
So why should she care that they were being taken south, over the border of the Talinin lands at the Scathceil river? Her life hadn't been going anywhere meaningful or desirable in the first place, and the friend that had made it bearable was gone.
Most of the other prisoners didn't look like they felt particularly conversational either. Probably more worried about their future - bandits took people on occasion, usually to sell to slave traders from Nexus. Or other places, but Nexus was the one everyone remembered.
There was a young woman - not as young as Aindriu but young, early-twenties, with red hair hacked short to about jaw-length, far shorter than was normal for Pretannians - who talked to her and tried to make sure she was okay, and Aindriu responded as necessary so the woman would accept it and leave her alone.
She could have just tried. It... wouldn't have saved her, but at least she'd have tried. Ealu had always been there for her with a soothing purr and Aindriu hadn't even tried.
Their captors did actually give them food in the morning, Aindriu just didn't have any appetite or energy, so she didn't touch it.
The redhead didn't either, glaring down at the hard bread they'd been offered. It wasn't hard to tell why she hadn't partaken, but there weren't any drugs in it, not if the bandits had half a wit between them. None of the 'merchants' knew how to read - they'd packed her unbound writing papers right alongside her and her father's books, unable to tell the difference in content between the actual proper books and her useless scrawl. Which meant none of them were educated professionals - in other words, no physicians or alchemists. No one with the skills to regulate a dose of opiates to get any desired sedation effect without risking the health of the people they'd gone to so much effort to capture.
But it was long and complicated to explain, so Aindriu didn't bother.
She wasn't being particularly active, but it wasn't all that restful. Nose was all stuffy from crying. Hard to breathe through it. Breathing was a little bit of labour on its own, even aside from the inherent discomfort in trying to rest on hard wood and surrounded by strangers.
She wanted Ealu back.
All she got was the redhead, though, sitting down next to her - there wasn't a lot of slack in the ropes binding them to the wagon floor but there was enough to pick places on the bench - and speaking in low tones.
"We're probably going to be sold to slavers," she began with the obvious.
Aindriu nodded. "... probably." Why wouldn't people just leave her be?
"The Rokan-jin have been restocking after the Bull tore through, and not too particular about where the stock comes from. But they're mostly looking for workers, so the less hardy ones probably aren't going to be sold that close to home."
Aindriu was a small girl, but a lot stronger than she looked, thanks to how she'd learned to move alongside the Realm legions, to use every bit of strength and every gram in her body as one unified force. But whoever had decided to capture her, specifically, had probably not known the details of her military service. So she nodded, knowing exactly what was implied - her fate was unlikely to be remaining in Pretannia.
"... Don't know how far you've travelled, but slavery's different down south. It's-"
"Not just local kings who can hold them. Not just for criminals and public service. No longer human beings, no rights, just property. No manumission, children won't be freed. If not just dream-eaten by the fae," Aindriu cut her off so she wouldn't have to sit through an explanation of things she already knew. There were some very lurid tales she might find herself subjected to if she didn't. Some of them were probably true, too.
She wasn't really fond of the Pretannic practice, even, let alone how the Tepet had gone about it - she just didn't really like people being unhappy, there wasn't a great principle beyond that, and it was hard to argue criminals shouldn't have to do something to make up for their crimes - but it wasn't like her opinion mattered or would ever change anything, so she tried not to think about it.
The redhead nodded. "Guess you know. Don't know about you but I'm not looking forward to it."
Aindriu shrugged. She wasn't, really, but she hadn't really been looking forward to anything so it wasn't all that terrifying. Her future had only really been more marking time - earning money doing things she didn't really care about to sustain a living while the world fell apart around her. She'd liked writing but she hadn't been writing anything important, meaningful, or particularly good, and now she got to occupy that long stretch of time doing nothing of relevance with her best friend dead, instead of cradled in her arms.
Slavery didn't really bother her much, because it wasn't taking her away from a particularly meaningful life, or taking anything more away from her. It was kind of annoying that the people who'd hurt Ealu would benefit from it but she couldn't do anything about that, either.
She'd accomplished basically nothing in her entire life, so it was honestly a little moot who she was useless for.
The red-haired woman frowned at that reaction, leaning in closer with her voice low. "Look. I'll cut to it - I want to escape. Are you with me?"
Aindriu was spared the need to answer when a sword lightly touched the woman's throat, forcing her to back away, eyes wide.
The man at the front of the wagon - the 'merchant' - was leaning in under the canvas flap, sword extended, with a smug grin that made Aindriu's arm twitch with the reflex to punch it. "You know I can hear you, right?"
"Good ears," the redhead commented, tone rather light for someone with a sword pressed to their larynx.
"The best." He looked around the wagon-bed at the other prisoners, looking up at him. "So, here's the deal, Red. You're pretty enough I can sell you as a toy instead of a labourer, and you don't need to be able to walk for that. The next word I hear out of you that sounds even a little like 'escape', I'm cutting your hamstrings. Deal?"
The woman glared at him, and if she were able to kill people with a look he and the last ten generations of his ancestors would have disappeared right there.
The man's grin widened, and the sword pressed against the redhead's throat. "Deal?"
"... deal." The word was dragged out of her throat, and she slumped as it was forced out of her.
The raider pulled back and out of the wagon with a smile that made Aindriu want to punch him even more.
The redhead brought her rope-bound hands up and rubbed her throat, checking to make sure he hadn't cut her, and sighed. "Guess I should have expected that." She didn't move away - it wasn't like there was a lot of space to go to - but she lowered her eyes and stopped talking.
Aindriu just slumped forward. ... Sunstrike it. Strike them. Strike herself.
It wasn't like she didn't want to carve a way into their living entrails, stick her hands in, and twist, but... she'd fuck it up again. She'd fucked up and lost Ealu.
The fight had been winnable. Outnumbered eight to one, but she could have won. That was the worst part.
If she'd been able to break free and get back inside her house, she'd have won. She had a spear and she'd have been able to hold the door and wound everyone trying to crouch down and get through the door. She probably couldn't hold against a concerted push, but she simply wasn't worth the injury, they had better things to do with their bodies than get them broken trying to take one captive.
If she just hadn't fucked up with her dagger she might have been able to save Ealu. Maybe slashing the throat? Or never going for it, instead attacking the arm grabbing onto her? So many options and she'd picked the one that didn't work.
Or she could have just given up sooner. It hadn't gotten her anything.
She felt a sudden weight against her back - she would have yelped if she had the energy, but as it was her only reaction was a slight 'Oh' and a slow turn of her head.
She caught a glimpse of an off-white mass on the wagon wall, hidden behind her, before there was a chill against her ear, and a sour-toned voice whispering. "Relax."
Aindriu sighed and slumped back into the weight, shivering slightly as the chill crept along her jawline and towards her mouth. She recognized it, of course - she'd never managed to finish druid training but perroneles weren't very obscure, as demons went. Children of the Guardian of Sleep, demon summoners usually called them to wear the oozes over their body as armour.
Ordinarily she might be a bit more concerned at having a demon sitting right behind her, but right now she just sighed and added it to the tally of things going wrong. At least it wasn't crawling all the way down her dress, and perroneles didn't tend to be particularly violent. A pity, she'd kind of like if it killed the bandits, even if it killed her first. Maybe it had an erymanthus friend around? She despised erymanthoi on principle but this was a situation for them.
'What do you want?' She didn't even whisper it, just moving her mouth as if she'd said the words and refraining from giving breath to them. It had a tendril across her lips, so it could read what she was not-saying anyway.
"Plenty of things," it whispered bitterly. "Not as many that matter though. But what I'm here for is you."
Dragging her off to Hell? 'Whatever, just get it over with.' Her life was not looking up enough for her to really care which horrible place she ended up in, she was going to one anyway. At least Hell meant the bandits who'd killed Ealu wouldn't benefit from it. She was still hoping for the erymanthus.
The ooze shifted restlessly against her. "... Okay, look. Technically that's enough, but seriously. This is actually important."
Aindriu sighed. She didn't actually care but it was easier to just go with the flow. 'Will you at least do something horrible to my captors?'
"I won't be able to," the voice growled. "But you will. The creators of all want me to deliver their power to you, in exchange for your assistance."
'You don't mean the gods, do you?' According to the myths, the gods had not created the world - they had found it, covered in darkness and demons, and the gods had waged war to liberate the small humans of Creation, banishing the Fomorians that had created it and their legions of demons, to a twisted realm forever-distant from Creation.
The perronele didn't waste its time responding to a rhetorical question.
Aindriu wasn't the most pious girl but swearing her service to the forces of Hell was still a bit much. She'd seen a lot in the War, and she didn't think demons were innately evil after watching the Tepet bound demons boozing up - just innately dangerous - but the thing to keep in mind was that the Fomorians they served were not friends of gods or man. 'Not interested.'
The soft body behind her roiled. "Ugggggh. Seriously? You're going to end up in chains here, and you'd prefer that to ultimate cosmic power?"
Aindriu shrugged. 'Trading slavery to humans for slavery to the Fomorians isn't really much of an improvement,' she mouthed.
There was a pinch on her cheek as the demon's body drew taut. "You melodramatic, Orabilis-tossed-! You'd be a peer. You'd have respect and genuine authority and plenty of time to use your powers for yourself, in exchange for a quart of help! You could question the Unquestionable! You want slavery, ask all the serfs that never get asked whether they actually want to have the power of the Yozis shoved into them to deliver to some stubborn mortal girl!"
"... Sorry," Aindriu whispered, looking down at the wagon floor. The redhead looked at her strangely when she heard that, but Aindriu ignored her. 'I just…'
The voice calmed slightly. "Look, what have the gods done for you anyway? You don't really seem to be benefiting much from the way the world is right now."
Aindriu gritted her teeth, remembering strains of music, and a city that wept itself to death. 'Not many people are.'
"Right! And you know, the world can change. That's what the Yozi seek. To make the world right again."
Aindriu didn't really believe that - the Bull and the Tepet had both claimed the same thing and mostly ended up slaughtering millions of innocents - but, 'You didn't choose this mission.' The perronele didn't sound like he believed what he was saying either.
The perronele's slight 'Tch' confirmed it.
'So why are you so determined for me to accept?' she asked wordlessly. 'It doesn't matter to you.'
"You severely overestimate how well-off a serf that fails the Unquestionable gets to be," the perronele sullenly pointed out. "Peers and citizens get plenty of leeway. Serfs don't get to refuse, and if I fail again I won't have time to find another, so the power I'm here to hand you will probably melt me from the inside out while I try. Since you were curious."
Aindriu brought her bound hands up and rubbed her eyes. 'Okay. All right.'
"... what?" The perronele seemed taken aback. He'd probably assumed a failure and just vented a bit before he died.
There wasn't really a good choice, the forces of Hell weren't exactly nice and trustworthy people, but at least this way she'd be able to do something useful. She didn't want to be responsible for this perronele's death on top of all her other failures. 'All right. I accept.' That was about all the good she could ever do.
"Seriously?!" The perronele didn't pause for an answer upon receiving consent, though - the off-white ooze swelled, prompting screams from the other prisoners (and Aindriu herself) as they caught sight of the demon as it grew and then crashed down over Aindriu like a breaking wave, smashing the wagon wall and floor into splinters, before solidifying, submerging her in darkness, within a clay-like off-white sphere of blinking eyes, lit from within by a flickering green light.
The wagon came to a sudden halt as the slavers started to realize that a demon had just appeared in their midst and turned into an unbreakable chrysalis around one of their products.
Aindriu herself was a little too busy to explain the details, though.
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