Oooof that was one tense chapter. Honestly... I understand Idelle.
She may be a little excessively self-righteous but she illustrates something important that has mostly existed in the periphery of this quest due to its focus on Ambraea and our own tendency to prioritize personal relations: The Realm is a horrible empire that encourages a horrible hierarchy that produces horrible people. Sure, like we have seen here, Dynasts can love each other, protect each other, do good in favor of others, feel bad in the face of injustice, and in general develop their own system of ethics. But it's all filtered through the hypocrisy and self serving unawareness that is encouraged amongst them to sustain the bloody status quo.
In a sense, Idelle is a great foil to Ambraea: both have foreign fathers influencing both their upbringing and the way they are treated by their peers, and experienced great pressures due to the circumstances of their birth. But while Ambraea internalized those pressures into a conviction to make use of that status quo and the resources it avails her to one-sidedly get the best outcome for herself and those she loves (and thus, never really cast away the cultivated unawareness of her treatment of others); Idelle spent her whole life bristling under that same status quo, making compromises and twisting herself into the shapes she thinks will finally, finally make her strong morals fit the system that produced her (and thus give her a place to belong) and being unable to ignore the turmoil and discomfort it causes her to witness that hypocrisy in others.
All this to say, while I was on team Dragon of Smoke and Flame, I am really liking the possibilities that arise from having her as this kind of potential antagonist.
also I want to make Hylo swallow his glasses so so so much lmao you DON'T say that about someone's mom
First Light is the one who bluntly told Ambraea about how she might need to adapt her plans and intentions because she's not guaranteed to get given her own Great House, and instead she'll have to meld into existing power structures.
I think Ambraea needs to hear from First Light a lot more than she needs to hear from Bhagwei.
Agreed! I really want a chance to bookend that first conversation, because it ended up being really prophetic, even if not in the way First Light intended it, and it feels like it would play on the conflicts that were illuminated in this post: Ambraea still faced her conflict with her usual bulldozing approach even after a whole school year of the effects of her mother's disappearance.
And of course, we need to give a chance to clear the air with Deizil one last time before school ends (plus Keric being there means we get a peek into the Mnemon side of things, which aside from Rulinsei has mostly passed right by us)
[x] Instructor First Light
[x] Simendor Deizil and Mnemon Keric
Also, are we gonna get a chance to get more snek? that's the only item in our goals list we are missing!